#I’m just yapping atp don’t mind me

[sassyengene7]

Is it just me but when I’m focused on a book and their ships, like I couldn’t give a shit about other books at the moment? I don’t even know if I make sense right now but sometimes im so deep in a book (especially a specific ship) that when I get content on my fyp about other characters from other books or shows I’m just like F off I don’t want u right now.

just me? Okay

[eddiediazismyhusband]

Hi! I just wanted to say that I like your attitude and resilience (I'm a weak man, and every toxic anti-buddie/anti-buddie-shippers/pro bucktommy idea just hits me straight in the heart).

I don't understand how people can suddenly start hating Buddie because of "crazy fans", but still be smitten by bucktommy despite of how crazy some of their fans are.

And I really hate that they have this ammunition (their ship still going, Eddie happening to be hetero) to bully us with (haven't Buddie shippers been through enough of hate these past six years? And who knows how much more of it we'll have to yet to go through...)

Ah, sorry for the rant😅

The long ass message anon from lenaboskow's asks xD

🏝️

awwwww, thank you anon 😭 <3

if i’m being honest, the public resilience comes from years of being bullied and ridiculed, so at this point hate (especially anonymous hate) just rolls off my back bc atp it’s just par for the course with these people.

i definitely understand the toxicity hitting you right in the feels though. i have mentioned before but i have really bad anxiety and depression, and there are times when if i haven’t taken my meds i will start to spiral over the smallest things (just ask @lenaboskow who has been present for a lot of this unmedicated spiraling)… so i definitely understand that some of the toxicity and hate can be hard. especially when the writers continued to give them ammunition after seeing what what was happening on twitter during the premiere period of season 7.

I’ve been a buddie shipper since s2. I have put up with seeing ridicule and disrespect from the fandom for shipping buddie for years (granted i only started getting actively involved in the fandom very recently, i still kept up with cast interviews, articles, etc. and could see plenty of it there) so i understand it can be hard seeing so many people that once were hardcore buddie shippers suddenly turning into violently hateful stan accounts for this new ship is jarring and disappointing… i have seen so many of my favorite fic writers turn into anti-buddie-eddie-bashing enthusiasts seemingly overnight and it’s hard to see.

that being said, i still have not lost hope. abc and tptb see what is happening— they see screeners being harassed for talking about buddie, they see buddie shippers getting doxxed and getting death threats, they see lou stirring the pot (though thankfully it seems something has been done about that)

these creators know that stoking this kind of fandom behavior is not okay- they know that it’s a bad idea to reward toxicity and hate. they have also been the ones actively laying the groundwork for buddie for six years. a lot of the writers actually care about buck AND eddie, rather than just buck (regardless of whatever is going on in kristen reidel’s cesspool of a creative mind), and we know that queer eddie has been discussed at length before to the point where the queer storyline of s7 was almost eddie’s. these writers see what we see, the actors see what we see, tim minear sees what we see.

i don’t know what they have in store for next season, but regardless of whether or not we get buddie canon, i am very optimistic that the pilot won’t be around much longer, especially after the drama and toxicity he has stirred up within the fandom, bc the last thing a network tv show wants is bad press, and that situation has the potential to boil over into something much worse if they didn’t put a stop to it immediately.

anyway, anon, never apologize for sending a long ask, i love to yap and i love being an outlet for people to vent if they need to <3 i believe in you, that you will be able to withstand this blip in the fandom; as someone who’s had to go through similar situations in other fandoms it will not matter a year from now once everyone has moved on. unfortunately we are caught upnin the novelty of it, but once it either peters out or becomes a sort of “new normal” (which i hope it is the former and not the latter) it will be so much easier to bear with.

i hope you have a lovely morning, afternoon, or evening, sweet anon 💕💕

[person4924]

hi !! i’m sam !! and uhhh that’s all u need to know but there’s more under the cut !!

(also im trying to make this aesthetic and cute but idrk how so if u have any tips pls pls pls !!)

yes i’m sad (secretly a dinosaur)

basic info

i’m sapphic of some sort and ace!!

i go pretty much by any pronouns atp but she and they are usually the best!! proud genderfuck ✊

i’m a minor. so please don’t be fucking weird.

i’m american (even worse, the midwest 😨) unfortunately but literally as soon as i fucking can im booting it and moving to norway

i’m like 90 percent diagnosed with autism, and i’m pretty sure i have ADHD and beautiful princess disorder. so u all should basically fall on your knees and kiss me now

i play soccer (defense usually but i like offense more) and lacrosse (i just started so idek) currently but i also usually play volleyball but i missed the season sooo

im a huge psych and cinema and music and literature nerd so !! basically im gonna be broke by 30

i have a sideblog that is currently a confessions blog but it might change cus no one actually does it!! but if u would like to do a (general) confession then it is @just-a-little-lad4924

i have another sideblog that is for analysis’ !! i mostly do characters and songs but i’ll do pretty much anything (send me a request please please please please please) it’s @person-speaks

just general facts about me !

