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beaconfeels · 1 year ago

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Another WIP Wednesday already! Here’s a little bit from the ranch AU I’m writing for the @steter-bang :)

Gerard smiles, and it makes Peter shudder. He’s never seen a more unpleasant smile in his life.

“Now, be reasonable, Peter. Times are tough. We’re all just waiting on a fire to get too close, the animals to get sick, the winter to be too long. One of these days, you could be begging me to take this ranch off your hands.”

Peter saunters closer. “Even if every one of my cows died, my land was charred black, and we were literally the last two ranchers on the planet, I wouldn’t sell this ranch to you,” he says evenly.

“Now you listen to me,” Argent starts, but then he stops, eyes narrowing at something over Peter’s shoulder.

Peter looks around, and there’s Stiles, standing by the corner of the house, looking like he’d like to turn right around and head back the way he came.

“Sorry,” Stiles says, “Didn’t mean to interrupt.”

“Figures you’d wash up here,” Argent snarls at him. “It would take a worthless operation like this to take you on board.”

“That’s a lot of sailor metaphors for a place as landlocked as this,” Stiles replies.

#steter #steter bang 2023 #steter ranch au #my writing #if anyone is excited about this and wants to cheer me along #it would be so welcome #I’m struggling big time #a super stressful summer is not conducive to creativity

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cbgisland · 2 years ago

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it was a huge mistake putting that “hablamos español” sign in the front of my job ☠️ they set me up

#i’m struggling big time #this venezolana came in and i felt so bad bc i couldn’t hear her that well #but i had a decent convo #her voice was just so quiet #love you girl

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jellydragons · 2 months ago

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been watching a lot of hermitcraft recently and am happy to report that i am hopelessly endeared by these little goobers 💕 they’re like bugs to me

close ups under the cut!

gonna be real this was absolutely just me taking the opportunity to get my grubby lil mitts all up in their character designs lol i heart interpreting mc skins

#my post #my art #hermitcraft #hermitcraft fanart #oh boy here we go #zedaph #tangotek #bdoubleo100 #bdubs #rendog #falsesymmetry #stressmonster101 #iskall85 #cubfan135 #goodtimeswithscar #WHY are there so MANYYY (<- is the one who drew that many)#anyways i love them they’re so…………#also just for the record i have Peaked with that lil ouppy rendog just LOOK AT HIMMM #i will never draw anything better than that he’s literally perfect #don’t. don’t worry about how long it took to draw one tiny thing it definitely wasn’t embarrassingly long struggling with dog legs #i’m also really proud of horsegirl bdubs giving his horf a big ol ‘MWAH!’ but that’s just because that one’s real cute :)#but yeah this was just a lil somethin somethin i poked at whenever i was in a Mood and needed something to draw forrr however many months #i tried challenging myself to draw hermits i probably wouldn’t much otherwise :)#it was fun i love designing my interpretations of various skins #it was really funny tho how i was fighting for my LIFE drawing zed and meanwhile ren and stress turned out perfect first try #was that purely on me for giving him wool and a terrible angle to draw a face at?#……..yeah probably but STILL #but i’m really pleased with how he turned out so 100% worth it babyyy #anyways posting this so i’ll stop poking at it i’ve gone ‘okay it’s Officially Done’ like 5 times now lol i need to leave it alone #POSTING THIS AGAIN BECAUSE I FORGOT TO TURN ON A LAYER AND DIDN’T NOTICEEE IF YOU SAW THE OG POST NO YOU DIDN’T

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charlotte-family-apologist · 10 days ago

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Thought I’d share this TikTok I made :)

#made it yesterday wasn’t a big fan of the art at the time bc I was struggling but I’m okay with it now #ALSO my dog chewed up my kneaded eraser when I left my door open to make myself food when I was doing line art #I might get a new one tomorrow #I did get a Michael’s gift card for Christmas…#kenshi takahashi #suchin #mk suchin #kenshi x suchin #kensuchin #mortal kombat #mortal kombat fanart #my art #traditional art #cfa art

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theswedishpajas · 8 days ago

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The energy of that one section towards the end or something

