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the stark realization that I almost completely caught up w all rebornverse games haunts me I’m now afraid to pursue the renegade arc because What Do I Do Now.
#talk#like. mini rant here I don’t have Anything Else occupying the mind and once it’s gone I’m seriously lost.#I’ll still draw when I can and all.#what am I supposed to do?#I feel like I’m going to run out of things to say here about my Guys and accidentally repeat myself like I usually do#and that’s being a bit generous because Im a Very Scared Person with ppl though everyone is rlly nice#idk. I’ll do what I do and do what I gotta do eventually#I know this community is v. tight knit? from my pov#which is rlly sweet.#and I’ve made myself a small corner away for my own Guys to frolick while I watch#and I’m super grateful people even like them just like I do.#but idk if I’m a Fit . if That makes sense#ill keep loving the series and waiting I’m just afraid my fire is gonna sputter and die here#and I don’t want that! I want to keep going w this#idk it’s rlly hard to keep brain fuel up when there’s limited food to begin with#blergh.
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you say you’re too busy saving everybody else to save yourself
#warm-ups from the past few weeks#can the narrative stop dooming them#no?#well damn i’ll do it myself#might do more with these later#portrait series for all the origins… perhaps…#also front facing gale is so hard to draw#3/4 angle or profile is fine#but i feel like it doesn’t look like him when i draw him facing forwards lol#and i have the opposite problem with wyll#still very fun to draw though#wyll ravengard#gale dekarios#karlach cliffgate#bg3 karlach#bg3 wyll#bg3 gale#digital art#bg3
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wonderlust stuff :]
#jrwi fanart#jrwi wonderlust#jrwi wonderlust spoilers#jrwi spoilers#<- hopefully i’ll remember to take those tags off later but for now it dropped yesterday so still spoiler territory prolly#three episodes in is usually when i start properly doodling for these so i’m right on schedule lmao#i think three or four episodes in was about when i started fixating on the suckening#might upload another version of the colored later! it’s just flats rn obviously but i need to color my shit more so hopefully i’ll finish#that one later :)#the 🤨🤨 is me projecting cause they did Not Notice but to be fair he says bullshit all the time so i wouldn’t either lol#but i was like 🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨 *vine boom* PAUSE#i love how they were making fun of how chat freaks out every time anything can be remotely considered sus but i know that means chat is#about to do it even more now lol#also real troy drawings this time lol not a fucked up hand drawn joke sprite
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stuff
#sorry for disappearing :( i’m in a really bad place right now. thanks for being patient. if you see this i love you.#tried to post these last night but tumblr was not having it and i was far too exhausted to fight with it. i’m really still too tired to do#much but i wanted to post … something#these are things from an au that i’ve been thinking about cuz of a video i saw on tiktok LOL nothing interesting just a kemonomimi au where#kieran is a crow and javier is (obv) a coyote and they like to play and have fun like the little animals in love they are#except the javi’s in the bottom left corner. those are just doodles. i love his responses to arthur antagonizing him LOL#and also finally jotted down the difference in javier’s hair bows after he got together with kieran#hopefully i’ll do something more with that but for now i’m just glad to have it down on paper somewhere#also sorry they’re all naked. clothes are a hassle.#i’m gonna try to get to some asks soon :’] slowly but surely … thank you to those who keep giving me the time of day despite my inability to#actually show up. it means a lot. i’m really struggling right now but it helps me to know that i’ve got somewhere i can come back to when im#able and that there are people out there who like what i do enough to wait for me#i’m not going to tag this with anything outside of my blog specific tags#other than#rdr2#and for organization purposes#image#art#hero draws sometimes#hero’s kieran#hero’s javier#hero’s javieran
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Who are THESE weirdos???????? Looking into MY floating mirror????????????
