#I'm just whining cuz it doesn't feel fun

[feather-and-roses]

I love my friends and how hard they try to be inclusive but I keep being hit with the "I'm so inclusive I'm gonna accidentally misgender you" ray.

I'm gender fluid but I don't use they/them or neutral terms. I'm not....upset by them, but they're not mine. "Partner" No pls call me their girlfriend or boyfriend or husband or wife. "Sibling" They are my sibling, I am their brother or sister! I prefer gendered terms way above non-gendered ones. "Parent" My cats call me mom and dad.

Inclusive language is good. It's great and we should use more of it, but in your effort to not misgender anyone, please remember those of us for whom this is misgendering. Some of us really hate these terms.

[raven-at-the-writing-desk]

Adeuce + Onee-san!Yuu Headcanons

I THINK THEY’D BOTH BE INTO ONEE-SANS… cuz Ace is the bratty one that wants attention and Deuce is into being praised for his accomplishments 💀 Even worse if both of them are crushing on the same onee-san and butt heads every day about it.

Please note: due to the nature of the scenario, these headcanons could read as gendered (since “onee-san” means "big sister") even though I avoid the use of gendered pronouns for the reader/self insert in my writing and just generally allude to the concept of the "onee-san" trope (someone who is reliable, kind, and mature). Read at your own discretion.

Curiouser and Curiouser…

Ace is totally the type of guy that mercilessly teases the person he has a crush on, and that's really no different when it comes to you. He sees it like a challenge, to see how fast he can break you and get you cutely begging him to stop--but to his surprise, you hold your own and push back, scolding him for his attitude and lip. He blinks as you finish your lecture and turn to walk off, not registering the heat of his gaze following you.

The teasing continues regardless, of course. He doesn't let up on it, always coming up with some clever new excuse whenever you respond. With (fake) watery eyes, Ace will claim you're BULLYING your innocent little kouhai, don't you feel any shame or remorse? Oh, and he gets jealous if others tease you—because only he’s allowed to do that, got it?

He doesn't flinch at all when you scold him (In fact, he thinks it's kind of cute how you get all stern and pouty) Ace will taunt you and egg you on ("What're you gonna do, tell my mom?"). May or may not also include him cheekily sticking his tongue out at you.

The number one thing he makes fun of you about is your kindness. He often tells you that you're TOO nice, and that someday it may come back to bite you in the ass, or someone might try to take advantage of that kindness. "Luckily for you, I'm a nice guy too, so I wouldn't mess with you like that."

Ace is handsy. He'll casually lean on your shoulder or even rest his head on top of yours (if you're short enough for that kind of thing). It's fine between "just friends", right?

If you ignore him (or he feels like you're giving more attention to Grim or Deuce than to him), he gets all clingy, whining about how you next hang out anymore or why did you leave his text on read? Ace tries to invite you out as nonchalantly as he can (he doesn't want to come off as desperate).

"How about that burger place in town? What? Nooo, it's not a date, dummy! It’s just a joke. Unless…?" He typically phrases private outings with him as unserious, if only to keep a route of plausible deniability open for himself to escape with if you indicate you're not really into it.

Pesters you to come watch his basketball games. Constantly. When you do finally show up, he waves excitedly, winks, and tries to dedicate a shot to you in an attempt to look cool. (Unfortunately, the ball bounces off the rim and makes him look incredibly pathetic. Floyd gets a good laugh out of this.)

Every time Riddle collars him or punishes him with extra chores, Ace asks you to comfort him. He'll dramatically lean against you and lament how life has been SO unfair to him lately, so he'd for real appreciate a shoulder to cry on or maybe a lap to rest on right about now~

He pretends to not understand class material as an excuse to ask for "one-on-one" tutoring. Since you're sooo smart and kind, you'll definitely help him, won't you? As you're explaining how to solve this equation or the next, Ace is too busy staring at your profile to really pay attention. You ask if he gets it now, and it takes him a few seconds to snap back to reality and insist to you that he does, but juuust to make sure he gets it maybe you could explain it all again!

Whenever you pack a homemade lunch, Ace is the first to ask for a bite. Well, not ask but more like he announces he wants some before he steals a bite right off of your eating utensil. He'll then make some cheeky comment about how it's an indirect kiss. In return, he shares his own snacks (which suspiciously look like unbirthday party cakes he swiped from the fridge, but shhhh, don't tell Riddle!).

Every time Ace dresses up or buys some new article of clothing, he makes a show of wearing it. Like this guy will wear the luxury sunglasses Vil gifted him for his birthday INDOORS or on the back of his head hoping it'll bait you into noticing and then complimenting him.

Ace claims that you're "soooo obsessed with [him'" since you're always "chasing [him] like a lovesick puppy" and "looking for excuses to talk with [him]". In reality, you follow him around and talk with him to nag him and keep him in line, but Ace frames it a certain way because he's delusional to mess with you. "Geez, if you want me that badly, then just say so~"

You try your best to keep him out of trouble, but there are instances in which you end up roped into his shenanigans and both of you are punished for it. Detention isn't exactly a very romantic spot to be in, but Ace makes use of every moment of it to hog you for himself. "Hey, don't make that long face. It's not so bad—least you've got me here to keep you company."

He sometimes brings up his ex to complain about how needy she was (the irony of Ace saying that is not lost on you) and implicitly brag about how he has sooo much experience with dating. He'll then bring the attention to you. "I don't get it, what was she looking for in a guy? She said I was way too immature for her. How about you, Prefect? Do you get it? Immature guys... do you like that kind of thing?" Ace thinks he's slick but he ain't--

Unlike Ace, Deuce does his best to try and not cause trouble for you to clean up after. He also joins you in telling Ace off, to which Ace will call him a "goody two shoes" and accuse him of "sucking up to Prefect". Deuce adamantly denies it, but his frenemy's words still fluster him.

Deuce is very polite to you and even greets you with a bow. He sees you as someone deserving of respect because of how responsible you are—you're modelling the very thing he aspires to be someday! Your encouraging presence fills him with a drive and determination to be better.

Having someone like you around makes Deuce try really, really hard to demonstrate how mature he can be. He pulls off these herculean feats (like forcing himself to eat bell peppers without gagging or solving a basic arithmetic problem correctly in under 5 minutes). It’s all worth it when he sees that proud smile blooming on your face and hears the cheery “Good job!!” from you.

Deuce usually keeps a respectable distance (to keep things professional between peers!). However, he completely freezes up if any scenarios arise where you touch him—be it an accidental brush of your shoulder and his while you're walking to class together or you plucking a fallen leaf or petal out of his air. His face turns about as red as his dorm leader's and he hurriedly runs way ahead of you to cool off.

The worst of it is when you adjust your clothes for him (it puts you in very close proximity) or when you pat him on the head and shower him with praise. Deuce doesn't know how to react to receiving such earnest compliments, he just melts like putty in your hands, happily basking in the moment.

In spite of all of his efforts, his grades don't see much of an improvement. Seeing his frustration, you offer to tutor him, which Deuce graciously accepts. It doesn't occur to him until he's actually in that tutoring session that this is a private time for the two of you, and suddenly he's struggling to focus because wow, you're so close and your hand is centimeters away from his. Instead of thinking about math, he's thinking about what it would feel like to reach out and hold you. Stupid, stupid! he scolds himself. D-Don't think about weird things like that!

Deuce doesn't have a lot of pocket money, but he offers to share his food with you anyway. (He knows you're carefully budgeting your monthly allowance from the headmaster, so you can't afford to spend much on treats.) He'll break off half of his chocolate bar or dessert bread, but drinks are harder to share. His face burns at the suggestion of sharing a straw—isn't that technically an indirect kiss?—but he tries to pretend like he's not nervous (even as his hand trembles terribly as he accepts the juice carton from you to take a sip of his own).

There are times when you find him a little bruised and beat up, whether it’s the result of a brawl or an intense workout. Deuce will insist that he’s fine, but that doesn’t stop you from personally tending to him. He’s dead quiet as he watches you disinfect and bandage his injuries, heat climbing to his cheeks. When you ask if it hurts anymore, he softly replies “… No.” Not when you’re here with me.

Deuce frequently tells his mom about you when they speak over the phone. He says that you’re an amazing person with a big heart, rambling on and on about how you care about everyone and always support them. His mom listens for a while before laughing and telling Deuce he’s definitely got a crush and that she’d love to meet this person that has stolen her son’s heart. Of course, he gets embarrassed and claims she’s wrong, he just really admires you, that’s all!! (But a mother knows best…)

Deuce is easily flustered whenever you call him “cute”. He tends to keep his mouth shut and let you gush as you please, but one day he manages to find his voice and protests. "P-Please don't tease me like that, Prefect..." Deuce mutters, his gaze cutting to the ground. “I… I want you to see me as a man.” Someone you can rely on.

