#I'm a chill person i don't know why this show fills me with so much unjustified irritation and rage.

[thatrandombystander]

How do you blacklist/block posts from a tag. I don't want to block the people posting about it and no moral judgement or anything here but there's a big popular fandom that I can NOT STAND. Just seeing the show title makes me want to throw something. I need it removed from my dash.

[threepandas]

The Vod's List: Part 2

You know the worst part about the Republic standard hazard mask? No, not the "for dealing WITH hazardous materials" one. The "your species can be fully or partially CONSIDERED one, so to interact with the rest of polite society you gotta wear protection so we don't DIE" one. THAT hazard mask. From the set.

Yeah, you the worst part about THAT mask?

It's like someone really, REALLY high up in power DELIBERATELY made the who set as... well, for lack of a better term? Slave-like and uncomfortable as possible. As humiliating as possible. Like they WANTED the people who had to wear it, to suffer and be upset. And like? I KNOW it's probably just some really REALLY out of touch politician? Who's never had to WEAR one of these kriffing things in their karking LIFE?

But come ON! It looks and feels like a MUZZLE.

A BADLY FITTED ONE at that! Like? And don't ask me how I KNOW this? Because the holonet is deep and filled with weird wondrous horrors? Buuuuut... according to CERTAIN individuals. Who HAVE reviewed a VARIETY of muzzles for... personal reasons? And Bones bless! No judgment! According to certain Unnamed Experts of The Field, as it were?

.......these masks kriffing SUCK nifflestones.

Padding is shit. Airflow it terrible. Not customized for individual races AT ALL. Just? Mouth a "hazard"? Cover it. Who CARES if that means the individual kriffing suffocates. Or karking near DROWNS on their own threat or stress response. To say NOTHING of those who have to routinely either use their mouth's "hazard" or have it TRIGGERED by something pressing AGAINST their jaw!

It's a genuinely terrible design! Almost deliberately so. Keeps a lot of people from ever even bothering from leaving their planet's.

Why do I bring this up? Because working at the senate building is stressful. Dealing with sleemo plasbone's who like to shove me around cause I'm in a glorified MUZZLE is stressful. Knowing I recently infected an innocent man is KARKING STRESSFUL!

And you know what the Techganic response to STRESS is?!

Drool and STRESS BITING.

My ENTIRE fucking BLOODLINE was literally genetically ENGINEERED to fight in a FUCKING HOLY WAR! With BIOLOGICAL WARFARE. We BITE! We bite A LOT!! We are, in fact, SUPPOSED to bite! It's like the unsacred, technological abomination child of those ancient human tales of the "zombie" and the "ber-serker"!

Stress? Stress means we are in battle. Being attacked. Threatened. Stress means ATTACK. Bite and bite and BITE. Thanks the Bones and Blood, I've never been THAT stresssed. I even had to take a test for it! Anyone with a hair trigger is NOT allowed off planet. I'm considered absurdly calm. Chill.

Doesn't mean I WON'T.

Just that it would take A LOT.

But the drool? THAT is involuntary. Is the prelude you can't escape. The means of SPREAD. Of WARRING against the machines. Organic nanite against technological nanites. Host against host. Spread against spread. Ours was a story of PLAUGES. And it left no unchanged survivors.

I get that. I DO. The horrors of our history, the fear and terrors. The resistance forces who wanted no part in the war. Who tried to escape.

What happened to them.

I REALIZE that... that a single Techganic dropped on pretty much any planet can start a nanite plague that can't be stopped. That the more stressed we get, the more our instincts demand we Spread Ourselfs. The water, the soil, the air. Yeah, we can get DANGEROUS.

But we aren't ANIMALS.

We are not who we used to BE. WHAT we used to be. Show me the planet without blood in its past and I will show you a planet that has wiped its past away.

Which is all well and good...but...

I'M FUCKING DROWNING.

These karking hazard masks are so, SO stupid and I'm trying not to panic. My hands shaking. Because if I panic? I will be stressed. If I am kriff KARKING STRESSED, I will drool FASTER. And there is no room. My karking mask is FULL OF LIQUID AND NOT DRAINING FAST ENOUGH.

I struggle with the latches. They are wet. Because my hands are wet. My neck is wet. EVERYTHING IS WET. The mask doesn't even WORK to contain the "hazard"! My hands can't get a grip on the latches. My lungs are burning for air but I can't... if I try to breath now... I'll just get... just get!

I'm in a side hall.

Would anyone even find me? Oh Stars. I'm going to drown.

Except not. Quick heavy steps down the hallway. Two gaurds spot me after turning a corner, break into a sprint. Once again the Coruscant gaurds are a beacon of calm in my darkest moment. One gently pulling my frantic hands away from my mask so the other can quickly work out how to unlock it.

With a gush, air finally hits my face as the mask unlocks and begins to be pulled away. I sputter. Cough. I think I may be weeping. The hallways is spinning as air finally rushs back in. My front is DRENCHED and I hate it. It's so gross. There was nothing I could DO and I felt like an animal. Feel like a mess.

Every drop of it is deadly. The whole hallway will have to be deep cleaned.

Am I apologizing? I think I'm apologizing.

The gaurds are so nice. Talking in low, reassuring voices as the stay with me. They called a medic. Ask me about my hobbies to distract me. A playful argument on how to "properly" take your Caf. Which local diner is the best.

I am gently bundled off by the medic, once he arrives. Another of the Guard thank Stars. The Senatorial medical team are so... judge-y. The Guard's medical is patient and professional, though the only thing he can offer me to change into is the blacks that the gaurd wear under their armor.

Tell NO ONE... but I feel kinda cool. Look at me~ I'm all holo thriller and mysterious in these. I get to KEEP them too!

Not getting the mask back though.

It nearly killed me. That and my asshole coworker who deliberately stressed me out earlier. He... the Guard ARRESTED him. And... look, I KNOW I shouldn't smile. I shouldn't. His life is probably ruined. But... but the sleemo harrased EVERYBODY. Anybody he thought he could abuse? He DID.

Looks like he finally went too far.

I lay back. Not allowed to lean until the medic is SURE there is no secondary drowning symptoms. I grab the shirt that turned out to be just a touch too small and fold it up, drape it over my eyes. It blocks out the light pretty well. I get comfortable.

As I drift off... I'm unaware that the Vod around me stop bothering to pretend the AREN'T blatantly watching me. That the normally sparsely populated medicenter ISNT damn near full of every Vod not currently on duty. The cheif medical officer himself, carefully collecting what he can from my mask.

A dense crowd of eyes slowly run over black clad limbs.

Looking to THEM. Trusting THEM. Threatened, in need of back up. Look how TIRED she was. How vulnerable. Wearing part their uniform. Like a lover, having stolen their clothes.

She trusted them above the natborns. PREFERRED them.

Thoughts began to stir... they wonder...

[aitadjcrazytimes]

It's been a good run

But it's time to bring this to a close!

The saga is over, C, T and I are all together. T and I are in the swing of it, C approves as much as it is possible for him to approve of anything, everyone knows about the blog and is chill.

C is back at his rightful place of walking his sister down the aisle.

I'm getting everything I want, and we're all free to make each other miserable until the day we die.

I'm not going to be updating this blog anymore! Nobody else involved with the situation will be submitting any more AITA posts either, because they are either not on tumblr or agreed it would be annoying.

I will say that there is some stuff on here that I've alluded to that isn't necessarily 100% in the spirit of things, so I've included some stuff below the cut for the folks who have caught onto that. I would not suggest reading it if you like how all of this played out and want to keep it that way. I know that's incredibly vague, but I'm not sure how to phrase it without making it weird?

Thank you all for listening and talking to me over the past few days! That's where I'm leaving it!

...

...

...

...Is everyone who wants to keep believing in the disaster polycule gone? Yes? OK!

So, this was fake. I made up the whole thing. TK and C and T and everyone else are fictional characters. Did I lie? Yes. Thanks for coming to my TED Talk.

Q: All of it? Even the og AITA post? The followup AITA post? The screenshots?

A: All of it.

Q: Wh... Why did you do this...?

A: Well, first this all started as a Red vs Blue fanfic for the ship Chexer (Church/Tex/Tucker)-

It started as a fanfic for Chexer. However, I was already working on a different fanfic for RVB that was totalling about 15k words at this point (+ at least 90k to go), and I knew I would never have the time or energy to write this one. I thought: yknow. this would be really funny as an aita post.

Q: It was a fanfic of a Halo fanfic series.

A: Yep!

So, I submitted Tucker's perspective. I did not expect for it to get more than maybe 100 notes at most. I totally thought someone would call it out right away.

The funny part is, if I'd dedicated all this energy to a fic instead of this blog, I'd probably have about 15-20 thousand words of fic already, but whatever, can't ruin my personal day!

Also, I wanted to see how many people would figure it out/how long it would take for it to become too obvious that this was a fandom thing. I was dropping names and RvB lore since the beginning. A few people did figure it out, and I DMed them in private to let them know.

Q: But why make the blog then?

A: Because I love to lie and be a nuisance to the general populace! <3

It was always my intent to wait until Carolina's perspective got posted (i am honestly still shocked i got away with "Carey/Georgia/West Virginia/Alabama/Miss Louisiana 1988"), let it simmer for about a day, then come clean. Which is what I'm doing now!

The reason I'm coming clean now instead of dragging it out is because I don't want anyone to feel stupid or like they got duped. You're not stupid! You were a part of this story! This was, as one anon said, a creative writing project. It was a collaboration! Thank you so much for helping me!

That said, I'm sorry to anyone that finds this disappointing! I had a blast doing this, but I will not be doing it again. I have gotten my fill. I have had my taste of being an influencer, and now I can go on with my life without ever feeling like I need to start a youtube channel.

Q: How did you keep up with a consistent timeline?

A: I didn't, especially at first. But in my time as a liar who lies about things, I have found that usually people are willing to believe you when you say "yeah, i lied about that".

Q: Wait, what about the thing with your kid?

A: Yeah, I fucked up on this one. In the other fic I was/am writing, Tucker was around 33. So, when I was saying what Junior's age was, I subtracted it from 33 and got 18. It wasn't until I was showing my partner the blog and they said "Wait, he had his kid at 13??????" that I realized I had fucked up. Oops!

Q: Was it really ALL fake?

A: For the most part. I will say that I did actually drop chocolate cake all over my tits that one time and had to shower by myself like a fucking loser. That one was true. I did also get my nails done for the first time ever, which did actually affect my typing. And I am in a band (but so is Tucker, canonically)! There are a few other things as well, but I don't want to list all of them.

Q: DID you ever read homestuck?

A: Nope. And I never will.

Even the title, though I will say that the title I came up with was "Leonard "Alpha Bitch" Church's Decidedly Not Lo-Fi Beats to Get Nasty and Get Clean To: The Movie"

Q: So there was never a combination sex/bathtime playlist?

A: Maybe! But perhaps more accurately: the combination sex/bathtime playlist was inside of you all along. You can make it. There are only three songs on there that are canon to the lore of this blog. Those are No Children by The Mountain Goats, Take It Out On Me by Thousand Foot Krutch, and one unknown song from the album Good Apollo, I'm Burning Star IV by Coheed and Cambria (Yep, the call was coming from inside the house, I gave Church my music taste). I had intended this to be Wake Up, but it's out of my hands now. The rest is yours to fill in.

Q: What's your main blog, so I can follow you?

A: Hi, this is aitadjcrazytimes. You're not getting that.

Q: Your AO3 handle?

A: Nope, not that either.

You will never find me. And that's the way I want it. You will see me in every blog. Every new follower. Every stranger you meet on the street. You will look into your discord kitten's eyes, and you will absently wonder if he was the one behind aitadjcrazytimes. And you will never know for certain.