#omori#omori au#omori mod#omori basil#omori tako#my art#WOW MOD ASSETS!!!!!!!!#very proud of how this one is turning out… though it needs refining#it’s only a sketch after all!!!#I am going to have to do a few more omori artstyle studies Because there are some inconsistencies I’m noticing in my sketches#my art style is pretty angular and detailed while omori’s is rounder and simpler and you can see that clash here#one of the main things I REALLY need to work on is face shapes. they are meant to be way rounder than I’m drawing them#but they just. I don’t know they just LOOK WRONG When I do them rounder JSJDJDJ#ANYWAYS. this is like. all I’ve been able to do/draw lately#half baked FUHS mod asset sketches woo hoo. for a mod I’m not even sure will exist considering I’m still debating whoch medium to use#but. yeah heres these two#not sure what I’m going to do for hero though!!!! I’ll probably have to make him crouch#since he won’t fit into the frame otherwise#Aubrey will probably be one of the easiest characters to make stuff for because her design is pretty simple#issue is it’s hard to make expressions with her#speaking of I want to make the positions and poses here more dynamic. They’re kinda just standing around#in my head I kinda wanted kel to sling his arm over basil’s shoulder but that didn’t really work out…#ANYWAYS. I’m rambling#take these and some more concept arts I’ll post in a second as filler content#very busy times for me rn!!! </3 HSJSJSJS#was gonna tag this as kel but. I don’t know. it feels like lying JSJSJSJ
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yeah I know Luke’s been running around saying he ‘can be a bit of a pessimist’ but I just wanna give him a little bit more credit than that. he’s been through so much and yet we’ll hear him talking about times that are ‘marred with trauma’ but still he can’t ever regret for getting him to where he is today. this whole year he’s been making an effort to do things that scare him and he even finds hard, he’s been pushing himself out of his comfort zone and doing 1000 solo interviews as well as his shows and last year he went to bogota to film 7 music videos in 2 days and believed he could do it and he did. he talks about mental health related things in such a way that’s filled with acceptance, not complaint or bitterness but dare I say even optimism, dropping horrifying little descriptions to already heartbreaking songs since 2021 and then turning around and saying writing songs is what gets him through it, he ‘wouldn’t have a good relationship with anything’ if he didn’t make them but he’s super proud of himself after and wasn’t put off by how much work it was gonna be even though it did make him apprehensive and he goes and mentions how it wasn’t easy. you look at everything we know of him for the last decade and a half and realise, maybe it was never easy. but someone once described optimism as curiosity + resilience rather than being naively happy all the time in denial of everything going on around. and with that active brain and all the things he figures out while writing all his beautiful songs there’s definitely curiosity there. and with everything he’s been through to keep choosing to be himself and do whatever he needs to do there’s so much resilience. and I’ve seen this spirit in the songs of sounds good feels good and 5sos5, as well as littered through wfttwtaf and boy; every project being a quiet, kinda emo, statement of survival. I’m just one fan with too many opinions but this is something I’ve always loved about the band, and a decent portion of it was always brought to the table by luke and idk I just think we should acknowledge it
#I feel like I’ve been trying to say this for ages—you can struggle with mental illness and still be optimistic and have a growth mindset etc#or cultivate those things if that’s what you wanna work on#didn’t really mean to use luke as an example but oh well#was thinking about the south sydney girlies who go through life with the most debilitating mental illnesses and acknowledge the pain etc#but don’t let it make us think our lives are ruined even if only purely out of spite. and there I’m referring to my friend group of course#can’t draw that link any further but it’s there in the culture and that’s one of my favourite things. plus there’s the whole way when#you’re nurturing neurodivergent kids in an area without heaps of supports you always focus on building confidence in what they’re good at#and I’m forever grateful that kinda summarises everything liz hemmings does and I bet being raised like that is a safety net against a lot#really hope they’re all super proud of that#luke hemmings#5 seconds of summer#5sos#wfttwtaf#boy ep#I’ll have praises for all 4 of them pop up from time to time btw
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Did you delete all your art from twitter? Is there anywhere else to see uncensored versions 🥺👉👈
this ask scared me for a second and i thought twitter decided to snipe my ass—
i think it might be because i have all my content marked as sensitive due to the fact i post full on clits and dicks with my art that unless people have that protection setting off to see it, twitter blocks visage! which!!
thank you for bringing it to my attention about that cause i completely forgot about it! i’ll have to just use poipiku then hehe
#. // ♡ 🌱 txt#ask#i also thought the fearful thing of ‘anon… are you perhaps blocked-?’ but then i remember twitter rolled back on that so blocked can see#but!! i think its just my sensitive content warning account that blocks people from viewing#which later when i get home i’ll put all my uncensored art on poipiku link so anyone who doesn’t have twitter can see#cause i’m still currently at work im just on ‘break’ right now#its almost friday…. almost friday and then i can just draw and play barbie dollhouse
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So did you ditch sai2?
