#I’m so scared rn guys
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STOP FIKIN KISSIN AND GET BACK TO WORK ISTGHGGGG 🧟♂️🧟♂️🧟♂️‼️‼️‼️💥💥💥💥
#cringe!#y’all are supposed to make bioweapons#and viruses!#not swapping saliva!!!#I’m literally calling HR#ngl I’m nervous abt posting this#I’m so scared rn guys#idk why but posting anything involving my oc SCARES ME#especially when it’s oc x cannon like RAHAHHWHAUSIWKC#it’s like I’m gonna be shot 57 times for posting this#uhhh idk#albert wesker#albert wesker x oc#oc x canon#resident evil#doodle#my art <3
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Me scrolling my feed
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Inspired by @kippipies Fic “A Light That Never Goes Out” on Ao3
I LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS FIC (Mafia AUs are my EVERYTHING😍😍) it’s literally soooo 🤌💋✨✨
Colored and Alternates under the cut 😋✨
And these were because I didn’t remember what Harry was wearing so I drew a suit first and then a jumper and THEN checked lol 😆😅😋
#my most popular ever post and I’ve only now just moved it here 😆😋#because…I’m a movie star now guys 🤩💫✨#trembling shaking screaming and harassing all of my friends 😂😂🙈😭#is it that big of a deal? to me…YES#I LITERALLY LOVE THIS FIC SO FREAKING MUCH SHKDKSXKJWLDNFKFKF 🩷🤍💛🩷💚💛🩵💚❤️💚#I didn’t repost it because I was scared of pinging the majestic writer of this Fic a second time for the same thing 😭😭#but now I’m literally on so much adrenaline rn so I can 😚😏✨✨#okay I’m rambling so much#because of the aforementioned adrenaline LOL 😆😂#AFDLFHKSBDIWBFOHFIFI AHHHHHHHHHHHH OKAY ILL STOP NOW#(this is how I reacted the first time you reposted this as well by the way —speaking to…✨✨Kippipies✨✨)#I’m being weird…#OKAY BYE#A Light That Never Goes Out by Kippipies#hp fanart#fic art#Harry Potter#Tom Riddle#tomarry#nonsensicalnonsense00#I’ve gotten better at making the quality good 😭😭😅#Alas not soon enough for this 😔✊
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this is not a polished essay it is a giant yap session u have been warned
gotta be at least in the top 3 posts most likely to get me blown up by a missile but why is every depiction of bill & ford’s relationship either “hehe cute/sexy romance >:3c” or platonic psychological horror. why can’t we have both (not the cute/sexy thing, just the romance) like. u guys are aware that Really Really Horrible non-platonic relationships are a thing right. like u guys do know that right
idk i don’t really have words to express this eloquently but this fandom’s fixation on the idea of Romance = Good feels really weird to me. i really really love exploring complicated fucked up characters & their dynamics with each other and it’s just exhausting to not be able to do that without 14 pages of clarification. i know every fandom is like this to some extent i wasn’t born yesterday but it seems ESPECIALLY bad here. and yes imo it IS important to differentiate between a platonic & romantic relationship in this context bc that DOES make the way it reads a little different and that can be an interesting thing to discuss
also while i’m yapping abt things that would get me beat over the head with a shovel, y’all gotta learn that different interpretations doesn’t mean bad interpretations. like using bill & ford as an example:
“this is a good healthy relationship” bad interpretation. do you know how to read
“this is a really fucked up abusive platonic relationship” valid interpretation
“this is a really fucked up abusive romantic relationship” also a valid interpretation
(^does not apply to aus just the Actual Canon Written Text, aus are obv a case-by-case thing)
someone having the second interpretation does not make them homophobic i cannot believe i have to say this. someone having the third interpretation does not mean they support abuse (i actually can believe that i have to say that one at this point)
personally i actually don’t really care either way between the second and third i just wish we as a collective could have one (1) interesting and nuanced conversation about their dynamic & what led to it & all that stuff without spending 75% of the time just clarifying the opinion of “abuse is bad” it is so fucking tiring
anyways. fiddauthor truthers rise let’s all beat bill cipher to death with hammers
#yet again i have another thing that i think this ties into but whatever. this post is a disaster i dont need to make it worse LMAO#i am so fucking scared please do not get rabid in my notes i am just a little guy#idk if it comes through in the tone here but i’m not angry or anything jsut like. Tired#i do not have the energy to handle full on anger rn i will not hesitate to spray u guys with water like cats#gravity falls#bill cipher#stanford pines#tw abuse#cw abuse#i think those are the only cw/tw tags i need here?? if there’s any more lmk !!#and for the sake of those who have it filtered:#billford#twoa.txt
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i’m keeping my word.
