#I’m sick and no one cares
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You realise no one cares when you’re a type one diabetic, suffering from a virus, haven’t eaten for a week, barely drunk anything for a week, hands and face covered in small red spots and you’re being sick, bang on the floor to get your alcoholic mums attention and she just wakes up and goes to bed….
And this woman is suppose to be my “carer”, yeah ok then. More like she wanted the money, not caring about me.
Pretty much same as my “friends”. One ghosting me, one that doesn’t respond for a week (after reading my message), and one who only wants to talk when they want something.
I’m done. So fuck it. Putting my phone on Do Not Disturb mode and if they want me they’ll have to wait for me to fucking respond to them. I’m done.
My mother’s abuse I can take (barely) I’ve had it all my life. But I thought at least when I got older I’d have decent friends who actually gave a shit about me.
You really know how your future is going to play out once you spend every day crying and alone. Thanks, I guess.
#mental health#mental health awareness#all alone#no one wants me#no one likes me#blog#fake friends#fake people#fake family#toxic friendships#toxic family#narcissistic mother#abusive parent#child abuse#extremely lonely#I’m sick and no one cares#when will someone care about me?#when will it be my turn#when will it be me#meant to be alone#crying my eyes out#crying and sick#suicidal#suicide#zero friends#no one ever wants me#do not disturb#I’m done caring#I’m past giving a shit#I gave you too many chances
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Soulmate au - first words on skin
“Woah, hey, you probably shouldn’t be doing that.”
“…Are you my conscience?”
Person 1 is a vigilante helping someone with a probable concussion after an attack of some kind.
Person 2 is a person who’s had many a philosophical debate on whether or not the words on their skin made them reckless or if they were reckless all on their own.
#lol#could be anyone#I thought of people though#dpxdc#danny phantom#tim drake#dead tired#Tim Drake as Red Robin#op#soulmate au#first words soulmate au#ao3#fanfiction#fandom#I thought of it as Danny is the one with the concussion#but I guess it can go the other way if Danny is the EMS worker on scene with RR#I just want Tim as Red Robin and Danny as Fenton when this happens#sprinkle in that identity stuff#yes this was a finding nemo reference for person 2 but it’s also meant seriously for the concussed person#will that actually be brought up? idk. maybe that’s the next thing person 2 says#then person one starts babbling about a chicken and an egg#they are disoriented! not good! will they remember this moment?? we’ll see#does this jump immediately into a sick fic where person 1 takes care of person 2 and they get to know one another?#or do they disappear in the kerfuffle and have to track one another down?#I’m really wanting to read this now too 🥺
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perhaps the most important question i’ve ever asked:
does anyone have tips for people trying to stop being chronically late to everything in the world that aren’t weirdly judgmental and aggressive or flat out lies
#when i tell you every single resource i’ve ever found or tried to get through or anyone i’ve ever asked#has been just so. mean about it#not even intentionally#not always at least#but there’s so much inherent shame tied to being late to things or being a person who used to be late to things#that i don’t think people can untie that from their ‘helpful tips’#it’s all ‘i used to also be a lazy uncaring piece of shit! you don’t have to be a horrible wretched loser anymore!’ and it’s like. okay.#you see how that’s not helping. right.#making me feel worse about it is NEVER helpful. i promise you i already have tortured myself over it FARRR more than any ‘on time’ person#ever had#this has been a comic i’ve been stewing on for ages as well but. well there’s of course the shame#idk it’s something that people are always despicably mean about bc fundamentally people who have never struggled with it#see it as a personal choice to be late#and as something one needs to just ‘try harder’ to fix. and that if you don’t#you inherently don’t care about other people’s time or even other people in general#and that feels horrible! it feels really bad!!#i mean i’ve got it from EVERYONE. disability allies. other adhd folks. disability resource offices#it’s something that nobody ever cares to acknowledge or try to accommodate for#bc time blindness and exec dysfunction are NEVER taken seriously as disabilities. they’re always always viewed as a personal failing#and i’m sick and tired of it. bc all this does is make people struggling with this Hate themselves#and worry endlessly that maybe they Are selfish and actually Don’t care about anyone else#there’s a bit too much here to keep in the tags i should really do the comic for adhd awareness month
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Middle of the night thought that I may extrapolate on much, much later: The next iteration of Leo always has something about them that the previous iteration wanted or was denied of.