Im paying child support
#CSP pipeline was inevitable#Born to sai forced to csp#<- Well not really lul I figured it’d be wiser to be accustomed to a program with more features#Although on this blog I tend use magma because it’s a collaborative website where I can draw kiraboss on it live with my frens =)#Sai remains in my heart… It served as a huge foundation for my digital art adventure#I also note that the point I abruptly switched to CSP fully may have marked that point when I eased up on the social media gijinka#And mayhaps lineless as a whole#I still like ms paint though and use it pretty often probably even more than CSP#An assortment of art program waifus to choose from as it appears!#Anywho I’ll find myself revisiting all I’ve mentioned I’m sure#Sai2 remains a great intuitive program. My gratitude goes out to the developer#ask
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#okay. so. the problem. with independent contract work?#is that. if everything is overwhelming. I can’t just. show up. do a job. and leave knowing I'll still be paid.#Nope. with this work? If I can’t make any money because I’m paralysed by being overwhelmed? Welp that’s All My Fault^TM#if I can’t make myself go find the clients and ask them very nicely for money?? then I get nothing!!#and that ~*must*~ mean that I ~*~*do not want it badly enough*~*~ /s#look. with independent contractor work it takes a lot of extra work just for the *opportunity* to make money#whereas with my normal regular job (THAT MY BOSS STILL WANTS ME TO HAVE BY THE WAY) I can just. show up.#make sure I do enough. and go home knowing that I’ll still make enough money to at least afford my rent. even if I can’t give it 110%#But now I can't. & so. you know what I was doing this month?#I started it by *barely* being able to afford rent (which I would not have been able to do without the help of some very kind people)#(so HUGE shoutout to the people who helped me out! in these quiet tags)#& then I nearly ran out of groceries. I’ve been rationing everything I have in the house & going to the food bank#I even went on the local buy nothing group and basically begged for people’s expired food#and I’ve also had to try to figure out how to pass an insurance exam on 14 days worth of honestly *terrible* information#(and I SOMEHOW passed despite the course NOT EVEN COVERING certain information that was on the exam!!)#and when I passed the exam they sent me a contract that basically says ‘yay congrats now you have the right to work (by yourself) for us!#‘no guarantee you’ll be paid tho! if you want money you’re gonna have to fucking EARN it yourself bitch! good luck!’#and I got a tutoring job that’s basically the same idea. the contract is like ‘congratulations you can now use our resources!#But if you don’t put in extra work (that you won’t be compensated for) looking for people to ask for money then you can’t have any!’#Like. I'm sorry. I used up all my ‘begging people for resources’ energy asking for people’s expired groceries#and I feel like maybe half of people only gave me groceries because they think I’m from Ukraine#which makes me feel a SPECIAL KIND OF WRETCHED (like I’m stealing groceries from people who need them more!!)#I’ve spent this whole month hungry lonely overwhelmed and just generally terrified#I have to constantly fight SO hard not to lay down on the floor and just give up#the only thing I feel motivated to do is draw art because at least that’s making me feel connected to others & like what I do matters#I did finish my goals for the day and that’s good. so I don’t want to say I feel guilty for making art. because I don’t!!#But there's a pretty loud voice in my head that's saying 'well if you have energy to make art. you should have energy to go get clients!'#You know what little voice in my head? you can FUCK RIGHT OFF because making art is very low effort comparatively#you know what's *not* low-effort? working really hard for the *potential* to earn & then not being guaranteed it'll even get you anywhere#& moving into the last two weeks of a month. where you have loan payments & rent due soon & no money. & no energy to go earn it.
