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oliveish · 5 months ago

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Not well. Not well at all again

#a dog I’ve grown super attached to is dying bc the hospitals are shit. my moms freaking out. I broke again #fucking can’t even stay good for a month #I’m so done. so done #back again. back again.#same little girl who can’t cry without hurting herself #because what did mommy always say?#aren’t allowed to cry unless your bleeding or dying. or she’ll give you a reason to cry #I’m back on the floor of her bedroom #I’m back in my room #im back in the car #I’m back in the living room #I’m back to that school #I’m back to the gym #I’m hearing myself die #I’m feeling like everyone around me is dying #I’m feeling the belt again #I’m feeling the hand again #im feeling the tiredness as I feared to go to bed #I’m feeling the terror of a five year old girl who can’t handle her own brain #I taste the vomit in my mouth again #I taste the blood again #always back. never free. always that girl.#delete later #I’m dying and I still can’t cry #I’m back to it all. I’m always back

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blitheringmcgonagall · 10 months ago

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Canon James Potter on hearing his name is linked to two ships in ao3’s top 20 ships for 2023 (no 8 and no 18):

Canon James Potter on hearing the most popular of the two is him & Sirius’ Deater baby brother Reggie:

#lol I’ve nothing against Jegulus #but I think canon James would be shook 🤣🤣🤣!#he’d be all listen #I had world saving sex #of course I’m mentioned twice in the top 20 list #😏😉😇#*preening* *strutting* *fussing with his hair* *repeatedly throwing and catching a stolen snitch*#WAIT WHAT ????!!#😱😬🧐😳#regulus??? as in Reggie I joined the Deaters at 18 and had a collage of Voldy on my bedroom wall Reggie?!?#*backs slowly out of the room*#*watching Sirius’ face*#*muttering expletives and words such as what the ever living fuck #*how did this happen??*#*more importantly why did this happen?*#*you’ll have to ask him I refuse to incriminate myself*#also *WHAAAAAAAAT?!?!?!?!*#Sirius Black: YOU MEAN TO TELL ME YOU ENDED UP HAVING SEX WITH MY BABY BROTHER???? THE LESS ATTRACTIVE BLACK BROTHER??????!!!!!!!!!!#Reggie? the less good looking bro???#surely to fuck if you were going to fuck one of us it’s have to be me Merlin damn it man!!!!!#the Deaters are the Death Eaters (you had to be there #(involves the scarlet pimpernel)

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thealogie · 3 months ago

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The fact that I finally have David Shore’s address and phone number and have met him and haven’t done anything to just subtly bother or unsettle him as revenge for house md….im showing such great restraint

#it was all fun when I would jokingly say 10 years ago that my goal is to get in the same room so I can get back at him #but now that it’s within my grasp we come face to face with the cold reality that I’m not psycho #perhaps I should set a new goal of befriending him and then making him live out various little scenarios from the show

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dnpbeats · 2 months ago

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NO ONE WAS GONNA TELL ME THAT DAN TALKED ABOUT TAKING THE BINS ACROSS THE STREET IN THE Q&A SO LIKE THIS MEANS PHENTHOUSE DENIED RIGHT??? BC AN APT BUILDING WOULD HAVE TRASH COLLECTION INSIDE/IN FRONT OF THE BUILDING YEAH?

#like don’t those have trash rooms….#or even if u did have to take it outside to the dumpster it wouldn’t be across the street 😭😭😭#guys ok I’m gonna go google how British apartments work in case I’m stupid #ok I’m back so apparently trash rooms are more of an American thing (tho phil did mention a recycling room in dilm)#but from what I was able to gather like normally for apartment buildings in the uk the trash collection area would be in front of the #building which makes sense 😭 so what kind of fuck ass rich person apartment complex would make u go across the street #I just get house in gated community vibes are those a thing in London 🧍🏻‍♀️#also I’m not trying to be weird or stalk them I’m just trying to gauge how lavishly they live that’s all 💔#dan and phil #phan #d&p #dnptit #wordvom.txt

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pepperpixel · 18 days ago

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I haven’t posted art in forever, (I am currently working on art tho!! It’s just taking me a bit cuz.. job..) but! But… what about if instead of the art u guys came here for. I instead posted pictures of the cool lil outfits I’ve been wearing recently that im rlly proud of… what about that???

