#I’m going to be sick about this
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I had a gut-dropping tinge of a theory about the use of “puppet” when referring to Accord and now, knowing what we know about the Cage being the [redacted], and the implications from the game/anime/Pearl Harbor with N2 being a manipulator this whole time in regards to YoRHa…
Are the Watchers (or whoever is currently representing them - N2, perhaps?) manipulating Accord? 🤔
But then would she be omniscient (or omnipotent - I can never recall which one) enough to know, given she can see across all timelines?
#I’m going to be sick about this#we all know how Particular Yoko Taro is about using words#even if they’re not 100% obvious#the distinction between Android and Machine while technically being of the same thing#but here we have Puppet#which also leads me To the Library in SinoAlice being considered#in the nier canon#and how the two things we are met with are Puppets#which might just be irrelevant overthinking on my part so#these are the thoughts I have at 7am#‘she must be thinking about someone else’ no im thinking about how DrakeNieR violently fisted me and i#said thank you with big open arms and legs#why is Accord referred to as a Puppet#perhaps that is what they’re called in the Kingdom of Night#my… drakeneories (drakenier theories)#why exactly is Accord so invested in the Branch when the Cult is formed#do you think there’s some big cat and mouse game between Accord and the Watchers???
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Doing this bc I’m scared to and won’t on my own
if this gets 5k notes by October 20th, I will tell my dad about my eating disorder and get help to recover + therapist
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No spamming
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if either one of those is broken, I’m reducing the time limit, basically making it less likely to hit the goal on time
FOR CRYING OUT LOUD PLEASE STOP SPAMMING
tagging is okay
Might delete later(sorry!) because I’m scarrredddd, I don’t wanna tell my dad >:l
#Basically I’ve been trying for the past two weeks to recover on my own without having to tell anyone about it and bro I just cant#Jsbsjdhd#It will only be a temporary recovery though heads up#Because I’m not going to get away with this eating disorder for much longer#I’m going to get found out so this is just temporary until I’m an adult#Once I’m an adult I won’t have to worry about getting caught 😌#Ahhh I’ve had this disorder for like a year now I’m sick of it 😭#Okay maybe not temporary#Actually I wouldn’t mind recovering for good actually this sucks#Notes game#note game
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in my headcannons after the events of the final chapters, the entire touden party lives longer lives than usual for their races because of the effects of Senshi’s advice and his delicious and healthy food. And they can all enjoy each other’s company a little bit longer, and Marcille and Senshi don’t have to be as lonely for as long.
this is def also totally not because I tend to ship the short lived races with the long lived ones
#farcille#pots n picks#chilshi#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#delicious in dungeon spoilers#i’m working on a really really sad fic as we speak#that’s about the differences in lives lived#i’m going to make myself sick by how much the fic is making me cry though#because I have the same fears as Marcille
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#this is all I’m going to think about for the next 100000 years#prepare to be sick of me#just LOOK AT THEM#bucktommy#evan buckley#tommy kinard#911 spoilers
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Soulmate au - first words on skin
“Woah, hey, you probably shouldn’t be doing that.”
“…Are you my conscience?”
Person 1 is a vigilante helping someone with a probable concussion after an attack of some kind.
Person 2 is a person who’s had many a philosophical debate on whether or not the words on their skin made them reckless or if they were reckless all on their own.
#lol#could be anyone#I thought of people though#dpxdc#danny phantom#tim drake#dead tired#Tim Drake as Red Robin#op#soulmate au#first words soulmate au#ao3#fanfiction#fandom#I thought of it as Danny is the one with the concussion#but I guess it can go the other way if Danny is the EMS worker on scene with RR#I just want Tim as Red Robin and Danny as Fenton when this happens#sprinkle in that identity stuff#yes this was a finding nemo reference for person 2 but it’s also meant seriously for the concussed person#will that actually be brought up? idk. maybe that’s the next thing person 2 says#then person one starts babbling about a chicken and an egg#they are disoriented! not good! will they remember this moment?? we’ll see#does this jump immediately into a sick fic where person 1 takes care of person 2 and they get to know one another?#or do they disappear in the kerfuffle and have to track one another down?#I’m really wanting to read this now too 🥺
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Just coming back to say that the best trips Jungkook has ever been on in his life are the ones with Jimin😌 💁🏼♀️
#i’m going to be so annoying about this#get ready to be sick of me#jikook#jungkook#jimin#are you sure#ays
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My one ooc Andrew Minyard headcanon I will never let go of is that his eyes are very expressive if you bother to look, but he’s so intimidating is hard to look in his eyes so only Neil, Renee and Kevin notice. Maybe Wymack does too but that’s outside of his pay grade still.
