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lonesomedotmp3 · 2 years ago

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they should invent a life that is liveable and a sleep that comes easy and a winter that doesn't feel like decay and a spring that doesn't feel like the past and a head that doesn't hurt and a heart that doesn't sit in your chest like a rock and a body that doesn't hate you and a hometown that doesn't make you lose your mind and a university that won't kill you they should invent a me that is normal I think that would be really neat. ok good night I love you

#.txt #I'm fine it's just 2 am

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egophiliac · 30 days ago

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the lovers, reversed

(aka I'm still freaking out about Jou)

#art #ride kamens #i am about to go off on wild speculation so excuse me in advance #I HAVEN'T PLAYED THE EVENT YET so this could all be just absolutely nothing but i gotta get it out #(still debating if i wanna save the event for after i finish part 2 or not...)#this is my last chance to throw wacky theories out there okay #i've just. been thinking a lot about the riders the characters are based on and how they relate to their different classes #like the choices seemed SO random when they were first revealed but they do mostly make sense when you think about it #to the point where i actually do feel like i should've been able to call ooo for ambition. damnit.#however i did always feel like jou was a bit of an outlier and now i'm wondering if that's gonna be like...a thing #idk man just the fact that he's gonna have a special double card and bond henshin with taiten is nuts to me #especially since we're clearly on the verge of SOMETHING happening with soun and uryuu #what does it mean. WHAT DOES IT MEAN #what does this mean for the future of tower emblem #and it hasn't escaped me that there is no class associated with evolution (YET)#and thinking about who jou is based on i'm just like #(waves hands) YOU KNOW?!#(plus i'm still like WHAT DOES THIS MEAN FOR RUI AND HAYATE but that's a separate thing)#i'm gonna try and take my time and not rush through part 2 but i also am SO impatient #i gotta knooooow #given the way my predictions tend to go though i'm either 100% accidentally right about the dumbest thing #or jou is fine but leon fucking dies or something and i'm gonna throw my phone into a lake #HAVE FUN GUYS I GUESS

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salamispots · 3 months ago

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drew some creatures at the amnh :0

#sketchbook stuff #artists on tumblr #went to the butterfly pavilion too #they had an exhibit called opulent ocean and gOSH :'D #basically it was like old science/field drawings(??) of marine life but museum made them #into these huge posters on the wall and they were really gorgeous to see up close oauuauaughhgh #knew I forgot something at homehahhsfs aka my brush and the incorrect charger cord #would've stayed longer but my phone was kinda running out of battery #some of the exhibits are kinda dark so I'm just scribbling away colors/hoping they look fine hAHA #kinda interesting to see them later in normal light #edit: hmm...what if I made a pdf of all the museum/aquarium drawings #edit: also huh I am like...2/3 done with this sketchbook #which is kinda cool becasue I started it in february #also almost done with the birthday sketchbook from last year

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raptorrobot · 11 months ago

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i feel like i'm fighting for my fucking life here

#ultrakill #hollow knight #risk of rain 2 #baldur's gate 3 #there are absolutely more out there these are just the primary ones from games *i* play #it's totally fine to hc other pronouns tho like it's very obvious when it's just queer ppl having fun #i'm talking abt the ppl who default to he/him pronouns when referring to nonhuman characters #it's always he/him too . like what's up with that #i am an any pronouns user but it/its are my favourites #and i dunno Feelsweird when it/its is pretty adamantly used for characters ingame and ppl just throw it aside #'oh but it/its pronouns are dehumanising' that's the POINT !!!!! grrr #i like it/its because it makes me feel LESS human . i connect with these characters because they are inhuman and monstrous fundamentally #. you know #this is all in good fun btw i'm not that serious about this #just felt like it needed to be pointed out

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queerofthedagger · 21 days ago

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yes i made the same kind of post about finrod. yes i will make the same kind of post about maedhros at some point, probably. i said what i said

#*mine #mona rambles #tolkien #silm #fingon #listen. listen. i just love him so much okay #people keep putting 1. that art that's just his bloodied hand at the nirn #2. that golden happy pretty portrait of him #on my dash. i am not responsible for what makes it out of my mouth #like. PLEASE. that's my GUY (sobbing)#anyway it's cool it's fine i'm chill. whatever