Q: But-

A: Let me live on in your memory. The only person who knows both who I am and the fact that I did this is my partner, who is not into RvB or commonly on tumblr. I am not a RvB blog. I am not a writing blog. I am a nobody on the fringes of tumblr society who's been here long enough to know how to remain in the shadows.

And, even if you do manage to find me, against all odds:

No one will ever believe you.

I am closing my askbox. I am also closing my messages. If you have anything to say to Tucker or Me (tumblr user aitadjcrazytimes), you are welcome to do so in the replies or reblogs, but you will not be receiving an answer. I'll keep this blog up for anyone that wants to go through after the fact and do a deep dive or what have you.

Thanks to everyone who made this into the wild ride it was! Live long and get fucked or whatever! Xoxo <3

[why-the-heck-not]

Hi! Do you have any tips to stopping mindlessly scrolling on social media (or phones in general)? 😅

honestly I'm not the best at this still. Like my screen time's still like 2-4h, but these are the things I've done that got it down from actually life threatening amounts

this is the main thing and also the most boring obvious one: delete all the apps that make u go to that "scrolling mindlessly"-mode. For me, was the basics like instagram, tiktok etc. My achilles' heel with this is this godforsaken app (tumblr), bc I keep redownloading it damnit

the approach is that if I'm gonna be consuming content, I'm gonna be mindful abt it, and not just hate-watch 3 negative video essays from Youtube in a row (my fave bc I'm a hater at heart). Instead, I'll watch a show I like, which actually works better at being a legit break-/chill-time, and doesn't fill me up with ''we're all fucked''-void. Actually sitting down to have the chill 20-40mins feels like a longer time than ad filled 20min x 3.

lots is bc of just getting so damn annoyed over ads that I close youtube the moment there is like 2 unskippable ads bc fuck u. Honestly I've gotten to the point I could just delete youtube as well just out of spite abt the fucking ads (hater at heart). So idk, start to develop a personal vendetta against ads, I guess

figuring out something to fill up the time bc realistically u won't just be studying/working more. My fave is walks (tho yeah that doesn't work if u have like a 5min time window; still don't know what to do with those hence redownloading Tumblr on for the third time in a day), and just sitting & thinking abt whatever the fuck is stuck there in my mind (braindead to say that "recently I've gotten into thinking" but like. yeah. (daydreaming is like a serious dear hobby to me))

podcasts are nice. Sure still is like somewhat social media thing-ish, but at least u can do something whilst listening to it. Like multitasking with a podcast & something stupid vs. my old habit of "gonna scroll a bit before starting to do this boring thing I don't wanna do". Doing the dishes and listening to a podcast is super chill

when there's the "gonna pick up my phone when I literally have no reason to & am just looking for any distraction": stop and reconsider like why are u doing that (with me, it's either I'm anxious, stressed or bored and there are better ways to deal with those. This is where the fan favorite of "sitting & thinking" comes in a lot of the times, which sometimes isn't much better and is sometimes detrimental to my wellbeing bc thought spiral, but hey nothing's perfect)

[klaprisun]

One Sunny Day

(Stardew Valley)(Haley x Female Farmer)

Chapter 25

Despite the drizzle of rain we are still getting, I decided I'm going to work on my farm. It is a lighter rain today, so it will be the best weather to work in until it gets sunny again. It's been nearly a week and a half with rain and I don't know how much more everyone can stand it.

I figured I'll chop down a few more branches, clear some grass, move stones and maybe even hangout with my new chicks. I had asked Robin to build a coop for me and immediately bought 4 chicks from Marnie to fill it. They are a lot of work, but I love them so much.

I have also recovered from my total unconscious and battered state from the mines minus the scratches and bruises. My head has been feeling better and doesn't ache every single time I move. It just took a night or two of resting to recover. Harvey made me go see him for a few checkups but he told me I'm still in the clear.

I'm so glad I haven't had to water all my crops these past few days while I have been recovering, too. The rain has done all the work for me, thank Yoba. They are making good progress with growing this season, but there are way too many things growing that it's hard to keep up with watering them all. Plus my little project I had going on the side, that is a total waste of time now, is adding to the excessive watering. I thought about digging it all up the other night, but decided to cool it on that.

I decided I'll cut the tall grass to start, and make my way to getting rid of out-of-place tree branches to make the farm look cleaner. I have gotten a few decorations around the farm too such as scarecrows and potted plants that I can change out through the seasons.

I have accomplished so much on this farm, my grandpa would be so proud of me. I feel like a totally new person, and life is so much better living the farm life.

The rain falls down around me as I continue tidying the foliage. My clothes are plastered to my body, boots covered in mud, and hair a wet mess on my head even with my hat on. It's a bit of a warm rain, but eventually the wind picked up and chilled me to the bone. Being covered with water doesn't help, so I decided it's time to pop over into the coop to see my chicks.

I started walking south of the farm where I had asked for the coop to be built. That way it is out of my way for planting and farming. Plus I will eventually get a barn for some cows and thought to get it built somewhere near the coop down this way.

Just as I'm about to enter the coop, I see a familiar blonde walking up the south pathway right next to the coop. My face contorts into an obvious frown at her presence, unsure why she has the nerve to show up to my farm.

Before Haley takes another step, I realize she might see the project I was working on and I don't really want anyone to see it, especially her. I quickly scale the fence that's around the coop and jump around her, wrapping my hands around her eyes. Startled by the weird embrace, she brings her hands up and grips onto my forearms for balance.

"Danny, what are you doing?" she squeals. I started waddling us to the chicken coop, hands still covering her eyes, so we were sheltered from the rain and so she couldn't see what I was up to.

When we finally entered the coop, I let go of her and took several steps back from her. I don't really feel like talking to her, let alone being in her presence. The little chicks are swarming around our feet, trying to get attention.

"What are you doing here?" I huff as I start getting hay out to feed the chicks. They don't like going outside in the rain so I stuff as much hay as I can into the trough.

"I wanted to talk to you-" Haley begins.

"What could you possibly have to say to me? You made your choice so you should stick with it. You shouldn't be here," I cut her off angrily. I see her arms wrap behind her back and she looks down sadly.

"Can you let me say someth-" She starts again.

"I don't even know why I brought you in here. I should've just turned you around and walked you back home. It's a shitty day out and I don't understand why you thought walking over here would be a good idea. Look you got your shoes muddy," I shout while sticking my hand out to point at her shoes. Her cute Mary Janes had their soles covered with mud. I don't know why I felt like pointing it out, but I just had so much to say to her.

"I don't care about that. I just had some time to think about what I wanted to tell you-" she tries again. I keep cutting her off.

"Why did you have to think about things? Did he break things off between you guys again and you are back to whining to me? I have every right to be mad at you, you've been playing with my feelings this whole time I have been here. Then right after we seemingly had a life changing moment together, you run off with a man. You can't tell me every moment we had together from running into each other at Pierre's, the Flower Festival, Marnie's, and the Luau, that we didn't have a little bit more than 'just friends' going on? Are you trying to hurt me, Haley? It was really hard to think we were just friends from the way you always look at me. But yet you still RAN OFF WITH A MAN after leading me on. That's really low of you," I rant while throwing my arms all around. I didn't have anything planned out on what I was going to say to her if I saw her, so I am kind of free-balling. My heart is doing a lot of the talking.

"Not to mention you didn't even come by to make sure I was okay. Did you know that I nearly died in those mines the other day? I was unconscious, Haley. It took several days for my headache to pass and these cuts and bruises will still be here for Yoba knows how long. Did you even notice all of the damage or are you too wrapped up in your own life to worry about others?" I continued on, angrily.

A moment of silence passes between us. However, the chicks are going wild still at our feet, filling that silence with little cheeps. I see her chest rising and falling heavily as she takes deep breaths. To let her know I'm done talking, I bend down and sit with the chicks on the floor. They all doggy pile into my lap, letting me pet them all gently on the head.

"I understand you have every right to be mad at me. I don't blame you for it," she takes a seat across from me on the ground causing a few of the chicks to run over to her for attention. "I just felt something in the air telling me to come here today. I felt it in my gut as well that I needed to talk to you, but I didn't want to do it too soon. I wanted to give you a few days before I forced you into my presence again," she chuckles nervously, but my eyes shoot daggers at her causing her to stop.

"The other night with Alex wasn't what I think you thought it was," she brings her hands up and waves them defensively.

"You sure about that?" I raise my eyebrow at her, knowing full well what I saw the other night.

She clears her throat nervously before proceeding, "Well... it might have... started out that way. But believe me when I say I didn't WANT to be doing that. I was just...confused and angry and went back to what I knew and-"

"Oh so you DID do what I thought," I interrupt.

She frowns at me and continues with what she was saying, "-and Alex got a telephone call. I picked up because he was in the other room. It was...a guy. His name is Taylor. Taylor and Alex are...um...more than friends," She stammers.

I suddenly sat up straighter after hearing this information, my brows raised in surprise.

"Alex had heard the phone ring and burst in. He saw me standing by the phone and knew that I knew. We had a big long talk between the two of us, clearing some things up and giving each other advice. Actually it was more like he gave me advice," she fumbles with her fingers, not looking me in the eyes. "So that's part of the reason I came here," she continued.

Trying to process everything I just heard, I lean back on my hands and squint my eyes in disbelief. "So what I'm hearing is that you guys WOULD'VE had sex if it wasn't for Taylor calling?"

"Oh my Yoba. The talk Alex and I had was ABOUT YOU!" She adjusts herself onto her knees, while taking a chick into her arms.

"And...?" I question, wanting more explanation.

"And I like you Danny! I reallllyy like you.," she whines in a breathy tone. "I wanted Alex to be YOU the whole night. I wanted US to leave the saloon together and do naughty things. I wanted to be by YOUR side all night and pressed up against YOU on the couch. I never liked Alex. He never liked me. We were just trying to suppress our true feelings by using each other as cover." Everytime she emphasized a word, she would jab her hand towards me. As soon as she finished her little rant, she moved her hands to her hair and smoothed her hair down, scared of what I'll say. I watch as her breathing picks up, her chest rapidly rising up and down now with each quick breath.

I let the silence fall over us once again, this time even the chicks were quiet. There was so much to process all of a sudden, my brain was working over time. I could only stare at her with wide eyes.

"And of course I noticed you all roughed up. I notice everything about you. I did know you were in the clinic as well...you just didn't see me. I came to visit through the night when you were still unconscious. I told Harvey not to tell you I came by because I didn't want you to be mad. I had to make sure you were okay and check up on you. You are always running through my mind whether you know it or not," she gives me a wary smile as she is still waiting for what I have to say to her confession.

"I-..." No words come to mind when I go to say something. I'm so flustered that my brain has decided to cut out on me.

"Are you okay..?" she asks.

"You have no idea how much I wanted to hear you say that," I say breathlessly. Neither of us dare to move from our spots.

"I understand that everything I've said doesn't justify my actions, but I hope it helped even just a little bit. If you are still mad at me I get it," she looks down at the chicks and sadly pets one on the head.

"How can I keep being mad at someone with such a pretty face?" I smirk as my eyes travel around the details of her face, causing her to blush. She makes it so hard to be mad at her and I shouldn't have broke as fast as I did. I should've let her stir in my anger, but her whole confession had my heart absolutely pounding. Oh how badly I just want to kiss her right now.

"I have to get back home now...before it starts pouring. If you have anything else to say or...anything... you know where I live," she kind of hesitates before getting up from the floor. Still mind boggled and speechless, I stupidly let her walk out of the coop.

"Don't turn around and look at my farm on your way back," is all I could stupidly say before she is out of earshot.

She turns to smile at me and cups her hands around her eyes so she can't see from her peripherals.

Stupid stupid stupid, I mentally kick myself for being such an idiot and not making some kind of move.

I lay back onto the floor of the coop in utter foolishness. I stare up at the low ceiling as the chicks use me as their personal playground.