under the cut is a nsfw sakumahi you’ve been warned!
i’m in the mist of writing a fanfic to pair with the art. its established relationship, smut with plot, about a freaky ahh first time lmao. ik you’re into that 🫵🏼
so stay around for that, will post on ao3 and here when i’m finished. anyways hope yall enjoy. xx
#servamp#mahiru shirota#sakuya watanuki#sakumahi#i’m so bad with dialogue in fics please gimme some grace#it’s basically about wanting to take that step further#sakuya won’t cause he’s scared to mess up or ruin their relationship which he worked so hard to redeem himself#mahiru can’t take it and hatches a plan that will insure sakuya can’t refuse#aka a panty kink fic#lowkey freaky mahiru sorry guys#it’s more fluffy then it sounds#they are just two losers in love what can you do#ever since that one au by mahi-does-some-art about him being a succubus#i keep subconsciously deciding he’s a freak#i mean he’s basically seducing his boyfriend so#i’m cringed out rn hopefully yall fw this#love yall#fic coming soon 😈
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I 😭😭 miss 😭😭 the 😭😭 moustache 😭😭😭
#give me back my Eddie Diaz rn#that’s not my Eddie Diaz#covering my eyes in fear everytime he’s on screen from now on#I’m scared that’s not my babygirl#let my man be gay with a moustache he deserves it#GUYS it’s a safe space you can admit he was hot with his moustache#let me stroke it#911 abc#911 show#911#eddie diaz#911 season 8#911 s8#this is me ignoring all the problems in the fandom rn#Eddie Diaz my beloved#about to go read so many Eddie centric fics its insane
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The tma season 1 finale is rattling my brain…Gertrude….the tunnels….Sasha…..Jon….all of the connections….uuugghhhh
#the magnus archives#tma#jonathan sims#gertrude robinson#sasha james#what do you MEAN the first episode of season 2 isn’t just a chill statement?!#my brain is being overloaded please just CHILL#seriously though it was a fantastic finale#i’m just really scared#not!sasha needs to just…stop doing what she’s doing#i think it’s a genius plot point to introduce but I miss Sasha so much already :(#the tunnels are insane#elias is the sketchiest person i’ve ever seen#martin and tim deserve the world#jon is making me so scared rn#rip jane#i’m genuinely gonna miss her so much you guys have no idea#she was so cool and I hope she’s squirming around in heaven#all I need is for season 2 to tell me what is up with gerard and i will be chill#(or it could just give me the answers to everything)#nah just kidding ha ha ha (…)
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I don’t usually draw him like this but whatever it’s been 8 months and I’m still thinking about this scene
#So floofy!!#i redrew his beak like 8 times vgfdjgdgh#Can’t wait for 2 weeks into the future when I think this is the worst thing I’ve ever drawn#but rn I really like it I’m proud of myself :o]#Duck#dhmis#dhmis fanart#duck dhmis#duck guy#Duck fanart#don’t hug me I’m scared#my art
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Well I got back from the mall! I got my fav cheesecake at the Cheesecake Factory in there (my favorite comfort food is at this restaurant, don’t clown me for this like everyone has irl 😭)
I accidentally took the bus in the wrong direction so I took a little longer but I got home in the end safe and sound :)
I didn’t end up buying anything bc I got scared of like. Idk. I got scared.
But it was fun to look around and see what’s changed!