my personality type is INFP-T

i have 3 cats!! one at my dads, her name is graci (after gracie abrams ofc) and she’s about a year and a half, and 2 at my moms: regulus (guess who named him!! 😱) and libby and their siblings and are currently abt 3 months !! i could yap abt them forever i love them sm

my favorite color is dark green, fav season is fall, fav holiday is christmas or halloween, fav animal is cats or sharks or moths or jellyfish

i appreciate tone tags and try to use them as much as possible

im always bored so asks and everything are super duper cool !

i love love love making ananlysis' of basically anythng sooo if theres like a song or ship or something i could totallly write an essay abt it or smth !

uhhh idrk what else !!

fandoms AKA past hyperfixations that i’m still attached to but im not necessarily still in the fandom: harry potter (fuck jkr !!), MCU, KOTLC, marauders, boy meets world, it, osemanverse, paper girls, teen wolf, owl house, shameless, glee, stranger things, andi mack, tlou, riordanverse, brooklyn nine nine, new girl, hamilton, grishaverse, community, dawsons creek, bojack horseman, criminal minds, ted lasso, scooby doo, everything sucks!, the sun bearer trials, atypical, octonauts, dead boy detectives, will and grace, how i met your mother, the maze runner, descendants, arcane, parks and rec

uhhh can u tell i don’t have many friends.

fav movies (not counting fandoms): tick tick boom, my girl, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, little rascals, empire records, bottoms, nimona, little women, 500 days of summer, benny & joon, beautiful boy, call me by your name, lady bird, stand by me, RWRB, addams family values, the breakfast club, spiderman ITSV/ATSV, the outsiders, luca, the perks of being a wallflower, dead poets society, big daddy, the edge of seventeen

once again. i have very little friends. and very many issues.

fav music people (not always up to date i like new artists every day): gracie abrams, taylor swift, noah kahan, mitski, boygenuis, julien baker, phoebe bridgers, lucy dacus, hozier, the head and the heart, conan gray, RKS, queen, harry styles, the fray, olivia rodrigo, coldplay, billie eilish, maya hawke, bo burnham, chappell roan, the smiths, the revivalists, addriane lenker, lorde, fiona apple, alex g, ani defranco, radiohead, montell fish, lizzy mcalpine, maggie rogers, girl in red

just general interests: poetry, art, writing, sitcoms, stand up comedy, greek mythology, the sky (like the stars, moon, sun, etc. astronomy metaphors are my everything), moths, jelly fish, ocean animals in general (first special interest 💪💪), pretty much just animals in general, 90's movies, cinematography, annotating, musicals, actors, spider man, psychology, analysis (of anything really)

comedians i like (i currenyly only have 2 but im planning on collecting more so!! also recs please??): bo burnham, hannah gadsby

fav books (also not including fandoms): the perks of being a wallflower, the outsiders, i fell in love with hope, ill give you the sun, and more but i dont remember the names atm !

my fav ships (buckle in! i apologize.): wolfstar, jegulus, jily sometimes, pandalily, dorlene, rosekiller, drarry, jeric (bmw), reddie, charlie/nick, tara/darcy, tao/elle, lister/jimmy, pip/rooney, kajemac, sterek, isaac/stiles, malia/stiles, lumity, gallavich, ronance, solangelo, valdangelo, kinda percico, dianetti, wesper, kanej, trobed, joey/pacey, ralvez, spencer/ethan, kindaaa moreid, painland, newtmas, jaylos, harry/carlos (idk the ship name), robin/barney, caitvi (i like to call them violyn tho !), jayvik

i might have missed a few but these are My Guys. /gn

links!

spotify!! - my character playlists are my pride and joy and reason for living, i could write essays about how each song could specifically fit the character and situation. anyways!!

discord

airbuds - idk if anyone uses this but if u do add me!!

ao3 - i have 1 fic that is my fav thing ever (a camp halfblood group chat) and the other two... are there

pinterest

tiktok - this is my alt that i blocked all my friends on and i have like my fandom shit but i don’t post that much and im barely on tt to begin with but yeah !!

pronouns page

spotify stats - idk if anyone uses this but also yeah !!

