#I’m doing. great.
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A guide to being unemployed in a broken world:
Get up! Caffeinate, eat something, feed your pets, listen to an audiobook! If weather-appropriate, hang outside for a bit!
Move around! Do laundry, run the vacuum, empty the dishwasher, etc! Pull some weeds! Mow the lawn! Bask in the temporary relief of productivity!
Get tired! Lay down, tell yourself you won’t fall asleep! Wake up two hours later! Force yourself to eat again despite having zero interest! Read a book or watch some YouTube while the hours slowly drain to nothing beyond your control!
Make art! Stare blankly at that drawing you never seem to finish! Write a few paragraphs, delete a few more! Wonder blithely if you’re ever going to do anything of purpose with your life! Wonder if literally any of this matters in the least!
Remember you still aren’t employed! Spiral down the existential rabbit hole, never once forgetting we live inside a degrading capitalist structure rife with fascism and genocide! Get trapped in the ever-expanding horror-depression that is being one small cockroach in a hellscape that seems only to be getting worse all the while!
Try to talk to your spouse! Fail miserably to clarify your feelings beyond the helpless nihilist cage in which you’ve locked yourself! Find yourself wondering what purpose there is in moving forward until you’re vaguely suicidal and on the verge of a mental breakdown!
Go for a two to three mile run! Take a shower! Force yourself to eat yet again (because good Christ apparently that is never-ending)! Pet your animals! Kiss your spouse! Go to bed the absolute first second you can get away with it and try to forget reality for the next 8-10 hours! Hope your dreams aren’t too weird!
Repeat!
#personal#depression#mental health#if I make it funny it won’t drag me under until there’s nothing left#anyway. two years into this whole feeling like a burden upon my household thing#I’m doing. great.
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Uncle Gojo!!
#I’m doing great guys!! /lying#He should get to watch his students thrive!! He should get to hold their ugly babies!! He should be present and a bother!! 🥹🥹🥹#my art#bluebeesart#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#satoru gojo#yuta okkotsu#maki zenin
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on preemptive grief. on bracing for impact. on looking towards the horizon line and flinching
Rayne Fisher-Quann, “home for the holidays: an essay (sort of) about grief (sort of)” // me // David Levithan // The Crane Wives, “Black Hole Fantasy” // me (again)
#‘hey wren do u happen to have abandonment issues?’ great question the answer is shut upppp >:(#(yes)#web weaving#word web#word weave#webbing#words words words#my poetry#my words#the crane wives#on preemptive grief#on grief#on leaving#on friendship#poetry#writers on tumblr#first one hit hard. i’m terrified of losing my best friend. in whatever capacity
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my favourite part about making new people listen to tma is watching them go through the inevitable transition from “man this jon guy is kind of a dickhead I don’t like him very much” to “I would die for jonathan sims”
#the magnus archives#nonsense#this is one of those times where the main character having the same name as the writer is a little awkward#because like I’m sure jonny sims is a great guy but I probably wouldn’t die for him…#because I do not know him#his funky little homunculous on the other hand…
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the transgender urge to curl up like a small fluffy animal against someone you love’s warm body and make little mewling and sighing and whining sounds as they pet you and praise you for having tried so hard to be human until you fall asleep
#it’s one of those days#it’s one of those nights#i’m fine and everything is ok rn. but my brain is kind of not working great#i feel so… limited. like there’s a lot i want to do but my energy and focus just isn’t there#and my emotions are just always lowkey sad and lonely rn#so i’m just desperate for physical affection#but i can’t really get much of that atm#i just want to cuddle for an hour with someone#maybe more#*tired and sad puppy noises*#personal post
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Stop light shenanigans
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#this came to me in the shower as most great thoughts do#I’m so sorry for this LONG ASS POst#Bill Woodward#ted spankoffski#paul matthews#My mom said this was a one one two but with an extra one…. which is boxing talk I guess#Basically ‘’ tom coming in with the left hook’’#which I’ll take as this being at least somewhat funny#tho does it count when the only people you have to ask is who you got your humor from?#Tom Houston#digital art#digital drawing#art#fanart#Hatchetfield#Tgwdlm#nightmare time#jane’s a car#Is it obvious I have no friends in this fandom except my momma???#starkid#hatchetfield fanart#black friday#//Komic
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ekko believing in powder’s intelligence and capability so much he ignored every instinct telling him to run away and went to her for help. he BELIEVED in her across all timelines. he knew he couldn’t ever have this kind of relationship with his own powder so he allowed himself one night to be happy with this one, borrowing shoes made for someone else.
