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hey aabria. aabria? hey. i've got some questions. yeah, what the fuck? what the fuck was that, aabria? aabria? what the fuck is happening?
#/affectionate#so affectionate#you dont even know#but also what#my heart#i was expecting silly goofy oh he's in a healing pool oopsies vibes#these were not silly goofy vibes#i was mistaken#dimension 20#misfits and magic#mismag#aabria iyengar#misfits and magic season 2#mismag 2#mismag season 2 episode 3#kept it vague in text bc that was also my reaction to the bear last year so i expect i'll need this post again when she comes back next fall#🤞#or if another fucked up thing happens this season. you never know
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... why he sit like this
#in this position his face is extremely 'cartoon cat' shaped.. like the perfectly round cheeks and little#rounded bump of a snout.. big round eyes. etc. stretched over the arm of a chair like a weirdo#cats#It's still Hot Evil Summer time and I have so much to do so am just aimlessly hopping between various projects but not actually#getting anything done. as usual. Also so so so so tired. I almost fell asleep in the middle of the floor like 3 times today lol#Trying to finish some costume photos and also another poll adventure thing. plus I do really want to do a sculpture sometime#I haven't finished one in a while. Hopefully my tiredness is nothing bad.#Maybe I'm anemic again so that's making me tired. Or maybe it's just a Listless phase. not that I'm ever really THAT productive considering#all of the health problems and etc. always holding me back. but still. I'm not usually 'sleep or just stare at a wall literally all day' ty#e unproductive.. at least not for multiple days in a row so. hmm... Sometimes especially in the summer though I will have periods of time#that are listless like that. I am under low level phyiscal stress for months at a time due to summer heat so I guess it makes sense#that would eventually take a toll. I just have SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO!!!!! AAUUGhhh#I also came up with a new idea for a game that is so so cool and I wish I could make it but I have to finish the other one first lol#which I will NEVER do. if I spend all day just sleepy unfocused barely able to do anything#I also really need to sell some clothes and sculptures because I'll probably have to buy a new computer soon so I need money. (plus still#recovering the costs of having to euthanize my other cat.. wehh) There's nothing clearly wrong with it right now but it's getting gradually#slower and there's more weird glitches happening randomly and idk.. just weird things that make me think 'hmm... bad.. possibly.'#ANYWAY... I just have so much to do that I both REALLY want or need to do - so it's perpetually frustrating that I just can't for whatever#reason like. Time is always mving forward. every day I waste is a wasted day. The year is already almost half over. I havent finished#any of the projects I wanted to .. and there's only more and more things to do each day. It's overwhelming and stinky#and thats not even considering having to do all of my tasks also with the background noise of economic inequality. everything increasingly#going into an even scarier political direction. active climate change crisis. pandemic that still exists and is insane to act otherwise. et#etc. HOW am I supposed to solo make two whole games . write 3 book series. finish sculptures. do costumes. make outfits. game videos. make#stable network of social connections. do my little side crafts. take care of myself and cats. pay rent. manage health issues. keep a routin#.try to make some sort of money. go to doctors appointments. handle regular maintenance like cleaning and cooking and self care#and buying new plates when old ones break or etc. make sure to do other things like backup my computer data regularly. do shopping lists.#take care of plants. pursue like 6 different academic interests. do the other side side projects I have for fun (like music or carving avoc#ado pits). eat in a healthy way thats okay for my Special Health Issue diet. exercise so i don't die early. etc. etc. etc. AND all while it#82F in my apartment all the time and I have tiny income and also need to move to another country/climate somehow??? lol......#ANYWAY.. ..very frustrated today over my chronic Tired Sleepy.. time for Cat Photos - which cure all of life's ailments lol
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aye can i get a fuckin uuuhhhh
break. on my burger
