#I'm just bitter
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i'm watching a show called achtsam morden (murder mindfully, if i'm not wrong?) and it has SUCH a rosekiller vibe
like, let me pull it out here for ya'll:
evan rosier is a lawyer who works in a small company and mostly defends some weird people who work for the mafia. he spends most of his time working, but he also has to look after his little niece, luna, ever since she lost her father.
but his work/life balance is terrible, so he starts doing the mindfulness thing. he improves really fast, spends more time with his sister and niece, stands up to his dad, all in all, his life gets better!
until the mafia boss he works for starts to get tailed by the police, and evan is supposed to help him out of town, so he stuffs the guy inside of his trunk and just... leaves him there.
but here's where things get interesting. without the boss, evan, who speaks for him, starts to secretly get the entire operation for himself. and does that with the help of the boss' former handyman, barty. barty's father is a politician, and has no idea his son is literal mafia, so barty has access to all things they could possibly need.
when they need to get rid of a body, they get rid of it. if they need to commit crimes against the state, they do it together. they become absolutely inseparable (bonus if pandora helps them with some stuff, too)
feel it like... romcom meets dexter type of vibe. evan and barty flirting as they have a guy locked up, in the middle of blackmailing the hell out of him. evan and barty on a romantic date (they're burrying a body). evan and barty- i think you catch the drift.
#i'm just bitter#the protagonist of the serie and the other guy have SUCH chemistry#i want evan and barty to be björn and sascha#achtsam morden#rosekiller#barty crouch x evan rosier#barty crouch junior#barty crouch jr#barty x evan#evan rosier#marauders#marauders era#the marauders#dead gay wizards#slytherin skittles#dead gay wizards from the 70s#i like this series so much so far#i wish i could have the will to write something with this#i don't#pandora rosier#pandora lovegood#rosier twins#luna lovegood
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For the anon playing the rumor lottery game with me, this is visual of how I imagine Marko coming up with his new comments:
You decide if he's talking to crofty on the phone.
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I will just say it, being a European Swiftie kinda sucks.
#It's always like... We're third world citizens#We get no surprise guests on concerts#They put like 100 books on the site for all of europe#They cancel a concert and it's just an afterthought#A footnote in the great scheme of things#I'm just sad that I was a part of the eras tour and I'll never be able to own this book#Or even read all the stories and stuff#It would just be such a nice memory to have of the tour that we poured so much time and feelings into#Don't minde#I'm just bitter
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To all my friends,
The concert went really well. THANKS FOR ASKING. THANKS FOR SUPPORTING ME. YOU'RE WELCOME.
#I'm just bitter#my friends who do plays and musicals get crowds out to see then#and when i do comcerts there's crickets chirping#no-one slows any interest at all let alone actually turn up to support me#and i have no family in the area either#i don't have a built in support network
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full offense but by demonizing every single piece of queer media that doesn't fit your narrowly defined standards of "good representation" you're doing the queerphobes' job for them
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[first ten minutes of the new episode] exCUSE me I thought this show was called Juno Steel not Petya Nureyev
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Tone deft complain today cause it's just gwtting me so annoyed I don't even care: a considerable part of my social media is usamarican leftist infight about the current election and like I get it on Tumblr. Some of my moots are American.
But like I literally use tiktok to see edits of fandom with old school samba and pagode why the fuck are all my recomended about the US election and "you should vote to Khamala" X "you should hold your vote" I'm not american. I'm voting for deputado and it's pretty much it (cause my voting tittle is still to my folks city cause I don't actually have a residency where I live now and my folk city is a small rural city on brazilian northwest were all the candidates for mayor are picked by the same elite of the very rich chesse factory owner and ex mayor some 15 years ago that is still very rich and important. So like they are all friends some are related and they have pretty much the same proposals with few differences and I hate it soo much).
And is just so agressivaly trying to convince me to vote or to not vote or vote 3rd option and like the person going "don't vote" already got me but not for the reasons they want to. I'm just so far from the target audience.
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Sometimes I wonder if I really have become more conservative as I've gotten older but looking back my values haven't changed all that much so much as the social context surrounding them. Not wanting nazi's marching in the street genuinely used to be a progressive value.
#such is life#canada's kinda terrible right now#I hate pollievre but if he has a plan to get rid of the nazis and restore some sense of functional order#I would vote conservative for the first time in my fucking life#I want to have bigger ideals but right now my city is literally putting out fires and no one will stand up for anything#trudeau needs to step up or find a successor#NDP is a disappointment post-Layton's death I used to be super supportive of them Singh has no spine or sense#there's no good options here#I'm just bitter#second cup corporation has more spine than any of the politicians for fuck's sake
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Davrin's "we know what we sign up for" when talking about the wardens and the calling is fucking wild to me. Try telling that the the hero of fereldon, sir. Had their joining during the blight and was told NOTHING of the side effects and had to learn everything from the only other surviving JUNIOR warden at the time. And from simply experiencing them. "We know what we sign up for" my ass.
#datv spoilers#yea i guess it'd make sense that people who aren't conscripted during blights#get a real heads up from their recruiters maybe#I'm just bitter#my tabris deserved better#though the wardens are well known for their secrecy around such things under normal circumstances#so idk if they really knew what they were signing up for I just think way more people would know what the joining entails#cause way more people would decline after learning that#I love davrin but sir- don't lie to me like that
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God fucking dammit world, just when I fall in love with a name I just gotta get kicked with it being the name of two not-so-cool pop characters!
