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Ooo crossover meetings of the Readers :D it’s me and @thesexydancingcrepe because I love their stuff and I really tried to do accurate art of their Reader! Hope y’all like it!
Isekai’d to the West belongs to @skittlescripts
#isekai’d to the west fanart#isekai'd to the west#me and crepe#as readers#all I had were crayola colored pencils#I’ve had them since high school#color selection is limited#I forgot my freckles#crap#rinita’s art
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I want to read books I want to write more I want to play the piano I want to sing in key I want to delve into fashion history I want to travel I want to publish research papers and I want to become a surgeon and I’m supposed to do all that in this one wild and beautiful life
#Ummm#This is why taking time off before I go to med school is the right call for me there’s sm I want to do constantly but the time!!#This lowkey sucks tho bc ever since I was little I’ve had dreams of writing something profound and being published#Both in a scientific context and also just like in a writing anything profound concept#But ik writing is very high bar and Id have to dedicate time to it and be super serious if I wanna self teach and honestly#Every day Im more and more tempted to just get a lit masters but where is the time if I want to become a doctor!!#Maybe it’ll just be a far fetched dream that I work on on the side bc physicians who’re also authors exist#I j want to contribute something meaningful to this world but to do that ik I have to consume great art first and dissect it and learn from#It#And just like not listen to ppl’s opinions and do what I want but it’s hard when I’m on a timeline#It’s bc I understand none of these vocations are anything to sneeze at and I wanna take them seriously instead of being mediocre at them#Like I truly wanna LEARN but the time management skills are gonna have to go way up#Does anyone understand me or am I having an unnecessary meltdown
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It’s Party Time!! Moar OCs!!! 🎉🎉🎉
#original content#original character#my ocs#ocs#ty’s party animals#bubs monkey#valerie king#clyde kalico#ruise roo#dicky ratt#teddy's artwork#teddy's art#digital art#just had a random urge to redesign sum older OCs I had#and I loveeeee these guys so much#both this and airhead agents were old concepts I’ve had since early high school#so remaking them has been really fun
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it wasn’t until I watched it play out in a dream of mine that I truly understood the “Fabian is tragically in love with his aroace best friend who will never return his feelings” agenda and I felt shrimp emotions experiencing it
#Same dream in which another character from a different show said the words “I’m gay” and I’ve genuinely been thinking about it since#Honestly the shrimp emotions were more about that but still#Like I see the vision#Bc it’s also so real to high school like ya know#(<- gay person who had an awkward falling out with a close friend over something similar)#IM FINE!#dimension 20#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#btw I don’t ship them or think they should date I think Fabian is a cringefail loserboy
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I GOT NEW SHOES BITCHES LETS GOOO
#my last pair is torn to shit because I’ve had them since middle school#(I just graduated high school)#oml my feet feel so comfy#phrog croaks#BROOKS my beloveds
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Yes, I could button these pants above my belly, but why would I? Don’t you see how much it hurts my poor sensitive skin?
(he/they only!!!)