[amberinn]

Decided to share all my drdt related ideas so that you guys could hear about them at some point

Btw you can yoink and take and do any of those if y'want, with credit and stuff

Fuck 'm struggling with this... My lord

I also have MORE like 1/4th of a notebook+ pinboard full of those haha ;

It's a lot, believe me.

Eeveelutions!

Eevee - Min Jeung

Flareon - Ace Jockey (?)

Jolteon - J Moreno

Vapeoreon - Arei Nageishi 

Umbreon - Xander Matthews

Espeon - David Chiem

Leafeon - Hu Jing

Glaceon - Arturo Giles

Sylveon - Whit 

(Nucleon - Charles) (As in from Pokemon Uranium?)

Shiny eevee - Teruko

Shiny umbreon - Teruko post

______________

Say something

I can't

Then you havе forced my hand

Xander

Lower your weapon

No can do

Don't make me fight you, brother

Xander, Xander, Xander

Teruko, Teruko, Teruko

There is no price he won't pay

I am not letting you get in my way

*Teruko gets stabbed by Xander*

My brothers, why?

How are we supposed to trust you now?

Now your time has come, your luck's run out

Now, the time has come to shut you down

You relied on wit and then we died on it

Woah-oh-oh

___________

You can relax, my friend

Huh?

I can tell you're getting nervous

So do yourself a service

And try to relax, my friend

I'm fine, Eden

Think of all that we have been through

We'll survive what we get into

I know that you're tired of the war and bloodshed

Tell me, is this how we're supposed to live?

Look at how you grip your sword, enough said

Why should we take when we could give?

You could show a person that you trust them

When you stop and lower your guard

Here we have a chance for some adjustment

Give it a try, it's not that hard

I'm telling you

This life is amazing when you greet it with open arms

Whatever we face, we'll be fine if we're leading from the heart

No matter the place, we can light up the world, here's how to start

Greet the world with open arms

Greet the world with open arms

(Welcome)

Stay back (stay back)

My friend, greet the world with open arms

We're only here for food (food)

Six hundred friends are waiting for us to show our faces (food)

Stay back, I'm warning you (food)

If we don't get back safely

My men will turn this place into blazes (here you go)

See?

This life is amazing when you greet it with open arms

Whatever we face, we'll be fine if we're leading from the heart

No matter the place, we can light up the world, here's how to start

Greet the world with open arms

Greet the world with open arms

My friend, I wish that I could say that I agree

But look at the way this fruit is glowing and filled with glowing seeds

It took me a while to notice just what kind of fruit they eat

It's a lotus, it controls your mind and never lets you free

That's what we'd get with open arms

Lotus eaters

I'd like to show my friend that kindness is brave

Could you tell me where there's other food to eat?

(The cave)

A cave!

You're saying there's a cave where we could feast?

And where do we sail to find this food-filled cave?

(East, that way)

Thank you!

(Welcome)

This life is amazing when you greet it with open arms

I see in your face, there is so much guilt inside your heart

So why not replace it and light up the world, here's how to start

Greet the world with open arms

Greet the world with open arms

Greet the world with open arms

You can relax, my friend

___________________

"you will be my girl my girl my girl my girl

you will be my world my world my world my world" - lyrics

Them repairing each others hearts

More papa susheria, ice creameria, donuteria brainrots 

Them during pride

‌The moment Charles realises hes in love

‌(Whit is making batter for cupcakes and has a sliver of cake mass on his cheek and Charles reaches up to brush it out as Whit turns to look at him)

Charwhit playing DS.

One really desiring the other

Them baking with each other

Both of them using Tumblr

Charles with a bnnuuyy (Whit with a bnnuuy too they adopt all the bnuuys the bunny couple everrrr)

‌Them dancing in the rain

___________________

Them chilling in animal crossing esque room, on the island, fishing generally

___________________

Charwhit fishing some sort of cool science fish 

___________________

Rose Lacroix eating doritos

__________________

Areden 

Sweet like honey

Sweet like a summer day

Sweet like honey

Sweet like a summer day

Sweet like honey

Sweet like honey honey

Sweet like honey

Sweet like a summer day~

__________________

Whit pinning Charles down on the bed 

‌Whit protecting/shielding Charles from others when Charles is having a meltdown to give him some privacy

__________________

He's a bombshell blonde, wired up to detonate 

I'm James Bond, live to die another day

_________________

‌Charles distracting someone so Whit could sneak in 

Them meeting (Whit greeting a new neighbour)

Whit teaching Charles how to use a car

‌Charles and Whit creechurs 

Cat flower bouquets (also heart shaped for Whit OR Charles)

Whit on a really pretty pastel pink bike cycling to Charles

Them cuddling

Charles commenting how the cats in the village have been dissapeared along the same time monoTV agents have been appearing, Whit saving kittens from cages distracting monoTV

"Cha!" "What, do I call you Whits...?"

"No! Whit, not Whits"

The agents have left this area, you have now unlocked the flower garden!

You can use this location to collect flowers 

Them surrounded by flowers in a flower room

Charles and Whit catching some fucked up fish for a science experiment

- Them in different outfits

- Them in each others room (Charles, Whit)

- Them on the Night Market (Charles, Whit)

- Them flirting on the Night market (booths near each other)

- Zombie apocalypse setting

- Wearing each others clothes

Prince CHArming?

________

That one song that goes 

"Argh ahh ahh shit, no no no no no no no no no no no, BITCH, SHIT NO, DAMN IT, FUCKING GOD, AGH, STUPID, goddamnit come on Man! Fuck, oh fucking god, fuck, no, why, good, no! Fucking kid.. whatever! Oh. No. ArGHH--"

For everything that goes wrong in drdt

____________

It really does give the Xander reaches for Teruko and dies, Teruko reaches for Xander and watches him die, Teruko isolates herself, Eden gives her hope narrative

https://youtu.be/ChVV5EVL4W4?si=TyHsL-VgXITQ7_rc

_____________

It's Eden and her girlfriend Arei and her boyfriend Whit and his boyfriend Charles and his girlfriend Teruko and her girlfriend Veronika and her boyfriend Arturo

____________

Whitrei laying on the grass 

A sliver of grass on Whit's nose as he looks up, Arei digging the dirt and plomping it down on Whit's hand

____________

‌Charuko where Charles comes back with a grocery back and Teruko is the queen of the crows //both prompts are claimed by my bestie mercuriee theyre actually not up to being yoinked

‌Charuko where Charles and Teruko are plopped down on a lot of fluffy pillows in a nice bed

____________

‌Whit cuddling into Charles hand a blushing mess

____________

https://youtu.be/B85mAai1XZI?si=PHFr3tIL00sFJsIN

Iruoma  ?  And Harumiu irukawa....

_____________

‌Whit finds Charles who is trapped in a mirror, lacking a real friend he befriends him

_____________

Charwhit au where both of them fail to become ultimates and end up going to school that teaches programming

_____________

Teruko:

Argh, it's just that... *brushes finger across a photo of Xander *

Whit: *snatches it and ties it to a brick and throws it out the window *     Isn't here!

Teruko:  WHIT.

Whit: out of sight out of mind, isn't he?

In a cool room

________________

Charwhit dancing in that snowball christmas decoration except the insides of that ball are their life

‌Charwhit inspired boba recipes

_______________

https://youtu.be/ph9vQASpv6M?si=Ecu27a5yPsdPY9mt

Charwhit 

_______________

Whit kissing Charles with a draining kiss

Whit kissing Charles collarbone

Charwhit in pokemon trainer gear with a litten between them

Charwhit sensually pre kissing in various shades

_______________

Whit hanging out with Rose in winter outfits

Whit when Rose is painting 

Whit kissing Rose's nose while she is painting something 

Whit kissing Rose's cheek while she's having hot chocolate 

Whit kissing Rose's forehead while they're cuddling on the bed

Rose patting Whit's hair while they're sharing an electric blanket heating up

"It's such a rush, girl

Everytime we touch, girl"

They’re upstairs downstairs neighbours who fall in love au when - missmercuriee's idea

Au ideas where Whit is in a cute heart pink punkband of sorts idk and Rose loves it and is payed to design a poster for their next concert - missmercuriee's idea

Rosewhit slow dancing

Love grows where my (rose)mary goes by Edison light house but it’s just rosewhit - missmercuriees idea and i need to listen to the song

I like the dynamic of aloof quiet girl and loud flirty guy

I was thinking more over how Rose is struggling with everything that is traumatising and Whit is like a soft bandaid and a kiss and a hug

Also Whit describing to Rose what his mom looked like or showing her a picture and Rose sorta just doing her best to recreate a memory Whit has of her

___________

Mai wchodząca na egzamin wiedząć że always to podpaski 

___________

Taco - Puppeteer EPIC

Acevid - Wrecking Ball // mother mother

___________

He’d make hu jing play the zither for him and he’ll pretend like he doesn’t care but sometimes when he misses her he watches her concerts on YouTube to hear her voice and fall asleep - huturo, miss mercuriees idea

Ace with a galarian zigzagoon

_____________

"can't we be seventeen?

is that so hard to do?

if you could let me in...

I could be good with you!"

"People hurt us

Or they vanish 

And you're right!

It really blows... 

But we let go

Take a deep breath 

And go buy some summer clothes!" 

Charuko 

___________

If I can, If I can give them all the execution

Then I can, then I can be your only execution

If I can have you back, I will run the execution

Though we are trapped, we are trapped ah

I've , I've studied how to properly LO-O-OVE

Question me question me I can answer all LO-O-OVE

I know the algerbratic expression of LO-O-OVE

Though you are free, I are trapped, trapped in LO-O-OVE

Execution

MIN

__________

Just imagine being human, hating your confusion

Denying 'til it's proven, laughing at illusion

Thinking institution's the solution

While tyranny and irony float in its pollution

Imagine reducing yourself to your name

Janet, you've got no one else you can blame

You've stuck all your conscience inside of your brain

Charwhit

___________

Rose is really artsy cause she’s the ultimate art forger so she makes Whit funny looking socks all the time //missmercuriee's idea

___________

Rocket ships will take off

Whether you're in them or not

And it's sad, but it's the truth 

The world will still turn without you

And when your bones turn to earth

You'll ask me---

What was I worth?

I'll simply plant a flower above you...

And you can watch it grow

You can watch it grow

You can watch it... grow

Whit

________

Charuko where Charles buys Teruko tiger lily

________

J Moreno 

Copyright copyright copyright copyright 

________

Xander with a slip "take action" and red and blood

________

Goals and values with Charles Cuevas and Whit

Charwhit red string of fate Whit tangles in it

________

Charuko cuddling after an investigation 

Asking about Teruko's stitches 

gently touching through the clothes 

Curled up into Charles body 

Sighing 

Teruko holding onto Charles for protection and from pain 

Charuko where they're at a shop looking over at their wedding bands (the newly weds)

_______

"Nicolas, take the animals from the living room. Now"

"Ma... My name's Nico...?" ;

(While they're reading a book or something)

"Yes 

Yes

Yes

Yes

Yes

Yes

Yes"

Stop spamming me, what the fuck I'm on the stage 

Sorry, my phone crashed 

Honest mistake? My bad

Xanvid

Arei: Mamo, jak to jest mieć najlepszą córkę na świecie?

M: Nie wiem kochanie, musisz zapytać babci 

Levi: Przepraszam

We wtorki mi odpierdala (after the trial)

What's up Nico? 

You're sitting there pretty quietly

(Social interaction, uh oh)

Whit to Charles: 

You know if we met under normal circumstances February 15th this year would be a greeaaaaat birthday party...

Charuko fanfiction where Teruko laughs and banters with Charles as he treats her burn //this IS an actual fanfiction i just wanted to do fanart of it, also why is there only 7 works underneath the Charuko tag wtf i expected more out of this fandom /j

What do you mean I can't come there in jeans 

It's a special occasion, Whit.

