#I’m drowning in my love for him!
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one day, in a thousand years
#I THINK I HAUVE COVID#oh to meet your love after a thousand years at a museum exhibit of your past lives#thinking about them makes me so sick so ILL DISEASED#I AM NOT IMMUNE#spc i’m cursing u forever for this wtf. WTF bro wtf#ouyang’s last thoughts were a desperate plea for esen to wait for him.#he has NEVER called him by first name he has NEVER asked him anything#and his last thought is asking him to wait#and esen does. bc he would have given ouyang anything he asked for#god i hope u get rawed so good it makes up for all the lost lifetimes u earned it#he who drowned the world#she who became the sun#the radiant emperor#general ouyang#esen-temur#(zhu also present in the golden imperial dragon and the golden light of gayness that brought them together again)#my art#not super proud of how it turned out tbh tbh it looks better in my head 😔😔#would’ve stayed in the drafts if not for my need to feed this 4 ppl fandom#and if not for robin motivation nfngdjfb ty kissa you forever#id in alt text
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Heeeeeee~! He’s so handsome! So gorgeous!
Thank you thank you thank you, Cookie! 💖 You’ve done Paschalia justice and then some!
Paschalia sketch gift/comm for @loosesodamarble!! Thank you for always being so supportive!! <3333
C/ommissions are open! Please consider supporting me! ♥
#radiant tale#paschalia#cookie’s art#cookie’s commissions#radiant tale fanart#Paschalia my beloved water man#I’m drowning in my love for him!
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important announcement:
that is all
#this is my tiniest law#look at him#just drowning his his beefy husband#I’m blasted and these two are so important to me goodbye#I love them sm#my art#lawlu#law x luffy#luffy x law#lulaw
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everybody say hi rado
#dooduhls#fallout ocs#alright now who’s gonna [a collection fo noises drown me out] him?#gisa;colorado#I love him so much actually#gotta get this fella whored out!! I mean who said that#also I’m still doin requests ❤️my computer finally revived itself
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idk why people think that just because they’re good friends with someone means they should be in a relationship… like. i’m SORRY you like me more than all your other friends now… can’t it just be good that we’re good friends??????? why does that automatically mean that we have to be life partners??????????
#idk… it’s just so frustrating#i try SO hard to be a good friend and this is what i get#i don’t identify with aromantic as a label bc 1) my feelings are too fluid for labeling and 2) i am skeptical of romantic love as a concept#but that is functionally where i am right now#i really can’t understand why anyone would feel this way#i get crushes on people too but it’s funny - it’s like a joke#like when i had a crush on my coworker-in-law and then had a dream about saving him from drowning#that was fucking hilarious#and i in no way want an actual THING with him#i consider my potential compatibility with a lot of my friends but that doesn’t mean i’m serious or actually want to be with them#it’s just an exercise#good practice for the future#i have WAY too much going on to be losing sleep over liking someone#i’m not in middle school anymore#and i didn’t even do that in middle school honestly…#just tiring… very tiring…
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If I ever met Cale I’d laugh in his face because my life is everything he wants his to be (I slack off and he doesn’t)
#I do nothing all day#I’m the real slacker between the two of us#he’s actually such a fake slacker I can’t believe him#he’s so in denial about it too#I love him he’s so pitiful and unfortunate#he doesn’t even know he’s digging his slacker life’s own grave#tsk tsk#Cale let me tell you from a real slacker to a fake one#a REAL slacker does the bare minimum of everything possible#if something sounds like a pain you find a way to avoid it entirely and do something where you can get the most rest right at that moment#while I think your method of slacking off for the future works occasionally#you must find balance between work and rest#and you poor soul have found yourself forever drowning in work because of your ‘I have to do it now it’s more convenient’ mentality#rambling#I like to make fun of Cale a lot actually#Alberu too#it’s just so funny#My favorite old man workaholics#one of them is in denial about it the other is not#tcf#lcf
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“Tell me who you wanna be and I will set you free…”
“There's a darkness at the heart of my love, that runs cold, runs deep. The darkness at the heart of my love..for you!” (“Darkness at the heart of my love” by Ghost)
My heart beats for Severus Snape since I’ve read the first scenes of him in “Harry Potter and the Philosopher’s Stone” 21 years ago. I remember a strong feeling of connection and recognition and I fell head over heels for this sarcastic, bitter dungeon bat…a feeling, which lasts up to the present day.