#shit chat#family cw#got sicker than i have been in years my bank closed my checking account on accident work is nightmarishly busy#and my mother is sending strings of long voice memos in the family group chat again#i simply will not be listening to them. at most i'll ask my dad or brother for the sparknotes version#bc her pattern for the better part of this year has been radio silence. no attempt at communication whatsoever#and then BAM like 5-10 min worth of voice memos screaming crying sobbing shaking#I DON'T KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO DO TO GET MY CHILDREN TO FORGIVE ME. I'M CRAWLING ON MY KNEES ON THE DESERT FOR A HUNDRED YEARS REPENTING#WHAT THE FUCK IS FAMILY FOR YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING AND I'M SUFFERING SO MUCH AND I'M ALONE BECAUSE#MY FAMILY ABANDONED ME. I HAVE NO ONE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID BUT I'M BEGGING. I NEED HELP I NEED MY KIDDOS AROUND ME PLEASE I'M DYING#followed by several minutes of sordid updates on her shitty miserable life#which is tbf pretty shitty & miserable. she's extremely physically disabled & mentally ill#her partner had a severe stroke a couple months ago and is still recovering. they've both been in & out of hospital#neither working. partner's adult son who lives with them is the only income in the household#partner's permanently disabled mother also lives with them. plus 2 large dogs 6 cats and 3 each of chickens & ducks#they're in court suing their landlord bc he's trying to evict them but the property is an uninhabitable shithole to begin with#but like. whenever i do make the mistake of responding to one of her groupchat tantrums#she's just like 'oh you know me im a survivor :) i just miss yous is all :) now that you're here i'm gonna bitch about my life for an hour#and ignore everything you have to say and show active disdain & boredom whenever you tell me anything about yourself or your life :)'#and if i offer help she refuses it#like it's just a bid for attention. expecting unconditional love and absolution and salvation from us bc That's What Families Do#she doesn't actually seem to give a shit about any of us as real people. just this ironclad delusion of unconditional family support#that she frankly has not earned#my brother actually did go visit her in the hospital on thanksgiving. driving 2hrs out of his way to do so#and she was a raging passive aggressive bitch to him and threw the gift he'd brought her back in his face#ma'am i know you're Going Through It but so are the rest of us & frankly you've given me zero reason to want to interact w/ ur caustic ass#plus this is petty but yet another way in which she doesn't listen to me & makes no attempt whatsoever at genuine relationship#i've told her numerous times that responding to groupchat voice memos is hard for me. that i love & miss her#and if she wants to see me or needs help or whatever to please contact me one on one either by call or text#nope. refuses to respond to/initiate individual contact. ONLY traumadumping in the fam chat. TLDR MY MOM IS A DISFUNCTIONAL TOXIC NIGHTMARE.
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i will say though that brennan revealing last episode that kipperlilly has been going to guidance counsellor for anger issues since freshman year has absolutely ruined me for seeing her as actually evil. i cannot believe that a teenage girl with anger issues is irredeemably evil i just can't
#i believe that she's an antagonist and that she kind of sucks as a person but i just don't think she's evil#yes i know she killed another teenager this episode but like. still#if aelwyn 'kidnapped 7 teenage girls killed the former elven oracle and helped bring a dragon back to take over elmville' abernant can have#an incredibly touching & emotionally resonant redemption arc then so can kipperlilly 'killed at least one possibly two clerics' copperkettl#currently i'm choosing to believe that the ratgrinders have been manipulated into this by someone else#(jace stardiamond and porter cliffbreaker i'm fucking watching you)#i mean cmon you can't tell me 'this teenage girl has anger issues that she has been getting help for for 3 years'#and not expect me to think she was a prime target for manipulation by agents of a dead god of rage and justice#kipperlilly copperkettle get behind me i'll protect you#i still think she sucks and the bad kids have every right to hate her! especially after this episode jesus fucking christ!#it's just that i will simultaneously lay down my life in her defense now. brennan cmon don't let me down#my post#d20#fantasy high#fhjy
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Not sure if this fits because it applies to a Pokemon not a person, but! I’ve been on an alola kick lately-specifically fixating on the ultra beasts-and I feel like xurkitrees long spindly fingers would be perfect for tickling! That and since it’s….everything is so long, it’s easy to grab the ticklee and hold them tight! (In a nice way, of course) -⚡️
(Headcanons to Dabbles: OFFICIALLY CLOSED)
Gonna be 100% real...I forgot what Xurkitree was karkjakjre But then I looked it up and said "Look, my favorite Ultra Beast!" and got really excited! :D This is so freaking cute! I've gotcha covered friend!