#very much so#aftg#tfc#andreil#andrew minyard#‘Andrew doesn’t smile’ CORRECT!! he does how ever look at Neil with a softness that makes Renee sick to see#it gives her diabetes it’s so sweet. and Neil was oblivious until Renee was like ‘look at him look at Kevin talking about exy and now look#at this pic I took of him looking at you’ and that made Neil go 😯#he doesn’t use this info against Andrew but if he does kiss him a little harder after that only him and Renee know why#idk what I’m writing anymore good luck
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rindou is undoubtedly a girl dad and his little girl is undoubtedly a daddy’s girl. he indulges in playtime with her, even if it requires embarrassing steps. you once came home to rindou hunched over on the couch, painting her toenails for her, while she struggled with putting his bangs up with a pretty pink bow. sure, this has its benefits such as sights like those, but there are also consequences of the two being so close. you make a decision one of them doesn’t like? rindou’s leaning down to whisper complaints about you in your own daughter’s ear. the worst part of it all? she goes along with it. if you ever complain about it to rindou he’ll just shrug and suggest that you’ll have better luck with your guys’ next kid.
#girl dad rindou stuck on my mind#i’m sick to my stomach thinking about this 24/7#it’s a NEED#ok time to go to bed#rindou fluff#rindou haitani headcanons#rindou haitani x reader#haitani rindou#rindou headcanons#rindou haitani#tokyo revengers x reader#tokyo rev x reader
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#yes I’m still feeling fucking ill over this and I think I’m going to feel ill about it for the rest of time#I’m fucking screaming and going crazy you don’t understand how much this line means to#me rn i think I literally want it tattooed on my body#I feel so fucking sick and insane#my chest is fucking aching but in a ‘full of so much love’ way#god god god god god god god god god. god!!!!!#ofmd#our flag means death#izzy hands
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puppies leave on saturday and i have a 13 hr work day tomorrow :(
#text#back to school night is the worst#i could get out of it if i just told admin that pi is sick (he’s had diarrhea)#but…i know in my heart he is fine 😂#and i really do want to meet all the parents#i have been studying everyone’s names really hard 😤 I’m confident i know who everyone is and a little bit about them#friday is a minimum day at least#I’m gonna go home and take them to bass pro shop#then they leave saturday morning 😭😭😭
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i can’t stop thinking about how well bolas rojas has adapted to the conditions of purgatory. they embrace whatever suffering and lack of materials they have, they cheer for certain disasters (mainly the fog), they further embrace their insanity, laugh at their lack of mental wellbeing, they physically fight each other and die for fun. they invite the poor conditions like they weren’t missing luxuries like op backpacks and castles a few days ago. they truly embody the hellscape they’re trapped in because they were so utterly stomped to the ground from the start that they have embraced the mud as their new home.
so actually to correct my first point of this post, they haven’t adapted to the conditions of purgatory, they were reborn, created and molded from the flames of it.
#qsmp#qsmp purgatory#bolas rojas#qsmp bolas#qsmp bolas rojas#qsmp red team#correct me if i’m wrong because i mainly just watch red’s pov but#green and blue could exist without the purgatory they could exist on quesadilla#but red couldn’t#they are so tied to the purgatory that in no other conditions could a team like this be created#i kind of hope they are the cursed team because think about how poetic it’d be that the one team fully adapting to this hellscape#completely molded by it#is the one to win it all?#this post is just me spitting out some of my bolas rojas brainrot#that’s all really#going back to being so sick that i can only be awake during qsmp streams god bless#shey rambles
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good shadow characterization in the year of our lord 2024
good team dark content in the year of our lord 2024
good heartfelt moments in a sonic game in the year of our lord 2024
good game 👍
#we’re so back shadowheads#about to go actually insane#once i’m no longer tired and sick and busy w comms it’s over for you bozos#sxsg#sonic x shadow generations#sxsg spoilers#sonic x shadow generations spoilers
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every so often I have to take an extended moment to ponder canon gothcleats and I am bowled over by the emotions that overcome me at the thought of them
#Honestly I make this post monthly#But just#in the words of scary Marlowe herself “I’m choking on the promise of it all”#Like I think abt them as young adults in a relationship for the first time finding their footing#I think about them getting married and their wedding and Grant and terrys reactions to it#I think about how Jerry came into their life bc he’s definitely adopted#They make me so emotional I love them dearly obsessed with this stupid finale bit they make me sick in the head#Guy who wrote a “the last five years” format inspired gothcleats fic during toxic gothcleats arc listening to the last five years: oh my go#dndads#dungeons and daddies#I simply always wanna talk about them#gothcleats
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I just want to remind everyone that Wallace is canonically the worse one to sleep in the same bed with.
Scott can be a bad roommate in every other aspect but GUYS Wallace is the one that canonically snores and kicks in his sleep.
