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septemberdove · 5 days ago

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#lost 3 pounds I’m back at 120 and I just need to see a doctor so I can be taken seriously about this :/#this weight is most adult women’s bane of existence so they’re just assuming I’m healthy?#I keep having to remind them I was 15-20 pounds heavier 4 months ago and this isn’t normal for me #I don’t even have the energy to be all mentally ill and trigger my ed because I’m just fucking tired so there’s no rewarding feeling :/#worst part is everyone is used to me being sick and is now just automatically excluding me from plans #and also don’t give a shit. like I can’t say I feel bad because it’s met with such an annoyed exhausted response. like I get it #I’m sick of me too.#I’m gonna turn 27 though and I’m so proud to be alive for it #and I miss blue I wish they were alive and turning 29 #I still miss blue like every fucking week time doesn’t stop the grief

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lotus-pear · 13 days ago

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bugs when you lift up a rock

#jumping in between the persona games is such a curse oh my god #i’m playing p4 actively simultaneously watching tumblr user haliai play p3 and in addition hyperfixating over p5 #it’s just reference after reference after reference i can’t catch a break 😭#shoutout to the justice arcana‼️ gotta be one of my favs‼️ go featherman and dead moms am i right?#anyway i want to play p5 again soon for akechi…..missing him very badly i wish p4 had a character like him #“but adachi—!” nuh uh doesn’t count #ANYWAY AUGHHHHHH shuake save me shuake…….actually missing them like a bitch 🙏🏼#everything reminds me of them #if i think abt them for too long i genuinely start to feel sick #persona 5 royal #p5r #persona 5 #p5 #goro akechi #ren amamiya #akira kurusu #shuake #akeshu #lotus draws

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rooolt · 9 months ago

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deeply important aspect of riz gukgak’s character to me is that he’s quite a bit deranged. Brings a gun to school, shoots an unconscious man point blank in the head just so he won’t wake up, tortures a kid by shooting off three of his fucking fingers, threatens to bite Dayne’s eye out of his head as revenge for Fabian, literally eats Kalvaxus, consistently hissing throughout sophomore year, and of course “make sure to cut off his head so he can’t be revivified”

#Kind of guy who’s too efficient a killer to be 17 years old #I like that he’s a little sick in the head deeply important aspect to me #Also I don’t remember if there are other sophomore year moments I’m sure there are #dimension 20 #fantasy high

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opikiquu · 9 months ago

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#★ arin rambles #★ my art #art #honkai star rail #hsr aventurine #hsr #So basically me and my bestie have agreed that aven has a priv twt acc and its terrible #yheres only like 1 follower (and its topaz) shes sick of it cuz he posts at the dead of night and its such drastic changes #Like he’d post ‘Sometimes I think about how I’m older than my older sister now.’#and hes So Sad #and then like 12 minutes later post something like ‘staring at ratio’s cleavage rn not listening to a word hes saying’#Also ratio isnt allowed to know abt it cuz hes gushing about him constantly like a schoolgirl #anyway so this is Not That. this is the trash he posts though #ignore that one normal cat it was genuinely too cute i didnt wanan erase it .

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bookalicent · 5 months ago

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yeah so this was insane

#i feel like too many people reduce this interaction to jason being like ‘lol same’#but idk :/#this chapter is from jason’s pov #and leading up to it he’s like ‘people keep walking on eggshells around me bc of the the michael varus stab wound’#and he hates it so when he goes on deck to help out with the storm #everyone’s like wtf except for percy #and jason states how much he appreciated percy not treating him like a sick kid #and i feel like it’s echoed in this sentiment where jason could say so many things like #‘you should never feel that way’ ‘im here if you need anything’#but he doesn’t make percy feel alone in his desire to just…. end it all #which ik for some people that doesn’t work but you’re not a character in hoo and percy is dealing with so much guilt #and he can’t tell annabeth bc she’s a main aspect of that guilt #and he doesn’t wanna guilt her more and he feels ashamed and when he describes this he feels weird for feeling it #so having jason this tough guy be like ‘yo i understand it bc i felt the same way #that’s gotta mean a lot to percy #also insane how jason who also struggles to display vulnerability #allows it in one of few times in this moment just so percy this guy he’s supposed to be jealous about #feels comforted and not alone in his guilt and shame #and also it’s just insane how jason’s wanting to kay em ess does not get talked about AT ALL #and just seeing his mom and the pressure of new rome getting to him #like this scene is insane and i’ll never shut up about it #also ignore me i’m just finishing my reread of hoo that took all summer #jason grace #percy jackson #pjo #ashla.txt