#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt leonardo#I am too sick and too far back from finishing 2012 and refreshing my memory for 2003 but I feel this in my bones#just look at 87 Leo and compare him to 2003 Leo#see what I mean#even for innocuous stuff like 2012 Leo being really into a space show no one else really cared about then bam#rise has all of Leo’s brothers adoring an old space show much like 2012 Leo’s#idk this is a very in the moment thought and I implore others to run with it if they wanna lol#this sorta happens with the other bros too from what I’ve seen but it’s most apparent with Leo imo#(I’m mostly considering 87 03 12 Rise and even MM in this not so much other media but I bet it still holds)#I’ll get to a lot of the writing blurbs later btw got hit with Sick atm
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random thoughts…i’m sick in bed and my imagination gifted me this (im barely getting to dressrosa in the manga like i have no idea how canonically correct this is, forgive me) / (use of yn, fem!reader in mind, but kinda like an oc?,, zoro x reader/oc bc yes i’m biased):
donquixote!yn who escapes the family with her brother Law, only to be split up…couple of years later Law finds himself staring back at your bounty poster. a bold 77,000$ written just below…Trafalgar D. Cupid (takes Law’s name AND an alias because doflamingo is a scary man). he smiles to himself, a feeling of pride filling his chest, knowing you’re somewhere out there. he reads that you’re apart of Straw Hat Luffy’s crew, the captain who took down Crocodile in Alabasta. he makes a mental note to keep an eye on the Straw Hats, knowing how you wouldn’t have joined the guy’s crew if he wasn’t strong. mostly, just to keep an eye on you.
“oh, it’s yn, isn’t it?” Bepo beams, interrupting Law’s thoughts. “lemme see, captain.” Law barely gets to react before a paw reaches over and snatches the paper out of his hands.
“AWWWWWW. IT’S REALLY OUR YN!! Cupid, huh? still an archer….oh wow she looks so cool!! so grown up…!” The rest of the Heart Pirates gather around Bepo, all wanting to see the sister of their Captain. Aww’s and gasps fill the room as Law thinks of you, hoping that wherever you are and wherever you go, you’re safe. If anything were to happen to you, he’ll kill Straw Hat Luffy himself, and gift his heart to Sengoku in person.
somewhere across the grand line, your legs drag you to your shared quarters…throwing your bow and arrows to the side of your bedpost, you soon find yourself face planting into the mattress…muscles aching from the intense training you’ve just finished with Zoro. you feel yourself slipping into a deep slumber, that’s only until Nami barges in with a newspaper in her hand, shoving it in your face.
“YN!! LOOK!!”
on the cover, the name Trafalgar D. Law is written in bold, but it’s the striking 1,000,000$ written beneath it that make your eyes bulge…
“HUUUUUUUUUUUUUH?!?!” Law must be a captain now….the thought makes you worried sick but at the same time curious…where have you been Law?!
“it says here your brother’s the captain of the Heart Pirates!!” a part of you wants to dwell the fact you’re technically your brother’s enemy…wants to dwell on the fact that the Heart Pirates was a dream of yours once, too. but you can’t — the tears of joy overwhelm every negative emotion, and soon your bursting out crying because you’re so proud of big brother Law. “i bet he’s proud of you too, yn.”