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hajihiko · 2 years ago

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Physician/therapist/chemist/etc, heal thyself

#hajime hinata #He has off days too. it's hard when the worst part of your life is when you were bored as hell and now it's real easy to get bored again #Sdr2 #Super danganronpa 2 #An art #Who here cursing their brain chemicals or lack thereof tonight?#I am. It's taking all willpower not to drink 5 monsters in a row just to see what happens #Dwbi tho it's fine I'm not gonna this is not a serious threat

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crimeronan · 4 months ago

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ultimately i think the appeal of daniel and armand to me is that it's very much a typical dark romance storyline where the heroine is kidnapped and tortured by an evil monster but using her wits she manages to seduce him and make him emotionally vulnerable to her, because she is More Special and More Clever than all of his other victims, and because of this she enjoys a level of dangerous favor and protection from him, except in This version of the dark romance it's two toxic old men who both have the worst fucking personalities imaginable. who truly just fucking suck beyond measure. like no pun intended, they are Garbage, one is the actual literal immortal devil and the other is just kind of a deadbeat with no moral compass, neither of them is willing to work on himself and neither of them has ANY reason to want to rail the other as bad as they do.

and yet. There They Are,

#i am not immune to evil stockholm syndrome dark romance that makes certain booktokers puke.#i am also not immune to a pair of shitty people who absolutely SHOULD fucking HATE each other #and who are going to be nasty little freaks about the other instead. possibly also while hating them.#'why do people write enemies to lovers so soft' i'm always saying. i just want you all to know #this is maybe the first time i've seen an enemies to lovers arc done in EXACTLY the GROSSEST ways i DESPERATELY WANT IT #and it is FUELING me. i am THRIVING. i am REFRESHED i am FINE i am NO LONGER SAD my SKIN is CLEAR #the layers. the drama. literally don't care about anything else going on in this show it's all them 2 me. theyre everything. thanks #i'd apologize for my taste but like. i'm not gonna apologize for finding the evil ships hot in the evil ship show. come on now.#iwtv #devil's minion #with that i need to like. go pick my partner up from work and then go to sleep. thanks for watching me do this on main everyone!

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chill-vibes-but-rainbow-panic · 8 months ago

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I love characters not being able to tell they're being deceived by a shapeshifter!

Love the audience not being able to tell they're being deceived by a shapeshifter!!!

#Don't get me wrong; zero shade towards my shapeshifters who are very 'obviously' shifters (Jake; Amethyst; etc.)#But smth about those where you realistically *couldn't tell* you're dealing with a copycat just hit different for me #Of course they tend to have obvious visual e.g. tells for the audience; but those often either don't exist within canon or I can ignore #And when even *we* can't tell? Even better!#Also Spy counts as an honourary shifter. Because what is shapeshifting but making a disguise out of your flesh and blood?#If you can't shapeshift naturally; store-bought is fine #In hindsight I think that's two words but I am not rediting the image so I'm spelling it like that in my own tags too #shape shifter #my little pony friendship is magic #changeling #thorax #darkwing duck #camille chameleon #team fortress 2 #tf2 spy #pokemon #ditto

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swinging-stars-from-satellites · 23 days ago

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🫠😭

#WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO BE A SALVATION ISSUE #like I am not catholic. why am I constantly afraid that whatever I'm doing (in this case: reading fma) is going to #cause me to lose my salvation #like I had two(2) days where I was fine about it and not all confused and worried and now I'm like. I am terrified???#this is so silly like I'm not catholic reading a manga that uses some (imo) occult imagery is not going to send me to hell #but what if I'm hardening my heart toward the holy spirit 😭#I am so high maintenance goodness gracious #no hate to my catholic brothers and sisters btw just this should not be such an issue but it is for me and it's so stupid and frustrating

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raayllum · 9 months ago

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—Richard Siken

#i do miss their breakup era ngl #rayllum #rayllumedit #quotes #caylangst #callumedit #s4 #arc 2 #just the juiciness of #'you're back and you're FINE and i'm a mess and i'm angry tht i am and i'm angry that you aren't #so i am going to insist on making myself miserable just so you can't have the satisfaction of making me happy again'#and like. [rolls around in field of angst]#chef's kiss #taking a page out of rayla's book in the self inflicted suffering over being unable to let go lmao #this post is the sequel to them + firearm by lizzy mcalpine. To Me