Deuce tells you that if you’re ever in need of help—or if people are giving you trouble—then all you have to do is call him. He’ll come running to your side, lend a hand, fend off the bullies, whatever you need. He knows he can depend on you, so he should also be the type of person you can depend on.

It’s hard for him to get a grip on his delinquent side if he feels like you’re in danger. That mixture of concern, protectiveness, and upset drives him wild—he doesn’t even realize he has relapsed until he has rushed over to check on you and notices the alarm set in your eyes. I’ve gone and done it again, he panics. They’re disappointed in me.

… But you embrace Deuce warmly, thanking him, peppering him with reassurances, inspecting him for any signs of harm. He’s flooded with relief, allowing himself to sink into your arms and breathe in your comforting smell.

Deuce appreciates it when you make time to go to his Track and Field Club meets and cheer him on. He sprints like the wind to see you at the finish line. You’re smiling, with a water bottle, a wet towel, and a snack in hand to reward him for his hard work. Deuce’s clubmates snicker and tease him about it, but he doesn’t let that get to him—he’s too busy riding the adrenaline high that is you.

He’s not shameless unlike Ace, who pretty much automatically clocks his feelings. Deuce struggles a lot with coming to terms with how he feels about you, wondering if he’s “good enough” to be near you, to like you in the capacity that he does, to push these emotions onto you. He kicks himself, calling it spineless and cowardly to not gather his courage and just blurt it out already—but he’s scared of breaching your friendship. “Hey, Is this okay…?” Is it okay for me to like you like this?

[heartsforseo]

Skincare with the strawhats

A/n: I'm somewhere on episode 500 in One Piece. And looking back at my valorant post... I really did Franky, Jimbei, Chopper, and Brook wrong. But uh... I'll try to do better :D!! Btw this excludes Chopper cuz...how?

⭑Luffy, I'd say wouldn't understand much about it. I mean, he probably knows and have heard a bit from Nami and Robin but that's that.

⭑When you first explained it to him, he was half-listening, so he was a bit shocked when you sprayed some water on his face.

⭑Would think of it as a fun game and splash some water onto you too (your clothes sadly got wet :[)

⭑When you start adding some cream onto his face he found it funny and started making weird faces.

⭑Over some time, he'd actually start liking it and would start expecting one every week (and maybe even every day)

⭑And even if you guys were to do skincare every day, he'd either fall asleep or cause some ruckus. No in-between.

"Hey, Y/n!! Can we do the skinmare thing again??"

"It's skincare, Luffy, and yes."

⭑Overall, 6/10. He's not the worst, but there is definitely better.

⭑It's either Nami who will bring it up or you.

⭑She's the best to do skincare with since she got everything. Like everything

⭑Would prolly make you pay when you use one of her stuff (w/h or w/o permission)

⭑Would actually give you a piece of advice on what or what not to do though.

⭑While doing skincare, Nami will tell you gossip about the crew or from the last island.

⭑If you get on her good side, she might give you one of her equipment.

⭑Would secretly charge you money for all the wrongdoings you did though. And an extra 10,000 berries because you asked her to do skin care.

"Alright Y/n. This session would be 96,000 berries."

⭑Overall, 9/10. Definitely one of the best. con= -1 because she charges after skincare. Pro= You guys will now have skincare every week.

"No."

⭑You have to convince Zoro numerous times (and maybe even guilt trip him) just so he'd say yes.

⭑He'd be embarrassed at first and try to stay quiet (he doesn't want the lovesick cook to see him with a headband on and foam on his face)

⭑He's blushing so hard from embarrassment so be nice to him. It's also a good opportunity to tease him.

⭑Although too much teasing would opt to make him leave. Unless you ask Sanji instead or tell the crew what was happening to Zoro, that would make him stay back and listen.

⭑While doing skincare, he'd let you take the lead (considering he doesn't even know anything about it) and would only let out some grumbles and whines.

⭑After skincare, he'd look himself in the mirror and touch his face, noticing how smooth it was.

⭑He'd then look after the skincare and would ask you about it for more. He won't say it again though, so you better have good ears because he'll be all muttering.

⭑Overall. 7/10, he's very quiet and wouldn't do much unless you say so.

⭑Sanji would beg for it every. single. day

⭑And you finally had enough and said yes.

⭑Now before entering the bathroom, you can already smell the rosy perfume outside.

⭑WOULD have everything and anything. Maybe even more than Nami's skincare collection.

⭑He'd know what type of face skin you have AND the type you use. So it was no surprise when your essentials were already out.

⭑He'd beg give you assistance 24/7 while doing skincare

⭑He'd also ask you if you're feeling uncomfortable, having fun, and would ramble on about some new recipes he's learned.

"I hope you had fun today Y/n. I'm looking forward to the next."

⭑Overall, 10/10. He knows what you need and what you like. He also think of your situation/feelings, and that itself makes it 10/10 already.

⭑Ussopp would fly over the moon when you asked him.

⭑He'd gladly accept it and tell you he had a lot of experience in skin care (which isn't technically a lie since he knew some of it from Kaya)

⭑But of course, he'd still be scared and shaking. What if you didn't like it? What if you don't wanna do skin care with him again?

⭑He'd be rather stiff at first. Scared to disappoint you.

⭑But minutes later he'd start to cool down and come back to his normal self.

⭑Now every time you both will have skincare time. He'd have a bunch of stories saved up only for you.

"Oh Y/n! I have another story for you later."

⭑Overall, 9/10. He's really fun to be with and is def one of the best to do skincare with.

⭑You'd have to ask Robin to join you

⭑She never really thought of doing skincare together unless you bring it up.

⭑And you really know when to pick out the dates since she was so stressed at first T~T)>

⭑Being around a chaotic and childish crew could really stack up stress.

⭑But a simple skincare could really help it get out.

⭑Robin really much appreciated what you did. Especially when you massage her face and shoulders.

⭑It isn't only one-sided. She'd help you out by giving some advice and ideas when she sees you frowning at your own face. Even giving out some compliments.

"This has really helped out my day, Y/n. Thank you very much."

⭑Overall, 9/10. Really nice to hang out with, and would crack a dark joke once in a while.

⭑Franky would definitely say yes and strike a pose.

⭑He'd know a lot of this from Mozu and Kiwi and would sometimes buy them the products that they wanted.

⭑And since he's basically the crew's shipwright, he had definitely tried to recreate the product the stores have.

⭑But wait. It felt itchy when you tried it? Don't worry, he made a new one already. One that you'll definitely find lovely.

⭑You don't like how he designed it? Don't worry, he made an even bigger one with a design you'll like.

⭑Brook is jumping in joy and is asking to see your panties.

⭑Until he realizes he's a skeleton.

"Yohohoho! I'm really exci--oh..."

⭑Overall, 7/10. He's good for emotional support...I guess?

⭑Lastly, our good man Jimbei.

⭑(I only saw Jimbei a few times due to Impel down and Marineford so uh...)

⭑I'd say that skincare never really crossed his mind. I mean he IS a fishman after all.

⭑But once you told him about it and how it can help you relax, he decided to take up the offer.

⭑He's probably embarrassed and just standing dumbfounded. What was he gonna do?

⭑But dw since you helped him </33

⭑AND OMG HE TIED UP HIS HAIR INTO A FULL BUN?!?!?!?!? AHHHHHH (I'm fangirling DD:...i'M SORRY JIMBEI WS SO COOL)

⭑But back to the story. I'd say he really enjoyed that. AND OF COURSE HUGS!!! HUGS ARE VERY MUCH NEEDED!!!

"Thank you for this, Y/n. I very much appreciated it."

⭑Overall, 7/10. He's pretty much quiet and doesn't know what to do. But the silence is really comforting.

