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No because I have been asking for shadow magic since before I knew this bitch was coming back but I see no shadow magic teacher, what is going on?
#I heard there's only two more chapters. wtf is this#I'm hella upset#I want my shadow magic#I want my new companions#I WANT MY TOXIC WHITE BOY CRUSH!!!#this some bullshit 😒#playchoices#blades of light and shadow#bolas#bolas 2
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Wowie rly digging the yandere clone headcanons… how would each react if their darling tried to run away from them?!
You said tried so I assume this was a failed attempt!
Short answer: they get really upset and try making it your fault (shocker.) Ain't no way any of these mfs think they're the problem. Good news! you're mostly unharmed and alive.
This will just be purely writing bc i mostly had thoughts! sorry no drawing this time!!
[cw! mentions of potential harm to reader (no actual harm done), manipulation, toxic relationship dynamics (yandere flavor), obsessive behavior]
Sekido
You're always being hunted the moment the sun comes down and you don't return home in time. Reasons like that are exactly why he hates it when you part from him.
This time is different.. he can't find you in your usual spots. There's no fucking way, right?
How could you.. No, how DARE you? Do you think that he's some joke? That his feelings for you are something that you can run away from like it's nothing?
The second he's sure the sun won't harm him, he's already white knuckling his khakkhara, swinging at anything and everything in his path until he gets to you.
They know how to sense if you're near or not, hell, they probably know how your specific blood type smells like.
Did you think cuddling up to you and memorizing every detail about you was for nothing? Don't be stupid. All he needs is a trace of you and he's gone in the blink of an eye.
You better enjoy running while you can because when he catches you, and he will, those legs of yours won't have much use after he's done with them.
Sekido doesn't WANT to do this, but you honestly give him no choice. After he trusted you enough to stop looking over his shoulder, you do this? How can he ever put any faith in you again!?
On the bright(?) side, Sekido's rage wouldn't be solely on you, it'll ricochet onto everyone, especially the other clones and himself.
They were supposed to be looking after you! But they can't do anything right, even a task as simple as this.
And why did he think it was a good idea to trust them with something of big importance when all they do is fuck everything up!? Everyone's idiocy is rubbing off on him!
The entire time on his search for you, he's cursing and wanting to crush anything he can get his hands on, especially your bones.
He doesn't even bother with speaking to the others, too busy spewing out all sorts of hurtful and frustrated comments about everything.
The brutal thought that you’d rather run away than be with him isn't one he wants to entertain, but it's echoing in his head.
At least, once the other clones get there, Karaku and Aizetsu brawl with Sekido so you're unharmed while Urogi carries you overhead.
Sekido's jealousy flares up when he sees you in Urogi's arms, making him even more pissed if that's even possible. Great, now he looks like the bad guy and the other three, the saviors. Fucking perfect.
There's a lot of yelling and a lot of blood, especially with Urogi making things so much more annoyingly difficult in the air. Karaku and Aizetsu aren't helping. Why is Sekido suddenly the problem?! You ran away!!
But when he calms down enough, he's cursing at everyone through clenched teeth. Sometimes trying to convince the others that you don't even need your legs anyway!!
Once you get back home (or temporary prison until you somehow regain favor), Sekido will eye your legs while gripping his staff from time to time.
Exactly why he's forbidden to be in a room alone with you for a while until he settles down..
He glares at you more often and grows colder than before. Arguments are more common where he twists your words just to have you talk with him and be angry within reason.
Any other type of conversation makes him so irrationally upset that the others need to step in so that he doesn't lose his temper again.
Karaku
The calmest out of the group. He brushes it off as “you're playing hard to get” again, and if he makes a ruckus, you'll scamper back and beg him to stop like always!
Then it gets darker out.. and when Sekido left, he seemed pretty pissed. Like more than usual..... shit.
Karaku sprints after Sekido when it clicks that he's found you. His mind starts reeling, unsure whether he should laugh at the absurdity of your decisions or get pissed off because you didn't even bother to give a hint!
Not like that would do anything aside from give you away but regardless!
Everyone needs to relax, this is obviously something they can sweep under the rug. This isn't that big of a deal and you're just having a fit, but things like these can get you hurt, y'know?
They're fun and all, sure, just maybe give him a heads up next time, yeah? Sekido can't take a joke, you know this!!! Still.. There's a way Karaku can work with this.
He'll be able to swoop in, save you, be your hero, and remind you why staying with him is kinda important. Just in case you forgot~
You don't wanna be out and about without his charming grin and protective hold would you? Don't answer that right now, he has a feeling you'll say something wrong!