“i just hope he’s okay. life hasn’t been the easiest on either of us and….” your thoughts halt for a moment. you think of what Law would say if he were to be sitting in Nami’s seat right now…”c’mon yn, stop being a baby! stop cryin’, you’re stronger than that. i’m okay, we’re okay.”
you blink away those sappy thoughts as you shake your head, slightly smiling at the memory. you take a deep breath before shooting the ginger a small smile, “he’s okay. and i’m so happy.” you stare at her with loving eyes, before throwing yourself into an embrace with her. Nami reminded you of Law somehow, maybe the familial feeling you get from her, but she’s truly the one person who really knows you…aside from…
“though, i wonder how he’d react if he met Zoro.”
#luffysinterlude#one piece x reader#zoro x reader#law x reader#trafalgar law x reader#zoro roronoa x reader#one piece au#literally so sick rn#this is what im thinking of#never been an oc typa person before but i’m lowkey digging it#one piece oc#one piece x oc#Cupid ❤️🩹 I’ll take such good care of you#i wish i knew how to draw
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u know what, fuck u
*otome-fies ur otome company logo*
#idk what made me do this#I was looking at the logo and thought… that’d be a sick mask me thinks#what have I DONE AAHHHHHH#character designing is my passion#this design isn’t my best but who cares I like their hair#ntt solmare#solmare#obey me#wizardess heart#bloodinroses#shall we date#shall we date ninja shadow#shall we date the niflheim#shall we date destiny ninja#shall we date ninja assassin#obey me nightbringer#obey me one master to rule them all#I’m not naming all of the games I’m not#fanart#me thinks#also yeah I know that’s not the… actual solmare logo but#everyone calls them solmare so yeah#ch: solmare
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Comparing Alicent and Helaena’s reactions during the funeral scene is really interesting because it shows us two different trauma responses. Alicent has been taught her entire life to sit there, look pretty and do her duty. We see her look deeply uncomfortable at first but she “stays calm” because in reality she’s dissociating, she’s keeping on the mask that she’s used to protect herself. We know she experiences dissociation when in a traumatic situation because we see it clearly in the marital rape scene and when she’s trying to look after two babies she had when she was still a child herself.
Helaenas trauma response is more clear, while she also experiences dissociation during this scene (we also see her dissociate during b&c and the scene right after in Alicents room) but as the crowds gather and they start to throw confetti helaena is triggered out of her dissociated state and becomes overstimulated and anxious and starts to become visibly distressed but she can’t remove herself from the situation and Alicent attempts to calm her are futile because helaena, being written as neurodivergent, CAN’T just push her anxieties down and put on a mask. It’s gone beyond being able to mask her symptoms. Her discomfort is clear, she’s becoming more overwhelmed and all she can do is sit there visibly distressed. Alicent has been dissociating for so many years and masking her own discomfort that she doesn’t even realise that not everyone can go into that state and not visibly react to trauma they are going through.
#all trauma responses are valid - i say this as someone with ptsd and dpdr#helaena is clearly the biggest victim here it is her child her that went through the trauma and she did not consent to this#helaena targaryen#alicent hightower#house of the dragon#this is my interpretation of the scene feel free to disagree#but i sae one to many alicent didn’t care posts and i’m sick of people judging peoples trauma responses#and their learned behaviours as a reaction to abuse#helaena was called uncaring and compared to rhaenyra and aegon last week i am sick of it#rhaenyra (depression) and aegon (anger) both of their responses to grief and trauma are also valid#rape mention#abuse mention#ptsd
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“Why is my stomach in knots?” you grumble to yourself as you look in the mirror, quickly blending in your makeup. your hands move faster than they should, your nerves already shot to shit and the stiff, hard to blend blush is really starting to irk you. you frown when Bakugou pops in behind you, his face next to yours as he takes you in.
“Whaddya so nervous for?” he asks you, dipping down to kiss the curve of your neck. he’s learned to avoid your face until you powder yourself up, and then he can go crazy. but you’re still blending something wet on your cheeks, and he doesn’t wanna upset you more than you already are.
“What if our date isn’t perfect?” you whisper, finally setting down your brush, your hands wringing in your lap. but bakugou reaches over your shoulders, grabs your palms in his, brings them to his face to kiss and kiss at, despite the barely dried concealer you had swiped on them. he hugs you to his chest, careful still of your face, frowns at the way you try to hide your blooming smile at his affection.