A/n: AND OH MY I FINISHED IT!!! I STARTED ON THIS AT 2 PM AND NOW ITS 5 PM HUHU!! ENYWAYSSSS I HOPE YLL ENJOYED IT, LOVE YALL MWA

[lovelynicho]

Can I request &Team being jealous pls👉🏽👈🏽

&team reaction - being jealous

Pairing: &team x gn!reader

Genre: fluff

Warnings: drinking in K's

Note: this is the first time I'm writing something requested, I hope you'll like it; english is not my first language, I apologize for any mistakes

Masterlist

K

Let's face the truth: K is a confident person, too confident to get really jealous. Even when he gets jealous he knows how to turn all of your attention towards him. So when you guys are out, having fun at a party and some guy decides to get close to you while he's getting drinks he immediately steps in. Handing you your drink he asks if the other guy is bothering you. When you reply with a no he starts creating a small talk with that person, but the second you both finish your drinks he asks you to dance and obviously you go dancing with him cuz who wouldn't want to dance with THE Koga Yudai. And when you're on the dance floor with K, you can not think about anything else, but him.

Fuma

To be honest, I don't see him as the jealous type. He is such a calm person and trusts you so much, it is almost impossible to make him jealous. Well, almost. But when you get really close to someone and start to hang out with them a little too much, he first starts to worry a little. And when you accidentally bump into him during one of your hang outs with that other person, and he sees that they literally flirt with you even infront of him, he gets sad. He doesn't show it to you first, but when you guys meet alone, he definitely wants to talk about it. He's going to need lots and lots of reassurance from you, that the other person is just your friend, and you promise him that you'll spend less time with them, and more time with him. He'll demand a bunch of kisses as an apology tho.

Nicholas

Now he is the wild card. He gets jealous a lot. It's not like he doesn't trust you, or that he's insecure, no. He just thinks that you look too good to people not want to hit on you. But even if he gets jealous easily, he has a method to make sure everyone knows you're his, that's also incredibly easy! When you're talking to someone he thinks could be into you, and the person gets a little too close to you for his liking he goes over to you and puts his arm around your shoulder. But of course this shouldn't be enough for him, because he needs to make you remember that you're dating the best guy possible. So after a little while he pulls you into the most mind blowing kiss ever mid conversation. And after that he just looks at the other person and just says "please continue" with the cockiest smile ever.

EJ

Another actually mature person here! He likes it if you guys can talk about everything, every time something bothers the other person, every time when one of you doesn't feel good about something. This happens when he's jealous too. First he would be silent, just waiting for when you want to leave the other person there so you can be alone with him. And when this finally happens, he would probably take you to his place, because he likes to talk about serious stuff in a comfy, private place. He would make you a cup of coffee or tea and then slowly tell you about what made him jealous about the other person. And when you tell him that he has nothing to worry about because you only love him, he gets so smiley and shy, it's just adorable.

Yuma

So basically, he is a cat. So you know when a cat is "jealous" they whine and get close to you and stuff.... yeah that would be him. Also I don't see him as someone who gets jealous often, but someone who is jealous to one or two person in particular. So when you talk to that specific person that he doesn't like, he would immediately go up to you and hug you by your waist. He would glare at the other person too, like if looks could kill, you would be attending a funeral very soon. After a short time he would also start to whine about how he wants to go, how he wants to be alone with you, how he wants to do something with just you. And you obviously can't say no to him, so you guys leave. But when you ask him if he was jealous he would definitely deny it....

Jo

He's a cutie, please don't make him jealous. If you do, by accident, he'll get sooo insecure. He thinks about how it was so easy for you to spark a conversation with the other person, how easily you kept it going and how they didn't fall into silence after a short time like he usually does. He lets his mind create scenarios about you leaving him because of how easier it is to talk to someone else, and thinks it's going to be his fault because he's so quiet. When you notice that something is not okay with him, you'll immediately ask what's wrong, and at first he doesn't want to talk about it, but when you won't let it go he'll tell you about his worries. He'll need lots of reassurance from you that you love him and won't leave him for anyone, and that you love his silent nature.

Harua

He seems like he's the clingy jealous type. Maybe it's just because he's small, but I can't imagine him not being clingy when jealous. So when you're normally just out, having fun together and run into someone who he doesn't really like at first he just acts normal. But when the two of you talk too much, more than he wants you to talk with that person, he starts hugging you from behind, putting his head on your shoulder. If you don't get the clue just from this, he'll also ask you if you can leave and be just the two of you again, and he's so sweet, so cute, how could you say no to him? So the two of you leave, and after a little while he'll admit that he was jealous.

Taki

You can tell very easily when Taki is jealous. When you're with someone who, in his opinion, desperately wants to have you (he's often wrong), he makes sure that your attention is on him all the time. But not in the way K or Nicholas does, he's just being his usual silly self, but on another level. He would crack jokes that only you would understand so the other person will feel left out, and hopefully leave. When this doesn't work, he'll find something for the two of you to do, that obviously can't wait another moment (something like: "you know what we should do now? Get some ice cream! Let's go!") and you two leave the other person alone. And when it's just the two of you he'll point out every single thing about that person that could bother you. But he won't admit for the world that he was jealous.

Maki

He wouldn't show his jealousy first, but there would be sings. Actually I feel like generally he's not a jealous guy, but when someone is flirting with you or is being overly touchy he would get mad, not at you but at the other person. He would try to hide it, but it just results in him being very silent, which is nothing like his usual self, so obviously you start to suspect that something is wrong. But when you ask him, he doesn't want to tell you because he knows you love him so it just feels stupid that he is jealous. But some time later it just slips out and then he tells you all the things about your interaction with that person that made him feel that way. When you ask him why didn't he tell you right away he explains that he felt like it was stupid because he never doubted that you love him the same way he loves you.

[whore-era]

collage!ellie x reader hcs? <3

a/n: im gonna assume u meant college!ellie so HERE IT GOES just for you anon friend <3 sorry for how short it is kfkdkkd

tlou 2 university: college!ellie x reader headcanons <3 18+

i have a feeling ellie is either a biology major, engineering major, or a physics/astrophysics major (cuz our girl loooves space), meaning she's extremely intelligent and does very well in class!! she's always answering the professor's questions, taking notes, paying attention. when you struggle with any science/math related subjects, she's ALWAYS willing to tutor you. but, this doesn't mean she's just gonna give you the answers, she's gonna make sure you actually learn and study, even using any means possible — like having you strip off a piece of clothing every time you get an answer wrong and making it a fun time for the both of you.

when you have important projects/papers/quizzes/exams to do that day, she'll make sure to send an encouraging message. don't get me wrong, she always does, but on especially important days like these, she'll always make sure to send an extra special one <3 'good morning baby! you're gonna fucking KILL this chemistry exam babe! you worked your ass off and you're gonna do amazing and get the highest score ❤️ i love you my smart girl let me know what you get when you're done' 'ty els <3 i love you most babe ! i'm abt to start talk to u laterrrr 🏃🏻‍♀️'

ellie will always fulfill her girlfriend duties and walk you to and pick you from classes! even tho she's always a tiny bit late because your class was all the way across campus from hers, but she wants to make sure you're protected and safe so she doesn't care either way! and she'll always carry your books for you, making sure you don't strain or 'hurt' yourself (her words not yours). "els, i have two, capable working arms!!" you whine, as she takes the textbook off your hands, "and so? what if you get a muscle spasm? or you sprain your hand?" she retorts, "by a two pound book?" ellie shrugs, "the possibility is never zero, babe."

when ellie has a project or an essay to work on, it'll be a little difficult to reach her as she gets in the zone when she's working. you'll probably send her some texts throughout the day to check in on her, but as the day progresses you'll find yourself worrying and thinking about stopping by her dorm with dinner because you already know she hadn't ate all day from being cooped up in her room typing away:

you - 9:30 am: els! just got out of class!! gnna go get some lunch w jesse :) hope ur doin okay <3

you - 11:45 am: miss u babe hope ur work is coming along great !!!

you - 2:21 pm: havent heard from u......kinda worried....hope u have been eating n staying hydrated missy >:(

you - 5:56 pm: ok i'm On my way! to ur dorm rn w/ dinner i already know u haven't ate yet n ur gonna feel my wrath

you - 5:56 pm: ignore that extremely enthusiastic On my way! it autocorrected im still mad at u

hearing the booming pounding on her door, ellie takes off her earbuds and walks to the door, opening it. to her surprise, you're standing there, take-out in hand, and a grumpy expression gracing your face. "do you know what time it is? have you even ate yet, ellie williams-miller?" ellie grimaces at the sound of her full, government name leaving your lips. "i'm so sorry, babe. i was working all day, i didn't even realize how much time had passed 'til you showed up," ellie mutters, her stomach grumbling on cue. you hand her the take-out from her favorite spot on campus, and she graciously takes it from your hands. "you better be thankful you have a very caring and worrisome girlfriend, els," you say, "i really missed you today." a smile curls on ellie's lips, "i know, baby. here, let me take a little break from my paper, and i'll make it up to you, yeah?"

and that night, ellie was extremely thankful she worked on most of her paper, as she completely disregarded anymore work as she decided she'd rather fulfill her appetite by eating you out instead. leaving her take-out cold and untouched. but hey, she held her part of the deal and indeed made it up to you.

that was also how 5 papers ended up taped up against her dorm-room door, complaining of the 'fucking loud ass moans' the morning after.

