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i'm going to scream i got accused of being a transmisogynist by someone on twitter because of this specific part of my t4t steddie art
#ramble#the thing is 99.9% of people thought it was VERY funny#i've had 1 person genuinely have a problem with it and it was because i kept eddie transmasc#basically they were upset because i didn't make them both transfemme bc i just. didn't want to#twitter hasn't learned that not everything is for you and if you don't like something you don't have to interact with it#and just because you don't like something that doesn't mean it's Bad#and also sometimes queer things aren't made to be understood by everyone#it was specifically because they thought it made them into 'just another straight couple'#as if that isn't a MASSIVE erasure of trans people's queerness#trans people in m/f relationships doesn't make them any less queer or somehow inferior to gay relationships#it boiled down to 'but you could've made them lesbians :((' YEAH BUT I DIDN'T#idk it was just absolutely infuriating trying to defend myself without saying 'idk what the fuck you want from me at this point'#anyway transfemme stevie is very big on twt but i didn't know whether to post it here or not#but i might if people want to see it because i love it a lot#twitter would die if they saw the olden days when we called them genderbends and there wasn't any trans content at all
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Some of you genuinely seem to believe neurotypical people are mindless conformity drones like the villains in a Tim Burton movie who are happy all the time with no inner life & that anyone who has any thoughts about the world around them at all has a mental illness. You are no better than the 12 yo boys who call service workers NPCs. Actually I’d argue you’re worse because at least those people are joking.
#that fucking adhd telepathy comic I keep seeing l m a o.#its worse on TikTok ofc but I see it here#and everyone n their mother is self diagnosing with autism because they’re shy sometimes#warlock wartalks
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Good for her.
#i don't think i have the entire speech on my blog so let's get that up here real quick#since vox needed a badass quote for margaret and these were some of the first ones i thought of#margaret houlihan#m*a*s*h#mashposting#mashblogging#inga#s7e17#long post#hawkeye pierce#houlihawk#sorry for putting this in the ship tag btw but this too is a part of the life of ships i'm not just trying to be rude by putting it here#they got things to fight out sometimes
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I have no clue if tumblr ate the ask or not (if it didn’t, I apologize for the double posting) BUT
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Im glad to see so much art of Robbie getting so many friends who roughhouse with him, especially after the Robbie lore dump (possibly by coincidence? Since it wasn’t here) because he deserves friends who can handle and even match his energy :)))
YEAHHH IM GLAD TOO!! specially for a lonely guy like him,, he’s dumb and sometimes even criminal in what he does, but my golly he’s a really excited and happy guy,,,,,
#He never really gets along with “adulting adults”#Too serious- talks too much about stuff like t a x e s nstuff- Like whos that? Don’t know them smhh#He always reaches the excitement of others who can reach his- in which he’s just a playful lil guy…#No matter the age or size- if ya wanna get random plants and mud and (pretend) cook with it- he would join in a heartbeat-#I probably should share more lore stuff more often here lmAO the stuff I talk about sometimes there isn’t even close to sus#Just lil guy doin lil guy things… (like c r i m e s)#BUT YEAHHH HE IS GETTING SO MANY FRIENDDDDSSS!!#So many friends for the littlest of guys- pretty soon he will start to lose count of how many!#Horrible thing to happened but inevitable for a bug with adhd-#Also you’re good! I think tumblr munched on it but thankfully I got it this time! HUZZAH!!!
