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Ooo crossover meetings of the Readers :D it’s me and @thesexydancingcrepe because I love their stuff and I really tried to do accurate art of their Reader! Hope y’all like it!
Isekai’d to the West belongs to @skittlescripts
#isekai’d to the west fanart#isekai'd to the west#me and crepe#as readers#all I had were crayola colored pencils#I’ve had them since high school#color selection is limited#I forgot my freckles#crap#rinita’s art
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It’s Party Time!! Moar OCs!!! 🎉🎉🎉
#original content#original character#my ocs#ocs#ty’s party animals#bubs monkey#valerie king#clyde kalico#ruise roo#dicky ratt#teddy's artwork#teddy's art#digital art#just had a random urge to redesign sum older OCs I had#and I loveeeee these guys so much#both this and airhead agents were old concepts I’ve had since early high school#so remaking them has been really fun
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it wasn’t until I watched it play out in a dream of mine that I truly understood the “Fabian is tragically in love with his aroace best friend who will never return his feelings” agenda and I felt shrimp emotions experiencing it
#Same dream in which another character from a different show said the words “I’m gay” and I’ve genuinely been thinking about it since#Honestly the shrimp emotions were more about that but still#Like I see the vision#Bc it’s also so real to high school like ya know#(<- gay person who had an awkward falling out with a close friend over something similar)#IM FINE!#dimension 20#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#btw I don’t ship them or think they should date I think Fabian is a cringefail loserboy
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i desire a new winter coat but the idea of shopping for one fills me with sadness. it’s snowing in an icky wet way but thanksgiving cactus!
#mayo blogs#i have three winter coats but one of them is a hand me down from my mom one i inherited from my grandma#and the other i’ve had since highschool and is missing some buttons#oh and i have a ski jacket but i’ve also had that since high school#i want a victorian looking coat so bad but i spent a lot of time looking for one last year and didn’t find any i thought would be good#grrrrr
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#one of my silly little goals this year is to talk more about my accomplishments even though they aren’t super recent#I’m tired of resigning myself to being a burnt out former gifted kid. I studied at Oxford for a term.#I taught a college class. I TA’d for two other college classes. and volunteer TA’d for the department’s hardest course offering#because I was already being used as a TA that semester for a different class and the professor still wanted someone to run review sessions#I had professors fighting over me to do work and research for them! I had departments fighting over me! I did summer research!#I was the first person in my department in nearly a decade to ask to do a senior thesis. for fun.#I ran programs and clubs and I was a writing tutor for the writing center AND the resume lab/career center#I was the only person in my writing professor’s tenure to earn a 100 on my research paper for that stupid fucking class#in high school I was second in my class and did it while writing one-act plays for production and doing district choirs and acting#I’m so so so tired of beating myself up and falling to my knees and doing penance for the past 4 years.#I fumbled some stuff at the start of my 20’s. I’m an adult with ADHD that no one clocked while I was growing up.#I was supposed to go to St Andrews for an MLitt and then the pandemic happened and I had to withdraw.#I just need to get over it and stop agonizing over every misstep I’ve made since college#otherwise I’m never going to make it out of my 20’s alive#so yeah. for those of you who don’t know! I am a silly cumdrunk braindead good girl PART-TIME#the rest of the time I’m clawing my way back to the high standards I set for myself from first grade onward#my stuff#ignore me i’m rambling
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my last earbud just died died and i’m over a week out from my birthday (when my dad promised to buy new ones to make up for the ones my dog chewed up) i’m gonna kms
#i mean. i’ve had them since like junior year of high school so they’ve served well (and through a dog attack) but come ON#what do you MEAN i have to write an 8-10 page paper without my earbuds are you fucking with me#i mean i have headphones… problem is they’re a gaming headset and not bluetooth either 💀#grace being stupid#text post#personal
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is this what it’s like to really be in love?