#part of the issue w art is also for some reason. FOR REAL. the default shit I want to draw is just ME. IN MY VARIOUS CUTE LIL OUTFITS #I’ve become a narcissist… a fashion obsessed narcissist.. i just want everyone to see and admire my cool fits…#I struggle. so much more drawing shit that is not me nowadays. and I have so much less free time #but then I don’t FINISH the pics of me cuz I’m like ‘this is too self indulgent!!! stop!! draw fanart!!#like a normal person!!! ghgh-‘#ur rlly gonna come back from an art hiatus w just a bunch of silly pics of u being cute… get a fucking grip..#uhhh.. but anyway lol #I am still drawing. I’m currently working on some expiremental lineless digital art #cuz I felt shaking stuff up might help #we shall see if I finish it tho!#it me #pepper words #anyway look at my fits #my one. 2 curses r in bad at taking pictures #and I live in a dingy basement so the lighting fucking SUCKS #u cannot see all the detail…. u cannot make out All of my lil accessories #it’s sad…#all these outfits r very black and white i do in fact wear colors… mostly red. n green #but I am rlly In my aristocratic vampire / witch era right now… and I’m loving it…#middle 2 pics r the same outfit. just w and without cloak lol #also pls do me a kindness and ignore my messy ass room #lady outfit is actually my most recent and my room HAS gotten less messy! I cleaned it up!#but it’s still kinda. got some clutter lol #*last outfit. not lady outfit ghghg- these r gender neutral femme leaning outfits I’ll have u kno typo!!#also pls ignore the shit on my mirror!! the lil white speckles and stuff! I rlly gotta fucking clean that.. if I wanna keep taking cute #pictures of my outfits lol… I mean. it’s not MY mirror so I don’t think to clean it.. but it is in my living space…#mayhaps… I should clean it lol

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ihearnocomplaints · 11 months ago

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I point you all to my ko-fi page once more -> link

my parents, enraged that I didn’t sort a massive mound of clothes yesterday (after doing the other chores they asked), essentially decided they are going to start charging me rent.

So this is just in preparation for that moment when they do start asking. I’m still trying to save up to move out. It’s not a huge deal yet (idk how much they’re going to charge) so there’s no pressure to donate.

I work a full time job so I can��t really give much in return. But I can take doodle requests upon proof of donation! I’ll doodle any DCA you want.

Thanks.

#Idk what to tag this #i’m just so tired.#i’m just tired of my parents putting so much pressure on me #like 1) I did the chores they asked of me #2) The only one i didn’t do was because it was literally an overwhelming amount of clothes. The entire fucking laundry room is filled to the #brim with clothes. Literally you cannot walk in there without strpping on some #that’s 6 people’s clothes. Not even most of mine because I actually do my own laundry. other than the ones that get mixed in with the others #and they wanted me sort them. by myself.#I’m autistic and a massiver germaphobe and they wanted me to sort their grimey fucking clothes.#And when I don’t do it? call me useless and lazy #and then i fel insane because maybe i am just lazy and i should do more because they let me live here for free #sometimes i feel in the wrong. maybe i am in the wrong. maybe i should just suck it up and deal with it instead of complaining #I don’t know. I’m scared. I’m so scared #I don’t have anything to fall back on. I don’t have my own car. I have nothing.

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fantasticgothicpeachsludge · 5 months ago

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Help! I’ve fallen for a rarepair from a show that ended 6 years 1 month and 7 days ago!

And by rarepair I mean there is one singular fic about them where they’re not a side ship or in a collection of smut drabbles

#don’t worry Graham and Jefferson I saw the way you never interacted but were in such similar situations caused by the same woman #all it would have taken was for Graham to get some kind of hint that Jefferson knew and he could have gone to him :.(#gotten the help he needed from someone who actually knew what was going on #JEFFERSON WOULD HAVE FIGURED OUT THE VAULT #HE WOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO PUT GRAHAMS HEART BACK #THE COMFORT THEY WOULD GET FROM EACH OTHER #Jefferson having someone who remembers ;~;#Graham having someone who knows he’s not crazy #who could protect him from Regina ;~;#Graham could live with him in his mansion in the woods #with his wolf brother right there #and let’s be real Graham would not have been okay after getting his heart back #like he was literally emotionally numb and being abused for thirty years #everything that happened to him and what he was forced to do would have hit him like a truck the minute it was back in his chest #probably would have had a panic attack immediately #probably the only way he would feel safe is as far from Regina he could get (Jefferson’s mansion in the middle of the woods)#in a locked room and with his wolf brother right there #I just think they could be a really soft friends to lovers okay #ouat #jefferson ouat #graham humbert #huntsman ouat #once upon a time #also I’m not Regina bashing down here I just wish Grahams abuse and trauma was treated better #like there’s no way in hell he would ever forgive her or feel safe around her #he’d probably want her dead #another thing he and Jefferson have in common #but I can imagine him never acting on it and just completely removing himself from the show and living a safe and comfortable cottage-core #life with Jefferson and Grace #and his wolf brother

