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Look I get it, a lot of us wanted the ShinyDuo 1v1. But let’s be honest, we were never going to get it.
With the nature of the wild cards, there was no guarantee that both would even still be alive by the time they both reached red, and with the chaotic nature of the finale with wild cards overlapping, there was never going to be that moment of peace for them to have a friendly 1v1. Cause even with this being a death game, that’s all it boiled down to was ShinyDuo having a friendly 1v1 while on red, but the nature of this season would never allow for it.
I’ve seen people say that the wild card made the finale disappointing, especially when it comes to Gem. When Gem got out, yes it was to a vex from the wild card, BUT she was not only dealing with the mobs from the wild card but the majority of the server, dead AND alive, going after her.
For the 1v1 to have happened both Gem and Pearl would’ve needed to be in the somewhat peaceful top 8 finale, and even then, I feel that they only would have done it if they were top 5 or even top 3. Cause this is still a competitive series and I don’t believe that either of them would’ve risked going out of the game too early for a friendly match while on red.
I’m just upset that I’ve seen so many people say that Gems finale was disappointing or being upset at Gem and Pearl for not having their 1v1. The thing is though is that it was never promised to us. It was only a potential and never a guarantee. And not having it doesn’t make either of their finales disappointing, in fact I think it makes it better for not having it happened.
#how bout we show our beloved creators the love and respect they deserve#cause let’s be honest#if it had happened you all would’ve complained about it anyways#none of the creators deserve the hate this fandom gives them sometimes#and people like Gem and Pearl get it a whole lot more and frankly it’s because this fandom is a bit sexist#it drives me insane#just let them be happy#and do what they want#and be thankful you’re even getting content#shiny duo#wild life smp#wildlife smp#geminitay#pearlescentmoon#sorry for the rant#I’m just sick and tired of the hate#trafficblr#traffic light smp
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perhaps the most important question i’ve ever asked:
does anyone have tips for people trying to stop being chronically late to everything in the world that aren’t weirdly judgmental and aggressive or flat out lies
#when i tell you every single resource i’ve ever found or tried to get through or anyone i’ve ever asked#has been just so. mean about it#not even intentionally#not always at least#but there’s so much inherent shame tied to being late to things or being a person who used to be late to things#that i don’t think people can untie that from their ‘helpful tips’#it’s all ‘i used to also be a lazy uncaring piece of shit! you don’t have to be a horrible wretched loser anymore!’ and it’s like. okay.#you see how that’s not helping. right.#making me feel worse about it is NEVER helpful. i promise you i already have tortured myself over it FARRR more than any ‘on time’ person#ever had#this has been a comic i’ve been stewing on for ages as well but. well there’s of course the shame#idk it’s something that people are always despicably mean about bc fundamentally people who have never struggled with it#see it as a personal choice to be late#and as something one needs to just ‘try harder’ to fix. and that if you don’t#you inherently don’t care about other people’s time or even other people in general#and that feels horrible! it feels really bad!!#i mean i’ve got it from EVERYONE. disability allies. other adhd folks. disability resource offices#it’s something that nobody ever cares to acknowledge or try to accommodate for#bc time blindness and exec dysfunction are NEVER taken seriously as disabilities. they’re always always viewed as a personal failing#and i’m sick and tired of it. bc all this does is make people struggling with this Hate themselves#and worry endlessly that maybe they Are selfish and actually Don’t care about anyone else#there’s a bit too much here to keep in the tags i should really do the comic for adhd awareness month
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“they had something” and it’s gihun and frontman ?? im sick
#THEY HAD WHAT? CUS ITS CERTAINLY NOT ENEMIES TO LOVERS#people would ship two brain - eating amoebaes if they were somehow male#and that’s exactly what’s in their fucking heads. it’s the same way fyozai makes no sense to me#a ship doesn’t need to be good for it to work and characters esp ENEMIES should always have some kind of chemistry and understanding of#each other. because that’s what makes it good WITHOUT#ROMANCE. but what i’m tired of it opening any platform and seeing every male relationship (non romantic meaning) boiled down#old man yaoi ….. you’re sick. you’re actually sick like ?!!!!:£:73!:/&/83&&:£: HELLOOOOOOO#HELLOOOOOOOOO#idc it doesn’t make sense to me like call me a hater but im like ??? y’all could have shipped him with jungbae. but you won’t bcs he’s not#attractive to you …. like i’ll say it once and shout it again im sick#it’s the same fucking thing with alien stage man like it was created by two lesbians and has to women front and centre to kick it all off#and the main character is a woman and yet its a BL? KYS#i’m tired. like i don’t hate shipping but im tired of predicting that people will yaoi-ify anything#two ants are looking at each other rn over a crumb of bread and someone would say they’re star crossed#that ant will give up the crumb for his love bcs he needs it more or some shit#yawn. anyway rant over but tldr shit makes no sense to me anymore and it i see one more gihun and frontman edit im propelling myself#into traffic. in front of the person who made it#like some people just can’t let things be non romantic and it’s ??????? sometimes it’s better when it’s not#like not romantic i mean. sometimes things are better when they aren’t trying to fuck each other#the amount of typos can u tell im irritated HDJSJSJSJS#i try not to let this shit bother me but atp it’s all i see. i don’t want jayvik or gihunfrontman smut on my timelines grandpa im tired
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wow some of y’all are really glossing over that Oliver said Buck being bi and his journey isn’t about Tommy OR Eddie.