When you first heard of the Ultra Beast- you were scared. The name alone sent shivers down your spine, and after seeing what happened to Lusamine; your fear only increased.
That was until you came across Xurkitree anyway.
Now you were left there wondering what exactly you were afraid of.
“Look at you go, wiggling.” You giggled as the pokemon swayed in place; every limb shimmying like waves. It was rather mesmerizing, watching the beast move. It reminded you of those sensory videos for baby pokemon that went on the rage a few months back.
“Zzzt?” He buzzed, turning it’s gaze to you as you watched on. After a moment, he walked over to you, pulling at your hands and bringing you to your feet. “Zzzt! Zzzt!”
“Oh? I’m not much of a dancer, really.” You laughed and tried to step back, but the beast was strong. Soon your arms were being gently pulled, mimicking its own wiggly limbs as the beast hummed in glee.
“Okay okay.” You laughed, giving in and dancing with it properly. Swinging each other around, you waltzed with your pokemon, giggling as it buzzed. There wasn’t any music, but that was fine. You imagined a tune and tried your best to lead- pulling Xurkitree closer to you like they did in the movies.
“Zzzt?” Curious of your actions, Xurkitree pulled you in before you could react, grabbing onto your sides with its long spidery…wires?
THe name didn’t matter. What did matter was you were suddenly being tickled!
“Ah! Aheahhahhaa! H-Hold on now! Yoohhou’re tiiihihckling mehehehe!” You cried out, giggling helplessly as your pokemon grabbed at your waist, struggling to find a hold. The words made it pause, interested.
“Bzzt?” It pressed in more, tilting its zapping head as you squealed and squirmed in its grip. “Bzzt! Bzzzzt!” The pokemon cheered, carrying on tickling you and making you dance in its arms.
“Nohoohohoho! Nohohohoho dohohohohon’t! Aheahhaahhahahahha!” You shrieked in mirth, getting swept off your feet as it carried on gently tickling you. Your dance continued, only this time Xurkitree lead- scribbling into your ribs with its wiry fingers.
That day- you inadvertently taught your new Ultra Beast how to use “Tickle”.
#Puffs#headcanons to dabbles#tickle#tickle dabble#xurkitree#ultra beast#trainer!reader#fluff#I wanna play sun and moon again#my 3DS died unfortunately a few years back so I haven't been able too#maybe one day I'll get another one?#until then my memories made me love this adorable bean of a pokemon!#reader insert#⚡ anon#friend :3
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Happy Vargasversary! Only one meme this year, but I do have a few Vargas-themed online dolls and Picrews for your viewing pleasure lol
I’m so sad about Flash!! It’s just not the same with Ruffle, at least there’s Flashpoint. Anyway, pretty sure I made this Scriabin before the shutdown haha
I can’t find this one, which is such a shame! I think it’s a total classic :0 Something something computer Scriabin haha, there’s no long hair option! Wires are a good enough stand-in
Had to do it the other way around too of course. Don’t tease him! (Do tease him)
Kitty!Edgar! Being able to add things like his glasses, goatee, striped “shirt”, even his bangs! So many lovely options 💕
Feeling normal, covered in blood. I always love when Makers include the Red String, it is Excellent ✨
Rinamaru‘s Anime Avatar Creator, THE maker GOAT to me ♥ Got a sequence of Edgar newly face-cut-up, with the bandaid on his nose, and then “fully” healed hehe
Ladyverse!Jake and Edgar! ♥ I think I was going to make Scriabin as well but there weren’t enough features that’d suit him so these two got the feature instead ♪ I can’t find this one either, I think it’s a Picrew though...? Update: Smol found it!! Thank you!!