“‘Course it’s gonna be perfect.” He reassures you quietly, pecking the side of your neck. “You’re gonna be there with me; that’s all that matters.” You pout at him through the mirror despite your smile, watching his own face soften as he takes in your almost ready face.
“But what if my date tries to order for me, and won’t let me finish a sentence?” You sigh all melancholy, rolling your eyes into your head. You giggle when he bites at the curve of your shoulder, trying to get away but he holds you tight against his chest.
“Then I’ll beat his fucking ass.” Bakugou mutters into your skin, feeling brave enough to steal a kiss on your cheek. Him being brave—the thought makes you laugh to yourself. Bakugou afraid of scaring you, the love of his life, and being afraid of your wrath from fucked up makeup when he battles villains all day. You turn in your seat, wrapping your arms around his neck when he kneels on the floor behind your stool. He almost looks like he’s praising you, with the way his chin tilts up and his gaze is hyper focused on you and you only.
“You’re such a nerd.” You tease, tucking your chin to your neck when he squeezes your thighs in his hands. He leans forward to steal another kiss, despite the way you lean away and try to push his face from yours.
“Shuddup,” he murmurs, bypassing your hand to peck your lips. He stands when you swat at him, kissing the top of your head this time as he makes his way out of the room to start getting ready. As he leaves, he speaks over his shoulder with a huff,
“And finish your face already. Stop depriving me ‘n shit.” He grumbles. You don’t comment on how red his ears are, his admittance of wanting to kiss you again and again, how he always does. You only blow him a kiss, laugh at the way his shoulders hike and his huffing under his breath, and finally finish getting ready.
#this is random but I like it ;)#didn’t mean to wink sorry 😞#but I lob him and wanna eat him whole#maybe I can make another part where he’s the one getting nervous for the date#despite being together for a while#love the idea bc it shows that you still care#still put in that effort into loving your partner everyday#and it makes me so soft!!!#okay gn my head really hurts and I’m getting motion sickness lol#bakugou treats! 🍬#—new treat in the streets! 🍫
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I’ve seen a lot of pro-aborts blame pro-life laws for women facing complications in their pregnancy and the doctors not doing anything about it. They say doctors are scared to take care of women because of abortion bans. When pro-lifers say it’s the doctors fault and it’s medical malpractice, they still blame us.
This past weekend my sister-in-law informed me that her pregnant sister had some bleeding. Her midwife told her to visit the doctor and ask for an ultrasound. The doctor told her there was no reason to and sent her home. Her midwife was pretty upset about her doctor ignoring her request and demanded they do an ultrasound. The ultrasound found she has Placenta Previa and is on bed rest now.
According to Journal of Pregnancy, “Placenta previa and placental abruption have long been recognized as major obstetric complications that result in maternal and fetal mortality as well as morbidity.” No law prevented him from doing an ultrasound to make sure her baby was okay and figure out why she was bleeding. There’s always been an issue with doctors not taking women’s concerns seriously. This has nothing to do with pro-life laws and has everything to do with the failure of medical care women receive from the doctors we are supposed to trust. Women deserve better.
#and yes I’m mad about it#they put women’s lives at risk when they don’t take our concerns seriously#I’ve spent 3 years dealing with a problem that two of my OBGYNs just brushed off#it took a third one to actually diagnose the problem and give me real treatment#instead of just saying put lidocaine on it#I’m so sick of doctors failing to properly care for women#prolife#pro life#pro-life#pregnancy#placenta previa
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Trolls Band Together Spoilers
(Clay and Bruce trying their best)
One thing I’ve been dying to talk about are the little ways Bruce and a lay take care of their other siblings and why.
It’s all in the little stuff! Like I am of the belief that Bruce and Clay are so close is because they could only really find solidarity in each other. Growing up no one liked how JD pushed them to be perfect, but Bruce and Clay were the only ones who felt pushed in a box, they were the only ones who got angry.