#I’ve had these pants since early high school and I’m shocked I can still button them lol#wg kink#belly kink#pictures of me#mine
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#I recorded a lil clip of me singing the last classical song I learned back in high school#surprised I still know it so well#I’m not posting it cause DAMN I’m rusty as fuck#but I think it’ll be cool to have a before audio for when I start working on my voice again#lol wish I had a BEFORE audio from before high school and all my lessons#OOOOOFDA BESTIE NAH#I thought I was so fucking good and then I get to my performing arts high school#with a bunch of talented people and I realized I in fact sounded like a screeching walrus#but then I worked and studied through high school and I think I gotta pretty good#even went to a few competitions which was super weird but fun#aw I miss those days so much#so I’m going to try and get back into it#gonna be hard since I’m not like surrounded by it all the time#but I’m gonna start brushing up on my music theory and maybe even fuck around and compose a little bit#I used to learn songs in all of these different languages#I miss it so much#and I’ve decided I’m going to start creating the person I want to be and stop wishing I was that person#anywayyyyyyyyy#idk where I was gonna go with that#if anyone is *genuinely* interested in hearing my classical audio send me a message#but I’m not gonna post it cause bro let me tell you it’s rustyyyyyyyy#I got my high notes down but everything else? (and even leading up to the high notes) nah not there#supposedly I might be able to see the aurora borealis in my area tonight but I’m not holding my breath#I live next to too many damn lights and people ☹️😤😤#if anyone gets to see the lights tell me all about them! and if you have pictures please please PLEASE send me them!!!!!#shut up rosie
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i found my old sheet music from high school, and found one of my absolute favorite pieces we ever played, and i have the most severe bout of painful nostalgia i’ve had in a while
#it’s been 10+ years#that fucking hurts#i miss high school so much sometimes#no it wasn’t the best time of my life or anything i fully believe that those days are coming#but as of my life right now i truly peaked in high school#god dammit i miss playing in orchestra so fucking badly#that was what my entire life revolved around at the time#nothing else really compared#it was my entire life to play violin in that orchestra#i just miss it so much i feel like i’ve been chasing that high ever since#i might reach out to my old teacher and find out if i can join them for their spring program#it’s probably been a while since he had alumni perform with them so that could be fun#i want to cry i miss those days so badly it hurts#journal 2024
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naturopaths are SO hit or miss. some of them are crazy anti vax folks and some of them are normal. you never know till you get there and there’s like posters warning about 5G in the waiting room💀
#spicy speaks#my mom is super into naturopaths and homeopathic stuff#I’m iffy#some stuff is really great#but I also haven’t had that much personal success with them#but it’s my only option rn since I can’t get in to see any primary care doctors or gi doctors and I’m having such bad stomach problems#I got blood work done but it doesn’t even show anything?#nothing stomach related#I have ridiculously high cholesterol all the sudden though which is kind of embarassing like I’m not even 20 yet😭#it runs in the family though and I’ve been eating such terrible school food and drinking way too much#sooooo I’m gonna have to get back on my gym grind
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i keep getting nose bleeds in my sleep and then waking up like Oh Blood Time?
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new pair of underwear immediately tore first time wearing them when they’re my size and everything 🧍🏻♀️
#🍄.txt#like!#i ordered my usual size the first time n they were PERFECT#second time they were like a size too big but i still wear them bc it’s not that crazy of a difference#this time i put them on and IMMEDIATELY a hole in the waist band what do u mean 🙁#excuse me for complaining about underwear again but WHYYY is it so hard to shop for good quality underwear#with consistent sizing decent pricing and actual fabric that lasts u#etc etc etc#my vs pinks i’ve had since high school are STILL going strong i don’t want to buy from them anymore though 😭#shakes fist capitalism#anyway okay it could be worse because i got these very on sale at the time but 😑#vs pinks from high school stepping up to the plate again
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Not super inspired, but I need to draw, so here’s a pic of my girlies 🥰 pictured left to right: Vela, Lenore, and Lydia. I s2g I will be buried with these ocs I love them so much
#original character#oc art#oc artist#digital art#I’ve had them since high school they are literally my kids#Lizzard scribbles
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i’m allowed to be a jakey hater ok my best friend has a jakey ass boyfriend who doesn’t like me very much. i’ve earned it
#flashing back to high school when my other best friend had a jakey ass bf who absolutely hated me because he thought i was in love with her#which wasn’t even true btw. but he was so fucking weird about showing off their relationship in front of me for some reason#like he was soooo jealous that she liked hanging out with me more than him. dude she’s my friend i’ve known her since 7th grade of course#she likes talking to me more than you. you didn’t even make an instagram post for her bday dude.#he was so annoying seriously. cannot believe they stayed together for a full year of college i was like begging her to dump his ass#god it was awful. maybe i should have been in love with her just to get her away from him goddamn#beth.txt#the first friend mentioned is not in a situation that bad she’s 22 it’s normal#THAT jakey asa boyfriend is only annoying to me because i think he’s boring#he’s like an npc to me idk like he just exists so my friend has a Boyfriend#even when she talks about him no further personality shines through it’s so boring#like good for them they’re happy whatever. i wish he didn’t exist tho
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Just spiraling being like 🤪🤪🤪 what am I doing with my life I miss art I miss making videos I miss making coming and animation do I really want to do law. And logically I don’t really think I would want to move away from everyone I know to move to where I would need to be to do film or tv and animation. So like. 🔫🔫 accept it. And like I think helping people is something I’m very passionate about and will make me happy and I think if I just did art and comics I would feel bad about like big things like prison abolition and how terrible people are treated in our justice system is would bother and upset me and at least I can feel productive. But idk idk what to do. I just don’t know what is my anti drepressants or what. But truly working for the knife by Mitski whenever I watch tv or see cool art I get really depressed and yearn to be doing that stuff and idk what to do??? Like did/do I define my identity to much to being an artist but idk. I want to make things I misss working with people to make things and I know as a lawyer I will collaborate a lot. A lot of what u do seems so not fun and miserable and idk idk. But I’ve spent so much money and also i going to law school allowed my friend to have housing for foreseeably 3 years. Do I just get the JD and end up completely turning around and doing fucking. Like?? Entertainment law but in my head that’s always just disneys evil lawyers idk.
