#I’m drowning in my love for him!
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one day, in a thousand years
#I THINK I HAUVE COVID#oh to meet your love after a thousand years at a museum exhibit of your past lives#thinking about them makes me so sick so ILL DISEASED#I AM NOT IMMUNE#spc i’m cursing u forever for this wtf. WTF bro wtf#ouyang’s last thoughts were a desperate plea for esen to wait for him.#he has NEVER called him by first name he has NEVER asked him anything#and his last thought is asking him to wait#and esen does. bc he would have given ouyang anything he asked for#god i hope u get rawed so good it makes up for all the lost lifetimes u earned it#he who drowned the world#she who became the sun#the radiant emperor#general ouyang#esen-temur#(zhu also present in the golden imperial dragon and the golden light of gayness that brought them together again)#my art#not super proud of how it turned out tbh tbh it looks better in my head 😔😔#would’ve stayed in the drafts if not for my need to feed this 4 ppl fandom#and if not for robin motivation nfngdjfb ty kissa you forever#id in alt text
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Heeeeeee~! He’s so handsome! So gorgeous!
Thank you thank you thank you, Cookie! 💖 You’ve done Paschalia justice and then some!
Paschalia sketch gift/comm for @loosesodamarble!! Thank you for always being so supportive!! <3333
C/ommissions are open! Please consider supporting me! ♥
#radiant tale#paschalia#cookie’s art#cookie’s commissions#radiant tale fanart#Paschalia my beloved water man#I’m drowning in my love for him!
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Stede: hey guys my sweet little evil boyfriend is perfect so please believe him when he says Buttons literally turned into a bird 🥺
Also Stede: curse?? LOL you know magic isn’t real right
#and that’s on true love#still marinating on my rewatch and god I love this goofy bitch#I’m convinced there’s no way Stede believes him but it’s sweet that he doesn’t question it#and yes of COURSE I’m just rotating my blorbos around in my brain in a desperate attempt to drown out the horrors why do you ask :)#ofmd#our flag means death
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important announcement:
that is all
#this is my tiniest law#look at him#just drowning his his beefy husband#I’m blasted and these two are so important to me goodbye#I love them sm#my art#lawlu#law x luffy#luffy x law#lulaw
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the thoughts this picture gives me are so insane that even tumblr has sent me an “are you okay” message
#WHEN I TELL YOU#THE THINGS I WOULD DO TO THIS PERFECT MAN#maximus can turn me into a traditional woman any day and i don’t even care#he is SO#he’s so BIG AND STRONG AND MANLY#like??? can you imagine if i was actually married to him???#every day i would be drowning in the overwhelming love and affection i have for him#he sits down in a chair like this for 2 seconds and i’m all over him#he would never get any peace#i am in his lap with my legs wrapped around him#just kissing every inch of his skin i can reach#and like???#his hands!!!!#they’re so!! big and strong and capable!!!!#i’m freaking out over how much of his thigh you can see in this picture#LET ME LICK IT I AM BEGGING YOU#no attempts at removing me from the premises today unfortunately#the horniness will not be suppressed#his ARMS#i’m doing him so good we leave permanent imprints on each other’s skin I SWEAR#i want him to just PIN ME TO THE WALL AND LET ME TOUCH HIM OR SMTH#he can take the tunic off and let me kiss every inch of his muscles until he’s all breathless and shivery#OR he can just leave it on literally i will take him any way he wants if#LET ME GET IT OUT OF MY SYSTEM#screaming about him so loud all my neighbors’ dogs wake up and think the end of the world has come#gladiator#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe
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everybody say hi rado
#dooduhls#fallout ocs#alright now who’s gonna [a collection fo noises drown me out] him?#gisa;colorado#I love him so much actually#gotta get this fella whored out!! I mean who said that#also I’m still doin requests ❤️my computer finally revived itself
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idk why people think that just because they’re good friends with someone means they should be in a relationship… like. i’m SORRY you like me more than all your other friends now… can’t it just be good that we’re good friends??????? why does that automatically mean that we have to be life partners??????????