Scott sleeps like a princess with his back against the sheet lying perfectly straight (and also taking all the covers) and Wallace sleeps semi-on-his-side and apparently just fucking punting Scott in the leg every so often (not to mention he talked in his sleep too) and I don’t know why this is important to me but it is.
Because when people draw them cuddling in their sleep it’s always Wallace being normal and Scott turning and snoring and shit but you’re missing out on sleepy-cuddly Wallace turning and snoring on Scott. Let that cringe-fail 25 year old be annoying. Istg.
I’m talking to the Mobillace people too btw. Not that I’ve seen anyone draw them cuddling in bed (which is a CRIME btw. Draw that. For me.) but like imagine how funny it would be: Mobile stays the night for the first time and the hot-weirdo is a bed-menace, snoring and kicking and tossing and turning and suction cupping for warmth and Mobile is like “I want him to be my boyfriend” THATS FUNNY! LIKE-
#scott pilgrim#scott pilgrim vs the world#scollace#scott x wallace#scott pilgrim takes off#wallace wells#mobillace#mobile x wallace#mobile scott pilgrim#I’m sick of the cringe-fail erasure of Wallace#he might be more mature than Scott but that fucker ain’t mature#(however yes generally he is the voice of reason for Scott but anyone can be a voice of reason to Scott. Scott has no internal reasoning /h#I made an analysis post at one point about how I believe the primary reason Wallace manages to do half the shit he does#is because it’s easier to get the motivation to do them if he’s telling off Scott for not doing them#we know DAMN WELL that he is scared of their landlord#considering he got plastered the night before they had to go#(he seems to drink when he’s anxious)#and because of how uncharacteristically timid he was in his office#(and can I mention he said the line ‘it’s not our fault we can’t afford rent’ and like. I don’t know it feels important to point out lol)#but he tells Scott that they *have* to go and there landlord is all bark and no bite#despite being visibly nervous around him#so. the reason he dragged Scott to see him with him is because it would make him feel less nervous to see their landlord#if he focused on dragging Scott to see him instead of his own worries#but I never posted that analysis lol#but all this to say#um#i don’t know#but I’m saying something for sure!
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I know it’s played as a bit at first, but Chip struggling to wield Destiny’s Blade in Gillion’s absence is so important, because that’s just it, isn’t it. The weight of his destiny is something so great, so heavy of a burden, but there hasn’t really been insight into that until recently, and now both Chip and Jay are getting a look into just how hard it is to carry such a destiny. To raise the sword that Gillion does seemingly with ease.
But despite its weight, Chip keeps it close. He uses it when he’s out of ideas, when he needs options. He holds it tight to summon water, so Pretzel will have something in her bowl. He lifts it up to summon a shield when he needs protecting from a thousand different blades that would otherwise kill him. And there’s something too about how it’s Gillian’s blade, left behind without it’s wielder, protecting his friends despite his absence. How the manifestation of this magic is an imitation of Gillian’s - the shield protecting Chip as a swirling sphere of water, the shape water spell a Gillion classic of course. Even when he’s gone, his influence, what he’s left behind in both possessions and memory, are protecting Jay and Chip.
Maybe there’s something there about how whatever destiny Gillion has felt the weight of, it will always include protecting his friends - his family. Or about how their destinies are now forever intertwined, because Chip is using this Destiny’s Blade to find Gillion and it’s now his burden to bear. And it’s hard, and it hurts, and he feels the weight of his own actions now more than ever - but Jay promises he won’t bear it alone. And even while he’s lost, and unable to protect himself - Gillion still has a hand in protecting them.
#the way he held it before going into the last room in the pyramid. a reassuring grip to calm him. I’m not normal about it#nor will I ever be#he being chip#and chip????? using summon water????????? holding Gillian’s sword????????????????? they make me SICK dude#ACTUALLY unwell#they need to reunite fucking asap dude I’m gonna lose my mind#just. Gillian still able to protect his friends chips magic manifesting the same way Gillian’s does the blade room made me fuckin crazy#he ran through with gils sword gils shield manifestation and it protected him and I’m not supposed to go crazy about the implications?#the symbolism man. or metaphor. whatever I barely graduated it’s all character analysis at the end of the day#jrwi riptide 79#jrwi#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#jay ferin#jrwi chip#z speaks
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Sometimes you’ve just have to feel down.
You don’t always have to fix it. You can’t always fix it/change it/lighten it. Sometimes that’s just the way you gotta feel.
And that’s okay.
Doesn’t mean you can’t try. But, at a certain point, acceptance is better than beating your head against the brick wall of uncomfortable, unmovable feelings. When you reach that point, you’re just piling on new ones.
Let it be.
#mental health#mental illness#I’m sick#my mind does not want to accept this#it is not okay with everything we’re missing out on#everything we’re not doing#all the positive things we’re not feeling#brain!#we#are#sick#can we just chill about it#we are not going to feel good mentally or physically right now#we just aren’t
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