He said Tommy too, but you’re gonna choose to ignore that huh 🙄
#sorry but I’m sick of this shit#I’m sick of seeing bucks bisexuality being turned into the Tommy train#I understand that some buddies could be making it all about Eddie .. but tbh I haven’t seen any of that on my dash#I’m not hating on Tommy - I don’t care about him tbh#I’m just tired of the extreme fans making this big wonderful thing about BUCK about TOMMY#*sigh*#I’m done#will probably delete later
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Christmas sucks
#negative post#I hate being a downer but I am so sad today#having some complicated feelings about this being the last Christmas of just Rach and I#and I was too tired and sick to make it special#plus we did Christmas Eve with Rachael’s family yesterday and I felt so lonely#no one wanted to talk to me they just wanted to hear about the baby and randomly touch me#and keep reminding me that I can’t help with anything or drink#which…did not feel good#and my mom is being neurotic#also the first anniversary of my last miscarriage#so there are some echoes of grief there#I just miss being in control and feeling on top of things#I’m so excited for this baby but I really hate being pregnant#personal shits
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I HATE THIS STUPID FUCKING SHOWWWWWW
why did you make me get so attached to that goofy ass clown guy when i KNEW FROM THE BEGINNING HE WAS GONNA DIEEEEE
#guess who just watched laws backstory#i knew EXACTLY what was gonna happen to that clown fucker and i’m STILL sobbing my eyes out#I HATE IT HERE#i am SICK and TIRED#OF THIS BULLSHIT#STOP MAKING ME GET ATTACHED TO CHARACTERS WHO DIE GOD DAMMIT#one piece#dressrosa#op spoilers#one piece spoilers#corazon one piece#law one piece#sam talks
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#I know nobody asked or cares#but holy fucking shit am I tired of being sick !!!!!!!!!!!#there hasn’t been one week ONE WEEK over the last like two months where I have t been sick or feeling awful in some way#and like today is no exception#I’m tired of my body always hurting#and always feeling like I have a cold or the flu#and having a never ending cough#I’m so tired of the slightest thing causing a flare up and being bedridden#I feel trapped by my own body and I hate it#I just wanna scream sometimes#mine#text post
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By the way!!! If you don’t like Polites then my page is NOT for you!
This is a Polites enjoyers page!! 😁
#I’m so tired guys#TikTok and Tumblr making me lose my mind with horrible takes on this dude#especially TikTok#people going oh I can’t stand him good for you do you want a freaking medal?#do you want a medal for not liking the upbeat character?#this is about the musical character btw#I’m also sick of people dragging down Polites character in order to bring Eury’s up when they can both be good characters at the SAME TIME#OH MY GOD#Before anyone says anything I know people have different opinions and they are allowed to I’m just stating that I don’t want those who hate#a fave of mine to be on my page#if that makes any sense at all#anyways time to pack for a trip I guess
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Okay things are moving too fast, I literally told just today to my therapist that I think I might be on the autistic spectrum and she already sent me the contact of somebody that will do my autism assessment.
Like, great, amazing, love the efficiency, but I’m used to things taking like months to get done. So now I’m anxiously making a list of the reasons why I think I might be autistic, and I’m full blown waiting for that contact to tell me I’m just crazy and weird, to suck it up and try harder in life.
Somebody send help.
