#I’m allowed to not be excited
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“Don’t cast judgement on the ATLA live action before you watch it!”
“Stop jumping to conclusions!”
“You’re all so negative!”
“You haven’t each watched it!”
…ok but I don’t need to watch it to know the fact that Ian Ousley, Sokka’s actor, claims to be part of a fake tribe with ties to white supremacy. or are we all just ignoring that now?
#anti natla#‘you dont know anything about the show’#I can read the tweets#I know what the casting is#I actually CAN#in fact#make a judgement based on what the creators of the show ARE SAYING#don’t act as if we don’t know anything#I can look at the trailer#at the overdone cgi#I’m allowed to not be excited#and once again#THE CASTING???#like let me know if I’m wrong but everyone who’s talked about Ousley has several sources#yall are just gonna ignore that??#avatar the last airbender
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🎶 The Crown…
Pix now wears the Crown… 🎶
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The moment of recognition when that ancient and powerful thing deep in the catacombs… discovers the Crown.
#empires smp#pixlriffs#empires smp fanart#pixlriffs fanart#empires fanart#empires pixlriffs#empiresblr#floweroflaurelin art#mcyt fanart#mcyt#mcytblr#gif#animated#aha! by making that post about not having time to make fanart I tricked you all into not expecting any#thus freeing myself from the pressure of feeling like I have to get fanart done for major story beats#and allowing me to have the motivation to procrastinate my thesis and make stuff for fun instead!#anyway this is the same crown design I did AGES ago but it’s all tarnished now#I’m so excited to have it back the way everyone covets it is so good#I mean THEE historian sees it and instead of preserving it he puts it on his head and comments on how well it fits??#he’s never had any interest in telling people what to do and then declares himself king and threatens those who disobey with ‘punishment’??#everyone who sees it is driven to do anything in their power to get it for themselves?#what does the Crown want. what does it get out of this. it is so very much a cursed object and I love it
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I was telling my brothers how a lot of people are negative about Love You Teacher due to the age regression of Santa’s character and how it’s uncomfortable. I was saying I felt that’s a little ableist because there are some conditions that can cause age regression, and even other similar conditions. Plus, it’s not like Pobmek is going to be ‘romantic’ with Solar when he’s in regression.
To me, I felt the negative reactions a little hurtful? I’m a full time carer to a disabled parent who has had moments of slight regression.
To me, this series is gonna be about a guy who has to become his boyfriend’s carer and there are times when their relationship cannot be ‘normal’ (for lack of a better term) and he needs to become more of a parent than a lover, and that is extremely common in many relationships - especially in the LGBTQ+ community. My brother’s partner has to be his carer due to his disabilities.
So, whilst I can get people automatically jump to HES A CHILD but he’s not. He’s an adult that has a disability, basically. I don’t see how that’s as predatory as people have been saying. If it was an age play type thing I could understand people being uncomfortable, but it’s not. It’s a disability.
I just feel like perhaps people could be a little less mean about a series that hasn’t been filmed yet? Like I said, I can understand that upon first hearing the plot it might sound odd, but when you boil it down it’s really about a couple who are dealing with one of them having a bad accident and ending up with a brain injury - this is not an uncommon thing, yet some people reacted like it was something predatory and gross.
I’m not saying that you all have to like it and support it, and it’s totally okay to not be comfortable with it! There’s plenty of shows out there with content or themes that make me personally uncomfortable. My only ask is that you not be mean to those who end up liking the series, or perhaps can relate to it.
(This isn’t aimed at anyone on here btw - I saw some nasty comments elsewhere on other hellsites and I just had to vent ❤️)
#thinky thoughts#rambles#my brother said it sounds like SPN crack fic and he’s so right#there were so many wincest fics like this back in the day#it’s a show with an unusual but common injury/disability#and yeah it’s a romance obv but are disabled people not allowed love#it just reminded me of the people that try to say people with certain disabilities can’t have love lives#and I know that’s a delicate topic#but I am excited for this show#as a carer I’m looking forward to it#love you teacher#thai drama#drama#bl drama#perthsanta#perth tanapon#santa pongsapak
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Yesterday was Apollo’s monthly day!! And bc I’ve never done a celebration before, I wanted to go ALL IN!