Yet.. what if you need a firmer hand to remind you of what Karaku provides? What if you got a little too comfortable being protected so you thought you'd be alright leaving them? Man, who knew you could be spoiled!
Because of this, he would purposely fumble, letting Sekido get near you just so he can stop him at the perfect moment. He purposely gets hit too and makes sure some blood gets near you. To remind you how that could've been yours.
When Sekido calms down, Karaku laughs in your face and would pinch your cheeks if you weren't up in the air with Urogi on the way home.
You should've seen your face! It was really cute~! Maybe getting scared is your thing? He'll note that for later.
He offhandedly advises you not to do things like that all the time, fighting Sekido always kinda sucks, but it's not like you actually had a chance of successfully running away so he won't chastise you too much for it.
That's not his job, and his heart hasn’t pumped that fast in a long time.. not even in a fight! You're so amazing~~
And delusional if you think he's not going to milk this “heroism” thing back there for some extra affection points with you.
Don't be so mean. he got his head blown off twice and jaw dislocated thrice, not to mention everywhere else on his body. Don't you think those parts of him need some extra loving? more than usual?
There's not that much Karaku can say after that aside from reminiscing like it was a funny story. He's not upset about it, mostly a little miffed you got kinda far without him noticing, but he gets over it.
The usual routine starts back up for him when you're back home. It's like nothing happened, but he keeps a closer eye on you since everyone's so tense.
Urogi
If you're not home before the sun sets, Urogi's clawing at the walls with stress. He usually accompanies Sekido to go find you, but this time is different. Urogi could just barely tell you were around.. When Sekido bolts, Urogi's flying as fast as he can, trying to find you first.
You're so far.. you must've gotten kidnapped!!!!!
The stress from before burns into anger, expecting to see someone having their hands on you while you're calling out in vain. How could he let this happen?! Damn sun!
He darts through the skies even faster imagining it, and when he finally reaches you, you look.. fine? and alone. and looking at him like he's the danger. He's here to save you, dummy..
Urogi falls to his knees, burying his face against your stomach and finally wrapping his arms around you again. Your fists violently hit his head and yank fistfuls of hair back, but it doesn't phase him.
Your comforting warmth is back, that's all that matters. And god, your smell.. it's almost making him dizzy. He missed you so much.
There's many holes to the story in Urogi's head as to why you're so far from home, but he fills them in with more convoluted delusions. It's just a peaceful reunion right now..
That is until Sekido finally arrives and starts swinging his khakkhara way too close to your fragile bones.
Now he's back in defense mode where he scoops you up and tries flying out of reach. This is so stressful!!! There's lightning everywhere and he keeps having to dodge the multiple staffs thrown his way.
He shields you with his wings as best he can while trying to stay in the air, so you don't get hurt during Sekido's outburst.
In the skies, it's much clearer to see the hurt behind the haunting glow of Urogi's eyes. Did you care about how he might feel? Did you miss him at all? Did you not feel loved enough? Did someone say something to you?
As he maneuvers the sky, he holds you as tightly as possible, lightly digging his talons into your skin.
Being without you for a couple hours is agonizing enough on its own. If you HAD left him, abandoned, cold, alone.. he doesn't want to think about it. All that matters is that your kidnappers or liars or whatever influenced you are gone, and you're back safe with them!!!
You.. you still like him, right? Of course you do, fate wouldn't force your paths together if it wasn't for a reason!
Coming back home is uncomfortably tense, especially with how violently Aizetsu kicked Urogi across the room, nearly through the wall, when he tried to lick your wounds clean. It really hurt!
When you're patched up, Urogi is ten times as clingy if that's possible. He has his arms looped around you constantly so you can't stray too far, and if his hands are busy, he always has his wings!
As happy as he is that you're back, he can't help but cry into your chest sometimes. Everything is so tense nowadays, he hates it! How could you go and do something like that? Apologize immediately! Or at least hold him too? Doubt creeps in a lot, and your attitude isn't helping..
His mood swings are stronger. From sobbing uncontrollably into your clothes to being all smiles and radiating with joy the next just because you said something vaguely decent.
Aizetsu
The demotivation started to creep in the second you left. During the day, Aizetsu sits by the door, wanting to be the first one you properly greet. Sekido and Urogi usually bring you back and he'll be the one in your good graces without lifting a finger. That sounds nice..
