#I’m always a positive person
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#i just realised it 😞#i never came out to my family#i was outed#BY MY MIDDLE SCHOOL TEACHER#😆 like HOW DID YOU KNOW SIR??#anygays#I’m always a positive person#so good thing is#i never had to stress about coming out to them#yea 😛
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scared to get close to people. scared everyone will leave. scared no one likes me. scared scared scared
#on my sad posts i always try to put a positive#even if i end up deleting the post in general later on#so todays positive is i’m getting a milkshake#also it’s sunny today 🥹#personal
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what I learned from season 2 of IWTV is that a distressingly large amount of people cannot tell the difference between a consensual BDSM dynamic and assault/abuse, nor do they know anything about how kink actually works
it’s not unhealthy for Armand to be submissive or delve into maître/slave kink dynamics. in fact it’s something people do to explore and get past their traumas all the time irl. additionally, he is like five times older and more powerful than Louis, he wasn’t being forced to do anything, nor could Louis ever actually force him. the kink was probably the healthiest aspect of their relationship, what fucked them over was a jumble of commitment issues, a lack of trust, and eventual murder - which is something that would cause problems in any relationship ever, no matter how vanilla.
the Point of the tragedy is that they were on the precipice of something happy, but Louis hesitated for too long and Armand couldn’t recognize when he was loved, and the kink had nothing to do with it, for fuck’s sake. Louis wasn’t abusive and it’s not bad or wrong for Armand to want to be a sub -
#IWTV#interview with the vampire#the vampire armand#louis de pointe du lac#it’s always so fucking infantilizing too?? the man is 500yo guys he can make his own decisions#oh noooo he couldn’t possibly know what he wants :(( he’s just reacting out of trauma it’s like brainwashing :(((#?????#no???#he just wants to relax for once fucking let him#he’s been in charge of his own survival AND other people for hundreds of years#being a coven leader seems to be a herding cats type of position tbh#let him rest#that’s what his submission is#loumand#like I don’t even really ship them but GODDAMN#they could have actually been alright together if the cards fell different#amc iwtv#amc interview with the vampire#iwtv season 2#if I see another post claiming that the only way for Armand to have a good life is to never be anyone’s sub again I’m gonna scream#also this weird framing of Louis as an abuser just kinda feels racist#I’m probably not the person to speak on that but there’s Something abt that demonization that just doesn’t sit right#like yeah he was a dick. but largely in his head?? he didn’t do or say anything to Armand out loud
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something about how phil has missa’s volume turned up because of the time missa was playing on a laptop at a hotel with a low volume mic, something about how despite his mic being normal now phil hasn’t turned his volume down not even one bit despite always changing everyone else’s volumes when needed, something about how regardless of how many people are in the room missa is always the loudest in phil’s pov, always the easiest to hear, something about how you can always hear missa over everyone else from phil’s pov, something about how that doesn’t bother phil in the slightest, something about this never being aknowledged by phil and something about it not needing to be, for it’s how it’s supposed to be
#qsmp#death duo#deathduo#qsmp philza#qsmp missa#pissa#every time phil and missa are in the same room with others#you can always hear missa over everyone else phil’s pov#in phil’s pov*#and i find it so fascinating#like it’s so obvious and i’m always surprised phil does nothing about it#he’s adjusted volumes while missa is talking and yet he never even touches missa’s volume slider#doesn’t even glance at it#like it feels purposeful almost and that drives me insane /positive#also the potential implications in character drive me insane even further#it’s like qphil sees qmissa as the persob in the room he never wants to miss a single word from#person*#he always wants to hear what he has to say over everyone else#goddd#anyway#this post was prompted by me seeing clip of the deathduo hug before they got yeeted into purgatory#and it feeling so off that missa’s ’hug me’ wasn’t loud and clear#because the clip was from missa’s pov and not phil’s#anyway ignore the typos it’s such an ungodly hour that i refuse to say it and i’m on mobile
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Me, not wanting to go online because I don’t want to see people’s reactions to the election, but I still do anyways bc I hate myself:
#Us politics#trump#donald trump#kamala#kamala harris#Chronically online#I really don’t care#both were awful people anyways#No one knew what the hell Kamala stood for because she was always changing her position on certain things depending on the person she was#Talking to so no one ever knew who or what they were REALLY supporting when they supported Kamala#And Trump is just a narcissist#(But what politician isn’t?)#I just want the economy to be fixed and say what you want#If there’s one thing he might be able to fix#That’s it#But I think I’m too jaded already to care#election#presidential election#2024 election#apolitical#independent party
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in light of recent events, if you voted red in the US election you are not welcome here and my content is not for you. full stop. i do not need nor want the support of racists / facists. go fuck yourself.