#expired film#we’ve been friends for 10 years#we dated long distance in high school and broke up because of distance and life circumstances and me deciding i wasn’t going to move#ever since i’ve always had this dream of us ending up together#like this silly little thing in my head that they’re my dream partner and maybe some day….#god i never thought it would happen#i am in love with them and have been for a fucking decade#and how CRAZY is it that they felt the same way all these years#they thought i’d never like them again and neither did i#man the root of this is tell people how you really feel#sometimes the outcome will surprise you#like now i get to be with the love of my life#i get to be in love!!!!! like actually!!! not some bullshit#ugh awesome#film photography#portland#st john’s#love of my life#angel#river time
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naturopaths are SO hit or miss. some of them are crazy anti vax folks and some of them are normal. you never know till you get there and there’s like posters warning about 5G in the waiting room💀
#spicy speaks#my mom is super into naturopaths and homeopathic stuff#I’m iffy#some stuff is really great#but I also haven’t had that much personal success with them#but it’s my only option rn since I can’t get in to see any primary care doctors or gi doctors and I’m having such bad stomach problems#I got blood work done but it doesn’t even show anything?#nothing stomach related#I have ridiculously high cholesterol all the sudden though which is kind of embarassing like I’m not even 20 yet😭#it runs in the family though and I’ve been eating such terrible school food and drinking way too much#sooooo I’m gonna have to get back on my gym grind
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new pair of underwear immediately tore first time wearing them when they’re my size and everything 🧍🏻♀️
#🍄.txt#like!#i ordered my usual size the first time n they were PERFECT#second time they were like a size too big but i still wear them bc it’s not that crazy of a difference#this time i put them on and IMMEDIATELY a hole in the waist band what do u mean 🙁#excuse me for complaining about underwear again but WHYYY is it so hard to shop for good quality underwear#with consistent sizing decent pricing and actual fabric that lasts u#etc etc etc#my vs pinks i’ve had since high school are STILL going strong i don’t want to buy from them anymore though 😭#shakes fist capitalism#anyway okay it could be worse because i got these very on sale at the time but 😑#vs pinks from high school stepping up to the plate again
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Not super inspired, but I need to draw, so here’s a pic of my girlies 🥰 pictured left to right: Vela, Lenore, and Lydia. I s2g I will be buried with these ocs I love them so much
#original character#oc art#oc artist#digital art#I’ve had them since high school they are literally my kids#Lizzard scribbles
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Apparently my not doing well is noticeable because my boss gave me Friday off and was like hey take a long weekend and go see your family
#I’m not sure if I will go home#it depends on if I think I can talk to my parents about Why I’m struggling#without them trying to convince me it’s not as bad as I think it is#also to be fair the family comment is just because I do go home to my parents like every other week#when we convinced my grandma to move into a retirement home near them one of the selling points was it being easier for people to visit#mostly me since my other cousin doesn’t go by like ever even tho she lives half an hour away#(for those of you that know Zoe this is the other side of my family so a different situation grandma wise#anyways I go by and see her for a while on Saturdays I’m up and swing by Sunday morning when I head home#I’ve spent more time with her since she moved then I had in years#which is good I’m glad I get to see her m#I got off topic there but like the go home to see your family wasn’t a you’re barely holding it together and need your family#it’s more you need a break go see your family like you like to do#but like I said I’m not sure I mean honestly I only got my mom to understand I struggle with mental illness like a couple of years ago#I don’t know how she missed me going to therapy and being on antidepressants in high school#maybe she just thought it was a grief thing and that I’d gotten better?#god I wrote so much in these tags sorry thanks to any of you that read all the way through
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Not to be pretentious but if you liked Mother Mother before they got popular on TikTok you deserve financial compensation
#‘oh of course you put mother mother on your playlist-‘ yeah cause I’ve been listening to them since 2013#I liked them before AVGBT came out you noobs#for the record I’m glad theyre getting recognition and people like them its just now people are trying to be pretentious to me about it!!!#if any of the other semi obscure indie bands I was obsessed with in high school blow up like this I’m gonna go postal#I also liked American Psycho before it became a meme……#I had a Patrick Bateman pfp back in 2018 and nobody got it
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#I recorded a lil clip of me singing the last classical song I learned back in high school#surprised I still know it so well#I’m not posting it cause DAMN I’m rusty as fuck#but I think it’ll be cool to have a before audio for when I start working on my voice again#lol wish I had a BEFORE audio from before high school and all my lessons#OOOOOFDA BESTIE NAH#I thought I was so fucking good and then I get to my performing arts high school#with a bunch of talented people and I realized I in fact sounded like a screeching walrus#but then I worked and studied through high school and I think I gotta pretty good#even went to a few competitions which was super weird but fun#aw I miss those days so much#so I’m going to try and get back into it#gonna be hard since I’m not like surrounded by it all the time#but I’m gonna start brushing up on my music theory and maybe even fuck around and compose a little bit#I used to learn songs in all of these different languages#I miss it so much#and I’ve decided I’m going to start creating the person I want to be and stop wishing I was that person#anywayyyyyyyyy#idk where I was gonna go with that#if anyone is *genuinely* interested in hearing my classical audio send me a message#but I’m not gonna post it cause bro let me tell you it’s rustyyyyyyyy#I got my high notes down but everything else? (and even leading up to the high notes) nah not there#supposedly I might be able to see the aurora borealis in my area tonight but I’m not holding my breath#I live next to too many damn lights and people ☹️😤😤#if anyone gets to see the lights tell me all about them! and if you have pictures please please PLEASE send me them!!!!!#shut up rosie
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I want this week to be over and it only just started goddamnit.