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seagull-scribbles · 1 year ago

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'Best man' can’t even tie a bow tie 💒

#tmnt 2003 #casey jones #raphael splinterson #back to the sewers #rasey #listen #I can hear you now being all like how is Casey marrying April a rasey scenario #and I’m telling you I’m right #look me in the eyes #I’m right #the whole build up of best man was so cute even platonically you can pry it from my cold dead hands #sucks last ronin ralh didn’t even get to hear about the engagement I know he was robbed (of life) BUT THIS LISTEN #2003 New York gay marriage isn’t legal yet #April is like aro in that show and I don’t care what you think #but you know what is the same then as now HOW BAT SHIT EXPENSIVE NEW YORK IS #also 2003 back to the sewers wanted to try link the 2003 series with the 2007 movie #Raph is a mutant turtle who lives in the sewers no one can know he exists (except everyone who was invited to the wedding)#so I raise you Casey and April getting married but as friends for the benefits of housing and financial support #the good stuff that comes easier to being a married couple #but they’re really just glorified room mates #taadaaa #weather you ship Casey or April with a turtle or not that makes sense to me shush

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godblooded · 9 months ago

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just an fyi, and it feels like it needs to be said here: your blog is your own space and you should be able to say whatever the fuck you want. if you’re sad? vent. get sad. maybe put it under a cut, definitely tag it, but get sad. if you feel like you need someone to talk to? drop a freaking message about how you’re feeling like you could use a buddy, or anything randomly engaging. if you’re having a hard time, you should feel safe and okay to talk about it in your own space. we’re writers and we’re people and while there’s a lot to be said for how engagement outside of oneself is necessary in rp (and really really needs to improve), i think there’s a lot that must be said about people reaching out to others. it’s become so solitary here — the whole ‘reblog from source’ thing when it comes to shit like about and musings is absurd. the whole refusing to like things is ridiculous. yes, curate your space, that’s important, but curating your space into a studio apartment only you live in doesn’t make this a community anymore, it makes it a studio apartment you live in.

just be yourself here. do whatever you want. but i’m always saying: remember you’re not alone, and don’t let yourself feel that way.

#ooc. o kaptain.#[this is illogically worded and after an argument I’m already upset but I just felt like this has to be put here. it’s been sitting on my #brain for so long and it’s something i just wanted to discuss. the way the rpc has become not even an echo chamber just… a shitty ny #apartment only one person lives in that can fit your fridge and your bedroom in the same room. the way literal fandoms have divided each #other through nothing but massive senses of entitlement and so much gatekeepy fucking language. it’s exhausting to watch this happen #literally all because i have no idea where interaction went and yes I’ve been virtually inactive for months now but. it absolutely isn’t for #lack of trying to come back. it’s hugely due to a lack of interaction whenever I reach out and then the feeling like I’m being either #entertained or dismissed. this is a social space and we’re people and everybody just needs to recognize that. like. last week my introverted #broski started discussing how as he’s older he feels loneliness more tangibly but he hates people and i looked right at him and said …yeah #dude. that’s natural. we’re humans. we need each other to live. we need spaces we create and communities we make. but like. there need to be #interactive people in those spaces. we’re social creatures. i love you guys and this is a ramble but… it’s been on my mind awhile. and #frankly? feels kinda good to finally speak my mind.]

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sturnioloho · 4 months ago

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smiley bb with his back to the future legos :)

#i’m so happy he loves back to the future because he reminds me of marty SO much #i wonder if that’s a part of why he likes it too lmfao #marty sounds so much like him and jimmy #it freaks me out when it’s on in the house cuz it feels like chris in just in my living room lmfao #chris sturniolo #matt sturniolo #nick sturniolo #sturniolo triplets

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blitzy-blitzwing · 5 months ago

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Chilling while I draw. :V

#I’m hoping to finish soon so I can bring her back to the living room #she’s bored #rambles n stuff

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sunmisbf · 5 months ago

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i washed my hair n took a walk yesterday for the first time in a while so i am feeling unstoppable like maybe i will turn around my life this week wish me luck !