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bacchuschucklefuck · 3 months ago

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the never stop blowing up vhs is where cute twinks go to get harmed

#not art #nsbu spoilers #kirk blade.... johnny manhattan..... maybe tenuously cosmo chase #also genuinely I Love that vic ethanol is showing himself to be bit of a dick #and kingskin conversely First Actual Communication With The Player is like. idk I just work here #(I am vibrating in my seat abt liv bloodlust. shes experiencing a bit of emotional consequence. hope she powers thru it and #becomes even worse)#I also love that g13 and jack manhattan are both like. gone #I know in adventuring party they're charting it to shape up as like. usha also slowly losing herself to the work like g13 did #and them becoming one entity entirely in the sense that their selves stop mattering in the face of their hacker capacity #(also called the Forum Moderator Dilemma)#but I also like to think that g13 handed it back to usha cleanly in the second episode with that one interaction #and is now fully unplugged from everything. left the movie. man is Sleeping #we all agree that paula ate jack manhattan tho I think it's fine to assume that #and! the way russell has been like. fully going whole hog full tilt into helping other people and moving the plot along #while Suggesting That Doing Self Reflection And Learning Lessons From This World Might Help to Other People #like I love that. 1/lieutenant syndrome but also 2/extremely transfem coded #like past the ''ohh I have realisationd I'm coming to'' stage. far past. man is bored with thinking abt genders #not new realisation to him! had that thought two decades ago. not motivated enough by anything to change anything #I think I just love the scenario of like magical mystical journey in a fantasy world clearly designed to make you contemplate ur gender #and ur like oh no what? we did that years ago. whats up #deeply interested tho. open up russell we wanna see whats up with u #dang is perfect no note 10/10 more important than anything else he is genre aware and savvy and that truly is all he needs here #the ''let's make it fun'' scene he does with liv is SO good I love him. Im so scared the vhs will snatch him away. hes too genre perfect

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coquelicoq · 1 month ago

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i fucking love prereading. getting documents about what's going to be discussed in a meeting and reading them and then going to the meeting and having context for all the things that are happening. if i could do this in all areas of life i would. send me a list of the words i'm going to need the definition of in order to understand what you will be talking about. give me a rundown of what topics might come up during this social encounter. provide detailed documentation of what to expect in a new setting. i will read the fuck out of that shit.

#me getting off meeting 2 for a project but this time i read their paper first because they sent it in advance: waaowoaoaowaw #you are not just saying words next to each other. these words have meaning #my posts #i went to get new glasses the other day but it was a failure because i forgot everything. forgot my prescription most notably #(idk where my brain is lately but it does not appear to be inside my skull)#but actually i ended up feeling fine about it. because it allowed me to scope out the place. figure out how it works #a little dry run. a little dress rehearsal. now i know that when i do it for real i'm going to go to the third floor #i'm going to go up to the ticket machine and press the button on the touchscreen and get a number #i'm going to go right inside and start looking at frames instead of sitting in the waiting area which is actually for a different departmen #i didn't know any of that and it was stressful but now i know and next time i am going to look and act so normal #also i was able to find out what my actual benefit is and it's really stupid. it's something i wouldn't have guessed in a million years #so it's good i had the opportunity to ask about it during a time when it didn't matter because i couldn't use it anyway #getting glasses is stressful enough because you have to stand around trying on frames like a tool #if there is any other aspect of the process that also makes me feel like an idiot it's just too much to bear. this time i got to spread it #out over two encounters. so hopefully next time the only embarrassing part will be the frames fashion show

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welcometogrouchland · 2 years ago

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im so predictable. time skip huntlow

[ID: a digital drawing of Hunter and Willow from the owl house in their epilogue designs. The image is a redraw of the "girl kissing guy against a fence" meme. Willow holds Hunter up against a wall of vines and kisses him, while he grabs onto the wall behind him. There's a cartoonist "smooch" onomatopoeia written between the two and the background is orange. End ID]

Had to fulfill this request in the most obnoxious way possible. This is what timeskip Huntlow was made for, in my eyes <3