#idk… it’s just so frustrating#i try SO hard to be a good friend and this is what i get#i don’t identify with aromantic as a label bc 1) my feelings are too fluid for labeling and 2) i am skeptical of romantic love as a concept#but that is functionally where i am right now#i really can’t understand why anyone would feel this way#i get crushes on people too but it’s funny - it’s like a joke#like when i had a crush on my coworker-in-law and then had a dream about saving him from drowning#that was fucking hilarious#and i in no way want an actual THING with him#i consider my potential compatibility with a lot of my friends but that doesn’t mean i’m serious or actually want to be with them#it’s just an exercise#good practice for the future#i have WAY too much going on to be losing sleep over liking someone#i’m not in middle school anymore#and i didn’t even do that in middle school honestly…#just tiring… very tiring…
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……………..who was gonna tell me the BEN drowned arg was gonna make me weirdly emotional huh
#yes i have not watched it until now#fake fan…. i know…….💔#BEN has been my fav for literally my whole life! i say with a suspiciously unwatched shaped arg behind me#but seriously damn😭#my little BEN loving heart and inner child loved the whole thing#ive been meaning to watch it forever but#im horrible at remembering to watch stuff LOL#and i’ve been having so much trouble with trying to design BEN in my au i thought oh this should help#…………it did but now i’m emotional#still gonna watch an analysis video as well bc… jadusable did not make anything incredibly clear and i need more context for AU writing#especially about….. yk. BEN himself. bc the videos were largely just following sarah#which is nice! love sarah i rooted for her the whole time and i almost cried at the end#but…. she aint the one getting an AU design here🤫#BUT!!! 10/10#fun fact: i begged my parents to buy me majora’s mask on my 3ds as a kid bc i loved BEN so much#but i could never even get past the deku link parts LOL#im notoriously awful at zelda games…… ironic i know.#tried majora and botw and twilight princess#sucked actual ass at all three it was unfortunate#but i haven’t played one since i was a kid#i would play it again if i still had my 3ds :(#anyways i just needed to babble#expect more BEN soon…… very soon………………..#i say as if i will ever NOT post about him HAHAHA#my shaylaaaa#obligatory heart eyes heart eyes#rambles#ben drowned arg
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crying during crying during sex
#txt#ethel cain#hayden anhedönia#i lied when i said i didnt want you#holding onto you like i do like we’re the only people in the world god left to mind to#two drowning coals won’t ever light#but if i ask you to you’ll warm the night#terrified you’ll bite the hand that needs you#i don’t know what happened i don’t know what happened i was young and sweet and then something happened#i hate him for the time he’s gone#i forgot what stop means#it’s easy for him to get out of me what i’ve been praying will get out of me#will i always be crying during sex with you#all my dreams take place in heaven where it’s quiet lying next to you#and if i’m crying it’s because i’m in love#and i could love you if i tried and i’m trying i’m trying i’m trying i’m trying
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If I ever met Cale I’d laugh in his face because my life is everything he wants his to be (I slack off and he doesn’t)
#I do nothing all day#I’m the real slacker between the two of us#he’s actually such a fake slacker I can’t believe him#he’s so in denial about it too#I love him he’s so pitiful and unfortunate#he doesn’t even know he’s digging his slacker life’s own grave#tsk tsk#Cale let me tell you from a real slacker to a fake one#a REAL slacker does the bare minimum of everything possible#if something sounds like a pain you find a way to avoid it entirely and do something where you can get the most rest right at that moment#while I think your method of slacking off for the future works occasionally#you must find balance between work and rest#and you poor soul have found yourself forever drowning in work because of your ‘I have to do it now it’s more convenient’ mentality#rambling#I like to make fun of Cale a lot actually#Alberu too#it’s just so funny#My favorite old man workaholics#one of them is in denial about it the other is not#tcf#lcf
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Something, something, ninpo is unlocked from connection to family
something something, it’s based in love and trust
something something, it’s very telling that Leo struggled with his mystic the longest