Smol also made the boys with one of her fave Picrews! For only really knowing Vargas from my incessant talk (lol), I think she captured them quite lovely :D
I also had to give them a go of course haha, I’m very happy for the option to remove eyes lol
#💟#Shitpost#You think that just because I only have one meme I'm going to miss a national holiday???#Lol#21 years........ Vargas can now drink in the US lol#I know I had another meme edit in mind like a week ago and it's been eluding me ever since >:0#Well if it comes back to me I'll have one ready for next time haha#I've been on the fence about sharing these sillies because well - they're silly! But they're also cute and I like them :)#Shame about the ones I can't find now I even scoured Flashpoint for the one I know was around before Flash shut down :(#I really can't remember what the girls sitting next to each other one is tho >m< If anyone recognizes them I'd love a link!#Very much want to give credit to these lovely artists <3#Scriabin is shockingly difficult to make in dollmakers lol - he's just too beautiful to be correctly perceived smh#Edgar on the other hand is quite easy so he gets a lot of the spotlight haha#I rarely stray outside of those two but hmm maybe going forward seeing if I can make a complete set ♪#Anyhow lol
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The brainworms are winning, clearly (Patreon)
#Doodles#Osmosis Jones#Ozzy#Drix#Thrax#As if it wasn't bad enough when it was just Doran oh no - I knew I'd want a separate tag for this in earnest at some point ahhhh#Damned#Alright sure lol good enough - I'll go back and edit the tag in a bit#I just can't help it wahh the Institute is such a fun and interesting setting it scratches my brain in Such a way#It's been really fun poking around to see who's there but there are some who I'm like ''Why wasn't [x] there? :0''#Some make sense lol like characters that didn't exist/come into the cultural vogue until after the game started or ended#Totally understand that - and it's still really fun to speculate how they'd react! Very enjoyable!#But others - like the above - I'm just like But they existed before the game and are such fun characters! Why!#Neverminding that Osmosis Jones was yet another box office flop in an impressive lineup of likewise siblings oof lol#It'd be such a good movie......if only (lol) Like I love it! But yeah it's still pretty rough haha#Gosh if the animated sections aren't beautiful tho hh <3#The show's even rougher - like why choose a nearly PG-13 movie to turn into a Y-10 (at the Most) cartoon? The tone shift is so jarring lol#So yeah! Why weren't these characters a more popular draw five years later! That's practically still pop culture! Lolol#No I'm well aware I'm probably The entire pool of people interested in this crossover but hey - I offer >:3c#Obviously I had to have Ozzy judging me for subjecting him to the Institute - this is what you get for being a fave Oz <3#Thrax is All over him (a criminal) and Ozzy (a cop) being equalized in the same prison uniform lol - I mean yes but actually no#It's an escape game of course he wants out#I have way too much fun making ''real person'' profiles wagh I've already made a bunch of backstory stuff helpppp#The names are pulled around from the various voice actors/real names based on character names which was Quite fun#And of course Oz had to get punched :) That meme's not completely dead yet is it lol#But really it was just fun posing ahhh I'm really rather pleased with it <3 Excited to scene-stitch that one together too#Drix fussing over Oz is my favourite ahhhh yesss <3 <3#Can you tell that hunched-over Thrax was my first pass? Here's a hint - he doesn't have a burned finger there!#I wrote up his profile after that one and forgot to add it afterwards haha but yeah! Just barely touched on in-fic so far lol#And then him in his proper clothes.... Look all I'm saying is that I was uniquely primed in my media diet to enjoy Vargas lol
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I've ordered a DVD of The Globe's 2013 production of The Tempest off eBay for £3, which is suspiciously cheap. it might or might not get delivered, and if it does it might or might not work. fingers crossed
#i suppose if it's some scam vendor i only lost £3?#i wanted to try the globe's streaming subscription but you can only buy the yearly one#i would definitely pay for 1 month but 1 year? idk#though there's also a production of julius caesar with luke thompson that i so want to watch#but i could pay for that individually i suppose#hey did anyone watch best of enemies with zachary quinto#it's available for streaming now on the national theatre at home platform#i quite liked it (saw a screening of it). do watch it if you can#I also liked their latest othello#i think i'll subscribe for another month bc i'd like to rewatch best of enemies#sorry to go on about random stuff. feel free to talk theatre to me btw#i am praying for colin or ben whishaw to come back to the stage#manifesting 🕯️🕯️🕯️#ben whishaw said “no more theatre” in a recent(ish) interview and i was gutted 😔#*not merlin#personal#i guess