But I don't have those kinds of clothes 

Charwhit at school

That gay triangle, but it's just a gay rainbow filled Whit drawing full of symbolism (and or David maybe)

Charles and Whit meet for the first time on Valentine's day

David Chiem eating peanut butter straight out of the jar

Love you so - Xanruko 

 microwaving Charles under that tan machine

Teruko getting a hallucination of Min watching her sleep full of care, before she feels her chest tighten and as Min fades Teruko breaks out into a sob and decides to skip going out that day

i am so happy for you and your ugly fucking boyfriend im serious <- Teruko to Xander about David

Idolising a politician is like believing the stripper really likes you

I need a cigarette and to die - Teruko

Whit kissing Charles hand

(Did you know that the knuckles are an erogenous zone?)

Don’t worry Nico, Ace is just a hater - David

It’s okay I’ll discipline him - Hu Jing (I said that haha)

Min eating bubbly chocolate Milka

Someone: Wait wait wait, is this about Xander? (To David)

Whit: You’re gonna trigger an allergic reaction, careful there! (I said that as well I love DM induced content ideas)

David: *opens his mouth as if to speak*

Whit: There it goes! (Tgere its goes !) *laughing

Arturo with an Altaria

Hu Jing with Swanna (aaaaa it’s like Xan Bing!!! :DD) // Xan Bing isnt exactly what shes called i just don't know chinese v well, me and mercuriees idea

Nico Hakobyan using a yes/no generator wheel to decide whether to murder Ace (it landed on yes)

Nico: This sounds wrong

Hu Jing: THAT’S PLAIN UP WRONG

Teruko: You’ve got that wrong 

Whit: me and my boyfriend are making a new way of creating a chemical war weapon (mentions)

Hu Jing: Come here Arei, and YOU fucker! I bet I can beat BOTH OF YOU. (Ace)

J, sarcastic: Hi fucker! 

Did you stop in to see my mom?

An old and beat up fishing rod (Teruko’s)

Teruko fishing in pokemon 

(shiny magikarp)

David: I feel so sigma with that Ohio gyatt rn 

Kneel before me Whit Young 

Your ass is so flat it’s low placement is not even on the list 

What in the sleep deprivation is this man 

Trans Charles or something 

Rose with Morellul 

Whit with Fidough and Swirlix making Swirlix super sweet pancakes (headcanon that his taste in food is so sweet it’s atrocious, because he makes overly sweet food all the time to keep his pokemon soso healthy)

Also Solosis 

MonoTV with Duraludon protecting it

Min with Ralts

David with a Seviper

Min feeding her Ralts experience candy (eating it herself aswell)

Whit holding his phone by the charger (on his wallpaper is a picture of Arei hanging)

Min and Eden chilling in that Polish Warsaw clock palace 

Veronika and Eden in Polish old town in Warsaw

Charwhit hanging out 

(Whit being a priority)

Whit being excited and looking forward to smooching Charles 

These two creating a love potion

Whit emberrasing Charles by telling him everything that’s just so goddamn good about him

Them cuddling in the relaxation room

Charles trying to be more outgoing (mostly with Whit)

Whit afraid of the visions he sees, if not hopeless 

Three things you love about your life:

-Sweets(?)

- Your mom

- Charles

What inspires you (Marie Curie idk lmao)

What is your big dream? (W: to get into a relationship)

Something you are currently working on (place in here one fun chemical experiment)

How do you procrastinate?

With Charles <3

What are you grateful for?

Whit

One small step you can take towards your big dream, but it’s just Whit holding Charles face nervously 

What bad habits do you have?

Nico and Ace as that 

Your fursona is cringe meme

[memeapple2]

Tails gets trolled rp starters part 1

yeah 😔 yes I'm leaving in the typos beacuse it's funnier that way :^) Fight me nerds!!

"Fuck you trolls!"

"They can't troll you if their dead!"

"I'm so mad, I'm gonna have sex with my girlfriend so I won't be so mad."

"Dumbass will learn."

"Mad? U Mad? U look mad U stupid bitch!"

"sorry *insert name* if this looks gay to the viewers."

"the art of trolling was actually started from humans but it wasn't called trolling it was called being a dick but back in the middle ages i was being made fun of because i wasn't human."

"im extremely hurt you would think im a douche. it might not look like it but i have feelings and you hurt them."

"hey can you put that on a coaster?"

"They have been getting trolled. you know how it is. there calling *insert name* gay and shit they cant take it."

"the way to stop a troll. is to become his friend .as his friend you can show him the right path!"

*-goes back to knitting-*

"come i will talk to these kids and stop this hate with kindness!"

"sometimes there is need to do whats needed, if it was up to me *insert name* would be dead and we would never have to worry"

"im not gay I have a girl friend and i would like it if this conflict to end in peace"

"you must not know who i am. i have alot of talent and i have lots of friends. one of my friends is right beside me . and for what your saying isn't true, so i am not afended by your hateful comments"

"ehhh...... im gonna ignore what you just said and ask you one more time. lets end this hate and become friends"

"why don't we just be friends this is stupid"

"ok im gonna take a random guess and say you guys failed with that peace crap"

"i fucking knew it"

"hello dickheads so your the trolls i heard about"

"hey do you see that? it looks like a group of pokemon.coming at us"

"for a em→→breaded donkey i can sure fuck your mom hard."

"there isn't. you remember what happen when you guys tried peace? you cant talk to them. there to oblivious"

"yea remind me next time to not kill such a fat person"

"high shovel!"

"ok i'm gonna go back to sleep now good night."

"banana"

"don't worry man I killed the fat one. its all cool man. i know all about the taste for blood"

"thank you for proving that peace isn't shit. when it comes to trolls. your a good friend"

" *insert name* Wake up! you fucked up big time!"

"People can't troll me beacuse I have no ears. They can't troll me if I can't hear them!"

"What? I don't have fucking ears!"

"If you don't mind I'd like to continue knitting this!"

"did you know with seat belts people die all the time in car crashes? I thought that was interesting!"

"have you ever been bitch slapped from lack of listening? Lack of doing what you're told? Beacuse I'm not that far from slapping you."

"which means I can be super powerful and kick everyone's ass..I'm gonna be awesomely badass!"

"trust me this plan will be better beacuse I'm gonna smoke my smart weed! I'm smarter when I'm high."

"Why are you filled with so much hatred and aggression? I'm finding it difficult to assume what you must have went through to mold you into the person standing in front of me now."

"Hey troll! FUCK YOU!!!"

"hmmmm this isn't as i thought it would be, killing people is really boring and all these annoying screams, i mean damn."

"Yeah that wasn't very good. I tried to do something similar to high shovel. Let's just forget about this."

"there is no need for any blood shed, this problem can be solved with out any villains"

"I do all kinds of stupid and gay shit."

"I’m starting to think that even if we pray our hearts out and know that we do wrong, that maybe there are things that god can’t fix and maybe, instead of putting our hope in god to fix all our problems we take action for our mistakes and learn from them."

"Sorry it took us so long to save you from TIME PRISON. So what did you do in TIME PRISON?"

"You gotta calm down bro, chill man, smoke a joint!"

"After 50 years I started to feel like I was losing my sanity so I started to break my fingers and I would just break my fingers and set them again. "

" I started breaking all my bones. I broke every bone in my hands. I broke my arms, separately, and then I started to break my own ribs. I broke my femurs, it took a while. And then I healed and broke them again."

"After 5000 years my bones were all scar tissue. They had all grown so solidly back together that I was unable to move. "

"And after another 5000 years of furious infinitesimal movement, I built up enough muscle mass to spontaneously break any bone in my body, and then I could move again. "

"My body had done so much healing that I healed almost instantly. That’s all I do now. Every time I move my body, my bones shatter and heal back in my next shape. If I take a single step, every bone in my legs splinters and then reforms. I don’t know what pain is because I have been alive for 10 million years."

"Okay but it looks like your walking normal."

"Well that's just stupid."

"oh sorry i forgot about this and took a nap and then took a shit. im so sorry i forgot but no worries man im here now"

"ahhhhh........................................................ yeah i dont know."

"hey your awful lonely. you must be a looser or something."

"this is the down side of having no ears, i can't hear if *insert name* is screaming for help or not, i mean i have no clue if hes screaming towards me back, so damn it having no ears kind of blows."

"hhahahahahahahahha i dont even know what the fuck you said?"

"i was trolled until i got bigger and stronger then them now i am feared"

".................... i have no importance to this story line what so ever, i think im gonna go."

"wow that story was super amazingly awesome, im not even joking right now"

"ahhhhhh so gay"

"we neutral's dont take sides in childish battles that normal people do. to pick sides is fullish."

"well most of the trolls are stupid but they all think there smart it's funny if you think about it."

"ummm. what object is like that? huh? ........ its unbreakable and its breakable? how is that possible? is it a liquid? hmmm i don't understand ?"

"now im gonna kick you right in your hairy ballsack"

"ok everyone! do you guys see this paper? well theres nothing on it yet but there will be"

"hey guys i was just telling him the plan. we are gonna do a all nighter and get fucked up hahaha its gonna be sweet."

"What? what are you talking about? We can discuss this further when there's not a gun in my face.."

"shut up, i got this alright, i got this shit in the bag, you'll see."

[jinisnuggets]

𝔹𝕒𝕕 𝔹𝕠𝕪 𝕋𝕣𝕚𝕠

ᵖᵃⁱʳⁱⁿᵍˢ: ᵇᵃᵈ ᵇᵒʸ! ˢᵃⁿ ˣ ᵒʳᵈⁱⁿᵃʳʸ ˢᵗᵘᵈᵉⁿᵗ! ᶠᵉᵐ ʸⁿ

ᵍᵉⁿʳᵉ: ʰⁱᵍʰ ˢᶜʰᵒᵒˡ ᵃᵘ, ᶠˡᵘᶠᶠ, ᵃⁿᵍˢᵗ, ᵇᵉˢᵗ ᶠʳⁱᵉⁿᵈˢ ° ˡᵒᵛᵉʳˢ

ʷᵒʳᵈ ᶜᵒᵘⁿᵗ: 1.8ᵏ

ʷᵃʳⁿⁱⁿᵍˢ: ˢᵉᵒⁿᵍʰʷᵃ! ʸᵘⁿʰᵒ! ˢᵃⁿ! ᵇᵃᵈ ᵇᵒʸˢ, ᵇⁱᵗ ᵗᵒˣⁱᶜ, ᵗᵒʸⁱⁿᵍ ʷⁱᵗʰ ᶠᵉᵉˡⁱⁿᵍˢ, ˢˡⁱᵍʰᵗ ᵇᵘˡˡʸⁱⁿᵍ ᵐᵉⁿᵗⁱᵒⁿ.

ˢʸⁿᵒᵖˢⁱˢ: ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵒˡᵈᵉʳ ᵇʳᵒᵗʰᵉʳ ʸᵘⁿʰᵒ ʰᵃᵖᵖᵉⁿˢ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ᵃ ᵖᵃʳᵗ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉ ʰⁱᵍʰ ˢᶜʰᵒᵒˡ ᵇᵃᵈ ᵇᵒʸ ᵗʳⁱᵒ, ᵃˡᵗʰᵒᵘᵍʰ ᵉᵛᵉʳʸᵒⁿᵉ ᵏⁿᵉʷ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᵗʰᵉʸ ᵈⁱᵈⁿ'ᵗ ʰᵃʳᵐ ᵃⁿʸᵒⁿᵉ, ⁱᵗ ˢᵗⁱˡˡ ᵐᵃᵈᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ᵃ ʳᵉᵖᵘᵗᵃᵗⁱᵒⁿ ᵇᵉᶜᵃᵘˢᵉ ᵒᶠ ʰⁱˢ ᵃᶜᵗⁱᵒⁿˢ. ʰᵒʷᵉᵛᵉʳ, ʷʰᵉⁿ ʸᵒᵘ ᶠⁱʳˢᵗ ˡᵃⁱᵈ ᵉʸᵉˢ ᵒⁿ ᵒⁿᵉ ᵒᶠ ʰⁱˢ ᶠʳⁱᵉⁿᵈˢ ʸᵒᵘ ᶠᵉˡˡ ʰᵉᵃᵈ ᵒᵛᵉʳ ʰᵉᵃˡˢ ᶠᵒʳ ʰⁱᵐ.