But as the footsteps fade and the silence lingers, Aizetsu feels miserable the longer he waits... Hold on, silence?
Before he realizes what's happening, he's already dashing to where the familiar commotion is coming from. Dread sets in as his legs take him as fast as they can whilst being the slowest of the four. This doesn't feel like they're rushing over to you after a long day, it feels.. dangerous?
What did you get yourself into..? Why do you insist on going to places Aizetsu can't follow? Are you safe? He hates not knowing.
Usually you're the one who's fine. You deal with four demons almost daily! Please please please be okay. He can't fathom it if you were hurt.
When he gets there, the puzzle pieces fall into place and Aizetsu gets even more depressed, but at least you're not hurt. Well, not if he interferes. His movements are sluggish, a perpetual frown plastered on his face as he tries holding Sekido down.
Aizetsu wants to dissolve into the floor, and he does sometimes. Not wanting to fight Sekido off anymore, he slumps over.
This could've been a regular day where you came home.. Are you serious? Leaving? How pitiful could you be to actually think you could get away? Or was it that you wanted to play some sick joke on them? Well, it's not very funny... It's terrible actually.
Aizetsu stays silent on the way home, walking with a bit more energy knowing you're near despite his heart ache.
You can feel the harrowing disappointment radiating off of him the moment you all go back home.
He's tired, annoyed, and so unbelievably upset. Aizetsu grimaced when Urogi got near your scratches with his tongue, so he “politely” ushered him away.
Knowing a human's weak points is good in battle, but he started trying to learn how to heal them, specifically because he knew these types of things might happen.
As he cleans your scratches, he's actively scolding you for leaving in a cold emotionless tone. And by scolding, he's using manipulative language, trying to make you guilty for everything you did.
He barely has the energy to live, but now that he finally found his light in the darkness, you want to leave? Is it so wrong he wants to hold onto what makes him even a smidgen happier than usual? He reminds you that he'll wither away without you, but he's not really too keen on dying just yet.
When he tries to get back into a routine, he just can't. He knows why you left, but he doesn't want to hear it. Even if you're sweet to him or not, he'll hold you from behind when you rest.
Looking at you is too much, but being away from you is even worse. Aizetsu compromises this way, but gets quieter, occasionally sniffling when he hides his face behind you.
There's too much going on and he's so tired.. If it weren't for the others, he probably would've held you so tight for so long so that you both would perish together.
Maybe that’s why he's only allowed to hold you when you're asleep. Just please don't do that again.. He NEEDS you. Please, please, please.
Safe to say you gave them a scare. When they double down on the protectiveness, living is ten times more difficult for EVERYBODY. when you lose their trust, it's pretty difficult to gain it back, but not impossible!!
Sekido and Urogi will always assume the worst if you're gone for too long while Karaku and Aizetsu give you a little more freedom until the others drag them along into their worries.
#null rot#yandere demon slayer#yandere kny#yandere kimetsu no yaiba#Sekido#Karaku#Urogi#Aizetsu#cloaked cult member#not art#null brainwash#null gospel#IM NOT A WRITER!!!! JUST A REMINDER!!!!!!!!! JST A RAMBLER!!!!!!!!!!!!#i really couldn't think of anything drawing wise to go along with this.... but I really wanted to write for it even if I'm a bit amateur#Am I even doing this bullet thing right?? I'm not good at cohesive thoughts. but I try!! I hope I did this right..??#Also. Sekido honestly doesn't want to hurt you or even put his hands on you. he's just really scared you might something will happen to you#how the fuck is he going to live with himself if you somehow get eaten by another demon? or worse. used as bait from either demon or slayer#now that upper moon fucking four has a soft spot. its really selfish of you to run away..#don't you see how that can ruin everyone's lives including your own!? (manipulative)#why he gets more upset with any other type of convo at the end is bc it reminds him of how things were before. they were good.#but you had to ruin it didn't you? (manipulative ×2) and for sure for sure. if he holds your hand you're getting a bruise.#Karaku is hella chill bc he's wayyy too cocky that he can find you again. the little arrogance he has rearing its head again.#Hes not stupid. he knows you want to escape. but that means he has to whittle you down a little more. get you used to this. to them. to him#You can't escape. he won't let you. He belongs with you. so just try and get comfortable. yeah?#Urogi.. going through it. Hes like your ankle monitor. very fragile minded with his mood swings but extremely stubborn about letting you go#Hit him. pull at his hair. push him away. spit at him. hes sad for a while but bounces back. he always does! and he knows you will too!!#He just needs to wait.. even if it hurts his feelings sometimes. but never for long because you'll be back to loving him like before!#Aizetsu's stuck in a loop of angry -> sad until he ends up quietly crying because hes depressed you dont like them. eveything is pitiful.#he cant even move on bc youre his light. nothing will change that. even if you hurt him. all he can beg of you is to be kind to him. adjust#hes not the monsters you think he is. he can be sweet kind gentle. whatever you want.. just please.
