#I’m on vacation! Kind of!
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Hell you mean he’s gonna be in THE ACTUAL ISLAND OF ITHACA???
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Captain GET OFF THAT BOAT RN BEFORE POSEIDON GETS HIS RING NOTIF
Also Jorge thank you from the bottom of my heart that you’re not holding at 10 pm so I’m only crying at 11:30 and not 12:30 am
also the entire cast is going? That’s so coo-
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wait a minute.
THIS MEANS THAT POLITIES, EURYLOCHUS, PERIMEDES, ELPENOR ETC ARE GETTING BACK TO ITHACA AFTER ALL 😭🤍😭🤍😭🤍😭🤍😭🤍😭🤍😭🤍😭
#Sobbing at my own revelation#it might depend on what kind of tech problem fucks up the stream this time#bro is going all out and I’m here for it#ithaca listening party#epic#epic fandom#odyssey#epic the musical#epicthemusical#odysseus#epic musical#epic the musical ithaca saga#odysseus of ithaca#jorge rivera herrans#jorgy gorgy#CAPTAIN#king of the winions#Have a fun vacation captain#you’ve earned it#Youtube#well#WHOS READY TO CRY
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Almost back home!!! I’ve been away for two weeks and I haven’t had good internet connection. Looking forward to getting back home.
I’ve been quiet cause of it, so how about a shop/merch update!! The products from my shop have already gone through a round of proofs this last week after I placed the order (as some files had gotten mixed up). I’m hoping the products finish their manufacturing and are shipped to me within this next week or so!
I’ve ordered extras of everything to put up in the shop as “in stock” after I send out my preorders, also ordered a few items as samples. They had a higher MOQ (minimum order quantity) so if they turn out well, I’d like to do a giveaway with some of them!
#I know I’ve been kind of quiet in general lately too apologies for that#gonna be honest and life has been pretty rough lately#general TW I reference death below#two incidents happened a few months ago regarding almost losing brother and losing a cousin to horrible situations#and it’s really been very difficult to deal with and has brought on a lot of haze and mental dullness or inability to focus#and tbh even months later it’s still been very difficult#it’s why I’ve probably come across as closed off or absent these last few months#so just explaining that#I’m still overcoming it but I believe I’m doing better now#I have been unable to mentally pull myself together enough to successfully create any content like fics or art#though I’m trying very hard#it is getting easier too. I have written a lot more on vacation than I’ve mana fed to write in a long time#I still love and appreciate PLA and submas so so much that just hasn’t been able to manifest in content creation lately#but it has manifested in buying merch haha#when I get home I may just show my collection#I am still alive in this fandom#if you’ve read this far thank you#and thank you for sticking around while I’ve been quiet!!
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at the end of act 1 victor starts narrating everything suddenly like it’s a movie and as i read act 2 the entire thing was told like victor was playing his part but also like it was real life. it confused me but iiiii think that he only started narrate it like that because he wanted to feel like the super fucked ip out of hand situation he was in was still somehow manageable. by acting like this was scripted he could still have some sense of control and not totally break down and lose his cool. i think it’s in character of him cuz after finishing act 2 and the whole marina situation i think he’s an unreliable narrator to some extent and him wanting to seem cool and collected even if he’s only convincing himself seems in character to me
#this has probably been said before sorry glamorama community#be kind it’s my first read#i have more thoughts on this but i’m on vacation so i won’t be able to read for a few days 😞 so sad#glamorama#talking talking talking#🦦
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the boys are packing!!!!!!!
#this is vee speaking#but not packing heat as double barrel may suggest lol#ichiro’s coming too!!!!! ichikuu vacation lol!!!!!!!!#i’m getting nervous and excited lmao lots to do and hopes i get to lol#you know what’s crazy tho lol????? the fact we were promised guest appearances and kr hasn’t said a word about that since#whatever could be happening in this live lol????? got me anxious and hype simultaneously and it’s the best kind tbh lol
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I am so fucking burnt out
#personal#I have my first actual vacation in a very long time planned for October#but tbh I might not make it until then#I’m so TIRED#and no it’s not the kind of tired sleep can fix#my emotional core needs some TLC#I’m tired and sad and stressed
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#talks#finally… NO MORE SOCIAL INTERACTION ON THE WEEKENDS#my irl wanted to meet… GIRL WHAT#are you not exhausted from the fuckin holidays??#peace and love… no#obviously cancelled#I’m so tired bruv#also work is fuckin crazy atm since so many people are using their vacation days…#but this is also lowkey hypocritical of me since I might game with others#BUT THE DIFFERENCE IS THAT I WANNA GAME#and I dont/ cant drink at the party#sooooo#vent#kind of#just wanting to get these thoughts out there
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LARKSPUR, CO📍
6-5-25⭐️⛱️
Small photo dump from jellystone park! I have had so much fun here and i’m sad to leave ! This is somewhere I hope we come back to next year.