#I don’t know how much of this is my depression and how much is like a real genuine I#thing bc I’ve always had problems with like since I was like 8 or even younger as long as I can remember I’ve had issues with regret being l#like after making a choice freaking out like I’ll never be able to do the other choice was this the right one like even for shit like I took#this summer camp instead of another and I’ve been able to manage as good as ai can but with this such a big decision#idk#like it was easier when I decided not to bc o to like a big art school bc that was saving money right and I could still take art classes#and major in it#here I’m loosing moneh spending so much money and i technically could do art but I don’t have time and law school mental illness I have no#inspiration motivation#and like I know I have been trouble with motivation creation like was my most depressed and mentally I’ll in high school and freshman of#college but I also created my most art then I was drawing all the time and happy and also very depressed it’s hard to explain#and now I. like. I haven’t done art in so long since last summer#and people’s housing is on me know. and ive already spent so much#money specifically im so lucky my dad is paying for my school BUT my dad is paying for my school I both want to drop out incase im#wasting his money and also I can’t waste his money I must get this degrrr#but will I be happy#idk I accidentally didn’t take my anti depressants mayeb yesterday and this morning#I took them this afternoon but I’ve also been depressed lately that’s. ahhh#I’m haha#girl help#Kelly talks
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Apparently my not doing well is noticeable because my boss gave me Friday off and was like hey take a long weekend and go see your family
#I’m not sure if I will go home#it depends on if I think I can talk to my parents about Why I’m struggling#without them trying to convince me it’s not as bad as I think it is#also to be fair the family comment is just because I do go home to my parents like every other week#when we convinced my grandma to move into a retirement home near them one of the selling points was it being easier for people to visit#mostly me since my other cousin doesn’t go by like ever even tho she lives half an hour away#(for those of you that know Zoe this is the other side of my family so a different situation grandma wise#anyways I go by and see her for a while on Saturdays I’m up and swing by Sunday morning when I head home#I’ve spent more time with her since she moved then I had in years#which is good I’m glad I get to see her m#I got off topic there but like the go home to see your family wasn’t a you’re barely holding it together and need your family#it’s more you need a break go see your family like you like to do#but like I said I’m not sure I mean honestly I only got my mom to understand I struggle with mental illness like a couple of years ago#I don’t know how she missed me going to therapy and being on antidepressants in high school#maybe she just thought it was a grief thing and that I’d gotten better?#god I wrote so much in these tags sorry thanks to any of you that read all the way through
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Not to be pretentious but if you liked Mother Mother before they got popular on TikTok you deserve financial compensation
#‘oh of course you put mother mother on your playlist-‘ yeah cause I’ve been listening to them since 2013#I liked them before AVGBT came out you noobs#for the record I’m glad theyre getting recognition and people like them its just now people are trying to be pretentious to me about it!!!#if any of the other semi obscure indie bands I was obsessed with in high school blow up like this I’m gonna go postal#I also liked American Psycho before it became a meme……#I had a Patrick Bateman pfp back in 2018 and nobody got it
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