TV time - which is basically letterboxd but more fun, also more up to date on what i’m actually watching and stuff (hopefully)

i have a super duper cool discord server that u should totally join too… link

i have a tagging system

sam shut the fuck up - og posts

asks!!! - asks

crazy? i was crazy once - big lists and essay things

sam sings :O - lyric/music posts

it’s so hard to be a lizard… - any jokes i make because im literally bo burnham

art i need in my veins - self explanatory mostly for myself but everyone else should also see this

what the fuck did you just say to me - fic quotes or lyrics or something. mostly for myself so i don’t have to keep them in my camera roll

and i think thats it!! if anyone has any ideas of things to add then yeah !! or how to make it look prettier cusss uhhhh yeah.

oh yeah and this is an official @i-luv-multiple-ppl fan account so !!

and creds to @cafekitsune for the dividers!!

[nickeverdeen]

Hehehe could I get an Arcane and/or Nimona matchup😋 I’mma yap a lot so prepare LMAOO

My name is Kathryn (or Kat for short) and I'm in school for graphic design and communications - I originally wanted to go into cosmetology to become a desairologist, but I didn't get in. I play piano, dance (hip hop, ballet, tap, and jazz), and sing. I also produce my own music.

Idk how to classify my style so I'lI say it alternates between morute, gloomy coquette, dollette, gothic, and alternative. I also lean heavily towards the feminine side of the spectrum.

I practice witchcraft and l'm also a Christian. I have a weird fascination with dolls and I collect them, specifically porcelain dolls. Like, it's so bad LMAO my friends are scared to come into my room atp!!! Literally I'm probs on someone's rob list I have one worth $400😭🙏

I also collect vinyls. I have over $600 worth of them save me…

Some of my favorite music artists are Bambi Baker, Melanie Martinez, Solya, Elita, Ha Vay, Baby Bugs, and Mercy Necromancy. I also like a lot of rock; AC/DC, Scene Queen, Delilah Bon, BANSHEE, Gurldoll, Ashnikko (she's sometimes rock), and Ennaria

I suppress literally everything until I just burst and it’s been building for two years now so uh yay😍

My humor’s honestly really weird. I can laugh at bread falling but find a really good dad joke stupid and unfunny. I also tend to match the personality of the person I'm speaking to. I’ve also been told I’m really great at comfort but I don’t know about that. A lot of people confide in me with their problems. Like a lot..🥲 not that I mind, it just gets a bit tiring

I’m more attracted to masc leaning people but I’ve also dated fems before. It doesn’t really matter to me as long as we have chemistry, but I do find myself eyeing a lot more masculine girls.. I’m kind of attracted to men, but not a whole lot.

I also don’t like touch unless I’ve known the person for at least 6 months or I initiate it. I’ve had multiple breakdowns because someone who wasn’t a “safe person” touched me without giving any warning…… I tense up MASSIVELY when someone hugs me even if I know they’re going to. The only people that don’t have that effect on me are my best friend (who I’ve known for 4 years) and my dad.

I took a state personality test and I’m exactly 50% INFP and 50% INFJ. Legit confused the test and it gave me both💀

Im diagnosed with anxiety & depression. I've been told I might have OCD, BPD and some sort of depersonalization/derealization disorder.

I believe I could have autism or ADHD. I also have heavy hallucinations that can last either 30 minutes or 2 weeks. I have major mood swings too. One minute I can literally be bouncing up and down while wanting to blow something up and then the next I’ll be crying on the floor😭

Aaanyway I think that’s enough of me yapping have a great day babes<3

Your Arcane match is…

Caitlyn Kiramman

Caitlyn would love discussing your music collection, especially rock and alternative genres

It may not seem like it, but she has a soft spot for underground bands and loves discovering new music

Caitlyn’s patient and empathetic nature makes her a great listener, offering comfort and understanding when you’re feeling overwhelmed or anxious

She’d be your rock during your mood swings

Provides a calming presence and helpes you through tough moments with patience and care

Caitlyn respects your need for personal space and takes care not to touch you without permission, understanding the importance of consent and comfort

Caitlyn would plan unique and adventurous dates, like exploring hidden spots in Piltover or attending underground music gigs

She herself would maybe prefer a classic restaurant one, but when she tried this she prefered this

Caitlyn would like your unique style and often compliment your outfits, even suggesting accessories or outfits that might suit your aesthetic

She’d be a bit unsure and creeped out by the doll thing, though

Caitlyn would silently encourage you to express your emotions and not suppress them

Caitlyn’s love for photography would complement your graphic design skills, and you’d often collaborate on creative projects

She would cherish quiet, quality time with you

Whether it’s listening to music together, having deep conversations, or simply enjoying each other’s company