ᵃᵘᵗʰᵒʳˢ ⁿᵒᵗᵉ: ⁱ ʷᵃˢ ʷᵒʳᵏⁱⁿᵍ ᵒⁿ ᵗʰⁱˢ ᶠᵒʳ ᵗᵒᵒ ˡᵒⁿᵍ ˢᵒ ᵗʰᵉ ᵉⁿᵈ ⁱˢ ᵏⁱⁿᵈᵃ ʳᵘˢʰᵉᵈ, ⁱ'ˡˡ ᶜᵒᵐᵉ ᵇᵃᶜᵏ ᵗᵒ ⁱᵗ ˡᵃᵗᵉʳ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵉᵈⁱᵗ ⁱᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ᵃ ᵇⁱᵗ ᵐᵒʳᵉ ᵉˣᵖˡᵃⁱⁿᵃᵇˡᵉ.

ᵇʳⁱᵉᶠ ⁱⁿᵗʳᵒᵈᵘᶜᵗⁱᵒⁿ ᵗᵒ ᵐʸ ᵇˡᵒᵍ

You had a reputation.

Not a good one, but not a bad one.

You were a good student, decently popular, and got along with people.

However, some people stayed away from you.

Because your brother… Yunho.

Just had to be a part of the school's bad boy trio.

As you walked down the hall you felt the eyes stare at you… watch your every move, as people in the crowded hallways stepped aside and went silent as you walked to your locker.

You never said you hated the respect they showed for you, what you disliked was the fear they felt upon seeing you.

You opened your locker and started picking your things for your next class, before seeing a hand slam against the locker next to yours, scared from the loud noise you looked over and saw your best friend.

"Your brother skipped class again."

"Again?"

"Yep, think they probably went to the rooftop to get some fresh air."

"Haha, I'm not surprised. They always do that."

"Yeah."

You shut your locker and picked up your books.

"Thinking of it, why aren't you with your brother's influence?"

"My brother's not a bad person, but I felt like that entire bad kid thing wasn't for me. I don't want people to fear me, but guess even so people still do."

"Well, they're bad boys not bullies."

Your classroom went silent as you walked in, people stared at you and started whispering. You surely felt awkward but you didn't think much of it.

You knew what they said about you either way.

Class started but you quickly got bored. You were above average on intelligence and felt like you wanted to step out for a second, you couldn't focus and felt like going somewhere else to chill for a sec might help you.

So you got up and went to the bathroom.

"Hey."

Turning around you came face to face with a guy, definitely older then you, looking like a junior or senior. He was tall, and looked quite intimidating.

"Can I help you?"

"Where is Jeong?"

Immediately you became annoyed, seeming like the only reason you even exist is because of your brother.

"I don't know, look for him yourself."

Before you could turn around you felt a hand slap past your cheek, it was painful, but you gathered courage to look up at him in anger.

"What's wrong with you?"

"I knew it, you're just as crazy as your brother.*

"Watch your damn mouth."

You hissed, putting your hands down and off of your burning cheek.

"Hey you bastard, who gave you permission to hit my younger sister?"

"Until you finally show up."

You looked over at your brother, as he stood a few inches away from the mysterious person who had searched for him.

"I guess hurting your sister is what summons you, maybe I should do it more often."

Yunho's eyes filled with rage.

"Say it again I dare you."

"What if I put it to the test instead?"

Before you could douge it, he threw you onto the ground with yet another slap, but this time.. you felt two arms wrap around you. You heard two muffled voices, but couldn't make out what they were saying.

Until afterwards… when you heard the two sentences be said repeatedly:

"Are you okay?"

And…

"Yunho stop!"

Your eyes immediately shifted on the disaster in front of you, seeing Yunho landing punches on the unknown guy, Seonghwa running towards your brother, you and whoever was behind you also ran over to assist.

Although you managed to control him, you noticed Seonghwa still had to hold the other guy.

"Yn! Are you okay?"

You snapped out of the shock and looked behind you.

"Oh… yeah! I'm fine…"

You stared at the unknown friend of your brother, you had never seen him before… especially not with Yunho.

"Umm… what's your name?"

"Oh me? I'm San."

"San huh.. I've never seen you."

"I've always been here."

He reached out for his pocket and took out a candy, unwrapping it and placing it in his mouth.

"Yn, how long has this guy been harassing you?"

You barely focused on Seonghwa's question, as you were to busy focusing on this new friend called San.

Short black hair, small eyes, perfect cheek bones.

When you thought about it, he was technically perfect in your eyes, he was your ideal type.

"Yn?"

You focused back on Seonghwa and nodded

"Yeah…"

"Yeah?"

"What did you ask again..?"

Seonghwa looked confused, it wasn't typical for you to not pay attention, he's known you for as long as he's known Yunho, it was abnormal.

***

"Yn."

You heard your brother call your name from the kitchen, you got up and walked over.

"How long has he been acting like that?"

"Who? The guy yesterday?"

"Yeah."

"Yesterday was the first time he ever came to me."

Yunho looked at the bandage that covered your cheek, which had turned red from the hard hits.

"Yunho."

Yunho looked up at you, his eyes softened and he smiled.

"Yeah?"

"Why didn't you introduce me to the other guy San?"

"You didn't know about him? He's the most popular one out of all of us in the school."

"How long have you known him?"

"Since we got the name of the bad boy trio."

"So like 3 years ago?"

"Yep."

"How come I never knew?*

"You've heard the name before but you didn't pay much attention, the name San is wildly known in the school."

"That's odd…"

"You seem quite interested in him."

"Oh, I didn't mean to sound that way.. I'm just confused"

Yunho's face again softens into a soft smile and light eyes.

You and San got to know each other, until it was practically obvious that you liked him.

San being a part of school bad boys doesn't let his feelings show at all too easily, so nobody really knows if he likes you back.

"Yn!"

"Hello, can I help you?"

"Are you actually with San?"

"..No..?"

"Be careful with him, his reputation doesn't lie. He's broken the hearts of many girls in the past."

"What?"

"What did you expect? Someone that famous to have never had a girlfriend?"

You weren't surprised, your very own brother had dated multiple girls in the past and often he was the one to end it. San was no exception.

"I'm not dating San. We're nothing else but friends, can you leave me alone now?"

"Yn! You can't date him!"

"Listen, if you like him, go tell him. Shoo, go."

Your classmate walks away, you could see the look of anger generated on her face. She just wanted the best for you but you were pretty fed up with her.

_______________________________________

"You're gonna get with Yn?"

"Not yet."

San reached in to grab a candy from his pocket, Seonghwa watched as he did so, concern washing over his face.

"San.. she really likes you.. you can't do this to her.."

San unwrapped the wrapper and placed the candy in his mouth.

"Might as well have a bit of fun with her."

Seonghwa flicked San's head, San immediately looked up at Seonghwa.

"Hey!?"

"Do you know how to do anything but toy with someone?"

"Excuse me?"

"Do you even like Yn? Or is this all just another sick plan of yours?"

"Of course I like Yn!"

"Then why toy with her? Betray her trust?"

"Can't I have a bit of fun with her? Before getting with her?"

"It might be too late. She won't love you forever.*

"She might. If she lets go I'll just bring her back."

Seonghwa shakes his head and facepalms himself.

"You do you, but I don't wanna see Yn crying."

"Why does it matter so much to you."

"I've known Yn longer than you.. she's like a little sister I never had."

San looks at Seonghwa and nods, before leaving.

Every single day since then, San would be extremely flirty with girls, when a girl confesses her love he would be flirty with his rejection.

He wouldn't pay attention to what you said and when he did he gave you short answers, this didn't bother you as much as he thought it would, he would start giving you false information just so he could get what he wanted out of you. However this got on your nerves enough.

You couldn't bear the feeling of one of your best friends acting this way…

As you went to the bathroom during class one day, you ran into the trio. However, oddly enough. Greeted everyone but San.

San, confused as ever, stared at you. Seonghwa glared over at him before looking back at you.

"You guys should go, I'll be in here or in class if you need me."

They all nodded except for San, who grabbed your arm as the others left.

"What do you want?"

San got startled by the way you responded.

"I'm sorry, I went too far."

"I don't have time for this right now, let me go."

"I kinda like this personality of yours."

You slapped his hand away and moved aside.

"Okay then, I'll show it to you more often."

It did hurt you to act so coldly to San, he was the one who cared for you the most when you got hurt, he was always there somehow.

You walked away but San grabbed you once again, however this time he kissed you.

A long, warm passionate kiss, as if you guys had known each other for over 10 years.

Your lips melted in the warm feeling of San's lips touching yours, circulating all over your mouth. Sometimes making it to your chin.

You could stay here forever, you never forgot that San was a good person despite his reputation.

"Next time don't play with me, I'm not your doll."

You said in a quite aggressive tone, San looked at you in pure shock as he hesitated for a moment.

"Sorry."

You giggled as you pulled him into a friendly hug, feeling the warmth of his body pressing up against yours.

[gooseonthetable]

HI WELCOME TO THIS PLACE!! :D

I run a lot of gimmicks, so you might recognize me (≧∇≦)/

We are pro endogenic, but are a traumagenic system!! :D

I am a system, and I'm going to start using a tagging system. haha get it? OKAY SO (under the cut)

- Maril | 🦀

They/he!! I guess!!

also I might be a cat therian idk so :D

- Goose | 🪿

They/them maybe he they're working on that

Goose is the name of the uhm, host? or their online name. that's the main person. don't ask why they're not first I didn't think about that

- ??? | 🎀

We don't have a name for them yet unfortunately, so we'll fill that in later lol

They/them I think, but they may use they/she

loves lolita clothes. mad that we don't have lolita clothes.

- Kek | 🦘

He/him?

Fronted like. Once. Or twice. Chose a name for them self, though. To my knowledge. I don't know much about them. Pretty chill, I associate them with orange, kangaroos, and they seem to like this orange koala plush we have

- Wink | X3

scene kid. i don't know their pronouns

and more i think!! :D

☆♬○♩●♪✧♩ Guide to Writing Ideas with Goose ♩✧♪●♩○♬☆

|_ System intro, copy pasted from pluralkit!!

🌌 The EcoSystem ⭐

🚀

🌟 🌙 🪐 ☀️

🌕 Collective name ; Eco

🌖 Collective prns ; He/xey/they/it

🌗 Collective gender id ; Nonbinary/Enby

🌘 Collective orientation ; Trixic

🌑 Bodily age ; 14

🌟 🌙 🪐 ☀️

✨ {Sys orgin / other sys info}

We are a non-disordered traumagenic system! That we know of. We are seeking diagnosis

🪐 Frq fronters -

☆ Host

☆ Goose

☆ Maril

☆ RGB

🌟 🌙 🪐 ☀️

☄️ Interest ; Space, chemistry, will rant about crabs

🌍 DNI ; Proship (if you wish to discuss this), fakeclaim, TERFs, basic DNI

💫 Other info ; Ask us about our Book of Crabs/Crab Notebook!!