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danwylds · 5 months ago

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I feel genuinely insane when youre looking down at zevran after he tried to assassinate you and is asking for his life while you could very much kill him and you ask him, sort of offhandedly, why he joined the crows and he immediately starts defending them. he tells you they bought him to raise as an assassin and he goes don’t worry about that. its fine now because i have everything i could want. and then he very subtly says, well, everything but my life. and THEN even MORE subtly says, well, not that its even mine. just a life, would be fine. Zevran the man that you are

#HE MAKES ME CRAZZZYYYYYYYYYYY #dragon age #zevran arainai #I’m sick IM SICKKKK IN THE HEAD #this isn’t very coherent I haven’t slept in um too long whatever

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comradekarin · 1 year ago

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MEGAN THEE STALLION !!!!!!!

#they could NEVER make me hate you QUEEN #I’m sick of Nicki and the barbz too bruh #DO YA THING MEG #megan thee stallion #nicki minaj

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sqwdkllr · 21 days ago

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Uhhh tr!phil doodle except idk what I wanna go for with her design but she makes birdhouses with the wood she cuts down and does what she wants ig

#I wanna draw other ppls phil designs at some point too #I think that would be super fun #I’m also sick rn but pretty bird will fix me (no it won’t)#my art

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ghost-bxrd · 6 months ago

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Prompt:

Actor Au!

Where Batman and Co. are the most popular TV series and they’re currently filming Jason’s death.

Only Bruce goes so deep into acting he breaks down for real upon the part where he arrives at the warehouse and digs through the rubble for his child.

#Jason just thinks it’s phenomenal acting #and totally doesn’t move a muscle until the Regisseur calls the cut #at which point Jason just jumps up and goes ‘that was AWESOME Pops!’#only bruce doesn’t stop crying and clutching at him #and literally everyone else is disturbed by the sheer level of emotion #the only reason the cut wasn’t called earlier is because the filming crew was too shocked with Bruce’s screaming and begging #Jay honey you played the dead child a little too well #Bruce is having a full blown mental breakdown #Dick and Tim have to be called on set #unless they’re already there and also joining the cuddle pile because #JASON YOU PLAYED YOUR PART TOO WELL #Joker’s actor is going on a month long vacation he’s got trauma #I’m still sick af but this au came to me in a fever dream oops #might be dying more at eleven lol #actor au #jason todd #batfamily #dick grayson #bruce wayne #batfam #robin #tim drake #red hood #joker #prompts #angst #jaybin #batdad

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luminique · 4 months ago

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Lighter when reader is sick/has a cold/etc he has to be a hot fucking mess

OH HES ALL OVER YOU WHEN YOURE SICK !! the moment you’ve got a cold, he’s immediately telling the girls that he is out of commission. he wants to take care of you but like lowkey. he’s buying medicine, he’s getting food, he’s making sure that you’re not overexerting yourself.

but he’s also getting bothered by the fact that you’re calling out to him with a red flush on your face due to the sickness. you’d think he would be pushed away by how rough your voice sounds but no, it’s actually a little conflicting to him. something deep within him wants to be all cuddly with you but he’d tell himself that he’ll catch a cold and who will take care of you if he’s sick too?

you’re more than capable to take care of yourself but having you depend on him like this, even if its only for a short moment, has him melting completely. he’d pretend to be a little distant (because he can’t show that he’s worried) but he’s always looking out for you. coughing ? he’s getting water. sniffling ? he’s grabbing tissues. too hot ? he’s ready with a wet towel.

once he’s done taking care of you for the day, the girls are definitely there to tease him about it and all he does is push his shades up a bit more. he cares so so much but that’s not a good look for his cool and mysterious personality. either way, he promised to take care of you until you get better, so he’ll be back in the morning to check on you again as usual. it’s all too obvious when in the next few days, he’s the one sniffling and sneezing instead.