#politics /#politics //#i know everyone is having a hard time rn#and while i try to remain positive#this is and will always be my line in the sand#I’m a queer afab person#i shouldn’t be scared for my rights#us politics#election cw#us election tw
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#ok maybe I’m obsessed lol#LISTEN no hate really#I’ll always push people to pursue their inspiration and create something#wether it’s fanfiction or fanart#REALLY#I’ve seen some AMAZING work#when it’s done out of positive creativity and not pure hate for a literal cartoon#I just find it funny that people are still starting wish rewrites#when there are so many already and they all start from the same main point#which is. bring starboy back and make him fall in love with asha#which is totally fine but#I mean maybe it’s time to start calling them fanfiction at this point? there’s nothing wrong with that?#instead of staying on this line of. movie terrible so we’re fixing it since we’re all such better storytellers than the idiots at wdas#I swear if I see another person going#I hAvE nOt SeEn WiSh BuT fRoM wHaT I'vE ReAd iT lOoKs bAD!! sO I'm GoNnA FiX iT!!!#I will riot#how can you tell it’s bad if you have not seen it????#ok enough#sorry for the vent#I lowkey wanted to make the she’s so pretentious meme but it was too mean?#wish#disney#wish 2023
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#‘If you don't want to answer’ anon#yeah it’s a bit to early to talk about it and knowing this fandom it probably will never be the right time either#i tend to agree with you because I’m that sort of person that stands up for others when I feel there is something wrong going on#i like to confront people and I like to make things very clear#knowing this about myself I always struggle when the others dont do the same#and yeah if you keep Louis out of the equation#as you said he suffered from it too but still took the chance to speak up#(even if his fans are nasty and mostly stupid and i tell that with any possible intention of sounding rude and pretentious)#so you know his words fell a but unheard because that rage and hate kept going#i tend to agree with you on that#but they don’t ever talk or take any position like ever#it’s frustrating because you can’t take actions and try your best to soothe such strong negative emotions#and the fact they didn’t and never do… yeah it’s disappointing but also not really?#cause i don’t expect them too yk?#i think that if they were aware of what was going on now they are now already guilty tripping#i hope they’re taking care now but also i hope this is some sort of wake up call#to stop such waves of criticism and anger towards someone unreasonably#and just show support and do whatever you can to protect humanity#with kindness and respect. not only with words you know
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his ass is always at the ice cream parlor
#fork found in kitchen gojo found in bakery it’s just how it is#i’m crying like just ALWAYS out and about i’m 100% positive he’s visited every bakery/sweet shop in japan 😭#jjk spoilers#personal
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MARIA!!! YOUR POST WAS ON THE CLOCK APP!!!
Good news, people agree with ur opinion btw..