(many unhappy returns he was able to use his portals out of protectiveness and trust that his family was handling their parts, but outside of those sorts of moments he fought against himself IMMENSELY. Also Donnie figured his out almost as soon as he allowed himself to use mystic (+ April helped him get his shit together before that))
#read that one fic where Leo and Donnie body swap and Donnie finds out Leo’s powers hurt him#I’m definitely reading far into this#but oooooo it’s so good#I love hurting characters#and there is so much potential packed away in this funky little homosexual#mask of my own face by lemon demon plays in the distance#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#out there from hunchback of notre dame kind of suits how I think of his character#he looks at his real self and HATES him#you are deformed and you are ugly#he spits it at himself#goddammit as soon as I’m not drowning in finals I’m writing a fic
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“Tell me who you wanna be and I will set you free…”
“There's a darkness at the heart of my love, that runs cold, runs deep. The darkness at the heart of my love..for you!” (“Darkness at the heart of my love” by Ghost)
My heart beats for Severus Snape since I’ve read the first scenes of him in “Harry Potter and the Philosopher’s Stone” 21 years ago. I remember a strong feeling of connection and recognition and I fell head over heels for this sarcastic, bitter dungeon bat…a feeling, which lasts up to the present day.
Probably the most important relation between Severus and me is the aspect of darkness. This man is not only surrounded by his dark environment…the darkness in himself, in his heart, is growing bigger with every day of his miserable existence.
My life was also shaped by several traumatic experiences. With each one of these events, my heart and my mind became darker and my inner walls grew higher. And now, that I’m scraping a living in literal darkness as a result of this fucking bitch of a disease ME/CFS, I’m perceiving the connection to Severus even more.
All I can do now, is to embrace my own darkness as an old friend…making my peace with her….and with myself. I imagine that Severus and I will find each other in our own darkness, no matter how deep we’re hidden inside. We will be each other’s light, that leads us home. We will break through the cage, we’ve built around ourselves…never leaving our sides.
And even if that sounds cheesy as fuck - and believe me, I know that it does - these fantasies are, what keeps me going! They’re feeding my stubborn will to fight myself back to life one day!
The Indian philosopher Osho once wrote “A certain darkness is needed to see the stars”…and this quote describes perfectly, what I’ve found here in our beloved Snapedom: I found some wonderful people…I found incredibly talented artists…and in some ways, I also found myself. You all are the stars in my darkness!
One of these stars is the brilliant artist and gem of a soul @dranna, whom I’ve commissioned to create this masterpiece of art out of a simple idea of mine. Dranna, my friend, you surpassed my expectations of this artwork in so many ways! I can’t thank you enough for your creativity and dedication to this beautiful piece of art! You made my heart swell with joy and gratitude with your drawing and with every glimpse of kindness, you’ve showed towards me. Thank you for everything! 🥹
🖤Severus & Julia🖤
#severus x julia#severus x oc#Dranna I’m drowning in these colours#Dranna I’m weak for your drawing style#commissioning artwork is my goddamn coping mechanism#fuck me/cfs#mecfs#this is my red carpet for all the artists of snape fandom#writing is my coping mechanism#severus snape#i love severus#snart#i love snape#snape#snape love#i would protect him with my life#snape content#snapedom#severus snape fan art#severus fanart#severus art#severus snape art#snape art
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Creepypasta doodles :P it popped in my head and I had to draw it
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Apologies for the lack of quality literally I can’t take good photos of my art and post them it’s literally impossible
#creepypasta#creepypasta fanart#ticci toby#ben drowned#sally williams#lazari#lazari swann#slenderman#they’re playing with roadkill#slendy is a proud father#mh masky#mh hoody#tim wright#brian thomas#my god I’m in love with hoody#god I need him so bad#he’s just so#tim is a proud father#nina the killer#I love her so much#my scene queen#my art
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New art for the Bitter Rabbit Café coming in August!!
