#I’ve always wanted a dog

[deadhead-greenpinky]

Personal rambling.. keep it moving.

Idk where to start I’m just so sad and frustrated.. I told my husband I didn’t feel ready for a dog. I’m so overwhelmed with the new house and I’ve only moved once before so it’s a big change for me. The plan was to wait a couple years but he talked me into getting one now anyway. I thought, why not? Not much is going to change in a couple years, we’ve always wanted a dog, I’ll adjust.

I did not adjust. I hated every second of it. I love dogs and don’t understand why I felt that way. I just started hating the puppy and my husband more and more every day. I got very depressed. The house was a disaster and it was so hot my garden completely died because I couldn’t keep up with everything.

My mom took the puppy. My husband was sad and understandably upset but understood. I’m just still so upset he didn’t listen. And I’m upset I didn’t put my foot down. I was feeling good about this house I was excited to finish unpacking and decorate and learn how to care for the beautiful garden that was left here.. my chronic pain still gets to me sometimes but I felt really happy in spite of that. This ruined it. My mental health is the worst it’s been in many years. I’m so disappointed in myself.

[nautieval]

[titsthedamnseason]

HAPPY LONDON N1 YALL!!! i can just feel this run of shows is going to be CRAZY. also if you haven’t realized hi it’s me juli titsthedamnseason and yes even under yet another new url i am hosting the surprise song game! the rules are simple: leave your guesses in the tags or replies and if you’re right i will give you a shoutout <3

i’m personally about to give the worst guesses ever but i already submitted them to mastermind so i feel like i have to stick with it. so im going imgonnagetyouback / better than revenge and robin / never grow up i definitely should be going with a london song or the black dog but hey. whatever

[julykings]

kind of in my hermit era lately and trying not to feel bad about it im just such a homebody these days

[skyward-floored]

When I was 10 my sister and I wanted a puppy so bad, but when my dad saw how much puppies at the pet store were he told us we were getting a brother soon, which would be about the same. Now I’m picturing a very tired IAU Time telling little Twilight that when he tries to beg his dad for a dog. Legend at least ends up being fluffy!

HA yeah, he would totally do that. Or... honestly I could see Warriors doing it too. Either of them. Both of them XD Twilight is pretty little when Legend comes along so I don’t know if he would do it for him specifically, but I’m sure it gets said at some point. It’d be like—

...

“Dad pleeeeeease?” Twilight begged, hanging on Time’s leg. “Please please please please?”

Time looked at the puppy in the pet store window again, it’s tail wagging as it watched them walk by, and he sighed.

“No, Twilight, you know why we can’t have a dog,” he reminded in a tired voice. This was the third store they’d walked by with an animal in the window, and Twilight had clung to his leg and made begging eyes each time they walked by.

“But he’s so cute,” Twilight whined, and the puppy stuck it’s tongue out, paws scrabbling at the glass.

“I’m sorry pup, but you know we can’t,” he said, and Twilight drooped, giving the puppy in the window a longing look. “Besides, you’re going to be getting a new brother soon. That’s practically the same thing.”

“No it’s not!” Twilight said indignantly. “You can’t even pet a brother!”

“You can pet Legend,” Time pointed out, and Twilight screwed his face up like he was thinking that through.

“It’s not the same. He’s a bunny, not a puppy.”

“But they’re both fuzzy,” Time continued, gently tugging Twilight away from the pet store. “And both have tails, and ears. And run around too much when they’re energetic.”

“Puppies aren’t pink,” Twilight pointed out, holding Time’s hand as he walked along a short stone wall. “But... I guess they’re closeish. Legend sure bites like a puppy anyway.”

Time hid a laugh behind a cough. “...That is true. He doesn’t quite know better yet, huh.”

Twilight perked up as he hopped off the end of the wall. “Kinda like a puppy! You’re right Daddy, he is like one. Do you think the baby will be too? Maybe he’ll be able to be an animal also!”

“...we’ll just have to wait and see, pup.”

[iwillfightformydream]

ive been damn inlove with dazai natsume father child pairing for at least 2 years now maybe i have never found anyone else with this in mind i feel like ive just stumbled across a gold mine with u!! they make me think of simon and marcy and honest to god theyre my everything keep up the great work!!

Thank you so much and as a little thank you enjoy this.

I’m debating if this should be part of Natsume and his book kit Osamu or is separate AU I’m thinking about of Dad Natsume and is dumb kit Osamu( Who is not the book).