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jayvik epigraph I
You held to me like a lung to breath We collided head first Our lips never met but merged and though I've never kissed you I have tasted an eternity inside you with no moment wasted just once. (until air came between us)
aaand the song this made me think of, which might fit the longing vibe in these flashbacks? hm
#jayvik#arcane#viktor arcane#jayce talis#oscillate osculate orbit#still don't like that fic name but i like parts of it separately for my dear dear symbolism so welp#yes this is for a ridiculously ambitious fic i'll never finish or even post. yes another one. don't worry about it i'm doing great swear#gonna try to actually post my wips here sometimes instead of just. letting them clog my notebook and my miro and my docs and my brain and m#oh gods i'm unwell about them i fear#poetry#writely#Spotify
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I'm so glad I got to see Akito in Fruits Basket Another so here's what her son Shiki thinks about her:
#he calls her kind brb i'm crying#okay pls read furubana if only for shiki and akito's story (they also talk about shigure sometimes)#i was so proud of how far everyone had come in fruba but here we get to see that for akito#plus we get to see the life that sohmas wanted being lived by their kids#there are other cool things too but AKITO and AKITO DISCOVERING and feeling things through motherhood#i 'm so fucking glad she got all this#i never thought i would feel even more for akito yet here we are#akito sohma#fruba#furuba#furubana#fruits basket#fruits basket another#shiki sohma
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NAWW, randomly realized how kaneki apologized to touka for not being able to help her with missing yoriko and how him taking touka to yorikos wedding is his way of making up for that/helping her. Probably the subject came up again the morning after.
I like imagining shenanigans they get into trying to find out on which day yoriko gets married because kaneki shouldve only known the location akdbwjd
#usually I only post my silly random touken thoughts on twt#but why not here as well#i cant really tell if that is an obvious observation LMAO#sometimes im slow uwu#one funny idea i have is touken going to the church and pretending to be a couple that wants to get married#so they can find out which day is unavailable due to yorikos wedding#and the pastor wants to chastise them for wanting to plan it so quickly and how it takes time#and touka blurts out 'm-my fiance is dying soon. thats why'#kaneki and pastor look at her with shock WJDBWJWD#pastor awkwardly gives their condolences and kaneki just nods and murmurs a thank you#anyway they find out the date lmao#oh hmm i dont wanna put this in the main tag but... organisation on the blog....
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Anyways. Academy era designs
#koschei has curlier hair normally but this is drawn in an era where he’s NAWT taking care of himself so his hair hasn’t been washed in like#a week#I draw him with his hands bruised up from rapping the back of his hands in beat with the drums btw#and the eye bags because he CANT sleep with that racket in his head#also. theta has a lot of freckles and moles and koschei sometimes gets a pen and connects them like a connect the dots#just trust me alright trust me so hard#theta has a body that we’d call afab but theta’s always been more comfortable with male centric terms so everyone just perceives him as a m#although I so she/he theta. theta she/he truth#but pronouns ≠ gender so it’s okay#anyways anyways#thoschei#doctor who academy era#koschei oakdown#theta sigma#doctor who#the deca#(well. two of them)#aura’s posts#our art#idk how long the academy has people for like what age they graduate but they’re meant to be the timelord equivalent of like 18ish here#no one talk abt my Gallifreyen. just don’t even#heaven’s art<3
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Your name is Steve Rogers. You are not afraid to die.
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When you dream, there is a tower. Sometimes a mansion; sometimes nothing at all, just a winding, open road and the endless thrum of a bike between your thighs, more power than you thought possible.
Mostly, when you dream, it's like this:
The curve of a smile, the left corner lifted a little higher than the right. Muffled laughter, buried in the crook of your neck, and the scratching of facial hair against your throat. An arm wrapped around your waist, your own slung around a shoulder. A line of heat down your side. Sleek laboratories filled with gizmos you don't have words for, shiny enough that your dream-eyes just glance over them, always hunting out the one living thing in the room, dark circles under blue eyes and a tired smile and a metallic thud when you tap at his chest.
Sometimes there are gods, and monsters, and things you never thought you would see—never thought you could even dream—but at the heart of all of them is the same story. People will always do things they didn't think possible when something they want is on the line. Sometimes it's a person, sometimes it's power, sometimes it's a thing so vast and unbelievable you will never understand. But someone will.
You'll say, but all those people, and someone else will say, she doesn't care about that. You'll say, we have to help them, and someone else will say, that's not up to us anymore. You'll say, please, and he'll look at you, exhausted, and say, I don't know how to do this with you.