And I truly did.
I baked a cake, did a wine offering (my fav, well saved bottle from a vineyard), bought him a pretty orange and also a new libation cup!
Anyhow, even thought it wasn’t officially his birthday (that’s on may), I was so excited! So I still sang him birthday songs, got a birthday candle and simply relaxed and vibe with the music (I also took a wine cup for me and baked my own cake to accompany him so it felt like an actual mortal?? birthday)
I usually reach out to his reason / logic / truth and knowledge aspects so Apollo can be quite strict with me when it comes to- school and research . So it was really nice to simply celebrate and enjoy the music (didn’t last long tho, at some point he told me to go to study😭)
#Im allowed to post this so I’m so excited!!#Apollo mostly advices me for privacy#something I honestly agree with#I do my best not to turn my religion into a joke#but it’s so tempting to make jokes sometimes!!#He’s very stern with me but sometimes very funny#In the end I didn’t finish the lecture and I think he was disappointed#I felt bad#I was just so tired!#and lowkey tipsy from the wine#Apollo devotee#helpol#hellenic worship#apollon worship#apollon deity#lord apollon#apollon devotee#lord apollo#apollo#god of knowledge#hellenic paganism
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loving reminder as someone who struggles with food: you are allowed to add joy to your food. you are allowed to add a little joy even if it’s a tiny thing, something silly or something weird. you are allowed to do it whenever you want, as many times as you want. anything that makes food easier and more enjoyable for you is worth it!! it’s your food, you can decide what to do with it!! you can add rainbow sprinkles to your ice cream. you can cut your food into little heart shapes. you can pack your snacks into cute little bento boxes. it is not pointless or childish, it is an effective and active coping tool that you are allowed to use.
give yourself a little joy. the little things add up.
#even if it’s just a teeny tiny thing it’s sooo helpful to get just a little bit of excitement out of ur meal!!#you are allowed to do it!! if it’s ’pointless’ then what’s the point in denying yourself from it??#I’m being so serious like. put stickers on your air fryer. put your meals into cute containers even if you don’t need them.#cut your food up into little cute pieces if you have the spoons for it. buy yourself Dino nuggies.#try to have at least one thing to look forward to in every meal even if it’s just a little piece of candy#just!! change things up!! be self indulgent!!! you are worth it and anything that helps you be healthy is worth it!!!#there are no rules!!!! you are allowed to be kind to yourself!!#anyways. don’t mind my rambling. I’m just trying to romanticize my own struggles rn#and it’s genuinely been very interesting to learn what helps and how my brain works!!!#idk I just think about it a lot. it means a lot to me rn.#also before anyone tells me I piss on the poor. obviously my experiences are not universal and will not apply to everyone#things that work for me might not work for you and that’s ok!! I wish you luck I love u!!!#tw ed#just a teensy implication#gem don’t look#arfid
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shavambacu is on the set list for this tour 🥺
#not to be dramatic#but i might weep uncontrollably if i get to hear that song live#it’s just.#yeah#my heart aches just thinking about it#if he plays the wrong side of life too then it’ll be over for me#ahhhhh#so excited for the shows i’m (health allowing 🤞) going to!#miles kane#lulu posts
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Wanted to show these off somewhere because I feel good today! I have an interview on Monday for a new position, and my work crush (Cute Admissions Guy) smiled and waved at me today. So, I’m thinking a Spring wedding 🥰🥰🥰
#mine#my face#Liz speaks#he’s a very serious and stoic person#and he seemed enthusiastic about seeing me#so I’m counting it as a personal win#and I’m allowed to be giddy and excited about it actually
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Caught being incredibly normal in pet store
#original art#ok context—it was the first time being in a pet store since moving#And where we were from they had really strict regulations on animal imports#So you couldn’t buy geckos/snakes/most lizards#And I’m not looking for a pet BUT when I saw the store I realized#Oh my god#those animals ARE allowed in this state#So I wanted to see#got excited when I found the reptile section :3
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#personal#not to sound like an edgy sack of shit but like#there is a certain amount of peace in accepting that no one’s ever going to love you the way you want to be loved#it’s sad but at least there’s no anger in it. like yeah. there’s something fundamentally wrong with me.#no clue what it is. people like me when I’m around them. but there’s just something…wrong. and i’d change it if i knew what it was.#but i don’t. so there’s no use being actively upset about it.#I’m upset about enough things already. At least all that isn’t another thing on the list of things I’m angry about.#like i’ve basically accepted that everyone leaves eventually and that i’ll probably die alone. it’s kind of whatever atp.#i didn’t even think i’d make it past 18 so really…who cares? i’ve already been here longer than i feel I’m ‘allowed’ to be.#so what does it matter?#me: yeah I’m a super chill guy#the chillness: comes from an inability to be fucking bothered#like. I’m tired man. idk.#the only things I’m excited about are tfs and st5.#anyway.
