#I’m pretty busy this year
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Goals for 2025:
Get into art school
Get INSANE huzz (Adam lazzara?)
Idk
1 note
·
View note
Text
a … a gift from the talented @kruinka 🥹 thank you so much!! ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ)
#彡 moevie!#彡 cherishing.#kruin …. !! you sent this a few days ago but i am still . reeling in . /pos because i cannot believe i am seeing moze ( and myself ?! ) in#your !!!! style !!! your !! adorable !!! and beautiful !! style !!! and there is a lot i have to say — i am in the chattiest mood despite my#sleepiness !! FIRST omg ): thank you ?! thank you !! THANK YOU !!! for being so kind to me and drawing out a sketch that i will treasure for#eternity really 😭 !! i will gaze at this whenever i wake up … gaze at it before i sleep …. gaze at it when im sad … when im happy ( to#amplify the happiness of course !! ) OOOOH KRUIN. kruin . words can absolutely NOT describe how much i love your style … i just cannot ?!#figure out how to put it in words ?? i can’t just say ‘i like how you do this’ ‘and this’ because it’s the literal entire thing that i love#aiwnendjdkke and ): before i get too deep into that — i must thank you another time kruin !! because i know you’ve been busy — and of#course you must be ?! im sure life becomes much more hectic during the holidays and new years like this — so i’m just so soft over the fact#that you spent time to do this for me and i :’) i really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart — i would like to say ‘you really didn’t#have to!!’ BECAUSE YOU DIDNT !!! YIU DIDNT NEED TO DO ANYTHING FOR ME — YOU DIDNT ): IM JUST SO SAPPY AND MUSHY THAT YOU CHOSE TO AND ):#and the background being pink . i love pink !!! i know exactly where this specific shade of pink will prosper ( give me a second .. when i#awake ) .. BUT OH )): thank you so much kruin … it means so much to me .. more than i could ever try to explain !!! BUT IS IT OKAY IF I TALK#ABOUT HOW YOU DREW MOZE BECAUSE . i’m dead on the floor -> x0x this is me because you made his cheeks SO squishy HIS SIGNATURE SQUISHABLE#LOOK . I WONDER HOW ARTISTS MAKE HIM LOOK SO SQUISHY ?? the squish technique ?? BECAUSE HE LOOKS SO CUTE SHJEJD ): KRUIN YOURE SUCH AN AWESO#ME ARTIST . SO TO BE ABLE TO SEE HIM IN YOUR STYLE ….. *thanks everyone for allowing me to have eyes* a wonderful day !! to have eyes !!! i#will actually risk disintegrating into evieparticles if i even so much as mention the blush on his cheeks so — instead . YOU GAVE HIM SUCH A#oh no . the look on his face T T kruin i don’t want to talk about it !!!!! but you — the look on his face !!!! must you draw him in such a#cute manner /pos i am starting to feel speechless trying to talk about how pretty he is in your style because . perhaps toopretty for me#to even make any type of comment ( instead — i sneak a glance and then turn away because if i stare too long …. IF I STARE TOO LONG .. *expl#explodes* ) kruin i think i will just cry seeing the level of detail you put into this ): like my hair ): i think i will just kneel in front#of you and cry and apologize over and over as i wipe my tears on my sleeve because my tears make it difficult to properly thank you /lh#the fact that there are sparkles T T the world is full of sparkles when mr shadow exists !!! a lovely . YOU KNOW WHAT . the sparkles are#there because KRUIN EXISTS . I LOVE YOU KRUIN. I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH ))): I DONT RVEN KNOW HOW TO DTART EXPRESSING MY GRATUTUDE#tldr - i am gobsmacked & staring at this for the next ( infinite amount of time ) thank you kruin !!! ): wishing you only the best .#aggressively wishing you only the best * aggressively turning to go O_O at anything that dares threaten a lovely day for you!!!!
58 notes
·
View notes
Text
Disclaimer: I don’t draw. The stuff on my jacket is the most art I have made…like…ever. But, giving it a shot anyway.
An Offering.