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bitch rewatch it let me help you focus: Logan's body language was (haha) in sync with Wade seconds after that first fight in the Void
#they step forward with the same foot#they turn their head the same moment the same direction#we're not gonna talk about how logan understood wade's cue without much physical or verbal tells during cassandra's lair???????#Logan attunes to Wade's body language HELLA QUICKLY it's so#stfu all his life he'd trained his physical tells and stayed in survival mode that he was SEAMLESS#FLAWLESS in analyzing wade's physical tells believe me#I'M SO UPSET LOGAN IS ACTUALLY SO STRATEGIC AND TACTICAL#AAAAAAAA#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#wolverine#deadpool 3#logan howlett#wade wilson#poolverine#deadclaws#deadpool 2024#adamantium gays#I HATE HOW MUCH MORE INTIMATE THINGS ARE WITH PHYSICALITY
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As someone whose entire extended family lives in Sicily irl and they're all super catholic i am delighted by Machete's place of origin??? I literally feel like that meme with the anime girl that's like "(Location) mentioned!!!" anytime it comes up lol
Anyways I love reading OC lore so your blog is always a treat 😎
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#oh thank you! it's so good to hear you like him!#I hope I'm not doing a glaring disservice to Sicilians or Italians as a whole with my weird dog guy#to be honest I'm always worried about people taking him as serious representation of some trait they associate with and feel close to#and then potentially getting disappointed or upset when he's flawed and troubled and not always entirely likable#does that make sense? I'm an overthinking people-pleaser it's probably just all in my head#answered#anonymous#it's so funny that this [location mentioned] is a worldwide phenomenon#especially in non-anglosphere countries#because Finnish people always get hella excited whenever Finland is mentioned anywhere#it's became a well known inside joke (torille)#we're such a small quiet and remote nation it's always a pleasant surprise whenever one of the big guys remembers that we exist
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These aren't spoilers because it's my JWCT wish list:
Sorry this is long...anywho my wishes. Darius to embrace being on the Aroace spectrum, bi panic from both Ben and Darius (It would be cool if Ben Pincus were bisexual too!!!), I wanna see those two counselors again, I want Brand and Darius to have moments, I want Sammy and Yaz to like...get married, I wanna know what the heck happened to Kenji's mom, I wanna see all they're parents, I want to see Darius heal, I wanna dee Darius receive a hug and be told that everything will be okay, I want Kenji to have so much love projected onto him and to be able to grieve his dad, I want Ben to be told the type speech anxiety was given by joy in the inside out 2 movie about his paranoia and anxiety, for it to be taken seriously and he takes care of himself and let's loose, I need them all in THERAPY, Brooklyn redemption and background from the dinos she is dealing??? and how she LIVED. The whole thing should start from her voice narrating. It would be funny if she looked like she was the villain, but she is actually the one stopping the bad guys. I wanna see why they are being hunted in the first place. And why creepy raptor trainer person is so attached to the raptors and a background. I wouldn't hate bisexual Brooklyn......CANON BISEXUAL BROOKLYN....I WANNA SEE IT.