"how'd they even know it was us?" ellie queries, reading over the complaints. "oh wait, it says here 'please tell your girlfriend to keep it down. she was screaming your name all night. thank you for reminding us who lives in dorm 114.'" needless to say, you were red as a tomato and it gutted you to leave her dorm, feeling everyone's eyes on you as you walked down the hall.

let me know if yall would like more college!ellie hcs!! <3

[luvyeni]

hello its me again. i'm just gonna drop this here cuz i cannot get this idea out of my head: Meandom!yeonjun

he's just so mean, always teasing you :( and if you misbehave he's gonna play his favorite game; how many ruined orgasm till he makes you cry :((

smt about this man makes my pussy do all the thinking...

I hope you have a good night, take care of urself 🥰🥰

-🧸anon

he's such a tease , pinching your ass when you walk by , laughing when you whine at him to stop , calling you a crybaby. "junie~ stop." "baby, im just playing baby , stop being a baby."

when you turn around and misbehave , he's gonna smirk , knowing that it was because you were needy , and he knew he was gonna have fun with it.

first he's gonna give you allusion that he's gonna let you cum , eating you out , he's gonna get his taste regardless of punishment , as soon as you're about to cum , he pulls away , that smirk on his lips , covered in your essence. "wh..what." "you think you get to cum tonight , dumb pretty baby."

you're like 6 ruined orgasms in , tears are streaming down your face as he's fucking you , pulling out everytime he feels you clenching around him, smirking. "ye..yeonjun please , please im sorry , i'll be good."

"that doesn't change anything my pretty dumb cry baby , im still gonna ruin every orgasm you have tonight."

[newwavesylviaplath]

more dumb music opinions!! this is long and ik most of u don't care but whatever this is my platform i will post how i see fit. also im not proofreading this at all its 1:26 in the morning and im literally falling asleep as im writing this so apologies in advance if this isn't the most well written or coherent post ive ever made

okay yall i fell down a rabbit hole of people on tiktok criticizing chappell roan and now im all worked up so here i am giving my opinions no one asked for;

so something i've been noticing a real influx of is people bringing up her hot to go performance at outside lands (a festival) where she says something along the lines of "vip thinks they're way too cool to do this.. you're not fun!" mfs have been getting online to talk about how chappell was being SO RUDE!!! and NOT EVERYONE KNOWS HER MUSIC WHO DOES SHE THINK SHE IS!!!! but like anyone with common sense who has seen the vid/heard the audio can tell she was being playful?? like come on now. i also saw someone post abt how she was being mean to jimmy fallon?? 😭 first off, while im not sure abt this one in particular late night shows are usually scripted and secondly im starting to believe more and more that these people have just never interacted with a drag queen before. chappell roan is a STAGE PERSONA and the majority of drag queens are characterized by having this larger than life attitude- take for example that one rupaul /jimmy fallon interview (u guys know which one) like idk i feel like it's very obvious that chappell is playing it up for the sake of entertainment, not cuz she genuinely believes she's above everyone else.

the other thing i've seen ppl whining about is how a) she doesn't wanna take a picture with fans, therefore she believes her shit doesn't stink and b) the two tiktoks she posted a day ago where she was voicing her struggles openly without policing her tone. first off, CELEBRITIES DONT OWE U PICTURES. don't get me wrong, taking a picture with a celeb u are a fan of can be a great experience and a fun story- but people are acting as if it is their god given right to get a photo with whoever they want whenever they want. "oh well she brought this on herself it's the price of being famous" are u stupid omfg acting like chappell signed a contract giving up her autonomy in order to get on the billboard charts. she quite literally did not choose this and even if she did that doesn't mean ur automatically entitled to a pic with her as if she's some kind of zoo animal like?? the two vids she posted to tiktok essentially telling ppl to leave her alone was met with backlash because she 'sounded rude' again im going to put this in perspective for everyone. her family is being stalked. she is being harassed both online and in real life. being upset because she comes off a little brash in a video where she is practically begging yall to stop with the harassment should be the least of your concerns. this is a twenty six year old who was virtually unknown six months ago- her meteoric rise to fame was not something she could have been prepped for in anyway possible. i feel like some people just aren't trying to wrap their heads around how insane the reality of this situation really is. the phrase "fifteen minutes of fame" used to be a lot more hyperbolic than it is now. i'm exhausted

[abiiors]

OMG HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE!! 💖💖 also maybe for the bday concepts: matty buying u this rlly pretty set of lingerie and asking you to wear it under your dress when he takes u out on bday dinner, but THEN he has all these filthy thoughts in his head cuz he KNOWS whats under the pretty dress so he gets impatient and smth happens under the table or maybe when they are done with dinner and are back home🥰

ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ

THANK YOUUU (ik i'm replying to this a two days late but we will pretend otherwise!) smut-ish, so minors stay away

he has spent so much time visualising you in this set now that he actually, for one moment, considers ripping off your dress as you put on your perfume and some finishing touches. on the outside, you're in a beautiful silk dress with a sweetheart neckline that has the perfect plunge. it hits your mid thighs and makes your legs look a mile long; the perfect combination of classy and sexy but he knows underneath it, you're wearing a deep red revealing lingerie set that he selected so carefully over a number of days and now as you slightly bend to pick up your shoes off the floor, he catches a flash of red that is almost enough to drive him insane. and yeah, he does wonder if dragging you back to the bedroom is a good idea but your phone chimes with a text just then; your best friend telling you that she's leaving which means you need to leave too so you can both reach the restaurant at the same time. and just like that you're holding his hand and excitedly tugging him out the door and into the car. so like the gentleman that he is, he opens the door for you and tries to subtly...adjust himself.

anyway the restaurant is very beautiful, a place you've been wanting to go to for months and you finally let matty use his celebrity privileges to get you a reservation (not that he was going to listen to you otherwise). now that you're actually here, everything is so exciting and fun so you quickly settle down and start thinking about what you want to eat, completely unaware of what's going on in matty's head at that exact moment.

he has not stopped thinking about that small flash of red for the last 20 minutes. his hands hover so close to your thigh, simply waiting and wanting to feel the soft skin he has touched a thousand times now. the sweet breathy moans he would elicit at the barest touch of his fingers; hands dragging up, up, up, and legs parting to make space for him where he fits so perfectly. but first he would take his time ripping apart the pretty red thing with his teeth, with his hands, hear all your whines and pleads before giving you exactly what you want and more. he almost groans at the thought, the feel of you clenched around him is so familiar, your sweet taste on his tongue that he craves every single minute of the day.

'...matty? babe are you listening to me?' it's only when you click your fingers in front of his face that he realises that you've been trying to get his attention for a full minute now. your best friend and her date look at him with some degree of concern but they quickly go back to scanning their menus once he smiles at you sweetly. 'i asked if i should try the chicken or the fish,' you repeat and he has to actually clear his throat before he can answer. and then like a pathetic, horny teenager he wonders if he should go into the bathroom right now so he can do something about the ache between his legs. or...he could...

a soft gasp, just like he predicted in his head, as soon as he drags the hem of your dress to the apex of your thighs. your legs were already crossed but now you clench them tighter as he draws patterns with his calloused fingers. 'what are you doing?' you mumble just loud enough for him to hear while you pointedly study your menu. he doesn't answer, doesn't stop; he keeps moving his fingers inward, right towards your covered slit, so very close to the ache that's starting to form there. a swarm of butterflies erupts in your stomach as you think of how public this is, what if people can see? what if they can tell just from your faces. and although he looks all cool and nonchalant, you're sure your face is bright red. all thoughts fly out the window when his fingers tap your covered clit, just once but enough to send shockwaves through your whole body.

the server comes back, and the other couple gets busy placing their orders and asking questions while matty whispers right into your ear, 'how can i focus on food when all i want to do is bend you over right here?' a sharp intake of breath from you while he moves his hand to the nap of your neck, fingers slowly dragging over your pulse point, smirking at how fast it is just under your skin until you place a hand on his thigh and lean into him. 'i heard they have nice bathrooms...' and now it's his turn to swallow roughly as he quickly starts thinking of all the excuses he can give for you both going to the bathroom at the same time.