Reference photo by adamrosssi
#scheduling for a Busy IRL day#hope you all enjoy#don’t tell me if you hate it#I have the artistic skills of approximately a 10 year old so. keep that in mind#I’m pretty happy with it tho all considered#anyway#hi Ves#had to draw the pretty man cuz#i just think hes neat#sleep token#sleep token fanart#vessel sleep token#sleep token vessel#my stuff
35 notes
·
View notes
Text
It’s Been Seven Years Since The Battle For Mewni
Well, it’s that time of year again. It’s officially time for my yearly Battle For Mewni anniversary drawing. Which means it’s been seven years since Toffee’s death, and I’m still sad about it to this day. I will never be over it.
This year, I’ve captured the moment that Star decided to keep his eye as a trophy, against her mother’s wishes, signifying her triumph over his “evil” (as she puts it). Little does she know that the eye will fall in the hands of her dear friend, Ovelia Dragonfly, leading to the triumphant return of the man she thought was gone forever. (And he’s back!!!!)
🥀Toffee of Septarsis, 2015-2017🥀
#svtfoe#star vs the forces of evil#septarsis dragonfly au#alternate universe#au#fanart#star butterfly#marco diaz#toffee of septarsis#battle for mewni#I had to go a bit simple for this year#I’m busy w/ college stuff so I’ve had to cut it short#so this is what I have#hopefully this is one of the last times I’ll have to use that bottle lmao#pretty weird to keep the eye of the guy who killed your mom as a trophy though
22 notes
·
View notes
Text
lol didn’t think someone giving money would give me anxiety
#to the judge that’s gonna see this case next year and the lawyer that is representing it assuming the state idk how this all works#why has the person to say the least get to go a whole year without consequence? a known criminal who after stealing from me and being#released and again getting arrest now for gang violence or some shit she was let go? she maybe associated to the group that killed that boy#last year. and here i am panicking because im afraid to carry cash. im paranoid that imma go outside and my car will be missing. i’m get#panic attacks when i drive to close to that gym and tired going back but physically cannot get out of my car and i start to cry in the#parking lot. i’m not sitting at work shaking forcing myself not to cry because someone handed me cash and i’m afraid someone is going to#steal my purse again. you think that’s not a big deal and honestly i didn’t think it was until my purse was gone. my cards stolen and used.#my key missing EVERYTHING in my purse GONE. so many things in there plus the purse i had money and all that is stuff i paid for now im out#all that cash i’m out 500$ for a key replacement i stopped feeling safe leaving my house all my non replaceable things gone and everyone#spoke to me like it was my fault and had to stand their crying while adults told me not to use a gym locker ??? but in the same breath telli#telling me this isn’t the first time she’s done this she has a warrant for her arrest she’s known to steal cars i’m the problem and there’s#nothing they can do to help me. so while i cry because all the money i had lost and never got back i had to do ALL the work to call my bank#track where my cards were being spent at call the jpay line she transferred money to look up the person she cashapped money to call the#business she was actively spending money at ask the manger if she is currently there and if they could give the police all the receipts and#video of her there for them to act like the hero’s for my brother and i tracking her down while you all belittled me#FUCK YOU AND FUCK HER i can’t be fucking normal about STUPID mundane shit i’m stuck here shaking and crying and what you tell me later it’s#not a big deal? give me all the content of your car and wallet or purse or backpack take nothing out and see what you’re left with and how m#much you need to spend to drive your car again and to tow your car home let a stranger have all your cards and address and tell me you feel#safe#OH and for the gym to tell me they know about her she used to be an employee there she doesn’t have a membership so they don’t know how she#got in and they can’t help but she did steal from another girl that night and an employee last month and who knows how many more ppl like#that’s convenient you pos sounds like she has friends that still work at the gym and open the back door for her or just let her in that’s#crazy no ? and this is all alleged because when if i lost all these things i can’t speak on what did or didn’t happen that’s some crazy bull#shit anyways the towing company felt bad for me maybe because i hadn’t stopped crying they gave me the key replacement number and told me to#mention he referred me so i could get a discount and the layman felt back for me because when i called him i started to cry and when he told#me the price i cried harder so 500$ was the cheapest but pretty much my whole check#key man*#bad** LET ME FIX TAGS#allegedly all these ppl are privileged kids from a privileged background that grew up in a sheltered community and thing there’s no#consequences to their actions because of the lack of accountability from their parents who willing pay for people to look the other way
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
new di x warrior cats
name explanations and more info below :3
basic stuff
-each agency is a clan, not each unit. 14-15 clans would be silly and then we would have some clans with 5 cats and some with 2.