Probably the most important relation between Severus and me is the aspect of darkness. This man is not only surrounded by his dark environment…the darkness in himself, in his heart, is growing bigger with every day of his miserable existence.
My life was also shaped by several traumatic experiences. With each one of these events, my heart and my mind became darker and my inner walls grew higher. And now, that I’m scraping a living in literal darkness as a result of this fucking bitch of a disease ME/CFS, I’m perceiving the connection to Severus even more.
All I can do now, is to embrace my own darkness as an old friend…making my peace with her….and with myself. I imagine that Severus and I will find each other in our own darkness, no matter how deep we’re hidden inside. We will be each other’s light, that leads us home. We will break through the cage, we’ve built around ourselves…never leaving our sides.
And even if that sounds cheesy as fuck - and believe me, I know that it does - these fantasies are, what keeps me going! They’re feeding my stubborn will to fight myself back to life one day!
The Indian philosopher Osho once wrote “A certain darkness is needed to see the stars”…and this quote describes perfectly, what I’ve found here in our beloved Snapedom: I found some wonderful people…I found incredibly talented artists…and in some ways, I also found myself. You all are the stars in my darkness!
One of these stars is the brilliant artist and gem of a soul @dranna, whom I’ve commissioned to create this masterpiece of art out of a simple idea of mine. Dranna, my friend, you surpassed my expectations of this artwork in so many ways! I can’t thank you enough for your creativity and dedication to this beautiful piece of art! You made my heart swell with joy and gratitude with your drawing and with every glimpse of kindness, you’ve showed towards me. Thank you for everything! 🥹
🖤Severus & Julia🖤
#severus x julia#severus x oc#Dranna I’m drowning in these colours#Dranna I’m weak for your drawing style#commissioning artwork is my goddamn coping mechanism#fuck me/cfs#mecfs#this is my red carpet for all the artists of snape fandom#writing is my coping mechanism#severus snape#i love severus#snart#i love snape#snape#snape love#i would protect him with my life#snape content#snapedom#severus snape fan art#severus fanart#severus art#severus snape art#snape art
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Creepypasta doodles :P it popped in my head and I had to draw it
Apologies for the lack of quality literally I can’t take good photos of my art and post them it’s literally impossible
#creepypasta#creepypasta fanart#ticci toby#ben drowned#sally williams#lazari#lazari swann#slenderman#they’re playing with roadkill#slendy is a proud father#mh masky#mh hoody#tim wright#brian thomas#my god I’m in love with hoody#god I need him so bad#he’s just so#tim is a proud father#nina the killer#I love her so much#my scene queen#my art
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New art for the Bitter Rabbit Café coming in August!!