Your Nimona match is…

Nimona

Nimona’s playful nature would match your quirky humor

She’d often make you laugh with her antics and shapeshifting abilities

Nimona would love going on spontaneous adventures with you, whether it’s exploring new places or trying out new activities

Nimona’s fierce loyalty means she’d be incredibly protective of you, always ready to stand up for you if anyone tried to harm or disrespect you

Nimona would appreciate your artistic talents and often encourage you to express yourself through your art and music

Her unconventional ways of comforting might seem odd, but they’d always make you feel better, like turning into a cute animal to cheer you up

Slowly she would learn to respect your boundaries over time, ensuring she doesn’t touch you without your consent

Nimona would love discovering new music with you and often play your favorite songs during your adventures together

Despite her tough exterior, Nimona has a deep understanding of emotions and would be there for you during your highs and lows

Nimona’s idea of a date would be anything but ordinary – from sneaking into restricted areas to watching thunderstorms from a safe spot

She’d like your unique style and individuality, often praising your confidence

[dashie-04]

INTRO POST

Idk in case I use this or smth

ABOUT ME

I go by many names, but generally you can call me “dashie”, I also go by “velvet” (Discord name), and “Erinn” if you really want to use my real name (I would prefer not but you *can*).

I am a gender soup that’s vaguely fspec— though she/they are my preferred pronouns. I call myself a trans girl because it’s easier to explain tbh.

I am a musician (ignore the fact I haven’t released a song in months), a tenured writer of pony fanfiction (you can find me under the same name on FiMFiction), and really nothing else but I love manga, anime, and art.

I do play video games sometimes but honestly it’s restricted to rhythm games, and playing games with my partner. I play killer drums on RB4 though.

Really, in general, I’m a huge fan of music— it’s pretty much my hyperfixation. Right now my favorite artist is Will Wood but that changes frequently.

I have AD/HD and Autism, that combined with my obsession with art means I yap *a lot* so be warned. If you ask me about a music genre run for the trenches because I have a 2 page dissertation prepared.

What I’ll Post Here

If I post anything here, it’ll mostly be reblogs. I have unsuspecting Discord servers for my shower thoughts. But, if I post anything, expect it to be about music, whether it be regarding my band, my projects, or just genre/critique stuff. I can be fairly horny on occasion, but I try not to share too much with any followers, and if I do it’ll be tagged.

These tags have never been used but it’s what I have in mind.

#burnt violets- anything regarding my band if there’s anything regarding my band.

#r.o.s.e.- anything regarding solo projects if there’s anything regarding solo projects

#genre bullshit- the tag for any genre stuff I want to share I find interesting— each genre will be tagged accordingly

#music/billboard notes- for when I want to talk about either random music stuff or Billboard Hot 100 stuff.

#dashie_04- anything regarding my stories

#she’s so silly- for any random shower thoughts I share here for whatever reason (may also be “they’re so silly” if I vibe enby that day sorrryyy)

If I talk about any games, manga, anime, or musicians, they’ll be tagged accordingly. But really don’t expect much from this account. I just wanted to create this post in case.

For additional info— my pfp atp was drawn by Naiya-the-brony on commission! Figured I should put that out there.

Bigots DNI! You will be blocked and reported!

[winwintea]

omg i actually should make a mando/cantopop playlist i don’t have one😭

THIS SONG?!!!!!! THIS SONG WILL FOREVER BE MY FAVORITE YOU HAVE SUCH TASTE💓💗💕🩷🎀 if your boyfriend doesn’t mind (even if he minds idc) I’m stealing you from him let’s get married i will make you live the best life pookie (you not the car) believe me😞🤞🏻🤞🏻

FAYE WONG BEST CHINESE SINGER SERIOUSLY😞‼️‼️‼️ your playlist is soo good what🫶🫶🫶 When i was younger she was like taylor swift to me like i used to play her at the loudest volume in the living room then the neighbors would complain to my parents about it and i got scolded😞😞😞

i feel like getting scolded on the little tiny bit things is just so asian yk😭😭 AND NO YOU AREN’T ASKING MANY PERSONAL QUESTIONS IT IS ALRIGHT I LOVE YAPPING‼️‼️

One time an nctzen i was friends with he moved unfortunately but we are still on contact! Anyways he told me i’m chenle but in another universe😭😭😭 like i wouldn’t say i’m RICH (?) more like idk but i grew up everyone telling me “oh you are rich!” But i never saw it maybe because my father used to tell me “appreciate the little things you have” so i didn’t notice i have much more yeah i guess that’s why