-starpro -> lightclan. i couldn’t call them “starclan” for obvious reasons. light is somewhat synonymous with star, so i’m going with that.
-cospro -> nightclan. i don’t think the cats in warriors know the word “cosmic”, but cosmic implies cosmos implies night sky, so we’re going with night
-rhyth lin -> rippleclan. ripple is sort of a synonym to rhythm….? this one was hard
-new di -> fortuneclan. this one is a stretch but neither “new” or “dimension” have synonyms that really fit a clan name. fortune is something that relates to multiple characters in new di though
-starclan still sort of exists, but the cats do not believe in them the way they do in warriors. they are more of a nursery tale than anything, and select cats (ex: tatsumi) believe in them, but it is not written into their code. medicine cats can still interpret signs, but they do not necessarily think of them as coming from starclan.
-medicine cat forbidden romance is not a thing here
-intermingling of clans is ok and common
-there’s like. other cats in their clans besides just the enstars cast i assume
cat names/why i chose them
fortuneclan:
knights
-tsukasa -> scarletstar (scarletblossom) . he is the leader of fortuneclan because he is one of the new di reps for the summits. both scarlet and blossom were chosen bc of his last name (scarlet is a red color… kinda similar to cherry…. and blossom for the cherry blossom).
-leo -> lionheart. ok this one is kind of cheating because lionheart is already an existing warrior, but…come on….
-izumi -> silverspring. sora describes his color as silver, and spring is in his first name
-ritsu -> frostmoon. his first name means cold moon according to the wiki so i just rehashed it
-naru -> goldenroar. since she doesn’t like her first name i didn’t want to use “storm”, and her last name can be read as “thunder” but that’s a little too close to storm? so golden for her hair and roar for her last name
switch
-natsume -> sageeye. a sage is similar to a wizard, and eye is in his first name . also the “dovesong” mentioned is wataru :)
-tsumugi -> bluewing. he is a bluebird. warrior cats probably wouldn’t straight up call a cat “bluebird” so i put wing there instead. deputy cause he’s the vp
-sora -> skyspring . sora means sky. spring is in his last name. i could have used “stream” instead to differentiate him from sena but i think spring is cuter
mam/df
-madara -> tawnystripe . tawny bc it’s like kind of close to calico if you squint. stripe(s) is in his last name
#my art#enstars#ok so maybe we WOULD have 5 clans bc guess what was announced today#a new agency. and a new unit (or fucking 5? idk)#BUTWHATEVER#um i don’t know why i did this it was a joke at first but#then i started getting really into choosing names….#like originally it was just gonna be switch but then i was like hmmm… what if the agency is the clan#i’ve been reading so so much warrior cats i’m about to finish avos and then i’ll be caught back up to where i was#when i started this rereading journey last year#so like i have to apply it to my other interests#i’m proud of the names i chose i think they’re fun#yes leo’s is a cheat but idc#i hope someone else will appreciate this it’s mostly just me doing stuff for fun#i want to do the other units/agencies too but that might be a while cause yall this took#like a week . granted i’m busy rn but god damn picking designs for cats is hard!!#that’s why so many ended up being tabbies i just can’t resist they’re my favorites i’m definitely not biased#but also realistically tabby is a pretty common pattern so it’s fine#my fave design is naru’s btw i wanted to make her really pretty and i think i did ok#ok i’m going to bed bye#also forgot to mention i wanted to keep the names as close to canon warriors as i could so i had to find words similar to things that#the cats in warriors would know#sage is pushing it i don’t think they use sage in medicine . they def don’t know what a fortune is either but i don’t care
25 notes
·
View notes
Text
in may, it’ll be two years since succ ended, and i can’t ever even imagine leaving it behind
#i’ve been here like nearly three (😵💫) years already and my hyperfixation does ebb and flow but never fully goes away#and i’m still writing fic pretty consistently#it’s like the one fandom i’ve written the most for#even in terms of stuff i haven’t posted#bc literally my notes apps is mostly wips/ideas of the tomgreg fic variety#with a couple other succ related things#for flavour#i feel like the fandom has dwindled since the show ended#and like i understand bc no new content etc#or not much anyways#and i mostly see the same couple blogs#and i love y’all so bad#you are my life support#i check in with your blogs when i’m suffering withdrawals#and it’ll be a sad day when they too go away#but yeah like i said#not going anywhere#i mean i might not post a whole lot for personal reasons or whatever#but in terms of still busy active in the fandom#like hi hello it’s me i’m the only one in this empty room#even if it’s just writing my silly little fics <3#i feel like i’ve made this post a bunch but like#i love this show so much#and my gay businessmen <333#and also just a thing to say i’m still here in general i guess?#if like ppl might be worried about me or are interested in anything to do with me#currently working on my er.. current fic#and just vibin mostly? living my life? livin la viva loca i guess you could say?#gwen rambles#gwenposting
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
There I was….replaying the EW caster rolequests again for the second time this week…
Also can I take a moment and talk about how much I LOVE their healing/casting glam from EW? I don’t see it as much anymore and forgot how good it was 😭
#was supposed to just be her Christmas glam two years ago but was so good it stayed in rotation#also I promise I’m not ignoring anyone!!! just a very busy day with like an hour of free time I devoted to seeing pretty ppl on my screen…#tavi#the aymeric brain rot is hitting HARD bby he said he’s not going down without a fight this time#worry not fellow eren fuckers he’ll get hit with the whorebeam soon enough in gpose
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
Not aiming this at anyone specifically, but I’m genuinely so disappointed & annoyed at the fact no one in my real life circles bothered to reach out to me to check up on me regarding the recent Liam Payne/One Direction news.