#lumiresponds ˚✧₊⁎☆#lighter zzz #zzz lighter #lighter lorenz #lighter x you #lighter x reader #lighter x gn reader #i’m like extra slow with these responses #i always start them but stop half way cuz the worms just disappear ???#idk how that works BUT HERE YOU GO #IM SORRY IF ITS NOT GOOD I HAVENT BEEN SICK IN A WHILE AND HAD SOMEONE ELSE TAKE CARE OF ME #so i can only assume this is how he’d be #ngl tho i want him to get sick too so that we can be sick together :D #HE CARES SO MUCH IM GONNA SCREAMMM need someone like this irl but i live alone sobs #im actually lovesick with this man not normal flu sick #need him to be real so that i can be cured

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adhdandcomics · 4 months ago

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perhaps the most important question i’ve ever asked:

does anyone have tips for people trying to stop being chronically late to everything in the world that aren’t weirdly judgmental and aggressive or flat out lies

#when i tell you every single resource i’ve ever found or tried to get through or anyone i’ve ever asked #has been just so. mean about it #not even intentionally #not always at least #but there’s so much inherent shame tied to being late to things or being a person who used to be late to things #that i don’t think people can untie that from their ‘helpful tips’#it’s all ‘i used to also be a lazy uncaring piece of shit! you don’t have to be a horrible wretched loser anymore!’ and it’s like. okay.#you see how that’s not helping. right.#making me feel worse about it is NEVER helpful. i promise you i already have tortured myself over it FARRR more than any ‘on time’ person #ever had #this has been a comic i’ve been stewing on for ages as well but. well there’s of course the shame #idk it’s something that people are always despicably mean about bc fundamentally people who have never struggled with it #see it as a personal choice to be late #and as something one needs to just ‘try harder’ to fix. and that if you don’t #you inherently don’t care about other people’s time or even other people in general #and that feels horrible! it feels really bad!!#i mean i’ve got it from EVERYONE. disability allies. other adhd folks. disability resource offices #it’s something that nobody ever cares to acknowledge or try to accommodate for #bc time blindness and exec dysfunction are NEVER taken seriously as disabilities. they’re always always viewed as a personal failing #and i’m sick and tired of it. bc all this does is make people struggling with this Hate themselves #and worry endlessly that maybe they Are selfish and actually Don’t care about anyone else #there’s a bit too much here to keep in the tags i should really do the comic for adhd awareness month

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twiceuponadumbass · 2 months ago

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Yall.. why is it warm enough in December for me to be wearing shorts?!??

#me #new blog #gay #lgbtq #it is way too warm #I was freezing two days ago #I’m sick of it

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iliveinprocrasti-nationn · 13 days ago

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my mum keeps responding to my covid precautions with “i get it, you’re not ready yet”. like no i just don’t do them anymore. i don’t really need to eat at restaurants or go to crowded places or be in public without an n95. i can watch the movie at home. i can get take out. an n95 is just uncomfortable sometimes but doesn’t stop me from doing anything. i love not getting sick

#SOOOOOO glad i moved out #‘your sibling and i are going out to eat’ have fun! i actually have no desire to do that whatsoever #also both of them have brought covid home and I’ve clocked it every time #my mum’s was after a trip after i moved out where she didn’t wear a mask once (not even at the airport) and then spent the trip texting me #about how the rich food was giving her some stomach trouble and the jet lag was just hitting her so hard #clocked that asap. i think she gave it to everyone else too and then tested after someone else tested positive and got her positive #my sibling was when i was still at home though and they just came downstairs and sat next to me coughing and i have never moved so fast #consistently tested negative so I don’t think they gave it to me but they protested possibly having it until I made my mum test them #and lo and behold I was right! I got pcr tested by urgent care and was negative #i didn’t get the chance to be cautious from the beginning because I was a minor when covid started #but i’m now an adult and moved out and keep all my precautions and tbh I love it #i’m a college student and the only sickness I’ve ever dealt with was an ear infection from a piercing. that’s it #‘don’t you want to embrace your young adult years’ i have two cats and hobbies and love being at home im fine #I don’t want to party or go out or do much of that #coronavirus

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altcvnningham · 3 months ago

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