And now I'm too bitter, and i don't want to set my heart into another name.
#i really wanted to ditch my deadname for that new one#but god fucking damn it#it just *had* to be the name of a comic main character that glorified p3dof1lia here on tumblr#i'm just rambling nonsense#i just got mad because a video about that one online comic just appeared on my fyp on yt#and i just had to see the name i was 100% sure that i wanted on there#I'm just bitter#this won't deter me but still#the other one is just a character that's too meh for me#BUT GOD WHY DOES EVERY CHARACTER WITH THAT NAME HAVE TO BE FEMME#FU-
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i rarely get second chances. it's normal. few people ever do. i am not cursed because of this. but when i see idiots on their 43rd "last chance" continue to fuck shit up i want to eat a wall
#it's weird because i feel most people are not afforded second chances at all#and then there's like an elite group of 7 assholes who get as many do overs as they want#idk#i'm just bitter
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Shout out to dungeon meshi for having almost all adult characters.
In an era where fantasy and isekai are usually reserved for teenagers, having a series where grown ass men and women can go on silly adventures together is a giant breath of fresh air.
#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#laios#marcille#chilchuck#senshi#izutsumi#maybe I'm just a bitter 30 year old#but i'm sick of adult anime characters having to give up fun in order to “join society”
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You need to make art that nobody else likes. You need to make art that speaks to you alone. You need to cradle a serpent that eats its own tail and you need to love it until it loves you back
#The best art I've ever made will never be hung in anyone's home#That's not the point#It's not about being good#It's about being real#It's about eating something unpalatable#It's about being consumed#And tasting bitter#It's gorging yourself on crude oil just to feel something different#It's biting your tongue to make yourself cry#I'm saying that I am capable of making you feel good through personal sacrifice but I kind of don't want to cut myself up like that#If you want my heart to taste good you have to prepare it yourself#That isn't my problem
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Imo the best ending to Supernatural would have been to just stop with them alive on a random hunt or them finding jobs and living the life they just wanted or whatever.
And then the story just fucking STOP, because Chuck is not here anymore, so they are no longer part of a story they are finally free. And we could still write and read fanfic about how they live after they won.
#they should have just STOP before fucking killing them all#that might have stopped the story with no possibility for a revival#so I'm not sure#but I would be fine not having any revival if the end was satisfying enough#it would still be better than what we had anyway#an open ending would have been better#because they would be ALIVE and FREE#they deserved to be happy#spn#supernatural#spn 15x20#Carry On#there's no carrying on when everyone is fucking dead#don't mind me#I'm still bitter about that ending#dean winchester#sam winchester#castiel#jack kline#eileen leahy#destiel#deancas#saileen#if you don't ship those no hate please#my random thoughts about spn
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I DID IT I GOT MY PINK HAYATE now I am never doing that again!
(at least until they give me, like, a frilly unicorn Kamui or something)
#art#ride kamens#last note#i did this SO fast i'm sorry#i was just so excited i actually managed it!#look as a super casual f2p player who has never made a chaostone higher than a+#350k points is a frikkin ACHIEVEMENT#but how could i say no when i got lucky enough to pull the fancy ribbons-and-lace birdboy#and then they tell me i can turn him pink on top of that?#(i'm definitely not still bitter about missing out on a certain other card in another game NOPE)#plus. i mean. i also just kinda wanted to see if i could.#but now i have pretty pink perfume hayate on my home screen and i am Fulfilled#i haven't even read the story yet because i've been so focused on grinding out tickets i have NO context for why he is so fancy#now i have literally thousands of event seals i have to figure out what to do with in the next few hours. hm.#i also have to keep telling myself to save my diamonds and not do just oooone more pull to see if i can get a shion to turn blue...#it's not going to happen and it's not worth it#but whaaaat iiiif...
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the world is so fucked up and i can't help but think the damage is irreparable when i see people talking about how unusual and prudish it is to wait six to ten dates before having sex with someone. ten dates??? roughly like twenty five hours of interaction????? ten old timer burgers and mango iced teas from chilis equals sex?????? the possibility of pregnancy, STDs, emotional devastation, lifelong consequences, not to mention just straight up the possibility of getting murdered, with a STRANGER you have hung out with for maybe like two months???? and that's a LONG TIME???? and if you feel weird about that and don't want to do that that makes you NOT HETEROSEXUAL????? THATS AN ORIENTATION???? BECAUSE ITS SO OUTSIDE OF THE NORM OF HUMAN BEHAVIOR ????? i hate all of you i hate you i hate you i hate you every day i hate and I hate and I hate you
#i genuinely genuinely don't understand how everybody who tries to date hasn't killed themselves yet#I'm not saying they should I'm just saying I don't get how they're able to continue on#i see women on social media talking about how they had to cry for a day because they slept with a man they'd been seeing for a while and#then he never called again#no joke not trying to be dramatic I would just kill myself??? i do not understand how people can keep going after something like that#i mean I would never be in that situation because everything about it is bad but like. still#I hate to kind of agree with the 'women over 25 are too bitter for love' twitter man even in a very roundabout way#but i think men AND women participating in modern dating culture have to in some way become so hardened and kill some part of themself#just to survive??? that sounds so melodramatic but like. I can't understand how else people could continue to function as human beings#when they interact with each other in the way modern dating culture dictates
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