#I’m abt to breakdown
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my uncles went to maui and brought us back fruit jellies and a few a wine mix and my grandma tried one and asked if i wanted to try it and i did not thinking abt it and i tasted wine and omg i told her she could have the other wine ones it triggered me the taste and she laughed and said what did it trigger you gonna throw up and i looked her dead in the eye and just said 'I was an alcoholic' like AHHHHHH DID YOU FUCKING FORGET GOD I HATE YOU LATELY
#I was fucking living with you when I did rehab#we went to family groups#I hate you so much#I’m abt to breakdown
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i think this is the first year i’ve really started to realize that there isn’t a magical switch that will flip where i’ll suddenly be happy every single day of my life, it’s just life and finding the joy in it day by day and if it isn’t there making choices to add more of it and while that’s a lot of persistent disciplined work with the meditating and the physical exercise and forcing myself to read instead of letting myself rot on tiktok i think right now i’m happier than i’ve ever been before idk
#just feeling rly good abt mental health things right now#i haven’t had like a Breakdown™️ in a really long time i think bc i’m way more practiced at moving through bad days#and my self discipline is way better i think that’s been a HUGE part too#i wasn’t even on my own side before
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lmfaooo what’s happening to me…🧍♀️…🧎♀️…🧍♂️
#࿐ — 𝒍𝒊𝒂 𝒚𝒂𝒑𝒔 .ᐟ。˚ ౨ৎ#MY GOD#THERES NO WAY HES REAL#I MIGHT KMS#im gonna have a mental breakdown#i’m abt to crash out#fuck my face
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do you think the abyss healed Childe’s scars?
realistically I know it’s stupid graphics & model “limitations”
But do you think his skin looks as normal as it did before he fell.
Cause when they’re hit, an abyss monster.
They disintegrate.
Do you think Ajax’s scars healed like that? In the abyss? After it, too?
Do you think they burned? Or was it numb, as the darkened skin faded away with little, yellow, glowing particles?
That he has no evidence of his suffering for those three months in hell (and his only companion’s silence) but dull eyes no one wants to look at?
Callouses on his hands and feet that no one pays attention to? Takes care of?
That he shows his prowess and uncanniness and abyssal hunger because that’s the only way how? Yes. he is hungry and wants a fight. Look at him. He’s off. Broken now.
Look at him.
Please.
#am I self projecting?#maybe#a little bit#Nothing like a mental breakdown from a sort of family dinner meeting new people to remind a mfer they’re fucked#it’s me I’m mfer#also abt that companion’s silence part#as much as I fucking Abhor genshin’s uwu-ifying of Skirk#and her characterization cause god fucking damn it hoyo Give him a good parental figure#She says she didn’t talk to him at all/the bare minimum cause she sees him as weak#what the fuck#How do you send your son that was missing for three fucking days Blow off his trauma And then send him to the military?#You don’t care about him.#skirk evidently doesn’t#And the tsarista is all up to interpretation and is dubious as an average#does childe have any caring parental figure? Who the fuck knows.#genshin impact#childe#tartaglia#childe tartaglia ajax#genshin ajax#tw vent#?#self projecting#it’s sad. isn’t it? to have suffered but have nothing to show for it.#Christ I’m fucked.#do u think I should go back to the social gathering?#:/#drink water#stay safe#<3
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this is you guys about oliver aiku
#do u guys like my edit#HES LIP BITING UNIRONICALLY BRUTHA EUUHH LMFOAKSKDJ#except for me btw i’m actually normal abt him lmao but i’m always enjoying ur breakdowns#sora.txt
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i put a ton of tags on a thing and realized maybe i should just make a post because i wanna know what other ppl think…
thinking about how if izzy had continued/forced his confession onto ed would've gone bc with eds mental state probably backing off on it and being more vague was a good choice. when izzy confesses ed is at his lowest and fully unable to accept that someone loves him and that he can love someone else and ed might have used violence to reenforce these beliefs.
ed dismissing it was probably the best outcome for izzy at that point because if ed was convinced that it was true (although i suspect he did believe that bc he shot izzy to kill the love) i'm not sure what he would have done to end that love.
