#I’m just sick and tired of the hate
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Look I get it, a lot of us wanted the ShinyDuo 1v1. But let’s be honest, we were never going to get it.
With the nature of the wild cards, there was no guarantee that both would even still be alive by the time they both reached red, and with the chaotic nature of the finale with wild cards overlapping, there was never going to be that moment of peace for them to have a friendly 1v1. Cause even with this being a death game, that’s all it boiled down to was ShinyDuo having a friendly 1v1 while on red, but the nature of this season would never allow for it.
I’ve seen people say that the wild card made the finale disappointing, especially when it comes to Gem. When Gem got out, yes it was to a vex from the wild card, BUT she was not only dealing with the mobs from the wild card but the majority of the server, dead AND alive, going after her.
For the 1v1 to have happened both Gem and Pearl would’ve needed to be in the somewhat peaceful top 8 finale, and even then, I feel that they only would have done it if they were top 5 or even top 3. Cause this is still a competitive series and I don’t believe that either of them would’ve risked going out of the game too early for a friendly match while on red.
I’m just upset that I’ve seen so many people say that Gems finale was disappointing or being upset at Gem and Pearl for not having their 1v1. The thing is though is that it was never promised to us. It was only a potential and never a guarantee. And not having it doesn’t make either of their finales disappointing, in fact I think it makes it better for not having it happened.
#how bout we show our beloved creators the love and respect they deserve#cause let’s be honest#if it had happened you all would’ve complained about it anyways#none of the creators deserve the hate this fandom gives them sometimes#and people like Gem and Pearl get it a whole lot more and frankly it’s because this fandom is a bit sexist#it drives me insane#just let them be happy#and do what they want#and be thankful you’re even getting content#shiny duo#wild life smp#wildlife smp#geminitay#pearlescentmoon#sorry for the rant#I’m just sick and tired of the hate#trafficblr#traffic light smp
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perhaps the most important question i’ve ever asked:
does anyone have tips for people trying to stop being chronically late to everything in the world that aren’t weirdly judgmental and aggressive or flat out lies
#when i tell you every single resource i’ve ever found or tried to get through or anyone i’ve ever asked#has been just so. mean about it#not even intentionally#not always at least#but there’s so much inherent shame tied to being late to things or being a person who used to be late to things#that i don’t think people can untie that from their ‘helpful tips’#it’s all ‘i used to also be a lazy uncaring piece of shit! you don’t have to be a horrible wretched loser anymore!’ and it’s like. okay.#you see how that’s not helping. right.#making me feel worse about it is NEVER helpful. i promise you i already have tortured myself over it FARRR more than any ‘on time’ person#ever had#this has been a comic i’ve been stewing on for ages as well but. well there’s of course the shame#idk it’s something that people are always despicably mean about bc fundamentally people who have never struggled with it#see it as a personal choice to be late#and as something one needs to just ‘try harder’ to fix. and that if you don’t#you inherently don’t care about other people’s time or even other people in general#and that feels horrible! it feels really bad!!#i mean i’ve got it from EVERYONE. disability allies. other adhd folks. disability resource offices#it’s something that nobody ever cares to acknowledge or try to accommodate for#bc time blindness and exec dysfunction are NEVER taken seriously as disabilities. they’re always always viewed as a personal failing#and i’m sick and tired of it. bc all this does is make people struggling with this Hate themselves#and worry endlessly that maybe they Are selfish and actually Don’t care about anyone else#there’s a bit too much here to keep in the tags i should really do the comic for adhd awareness month
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wow some of y’all are really glossing over that Oliver said Buck being bi and his journey isn’t about Tommy OR Eddie.