All of the Bitter Rabbit shop items are so cute I could screeeeeam
#kuroshitsuji#ciel phantomhive#sebastian michaelis#black butler#grell sutcliff#undertaker#y’all the hats with the bunny ears are seeeending me that’s sooo cuuuute#do we even need to talk about grell I mean my god she’s drop dead gorgeous?!?!!!!!!!!#and undertakers braid is making me love him when I don’t want to lol#their bitter rabbit personas should all be for sale I mean grells is adorable!!!!#and is that who I think it is in the background 👀#as always ciel’s got THE most amazingly stylish outfit on jesus he’s such a style icon#Sebastian getting some gold accents on his suit is wonderful 10/10 he should always have that#also they’re matching bc of course they are lol#Sebastian’s like the parent at Disney that makes you wear matching homemade family tshirts#he thinks it’s cool but really it’s just drowning ciel in embarrassment lol#ok I’m done now! I absolutely love every part of this 🤗#tbh if that’s all the merch we’re getting it could be better tho#mainly talking about the mug here and I can’t see the bag well enough to make a decision on that one#of course I’m always here for any edition of bitter rabbit we can get tho#thinking about flying back to Japan just to sit in this cafe and never move again and also spend all my money lol
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i cannot even comprehend what just happened someone help me i didn’t realize i was crying until the video was over but omg it was a whole mv omg i’m so proud of him i’m in loveee w his voice omg at the very first moment i already had goosebumps over my whole body also him saying “i don’t think im okay” broke my heart in ways i didn’t know it could. ik it’s just a song but him singing it like that made it feel so real. him singing this whole song broke my heart. he better actually be okay cuz if not i will personally fly over to whoever or whatever is preventing him from happiness and take matters into my own hands 😠 k but omg jake is smth else man he’s had sm potential from the v beginning and these days he’s finally rlly shining and it makes me so happy to see omg ok this cover has given me sm to think about yall pls stream it. stream it for jake. he’s worked so hard. ugh this was actually a masterpiece. tell me he’s okay tho 😭 WAIT ALSO JAKE HIGH NOTES i almost forgot to say- that was insane pls when do we ever get jake high notes???? heavenly. hea👏🏻ven👏🏻ly👏🏻 he was insane for this. truly insane. i didn’t even know it was possible to fall even deeper in love w this man but he proved me wrong yet again. so proud of him for this.
#this post is a mess and just word vomit but i need to express it somehow#ok first of all how did i get the time conversion messed up#second of all i should not be awake at this hour but now how am i supposed to sleep 🧍🏻♀️#I AM IN SHAMBLES#SHAMBLESSS#i’m drowning in my own tears as i write this#i rlly don’t know how i’m gonna survive this week w this playing in my head the whole time#JAKE IM CRYING YOU DID SO WELL IM SO SO SO SOOOSOSNS PROUD OF YOU#i love him sm guys you don’t even understand :(#i think i had a lot more to say but my mind is just blanking rn 😭#em speaks#♡
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I hope you’re feeling better Love, sending aged up, dad Seb your way to make ya feel better ❤️ still stand by this head canon
I’LL USE THIS POST TO DECLARE I’M OFFICIALLY COVID FREE AND GOING ABSOLUTELY FERAL OVER THESE PICTURES, THANK YOU SO SO MUCH QUEEN HE LOOKS INCREDIBLE !!! 💕🙏🏻
#asks#legacygirlingreen#HE’S SO HOT AND FOR WHAT#AGDJSGEWIBDHEHSIVDD#WHY DOES HE LOOK SO GOOD WITH FACIAL HAIR IT’S INSANE#he also deadass looks like mini-Solomon but it’s incredibly attractive I ain’t even complaining#I never knew I needed scruffy dad Sebastian until we started brainstorming how he would look as a father and I’m going down with this ship#don’t even try to save me I’m drowning in my love for him
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Naw cause Angel season 4 episode 4 “Slouching Toward Bethlehem” has got to be the STUPIDEST episode ever produced, after the season 3 episode “Provider”. This shit makes no damn sense. Not a single second of this episodes makes sense. I cannot comprehend what the hell I just watched.