#ignore if you want I’m just gonna vent a minute#it’s been over 3 days now & almost nothing#They know I was/am a fan of at least 1d or could take a pretty good educated guess if nothing else#& yet not one person who knows me personally bothered to ask if I was alright#And honestly… I’m not#I’m fucking struggling#it’s just so complex n confusing & I’m having a really hard time coming to terms with everything#I get it people are busy and have their own things going#& they probably don’t think it’s a big deal losing Liam as it was just a silly little boyband to them#but to me n to everyone who was there for those years it feels so so strangely personal#like a longtime distant friend has just been ripped away so tragically#& not only the tragic death of a person but the death of your adolescence & all the innocence of that time#the end of an era that had so much joy n significance in your life#& I know it’s probably not easy to tell I’m upset bc I keep my emotions pretty much exclusively to myself (thanks autism)#but honestly it’s just so invalidating and isolating to not have anyone to talk to#I already feel so completely alone in general bc no one ever checks in with me n stuff like this just solidifies that#I just don’t think it would have been so difficult just to drop a quick message to say ‘hope you’re okay’ or ‘thinking of you’ at least#it would have made a difference#& I know this post isn’t gonna matter to anyone but I just had to get my frustrations out somewhere bc it’s weighing on me a lot#anyway if you got to here thanks for your time n I hope you’re doing okay!!#feel free to reach out to me if you ever want/need to ❤️❤️❤️#wow that was a lot#personal#Kirsty talks#my posts#my stuff#1d#Liam Payne#one direction
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
#i hope everyone’s having a good holiday season ~ i’ve been pretty busy + overstimulated by the more frequent ppl interactions but i think#it’s rlly cute that it’s 12/31/23 today :’)#my little sister got me a deck of tarot cards for christmas that i’ve been breaking in & connecting with & i’m in love w/ it <3#ok anyways i’m sleepy but not gonna sleep for a while probably heheh happy almost new years :3#me#myself#my face#personal#mine#my post#my photos#my pics#my gif#face#curly hair#redhead#blue eyes#natural hair#warm and cozy#cozy#cozycore#cozy aesthetic#selfie#septum piercing#girls with piercings#alternative#alt girl#grunge aesthetic#gif#felt cute
42 notes
·
View notes
Note
x(.)com/filmupdates/status/1866916027642081645?s=46&t=VU2g-OwVpPq6lVRiD4GfiA your boy keeps snatching roles
*runs around my room like a football coach in the locker room during halftime* LETS GOOOOO. but if we’re being real, this movie did not need a remake rip the original is too iconic and came out less than 30 years ago (** although Luca is basing it on the book and not the film so i have hope of it not being a complete remake)
am i excited about austin’s portrayal knowing how hot he can look and how insane he did feyd rautha AND Luca being the one directing though? oh yeah.