#someone please take me out of my misery#audhd#autism#autism assessment#I don’t know how to handle this#chronic fatigue#chronic pain#chronically sick#chronic illness#chronically ill#i hate this#im so tired#there’s a possibility for adhd in that mix too#but imma focus on just the autism bit that I’m more sure of
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#the way I literally felt sick to my fucking stomach#when I told this man nonchalantly that I have nightmares every night#and that the first emotion I feel every morning when I wake up is fear that I’ll open my phone to a message that says somebody I love died#and he looked at me like I was the most pathetic little kicked dog he’s ever seen#I know it’s empathy and not pity#in my mind I KNOW that#so why can’t I fucking shake the sick feeling? I hate this#I don’t want your pity I just want you to make me better#PLEASE just make me better already I’m so tired
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#Seven’s Public Diary#vent#vent post#cw negative#cw health issues#‘You’re such a heartless and hateful person.’ well have you ever considered that i’m not really a hateful person and i just hate You#like. call me whatever you want to i guess. im definitely selfish and probably heartless but hateful? idk abt that.#i only feel like i hate people that have given me good fucking reason to. sorry i dont have an infinite supply of tolerance & forgiveness??#but im a wee bit fucking stressed so you’ll have to forgive me for being a bitch. well no one Has to forgive me. do whatever you want#‘That 10-day old pasta salad is making me feel sick.’ MF that was made TODAY. IT’S FRESH AND THERE’S NOTHING WRONG WITH IT#if you feel sick how about you look down at the fifteen empty beer cans on the floor next to you and ask them what they think did it#dumbass. whatever man i have bigger problems than your self-induced tummy ache#i feel sick too but i know it’s my fault so i’m not bitching about it. i gave you fresh food while I ate the old stuff to keep from wasting#food. because you act like you’re fucking allergic to leftovers. and yeah it had probably gone off and that’s why I feel sick#but what you ate tonight was fresh as could be so we’re sick for two Very different reasons. and i know how to admit when it’s my fault#everything is my fault. my teeth and gums hurt and that’s My fault for not taking care of them. apparently 3 root canals wasn’t enough#for me to learn my goddamn lesson. i never do. so i’ll have to spend more money on that soon and thats My fault. the dog’s teeth need#cleaning too and that’ll come out of my pocket and i guess that’s My fault for not taking care of him either#i think i have another goddamn UTI and that’s definitely My fault so another $100 trip to urgent care it is i guess!#my Random Nerve Pain has moved to my hands so i can’t use them too much or it fucking hurts and i guess that’s my fault???#my neck pain is back and thats my fault for not clearing my bed off enough to sleep in a comfortable position#my eye keeps twitching and i guess that’s my fault too. i don’t know anymore i just wanna throw in the towel man im so tired#god the UTI tests i wasted money on are arriving tomorrow and if they’re packed in a way that shows what’s inside then i’ll have to explain#That to whoever brings in the mail. great great something else to worry about all night#the living room floor is caving in so now there’s Two room’s floors that need fixing so that’s super fucking fun! 😃#i need to talk to my bank and i need to talk to a tax professional and i need to learn to drive and i need to get an autism diagnosis#well i don’t Need the last one but i want it so bad. but im scared. that i’ll go to all this trouble and they’ll say i don’t qualify#and god it’s NYE now. Besties i’m not gonna get that NMbD NYE fic ready in time. i just can’t make myself write these days. i’m sorry.#i doubt anyone is gonna be That disappointed but I Am. in myself. 3 fucking years now i’ve failed to finish it. w h y. i Want to write but#there’s just too much on me rn. but when is there Not. sigh. idk what i’m gonna do but something needs to change. in my life. soon.
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#fucking hate christmas holy hell#I love everything about christmas#but I’m so fucking sick of dealing with my family#they don’t fucking listen and they always make it a shit show#and it always ends up being horrible for these two days#just so fucking tired#want to sleep these two days away
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i both need a hug so bad rn but also would literally scream if someone touched me rn
#i’m so sick of it !#hate hate everything rn i need idk#and my bf is busy and i’m so tired and i don’t want it to be my birthday tomorrow and i don’t want anything at all rn#just wish i could disappear#kaela.txt
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How to cure “I don’t want to do anything” disease …
#thunderposting i guess#I’m sick and tired of being bored and not doing anything#like I definitely WANT to do things but I just don’t have the energy ever#I fucking hate being tired all the time#I want to draw!! I want to computer!! but I can’t because I have no energy to spare for some dumbfuck reason
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I just tried to write for an hour and it was honestly painful. I wouldn’t say I’m experiencing writers block… maybe more so, I’m a broken record that just wants to repeat the same words and descriptors and is having a difficult time concentrating and forming coherent and meaningful sentences.
I think out of the 7 or so paragraphs I wrote, maybe 2 or 3 are passable and that’s coming from a brain that is running on fumes at this point so I’m not even sure I’m all that confident in that either.
#I probably shouldn’t write after work when I’m already tired and now even more exhausted but it’s really the only time I get to write#I also have my ankle MRI results appt tomorrow and maybe am stressing a little on that too#I hate that I got sick because I really don’t want to go more than 2 weeks between updates because it physically pains me to do so#because it feels like I’m letting down the reader and I know I need to stop the negative talk and the self doubt#but I just feel like I need to rant because I’m frustrated and exhausted#I’m just going to stop and go lie in bed and cuddle my Leon plushies and hope this is just a little speed bump that will pass soon
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Nothing makes me want to light all my belongings on fire and walk into the sea like trying to tidy up
#I feel like I’ve been in a constant state of ‘trying to tidy up’ since I moved in here#I hate that I have so many hobbies that require so much storage#it’s not even that much! just a half dozen big bins worth.#but it makes me feel like a huge lumbering inconvenience#also I feel physically shitty and I can’t tell if that’s stress or im getting sick#and if I get sick now of all times I am going to blast myself into outer space#also a bunch of little things are pissing me off#we talked about getting more storage for upstairs months ago#and talked about getting some ikea kallax shelves#and instead aneki got similar shelves off wayfair#except the thing that’s nice about kallax is they’re BIG and also you can use the vertical or horizontal#so now I have inadequate shelves and also idk where to put them so other things are accessible#and I’m not really able to move furniture around#which I fucking HATE by the way#I’m so tired. I’m so tired.
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