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Wine stains on porcelain
(Alternatively: @katkastrofa and I have created 5 OCs in 3 days and I suffer from chronic “I wanna draw the little guysssssss” disease)
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original characters#I have not figured out a tag system yet so for now this is all they’re getting#their names are liba and abyan and I’m very much obsessed :)#they’re the children of two of our other newest OCs. Himman and Summiya#the latter of whom just happens to be Zaheer’s older sister#but he ran away from home years before these two were born so he most likely isn’t even aware of their existence#I mean. I’m sure he suspects his sisters had children. but that’s the extent of what he knows#anyway#quite a few headcanons came to mind as I was drawing so I’m gonna type them out while I can still function#(haven’t slept for two nights in a row. I’m starting to doubt whether I’m actually alive or not)#Liba is older by about a year but once they grow up a little it’s barely noticeable and people assume they’re twins#over time they stop bothering to correct them because really. they’re so close they might as well be#they were both burn with port wine stain birthmarks on their faces. much to their mother’s dismay#she has a whole perfectionism complex and needed her children to reflect that to maintain the family image#thus they were taught how to hide the marks early on. but the powder makes them constantly sneeze#liba is very self conscious about it bc of what her mother put in her head. Abyan less so bc while he’s expected to be perfect#his future doesn’t depend on his looks. he always tries to comfort his sister whenever she spirals too deep. no matter that she’s older#when no one is around to hear he calls her Lili <3 it annoyed her at first so she dubbed him Yanyan in retaliation#but over time they both grew to love the nicknames and now use them unironically#they’re the ultimate partners in crime. their goal? gaining as much freedom from their mother as possible#and sooner or later they will manage to do so permanently. which will make Summiya fall apart. but that is currently Kat’s domain#speaking of. hi Kat. I know you’ve already seen this in pencil but look! I coloured them!!#the birthmarks were both kinda annoying and rather fun to do. maybe I’ll change them later. I was too tired to look at refs so I improvised#and there’s no detail in clothing since again. 0 energy whatsoever. but once I refine their full body designs I shall go all out#that reminds me I need to go collect my new sketchbook. might do it on the way home from the store#okay I’m getting distracted. is this my very unsubtle way of trying to influence Kat to write that Summiya fic?#maybe. maybe not. you can’t prove anything 😁
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im gen sorry if i dont answer ANY request it takes awhile for me to get motivation to draw these days 😭😭
#i wanna keep this up#but lile its kinda hard when u got a new interest yk? 😭#i’ll still keep doing this account tho…. Hopefully#just a few mins writing this inwanna draw them so i can have motivation again#Okay hell yeah (inwill not draw them /j)#okay i’ll make this rule for myself#i’ll draw ur request if i want to#i will not be drawing all of the requests#owner text
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Crawls out of the busyness that has been the last few days. Hi. Florian here. Still dealing with the general sorenesss that comes with travel while disabled. I have three badges now, and we’ve started investigating the fourth titan, but it’s…
We need to train a bit more before we’re at that level.
But! We’ve dealt with the dark type and fire type team star bases, and are planning on heading to check out the poison type base tomorrow. I… still don’t know exactly why Cassiopeia is pushing this so hard, like… team star is disruptive, and they were blocking the roads between cities in a few places… but also so far they’ve just been. Kids? I… none of it sits right with me. Why has no one done anything before us. Why is the director trying to do something NOW but only disguised as a student with a pompadour?? (Why does no one else recognize the guy????)
#gyms go brrr#giant pokemon and magic herbs#hacker has us seeing stars#🌸mod flower#treasure awaits!#yea I know we still haven’t made a post on our current Pokémon#it’s so much to type though :P especially for me! I have a full team now technically. counting Spookss who’s still in Juli’s name#he should be able to evolve soon though!#yknow what#I’ll update our pinned with the newer mons but wait for the info post on all of them when we’re able to#pokemon irl#real pokemon#rotomblr#// hey!!! iiiim back! still a biiit bruised but it’s not the only thing I can think about anymore#//so yay!#//I’m working on a drawing of the whole team and it’s taking longer than I expected it to#// hence putting off the full post about the new team members lol
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I’ve been hitting my ocs with the Disney channelfication ray on Twitter lately
#ocs#arts#I don’t know what else to tag this as#it all started when I was watching gravity falls because man oh man I love shows from my youth#so I was like what if I made my ocs into the oh so hated 2010s cal arts style Azreal already looks like one and BEHOLD this#I’m still working on it#I want to quit my job and become an animator or something work on any cartoon so while the industry is on fire I’ll hone my skills#so I can be prepared#I don’t know how to do story boards and I actually realized I hate drawing like this 😭😭#Disney channel au gets changes as seen above but I think if they were normal they’d fit like Cartoon Network/adult swim#atleast then I can have them be in their twenties/thirties ala regular show#I’m researching and developing (watching Disney channel shows from my youth)#also all of these are on toyhouse I just want to use tumblr more…#I need to use tumblr more… have you guys seen how musk decided he’s above the law and decided to abandon the entirety of Brazil#ESPECIALLY AFTER BRAZILIAN MIKU HIT THE MARKET!!!!