twitter stans moaning about it not being jacob elordi or drew starkey like…. girls out of those choices which one will be doing the acting in question answer me quickly lmfao
#my man is booked and BUSY#even though he has a bald dome right now he is coming back in 2025 with so many projects 🫡#and i’m pretty sure the two he filmed this year are releasing next year so delicious content for me for the foreseeable future xo
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
Hewwo everybody! first of all: happy Juneteenth to all my African American friends! Second, I have update on the semifinals: i am traveling for a convention (anime ohio) and don’t have access to a computer, so semifinals will go up next weekend, not this weekend. Had a lot of stuff going on including con crunching so I kinda.. forgor to make the next bracket round….. so it will have to wait til I get back. sorry. Please be patient with me 🥲
#I have been very busy and stressed bc I ALSO have to prepare to move for grad school#had somewhat of a meltdown yesterday#anyway. I’m at booth 1225 if any of y’all will be there 👁️👁️#kinda annoyed I got put into the second artist room#I have terrible luck with table placements but whatever. 😒#hoping it will still be good#at least my costs are low so I’m pretty much guaranteed to breakeven at the very least#edit: the con was good :D#made a lot of monies and everyone was super nice#also hilariously I ran into someone from college who I knew and who was also tabling#I was wearing my school hat as I was coming in and it was like a homing becon apparently#literally the Spider-Man pointing meme#anyway#wanna go again next year but it will be more difficult to travel cuz of school and stuff#and I won’t be able to steal my parents cars 😔😔😔#or leave my cat with them for the weekend#will see what happens
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
My dad all year: fairly secular like the rest of us, doesn’t keep kosher, doesn’t really observe Shabbat, the occasional temple service.
My dad on Yom Kippur: *putting on a kippah* hello family yes I am fasting and don’t ask me money questions. I am now extremely devout for the next 24 hours
#mod des#😂😂😂#not super religious jews on Yom Kippur be like#ah shit I better set this year up right#like bruh if G-d is real he can definitely see you eating that bacon and sinning the rest of the year😂#no judgement tho I just think it’s funny how my dad without fail every year#finds G-d but only on the high holidays 😂#I try to do Shabbat every Friday night just as a comforting ritual because I’m pretty agnostic#and I host picnics for all the holidays except this year for new years stuff I’ve just been so busy with the new semester#and a new apartment#and there was a wedding that we got back from late Friday so I couldn’t plan anything for Rosh Hashanah#but anyway my dad does like the whatever the Jewish version of Pascal’s wager is but only on holidays 😂#I can’t fast for medical reasons even if I wanted to tho lmao
29 notes
·
View notes
Text
my workplace is gonna have extended hours coming up so my life is going to be miserable for 2 months starting in 2 weeks
#i guess i should just give up on having a sleep schedule or any routine or a life outside of work#how can i leverage my seniority to make my situation better. idk if i can since my managers don’t particularly like me it seems#i’m also like way too embarrassed to be like hey. please don’t make my life hell as much#when that’s pretty much the whole gig during the holidays#whatever. it’s so busy in december that it kind of flies by in a haze#not in a good way but at least it doesn’t drag#and it will be fun probably for 2 weeks + then it will be fun to complain about for another week before there’s nothing fun about it anymore#whatever i just need to find a way to frame it in my mind so that it’s not torture#like pretend i’m in a video game or something#and drink an absurd amount of coffee every day#maybe i should try to find a psychiatrist or something before it gets too busy. like if possible#get back on antidepressants because even my current mental health baseline is not good rn. tbh#idk just pondering. i want to make it through the winter still alive + employed + not failing out of my certificate program#(+ i’m already on thin ice with that last goal. i can’t get away with another fuck up)#anyway this is so dramatic but it really is the shittiest time of the year
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
I just realized I haven’t posted these. Every year I try to better myself on something in art that I struggle with, and I use this Merlin scene(from an unposted and unfinished fanfiction) to experiment.
#I don’t remember their dates#I think I skipped one year#bc I’m pretty sure the first one is from 2019#but I may be crazy#also I haven’t done this year#I’ve been busy#and I probably won’t be able to manage it before the end of this year.#so#Merlin#bbc merlin#merlin fanart
18 notes
·
View notes
Text
also hi I’m still alive I’m just in college now lol
#live update I am officially in art school teehee#it’s actually been very great so far it’s been a big change to my mood#in a positive way! lowkey I’m ngl I’ve been kind of depressed this whole past year#but finally having change and meeting new friends is helping that a lot :)) so yayyy#I am pretty busy tho so I’ll probably still be kind of inactive oops#chatting tag
6 notes
·
View notes