Floyd was always the peace maker and Branch was a baby so the only ones who understood their anger was each other.
Clay and Bruce always have each others backs, but I wanna talk about how they take care of baby Branch.
Like when Branch is listening to the broad cast with Velvet and Veeneer, Bruce notices Branch’s worry and turns off the radio. (Bruce also carried around Tiny bc he is a true dad.)
During the ‘It takes two’ song, Branch pulls out his blue prints and John Dory immediately pushes Branch out of the way to take control and you can see Clay and Bruce wince like they know it’s a bad idea before Clay pulls John away for the transition shot.
Not to mention Clay and Bruce seem so unironically excited to see Baby Branch that they side like JD, and I know that was probably because they’re still on weird terms with JD, but I don’t think their happiness to see BB was only for pettiness sake.
Maybe there’s some stuff I missed because I only saw the movie once and I looked down at some points to take notes so may haps I missed some back ground stuff but if there is please tell me!
#trolls spoilers#trolls band together#dreamworks trolls#I like calling Branch Baby Branch I’m sorry#trolls bruce#trolls clay#trolls Branch#trolls john dory#I Wanna go more into depth abt how JD became a parent child and how that affected his relationship with his brothers#BECAUSE ITS SO INTERESTING PLEASE#Like the concept of how these siblings grew apart but do deeply care for each other means so much#Floyd was probably the one who was there for Branch the most!#Bruce and Clay felt a bond bc they both were in happy!#JD felt alone because of his position and even tried to go back to see Branch and Rosiepuff only to think that they died!!!#Thats sick and twisted!!!!#They all still treat branch like a baby bc they never saw him grow up!!!#except for Floyd who’s the emotional intelligence of the brothers#and bruce only had smaller children so he doesn’t know how to take his baby brother growing up
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I feel like you would love Wander Over Yonder.
I WOULD AND I DO!!!!! I’VE SEEN WOEFULLY LITTLE OF IT and really, really, really want to commit to it. both times i’ve tried to watch it i’ve loved it immensely. i really need to commit myselffffff!! but in what very very little i’ve seen i’ve adored it. i love the energy i love the cartooning I LOVE WANDER!!!!!!!!!! i feel like since i’ve gotten into LT, where every character is some sort of absolute freak and has their own unique set of issues, i haven’t been Advertising my sheer adoration of obnoxiously happy little guys (to the chagrin of everyone around them). characters like SpongeBob, Lazlo, Chowder, Stimpy…. it’s definitely my favorite character archetype and Wander more than fits the criteria which is why i need to watch!!!! i’ve had multiple people say it’s an Eliza Show and i very much stand by that having only seen like 2 episodes
also, the prophecy is fortold because i drew this exact pose with Lazlo and Lumpus once upon a millenium. which i can’t look for right now because i’m on mobile. but mark my woids.
#anonymous#asks#I LIKE#i consider Daffy sometimes to be a de facto member of this archetype#which is funny because he’s most known for being a miserable asshole#and even in the examples i’m thinking of he’s still an asshole. and can be prone to miserable tendencies#but the 40s duck there is a subset of shorts where it’s like#he’s committed to his mission and will act congenial and nice and pleasant to his adversaries and often doesn’t know or care that they’re#adversaries and keeps annoying the hell out of them and is never discouraged or beaten down#and it’s so pleasant and genuinely inspiring to watch#The Stupor Salesman comes to mind in that regard and that’s one where he does get annoyed at times!!!!#or like ummmm. Scrap Happy Daffy where he finds this Nazi goat and his first instinct is to make a sales pitch for an alkaseltzer to#alleviate an upset stomach. obviously he doesn’t know the goat is a ‘Nat-zee’ yet and is quick to reverse course#but just that his first instinct of dealing with this enemy is to call him condescending endearing nicknames (‘it’s a poor little sick#billy goat! hey William!’) instead of being like WHO ARE YOU WHY ARE YOU HERE#stuff like that is why i have clung to him so ferociously and find great empowerment in his unflappability and steadfast determination#and i’ve also clung to him because of his flaws and chips and stuff as well#i love Daffy Duck this is not new
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there is a hollowness inside of rich kids that truly terrifies me.