#jurassic world chaos theory#I made the letters “dino” themed#jwcc#jwct#jurassic world camp cretaceous#how are we guys?#after the trailer#benrius#benji#yasammy#ben x darius#sammy x yaz#dinomite#why can't I ever find a brook x kenji tag#WHATS THEIR SHIPNAME????#ben pincus#brooklyn jwcc#brooklyn jwct#darius bowman#kenji kon#kenji kon go to therapy abeg#sammy gutierrez#yasmina fadoula#yasmina x sammy#I'm dinosaur sick fr#🦕🦕🦕#I'm scared for this season soulmg becauee Im gonna be hella upset if it doesn't go how I ME ME ME wants it to go#listen to epic the musical guys#I love open arms so dearly#and what does it take
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Must be nice to be an adult right abt now,,... . (/hj /hj)
(this is abt Sparklecare Btw)
#me rambling in tags#I STARTED CRYING OVER THIS BRO. /SRS (/nm /lh)#Not exactly abt the age rating be raised-#it makes sense and im not mad abt it#I WAS HOWEVER upset abt how many members in the community im seeing just. Leave .#its good to respect KCs boundaries n stuff#but it just kinda feels like everything (around me atleast) is falling apart rn .#ive been fixated on this comic for so long#and seeing members ive grown familiar w/ in this community#just basically leave is so disheartening Even if it makes sense ;;#I don't know how else to put it into words-.#but I'm just disappointed ofc that im not allowed to read it anymore :‹#(that wont stop me tho)#(wont be interacting w the main blog but I'll still be reading it 💯)#(i also wont stop drawing my Sparklecare OCs either :v)#me rambling#text#I also may just be hella emotional rn bcuz im dealing w Other Stuff too#but y'all get the point of how im feeling 💯#Ill just be waiting 2 years for it Which hopefully won't feel very long#me venting#ig#★ spider chirping
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FINALLY have wrestled my brain into sitting down and watching Good Omens and it is, in fact, very good!! Incredibly good!! Absolutely in love with it ♥️♥️♥️
It does, however, hurt terribly
#as a queer with hella religious trauma fucking OW 😭😭😭#Aziraphale is exactly who I used to be#and Crowly is so much like who I am now#'I only ever asked questions' yeah me too 😭#i really thought i'd kinda made peace with my religious trauma but it turns out i very much have not 🙃🙃🙃🙃#i'm like 2 eps into season 2 currently but i do know generally what happens and I DO know how it ends#and it breaks my fucking heart bc I'm going to be so upset with Aziraphale but I'm gonna understand him better than I want to#bc fuck if I didn't think I could fix heaven once#i really hope that when that line of thinking comes crashing down around him spectacularly#it doesn't do so in a way that kills any hope and makes him act apathetic as a defense mechanism to pretend it doesn't hurt#bc Crowley and I are already here and I want Aziraphale to avoid that#and it sucks and Aziraphale is too good to end up like this I want him to be ok 🥺#Crowley was too good to end up like this too but he's already here so I just hope he can heal better than I apparently haven't#idk I'm in love with this show and these middle-aged gay men but I'm also incredibly fucking triggered lmao#like ow mr gaiman good job but also kinda fuck you but also please I'm trusting you to give this a good end
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I spent six hours reading about bird wingspans and looking for information on dinosaurs that flew, but aren't birds. A significant part of that time was *also* going on a magnificent rant about the HUNDREDS of shitty "science" articles/posts/videos calling quetzalcoatlus the "largest flying dinosaur", so prolific that even when I excluded quetzalcoatlus from the search parameters I was still served that bullshit. The rant resulted in a dozen people across four platforms being aggressively informed about the fact that pterosaurs ARE NOT DINOSAURS JFC IT TAKES FIVE MINUTES TO FIND THAT OUT, FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THINGS ANCIENT STOP CALLING QUETZAL A DINOSAUR.
I literally had to specifically look up microraptorans to find the *actual* answer to the largest flying dinosaur because lazy, misinformed jackasses that think their memories of bad paleo media count as facts that don't need to be researched have filled the internet with blatant misinformation. !
Like ffs, a weasel is more closely related to a jaguar than quetzalcoatlus is to ANY dinosaur, there's at least 160 million years between quetzalcoatlus and its common ancestor with dinosaurs!
To quote a science writer from the article on Changyuraptor (the largest, non avian flying dinosaur)
It's important to note that pterosaurs were not dinosaurs. As science writer Brian Switek has noted, "Calling a pterosaur a dinosaur is an error of the same order of magnitude as saying that our species is a marsupial." Both dinosaurs and pterosaurs have their own unique evolutionary history.
Quetzalcoatlus is a wonderful, weird animal, and pterosaurs are delightfully bizarre archosaurs that deserve to be respected! They're not dinosaurs, and that's ok! They're still cool on their own merits! The only dinosaurs that fly are avialens! Birds, their relatives, and related dromeosaurids! Get it together people!