#it’s been very bad. I am unhappy. feeling very poorly all around.#I think the monkey paw curled one finger when I had a freak out and started wishing I never had to see my classmate again because feelings#are too complicated and intimidating.#dog got incredibly sick and had a seizure but I can’t convince anyone to take him in to the vet and he’s not mine. got sick yesterday.#had to drive to the east side to babysit while someone shopped but due to a miscommunication I arrived late which not only looks bad for me#also meant I only got $40 to drive an hour out of my way. while ill.#and of course just generally confused about the classmate. he’s back and wants to meet on Wednesday. I definitely don’t want to see him if#I’m stuffed up and chapped and snotty and phlegmy and morose. just feeling ugly inside and out today.#I also wish I had like different friends to talk about it with. one is just going on about me being used by a man for a ‘situationship’ and#her concerns about me being led on. the other is a relationship anarchist who’s advice is like…none of these feelings matter and then#pivots into needing affirmation about her unrequited love for her partners partner that she just broke up with.#so one I’m not concerned about being used for a situationship because I don’t know that I even want a relationship. I’m worried I’m somehow#leading him on. and two yeah I know relationships don’t have to look the way sitcoms make them but I have zero frame of reference I need#some advice and help from you here since you have experience dating people and being intimate with them.#ugh and just everything is feeding into everything so I’m very angry and feel awful.#I keep thinking he’s been away for over two weeks and comes back to the swamp thing. yeah that would really help this move along 🙄#I’ve been sleeping all afternoon and literally had a dream that I was back in college but it was filled with high school classmates and we#had to evacuate the building into an airplane which crashed in the lake. we climbed into two life boats and I started asking in a panic#about my classmate and someone told me he might be in the next boat but we had no way to call.#I got out a flashlight and thought abort somehow signaling before deciding it wouldn’t work and someone in the boat became so disgusted by#me and accused me of not really caring since I wouldn’t even try.#turned out he was in the boat and I started crying and hugging him but he was so disgusted by me as well that I woke up.#hmm. need to get that diary.
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man and i miss my cryptid hunter ocs. they deserve so much better than the neglect they’ve been given. i love you Nowhere High School Paranormal Investigators…i miss you guys….
#tbh i may make them not high schoolers anymore because high school stinks and also i’ve had them since middle school and they’ve#been growing up alongside me so perhaps i’ll make them young adults..? summer after senior year maybeeee#remy rambles#nowhere paranormal investigators
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idk the pre birthday dread is seeping in. i cannot enjoy the celebrations
#vari posting#partly because i’m home alone because my dad didn’t wanna put up with me#but also just#realizing i’m a failure lmao#i haven’t done shit#in fact i’ve been kicked out of all of my worthwhile communities for being pathetic#so. what now#college? pfft#not like they’d take someone with no extra curriculars or anything worthwhile#my grades aren’t good enough to make up for it#i’m falling behind in school because everyone gave up on me#no help from teachers or old friends#losing people left and right because i’m just not a good person to be around#like god if i met myself ten years ago they would be so disappointed in me#they wanted friends. to be with their best friends forever and ever#wanted parties and good grades and just to feel at home#can’t even give them that#i had to cancel my fucking birthday party because i don’t have anyone to invite#my parents don’t even bother with me anymore because i’m that much of a lost cause#little me would hate this#more than i do now#it’s been ten years since it all started#i just wanted friends#that was my big goal for years#make new friends.#can’t even do that#and i’m not even smart enough to make up for my lack of a social life#i’m failing in every department.#i’m almost an adult. i need to start thinking about what i’m doing after high school. getting a job#i can’t even do my homework anymore
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