#no wonder some of them don’t know how to be people#like. i was never poor growing up. we were two disasters from bankruptcy instead of just one. but at least i had normal child experiences??#did my own first aid and was so proud of that. getting dragged to my mom’s work when i had a sick day and getting basically all the regional#colds over in that waiting room. making a grilled cheese or a pbj when my parents weren’t home yet#gotten really annoyed about having to take care of siblings and drive them places#like man sometimes i think I’m so clueless and then others I’m like. how the hell are you people still alive#you look like a deep sea fish collapsing under the lack of pressure on the surface
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literally can’t stand how dean is stereotyped into female role and is seen as ultimate bottom because of his looks
#i’m a bit sick & tired of normalized stereotypical thinking in the spn fandom ngl#“pretty = bottom” “he likes cooking = omega” don’t piss me off#it’s the way people don’t pay attention to actual dynamics happening between characters#and only care about their looks and how the prettier one should automatically be the ultimate bottom#or their s*x scenes with girls which mean literally nothing when it comes to m/m ships#literally how does the fact that dean likes when women ride his d*ck make him a bottom with men#what’s even the logic here#and i could say the same about the way sam’s character is treated#dean winchester#wincest#samdean#spn
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I recently saw like a TikTok where someone was again…again going after the Sonelise kiss. But making it where all the characters would be disgusted with it. Because they totally would be.
And it’s the caption that caught my attention. It being “If only the kiss was with Amy”.
Okay so.
The kiss wouldn’t be necrophilia if it was Amy.
The kiss wouldn’t be assault if it was Amy.
The kiss wouldn’t be hated if it was Amy.
The characters wouldn’t be disgusted and would cheer if it was Amy.
People wouldn’t regard it as the worst scene ever in the franchise if it was Amy.
Okay. Cool.
So it’s only those things when it’s Elise. And not those things when it’s Amy.
That totally makes sense.
Just to make this clear. I’m not trying to go after Amy at all. I’m just trying to understand why it’s only bad when Elise does it. But not when Amy does it.
It was like 5AMish when seeing the video. So like apologies if I sound salty or tired at all. I just didn’t really enjoy having such thing on my fyp.
#Rambling#princess elise#Sonelise#Can I not go anywhere without running into people complaining about the kids#It was retconned anyways#why do we still care#i want to bury myself#If one more person complains about the damn kiss#Can we not talk about Elise without bringing up the kiss in a negative way#I’m getting sick of it
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#i just want to scream#i want to scream and dig my nails into the dirt and cry#i am so tired#like i genuinely have forgotten what it’s like to be cared for#like i don’t think anyone will ever want me the way i want them and i just have to come to terms with that#because i just get proven time and time again that i am not of importance#my son is the only person that keeps me sane#because without me he’d be alone#and that thought makes me fucking sick#he is the only one screaming for me while i’m struggling to stay above water
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Ughh ok this discourse is done pissing my off. If you’re allistic and you have any thoughts about allistic people making autism jokes I’m smashing u with hammers. If u think publically claiming allism and then misusing terms for disabled people is funny I’m smashing u with hammers. If ur one of my mutuals who dmed me thanking me for my input or just a silent mutual who agrees w me, im kissing u all over ur face. Ik this is silly and harsh and not real but im irritated. Im right and if u disagree pls just stay out.
#ranting sorry#autism#asd#I’m sick of disabled terms being tokenized#can’t we have one fucking space#dan and phil#phan#dnp#dan and phil games#phil lester#dan howell#amazingphil#dnpgames#d&p#daniel howell#i don’t care if ur figuring urself out#don’t misuse real medical terms for funsies
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