'you alright, love?' your friend's voice shocks you out of your thoughts and matty's hand stills in place. 'you look a bit red, are you too hot?' you almost choke at her words and quickly shake your head, no, just feel like i might combust... but you don't say the words that are on the tip of your tongue.

'actually, darling,' matty pipes up and then gives his most normal smile to the other two, 'i wanted to introduce you to the chef...she's my friend. how about we go say hi while we wait for the food?'

your friend rolls her eyes affectionately, such a celebrity, she must be thinking but you almost jump up at the opportunity and squeak out a yes. matty, ever the gentleman, has a hand on your lower back as he guides you around the table and makes sure to brush against you just enough, then whispers a quick, 'be a good girl for me and be quiet, we don't wanna get thrown out. the chef isn't actually my friend,' to which you laugh and try to leave the dining room with as much dignity as possible while you're on your way to fuck in the bathroom like horny teenagers.

[lovelykalopsia]

Day 1: Trope Subversion Bad Boy trope cuz I though it would be funny

@mcyt-aro-week

"Y'know, this is a bit pathetic of you, dont you agree?" Grians voice broke his train of though, though it wasnt much of a train and more of one cart going around and around in never ending loop of nothingness, and that analogy was quickly getting away from him. "No, Grain, I don't think pining from Mr. Goodytwo shoes is pathetic, totally don't, where could you ever get that idea?" That sounded like it had more venom than it needed to, but then again maybe he really needed that much venom, or maybe even more, who knows?

"Hey! No need to get bitchy, Im just saying, your trying to keep your 'bad boy' appearance while also going for someone who is the complete opposite." Grian shrugged, and Joel knew Grian thought it was pathetic, but grian didnt have much to say with whatever he had going on with the tall lanky kid, Mumbo or something, not important anyways. This time Joel didn't reply, instead just groaning and hiding his hands in his face. "This is terrible" He mumble into his hand. He could hear Grain laugh at this, but he mostly tried to tune it out.

Jimmy groan, flopping down face first on his, Tango, and Scotts bed, right next to the others. "I don't know what to do guysss" he practically whined, though it was muffled by him shoving his face in the bed. Jim felt a hand start to mess with his hair and groaned louder.

"I mean, I think the best thing to do it tell him?" Tango suggested, though it sounded more like a question, like he himself wasnt sure that was a good idea.

"Well yeah, but I don't even know if he likes me like that or is intrest in that!" He finally pulled his head away from the bed so they could hear him better.

"You'll never know untill you ask, Sweetie. Amd even if he isn't interested I'm sure he'll still want to be friends, mostly because he isnt that dumb." God, Scott always knew what to say in situations like this, because no offense to Tango but his advice is horrible.

"I guess thats true...when should I tell him?" Jimmy asked, rolling over to stare at the celling. Honestly he didn't even know how he would go about it, he really isnt sure how Joel feels about him, because sure they talk and Joel isnt particularly mean, hes actually quite nice to him, but that doesn't automatically mean Joel would be interested in a qpr.

"You could always met him today?" Scott suggested, though it didn't make much sense because last he knew, Joel spends his weekend with Grian, being 'bad boys' whatever that could mean for them, noone really knows anyways.

"I really couldn't, hes usually busy with Grian."

"Maybe hes not..?" Scott definitely did something, hes not sure but he didnt something to get Joel away from Grain.

Joel felt his phone buzz in his pocket and then heard a ringtone, indicating that it was infact Scott texting him this time, gosh what could that man what today. He rolled his eyes and grabbed his phone, quickly unlocking it and going to his messages with Scott.

Scotty boy: joel, are you prehaps busy right now?

Joel: Not really what do want now.

Scotty boy: how would you feel about meeting up? Like right now at the cafe near your house.

Joel: ig i could, why

Scotty boy: well mr.bad boy, I have something important to tell you, but if you reallyyy dont want to, Ig it could wait

Joel: ugh ill be there in 5.

Scotty boy: perfect!

"Bloody hell, what could he want now" He mumble under his breath, pocketing his phone before standing up and walking to his dresser to find clothes that would make him look semi presentable.

"Joel, whatcha doin'?" Grian asked, slightly confused on what was happening.

"Scott wants to meet up with me for some odd reason I dunno why." Joel answered, Shrugging on a pull-over and a pair of trousers.

"Uhh okay, have fun with that, Ill be here." Grian said, pulling out his phone, probably inviting someone over while he's gone. Joel let out a 'mhm' and made his way to the door.

"Scott, why are you dressing me up like some kinda of toy?" Jimmy waw beyond confused right now. All he knew that he and Scott where going a on a date, as Scott put it, to some cafe hes never heard of.

"You want to look good for out date right? And no offense but I dont trust you to dress yourself Jim" Scott replied, throwing some more of Jims clothes on the floor, which would need to be washed later because of that.

"I guess, but I can infact dress myself just find, I'm an adult y'know."

"You're an adult who doesn't know how to dress well."

"I disagree I think I look perfectly fine." Jimmy knows he looks decent atleast, not bad enough to where he has to get dressed by someone else.

"Oh shush and let me do this or Joel will never want a qpr with you." Huh, strange.

"What are you talking about with Joel?"

"What?" Well, now Scott was just playing dumb with him, god dose he hate when Scott dose that.

"Scott, you said something about Joel, why?" He wasn't going to stop untill he got answers...he might actually that seems annoying for both of them.

"I didn't. Anyways, hurry and put these on so we can leave."

Joel made it to the Cafe fairly quickly, which was expected because he lives fairly close to the cafe, and now he was just waiting too see whatever Scott wanted. He flinched a bit when he felt a hand on his shoulder and turned back to find Scott and Jimmy..? What in the world, why was Jim here.

"Hope we didn't keep you waiting too long, Jim was taking a superr long time to get ready." Scott said like it was nothing, sitting down across from Joel.

"Hello, Scott and Tim. I didn't know you were coming with Scott."

"I didn't know you were going to be here." Jim sat down next to Scott. Also, it was weird, why didn't Jim know he was going to be there, he assumed Scott would have told him, but he also didn't tell Joel Jim was coming so it wasnt fully outta the picture that he didnt know.

"So Scott...what did you need to tell me?" Joel asked, putting his hands in his hoodie pockets.

"Well, I may have lied, it was actually Jimmy who wanted to tell you something, just needed me to get you here so I'll be taking my leave bye, Ill be taking me leave." Scott Stood up, giving Jims hand a small squeeze and whispering something to him.

"So, Tim, what was it that you needed to tell me?"

"Well, uh maybe I had something to tell you and maybe its embarrassing so like dont judge me?" Jim's voice shook a little as he spoke, either from nerves or possibly fear, Joel didnt really know.

"I won't judge" unless it was something stupid, but Jim didn't need to know that.

"Okay, well I have to, y'know, like be your partner, if you'll have me" Joel was speechless, that was not on his bingo card for today, not that he was complaining.

"I, uh, yeah, I would like that too."

[hollyhomburg]

im gonna talk about non-bily things for just a second before i start responding but- obviously I am usually the most sympathetic and understanding person when it comes to mental health, like i really fucking am- i think i have a pretty good handle on understanding it with most people- but my cousins girlfriend is getting a little ridiculous with the accommodations she's asking for and im starting to get suspect of her in a serious way.

Yesterday every single time i suggested something, even simple stuff like going on a walk, she was too /anxious/ for it. And like you know- i get it, i am also anxious. i also have ptsd and agoraphobia. But as the day went on everything i suggested got shot down like immediately. and everything she wanted to do was like /the biggest priority/.

I am totally willing to accommodate people for mental health issues, like always. But if you have say, a phobia of fish that is going to make you have a panic attack, you wouldn’t follow your boyfriend on a fishing trip? right?

She kept whining about her medication and not taking it and i'm like dude- i am all for finding what works for you and learning how to self soothe, but at the same time if you are someone who /needs/ to be medicated to take a boat ride- then you need to take that medication. it's kinda like getting sick and not wanting to take antibiotics, it's not like negotiable. You have tools available to you, use them.