🌟 🌙 🪐 ☀️

As a guide, posts tagged with 'writing ideas with goose' are, well, writing ideas

Key:

[MC] - Main character

[SC] - Side/supporting character (usually in main cast)

[LI] - Love interest (of main character)

[NPC] - Character of low importance

[---CONNECT HERE---] - Connect with other writing idea, posted here, by another writer, or your own

[FF] - Father figure/father friend/dad friend

^when they're not shipped with anyone

[MF] - Mother figure/mother friend/mom friend

^those two are usually shipped together. sometimes MF is male in my imagining of it and sometimes FF is female. Most of the time, both are male, because men are largely there and gay in a lot of shows and fandom I'm in

[PF] - Parental figure

I also make art, on my art account! @gooseontheloosearts :3

[killingfrankie]

MY THOUGHTS ON THE OBC CAST RECORDING OF MEAN GIRLS.

‘A Cautionary Tale’: Honestly the best start to a musical ever. I’m obsessed with this song so much it’s insane. The little ‘nice’ from Damian and then ‘thank you’ from Janis after the ‘you can’t buy integrity from the mall’ line is SO SATISFYING. So good.

‘It Roars’: The transition into this song is so seamless and perfect and it’s so catchy. It shows how separated Cady is from society and it helps make sense of who she is, why she acts the way she does and how enthusiastic she is to finally join a more “normal community/society”. Does that make sense?. I am personally thankful that it was cut from the movie and replaced by ‘What Ifs’ because I just don't think it would’ve translated well. And that’s okay! Some things are better left untouched.

‘Where Do You Belong?’: “your mother called you babygirl?” “singing ha ha ha” SO GOOD. Damian is so funny. In the musical and the new movie Damian has so much more personality and more of a backstory and it’s so good. SO MAD THIS WAS CUT THOUGH. Grey slayed this song. The introduction to Damian and Janis for Cady. Perfect.

‘Meet The Plastics’: Silly silly Cady so so so curious. The way they describe the plastics in the beginning💀so funny. “MY NAME IS REGINA GEEEEORRRRRRRGE” LITERAL FUCKING CHILLS I LOVE TAYLOR LOUDERMAN. Her intro is so fucking real. HATE the 115 line tho. Thank goodness they changed it. Mad they cut karen and Gretchen’s parts from the movie tho 🙁 GRETCHEN’S VERSE IS SO GOOD BRO. straight and to the point. Karen’s intro is so funny. I love Karen. They could never make me hate her. “That’s it! :D” kate rockwell oh how i love you. WHEN ALL THEIR VERSES MERGE IS SO GOOD. i'm personally a Regina girl so I sing the ‘heeeeeres where you belong here's where you belong.’ “NO REALLY SAY IT.” SO GOOD. “come sit with us tomorrow! It’ll be fetch!”

‘Stupid With Love’: LOOOOOOVE. I used to not really like this song but it’s grown on me a lot and I love how unhinged Erika gets. “Do you have an eraser?” “i would love to :3” cadyyyyyyyy heroooonnnnnn. SO GOOD. “jinx!” “ha ^_^ IM ASTOUNDED AND NONPLUSSED. I AM FILLED WITH CALCULUST.” I LOVE HER. this song is so good. I also personally really like Angourie’s version too.

‘Apex Predator’: i can play this song on piano. SO GOOD. i love this song so much. Have you guys seen rachel zeglers cover? Cady using metaphors to present Regina’s behaviour and her power is so clever and it’s just so fun to listen to. When janis and cady both sing “she’s queen of beasts” THEY SOUND SO GOOD TOGETHER BRO. “HOW CAN YOU OUTSMAAAAARRRRRRRT THE APEX PREDATOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR”

‘What’s Wrong With Me?’: Gretchen :((( I feel like i cry to this song a lot. It’s just like, gretchen, honey, you dont deserve this.  “Mama called me beautiful. Dont believe her anymore, now im listening to you.” REGINA LOOK WHAT YOU’VE DONE WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS SHE’S JUST A BABY😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 the final “WHAT’S WRONG WITH ME” AND SHE BELTS. SO GOOD. translated so well on screen.

‘Stupid With Love (Reprise)’: i’ve never been a big fan of aaron but i don’t have any issues with him but this is satisfying to listen to. “So i’m swearing off of dating.” “Shit.🥲” . “hey whats the date?” “october 3rd! MY NEW FAVOURITE DAY!”

‘Sexy’: KAREN I LOVE YOU. this song translates so well onto screen from stage. Kate slayed this song and so did avantika. I love how passionate karen is about halloween. This song is such a BOP too. The beat is so addicting. “I CAN BE” ateeee. She knows who she is and she SLAYED. When she lists the costumes. Chefs kiss. The whole sex cancer bit is so good. Thank you for curing sex cancer karen! “THIS IS MODERN FEMINISM TALKING. I EXPECT TO RUN THE WORLD IN SHOES I CANNOT WALK IN.” ICONIC. PERFECT. INCREDIBLE.

‘Someone Gets Hurt’: literal chills. Like actual goosebumps. “Yes i look perfect” yes you do. I can play this on guitar. SO FUCKING GOOD ISTG. so tense. I’d give in to her immediately. She’s so intoxicating i swear to god. This song captures regina SO WELL. there’s so many astonishing little vocal moments. Taylor louderman is literally one of my favourite vocalists of all time she’s so fucking good to listen to. The amount of emotion in her voice is incredible. “IT’S FINE FOR YOU IT’S FINE TO FLIRT. AND GOD YOU’RE HOT WHY DO YOU EVEN WEAR A SHIRT.” actually fucking insane i love her.

‘Revenge Party’: this song is so fun and actually batshit crazy i love it. It really shows how creative Janis and Damian are. This for me is where Cady turns for the worst. I hate the whole theme where they fuck with regina’s weight to take her down. It’s genuinely disgusting and thats one of my only problems with mean girls. Like ik they’re all mean girls but still. Gretchens whole meltdown is so fucking funny. I love gretchen so much. The final chorus is so fun.

‘Fearless’: gretchen not being able to function without having a “boss” is iconic but also someone get her a therapist. This song is so fun. Like all of them singing about not being scared of regina and then regina coming in and changing the song to the chords of SGH and then basically warning them that she will get them back. Again, CHILLS.

‘Stop’: MY FAV ATM. SO FUN. SO MAD THEY CUT IT FROM THE MOVIE. JAQUEL WOULD’VE SERVED. So catchy and addicting i love it so much. The “stop” before giving examples hits every time. “MY GOD GIRL, HE’S JUST A GUY!” SO TRUE!!! Janis calling out Damian about Phillip is so funny. Damian going insane over phillip is so funny. “For four whole weeks i trolled and dissed her. THEN I FOUND OUT SHE WAS HIS SISTER.” CRYING ITS SO FUNNY. Then all the girls saying their mistakes. It just gets gradually more sad. “Good work ladies lets take a break” A 5-6-7-8 ! “ TAP BREAK. ICONIC. Him calling her out by saying “stop. Being glued to your phone, counting followers and likes and IGNORING YOUR FRIENDS.” and then the. “She’s leaving! JUST LIKE MY DAD!” IS SO FUNNY.

‘What’s Wrong With Me? (Reprise)’: again with the “boss” :( also having mrs george in the reprise is so funny and it makes so much sense. Bless they’re both trying so hard. “You’ll be worshipped for years.. Then she’ll turn three and everything’s wrong with me” REGINA WHAT DID YOU DO TO YOUR MOTHER 😭😭

‘Whose House Is This?’: SO addicting and fun. “WHOSE HOUSE IS THIS? ITS MY HOUSE NOW.” im so thankful kevin kind of got a song. He’s so funny. “WHOSE HOUSE IS THIS?” “IT WAS ALWAYS MY HOUSE😭” SO FUNNY.

‘More Is Better’: am i the only one who thinks aaron kinda over-reacted here when he called cady a clone of regina… likeeeeee it’s not that deep bro. Also when it alludes to ‘i see stars’ is so cute. She’s JUST a girl. And she’s not wrong. Regina wouldn’t let that girl talk to him in a normal conversation. What else was she supposed to do? Aaron does have some points tho about how she’s changing herself to it in. but he shouldn’t be scrutinising her for it.. Like bro just reassure her that you like how she normally is… cutesy song tho

‘Someone Gets Hurt (Reprise)’: this entire sequence is genuinely insane and so fucking good and i am obsessed with barrett so much like she’s so talented. And Auli'i ate it up in the movie too.

‘World Burn’: GOOSEBUMPS. The start of this scene is so sad in the movie… TAYLOR LOUDERMAN ATE THIS SONG UP. not a fan of the use of the d slur tho. V happy they changed it for the movie. The intensity of this song makes me feel like im entering my villain era. “But you didnt finish my oooooofoffffff. MY NAME IS REGINA GEORGE.” CHILLS BRO CHILLS. “AND YOU CAN QUOTE THIS. WOAHOHOHOOOOOHHHOHHHH.” “MEAN. MEAN. MEEEEEEEEEEAN.” I LOVE HER BRO YOU DONT UNDERSTAND. “SOO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAN. I WANNA WATCH THE WORLD BURN.” I C O N I  C.

‘I’d Rather Be Me’: i can play this song on piano too. It’s so good. I love it so much. Probably my fav when i first watched the musical. My fav thing is the chanting of “janis janis janis janis” and it is so satisfying. Im sad they cut it from the movie. Janis’ redemption arc is so fucking good. Love a queen who will do anything to be authentically themself. “everyBODY has opinions but tht doesnt make them true.” i prefer the ‘every asshole’ from the movie but the everyBODY still hits.

‘Do This Thing’: “YO YO YO MATHLETES STATE CHAMPIONSHIPS, WHAT! FIRST FEMALE EVER ON THE TEAM, WHAT! A BOXED LUNCH WILL BE PROVIDED, WHAT!” SO FUCKING FUNNY BROOOOO. “I’m a lean, mean, math machine” okay cady. Whatever floats ur boat queen. That line kinda hits. The part where they’re solving equations hits so hard. Kevin is so funny. “YOU LIKE THAT MARYMOUNT?!?!” cady ate it up towards the end. This song is so good.

‘I See Stars’: this song is so cvnty i love it. It makes me lightheaded when i karaoke it though so god bless erika henningsen for doing it 8 times a week. This song is so cutesy i love it. The perfect ending. Cady’s redemption was so well written bro. And i love this song. Not my favourite but it’s still on my playlists.

[becauseimanicequeen]

I've been busy painting lately and haven't had the time to write much about the stuff I've watched or answer the asks that have appeared in my inbox. So I thought I would gather some of it in one post. Let's go!

Why am I Watching QLs at 30+?

Let's get the shit out of the way first because I have better things to do than to focus on ridiculous shit (unless it's a show that entertains the fuck out of me by being ridiculous). But, since this is an opportunity for me to (hopefully) broaden the perspective of this particular Anon, I will take it now that I have some spare time.

To give some context: This ask dropped into my inbox during the Olympics (when I was busy having fun watching gymnasts be superhuman and swimmers in their 30s winning gold medals rather than answering asks), where an Anon asked me why I, a grown-ass 30+-year-old person, participated in the BL space and said it was embarrassing, blah blah blah.

Short answer: I didn't know people stopped being queer at 30...

Longer answer: I've intuitively known I'm queer since I was a teenager. It's just that I had to focus on surviving my teens and twenties (mostly due to grief that kept piling on) rather than exploring who I was.

I didn't find the opportunity, time, and space to go inward until the pandemic when my depression released some of its hold on me (I know that sounds weird given the global situation at the time, but that was my personal experience during 2020-2022). Then, when I found the Asian QL world about 14 months ago, I started to understand myself even more. I've learned more about myself in 14 months than the two decades before that.

The core of what I'm saying here is that not everyone realizes they're queer in their teens. And no matter what age someone is, we all deserve to see stories we can relate to. The QLs I've seen have given me so much, even the bad ones (and especially the very bad ones, lmao). I'm sure there are others out there with the same experience.