#my art stuff #digital art #hatoful boyfriend #sakuya le bel shirogane #okosan #vegeta and goku in the rain #guy drinking rain #meme #art meme #i should really draw more cel shading in my own style #…is it still cel shading when I have so many layers that overlap?#eh - you get what I mean #struggled with this at first cus I’ve never really drawn birds and pigeons are very sleek and round which is the opposite of my style #but I got there in the end #I’m really rather happy with the result actually #WE FINALLY FINISHED THE GAME BTW #my friend got the… holiday star one(?)#so we’re gonna play that next - VERY excited!!!!!#Everybody a big thanks to my friend Ker for bringing me birds to get attached to #first time in a while I’ve hand an unexpected new animal to care a lot about #prolly won’t be as much as koalas or cats #prolly a lot more focused on these particular birds as people - but it might force my brain to care enough to learn random stuff #either way - a win is a win #haven’t listened to the stuff yet but we’ll get to that eventually 👁👁

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smilesrobotlover · 1 year ago

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Some love at twilight stuff with the fam. Rusl and Uli are cute, Colin is an annoying little brother, and Kori and Rela are bffs and do everything together. I love them all.

#Colin never makes fun of anyone for being short #cuz ordon doesn’t care about height #but he will make fun of Link relentlessly #‘imagine being short. cojldnt be me’#love at twilight #Kori #twilight princess #legend of zelda au #zelda au #Rela is Kori’s aunt but since they’re so close in age they struggle seeing each other as nephew and aunt #they’re more like siblings #but also not cuz kori answers to Rela’s big brother #idk kori is a fun kid but I also imagine he’s timid at times #and Rela is more headstrong and brace #brave #also Colin could never bear link in wrestling he’s so weak #link is stronk #Rusl stop loving his wife every second challenge #I’m so glad Rusl doesn’t look goofy without his headband and instead looks sooo goo #also Rusl is jacked his clothes just hide it really well #the dude is a blacksmith I imagine he’s very strong

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lovelyisadora · 2 years ago

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SCREAMING AND CRYING one hour left

screaming and crying I have less than 5 hours to finish a presentation

#I have five min of content I need at least ten. I’m also going to do a demonstration so that’ll help but god I need the last half of it done #I’m struggling big time #I hope the prof forgives me for using notecards bc I won’t be able to not use notecards #grad adventures

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askamnesiamoonjumper · 9 months ago

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aau rework version of the overload/boss fight where it actually has consequences and bearing on the character dynamics save me,, save me aau rework,,,,

#Ily greif Stricken mj ily trust issues hattie ily pissed snatcher etc #The overload actually being a big deal also works out better bc youknow snatch doessss elude to it with mjs contract that shit will go down #So It fits better to me theyll all get a dynamic shift #ESP with the thought of mj finally starting to bond w snatcher a bit beforehand too fuckkkk #Undid all that progress #AND HAT that fucks me upppp like the one adult person you meet that you trust that hasn’t tried to kill you or backstab you doing just that #That will FUCK HER UPPPPP #THE SECOND IT HIT ME THE REASON I STRUGGLED WRITING HER WAS BC SHE WAS BORING WAS EARTH SHATTERING #BC THEN I WAS INSTANTLY LIKE “ok she comes to befriend mj wayyyy too fast I gotta inflict trust issues upon her later”#Bc I mentioned it like she jokes that mj is the only person on earth that didn’t try to kill her but never played on that fact #So boom the overload is my opportunity #Like they can’t get into a found family THAT EASILY. THESE GUYS ARE FIGHTING TOOTH AND NAIL FOR IT !!#a!au #amnesia!moonjumper au #ahit au #ahit a!au #Also if if ur wondering I drew snatch like that bc I like the idea he’s in between forms bc he’s weakened <mj uses the blue strings on him #Hence why he doesn’t do anything during the fight bc he’s kinda sorta been restrained oops lol #Watching ur forest and subjects get fucked up by a weirdo fucked up you cannot be fun #No one wins in overload arc. Everyone is having a bad time. Lol.#Ok I’m done yapping #Everyone loves Raymond OUT everyone hates mj IN