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Snuggling near the fire
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#dexdark#dexter's laboratory#dexter's lab#dexter#mandark#I AM SO HAPPY TO FINALLY POST THIS LOL#near christmas time for them and they're currently hunting down ole saint nick but dex fell asleep and mandark is taking care of him#ty cherry for the inspiration of just mandark staring lol i kept thinking back to it and it got added lol#earlier that day they played in the snow and made a snowman and mandark stole his gloves the snowman lmao good luck finding them later#mandark also put sticks together to replicate the M on his hair#psst they're newly weds that year by the way. their rings >:3 it's not on the correct hands because i wanted it shown loll#i love the fire so much i wanted it to look good this year since last year i wasn't too confident to even make one#monkey didn't get one a stocking because he spent christmas with that agent instead#mandark makes his own wrapping paper and ornaments it just wasn't shown#blanket is important to me later haha that feels like a spoiler...#the pictures in the back was originally be a marriage photo and a protrait of ducky but they were quickly changed to another drawing i made#and sims 4 photo i have of them. that idea was my sister's in order not to spend too much energy on the drawing#i think the atom tree topper is gonna be a reoccurring item i just really like it and there's lord vader's helmet in there too!#mandark's sweater says “I'll deck your halls.”#dexdarkholidayevent2023#dexdarkmas2023#flame draws
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it's not as much as other ppl but if i read 5 more books before the end of the year then i'll hit 30 for the year
#i do this thing where i'll read like 3-5 books in a row SUPER fast and that fucks me up and makes me not read for months at a time#my storygraph graph is fuckin wild#i just started another book after reading two in a day (one was less than 100 pages)#(i've read 14 books in oct/nov alone)#im reading all the same author bc god she has a large catalogue and while most of them are like. 7 outta tens#they're easy reads#i think after i finish this one tho im gonna go back to the series i got burnt out on but loved earlier this year#tho there's a handful of books i'd kill to read that aren't on the libby for the three libraries im apart of sadge
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god I hate blackbeard so much. Like he doesn't even deserve this power that is capable of beating almost anyone. He killed someone else for the devil fruit. Then he had the nerve to ask Ace to follow him? While being as disgusting of a human as he is?
#one piece#one piece spoilers#one piece blackbeard#portgas d ace#I'll be honest part of the reason I an so adamantly against Ace's death#is because being in a world where he is the only character of the current generation to die#makes him seem weak#but he really wasnt#he lost to one man who got near-unlimited power by stabbing everyone else in the back#and another man who had years more experience and training and a similar type of power#apparently ace also had all 3 types of haki not that that would matter much against fleet admirals and the likes of blackbeard#i read posts that are like ace died because he was reckless#or ace died because he didn't know how to lose a fight#which is all bull. imo.#i am an ace apologist sorry bout that#i see a pathetic man and i can't help myself
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fym "X-Men vs Avengers". we JUST had Fantastic Four vs. X-Men. can they stop fighting
#yael's x men ramblings#i need to be DONE with the 1986 comics#i'm over that year#x-men vs avengers starts at the end of 1986 so it's probably the last comic from that year i'll read#but still. i feel like i've been reading comics from 86 for weeks#(probably just because i slowed down my reading pace with going back to school and all)#(but also. annual after annual after guest appearance in another book after special after-)#(there's also the fact that with x-factor added i'm reading 3 x-books a month and not just two in uncanny and NM)#(whatever. i gotta get out of 1986)
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i keep thinking i should bring back the psychic musical isotope au and then keep not doing it. one day maybe.
