#I’m glad I feel better though

[voiceshearingyouloud]

I was feeling extremely suicidal today, like the worst I have in maybe four or five years now, and I was deliberating over whether I should go to the hospital like pretty much all day and now that I feel better I realise that the moment I started drafting my suicide note in my head was probably when I should’ve decided that 😭

[proshipconfessions]

A lot of good confessions. Thank you all for keeping nuance in your asks while discussing things and/or asking me for input. Let me reiterate that if you’re sending asks about legitimate problems and discomfort due to them, you are not any of the yappers that I complain about and I’m not like… ignoring or deleting your asks in protest. I just became incredibly busy irl and a few of these seem to ask my input, and I’m a huge yapper who fully intends to write like a wholeass essay in response to them lol.

[moonshynecybin]

dear callie i’m not sure i agree with the oxley-bom podcast’s verdict that pecco was more to blame on the alex/pecco incident (tho they ultimately called it a racing incident) and the english, french and turkish commentaries all put most of the blame on alex during the broadcasts (they’re the only three i could understand). what are your views, if you’d like to share? if not no worries tho

(ps. love the scholarship)

i’m gonna be real i think the oxley bom guys lowkey hate pecco in a way that confuses even them and it makes me laughhhhhh

[gothteddiesdotcom]

anyways now that 12 hours and passed and I’ve slept, a little bit better of a summary: (also I think I’m gonna start referring to her as Princess when I talk about her on here cause her some of her old url’s have had princess in it and it’s one of the pet names I use most often for her)

I did end up getting to see her !! She drove down like she said she would and met me in a parking lot next to the beach. She drove us out for some food and took my In-N-Out virginity and it was fun! We then went back and ended up hanging out on the beach for the rest of the time until we walked back to her car and delayed saying goodbye until she had to leave 💔. Short and sweet visit! Umm nothing really happened we didn’t get kiss we didn’t go back go back to my hotel room or anything hands never ended up between any legs ! But it was still really fun, she was really adorable IRL and had such a playful personality. We flirted a lot and I definitely teased too much! Ended up with my thumb in her mouth at one point and *might* have gently tugged on her hair at one point when she was bein bratty so there was definitely some fun tension between us 🥰 All in all I’m really happy I saw her ! She says she’d love to see me again so hopefully that’ll happen I just don’t know when

[slcepily]

redraw of an old pic from maybey like 6 yrs ago (under the cut)

💀💀💀💀 wellllll um 15- year-old me was very proud of this and that’s what counts right

[yorkiegregg]

ok. I finally did it. After like 2+ years of not going back to the psych even though I very obviously need to I told my mom and I’m getting an appointment. Finally holy shit dude

[gothsuguru]

getting an iced pumpkin chai in the morning and then my personal goal is to spend the whole day writing and i hope i can come back to this post tomorrow and rb w how much progress i’ve made!!!

[harmonytheme]

After going through the stages of grief about 100 times in the last few days, I've hit the acceptance stage finally and I'm content on accepting the fact that this is where hayrays story is going. I just want the reveal to happen so that we can get to the good angsty drama. I know we are going to get some good tension, and even better angst than the first time, because at least this time hayray were actually dating before any of this.

I think it was yesterday that the acceptance really hit me. I still go through little periods where I get really annoyed about it, but overall, surprisingly, I’m really excited to see how this story pans out?

It sounds so strange because of course I don’t want this for them, and watching Lucas have his heart broken is going to be very hard. But a crazy storyline like this means tension and angst and pining and most importantly, lots of screen time! I’m really looking forward to seeing what Nate and Oscar do with these scenes. We have a long road ahead of us but I’m feeling optimistic about it. I’m sure the good angsty drama will be worth all this pain.

[attietoyourdismay]

i’m gonna be seeing the dreamies so soon.. i’m so excited (⌒▽⌒)☆

[sigurdjarlson]

Okay I’m happy it happened but I also think it was poor writing to do it so..soon? The way it was done was just so…anticlimactic.

Like it made me emotional but looking back I feel like it would have had more impact if they did it later and in the meantime actually you know made other characters mourn besides one. Really cement the loss, make everyone feel it and then yay surprise

[uncaught-coolfish]

Fun fact: When you constantly hate on female, queer, and POC characters because you're just a fucking loser shitting your pants over a white man not being the real hero, no one gives a crap about you pretending it's the other folks who are bigoted.

you want me so bad it makes you look stupid

[tariah23]

Well, I’m still glad that Gojo was always a character who was growing and learning at least. He’s literally one of my favorite characters of all time now. Like, he’s never been as perfect as how the fans would make him out to be despite canonically being viewed as an absolute nuisance to everyone around him (I don’t think his peers necessarily hate him but a lot of them probably hate to see him coming and the ones who’ve dealt with him long enough to consider him a friend, tolerate him and groan whenever he opens his mouth, too 😭… out of love. He’s extremely childish so there is only sm the other adults around him can take and to an extent, his students. I think the only characters in canon who adore him and their eye’s sparkle whenever he’s around, and being a silly teacher was Yuuji and Miwa (she asked him for his autograph (he’s the most famous sorcerer in the jjk world) and when she was alone, she did a little dance in the empty hallway 🥺…) from what we’ve seen even though the others still care about him, too. They just find him rather annoying, which he most definitely is. And he does it on purpose. He plays too much.)

[roamingswtor]

Male Imperial Agent has a new voice actor.

Bertie Carvel has stepped down from voicing the Male Imperial Agent, with Wilf Scolding taking his place from 7.5 and onwards.

[jorvikzelda]

This may be a good and normal thing but I have absolutely zero regrets about having purchased the laptop last night. Like all day yesterday and even as I was buying I was going oh god should I should I not but now I’m not even having second thoughts about the huge display lmao

[vampiremourning]

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[arolesbianism]

Some Tali scribbles I did trying to refigure out her design since it’s been ages since I’ve last properly drawn her and I need to make her a new ref. I was expecting figuring out her face shape to be harder how was I struggling with this so much before wtf