#idk why I got scared to be very honest with you#like I found some rlly cute clothes at the Macys that’s going out of business in our mall so everything is on sale#so it was all rlly affordable but they were all rlly conventionally ‘girly’ clothes and I haven’t rlly worn that kinda thing in a long time#and I feel weird abt it rn even tho i rllyyyy want to again :(#I’m afraid everyone will think im ugly if I try to dress feminine bc I pass so well as a dude :(#like obviously I’m not SUPER cis looking but literally everyone i interacted with today that used gendered terms addressed me with#masculine language ‘young man’ ‘sir’ etc#so I know I pass well as a guy#which is great genuinely I love it!!#but I’ve been feeling so much more fem lately and I just don’t get to express it irl atm :(
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hey god or whoever is in charge of this shit, please let me age as beautifully as paget brewster and let me be confident in my own skin and to always exude pure sunshine and happiness like her. okay cool thanks sorry for taking up your time <3
#hi I’m not really here rn but I had to say this!!#I actually look up to her so much. like hello ladies aging is normal and you are BEAUTIFUL!!!!#in a world of people being scared to age dw guys I have it sorted we will be hot and beautiful and still have a youthful heart <3#she’s the sweetest ray of sunshine and it makes me so happy to see a women ROCKIN the grey hair bc a big fuck u to society that’s why#her smile could light up the darkest of rooms#and seeing her interact with fans on twitter is so sweet#a hug from her would solve 99% of my problems I think#paget brewster#emily prentiss#criminal minds#paige talks#my biggest hits!
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i want so badly to understand the batman lore because i want to read the fan fiction and actually know who’s talking but there’s just.
so.
many.
people.
why are there so many robins? from what i’ve gathered i think one of them died, came back to life, and isn’t TECHNICALLY a robin anymore but kind of sort of still is? i have that one narrowed down to being either nightwing or red hood, but i DONT KNOW because i’m trying to keep track of another two dozen children whose hero names are just variations of Robin.
there’s also someone named Signal who can maybe i think see ghosts or something? who is he? where did he come from? was he also a robin?
i just need like a google doc or something with summaries of who everybody is, with personalities and generally agreed upon fanon descriptions, along with WHO IS CURRENTLY OR USED TO BE A ROBIN. (WHY ARE THERE SO MANY OF THEM)
#it is a library of knowledge that i am admittedly scared of actually committing to learning#honestly i just wanted to read Dark Matter so bad that i just went in blind and i still don’t know who’s who#this is a call for help#how do you guys keep the robins straight i’m being so serious rn#batman#batfam#fanfic
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Hi i’m lola and I never learned how to read. I’m also a guy who’s funny and good at editing and is sane. I’m cool I promise can I have a promo …
@kiochisato @pinkmiku @ashenscion @didlivio @rookmeo + anyone who wants to… feel free to ignore :3
#🛍️ - screaming into the void#guys please i’m so bored rn#promo post#IDK WHAT ELSE FUCK#i’m getting the hibby jibbies rn#scared. fearful#idk man
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I'm working on a pretty big drawing that I pray looks good in the end but I've been procrastinating.. erm..
Here's this doodle dump for now aha
These were made last night and today LMAO ^
My boo told me to draw these aha ^ (I CAN SAY THIS BTW)
These uhhhhh.. I was doing a yellow guy impression and said Roy once jumped Red Guy to see if he was made out of red spaghetti LMAAOOSO He came back with a bowl cut ^
And this is homestuck ^ aha Tavros
If you guys want me to draw anything dhmis related just lmk and I'll do it :P
#dhmis#art#homestuck#dhmis roy#dhmis yellow guy#dhmis duck#dhmis lesley#dhmis red guy#art dump#dont hug me im scared#dont hug me i’m scared fanart#im so scared rn dont even hug me#tavros nitram
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I’m deeply overthink the fact my interests are obscure that ranking how obscure they are shouldn’t even be a thing given they are all something a normie never fucking heard of HOWEVER I’ve finally concluded the order of my MAIN hyperfixations in “How much of this has a relevant online presence regardless if it debatably has a fandom” is:
Getter>Big O>Kikaider>Casshern>Jeeg
All of the mecha ones aren’t a shock because getter is crucial to the genre, big o is unique that every mecha fan at a point will hopefully have a obligation to check it out, and jeeg is sadly overlooked but we’ve been known.