All of the Bitter Rabbit shop items are so cute I could screeeeeam
#kuroshitsuji#ciel phantomhive#sebastian michaelis#black butler#grell sutcliff#undertaker#y’all the hats with the bunny ears are seeeending me that’s sooo cuuuute#do we even need to talk about grell I mean my god she’s drop dead gorgeous?!?!!!!!!!!#and undertakers braid is making me love him when I don’t want to lol#their bitter rabbit personas should all be for sale I mean grells is adorable!!!!#and is that who I think it is in the background 👀#as always ciel’s got THE most amazingly stylish outfit on jesus he’s such a style icon#Sebastian getting some gold accents on his suit is wonderful 10/10 he should always have that#also they’re matching bc of course they are lol#Sebastian’s like the parent at Disney that makes you wear matching homemade family tshirts#he thinks it’s cool but really it’s just drowning ciel in embarrassment lol#ok I’m done now! I absolutely love every part of this 🤗#tbh if that’s all the merch we’re getting it could be better tho#mainly talking about the mug here and I can’t see the bag well enough to make a decision on that one#of course I’m always here for any edition of bitter rabbit we can get tho#thinking about flying back to Japan just to sit in this cafe and never move again and also spend all my money lol
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i cannot even comprehend what just happened someone help me i didn’t realize i was crying until the video was over but omg it was a whole mv omg i’m so proud of him i’m in loveee w his voice omg at the very first moment i already had goosebumps over my whole body also him saying “i don’t think im okay” broke my heart in ways i didn’t know it could. ik it’s just a song but him singing it like that made it feel so real. him singing this whole song broke my heart. he better actually be okay cuz if not i will personally fly over to whoever or whatever is preventing him from happiness and take matters into my own hands 😠 k but omg jake is smth else man he’s had sm potential from the v beginning and these days he’s finally rlly shining and it makes me so happy to see omg ok this cover has given me sm to think about yall pls stream it. stream it for jake. he’s worked so hard. ugh this was actually a masterpiece. tell me he’s okay tho 😭 WAIT ALSO JAKE HIGH NOTES i almost forgot to say- that was insane pls when do we ever get jake high notes???? heavenly. hea👏🏻ven👏🏻ly👏🏻 he was insane for this. truly insane. i didn’t even know it was possible to fall even deeper in love w this man but he proved me wrong yet again. so proud of him for this.
#this post is a mess and just word vomit but i need to express it somehow#ok first of all how did i get the time conversion messed up#second of all i should not be awake at this hour but now how am i supposed to sleep 🧍🏻♀️#I AM IN SHAMBLES#SHAMBLESSS#i’m drowning in my own tears as i write this#i rlly don’t know how i’m gonna survive this week w this playing in my head the whole time#JAKE IM CRYING YOU DID SO WELL IM SO SO SO SOOOSOSNS PROUD OF YOU#i love him sm guys you don’t even understand :(#i think i had a lot more to say but my mind is just blanking rn 😭#em speaks#♡
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I hope you’re feeling better Love, sending aged up, dad Seb your way to make ya feel better ❤️ still stand by this head canon
I’LL USE THIS POST TO DECLARE I’M OFFICIALLY COVID FREE AND GOING ABSOLUTELY FERAL OVER THESE PICTURES, THANK YOU SO SO MUCH QUEEN HE LOOKS INCREDIBLE !!! 💕🙏🏻
#asks#legacygirlingreen#HE’S SO HOT AND FOR WHAT#AGDJSGEWIBDHEHSIVDD#WHY DOES HE LOOK SO GOOD WITH FACIAL HAIR IT’S INSANE#he also deadass looks like mini-Solomon but it’s incredibly attractive I ain’t even complaining#I never knew I needed scruffy dad Sebastian until we started brainstorming how he would look as a father and I’m going down with this ship#don’t even try to save me I’m drowning in my love for him
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