#like I’m sorry but Cordelia being able to fight like some seasoned warrior martial artist#without her memories#like it’s muscle memory or something#is such a joke#she couldn’t even fight like that WITH her memories and now they’re acting like she instinctually can fight as well as a slayer or vampire#please stop playing with me 😭#and the way Angel is so one track minded and literally cannot comprehend anything that’s going on around him without dramatically#yelling ‘cOrDELIAaAA!!!’#in everyone’s face#this version of Angel had to be my least favourite version like I borderline hate him he’s so annoying#he’s all up on her for no fucking reason#Connor is all up on her for no fucking reason#this is the start of the world’s most disgusting love triangle#Fred and Gunn are basically just maniquins standing there waiting to comfort Angel about how he can’t have Cordelia#and to call Cordelia a waRrIor#everyone lying to everyone#Cordelia is whispering the entire episode#WHY IS SHE WHISPERING?#why is her voice like that?!?!#and I’m sorry but Charisma Carpenter is a terrible dramatic actor#her acting in this episode is so cringey#the only part of this episode that is the least bit interesting and doesn’t make me want to drown myself is Wes and Lilah#I’m not even tagging this cause I don’t want the ats defense squad to come for me#it’s just a personal rant for my personal blog
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Sex with him 🫠
#leon kennedy#leon scott kennedy#resident evil 4#resident evil 4 remake#so down bad for him it hurts#i need him#he is my husband#and I love him endlessly#I’ll make him so happy#help me I’m drowning in love
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youre 15 again and sucked into a multiverse portal that gives you the option to travel to different time periods in the jjk-verse as a budding sorcerer. Do you choose to join the yuuta-maki-panda-toge cohort, or the yuji-megumi-nobara cohort?
or (dramatic gasp) class hakari-kirara?
Yuuta Maki Panda Toge. This has nothing to do with who I want to be friends with, it’s because you do NOT have a very high life expectancy as a jujutsu sorcerer by default and people won’t stop trying to Actually Murder the yuuji megumi nobara cohort. I’m hiding behind the anxious twink with the power of god who flies into a violent murderous rage if you touch his friends. This gives me my best odds.
I’m aware gojo Geto Shoko is not an option you gave me but I couldn’t have done it even if that did give me the ultimate nukes to hide behind. I would have punted Gojo and Geto like a football. One of them would have died. I don’t care if they have the power of god I would have found a way.
#how powerful am I in this scenario it affects my answer#if I’m assuming i don’t have a lot of power backing me then I’m absolutely abusing best friend privileges with Yuuta#I’m going to make myself his emotional support friend and use it to prolong my own survival#this sounds so mercenary I would absolutely love being Yuuta’s friend I think we’d vibe so well#I think I’d get on best with Nanami and Haibara tho out of all the different cohorts#I’d drown teenage gojo#I would loveeee to be friends with nobara megumi and yuuji tho#they seem so fun#see I would hate Sukuna but I have inherent Bitch Instinct which would lead me to compulsively talk shit with him#I’d also do it ABOUT him but you know I’d be bitching out the principal and he’d feed the flames#he’d still kill me but I’d like to think there’d be marginally less gloating while he does it#you put me in the gojo geto cohort and Geto would have never become a cult leader because I would have bullied him too hard for his#philosophy major bullshit
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#I honestly just want to drown in this sadness#my heart aches for Liam and the live he couldn’t get to stir in a better direction#for the boys who love their brother#for his family who saw him leave home as a bright kid full of dreams and hopes at 16#for the people traveling with him to bsas#can’t stop wondering if Geoff was with like he did back in May when I saw them#waking up to Nialls post was so heartbreaking because I know what that is#I hugged my mom for the last time one Monday at 4pm without knowing that was the last time#she texted me at midnight about a concert we were planning to go bc she saw a 2x1 promo from a place near my house#and then just past 3am she wasn’t here anymore#I might never make sense of any of this of losing her and seeing Liam go in such a tragic way#I’ve accepted grieving is something I’m going to carry forever and I’m trying hard to be kind with the new me#but this just doesn’t end and some days I’m just too tired#those are days where I remind myself about the love I can see and feel while I’m still earth side
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So if Joseph can’t come to Philly this weekend are we all just gonna cry together? Like is that the plan? If so then count me in🥺
#I’m hoping for the best tho like stranger things have happened 👀 see what I did there? i love a pun#anyway I’m manafesting he’s gonna get his visa shit worked out and we will get to see him#if not then crying will ensue and queue the ‘she cried a river and drowned the whole world’ lyrics cuz that’ll be me#Jospeh Quinn#my little british baby
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