#'u just want to see rime do pretty things with fire' yes and#the art could go so hard if i had time#i could also just write a fic about it but im not prepared for another 70k+ fic that takes 3 years to half way finish before i give up#i already have two of those#....... one. the other is the girlies which i still come back to from time to time im not done with them yet#besides if im spending that time writing im getting extra self indulgent with it & even if anyone wanted to read it Still#its too embarrassing to share at that point#but if i dont then i'll get bored early on and quit. lose lose situation#i feel like if i put this idea on jpn isotopetwt they would love the idea#i just want better art to show first before i do that
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when you're disabled, being financially abused by your parents never ends
#so you're telling me that you got 5k this week from claiming me on your taxes#while hounding me about how i haven't been contributing enough to bills & expenses (i was giving you what you asked for!)#and none of it will go to me because ''i owe it to you for living with you''#despite the fact that 5k nearly covers the mortgage for the entire YEAR#DESPITE THE FACT THAT I COULD PAY OFF MY OWN LANDLORD AND MOVE OUT#btw i literally only let her claim me on her taxes bc she said she'd be giving it to me. and this is the third time she has done this.#promised me it wouldn't happen again. she used me.#she does this thing a lot#where she acts like she's helping people but only does it to hold it over their head#i told her i could have been paying her more for bills but she told me i didn't have to#and now she's complaining that i don't pay enough#i will literally tell her not to help me sometimes#bc she'll do it anyway and then later on you hear ''i did something nice for you so if you don't help me with a favor right now...#...I'll do everything I can to sabotage your life''#so she literally only does it for personal gain#so that she can have an excuse to feel like she's better than all of her kids and that we're just stupid ungrateful assholes#all 3 of her kids could be telling her that her logic is wrong and she won't budge#another thing that happened recently is that she told me i needed to pay her back for a gift she bought me that got stolen#which is also something she does a lot. buys me things without asking and then telling me i have to pay her back for them#i had way more stuff stolen that i had personally bought#i didn't ask for that fucking keyboard sorry. I ALREADY HAD ONE.#and she's been going on about how ''she's the one who's ACTUALLY being affected''#she is FULLY AWARE that the dude she lets over has stolen from us MULTIPLE times#but apparently it's my responsibility to pay her back for something out of my control#STOP BUYING ME SHIT AND TELLING ME I DON'T NEED TO PAY YOU MORE IF YOU'RE JUST GONNA HOLD IT OVER MY HEAD#IF I'M SUCH A BURDEN MAKE IT POSSIBLE FOR ME TO LEAVE#.bdo
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the thing abt grad school is that it's hard and after a year and a half im kind of already ready for it to be done with by now but also idk wtf im gonna do once im out
#i wanna talk about me#but i still have another year and a half so. pblblpblbpl :P#actually my last year is gonna be kind of bizarre bc i'm more or less committed to a fifth and sixth semester full time for my fellowship#but will only have 2-3 required classes left total (3 classes a semester is the full time enrollment min)#so i'll have 3-4 classes worth of credits to just. do whatever tf i want to.#maybe i'll take some oboe or piano lessons again. or fuck around and try voice or conducting#take some theater history. idk#see what's available ig#i really did not realize until today how little i have left in my libsci program#even changing my plans and taking only one libsci class next sem instead of my planned two#(with apologies to my libsci advisor. sorry im not taking your class like i said i might. i am more interested in arts admin.)#but i'll only have 3 electives left after that#im on a mission to minmax this dual degree in the most confusing and unconventional way possible#still havent heard back about my damn french credit thojgh. it's been three weeks and multiple emails.#um anyway#tired.
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me and a friend planned to watch smthn together to celebrate halloween but then she just started ignoring my messages ;; so I guess. I will just spend the rest of the day watching cartoons. rip me
#mole talks#she came back a few hours later and said we'll watch something another time so i guess it isn't all bad :3#i hope i'll be able to properly celebrate halloween next year though.. i haven't properly celebrated it in so long#i try to get excited abt it but the other people don't rlly match my energy i guess? thats fine i don't really mind that much i guess#because hey. christmas is in less than two months now. theres still stuff to look forward to
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