#that powder probably continues to invent and do great things because ekko showed her she could. I’m fine#timebomb#arcane#arcane spoilers
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Vi paint study
#Arcane#arcane season 2#Vi#arcane vi#pit fighter vi#my art#my artwork#digital art#fanart#artist#yes it’s painted#no I am not mentally okay#no I don’t know how I did#although I did give the Great British government 60k to teach me how to do art like this so that probably explains it tbh#I’m 60k in debt but hey at least I can render lesbians now
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Hope you're doing great ~ 🧡 *runs away*
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Local man desperately trying to stop the cycle before it gets to his kids (it’s already there)
#with great power comes You Are Still A Child. Be A Child. Do Not Kill This Part Of Yourself Because You Think I Won’t Love You If You Don’t#‘there comes a time when we all must grow up’ and that time has no obligation to come at 15#ninjago#lego ninjago#my art#lloyd garmadon#dragons rising#ninjago lloyd#ninjago sora#lloyd and sora have so many fuckinf parallels man I’m crazy#they keep doing the same things they keep being like each other#that’s his kind of daughter TO ME
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sorry i stopped posting, i got medicated and also engaged
#also i work 6 days a week and am in grad school#in case you ever wondered what happened to that person you used to follow#people on twitter thought i was dead#not dead! just happy#turns out i’m someone who needs to live a mostly offline life#highly recommend!!#not art#probably my last post ever so see ya#my fiance is a really great person they’ve been my best friend for twice as long as we’ve been together#they’re very private but i’m obsessed with them#really recommend finding someone who makes you incredibly happy#genuinely hope everyone is doing well!! or as well as you can be haha
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I just know if John could manifest without killing him, Arthur “walking off cliffs is my favorite hobby” Lester would be scruffed 24/7.
Commissions & Tip Jar
#please click on this tumblr hates me and my high quality#my art#malevolent#malevolent podcast#arthur lester#john doe#john malevolent#arthur malevolent#just for the record. I am aware this is VERY similar to a recent potato sketch however I did in fact start this before he posted#great minds think alike. regardless I’m here to say that I think EVERYONE should draw their John’s holding Arthur like a kitten.#or an odd bug#that’s my prerogative#anyway#also my training is telling me it’s bad to post three art things in one day but I do not care#fan art#jarthur#kinda#mild body horror
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Alex was insane for this
#gravity falls#book of bill#stanford pines#ford pines#bill cipher#billford#draw-athon#alex and pals charity#bill is absolutely GRIPPING him and Ford is seething in hate#it’s great#gf#gf fanart#bro whyyy do people’s comments keep getting removed I swear I’m not doing that#just finished the stream#ALEX UNBLUR THE REST OF THE POEM#DO WE HAVE TO WIAT ANOTHER 10 YEARS TO KNOW HOW BILL KILLED EVERYONE???
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I’m getting really excited for the Digital Circus! 😁💗💗💗
I’m such a sucker for their weirdcore vibes, it’s my FAVOURITE aesthetic!
#grey art#fan art#tadc#the amazing digital circus#pomni#tadc caine#Caine’s character design is great but how the hell do you draw him?!#I’m so mad I need to be able to doodle my horrible ringleader!
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warming up for some more art of these guys
#great god grove#ggg#click clack#thespius green#godpoke#my art#do want to keep tweaking how i draw thespius since i’m not the happiest with it
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I heard that Corey Dorris sang Show Stopping Number at Innit- so I present: Corey!Hidgens
#super excited for yall who got to go to Innit- I heard it was a blast!#this was super fun#I’ve hardly ever drawn Corey so this was good practice#gotta draw more Corey characters fr#he’s such a legend#seriously what a man#have I ever mentioned that I’m a sucker for cast swaps?#they are my favorite#I have so many things written in my drawing ideas note that are just cast swaps#and lemme tell you I’m so excited to draw them#yall next week I’m going to be doing so much drawing#I’ve got exams this week but after that I’m free (until finals)#ok fun fact time#fun fact: sharks are older than trees#that one’s a little common but I think it’s pretty cool#ok that’s all have a great day!#corey dorris#professor hidgens#professor henry hidgens#henry hidgens#show stopping number#the guy who didn't like musicals#workin boys#cast swap#starkid innit#hatchetfield#hatchetverse#Starkid#team starkid#my art
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