He will look up at you, that self-deprecating half-smile on his face, and your heart will burn with it. You will burn with it, and you will say, I had no-one. Nothing. You gave me a purpose, somewhere to belong. You gave me a home.
Sometimes the world is ending in your dreams, fire and fury and something violent coursing through your bloodstream, and you see his face and you want to put your fist right through it. Sometimes the world is quiet, and it's that early hour when the morning blue is starting to fade to a pale gold, and he smiles at you, and you ache with the desire for something different.
It feels -- like something slipping through your fingers. Dreams that could be memories, except you don't have names for anything in them. Things that feel real, but you can't catch long enough to hold onto.
Maybe the war has taken more from you than you realised. You gave it your body, your beliefs, your fists and your spirit. You knew it would take your peace. You did not realise it you gave it your dreams too.
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Your name is Steve Rogers, and one day, you will wake up.
#steve rogers#stevetony#tony stark#you gave me a home#stony fic#idk what this is but a while ago we were talking about 2nd person pov in the 616 stevetony server#and i needed a warm up for my Actual Fic Writing later. so here's a silly lil thing on my silly lil side acc while i gear up for the night#m#jane writes sometimes
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this tree from my new drawing looking goated afffffff 👑👑
#yes this is a nel/vas drawing get off me😂#text#i wanted everyone to see it but also since i draw on paper in total silence i think a lot about everything so i wanted to voice some -#- thoughts too's. tbh i've been veeery self indulgent lately#actually i'm happy that n*lv*s is getting actual hits out of me that i like looking at#especially on-paper stuff that i can recall being fun for me to draw. all traditional art is fun to draw#and digital has turned into an actual task for me (only sometimes tho maybe i;m lying.. mspaint we're still bffs)#i think i just don't see the joy in trying to scrap up a ''' finished ''' piece in an art program .. pencil i love you and i love the -#- feeling of it scratching along the paper....sigh............ Rabu#i don't want my blog or thoughts to turn into traditional art suck-off ventures bc ik not everyone can get into it for many possible -#- reasons but if u feel like it U can ok? do it for Pencil✏️ and for me? for silusvesuius? 𝖎 𝖜𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖙𝖊𝖈𝖙 𝖞𝖔𝖚#but Lord i hope i don't also come off as one of those people that r like 'to improve in art just draw that one fictional character u -#- rly like 😂😂' bruh gtfo my face with that.#i'm noticing 'improvement' in my stuff mainly...i think... because i'm always striving to impress#not so much other people that are here just for my art but more so myself#i have a very huge ego (Mind Battle)#also it makes me sad to think about how big egos or genuine (not obnoxious) flauntiness are looked down on#and i can tell bc i used to look down on people that would express the things i'm expressing now#especially in art focused spaces. now i'd rather be in a circle of artists that love to J*rk off their own brain for it's ideas -#-and talent than be w/ very self-conscious artists that are never expressing pride about any of their work#worse if it's to the point where they actively start to fish for compliments bc of it#fishing for compliments is always OK i just wish it didn't stem from insecurity in that context if that makes sense#but maybe that's very easy for me to say and admit bc i did develop a very big ego around my art and ... Creativity? like it's a sims skill#not that i still don't seek out 'attention' or compliments from others to soothe myself but hmmmmmm i hope u feel me.#it just turns me into a very competitive person#who am i competing with? Myself#i'm always in 'you can do better Because you're YOU' mode#which is much better i believe than comparing yourself 2 other artists#i don't think a lot of people read my tag ramblings but if u do i wonder how one feels about a very pompous artist#like me .......(?)