And my step-mom is chinese-japanese and my dad’s boyfriend is thai so now I’m learning japanese and thai probably with that i will end up a wayv member from the many languages i can speak💀💀

i can literally sit down and drop to you all the family lore because it is like explaining nct it is so complicated but i love talking about it it is like that one family in cdramas that will shock you with something new every episode

wow…i actually love talking

pookie pookie i must tell you, my chinese name is actually 王菲 lol... (me and my chinese teacher picked it out together) but i love her.... (not as a person though shes literally a homewrecker)

btw i broke up with my bf like??? a week ago??? so yeah there's that... it was for good reason and if u wanna hear the tea ill tell you lol but we were together for a year and stuff 😭😭😭

CHENLE IN ANOTHER UNIVERSE IS CRAZY... girl.... spare some for the poor thanks 🙏

help me you're literally becoming ten atp... nah but tell me more about the family lore im literally so invested... if you have any questions about me i can answer my family lore too... but i come from a "upper middle-class" 1st generation korean family who never taught me korean so now my knowledge is just. shit i pull from kpop.

its ok i love yapping too <33

[domoriu]

hi again for the spam from 🧀!! school just started for me and my brain is now hardwired back to assignments….. very bored just doing them all day….

big huge sigh but i need to be an academic weapon this sem cuz i have to remod two of my modules (ok just one really because the other one is like a physical education module as part of my graduation requirement? Doesn’t really need my brain tbh)

do you like school/college??? Atp i’m just going through the motions because I genuinely don’t know if i like the diploma i’m taking BUT i only have one year left and dropping out just seems like a huge waste of time for me :( anyways i’m taking a finance diploma (banking n finance specifically) so ig i’m looking at it at a more sensible mindset since it does promise me a lot of good-ish paying jobs… i think..🤔 btw do u think it’s ethical if i sell my sohee pc now? i have one given from a friend who doesn’t want it (like weeks ago pre-boycott) and idk if now is the right time to be selling it…☹️ idk what to do with the pc. If you’re well-versed w their pc templates and all it’s his baby photo pc… very cute but like why do ppl send u stuff u dont want evem tho they know you’re not interested 😅 like i love free stuff but still ?? Maybe it’s just a me thing LOL

dont even worry ab spamming!! i rly dont mind i love to yap 😭

i think school is great but its not for me 😫 i dropped out of college after two weeks but ive been thinking about trying again and really committing to it but we’ll see!! and i say just power through ur almost there get that degree 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

i think do whatever you want with the sohee pcs !! (give them to me) nobody will really judge you tbh, cuz someone is definitely going to buy them regardless and theres probably other people selling their riize collections rn 🫢

and yeah i love free stuff but at least make the free stuff make sense 😫😫 cuz im always grateful but now its taking up space

[astrophel143]

Tonight is English, preparing for finals and the AP exam

I literally hate this but at least I passed the practice exams

Yap session under the cut bcs honestly I’m kinda (read: really) annoyed

So Friday I get to tour a local museum with one of my classes and we get back just before the end of my English class. My classmates are working on group presentations about the book we just finished and I’m pretty excited because a.) I really like the book we read- Dorian Gray, and b.) finally I’m in a group where I won’t have to carry the whole group. Keep b in mind.

So we’re divvying up the work and then they mention emailing the slide document to everyone. I am not worried, I haven’t got it yet so either my inbox hates me or they haven’t sent it yet. Last night rolls around, and I’m panicking because hey. I still don’t have this. But whatever I get all the information I need for my slide, write out my speaker notes and I even. I even put my sources into MLA format. (😭)

I get to the class right before my English class, still no email. Atp I’m freaking out to some of my friends in that class, 2 of which have my English class with me. I start considering faking throwing up, almost throw up, and somehow make it to my next class. One of my groupmates sits in my vicinity, so I turn and ask them if they could send me the slides really quick so I can input my information. They say “Oh, you never got that.? Hmm.. your slides already done?” So now I’m panicking, who took over my slide.

We get into small groups. I ask “hey guys can someone send me the slides” I am hardly retaining my dignity here, almost begging. They all look at each other in confusion before turning to look at me. “oh, we didn’t send you the slides?“no. I’ve never seen hide nor hair of the slides. I’m stressed. One of my groupmates pipes up and says that she saw that my slide still was not done this morning, so she filled it in. While i am grateful for her doing this so we didn’t absolutely fail, now they all think I’m a mooch for certain. So now I’m dropping this class a week before the semester ends [not actually but I don’t think I can handle the mental strain of seeing them EVERY CLASS.] I hope they feel bad for not sending me the files.

Going through my government notes in preparation for my finals, I hate this sm.