#photo dump#summer#summer vibes#swimming#waterparks#colorado#🎀#vibes#i’m red as a fucking lobster!#blogging#vacation#sza#kindness#looking for moots#roguesblog
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trying to resist the thing where you feel bad about X and then your brain is like hey why don’t you try feeling bad about Y and Z too while you’re down there in the pit
#I feel kind of bad about work lately and it keeps nagging at me so I know I need to carve out some time to longform journal about it#but I should not do it now because I’m already in a funk and I’ll just make myself feel worse#I also have a bad feeling that the bad feelings are actually @ myself and not about the environment#like I think I’m doing the thing again where I find the level you can coast at and get by#and then I just coast#because (mean brain enters the scene) I am fundamentally lazy and have no work ethic etc#I just think my whole life is like me operating at 60-70% and not really pushing myself to give closer to 90-100%#but agh ok not the day to open that up#it’s also rainy and I think I’m just like#experiencing the perfect storm of sick on vacation + pregnancy hormones + upheaval period at work + dreary winter weather + bad brain
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mornin’
sending my love out to all of u
#I am still suffering but I’m getting better 💕 the good thing is that I know#that even if I don’t feel up to writing for a while#at the very least I’ll be back in November bc my vacation is at the end of October#which means I’ll have time to sleep and recuperate and be happy about things#bc right now my problem is not a lack of motivation or muse but a lack of energy#like I’m just kind of miserable rn bc of irl stuff and also not sleeping much for similar reasons#but when I fix that I’ll be sorted#ooc.
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job making me feel like highkey insane today. i am biting and gnashing through the bars of my prison. i don’t care that im making money let me outttt
#i’m so exhausted and drained by any people interaction rn#gabriel finally got a diagnosis and it’s. well it’s not good#hodgkin’s lymphoma#he’ll need 6 months of chemo#i’m just barely in touch with reality#like my emergency functional mode is turned on but after necessary things are over i’m just. on that phone#no thoughts#in a bad way#and i know it’s my cptsd + general stress of this stressful life event#but it does not make it much easier to be dissociating constantly#sense of self? gone#like literally i know who n where i am and what’s happening. but the numbness is insane.#my therapist is on vacation until next week#so. 8 days til i can hopefully crack like an egg on her couch and get some of this processing Going#i’ve also got an eye appt next week so new glasses soon… that’ll be exciting#i miss all my friends so much#personal log#kind of a vent
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christ almighty i miss being happy.
#ooc. o kaptain.#[i got Taco Bell. and now it’s…. making myself want to consume it because i feel like a hollow void. this sucks. when does this end??? i#literally haven’t done anything for myself in like a month and it’s slowly driving my ass insane. i literally cannot remember the last time#i actually went to visit someone or like. really hung out with somebody. and I don’t have the money and I don’t have the time and I just..#feel very sad about it. I can’t remember the last time I went on any kind of vacation but it was before my mom died. and let me tell you.#feeling like you’re trapped in a never ending loop with nothing to look forward to is… difficult. don’t mind me I’m rambling. I’m gonna go#write I just… I’m having a moment where I hate everything and I deeply miss happiness. looking forward to things. feeling loved.]#venting /#parental death /#negativity /#[I don’t know why I miss my mom so bad suddenly but I do.]
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hey sorry about the slow replies and the lack of replying to one on one messages for the past few weeks. i just haven't been very happy lately and i just don't feel very motivated to do anything. don't know what this is since i'm usually a lot happier than this, especially around this time of the year. i'm just not feeling so great.