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I’m sorry but Onyx Storm is the worst book of the series so far - don’t get me wrong it wasn’t bad but it’s certainly not Fourth Wing or Iron Flame. There was no point in the book that I actually felt anything other than the hype of the book. Fourth Wing was exciting and heartbreaking and Iron Flame was a book I physically could not put down but this one? I could take it or leave it tbh.. Either I’m a complete genius and have the power of unlocking book plots or everything about the book was a predictable filler..
#thanks for coming to my ted talk#I’m actually really sad#I was so excited#I literally booked the day off work to read it#and I think if this was a book in any other series I’d have loved it#but I expect more from these books#because of how much I’ve loved the last two#and before anyone starts#I’m allowed a negative opinion about something#if you loved it then that’s amazing for you#I just personally didn’t#onyx storm spoilers
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I’ve been so caught up thinking about the fight sequences and the animation styles and the writing and the antics aand the everything about Spy Family Code White that I forgot about the Ferris wheel. Oh my god oh my god oh my god the Ferris wheel.
#spy x family#spy family code white#spy family#spy x family code white#babbling and spoilers beware:#LIKE???????? that was so intense in the best way#my man got on his KNEES. ON HIS KNEES. and said no stop my oh need to hear this.#you need to hear that you matter and that I chose you and made a promise to you#that you are a mother and a fantastic one and our lives are better with you in them#he got on his knees and skipped past proposing and said let me restate my wedding vows#and I genuinely think if he had been allowed to keep going he would have told her he loves her and wants her to stay.#bc my dude had MOMENTUM and just kept going. he showed no sign of stopping.#he started yammering about how wonderful his wife is and couldn’t physically stop#he won’t admit it to himself but he loves his family so much#he won’t admit it to himself but the moment either of them starts to doubt that they are cared for he will drop everything and remind them#fuck I love spy family it’s so good#I’m so excited for more#I should read the manga finally#ALSOOOOOOO#The cute little teaser at the end that was like ah well time for a family trip this time to the south!!!#LIKE PLEAASSEEEE CAN I GET A BEACH EPISODE#A BEACH MOVIE IF YOU WILL#I want Spy Family Movies like Hercule Poireaut stories. throw those guys in an episodic mystery or mission for 90 minutes and give me 46 plz
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dean and his son who he clearly “hates” and “never cared about.” clearly
#not to mention dean remembering from day 1 that jack is interested in zombies & encouraging the hunt in tombstone bc jack was excited for it#not to mention dean being the one to say that if jack was a monster so were the rest of them bc they’ve all done bad things#not to mention dean disobeying god with eye contact because he wanted to choose forgiveness and family over revenge#not to mention dean (known ophidiophobe) supporting jack having a pet snake And allowing it in his sacred car#not to mention all of 14x06. just the whole episode#some of you do not pay attention to his good moments because you want to hate him forever and that’s very stupid unfortunately#cal.txt#spn#supernatural#jack kline#dean wincester#dean and jack#spn scripts#not to mention dean being the first one to ask about jack after Billie vanished him to explode in the empty#but I’m sure he totally doesn’t care at all yeah#he’s just a big mean alcoholic with one dimension of personality in his entire pinky finger#very astute observation I’m sure your English teacher loved you#no I don’t think of you as family but stay and live with us forever be god from your bedroom I’ll buy you new expensive furniture too#but to be clear I don’t think of you as family whatsoever what makes you think that
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im having to reply to emails and im being so fucking brave about it
#i finally got a job after—i shit you not— a whole fucking year#i’m excited but also very scared#tbqh i feel like my anxiety got even worse over the year as well?#don’t even get me started over how depressed i’ve been i realize im venting now but its in the tags of my own post#im allowed#anyway i had quite literally all the time in the world#but i feel like i drew significantly less than how i usually do#here’s to hoping i can do shit again tho LEL#gar speaks