Kikaider and Casshern I was going back and forth on them especially cause don’t get me wrong there’s still a fuck ton of casshern content online-especially compared to jeeg-but I’ve checked and the fandom for sins is DEAD, anytime I post about it it doesn’t get any buzz at all. Kikaider while the anime version is a bit overlooked the fact it’s known for at least the toku version helps it a bit, because I haven’t been in many Toku circles but it seems like a no brainer to check out. (Also the ishionmori pipeline helps, though jeeg sadly couldn’t get that benefit from being a technical Nagai mecha 💔)
I was mainly torn up about how known Kikaider was given how I never EVER saw it mentioned being a inspiration for mega man yet I always saw casshern mentioned, but I assume it might be due to fandom overlap even if I’ve met a handful of mega man fans who like toku. (Also mm only not counted on the list bc being real here it’s the most active fandom but I don’t fuck with the fandom itself LOL, besides my own corners)
Also if you’re wondering “Meg what about this other show you watched” and I didn’t mention? It likely wasn’t a hyperfixation 💀 (I’m sorry that I’m not a big 3 fan, my feelings about mazinger are complicated and I barely have interest to watch more Gundams after G)
#meg text#I know by technically mentioning these series it’ll be tagged but I’m not bothering to tag fandom#mainly because this post is nonsense and I observe online culture too much that I wanted to throw this out#I’m worried to develop more anime fixations because if I get lower than jeeg im going to fucking cry#(there are ABSOLUTELY more obscure mecha than it which is why I’ve been trying to avoid random ass shows)#Mfw I wonder if this is why I stopped trying to read Inazuman even if it was neat cause it likely would’ve been the same result#but fucking worse cause who the fuck remembers this guy other then watching all the Kikaider animes (like me)#granted that also ties back to my struggle to read cause if I did read more I’d probably be into more obscure stuff#<still never fucking finished Majuu Sensen but literally got halfway there#there is so much more old anime I need to consume and I’m eyeing a few rn so will see how it goes for me#even if I’m weirdly scared to have more then 5 hyperfixations cause I feel like this is A LOT as is#but you can’t control the autism sometimes LOL
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Dude I can’t help it I just like having someone to worry over too much. Like apparently it doesn’t matter if I’m actually attracted to someone, my desire to have someone to check in on and take care of is too great. Like maybe I can tolerate being completely sexually disinterested if it means I get all the soft stuff
#context I am talking abt men specifically#I mean like…that same man#I’ve been talking about#I like taking care of AND fucking women#and taking care of women via fucking them#but there are no women who want to do soft things w me#and that is what I’m craving rn#so I’ve got myself in this mess#where I tolerate the parts that make me uncomfortable for the mutual affection#ik it’s bad#and I should stop#but I can’t seem to#who knows maybe I will want to fuck him#who am I to say#maybe I’m just scared of new experiences#update from future me I was being stupid I did in fact want him like that#I really am just very bisexual guys never listen to me if I say otherwise
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me and my friend were rewatching jujutsu kaisen and into like the 12th episode the gojo hyperfixation HIT.

#i know this isn’t what i usually post but tbh#the clh interest has kinda died down for me#really scared this is gonna flop bc it’s not clh or rayman but#i’m proud of myself#im prob gonna start posting more jjk stuff bc#i’m so fucking fixated on it rn.#if you couldn't tell#i still do enjoy rayman it’s been like that since 2016 i don’t think i’m letting go anytime soon#but anyways gojo dump#love this guy#he’s so silly#gojo#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu gojo#gojo satoru#satoru#art dump#i need to stop with the super specific tags cause when ppl look at my posts abt thing#they’ll think it’s all just that certain topic#i am multifandom but it just happens like every 2 month lmao#i love talking in tags it’s like little easter eggs#jjk#jjk gojo#silly little guy#love him sm
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