He said Tommy too, but you’re gonna choose to ignore that huh 🙄
#sorry but I’m sick of this shit#I’m sick of seeing bucks bisexuality being turned into the Tommy train#I understand that some buddies could be making it all about Eddie .. but tbh I haven’t seen any of that on my dash#I’m not hating on Tommy - I don’t care about him tbh#I’m just tired of the extreme fans making this big wonderful thing about BUCK about TOMMY#*sigh*#I’m done#will probably delete later
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I HATE THIS STUPID FUCKING SHOWWWWWW
why did you make me get so attached to that goofy ass clown guy when i KNEW FROM THE BEGINNING HE WAS GONNA DIEEEEE
#guess who just watched laws backstory#i knew EXACTLY what was gonna happen to that clown fucker and i’m STILL sobbing my eyes out#I HATE IT HERE#i am SICK and TIRED#OF THIS BULLSHIT#STOP MAKING ME GET ATTACHED TO CHARACTERS WHO DIE GOD DAMMIT#one piece#dressrosa#op spoilers#one piece spoilers#corazon one piece#law one piece#sam talks
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#I know nobody asked or cares#but holy fucking shit am I tired of being sick !!!!!!!!!!!#there hasn’t been one week ONE WEEK over the last like two months where I have t been sick or feeling awful in some way#and like today is no exception#I’m tired of my body always hurting#and always feeling like I have a cold or the flu#and having a never ending cough#I’m so tired of the slightest thing causing a flare up and being bedridden#I feel trapped by my own body and I hate it#I just wanna scream sometimes#mine#text post
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By the way!!! If you don’t like Polites then my page is NOT for you!
This is a Polites enjoyers page!! 😁
#I’m so tired guys#TikTok and Tumblr making me lose my mind with horrible takes on this dude#especially TikTok#people going oh I can’t stand him good for you do you want a freaking medal?#do you want a medal for not liking the upbeat character?#this is about the musical character btw#I’m also sick of people dragging down Polites character in order to bring Eury’s up when they can both be good characters at the SAME TIME#OH MY GOD#Before anyone says anything I know people have different opinions and they are allowed to I’m just stating that I don’t want those who hate#a fave of mine to be on my page#if that makes any sense at all#anyways time to pack for a trip I guess
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#the way I literally felt sick to my fucking stomach#when I told this man nonchalantly that I have nightmares every night#and that the first emotion I feel every morning when I wake up is fear that I’ll open my phone to a message that says somebody I love died#and he looked at me like I was the most pathetic little kicked dog he’s ever seen#I know it’s empathy and not pity#in my mind I KNOW that#so why can’t I fucking shake the sick feeling? I hate this#I don’t want your pity I just want you to make me better#PLEASE just make me better already I’m so tired
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i both need a hug so bad rn but also would literally scream if someone touched me rn
#i’m so sick of it !#hate hate everything rn i need idk#and my bf is busy and i’m so tired and i don’t want it to be my birthday tomorrow and i don’t want anything at all rn#just wish i could disappear#kaela.txt
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How to cure “I don’t want to do anything” disease …
#thunderposting i guess#I’m sick and tired of being bored and not doing anything#like I definitely WANT to do things but I just don’t have the energy ever#I fucking hate being tired all the time#I want to draw!! I want to computer!! but I can’t because I have no energy to spare for some dumbfuck reason
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I just tried to write for an hour and it was honestly painful. I wouldn’t say I’m experiencing writers block… maybe more so, I’m a broken record that just wants to repeat the same words and descriptors and is having a difficult time concentrating and forming coherent and meaningful sentences.
I think out of the 7 or so paragraphs I wrote, maybe 2 or 3 are passable and that’s coming from a brain that is running on fumes at this point so I’m not even sure I’m all that confident in that either.