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WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE❤️💙💛🩶🧡💜
#vee queued to fill the void#THERES THAT OCTOBER STAGE LMAO#the amount of joy that filled my body seeing mtc and bat should be studied lol#what else should be studied tho is what’s up with the additional cast 🤔#i have a post in my drafts that i decided against posting musing again about why they had to reboot if we’re allowed oc women#if those are new oc men i will be pissed yet again lmao#but i’m excited!!!!!! the more answers i get about the new stage era the better lol
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cr3 is gonna end and the pc’s still feel like the same people to me :|
(crcritical content in the tags feel free to skip)
#cr spoilers#cr critical#the pacing of this campaign was shot to shit from the start and i really hope mercer learns from this and takes it into account for cr4#i actually think they need to do mini seasons like d20 does. not in the way that they’re all completely separate from one another but#the way the unsleeping city had multiple seasons or a crown of candy or fantasy high. connected arcs in a bigger story#it would give mercer more time to plan and pace things and would give both cast and crew more time to prepare things#bc this campaign was. frantic. just full speed ahead with no breathing room. it’s a marathon sprint#i still feel like the initial assault on the key was like. maybe a few months ago#IT WAS A YEAR!!!!#what do you MEAN this campaign took place over five months!!! these people don’t know each other!!!! I don’t know them!!!!!!#VM knew each other for YEARS TM9 traveled for a YEAR together#CR3 viewers have been talking about a time skip happening as though it’s a guarantee!!! TM9 didn’t end with a time skip and guess what!!#It was a good ending!!! Maybe a few loose threads but they were easily touched upon later with no issues#like idk ppl are allowed to like or even love cr3 i have no issue with that. i just think that from a storytelling perspective it’s just#so poorly paced and i think both fans and players deserve better than to be thrown into world ending stakes immediately#the initial assault on the malleus key felt like an endgame event and it was like fifty episodes in. Tm9 got to xhorhas around episode 50#characters deserve time to marinate. cr3 is a pressure cooker#don’t even get me started on braius’ inclusion. sam i’m sure your character is cool and complicated but he’s been here for like 20 eps#i dont know this man#also i feel like shorter seasons/separate arcs woven together would account more for people’s personal lives and any medical issues#like what happened with sam. ppl were hounding him asking for his return meanwhile he was being treated for CANCER like I can’t imagine#dealing with that kind of pressure. players deserve privacy however they can get it.#(also fgc’s death is to me the only narratively satisfying thing to happen in cr3 i’m not kidding#fucking perfect setup and execution. exquisitely done on mr riegel’s part#laudna has also had some great story beats along with imogen but i think matt fucked up making delilah come back i really do)#anyway all the love to the cr crew and cast if you see this ily and your stories i just think pacing needs to be taken into account#“they’re just friends sitting at a table playing dnd” i don’t think they are anymore actually#obviously they’re still friends playing dnd but like. cr3 feels so produced and i dont mean that in a good way :[ it feels so corporate#off topic i am SO FUCKING EXCITED for the switch to daggerheart! I think it’ll really breathe some new light and life into exandria!!!
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Trying to learn gg combos having never played a fighting game before is so funny this is rlly a second language
#I’m slowly learning… i can understand more now than I did a week ago#its progress and its slow BUT GOD. I need one of those uhhh. table top game control things (?)#IDK. or a better keyboard or smtn LOL I tried my pro controller but the stick sensitivity is wayyyyy too high#IDK IM ALSO SO EXCITED TO FINALLY PLAY GAMES on desktop#<- guy who never was allowed to play video games until he could buy them himself#literally like my first game I ACTUALLY played was splatoon#and now it’s GG#omfg it’s so exciting for me sorry I’m just so happy… I’m glad I can finally experience this and play with buddies#even if I. really really don’t understand it yet#fiyr rambles
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