BLs/GLs/QLs don't have an upper age limit. Got it? Great. Moving on...

What Happened to My Color Posts?

Another Anon sent me an ask about my color posts a week ago, asking me why I wasn't writing them anymore and if I'll be writing more of them again.

The honest answer is that I'm busy using color (painting) rather than writing about them.

I'm currently working on a project with some other artist friends and paint around 8-10 hours/day 5-6 days/week (at least at the moment). The project won't be done until sometime during April next year, and I'm loving it here.

Will I write about color again? Sure. If I get the time and feel like it. But, at the moment, I don't have anything I feel like writing about and I would rather just throw color (paint) on canvases instead.

What I'm Currently Watching

Another Anon asked me what I was currently watching since my tumblr seemed to only be filled with 4 Minutes (which clearly showed my obsession with that show, lol), and which of those shows was my current favorite (excluding 4 Minutes).

I'm basically watching these shows, minus the ones that have ended (4 Minutes, Happy of the End, I Hear the Sunspots, The On1y One, Seoul Blues, and The Trainee), and plus Bad Guy My Boss (Thailand), Jack & Joker (Thailand) and Love is a Poison (Japan).

On paper, I should devour Jack & Joker, crumbs and all. Also on paper, Bad Guy My Boss and Live in Love should only be an entertaining escape for me to turn off my brain.

I guess I'm in some weird kind of mood at the moment because it's the complete opposite. Jack & Joker is an entertaining escape, but I'm so deep into Bad Guy My Boss and Live in Love that Sunday has become my favorite day of the week (because I get both of them on Sundays).

I'm sure I'll get more into J&J when I get more Zorzo, though. I'm just surprised about my own chill reaction to it.

Anyway...

Other than those shows, I have to mention First Note of Love (Taiwan) which is amazing. I've got Charles Tu on my screen every week (which makes me suuuuper happy), Michael Chang is amazing, James and Liu Min Ting are amazing, Kaia Lee and Amanda Liu are even more amazing, and Mos and Bank have made cameos as themselves in two episodes. And I haven't even mentioned how great the music and the story is! (Btw, I've listened to the theme song about 100 times already.)

Then there's obviously I Saw You In My Dream (Thailand) and Monster Next Door (Thailand) as well. I would write posts upon posts about these if I had the time (which I don't).

Let me just say that I'm so happy I jumped into I Saw You In My Dream even though I started watching it for a ridiculous reason. The chemistry between the four boys is amazing as well. I definitely get the sense that these characters have known each other and been friends for years, and I love how that could develop into something more for them.

And Monster Next Door is making me love an introvert and an extrovert so much at the same time that the previous episode personally attacked me from several directions.

(Btw, I intentionally told myself to not go to this show's page on MDL because this world built for extroverts is waaay too harsh on the judgments of introverted characters. You won't find that bullshit here, though, I promise.)

As an 80%+ introvert (which I've been every time I've retaken the test in the past decade or so) who can pass off as an extrovert since I'm often around a lot of people (more often than I would like because it drains my energy), I love Diew soooo much. He's such a down-to-earth boy who knows his boundaries (a lot better than I do anyway, lol), and, yet, he agrees to go and play basketball with God and his friends because he wants to spend more time with his boyfriend. It's too bad that Dr. Asshole got to God first, though.

(Dr. Asshole should just focus on healing animals rather than interacting with humans, tbh, but, I digress...)

I just hope God realizes the story he's made up in his head about Diew and Dr. Asshole is just that, a story he's made up in his head. Their communication has been great so far and I'm sure they will solve it soon enough. That doesn't mean seeing God so sad and seeing how badly Diew was treated in the past (by his then-boyfriend, Dr. Asshole) hurt any less, though.

Anyway, that's all I have for now.

*signing off to throw paint at a new canvas because I can't wait until tomorrow...*

[footballfanficwriter]

Time of the month

Summary:the reader is on her period and Jude is looking after her

I'm in pain, my stomach cramps are fucking killing me, and i can't move

"Hey babe what's wrong?"

"It's that time of the month"

" I'll go make you something to eat"

He walks out of the room and 15 minutes later he comes back with food on a tray

"Ok here you go love"

He puts the tray on my lap as I sit up, I look down at the plate and seeing a full English breakfast

Usually I would be enjoying or eating it but the sight of the food made me wanna throw up, I glance at the food one more time.

Next thing I know I'm shooting out of bed going to the bathroom, with Jude following me close behind holding my hair back

I throw up in the toilet until I feel a bit better, then I start crying and sobbing feeling stupid for what I just did

"Why are you crying love?"

"You just made me breakfast and when I saw it, i wanted to throw up, you put so much work and effort and the sight of your food makes me puke" I say in between sobs

"Oh babe it's alright , I know you're not feeling your best right now"

"Are you sure you're not offended?"

"Nope not one single bit , how bout I step out and get you everything you need and we can just chill, hows that sound?"

"Great"

"Ok let's get you back in bed first"

He helps me up and Carriers me to our bed, but before that he puts a bucket on the floor filled with a little bit of water"

"The bucket is for if you need to throw up and I'm not here"

"Ok, I love you"

"I love you more babe" he says and walks out the room

An hour later I hear the front door open and close

"Hey babe I got all of your favorites,here, I didn't know which candy to get so I got all of them"

"Jude can we just please cuddle, I really missed you"

"You know what I've noticed"

"What"

"Is that when you're on your period, you become very Clingy, like super clingy"

"Whatever,can you come to bed now"

"But what about the snacks, we need bowls and glasses"

"We can eat from the bag and drink from the bottles"

"Fine"

He takes his shoes off and slips into the sheets,I lay my head on his chest and he puts his arm around my shoulder

The next day I'm no longer puking and my stomach cramps have slighty reduced so I decided to take a walk around the house

"Jude,why are these towls not folded properly?"

"What towels"

"The ones in the bathroom"

"I did fold them though"

"Well not properly it seems, look let me show you, you do this, then this and then this, then you put it like this, do you see"

"Ok love I see"

"Ouch"

"What is it"

"Cramps"

"Ok c'mon let's get you up to bed"

"But I've been in bed the whole day ever since yesterday"

"C'mon I'll give you a massage,then afterwards you have to get something into your System, so you don't throw up again"

He Carries me to the room bridal style and gently lays me on the bed

He grabs the tissue oil and lifts my shit just enough to expose my back and he starts rubbing the tissue oil on my back

Just a few minutes after he massages me I feel myself falling asleep

But before I can drift off I hear him speak I think he thinks I'm asleep

"You're one crazy person y/n but I love you anyway,you have no idea how happy you make me,I'm so whipped i sometimes think , what if we break up, I'll be so heartbroken if that happens I know it will physicality hurt me, if you ever leave, I just hope you'll stay with me forever"

That's the last thing I hear before falling asleep

"Babe wake up"

"What?"

"You have to take your pain killers and get something into your System"

"I'm not hungry"

"I'll cuddle with you afterwards"

"Your bribery is not working by the way"

"C'mon love, please do it for me"

"No"

"Y/n"

"No"

"I'll cuddle with you"

"That's not enough"

"And we can do face masks and I'll even take part in your night routine"

"Ok I'll do it , but only because you're so instant"

"Sometimes I ask myself how I landed with you in my life"

"By Luck, you were blessed by the heavens above"

"Yeah no I don't think so"

I throw a pillow at him and he laughs

"Now come cuddle with me, you promised"

He gets into bed and hands me my food before turning his attention to the TV in front of us

"And Jude"

"Yeah love"

"Ofcourse I'll always be there with you forever, there's no way we're breaking up,and I love you too"

"You heard that"

"Yeah I did"

"How much of it"

"All of it"

"Well I meant every part of it"

"Even the part where you said I was crazy"

"Especially that part"

"You know what, I think we should breakup"

"Ok we were just playing around, you took it way too far"

I laugh at him but he doesn't seem to be laughing with me

That's when I realize he's upset

"Jude"

"Jude"

"Babe"

"Baby"

"My love"

"Love of my life"

"My better half"

As I say the words I see him trying to hide a smile

"Oh so you don't wanna talk to me"

"No"

"Baby, I'm sorry"

"I'll let it slide only this once cause you're on your period

"But you're the love of my life as well"

"I know"

I peck his lips and watch the TV

[unhingedexperimenter]

I don't think you comprehend this situation, my dear

Blood stained my hands from the innocent

Don't back away from me, don't look at me in fear

What was kept in secret, once magnificent

Emotions overtake my whole being

Why do you look at me so?

It was once so freeing

I do not know where else to go

Love replaced with hatred in your eyes

The one person I wish not to lose

I can't stand to say my goodbyes

No longer can I drown my sorrows in booze

Can't you feel my split soul calling out to you?

See the regret in my expression?

I've already lost myself, don't know what's true

My very existence you've caused me to question!

That's just fine by me then!

I don't need you, I don't need anyone!

You don't know how or when

You don't think I can grasp what has been done?

Adrenaline fills me, thoughts erratic like never before

You despise my existence, just like everyone

No matter how much you try, you won't implore

This romance of ours, it's not what you envision

What lies beneath the surface, I show for all to see

No matter how difficult or how gruesome it truly is

Rotten, rotten, rotten is the only thing I can be

We were once in loving, sweet bliss

You saw what I've kept hidden from you this entire time

You were naive, stupid and ever so blind

What occupies my mind, it is nothing but crime

I'm leaving you now, leaving you behind

What's with this change in your stature?

What's with this rage in your eyes I see?

My words no longer matter

No, no! Please, it can't be!

I cannot bring myself to bring you harm

Where did you get this weapon from?

No longer do you listen, no longer I can charm

What have I made you become?

Something within your eyes, chills my soul

Murderous intentions you've made known

Just like myself, you're no longer whole

Our innocence, to the side its been thrown

You take a swing at me, with that axe

It might as well be, I can see our tomb

My facade breaks, you see the cracks

The end is near, I can assume

@tgs-au

[agustsmuse]

She's In The Rain | KNJ

Pairing: Boyfriend!Namjoon x Reader

Genre: Unspecific AU.

Synopsis: Namjoon never broke you, but he'll be the man that helps you heal.

Warnings: Mentions multiple forms of domestic violence. [no actual actions written]

WC: 1.5k

Posted: 1 November 2023

Love is hard.

Love is complicated.

Love gives the power to heal, but it gives the power to destroy.

You were running from it, mile after mile, in the furthest possible direction.

Entirely broken.

A shadow of your former self.

It had been five years.

Then HIM.

Kim Namjoon entered your life in the middle of summer, the days were stifling but the night brought a comforting warmth you both enjoyed. A quiet bike ride in the middle of the night was the last place either of you were expecting to find friendship, never mind love.

But it happened.

You tried to find comfort and solace in many things, it didn't come in the form of movies, food or places that had long since been tarnished with bad memories but much to your surprise, a stranger who came to be so much more.

As summer turned to autumn, bike ride meet ups with smoothies and street foods turned to dinner on Wednesdays and Fridays after work and, as winter came round, Namjoon knew everything there was to know about you and you, him.

Even after all you told him, he stuck around.

He was already head over heals for you and he'd do anything for you to he his.

It had been a long few days, an unexpected workload increase at work had you drained and normally this would be the time you'd tell your date you couldn't make it but you were surprisingly looking forward to a chill night with the person you'd soon realise you were falling in love with. No matter how much you didn't want to love again, it was happening and happening fast.

Before you knew it, you were in his home, side by side, pizza and hands down the worst chick flic you'd ever seen playing in the background, it was comforting in an odd way, or maybe it was just odd to you. Namjoon rested his arm on the back of the sofa, picking at his food with his other hand, You shuffled yourself slightly, leaning into his side.

The smile that made his dimples show, confirmed that it was what he wanted.