#I probably shouldn’t write after work when I’m already tired and now even more exhausted but it’s really the only time I get to write#I also have my ankle MRI results appt tomorrow and maybe am stressing a little on that too#I hate that I got sick because I really don’t want to go more than 2 weeks between updates because it physically pains me to do so#because it feels like I’m letting down the reader and I know I need to stop the negative talk and the self doubt#but I just feel like I need to rant because I’m frustrated and exhausted#I’m just going to stop and go lie in bed and cuddle my Leon plushies and hope this is just a little speed bump that will pass soon
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Nothing makes me want to light all my belongings on fire and walk into the sea like trying to tidy up
#I feel like I’ve been in a constant state of ‘trying to tidy up’ since I moved in here#I hate that I have so many hobbies that require so much storage#it’s not even that much! just a half dozen big bins worth.#but it makes me feel like a huge lumbering inconvenience#also I feel physically shitty and I can’t tell if that’s stress or im getting sick#and if I get sick now of all times I am going to blast myself into outer space#also a bunch of little things are pissing me off#we talked about getting more storage for upstairs months ago#and talked about getting some ikea kallax shelves#and instead aneki got similar shelves off wayfair#except the thing that’s nice about kallax is they’re BIG and also you can use the vertical or horizontal#so now I have inadequate shelves and also idk where to put them so other things are accessible#and I’m not really able to move furniture around#which I fucking HATE by the way#I’m so tired. I’m so tired.
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(vent in the tags and under the cut. don’t read if you don’t want.)
sometimes i wonder if people would care if i was gone. there’s just no point anymore tbh.
#tw sui ideation#its honestly just been going through my head for a while#the past two weeks my parents haven’t talked about anything besides my brother#i kinda just feel like i’ve been forgotten in a way#i just feel lonely i guess#and i hate it#it’s just one of those days where i feel lethargic and just numb frankly#and i’m tying to keep posting because it’s not fair that others who don’t give a shit have to read my vents#but i just can’t do this anymore#i’m going through a lot rn#between yesterday and my dog being sick and school starting and my grandma getting surgery and having to move in with my family#it’s all just a lot rn#and sometimes i just think about it and i just hate it#i hate having dark thoughts like this#i’ve been my only therapist because i can’t talk to my parents#i can’t talk to them about this stuff or they’ll just give me the “you can be sad but you can’t pack up and live there” bullshit#I DIDNT FUCKING ASK FOR THIS#that pisses me off so bad#i didn’t fucking ask to have suicidal thoughts?#sometimes i’ll just choke myself with my dog’s leash as a form of punishment because it just makes me feel good#atp i don’t care if i go too far because it’s not worth it anymore#it just doesn’t feel like life’s worth living#there’s nothing to enjoy or look forward to atp#i just need a friend#i’m so tired of being there for people and then having to turn back to myself when i have an issue because im too cowardly to open up#i’m scared#i don’t have it bad like i don’t know why i feel like this#i have a good life#i’m just being a brat#i dunno
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Oh brother
#I hate white people sm but especially Wigga’s who think they can say whatever they want just because they have a black family and#‘talk black’#and black ppl are always giving these people passes because of the black family thing and the ‘they grew up in the hood’ as if that means#anything#uhhhhh!!!!#I’m tired of black ppl constantly being okay with this and other black ppl policing ones who speak out about stuff like this#Shannon sharpe is also a coon so what else is new#rambling#I wouldn’t feel okay having my white and nb friends talking like this around me as a black person man why do sm black ppl simply not care#at all and don’t see stuff like this as weird regardless of how long the white or nbs been around black people or the culture in general#I don’t even hate the Gary Owen’s dude but still man#why do black people always have to look the other way when nbs and whites get too comfortable enough to say anything like this#there are always black folks there to police OTHER black ppl for being put off by stuff like this…#that’s why the ‘they’re invited to the bbq’ jokes have literally never been funny to me#the ‘they can say nigga they’ve earned it lol’ black people make me sick
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being online rn is such a fucking nightmare oh my god!!!