#just a psa#wishing i had a better explanation for everyone but this is it#i hope this is gone after finals so i can get into things again and i'm hoping this is because of finals but also#i haven't been feeling very good since before i went on vacation#that being said i'm kind of feeling like doing things tonight? so i'll reblog my latest starter call#again i'm sorry#*❈ ‣ i’m a silly little ninnynoodle — ( ooc. )#tbd.#usually talking to people and plotting makes me feel better#i just haven't been motivated to do anything#negative tw
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“a sicks’ dream come true; coming soon to fanfic channels near you”
#presenting my cursed sleep-deprived brainworm of the day: nagisa gets sold to ft4 for uni fees#or well. more like they’re looking for a live-in assistant dude. thing. or sth. idk#and papa shiranami just sells his son off bc ‘hey it’s literal free real estate!!! plus he’s gonna get paid for the entire deal so why not?’#nagisa initially pitches a fit at his dad a la gamushara yelling scene bc ‘dad!!!!!! how could you just sell me off to some strangers?!!!!’#‘shhhh son; think of the free housing. in ✨t o k y o✨. stuff’s expensive there yk’ ‘but still!!!!!’#so nagi sulkily packs his bags and heads out; trying to motivate himself with thoughts of ‘hey at least i’ll get to see hiyori more often’#then he arrives at the train station and sees our favourite 5-man non-idol gang… and promptly passes out#when he comes to… poor guy finds himself right smack in the middle of a hugeass canopy bed#with dai sitting smugly by the side like ‘the great me carried you back mans. you’re welcome ;)’ with a tip of his cool fedora#and that’s when nagi realises that 1) it’s not a dream and that he actually has to live with his oshis now. and 2) damnnnn this bed is soft#cohabitation shenanigans happen. as they would seeing as the entire gang + rio’s niece live together in this oddly huge megu-owned penthouse#plus free bi-weekly vacations to megu’s family villa bc they can never spend a waking moment without each other#and nagi finds it strange that the group is oddly accomodating of his uni schedule when it concerns his job tasks and such…#or that they collab with lxl (hi hiyori!!!) way more than they should typically be…#but he brushes it off when rio asks him to cook with him or sth idk i mean how often do you get to cook with your oshi????#and idk eventually the jig is up and it’s revealed that hiyori was the one who was accidentally behind the whole thing#like a ‘sorry nagisa i told uchida that you’d be moving here too but lxl were there the entire time and they went and got ft4 to buy you’#or something kinda thing. idk. bc everything has to be lxl’s fault; even when they’re just lurking in the bg#i’m def gonna regret this later lmao. it’s almost 2.30 in the am; i have not written in months; and i’ve never read a sold to 1.d. fic ev er#this is the kind of cosmic horror that only sleep-deprived brains can cook up ig…….. oh wells#it is suiyoubi my dudes#the dude from gamushara
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wheeeeee family dinner tag rant 🙃
#*youtube thumbnail vibes: REAL — HIGH DRAMA!!!! YOU WON’T believe ! 🤪 dinner gone wrong!!)#hehehehe i was too exhausted to mask tonight#at family dinner#and ended up speaking my mind to my mom#she. was blaming my cousin’s family for scheduling the funeral during their vacation#and i snapped a lil and said this literally isn’t about you#and she got mad#also went off when they called pixar movies woke#and then told me elements were pagan#and i was being a bad Christian if i liked alchemy 🤣🤣#(i’m already one for not going on vacation with them 😏 little unbeliever)#i went off like STORIES CONNECT THE WORLD IT IS LITERALLY MADE OF STORIES#so anyway. bad masking night.#kind of satisfying speaking my mind tho and not letting her get away with it#i was like… STOP PUTTING THINGS INTO YOUR TINY BOXES#NOT EVERYTHING FITS INTO THAT STRICT THINKING#😤💖#amethyst rants
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Ok soooooo turns out visiting a city where a lot of old friends are is all fun and games until you are forced to crawl over hot coals every waking moment (you must text them* to make plans and you have plans ominously awaiting you at all times & you know you’ll be subjected to catch up chats at the start of every single one & you will be anxious to find out if you can still vibe casually with these people or if it’ll be stilted an awkward & & &
*most despicable despisèd activity ever I just want to read my books buy expensive coffees go dumpster diving and lie
#I never even lived in this city it’s just a very major one and ppl tend to randomly accumulate in major cities#scream my well meaning friend told a musician friend of ours who’s touring I’ll be in town on the date of his show here#and while I would love to see our friend. he fucking KNOWS going to live music is my fucking nightmare. he KNOWS this and now I have to go#all alone. and I kind of came here on vacation from this kind of constant stressful occurrence LOL!#it’s just that going to a small show is my NIGHTMARE for 460000 reasons lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and I really really don’t want to!!!!#and this is like that mutual friend’s dream he just doesn’t understand that he just plunged me into nervous discomfort for my entire week#goddddddd fuck#sigh oh well at least there’s gin drinks :/#i know I come across as utterly swagless when I come on here to vent about shows and parties I am being dragged to but consider this.#I am utterly swagless.#I’m in a weird spot where I am a loser who somehow has accumulated a rich and vibrant social life. and I feel like I’m constantly failing#to meet its challenges if that makes sense :/
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I’ve been really good about following my budget while in Japan so I figure screw it. Yakiniku Time
#wow shush lavi#lavi’s adventures in japan#yes I’ve been keeping track of my spending in a spreadsheet#like some kind of adult#maybe I should do this more when I’m not on vacation LMAO
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