"Are you comfortable?" he asked gently, so not to startle you.

You looked up at him with a soft smile and puffy cheeks, nodding as your mouth was full.

Namjoon chuckled lovingly, like Jimin at anything cute that his Yoongi Hyung does. He raised his hand slightly to wipe a bit of sauce from the corner of your lips.

The instant you flinched, he lowered his hand and apologised immediately.

"I'm sorry, you just had a little.." He gestured to the corner of his own lips.

"Oh" you quickly wiped the corner of your lips, a pink blush flushing your cheeks.

He didn't have to ask why you'd flinched. The ache in his chest was nothing he'd experienced before, it was like a burning anger but it was hurt too. It was then that he began to realise just how much you'd been through.

He reached for the remote, pausing the movie before direction his attention back to you.

"Can I be honest with you?"

"Is everything okay? Did I do something? I did something, didn't I? I shouldn't have came, I knew I'd fuck this up, I fucked up, didn't I?" You quizzed him in quick, anxiety filled succession.

"You haven't done anything wrong, just breathe, okay?" Namjoon reassured, a little reluctant to take your hand but did it anyway. You let him but you didn't hold his hand in return, you just let him hold yours.

His smile reassured you a little but not much, it was a response you couldn't help.

"I like you, a lot. A lot more than I let on because I don't want to overwhelm you or make you uncomfortable but I need you to know that I'm here and I'm waiting for you."

"Me?" You don't know why you said that. Of all the things you could have said... Me??

"Yes, you."

"Namjoon, I love spending time with you but.."

"Ah, the but" Namjoon sighed, the look of defeat and hurt written all over his face. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have assumed that this wasn't just friendship."

"It's not like that, I promise"

"It's him, isn't it? The one you told me about?"

You could only nod, the mere mention of him making you physically uncomfortable.

"I want to repair every last piece of you that he broke. That's the difference between him and I. My love is unconditional, free. I'm not gonna fight you when I don't get my way, I would never dream of laying a finger on you like that. Especially for sex, I don't care if I have to wait a week, a month, or a year to be intimate with you."

"Namjoon..."

"Please let me finish" He held your hand that little bit tighter.

You nod for him to go on, tears welling in your eyes.

"Your trauma will never be too much for me. It will never be an effort for me to communicate with you and I don't care if its something as simple as me leaving the room to get my phone or to go to the bathroom, if that's the communication you need from me, you'll get it. I know your trust is broken, I'll help rebuild that too. I don't need you to be the perfect girlfriend or human, for that matter. I just want to help you to heal so I can love on you the way you deserve without you feeling shit or like it's undeserved because you do deserve love, you always have. It just so happens that up until now you've had a diabolical taste in men."

You laugh softly through your tears which of course, Namjoon softly wipes away.

"Look at that, we've already took a step forward, you didn't flinch."

"I'm sorry, I can't always help it." You explain.

"Don't be, I understand." He presses a kiss to your forehead before leaning his on yours. "You're gonna be okay." Butterflies filling his stomach at the fact you even let him.

Your mind was telling you no, a million times no. It will only end up like the past but here in front of you was the man you felt comfortable enough to tell your while life story over a strawberry smoothie the second time you met him. He being a man you already knew to be the most loving, tolerant, gentlest, clumsiest man you'd ever met. You'd be a fool not too, your heart told you.

Maybe it was time to have a little faith.

"Ask me." You blurted before you changed your mind.

"What?" Namjoon looked utterly stunned.

"Ask me." You repeat, a smile growing on your lips.

"I.. like this? now? I had this whole date I wanted to take you on... I..."

You leaned further into Namjoon's space, bringing their lips together. It had felt so natural that any fear disappeared the minute your lips touched his, Namjoon accepted the kiss without a second thought, his hand took yours up to your cheek, his over the top of yours. He thought it would be more comforting that way, it wouldn't ruin the moment. Your hand slipped away from under his, falling to the hem of his shirt to play with to take the nerves away.

His lips were soft, you had to hold back a giggle at the cheese, tomato and vanilla taste of his Chapstick peaking through. It was comforting, easy. You had that buzzing feeling in your stomach again.

Namjoon could sense you easing your anxieties and it didn't take him long to deepen the kiss, asking permission with the pass of his tongue across your bottom lip, which you granted surprisingly in the haze of it all.

It was Namjoon that pulled away first, biting his lip shyly, chuckling softly as he looked down. "Sorry, I.. You.."

"Yeah" you giggled at his inability to form a coherent sentence, burying your face in his chest.

"So yes?" He asked as he pressed his lips to the top of your head.

"Absolutely not. I want that date first." You teased with a playful smirk.

"Jagiiiii" He whined with a pout.

You weren't healed yet but Kim Namjoon was the perfect start.

And he was damn sure that date was going to be the best one you'd ever had.

Tagging: @sopebubbles-reads @lifeinakpopbubble

A/N: The title of this fic coming from She's In The Rain By The Rose. It was suggested to me while writing and helped piece it together. Ignore time stamps.

[mrhowells]

Smallville 4x22

Can't say I feel sorry for Genevieve bc that woman was nasty but Lana just got another thing added to the huge pile of trauma she already had😬

oh hey Lex, so what happened here was-

bunnyyyyy💕

"I had this one last week, really scary. This... guy wearing a red cape." "Wow, that sounds horrible Lois."

I can't do this they're so?????

STOP HAVING EYE SEX IN FRONT OF THE PARENTS FOR THE LOVE OF GOD

I'mskSJkslKSL Jonathan's face kills me

Mr. and Mrs. Kent, I just wanted to say thanks for everything. You guys are like the Mom and Dad I've always wanted to have.

Lois bby🥺😭😭

"Lois, we want you to know that you are welcome back here any time."

"Actually-" "We'll all miss you, Lois."

SHUSH Clark, we're having a moment here😭

blushing kicking my feet

"Oh, come on Clark, your future is laid out right in front of you. You're gonna go to community college, major in agriculture, probably minor in law enforcement. And then you and Lana are gonna have a nice little church wedding."

I can't😭

He's such a menace around her it's EVERYTHING

"Even if I could spell, the last thing I'd wanna do is spend my time in a newsroom. With my luck, I'd probably end up across the desk from the most bumbling reporter on the masthead."

OMFGSAHSAJDKHA

so much eye contact I'm going insane

If you hear faint screaming in the distance, that's me I'm losing it

CLARK YOU CAN'T LOOK AT HER LIKE THAT AND EXPECT ME TO BE NORMAL ABOUT IT I'M FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE HERE

i already know I'm going to hit the media upload limit and have to delete stuff, ugh😭

this episode is feeding me so well

my beautiful family😭😭😭 they raised me actually, true story

"Because you have a way of getting things in half the time a normal person gets things done." "And I'm not normal?"

Chloe really didn't do this one on purpose but OUCH😬

Lois with her "the general said/ taught me..."🥹

now tell me why this interaction fills me with so much joy😭

I love them so much it makes me look stupid

CLARK WILL U STOP BLAMING YOURSELF JESUS STOOOOP

✨and then I paused the episode and didn't continue until over a month later, my brain is wired like that I fear✨

Jor El is so unserious I'm sorry, if he wasn't so vague and cryptic all the time a lot of messes could've been avoided🤡

I just imagine the actual Jor El watching this go down in the afterlife and facepalming so hard

Clark is sad = I'm sad, it's the law

Lana giving Clark the stone without even removing the blood first lol

I feel so bad for her😭 I swear whoever made the plot decisions on this show got off on Lana being in pain and I'm getting more and more angry on her behalf.

and that's on good instincts

(I've seen people say that Lana going to Lex instead of Clark after killing Genevieve is further proof that she doesn't trust Clark at all and it's like... how tf was Clark going to help her in this situation???😭 I agree that Lana and Clark have trust issues ad infinitum but in this case she just did the logical thing, come on now)

I have to respect this man for the level of unhinged he's reached, truly

Lois is so cool😩 Once again I am free on Saturday-

"Before you leave this earth I want you to know... you did create the son you always wanted."

Lionel when I get my hands on you

NUH UH JASON YOU TOUCH MARTHA ALL BETS ARE OFF

I need Lex to chill and stop manhandling Lana & Chloe please and thank you💀 He's joining the unhinged club

Martha & Jonathan against Jason?? Yes please I love fights between people without powers or martial arts training

🎶somebody save meeeeeee🎶

the way Chloe pushed Lex against the cave wall was hilarious I'm sorry

Fortress bestie we're almost hereee🥳

:(((((

Lois is sad = I'm sad, again, those are the rules

seeing the only place she ever considered a permanent home getting completely destroyed, IT'S A LOT. This whole episode was a lot.

And let's not even get started on Lana JESUS CHRIST. Smallville writers I think we need to sit down and have a conversation about her because WTF?

I don't even care that the witch plot was wacky and Jason's character arc was really badly executed, this season was so much fun.

[azukisoul]

Translation of HijiGin manga: Diary Exchange by saki1010_gt (Twitter)

I think about this manga literally once a week because I think it's akin to something Sorachi would write, so I'm sharing a translation here!

MANGA LINK | Out of courtesy to the artist I'm not reposting her art here, please visit the tweet, refer to the translation as you read along, and show the artist some love!

And the link to the Twitter thread of this translation if anyone is interested!

Translation

[page 1]

G: Oh, so you like me, huh, Vice Chief-san?

G: That's not a good joke to go along with this alcohol.

H: Even so, this is a once-in-a-lifetime confession. Don't make light of it.

G: Hmm.

G: Well, if you say it like that,

G: I can probably answer you through a diary exchange.

H: ...

H: Okay, sure!!

[page 2]

H: Who would have thought that a man one would assume to have dysfunctional relationships like him would suggest a diary exchange?

H: 70% of the world's HijiGin starts with physical contact (based on experience), how hard to get are we being, really? Even rural middle school students are more chill in their relationships than us.

H: Still, handwriting and way with words are also treasure troves of information on one's personality.

H: Maybe it's unexpectedly also a good way to know more about this guy who is the hardest to understand in all of Gintama.

H: I gave him some questions in my first diary I passed to him so he wouldn't have too much trouble writing his, let's see what his reply is...

G: The fleeting spring is slipping away and the heat is encroaching upon us, but I hope you are doing well as you are... Or whatever, doing that each time is a pain so I'm just gonna talk normally from now on like you told me.

H: Hmph, he's unexpectedly a decent writer.

G: Um, first off, my favorite food, right? It'd have to be sweets for sure. Anko and dango are my favorites, but recently I'm into fresh cream too... Yaaawn. I woke up early today so I'm getting kind of sleepy...

H: Hm?

K: My favorite food is sukonbu.

[page 3]

K: I can eat boxes and boxes of sukonbu. I also like foods that go well with rice. Stuff like seaweed tsukudani is the best.

H: Why is the China girl the one answering!? Anyway, the diary exchange thing got completely found out by the kids! Whatever happened to his personal life!?

S: A place I'd like to go have fun at would be a Terakado Tsuu concert.

H: Glasseees!! You too!?

S: Ah, but you don't have to trouble yourself with going with me. I'll just go with the Yorozuya. You can just get us the amount of tickets we need.

H: Plus, he's rude and no fun at all!

G: Wait, what? I was dozing off and suddenly the page got filled up somehow.

H: Yorozuya, realize that you've been infiltrated by an entity called your family! And either way, why don't you read the page back a little!

G: But this kind of thing isn't bad, too. I can say stuff that are hard to say out loud here. To be honest, about you, I... I actually quite...

H: *ba-dump* Huh? Yorozuya?

[SADAHARU PAW PRINT]

G: Man, that's so out of character to say! I'll never write that again! Well, then, until next time. —Gintoki

H: THAT DOOOOOOG!!! I CAN'T READ THE MOST IMPORTANT PAAAAART!!!