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Taneda: Ah, Master Natsume welc- Who’s that?

Natsume who currently has little feral Dazai in his arms: Is something wrong, why did you stop speaking? 

Taneda: Oh no, who is that in your arms?

Natsume: Oh this, this is Osamu, he’s going to be my son after you get me the papers and files to officially make him my son.

Taneda: Y-your son!?

Osamu: yes I’m going to be his son. Are you deaf or something? Now please hurry up and make a legally family. 

Natsume: Be nice please, and yes, this is why I asked to meet. I wish to officially make Osamu my son.

Taneda: A-Ah all right very well.

[sulliedsorrow]

every year on his birthday dazai sends him a wine bottle full of grape juice. he changes the labels and puts it somewhere where chuuya would see it immediately. attached is always some generic happy birthday card. chuuya drank it without thinking the first time and immediately spat it out because, surprise surprise, grape juice tastes like absolute shit. he immediately found dazai and poured the rest of it over his head. before his next birthday he changes his locks, but there it is on the 29th of april, nestled in a decorative basket full of fake flowers. he doesn’t bother the third year.

two minutes past midnight on the day of his 19th birthday, his doorbell rings. on the welcome mat is a familiar basket, and that godforsaken bottle of juice.

chuuya throws it at the wall and is silent as it shatters. he watches the purple seep into the wallpaper, the liquid dripping into the carpet. it’s weeks before the smell dissipates.

on his 20th he's almost expecting it. two minutes past midnight, a bell ringing, a bottle on his mat. he puts it in the fridge and doesn't touch it for months.

for his 21st he's prepared. he hides at the end of the hallway by the corner, watching and waiting. midnight comes. two minutes pass, then ten, then fifteen. at half past he gives up and enters his apartment again, only to find the basket sitting innocently on his couch.

his legs shake as he walks to it, and he startles when he sees a nondescript white card tied to the neck of the bottle. on it is written "always so predictable chuuya" with a crude smiley face drawn beneath the text.

chuuya breathes in deeply. he wants to scream, wants to break something, wants to smash the bottle and every bottle in his cellar and rip off the arms of his couch and tear down the plaster in his wall and shake dazai and ask him why.

instead, he goes to the fridge, and places the bottle next to the first. he doesn’t leave his apartment that day.

[ghostfaceapologist]

ITS MANDY MONDAY!!!!!!! I finished my RBT :)

[triplethewinds]

Day 31: Halloween Outfits and Day 1: Domestic au

(@featheryphoenix) these were fun!!

[wisteriagoesvroom]

i need to hear about the oscmark dog crate discourse just as much as i need food and water and air and rpf to live. please feel free to use this ask as a rambling space!

i’m not falling for that 🫵 u all r building a case to use against me

[stinkypeanutbutter]

ranpoe but they both become flustered idiots when the other makes a move

[ssamorganhotchner]

it just occurred to me that thomas gibson probably calls hazel a good girl and now i wanna throw myself down a flight of stairs.

[danielnelsen]

things aren’t going well with peach. while i think my dad’s very right to be concerned that she hasn’t eaten anything in nearly 60 hours (obviously i am too), im becoming increasingly concerned that she hasn’t slept at all in around 36 hours and prior to that she was under anaesthetic, which isn’t exactly restful, so it’s closer to 48 hrs

like dad took her back to the vet today and we’ve got injections for her painkillers now because she’s not eating, and also injections for fluids (because she doesn’t drink; she only gets water from her food), so the not eating is Bad but also kinda under management, but if she doesn’t sleep soon i’m extremely worried. dad was like ‘if she doesn’t eat by tomorrow afternoon we’ll take her back because the injections will run out’ but like. if she doesn’t sleep tonight we have GOT to take her back first thing in the morning so they can sedate her or something

[eqan]

we had such a nice morning and then dewey guarded a sock from ryker

[uzi-x33]

i have to go back to school on Thursday I’m gonna pull a dazai i actually can’t chat. i hate school. like, actually hate it so much.

[corpsentry]

ass in the air on my hands and knees searching for link/allen (romantic platonic idgaf in this economy) fanwork i scoured the ao3 tag dry and 8 years of tumblr posts and now i am Two fists deep in pixiv, dodging projectiles of pathetic ai porn, desperately looking for crumbs. i’ve done it again folks i found a more or less dead fandom and got stuck on the niche pairing of the main character and the guy who debuted with a bowl cut and now there is nothing to be done but CRY LOUDLY and then (some time later) EQUIP PEN