At this point i feel like she's not taking it just to kinda keep my cousin waiting on her by hand and foot because it feels like every time we're just like- hanging out about to do something fun- she's like "nooooooo it's toooo much, i'm anxious about that." i don't know i think if i was in her position (and i have been in her position) you just say "hey i'm gonna go self soothe for a second you guys do your thing" like that would be the normal reaction, not to control him.

i'm over it at this point. i have suffered my entire life through the same issues and yet i do believe there is a line between letting it affect you and letting it affect a virtual stranger. i have met her like twice before this trip. i just wanna hang out with my fucking cousin without her controlling everything for two seconds.

last night my cousin walked me home cuz it was late and dark and the woods gets really fucking scary at night, this is very usual for us he's walked me home every night we've hung out since i was like 7, and she got all upset that we were gonna go without her, it was like 11. like we were all gonna go to bed and she could have easily just stayed back it was gonna take 10 minutes max for him to walk me. but of course she had to come, Only to make him turn around when we were 1/4 of the way home because she got anxious. At this point i'm extremely suspicious that it's just a jealousy thing, because West is honestly like one of my og besties, like we have great hang outs and i think she feels threatened by that and stops us and re-directs his focus back to her whenever he forgets she's there.

And now she doesn't even want to go for a hike today when that was the whole reason why he like fucking visited cuz i was gonna show him a fossil hunting spot before they move to hawaii and ugh. i am usually very very against judging people based off of their mental health struggles and how it affects them but at this point....i'm judging her a little. This has been more than a little frustrating.

[prey-puppygirl]

want a neighbor who knows i like to play pretend as a dog, and tells me they want to teach me some tricks. i excitedly tell them ok and get up to follow them to their room, and they raise a finger and tells me "ah-ah. puppies can't speak human words right? you what good doggies say right?" "woof!" "good dog!" and they pat my head as they close the door behind us. over the course of many play sessions, they start teaching me typical dog tricks, like sit, roll over, give paw etc. They rub my belly when i do well, and even teaches me how to act more like a dog, like how to lick their mouth when i'm excited, and how to bow and wag my tail when i'm feeling silly.

one day, though, they tell me that they just realized something. real dogs don't wear clothes, and if i really wanna be a good doggy then i should take my clothes off. i feel hesitant. of course, their right, but something about taking my clothes off even for the game feels wrong. i try to tell him that i'm feeling unsure, but they cut me off and remind me that "puppies don't use human words, remember? it's ok, it's just for the game. don't you like playing puppy with me?" and i do! i vigorously nod my head and they smile and give me a forehead kiss "that's my good dog. now go on, take them off for me." i somewhat reluctantly take my clothes off, feeling their eyes glued to me the entire time.

when i finally slide down my underwear, they call me a good girl and tell me to lie down for my belly rub. Their hand feels hot on my tummy, and i relax a bit into their warmth before they start tickling me and i can't help but giggle and writhe under them their tickles drift lower down my body, until they're starting to tickle my privates. i start feeling like i have to pee, and i try to push their hands away as i sit up to avoid having an accident "what's wrong? ahh, did your privates start to feel funny?" i nod "don't worry that's a good thing! actually, you wanna know what that means? it means you're ready to have puppies of your own! isn't that exciting? but first, we have to put the puppies in your belly, ok?" im not entirely sure what they mean, but the thought of having my own puppies to play with sounds like fun, so i nod along with them "good doggy! ok, do you remember how to bow like i taught you?" i excitedly turn around and put my butt in the air, just like they taught me, and i hear the sound of them unzipping his pants "wooow! you do remember! and in perfect form too, what a smart little thing we have here~ ok. i'm going to put the puppies inside you now. it might hurt juuuust a little bit but i know you're a brave girl, you can do it. just trust your neighbor.”

i feel something poking at my private hole. it feels big. i start to get scared, but they shushe me and slowly pushes themselves into me. it hurts. a lot. so much that i change my mind about wanting puppies, but they grip my hips and doesn't let me crawl away "shhhhhshshshsh it's ok, it's ok. i know it hurts but you've been such a good dog for me so far i know you can hold out a little longer, just let me put the puppies inside you." they start thrusting, and i try to tell them it hurts too much and that ive changed my mind, but they shove my face into the pillow "how many times do i have to tell you, dogs don't use human words. if you have something to say, you can bark, but you're gonna make me really sad if you start breaking the rules of the game after all this time. i know you wanna be good for me, so don't mess this up when we're having so much fun." i whine into the pillow and bark weakly, but rather than stopping it feels like their thrusts get faster "that's a good dog! i knew you were a good little pet for me. that's why i want you to have my puppies, cuz i love you soooo much. yeahhh, neighbor loves you a whooole lot that's why I want to fill you up like this, that's why I've been training you to be a good dog for me, so i could put all my special puppy milk inside you to show you how much I love you. mmfuck-" the irthrusts get even wilder and they bend themselves over me, pinning me to the mattress with their body weight as their hips slam against my butt "im almost done little puppy, im gonna breed you like a real dog, aren't you happy? come on bark for me" i whimper. i'm not having much fun anymore, but neighbors telling me they love me so much, and i love them too so i don't want to disappoint them. i don't want them to stop loving me. i feel their fingers dig into me, their voice rough "bark for me. show me how much you wanna be bred like a real dog. like your neighbors good, good dog." "w-wuff,,," "gooooood girl. oh my god i'm gonna cum. i'm gonna cum inside my best friends daughter holy shit yesSs~~" i feel something hot inside my tummy and neighbor groans and breathes heavily for a bit as their thrusts stop.

"mm,, that was so much fun, puppy i really like this game. you gotta keep this a secret from your mom and dad though, ok? it'll be our special game that only we play together. you can do that, right?" i don't feel very good, but i don't want them to stop playing with me, so i nod. "good girl! alright then," they pull out of me and i feel the puppy milk drip a little down my leg as they take my hand and leads me off the bed "let's go give you a bath, shall we? i'll even let you have some icecream afterwards, for being extra good today." i feel tired. im looking forward to the icecream, but i hope next time we play, we can go back to the regular game

[tsunderesalty]

20 Questions for Writers

Thank you for the tag, @mrsmungus and @oceangirl24! Sorry I'm late on this!

❣️How many works do you have on AO3?

109, as of today! A whole lot of very varied fics with multiple genres, tropes, and fandoms and ships! I've been working on a lot of OC stuff as of late, and that's become a decent chunk of my fics. Well, if you consider 1/20th a decent chunk XD

❣️What is your total AO3 word count?

I swear I did not plan on this happening, I didn't stall for time just to reach this number, but my exact word count is 420,000!

❣️What fandoms do you write for?

Ah, fuck, there's a lot! Off the top of my head (because I'm too lazy to check Ao3), I'm trying to do more DC, Jujutsu Kaisen, One Piece, Demon Slayer, Chainsaw Man, Attack on Titan, Marvel, and OC stuff!

❣️What are your top five fics by kudos?

Skull Signs - 553 kudos

Just Accept It - 525 kudos

Penguin Promise - 413 kudos

What Hurt Brings - 378 kudos

Putting Down The Book - 353 kudos

❣️Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

I try my best to respond to comments, but sometimes I let them slip and fall under an avalanche that I'm too tired to dig myself out of.

❣️What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Probably Last Words, cuz it straight up is just bad ending through and through. Even the happy moment is sad.

❣️What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

A Wooden Castellan, maybe? Just some good ole birthday fluff!

❣️Do you get hate on your fic?

Hate on my fics? No. Hate because of my fics? Yes. We all met Evil Anon way too many times.

❣️Do you write smut?

Eh, a bit. It's not really my forte, and tbh there are times where I feel pretty left out because I see so many people writing smut and having fun with it and I'm just like "...I can't do that. I don't really write smut."

Gah, sorry for whining

❣️Do you write crossovers?

I think I have two crossovers?

A Detroit: Become Human x Wenclair fic I did by myself and a Ace Attorney x SCP that I'm writing with my best friend, @axolotlsupremacyowo!

❣️Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not to my knowledge, and I honestly don't see why anyone would want to.

❣️Have you ever had a fic translated?

No, but @mrsmungus did do a podfic for me, which I absolutely love! (She also sends me voice messages where she sings really nice songs amazingly, even if she doesn't think so!)

❣️Have you ever co-written a fic?

Yes!

As I mentioned above, I co-wrote a fic with @axolotlsupremacyowo, but that's one of three! We did a thing last week where we started fics by ourselves, then swapped them with the other person to finish them! It was so much fun and I can't wait to do it again!

❣️What's your all-time favorite ship?

To be perfectly honest....I have zero clue. I have a lot of ships that I love, and I would struggle to pick out a favorite!

❣️What's the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

Ah, I wanted to finish an old MHA fic from...January of last year, I think, but I doubt I'll ever return to it at this rate. It's just not on my to-do list.

❣️What are your writing strengths?