#dinosaurs#pterosaurs#quetzalcoatlus#dinos are my special interest#so like this was not only hella annoying#but really upsetting#I've known pterosaurs aren't dinos#since elementary school#that's like 2 decades#cuz I'm 32#I wasn't even reading advanced books#so grown folks calling themselves writing science articles#need to get their shit together#cuz this intensity and entrenchment of bad info#is really ridiculous
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watched half of critical role, I'm taking a nap
#critical role#cr spoilers#critical role spoilers#i need to step away for a bit#i noticed i'm upset in the flavour of#my best friend just called her ex talmbout 'i miss you can we try again'#& this motherfucker was abusive and literally the devil so stacy hella trpping#and it's a silly program of made up pretend make believe; dragons and dead girls in love
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Why do the days I look forward to become the most disappointing
#am i invisible?#about yesterday#super bummed#alone#least important member of the family#fml#i always think it's gonna be different#if i disappeared you wouldn't even notice#i'm so upset#hella depressed#I'm trying to enjoy the day but i just wanted to spend it with you#wish you felt the same#personal#fuck off#I'm just venting#unloveable#sad hours
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[guy dramatically announces that he's leaving my discord server because of my unwillingness to vilify sex workers] -> [guy sends me tumblr asks telling me to hang myself and calling me a pedo apologist] -> [guy vagues about me complaining how "his safe space" is "no longer safe"] -> [i am the one who created the space. it was never for you. it's for people like me and people who mesh well with people like me] -> I AM FUCKING GLAD YOU LOST "YOUR" SAFE SPACE. "YOUR" "SAFE SPACE" WAS PROBABLY SIGNIFICANTLY LESS SAFE BECAUSE OF YOUR PRESENCE IF YOU WANT ME TO DIE AND ARE WILLING TO SAY SO. LMAO.
#not to air out my private drama so like#vent#but I'm pissed#i could url drop right now I'm on hella xan#but probably that's not a good idea and my other friends might be upset#it would be really fucking funny if i @ed him though
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why are fandom people so so so dumb and tone deaf sometimes when writing their posts? First of all, opening a post with a paragraph referencing stuff that happened in the source material but you're talking vaguely, I've seen this more than once, you're basically assuming that only fandom people are reading the post but you gotta know people will reblog it and they have followers who may not be immersed in this fandom like you are so those followers are gonna be like "what the heck is this person talking about"
but then to also open talking about super triggering stuff with no warning that you can put in like the header or the title? Wooooooooooow very very smart
idk just.... some consideration and maybe also think "would someone who's not in this fandom want to read this post? Probably not so maybe I should NAME the characters right away instead of being vague as hell till the third paragraph" not only is it helpful to non-fandom people but it also might help people who are in the fandom who might not know who or what you're talking about, also lovely to end a first paragraph talking about really graphic violence in explicit detail with no warning.
See if I'm reading a book and that shit comes up, I am able to tell when it's about to show up usually and can skip ahead, but this? Not the same cause I was like "huh this is a weird post what are they talking about" and then got triggered cause there was no warning or leadup jesus christ
Just..... write posts better, you dinguses
#vent#personal#delete later#i'm just hella triggered don't mind me#like actual trigger not the fake one people talk about#i get really upset when certain.... assaults get explicitly talked about with no warning#it feels like a violation which is doubly triggering#btw this was about an mxtx novel which sucks cause i like those novels though i haven't caught up yet#so yeah..... guess i'm supposed to block the tag according to the OP? riiiiiiiiiiight not doing that#and i'm not gonna put this post in any mxtx tag cause i have some common decency unlike that op#anyways#having a great end of the year god
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The way I wanna join a self-ship server but also have mad anxiety over every little thing (that usually results in stepping on someone's toes)
#lunae rambles#like i don't wanna upset any doubles/nonsharers#i'm also hella anti-harassment over fiction bc there are real world things we need to be worried about than who someone selfships with#(unless they're genuinely a bad person bc ion fucks with bad people)
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Now that I've accepted the Sigmar betrayal and am sort of starting to get excited about it, I'm losing my mind over how insane the combo of symbolism and drama is here.
Maka (the wizard) played Sigmar in chess and took his king using the rook. Maka has known that Sigmar was Dr. Purity for AGES now, and just let it happen, because as long as Sigmar was preoccupied with Rook, he wasn't working on taking over the world. And so Rook is being used as a chess piece by not just the guy who's betraying him but by one of his supposed friends.
And Maka knew that Rook was getting close to Sigmar, and knew that Rook has never had a truly good, loving, caring person in his life outside of Zara, and he let Rook believe that Sigmar was that person for AGES.
And Rook is going to hate him for that. When the anger finally comes, it's not going to be directed at Sigmar, it's going to be directed at Maka. And frankly it's justified. Who are Maka and Warren (the gunslinger) to lecture Rook about hiding things from the party (things that have less of an effect on the rest of the party than they do on Rook) when they're simultaneously hiding something massive from Rook that affects him more than anyone else.