#everyone purposefully misinterpreting the new ts album and taking lyrics out of context#and pretending they can’t tell when she’s making a joke or writing something tongue in cheek#I am being so good and so normal trying to ignore and not engage with the people spouting this shit but good lord!#people are 100% allowed to like and dislike what they like#but when all I’m seeing is massive threads about Why they hate something or why the lyrics are bad#I’m like don’t you have anything better to do#me personally when I don’t like something I’m not making huge threads about all the ways I hate it#where are the normal people!!!#people who don’t like taylor swift are being utterly deranged but then a lot of the fans aren’t being much better#it’s all fine I just wish I could exist online without being subjected to The Discourse#especially bc these albums came at the exact time I needed them and so much of them speak to me so personally#I’d rather see fucking nothing than everyone fighting over it#and I’m not engaging at all I just wish there was an option to be online to talk about the silly little characters without inevitably#seeing twenty eight think pieces and people screaming#no one in this situation is being normal !!!!#I wish the people saying the whole world is sick and tired of her and that she’s overrated were right#bc then it might actually stop being impossible to get tickets to her shows!#please amen bc I’d like to go in london 🙏
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kicks rocks ..
#I honest to God don’t know how to speak to anyone on here ..#not even on here only I mean in general#it’s fine it’s fine I’m ok on my lonesome IT IS OK !#<- convincing myself. I’m such a liar tho#why do I have to reach out first 24/7 like am I not interesting enough ??#I actually feel sick this is genuinely sickening.#SO beyond sickening.#like I swear I don’t complain 24/7 ?? but like when the only thing that happens to u is negative and ur only surrounded by negativity no#matter what positive thing you try what else do I have#I don’t understand why has it been my whole life I have to pander and give give give 24/7 to even be considered a distant friend#I always used to get ppl gifts I always made gifts too and used to get ppl snacks and try to be overly empathetic#in fact a girl said I’m better than her psychologists#and now I bring my coworkers snacks too all the time and delivered the sandwiches my mum made for them#I feel stupid. stupid and used. and pathetic.#I know for a fact I’d be thrown away so quick if I didn’t do those things. and I do them bc I care for the person I’m not actively like#oh I’ll do this so they like me no .. I do that bc I genuinely adore the person but I’m not stupid ..#ik when it’s like ppl are only there bc they just tolerate me or they like what I can give#but I want to take only for once .. just once. Ik I’ll hate taking and whenever someone offers I blatantly refuse always#but it’s the thought .. the thought means the entire world and beyond to me#it just all bottles down to the fact I am insanely replaceable and forgettable and not noticeable. that’s about it.#I’m not back. and yea that’s a stupid thing to even put as a note bc there is zero chance anyone even noticed lol 😭 ! but yea ..#sigh I privated practically my whole blog again yay#fnsoalsm the reason I say coworkers instead of friends (bc we are actually super close so I should be calling them friends but ..) is bc I#refuse to call anyone my friend anymore. I just#give up. I’m so tired .. so so tired of these surface level lies I don’t think I’ll ever have friends and that is ok.#anyways on a positive note I was watching arcane and words cannot describe how much jinx means to me. actually they can give you an idea ..#she is actually soooo adorable to me and my heart hurts for her too sobsss#her and I are getting married fr LOOLLL (cover your ears Kaveh)#Ik for a fact she’s gonna get screwed over in season two I haven’t rlly watched it yet tho but I’ve seen spoilers
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I miss being in a fandom where racism actually mattered
#911 ls#911 lone star#911 fox#911 abc#like seriously this fandom doesn’t give any fucks about the blantant racism in the fandom and ESPECIALLY in the show#the constant implication that characters of color should just get over racism because it happens#the writers fucking suck#and the fandom just [redacted] the racists#seeing people defend racist characters makes me sick to my core#the gaslighting of people of color that has been happening since April#people so obsessed with the white boy of the week that they can’t for a moment fathom why fans of color hate him#the racism with Tarlos#but also just a fandom that will defend a canonical racist harder than they’d EVER defend any person of color l#it’s EXHAUSTING#I’m so tired#why can’t I enjoy things without people defending racists
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