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i do love my family very dearly but the internalized ableism the men in here struggle with is. so much
#marzi speaks#it’s worse with my brother but he’s doing more to actively work on improving that#my dad however has very subtle internalized ableism that i don’t think he recognizes is there#which is. fun#like earlier. either last night or this morning i don’t remember#i was talking to him about how while ideologically i have nothing against accepting needing help and things like that#in practice it’s very challenging to adjust to being disabled even temporarily. and that if i do end up with a diagnosis that’s gonna be#a lot to handle. both mentally and just with the lifestyle changes i’ll have to make#and he makes a bit of a face and goes ‘i wouldn’t quite call you disabled. i’d just say ‘ill’’#and i just sort of look at him. and i blink. and i go ‘i am physically Un-Able to do things i am normally able to do’#‘i can’t walk long distances at all. i can’t sit in chairs for too long without causing pain’#‘i’ve spent the last 24 hours staring longingly at my computer because i want to draw but am currently Not Able To’#he didn’t argue with me but i can tell he was still unnerved by the idea of picturing his daughter as disabled#also like . illness and disability are not mutually exclusive? several disabilities are or involve chronic illness#i shouldn’t be surprised though. i mentioned considering starting lexapro#and he went on his ‘you’re an adult and it’s your choice in the end but i wouldn’t recommend it’ spiel#(he’s anti-psychiatry bc he doesn’t like the idea of breaking the brain down into smth so purely physical)#(and also doesn’t like the idea of someone being dependent on pills their whole life)#(which i’m giving him some slack on rn bc he is a just-got-clean recovering opoid addict. so)#(btw before any of you say SHIT abt my dad he took his pills legally prescribed for chronic pain and did not abuse them)#(and even if he DID that would give nobody a right to make a moral judgement on him. ok cool)#i then reminded him that my mom takes anti-anxiety meds and they really really helped her#and he just goes ‘true.’ and moves on#king u got some shit to unpack#it’s fine if u didn’t want to start antidepressants when it was recommended to you meds aren’t for everyone#but like come on now. u don’t gotta be so fundamentally against it when literally ur own wife who you adore takes psych meds#anywho my mom handled me making the disability comment much better. she was basically just like ‘ur fear is totally understandable’#‘u have a good support system we’ll help you through it’#which. thanks mom 👍 that was very kind of her to say
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I wish “Dalinar is beefyfat” was a True Canon Fact and not just a thing I’m doing to correct Sanderson’s shortcomings for this shit + I hauve covid. It could be so beautiful if I didn’t have to fight off thirst trap ish Dalinar With Abs fanart from every artist horny for Dalinar but me
#luke.txt#drunkposting#I know I’m outside of mainstream but is it really so hard to give dalinar a big ol GUT. and still draw him scantily clad#I suppose in his blackthorn days you can shade it so there’s a hint of ab#but when you get to washed up dilf era and beyond? FORGET IT BABY there is gonna be a Category 5 Dalinar Tummy Moment#cannot think about Dalinar no shirt soft hairy too long without getting distracted so I’ll stop here#god I wish me from real life was beefyfat but not so badly that I actually work out. sorry. I’m content being noodle arms fat. it’s okay#well I guess they’re not noodle arms anymore cuz of all the me there is on my body#but there’s little to no muscles. you know.
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Erm. Get redesigned/finally given a final design because half of these guys existed in doodles only for months. Yes I will be doing the others just wanted to get these fuckers (directed at 313 specifically) done first :3
#Me when I still am very in love with the concept of like all of the CDs#So enjoy all of the silly little guys (and singular bitchass motherfucker (I hate 313 can you tell))#Fate and narrative#Next areeeee ummmm wsit#3013 2587 1684 1479 and 404. Don’t ask why I put them in that order#And then the final batch will hopefully be: 333 440 2888 and 835-597 (yes that is one CD—there’s this whole thing I’ll explain it if asked)#Oh yeah and one mystery design that will be a shadow in the third page because they haven’t been introduced yet :3#S.K draws
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