That knowledge is certainly not going to help with Rook's complete and utter lost of trust in all other people. He was finally starting to open up to and trust people, and then the first person he ever opened up to betrayed him, and the people who were urging him to be open were hiding things from him.
#my poor boy is going to be SHATTERED.#I have no idea how to play off his reaction but I know it needs to be hella extreme. This is in the top 3 most traumatic things that have#ever happened to him. And he was locked in a 6'x8' cell for over two years and tortured regularly. So that's saying something.#He's reckless and impulsive and maybe a little violent at even the more decent of times and it gets MUCH worse when he's upset.#and he hasn't ever been this upset in the campaign.#morrigan.text#morrigan plays dnd#oc: Rook#campaign: the vanguard#*Liars#<- probably one of the last times I get to use that tag... :'(#but yeah the chess piece thing is KILLING me.#Maka using the rook to beat Sigmar just like the party is going to (eventually) beat Dr. Purity by using Rook...#and godddd Rook is going to have a VERY hard time hurting him when we see him again. And the DM told me it'll be the same for Sigmar.#and I'm going to scream just thinking about it.#cause as fucked as this all is these two really really did care about each other.#anyways... now I have a might need to put Rook on a giant fucking chess board for a render.......
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HIII!!! girl your sevika x reader bartender fic was so hot her talking them through it omg 😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫 if you take request could you do sevika x reader established relationship nsfw head canons or sfw head canons anything that make you comfy :333
♱ gf!sevika (established relationship) headcanons!! ♱
omg!! first request!! thank you anon, i'm so geeked rn omg 😆
i'll do both sfw & nsfw because i'm seated 4 both 🤭🤭...
cw: smutty shit, dirty talk, pet names, that shimmastrap, roughness, daddy kink (DON'T BE AFRAID IT'S NUN WEIRD), vulgar language, just plain smut LOL
SFW:
♱ she loves taking care of you! she loves when you can’t reach for something and you have to ask her to get it for you (it’s canon that she’s tall asf). she definitely has a smirk on her face when you’re struggling to open something for a while and she comes over and opens it in on the first try… + trust, you wouldn’t even have to ask her to carry your bags/things because she does it unprovoked (ahhh!! 🫠).
♱ to stem off of that, she loves buying you shit with her poker money + providing you with anything you need.
♱ you always catch her staring at you! it makes you so flustered that you always look away + she turns your chin towards her so that you’re looking into her eyes and goes “don’t be shy baby, it’s just me.” and “what? i can’t look at you?” with a cocky smile on her face (cuz why u playinggg LMAO).
♱ loves to train with you and humble you by pinning you on the floor after your attempt to take her down.
♱ calls you all kinds of sweet nicknames (even early on in the relationship, she doesn’t gaf.) “baby,” “babe,” “princess,” “angel,” “sweetheart,” “mama,” “doll,” “love,” “darling,” “beautiful,” everything you could possibly think of!
♱ oh she’s not even looking at other women and she gets hella possessive/jealous if anyone looks your way as well (literally just wrote about this lol).
♱ sevika is very protective of you in public and always has an arm resting on your shoulder and waist! (also so people know you’re hers).
♱ when you both go out to eat this woman always has to sit by you and rest her hand on your thigh because she’s literally OBSESSED with you. she would rest her hand on your thigh in the car as well! (she’s driving WBK).
♱ she’s hesitant at first! but she eventually lets you craft her a skin and body care routine. she’s very set in her old ways and has the whole “use what works” attitude when it comes to skincare/shower routines. BUT! she does love watching you get excited when you talk about what ingredients in skincare will help with what.
♱ like i mentioned above, she’s more of a listener and prefers to listen to you talk.
♱ sevika feels SO guilty when she makes you upset. she will literally get down on her knees and look up at you, eyes asking, NO, BEGGING for forgiveness. “i'm sorry princess. forgive me, please?”
♱ she loves doing arts and crafts with you IDC!! she may try and act like she hates it but she loves it deep down! she’s the same way when you ask to do her makeup. the only way she’ll tolerate you doing it is if you sit on her lap while you do while her hands rest on your waist/ass. (what if i said she would be feeling herself in the mirror after you’re done)
♱ as much as she loves solitude, she gets more clingy as the days go by! every single day she falls deeper and deeper in love with you and would do anything if it meant making you happy. don’t get it twisted though, she hates rollercoasters/amusement parks full of people so if you wanted to go, go with some friends girl…
now... *mariah carey voice* it's timmmmee 😫😫😜
NSFW:
♱ to start strong, DARE I SAY, sevika has a thing for titles during sex. *ahem* daddy kink (don’t kill me!!). i headcanon she didn’t bring it up first though! you may or may not have let it slip out while she was fucking you hard into the mattress. a single “f-fuck daddy! right there!” and she’s pressing you deeper into the mattress as she slowly (but ROUGHLY) strokes her cock inside you. be prepared to repeat yourself when she asks, “huh? what did you say baby?” + “what did you just call me?”. she calls you a “dirty fuckin’ slut” for wanting to call her daddy (she loves it).