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feeling bad about my art lately. will probably not post for a while. but i wanted to at least dump some stuff here before i retreat into my hidey hole
#hivemind tv#hmfcu#riley savage#graydon weaver#quadeca#jane remover#eden burke#my art#2023#fanart#doodles#furry#its like. augh. longtime fleouriarts followers are familiar with my eternal tango with posting art online#doing this since i was 11 has like rotted my brain and made me rely wayyyy too much on external validation to motivate myself#and every year or so it gets bad enough that i take a break. but the break usually only lasts a month before i miss the feeling#and come back and then the cycle repeats#its probably worse now bc this is a fandom where getting seen by the creators is not really that hard#so there have been times where im like 'well idk if i wanna draw this. but if i do maybe hivemind will rt it :-)'#NO!!! THATS NOT WHAT ART IS ABOUT!!!!! i cant keep letting myself get addicted to the numbers going up man i gotta get out of here#and i was reading a quad interview from around when idmthy got released. cus hes also brain poisoned like this. but he managed to get out#and now just kinda comes online to release music and then leave#i need to be like that. i need to take a break from art posting thats so long that i come back as a changed man odysseus style#idk. its been so long since i drew stuff that no one gets to see but me. all the art i keep to myself is just out of embarrassment#i need to relearn how to draw stuff just for the love of creation and not “maybe people online will like this one”#or “this new thing came out i need to prove my love of it by drawing it”#sometimes it leads to good art but more often than not it just makes me feel worse#whatever. if any of yall are in the hivemind jane or quadeca discord i MIGHT still post stuff there. but otherwise ill keep to myself and m#friends for a while i think#woooooo this is queued to post while im in orgo lab everyone wish me luck with my thin layer chromatography
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What…? Am I the only one who actually likes this show so far? Please explain, what is going on here? Why all the headlines of this or that being wrong with it, when so far- until episode 3 that is- we have seen none of it? I mean, who knows, maybe with episode 4 it will go downhill, or maybe episode 5 will be unwatchable, or by the time of the season finale I ll say “This is the worst thing ever!” BUT UNTIL NOW NOTHING OF THAT IS TRUE! We have a fantastic story, charming and interesting characters, cool fights, incredible costumes (I’m a costume girly), great score, visuals, drama, conflict, humour, emotions… what else do you need?
You know what? You have no right to complain, I bet you are the same kind of people who claimed George Lukas ruined Star Wars with the prequels, who said there is nothing worse then the prequels, the dialogue, the acting, the characters- Lukas killed Star Wars! Only to come suddenly back and say “oh the prequels were incredible, kethlyn kennedy killed Star Wars with the sequels!” Stop it! Yes, opinions change over time, we change over time, but you can’t proclaim something as garbage and then later praise it to the heavens only to bash on other things.
What exactly is your problem right now with the show? The fact that we see more of the expanded universe, that we have complex characters, other perspectives mentioned? Weren’t we already told since 1977 that the galaxy is wide, the world not black and white, and truth may depend on the point of view? The Jedi feel responsible for something that happened a few years ago? Good people do feel responsible! Good people usually feel guilty when bad things cant be prevented! We have a coven of witches who think they are in the right? So… none of you watched the Clone Wars show?
I have no idea what will happen next or if I ll like it till the end, but until now? I’m hooked.