Oh great, here we go! Ugh. Well, I'd say dialogue and characterization is something I'm pretty great at.

❣️What are your writing weaknesses?

Low confidence, honestly. I don't write well because I don't think I will write well. It's a problem.

❣️Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

I do my best to avoid it, because I really don't know any words in any other language! If I find myself needing to do it: I write it like this.

"Random phrase!" [Character] said in [Language].

❣️First fandom you wrote for?

My Hero Academia.

❣️Favorite fic you've ever written?

Not choosing. You can't make me.

[yandere-fics]

Since I last talked about fighting them, now I'm going to rate on if I could be friends with them cuz I'm low-key obsessed with doing ratings. Honestly, I feel like none of them would be friends with me if I'm not their darling but let's just ignore that, shall we? Let's just imagine that I have friendship charms.

- Starting with the city. I think I could stay friends with maybe Kassien and Nora. They seem like people I could tolerate and not gonna lie, I love Miriel but I feel like she whines around other people too. 7/10 for Kassien and Nora, 5/10 for Miriel.

Runa would be too anxious to be my friend and I feel like she'd kill me if I pressure her too much. 1/10

Sawyer is literally a millennia year old Eldritch being. I don't think she does friendly relationships but maybe since I'm a dumb, weak human, she'd find it amusing that a little human girl wants to be her friend. I assume that she has a few enemies which makes her untrusting of “friends” but I'm a human and pose no threat so maybe we'd be chill together. 8/10?

- Now for the kingdom, as much as I want to be her friend, I don't think Theanna would be my friend cuz she would consider me a peasant haha. Maybe if I was a silly maid in the castle or wherever she lives, we could spark a friendship there? Or maybe not, I'm very incompetent in cleaning or anything in general and would somehow be the lowest ranking maid in the kingdom. 1/10

Best friend would be Elisha. She seems fun, 10/10

Abigail would be too busy to be my friend, I love her though. 2/10

No, I don't want to be friends with Ainsley. She would probably only be friends with me cuz she's trying to get free donated blood. 0/10

I love Veronia but a dragon that lives in the forest and doesn't trust humans will take time to be friends with. I assume she doesn't attack unless you attack so I’m guessing, like with Sawyer, we'd be chill together. 4.5/10

- For the Anderson sisters. I could be friends with Skylar and Darla but the other two would be more reserved so maybe if I'm friends with the first two, it might let me befriend the remaining sisters. But, unlike the other yanderes, I think trying to befriend the Anderson sisters is literally an invitation to become their darlings if they didn't have one already. Being nice and interested in them is flirtation. 1.5/10

Please be Abigail's friend, she is begging for a normal friend lol since the last time she made a friend they turned into her tyrant boss. You just have to talk while she works cause no one will talk to her like a normal human. She just wants one friend who isn't going to boss her around.

And yeah for the Anderson sisters being nice and hanging out is automatically flirtation cause they're just so weird about everything.

Elisha is pretty chill to hang out with, although she was way less chill about it when she was younger, plus she does not have very many friends and people are usually only nice when they need a favor but you don't need a favor which means you must love her. Either you get friendzoned pretty hard or she's delusional and wants to marry you, no in between.

And please keep sending in these rankings, I love them! I'm gonna call you ranking anon unless you have a better idea.

[bita-bita]

This morning I was in the void for the longest amount of time so far! About... 15-30 mins? I can't really know how long it took since it's the void, and there's no clock in there, DUH!

And I thought, "While we're here, let's try to shift"

Spoiler: I never can.

But still I like to try 😂

So I thought, who would I like to see?

And I have favorite characters!!! *cough* Erwin! *cough*

*cough* even Loid *cough*

BUT WHO CAME TO MY MIND AT THAT MOMENT? Captain America. Why? I have no idea. He's a good dude, I do like him, but... ah well. At least he kindaaaa looks like Erwin I guess

Ok now the good parts! I was in there for a long time, so I had time to focus and relax as much as I could, and my fear and anxiety is what mostly holds me back, I believe.

So as I started to get relaxed, I noticed I'm hearing a man's voice, CAPTAIN AMERICA'S. As he was saying "miss? Miss.. wake up" very gently and in such a soothing tone. And I could see a very faded sight that gave me the image that I was lying on a sofa or something with my head in his lap

And HEARING that (I have heard sounds and noises in the void before when trying to shift, but never sounds from my destination!) I got very excited and kinda had to force myself to focus again to hear more.

Long story short. I didn't succeed and I was back in the blackness of the void.

I tried multiple times and failed. And another cool thing that happened is, I touch his chin and cheeks AND EAR and it felt JUST. LIKE. SKIN. IT FELT REAL. I'm still amazed.. and while I was touching him I was thinking "no one's gonna believe you when you come back from this. Even you will forget how real it felt when you're back, Bita"

And a third cool thing that happened after a while is that I felt a hand caressing my hair/head. And it was SO real that I thought my mom is caressing my head to wake me up, but my mom doesn't really touch me cuz she has some alergies and stuff, so the only other thing I could think of was 'then dad must be back from his business trip early and is trying to wake me to greet me'

But I noticed I'm still half way in the pitch black of the void, and I could tell it must be... drum roll... Captain America :|

Ok I'm not gonna whine over the fact that I couldn't think of Erwin with my half conscious mind in the void, and I'm gonna focus on how I could LITERALLY feel his hand on top of my head!!! The weight of the hand, the individual fingers running over and through my hair!- I am SO EXCITED it was..... *deep breath* such a new experience for me. I have been in the void for.. I don't even know how many times.. 30-40 times.

But this one was a nice attempt on shifting, the symptoms and mini results were much clearer. I don't even care if I can ever do it or not. Having these void-half shift experiences are fun enough for me. It's the exploring and the training of my mind that brings me joy and excitement. I'm experiencing things that I couldn't before and I'm happy about it ^-^

[deaneverafter]

A Thin Layer of Rock

You guys! You know what we have to talk about first. The Moment™️

They have my whole heart, how could they not? Beau was going to kiss Jenny, no one can take that away from me 😌💕 They need to be together. Like, yesterday. And her going to him, because she needed to see him after a rough day, made rougher no doubt because he wasn't there, I- she said she'd let him know if she needed him, and she called him and came over because she needs him 🥺💓 She loves him so much, he's where she feels the safest, they need to have their soft happy ending 🌹 I need scenes where she finds out Beau cares just as much as she does, asap. And the way he looks at her, the way he brushed her hair back, but mostly, he was just touching it 🥺 He's fallen so hard, I just can't wait for him to make his next move. They love each other so much 🥺💕 The love and adoration on his face when he looks at her says it all, and the fact that she's so overwhelmed with emotion in this moment that she's getting teary, I just- they deserve to be happy together!

Okay, now we can rewind 🤣

Them once again showing their expertise in that interrogation, nudging, poking, collecting information even when Walter wasn't talking? I stan a badass sheriff duo 💯

And then them flirting with the plus one thing? I see what you guys are doing 👀😌😏 And Cassie being so happy watching them falling even more in love with each other 🥺 She ships it 💛

The Beau-Beau thing..... No, I agree with Cassie, this is cringy 😬 I don't know why, but I get a visceral reaction everytime she says it. I don't like it.

I'm going to be honest, I'm not feeling the implication here that a 15 year old with no training and a secretary is going to crack a case that trained cops and detectives have been trying to for 20 years. It feels like undermining the people the story is really about.

The person who kept calling Jenny? Now we know it was either her mom or whoever is after her mom, and when they hurt her..... they will be catching the sheriff's hands 😡 And I'm here for it 🥰

"Patience is.... it's just an eight letter word, starts with a P." "Guess it's an argument for nature, huh? Cuz he lives in the... 😂😂" Lmao, how is Beau so funny? He really was on fire 🥰🤣👌🏻

I'm a little sad that Paige didn't really fall for Walter and is only helping for the money. I thought that was starting to be an interesting dynamic, creepy and messed up as it was 😢 But now Buck's kidnapped her. Girl really can't catch a break, huh. I know she's bad and a thief. But, she's also really fun as a character!

I really did think Meredith was dead, so that does change things. But only just a little, I'm not entirely convinced Buck is the Bleeding Heart killer. He's deranged alright. But is he this particular killer? 🤷🏻‍♀️

That scene with Carla and Avery, they really are so perfect together, I truly need them to work things out, asap, and for them and Emily to be a big, happy, family again. They even have all the same hobbies. Getting involved in things they shouldn't and being condescending towards Beau!