♱ also, be prepared for the “who’s your daddy?” jokes because she thinks they’re HILARIOUS + refers to herself as “daddy” in the third person.
♱ eating you out is her favorite pastime! + loves the way you taste and cannot get enough.
♱ SHE 👏🏽 IS 👏🏽 AN 👏🏽 ASS 👏🏽 WOMAN. not to say she doesn’t love the rest of you but you’re always catching her staring at your ass and she is not ashamed! she will have that same “can’t look at my woman?” attitude. she will also come up behind you when you’re doing the dishes or laundry and will grope your ass and bury her head into your shoulder to inhale your scent.
♱ a giver!! she prefers to give instead of receive because she’s giving dom!top but… who said she would refuse you giving her pleasure? never that. sevika loves it when you ask to touch her! she pushes your head down when you’re eating her out like she’s throatfucking you. “fuck baby, this mouth feels so fuckin’ good.” + “love this slutty fuckin’ mouth”
♱ makes you suck the strap before you take it… nothing further…
♱ she loves seeing you in lingerie and tells you to give her a “show” (stripping your clothes until you’re in your lingerie and giving her a lil dance 😵). she’s all like “this all for me?” + “bend over.” when you show her your little outfit that leaves nothing to the imagination.
♱ eye contact is important to her! she will force you to make eye contact with her as she’s fucking you and if you don’t…. “gonna stop if you don’t look at me dollface.” + “look at me when i fuck you.”
♱ the dirtiest dirty talker of all dirty talkers OMG. it’s insane how nasty she can get with you but it makes you so needy for her! ↓
♱ “fuuuck this pussy’s so good to me baby.”, “shits so fuckin’ wet, you’re dripping all over me.”, + “look how i’m stretching this fuckin’ pussy out”… and the list goes on.
♱ the dirty talk gets even more vulgar when you ask her to cum in you. breeding kink goes CRAY TO THE Z. ↓
♱ you’re all like, “yes! yes! c-cum in me, please daddy!” + she’s like, “gonna fill you up baby, gonna give you all this cum.” and “you gonna let me put a baby in you angel?”
♱ she LOVES it when you’re rough with her. scratch your nails down her back! pull her hair! mark up her neck!
♱ sevika does love soft sex as well. she is a softie at heart DO NOT FORGET! as much as she loves to degrade you and throw you around, she loves to worship your body and kiss you all over! she loves to praise and tell you how gorgeous you are. “you’re so beautiful baby, you know that?” + “you’re always so good for me, my good fuckin' girl."
hope you like anon!! thank you for the request! had fun writing this 😘
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Astro Observations #4 💭
🥨 Libra moon aren't as nice as people think they are they lowkey mean people highkey like conflict and fighting (coming from libra moon myself) 🤪
🥨 Every scorpio venus women I've seen take relationship very hella seriously and are very possesive and controlling at times its scary 😭
🥨 Leo venus men are so loyal & loving towards women they always have so many crushes 💌
🥨 Leo mars native love to start the a fight with the same gender its like they always felt threatened 🧐
🥨 Every water mars I've seen gets very emotional easily when upset or angry like they will absolutely cry (scorpio mars hides it better but you can feel their anger more)🔥
🥨 As a venus-saturn natives I feel like we are cold and unemotional towards people because our feelings don't get recipricated at times 🤒
🥨 I'm sorry but water moons need to get they emotions in check at times they literally get unnecessary emotional at times 🤐
🥨 Moon in 2nd house needs foods and shopping if they upset stress or having a bad day or they won't function 🛍
🥨 As a fellow air dominant or air placements get bored so easily and zone out at times if they don't get mental stimulation
🥨 As a moon-pluto natives I always feel scorpio moon understands me better emotionally maybe we both kinda similar?🖤
#astro notes#astro observations#astrology#astrology community#astrology notes#mars signs#scorpio#libra#astro posts#astrology observations#leo venus
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