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#appreciate hearing it. i like knowing when i’ve been spotted in the wild#for better or for worse#also it’s the ‘sotry time’ i love when that happens ❤️#asks#ok4ru#the uh reading of this that made it onto youtube sparked some Nasty commentary#like it was mostly positive and agreement#but there’s always that one person like ‘do NOT tell children this. life just gets worse forever and you’re not preparing them adequately’#the other fun comments i get from time to time are like ‘… i’ve liked this ‘mundane’ adult stuff forever?’#that alone is fine but it’s annoying when coupled with ‘excuse you i had to do my own chores from a young age you must have been pampered’#like yeah man i had to do all that as a kid too i just didn’t Like it yet#gggrghhghhgggg#i hope this post can bring people joy. i’m glad it has#but it certainly doesn’t bring me joy anymore that’s what i know lol#but the two pokémon plushies it was about will bring me joy forever
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i love when i (understandably) freak out over things that happen in life (my car breaking down and getting kicked out of my rental so the owner can sell it and having to find a new place in the shittiest market ever where barely anything is available and saving for an astronomical down payment while still having to pay the rent for the place i’m getting kicked out of) people are like “oh well things are looking up now that all that’s over with right?? so there’s no reason to be stressed anymore”
no.
fucking no patricia, it’s not over, it’s not okay, i am still stressed, i’m literally crying in my car everyday. i cry at work, i cry at the grocery store, i cry in the club, i cry fucking everywhere i cannot stop fucking CRYING because i’m constantly living on the edge of “what’s next?” because there will be something fucking next. there’s always something next.
#how about YOU have some fucking empathy#and realize that people are allowed to be sad and upset over things#not everything needs to be a fucking look on the bright side moment or a stay positive! lesson#i’m only positive because i fucking have to be i can’t afford not to be#because if i’m not i will literally give up on 2 seconds#i’m not fucking kidding#so let me BE SAD AND FEEL MY GODDAMN EMOTIONS INSTEAD OF MASKING WITH FAKE HAPPINESS#LET ME FUCKING CRY#AND FEEL#AND BE A FUCKING PERSON LIKE HOLY SHIT#some of yall need to shut up and learn to keep your advice to yourself#it’s not ALWAYS the time to give it#just#fucking#stop#apple babble 🍎#non fandom#delete later#this about rl ppl btw sorry yall#i just have to scream into the void rn 😭
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when those rumors were going around about a possible chicago gp and people were losing their shit… and all i could think about was the amazing edits that could be made with djo’s ‘end of beginning’ 😭😭
#personally i’m always looking at the positives lol#and i’m always gonna eat up a good edit!#it would especially hit if it was a drivers first win…#i wish i could make edits bc my brain is so big and powerful
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#Mentally sending myself this image whenever I’m concerned how someone will perceive my art#vault boy is the person I’m trying to become#yk like that one meme#there will always be someone out there who sees something you enjoy as cringe#so don’t worry about it#POST YOUR ART YOU COWARD#vault boy#positive stuff :)#giving myself brainrot (but in a good way)#my art
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I love how just one negative feedback can ruin my whole day lmaooo
#a customer sent negative feedback about me to my boss :((#but i’m super confused about it because what they said i did was very out of character for me??#as a customer service person i ALWAYS do my best so that the customer is happy#but somehow they still found me rude :((#idk it hit me kinda hard despite 99% of the feedback i usually get being positive
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have a habit of feeling too hard for ppl that don’t even consider me
#i hate having feelings tbh#if only i could be more strategic w my feelings but that’s not how it works huh#i’m just wanting to feel positive things with another person#and not have them end in disaster#like every companionship i form#i always feel more n care more#n they leave hehe
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Once again no crafts to update, but here’s those fish I drew yesterday!
#the person behind the yarn#fish#sometimes I draw a new thing and it feels like I’ve unlocked a new skill#like I’ll get a pop up that says unlocked: you can now draw billowing and spots. congratulations!#or something? idk I don’t play many video games so idk how the achievements are worded lol#I am on new meds for my Symptoms Disease and they are helping a lot but there’s always an adjustment period#because when my body starts functioning better than usual my executive function kinda spins out for a while?#it’s getting better! but crafting has been slow#I also got some blood test results back! I test positive for autoimmune antibodies#which is one of the first quantitative blood test results I’ve had EVER in over a decade#I’m trying not to get too excited before I talk to a doc#but it’s actually four different blood test results that are abnormal this time and all four point toward autoimmune#…plus several more that point to me being a little bit anemic
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