i’m also thinking about the scene where ed is sobbing and playing with the wedding toppers after having shot izzy. i'm not sure when ed realized that izzy wasn't dead but if he had before that time an aspect of that breakdown could have been him grieving izzys love for him because he did think izzy stopped after the gunshot. which is why he went to izzy to be killed he thought “well, izzys done it for me before and there's no way he still loves me so he will be willing to kill me”
#izzy hands#ofmd s2#i’m actually super insecure about this reading of the scenario w the wedding toppers because i know the textual reading is meant to be#that its entirely about stede#so im like. maybe im just blowing things out of proportion and it didn’t have anything to do with ed shooting izzy#???#idk be gentle with me please#like i do think the majority of eds breakdown was about stede obviously#but theres something abt the whole ed doing the murder suicide with the toppers and then immediately recreating it w izzy that gets me#idk…… idk….#nervous
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hmmmmmaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-
#I be like. stays in the fog all day despite doing all I can to pass time in a constructive and/or just fun manner#has a mini breakdown talking abt it#goes back in the fog#gets led out of the fog by a genuine good silly time with my roomies#the second I am conscious of that I have another breakdown and instantly go back to obsessively applying to jobs#gets told not to do that bc it’s past 9pm (which is objectively right and I need to not)#back into the fog#the interview I have tomorrow is for a place 1hr drive away. I’m. not in love with it.#but if I think about it for any longer I’m going to cry#and so I’ll just not think. like I have been.#god. my head hurts. get me the fuck out of here#vent#arty issues
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what the hell made god think i was her strongest soldier.she was so wrong
#just spilt my entire fucking bowl of oatmeal and my full water bottle on the floor in front of my desk.#had a breakdown in my pile of freezing cold oatmeal sludge. now i’m soaking my floor in disinfectant cause i’m paranoid abt bugs#are all the mutuals just having breakdowns this week or is it only me. there’s something in the fucking air
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Raine it was all thanks to your art that the admin had the discussion and now we may or may not get some development in the Frubbo lore. Your contribution to the agenda should be awarded truly. Thank you queen for driving the Frubbo bus by the sheer power of your amazing artistic abilities o7 o7 o7 ♥️♥️♥️
king I feel like this rn
but also tysm im glad y’all liked the art lol and if this does bring more frubbo lore ima lose my mind
#FR LIKE#I have like twenty followers on twitter lol so I did not at all expect that art to be seen by like ANYONE over there#And then I’m AT WORK#and my sister texts me a screenshot of Tubbo looking at it in the museum and I literally had to like.#Pass off the kids to my coworker for a few mins to have a little breakdown abt it#and THEN#i get home and I’m watching the clips (bc this is a first for me and it’s exciting) and I watch Phil’s clip#And Tallulah admin starts talking and I’m like OH SHIT LMAO#AND THEN TUBBO SEES THAT ON TWITTER#AND ITS LIKE OH SHIT#FR??? SEEING MY ART BROUGHT THIS UP???? OK KINGS THATS FINE IM NOT LOSING MY MIND#So. In conclusion.#Um. Yeah#raine answers#raine rambles#frubbo#<< I GUESS????#qsmp
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hoy oh boy i love when my mom very loudly and very openly complains about how much of a brat she thinks i am in front of other people that we haven’t seen in over two years in a public setting where other people can hear and are looking over and probably thinking i’m some spoiled brat because she paints me in such a negative light to threes poeple
i love how she openly jokes about beating me for not socializing tonight (or tomorrow because i know i’m gonna have a drained social battery by the end of tomorrow) and she even goes as far as to say there are mandated reporters and she doesn’t care
i love how she claims i’m not social or independent enough after proceeding to throw me to the wolves for 10 hours on my own and i can’t text her for help or she’ll just say i should’ve known what i’m doing already
i love how she complains that i’m not physical with her but i am with my dad because im a “spoiled daddy’s girl” even though in reality i can’t mention anything to her without her shooting it down but my dad listens to me and takes the time to engage with me
i love it.
#vent#i sound like a complete brat#i sound like a pussy#boohoo i don’t wanna socialize because my social battery is dead and i literally want to tear my head out thinking abt tomorrow#wow#twenty four hours from now it’ll be mostly done unless she decides to take my room key to force me to socialize or smth#she might do it. she’s threatened to#and i get it maybe i do need to socialize#but i had a mental breakdown this morning because i had no idea what i was doing and she offered absolutely no help#she said i had to be on my own#i sound like a brat#maybe that’s too much to ask#i’m literally so angry for no reason right now and i know there’s nothing wrong with my brain im just not normal ig#she’s told me to “stop acting autistic” whatever that means#whatever#ranted a bit huh?