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sunnibits · 9 months ago

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artistic rendition of a work selfie I took today

mr wiggles my beloved my best homie <3

#technically I should not be taking pics of the kids and 99% of the time I restrain myself #but every now and then I love a kid so much that I’m like… I just need One picture. at the very least….#what if I quit and then I forget what they look like 🥺🥺🥺#anyways I love mr wiggles so fucking much he is everything 2 me #putting my picture of him into a heart locket and carrying it around for strength like a WW2 soldier #doodles #god I struggled so bad trying to make his face look cute and not freaky. babies are so hard #usually I just do little dot eyes but I HAD to convey how big and round his eyes are. he’s so fucking round.

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itspileofgoodthings · 2 days ago

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idek why but this is Peak Romance(TM)

#the ending of Emma! is so warm and so funny #and so good #every emotional beat is so true #I also love the part where Emma learns that Harriet is engaged and she’s so overflowing with happiness #because one of her two obstacles to happiness has been removed #(And she’s working on the other obstacle her dad)#and it says she has to move around and talk to herself and laugh before she can be around anyone again #and I just—-aksjsjjsjdjdjdjd #I love it SO much. I have experienced that before!!!#just times where the overflow of happiness makes you so giddy and almost foolish you have to be alone #ALSO. I’ve been reflecting because years ago I read a piece of literary criticism that said that Emma never learns or changes #she’s Sad and forced to face the consequences of her Actions for like one afternoon #and then everything she wants to happen happens #and she gets to sort of just dance away with a sparkle in her eye #and the criticism was like ‘good for her but this is not a journey of change or growth’#and I’ve always been haunted by it because there is something true about it? Emma is still Emma is still Emma #and also because when I teach it I sort of have to be like ‘Emma has changed! and feels bad about stuff!’ because that’s just kind of #how you have to do it with teenagers/and/or it’s what THEY say #and I can’t contradict them but it doesn’t feel exactly true either #and I don’t know. it’s sort of hitting me this time around that there is just a deepening of Emma’s sweetness #in the second half of the novel and that’s why it always feels so warm #like. with Lizzy the change is so big you can absolutely feel it! it’s undeniable and it rocks her entire (internal) world #Darcy’s letter forces a change in her worldview. in her views of her family and her sisters and Wickham and Jane and just everything #but the box hill scene isn’t that with Emma —but it does pierce through …. something #some kind of flippancy maybe? coldness? she IS more likable in the second half of the book #and yet she is no different. idk I’m struggling to name it exactly #maybe it is a kind of growing up. it never feels quite as simple or as obvious as ‘now she has learned and will never do it again’#I actually think Emma will do it again a LOT lol (the small joke about shipping Mrs. Weston’s daughters with her nephews that Austen makes)#but it’s like—-the lifeblood of her heart has started flowing differently—if that makes sense #she crosses a threshold on the drive home from Box Hill when she sits in the back of the carriage and cries silently

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d0vegum · 1 month ago

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Rhythm heaven double date girl, song 37

relax after work with a drink - lilyisthatyou

“oh, two hands on the bathroom sink

oh, who’s that looking back at me”

#i’ve struggled big time with these last few ones #but i’m having fun #i really like custom remixes where people change double date so for instance the girl doesn’t like the boy or the boy is alone #makes me feel things idk #art luv #rhythm heaven #rhythm tengoku #double date

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thy-lovelylionheart · 1 month ago

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me in real life, struggling to recognize people I’ve met multiple times: haha no yeah I’m sorry I’m just really bad with faces

me with any visual media: oh hey that actor played this named character in this specific tv show from 2006 and in their last episode they wore a red and white blouse and their hair was bleach blonde

#inspired by the episode of the mentalist I’m watching which has Camille from Big Time Rush and Van Gogh from Doctor Who in it #also im pretty sure i know the reason its bc i struggle to look people in the face for prolonged periods bc ~eye contact~#autism #autistic #actually autistic

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kizzington · 3 months ago

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Not aiming this at anyone specifically, but I’m genuinely so disappointed & annoyed at the fact no one in my real life circles bothered to reach out to me to check up on me regarding the recent Liam Payne/One Direction news.