The nerve. The effing nerve of Carla, calling her ex, the same ex she's been treating like dirt for the past two years (and probably their whole relationship) to bail out her new husband. She really has no shame. And she called him, whining, then instead of being grateful or even polite, continued to snap at him. Like he's bothering HER? This is not a healthy dynamic, it's abuse, & I can only imagine how much worse it was when they were married. Beau is a much better man than Carla ever could deserve, he'd have every right to her deal with her issues herself, considering the way she's always treated him. He doesn't owe her anything 😒

Cassie and Cormac having that difficult conversation 😔 I have to wonder how things are really going to go, when it all comes to a head, if he'll really be able to ignore that they're his family. Especially when he finds out that Walter probably actually isn't the killer.

I'm kind of salty they split up Beau and Jenny during a case involving a wedding, it really could've been something, them working the case together. BUT we did get this gem out of it: "Heh. For the right guy, I might try again." "For the right guy, huh? You met him yet?" Commence Jenny blushing and changing the subject 🥺💝 She could've just said no, but she loves Beau so much already that she can't even deny it, are they trying to make me cry? 🥺💕 Also, Pops ships it too 😌

And, I can live with them doing their own thing this episode, because it made the trailer scene that much more intense 🥺 The way she's tired and worn down, and the first place she thinks of going is to him. And he was so worried, bounding down those steps to her to make sure she's okay ♥️ And the whole moment is so tender, the way he looks at her, the way she looks so overwhelmed with emotion, the way he caressed her face and brushed back her hair 🥺😍 (And major props to Jensen and Katheryn, once again, they had Beau and Jenny say so much without so many words. They always make every character, every relationship so real, and I just love how tangible they've made the care these two characters have for each other 💯) Like, this isn't ambiguous any more (was it ever really?). Beau and Jenny have feelings for each other. A lot. They need to have their happy ending 🥀

And something that I have to point out about Jenny and Beau, is that I love how every case affects them. Being around so much chaos and death, you'd think it would eventually become the norm to detach. But they care so much that every case hits like the first 😫🥺💛

Carla. What can I say about her? The hatred I have for this woman. First she left Beau because he was grieving, continued to treat him worse than dirt, married someone else, and now that HE is moving on, suddenly she's trying to ruin that. Even in that scene, when Jenny says she'll go, she looks so entitled and smug like "yes, YOU go, I have every right to be here." She didn't even bother to say hello, just addressed Beau. Truly cannot stand her. I did think it was really funny though that when Jenny handed her the beer case (because she's a better woman than Carla could ever hope to be, and was being nice despite Carla's behaviour in that very scene), Beau snatched that case right away like "MY Jenny, MY beer 😡"

I do think what's really interesting is that Beau offered to let them stay so they wouldn't get killed, and Emily is STILL complaining with her mouth, and Carla is still being passive aggressive and condescending with her looks to the trailer. Like it's beneath them. Seriously, Beau should just let them stay in Avery's house, let them die, see if I care 😒

Something I did like is the fact that Beau felt like he should explain himself to Jenny about why his entitled ex and child were there. To me, that just shows that he's committed his heart to Jenny, without even realizing it 🥺💕

But man, Jenny in that last scene is breaking my heart, she was trying so hard not to cry. They need to fix this, asap. Next episode, her and Beau need to talk some things out, and I need a lot of nice Beau/Jenny scenes to make up for this 😭💔 And, I'm thinking about like, how long was Jenny calling Beau? 🥺 He probably didn't have his phone on him, he would never ignore her, but after what happened, that probably made her even sadder 💔 After the attack, I need the precinct (or the hospital) to call Beau about the incident at Jenny's house, and for him to be so worried and run to her, to make sure she's okay, to need to see her with his own eyes, to take care of her 🥺💕

And I hope they wouldn't, but if they now made him leave her for his psycho ex, that would be so disrespectful to Jenny from the narrative 🙃 And it would be extremely disrespectful to Beau. There's no way a man like him spends all that time with Jenny, flirting, opening up, AND going in for that kiss, if he had even an ounce of romantic feelings for Carla. My Beau would never. Sooo...... they'd better not try some clownery here 😒

And anyway, all I have to say is look at the difference between the way Beau looks at Jenny and every interaction with Carla. That one glance held more love & affection than every single forced scene with Carla combined, even the ones of him reminiscing and saying he cares and the hugs.

Every interaction Beau and Jenny have with each other, you can see their concern and respect for each other, their care. They always try to be there for the other, have the other's back. And this is a relationship where they can let each other in without being punished for it, without worrying that their feelings will be used against them. And you can see their feelings for each other in every glance, see their pull in the way they move together and gravitate towards each other.

The only logical next step is showing that Beau's stuck because of guilt & regret, not love. And once he & Jenny open up about their pasts & heal, once he's allowed to heal from the case in Houston, all the related mess, for him to realize that he's been over it for a long time & to move forward in his life with Jenny, who deserves to be loved and have someone who always has her back, to heal from the trauma with her family, her mother. Just.... they deserve a happy ending together 🥺💛

[koko-online]

Let me guess. You’re a Zenos enjoyer and that’s why you hate Zero. Because she got exactly the story you had hoped for Zenos. For him to learn how to be around people and go on adventures with you, but instead of him, his voidsent got the story.

Neat, my first ask on this account.

Oh dear lord I would have quit the game if they gave my sweet precious boy Zenos this story. Zenos is perfect as he is, and what you're describing is literally the plot of 6.0.

The patch story is, like, really bad.

1. It's clearly just a trial story, which is fine, but because they called it the msq, they felt they needed to take up a certain amount of playtime. So they invented these completely contrived, fake problems that give us an excuse to waste a ton of time talking to NPCs in Garlemald and the First who really have nothing meaningful to say.

2. The solution to their contrived problem, at least in Garlemald, flies in the face of the themes of the decade-long msq--selflessness, self-determination. It's literally just the propaganda line for 21st century colonialism??? "Garlemald, this poor sweet darling baby 🥹, its people are desperate not to improve their conditions, but to really feel like they've earned it 🥹 ! I know, we'll stop providing aid and instead let them sell off their natural resources to Thavnair for pennies, y'know, for the spirits of the people!"

3. E v e r y t h i n g just felt so god damn forced. The Golbez / Durante stuff was played up for tears, but we literally only just last patch learned who the fuck they are and their back story. Zeromus is completely irrelevant to the plot and was just an excuse to give us a trial. They literally were like "sorry, wol, you missed the story cuz you were just roleplaying a nuke, here's an echo flashback of what the *real* heroes were doing".

4. **Zero.** Counter to what I think you're implying, I never really had resentment toward her *in the context of Zenos*. Zenos had his ending. In fact, he had three endings if you're counting the high school AU. I love him, I love his character, I'd love to see more of him, but if they're done with him, I'm satisfied. **On the other hand** Zero just whines the entire god damn time, in the same exact way, about how she doesn't understand non-transactional relationships until suddenly it clicks for her in 6.5. There's no development, it's like they had an *idea* for the development and direction of the character, but they forgot they had to stretch it for two years worth of main story, so they just....had her repeat herself until her gigantic 180. It's not *shown* how she's transactional in nature or changing, it's just that she literally tells us every patch that that's how she is. It's so god damn boring and dry. It's like reading a 14 year old's fanfic.

5. The constant, unrelenting fellatio of FF4 also doesn't help. I have nothing against it, but they went *hard* with the "inspiration" this time. Makes everything feel disposable and predictable.

6. And since you brought up Zenos, like. Zero went *out of her way* to bring up Zenos in conversation, out of nowhere, four patches in a row. They were clearly angling to draw a contrast here, but it was never made. She never accepted or rejected Zenos view on friendship, she just ... WANTED TO SAY WORDS I guess. God I fucking. That went nowhere.

7. AND SPEAKING OF THINGS THAT WENT NOWHERE 6.1 was full of neat little lore about the voidsent and souls and what it means to devour someone. This all went absolutely freaking nowhere. Just thought we'd bring it up I guess????

8. So much, SO MUCH of Endwalker's story--main, patch, and side--revolves around the theme of companionship. At the same time, the game that story is in is progressively turning into a single player action rpg. It leaves the stories feeling hollow and fake. Like, okay, I should make friends and that's where the fun of the game should be. How should I do that? Uh...sit in limsa I guess? Cuz everywhere else is either silent (DF), communication forbidden (PvP), just soloed by the community (v/c dungeons), or positions other people as either warm bodies or hindrances (PF). FUCKING ENDWALKER man. They started off so strong with the msq and fucked it up every single step of the way.