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I was in the walk-in at work sipping my drink and my coworker came in, said “oh it’s just you” when she saw me, and then started crying hysterically 😭😭
#like I guess I’m that coworker no one cares abt seeing them have a mental breakdown 😭 I’m glad 🫶 LMFAOOO#I’ve had my moments…maybe that’s why 💀💀💀#t
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kinda crazy but…
im gay for you
:o no way i’m also gay for u <3
#also i’m fucking exhausted it was a long ass day of robot#i broke down crying for no reason in the middle of my last tech interview for drama#because i was so fucking stressed abt hosting the robotics comp this weekend and waiting on college decisions#and also two of my friends were like in the hospital at the time#one bc they hadn’t eaten in like a week because of an ed and we’re doing really badly#and the other because they had to get stitches bc of sh#but i couldn’t really explain alllll of that to my drama teacher#anyway#i did hear back from one of the schools tho!!!!! and i got in!!!!!!#but they didn’t give me as much money as i would have needed to commit there#so like i probably won’t end up going even tho i really loved the school and it’s kinda my top choice#and also the accepted students days all conflict and i ended up signing up for one that would mean id miss the end of district champs#for robotics if we qualify#which my hopes are vaguely high this year#but now i’m gonna have to miss part of it if we do ://///#and the other more competitive one i’m waiting on hearing from some time this weekend i’ve been checking the portal like every twenty minute#it’s really bad#anyway i’m gonna go take a shower and then go to sleep before i drive myself to another breakdown#idk why the tags of this ask was my place to say all of this but it sure was
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all aboard the clown car keep your giant shoes and rainbow wigs clear of the closing doors honk that nose and hang onto something we’re going to see neil gaiman and john finnemore for a friendly little chat
#good omens#good omens season 2#good omens spoilers#good omens spoiler#spoiler#spoilers#doing my best with the tags it’s 7:30 am and I have t slept and I will probably have a continuous nervous breakdown until season three#if there is any doubt at prime abt green lighting a season three I might actually literally travel to their hq and hold someone at gunpoint#for legal reasons that’s a joke but is it though#neil and john will pay for my therapy#no actually I’m shaking it’s probably the sleep deprivation but also what the FUC K this whole season was a RIDE I loved it so much#the amount of hurt/comfort gifs I’ll be reading in the coming days#fanfic writers do your thing#shut up jonna
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so fucking stressed
#had a bad feeling all day. Somethingbdid happen but the feeling I still there#im so fucking worried abt Chevy and everything#I want my brothers gone. I want my mom to give a fuck#I was talking to my dad about how I feel like I’m gonna snap and how I won’t even feel bad about and all he could said is he wouldn’t blame#me or Chevy for that matter. Which like eases me because whatever happens would be in self defense#im so fucking stressed and I can’t sleep because k have so much nervous energy#my main priority is my gf and like. I’m gonna try and save up for a car but like I’m terrified of like#that. as a concept.. can I do that? Is that legal lol. And it is#im having like a breakdown I think. not a breakdown but I’m very panicky and jittery and stressed
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Hmmm….do you guys think that’s a yes? I think that might be a yes. I’m gonna say that’s a yes.
Anyways, @vellichorom kinda said I could throw Thierry in the rock tumbler, so i absolutely had to draw it. :3
Rock Tumbler tiem!! ;P
#junie’s art!⭐️#oh hey look at me being all brave and tagging someone without having a nervous breakdown abt it! /silly#tsp#narratorverse#i can’t believe I’m laughing over my own art but. oh my god I can’t stop imagining Thierry screaming as the tumbler spins around and around#I promise I’m sane#/silly
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clive and joshua
#this is just the sons of fire i’m cryiejhed#ifritrisencore :3#i’m sorry i had a mental breakdown abt them every 2 business days too but i giggled kekeke-ed tee-heed unfortunately#i’m still on a break btw if u even care…😒😴#clive rosfield#joshua rosfield#ffxvi#final fantasy xvi#ff16#final fantasy 16#善美的心聲。
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