#sometimes I feel like I´m the only sane one here#like- you can't judge something on speculation alone!#I get the anti-woke movement etc#but... ok as a “conservative” myself... I could not find any fault with the story yet#I m telling you these haters are the same ones who said for years the prequels were garbage#idk#if the show goes bad I´ll say it#but I have to acknowledge that it has been nothing but great so far#star wars#the acolyte#tv shows#things i like
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WE GOT THE KEYS TO THE BEACH HOUSE BABY
#WE ARE SO BACK#my friend's parents love me and said i could visit any time so ????!??! they gave miffy the keys and told her to bring me 'whenever i want'#holy shit i need a moped or something so i can go alone and chill by the water#it's a 4ish hour drive so we probs will wait to go on special occasions but if i was in possession of them#i would be there right now sitting on the top bunk in the 3rd guest room holy shit#im so happy her family likes me#T^T#my surrogate mom and autistic dad lmao#they are so sweet and cool and im honored to be their fake son#well like we watched christmas movies and made food and went to see lights i think im actually their son now<3333#plus they are like really supportive on like me being trans#also apparently (friend) dad got drunk the other day and was telling my bestie that he really likes talking about stars and space w me#they specifically gave her the keys to the beach house bc they saw how happy i was when i was there i love my second mom and dad so much <3#anyway#if i drop off the face of the earth in the future it's bc im in the ocean trying to swim to uh well...#also *dad when i met him for the first time when we stayed there for thanksgiving just got diagnosed w autism and like would only talk to m#which was fine bc i get it bro im here for you; but he was like so happy to have someone who understood him#and i was happy to be w someone who also got it#and her mom was also really sweet ah#i love the whole fame miffy's bf included; they make me feel so loved and taken care of#i ah; sometimes i dont think i deserve this kind of love and then! people go out of their way to prove me wrong
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I can't lie. DDT has been the main wrestling promotion I cared about for the last few months, and Tetsuya Endo has been one of my favorites(I personally believe he was one of their best). So Endo leaving for Noah has bummed me tf out☹️, but if this means he gets more opportunities and gets where he wants to be, then I'm happy for him. But definitely, I'll miss him in DDT.
I feel like wrestling keeps breaking my heart in very specific ways lately😭. This one really fuckin hurts.
#you will hearr m e be ssad abou t w restling m en you've never even h eard of it's my blo g(right)#idk how much more i can take😔. I've been here so long...#(w atching w restling)#maybe I'll w atch n oah...maybe i won't#s orry for s ounding so h opeless but i am rn😭#TRULY N EVER L OVE ANYTHING#rin posting#he's i ncredible in the rin g. he was p retty s erious but sometimes he gets a case of the s illies.#i lo ved his c haracter and the f euds of his that i saw. MA N.
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#yuck.img#im so bad at captioning today yall . eep anyway#swapknot#1/8#i still cant draw joey its 🫶 very evident here but i try i try#done jorey as yuri couple yaoi couple m/f couple. now i must draw them as m/f but the Other way#i personally think in swapknot world joey and corey would be extra in their murderdolls x stone sour promo stuff#like how it Looks like theyre gonna kiss sometimes? they actually kiss. theyre not like tatu level acting but they do what they do#they kiss for magazines and things of that nature but they fuck ☝️ in private#still toxic. always. but you gotta love em#joey is short for jo/joanne i think. and i think i made her first name nadia but tbfh im feeling natalie/natasha these days... tut tut tut
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ur jimmy/lizzie post is making me have a crisis over how unpopular it is how is there literally no ship tag for it. i tried all the combos that sounded at least somewhat normal and theres just nothing. it cant be THAT unpopular right....... i know s**blings is more popular but i didnt realise it was this bad oh my god. people who didnt watch/do not care about empires season 1 please stand up. anyway i love ur art and ur style is perfect
NO I KNOW i was literally doing the same thing last night trying to figure out if there was a preexisting ship name and i couldnt find a single thing 😭 i knew the ship DID exist cuz i'd seen a few fics so i knew i wasnt totally alone. but yeah it's rough out here. we're in this together
also thank you!! <3 <3
#im also a scar/pearl girlie (AND a mumbo/pearl girlie back during secret life) so i've had practice with rarer ships at least lol.#i feel like the fandom tends to gravitate less towards m/f ships WHICH IS FINE and often the case in fandoms like these#but it can sometimes lead to this weird double standard where interactions that ppl would immediately jump to being#ship fuel if they were m/m (or maybe f/f) arent treated as such when its m/f? like jimmy and lizzie literally made a joke about them#having sex like i feel like if that had happened with any of the popular m/m ships people would lose their minds#i never want it to come across like i feel like im somehow oppressed for liking m/f ships LMAO cuz thats obviously not the case#but it is just something i've noticed over time. i feel like m/f duos get the sibling label slapped on them far more than others#and ofc thats a whole other conversation of how every dynamic has to be siblings or dating in fandoms but i wont go on that rant again here#asks
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