#I’ll see how I feel tomorrow I guess
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
A noble garb, fit for the leader of the cult
#sfw#turning all fleeces into Lolita coords!#I’ve got a good backlog of these even though I haven’t finished them all#but I’m unsure if I should post these every day or every other day#I’ll see how I feel tomorrow I guess#fanart#digital art#cult of the lamb#cotl lamb#the others are a lot prettier I promise#fleece coords#lambert#fleece of the lamb#I’ll be scheduling these btw#that way I don’t forget to post one#eyes of death cotl au#eod cotl au
41 notes
·
View notes
Text
once again in some kind of hellish limbo where i’m like just the tiniest bit sick but it’s so lowkey that i can’t even tell if it’s like legitimately a contagious illness i should be concerned about spreading to other people or if i’m just being overdramatic about nothing. they should make this illegal.
#throat has been killing me since last night but other than that/generally being tired there’s not much wrong with me so 🤷♀️#i didn’t have any reason to physically go into work today so i just didn’t but tomorrow there are actually things i was supposed to do#that i can’t just do on my computer which means i’m going to have to make a judgement call on whether to call off or not#main issue here is it could possibly be covid because the last time i (probably) had covid it manifested exactly like this symptomatically.#but also there could just be nothing wrong with me and in that case i’ll feel guilty not going in to do my genuinely important tasks#idk. i don’t have any tests on hand/don’t even know where to get ahold of any at this point so#guess i’ll just see how i feel tomorrow morning/wear a mask and stay away from people if i do go in#caseyposting
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
the way that i am always like how can i get out of going to class & now when i had to call the paramedics i’m like but i HAVE to go to class tomorrow :( like ok girl what is it? suddenly when it’s better not to ur like no i need to i see how it is
#michelle speaks#my first class is on zoom at least…..i would like to be able to go to my other 2 classes but i will have to see how i feel….#bc i feel better now but still not so great & if i go to class i might feel bad again so idk…..MIGHT be very tempted to not go to my#externship friday tho lol…….but that is just bc i dont feel great rn yk…..i will prob feel better tomorrow 😩#basically i had really severe abdominal pain so my body feels like it has been thru a traumatic experience which it was lol#the pain is like 95% gone now & it didn’t seem like it was a medical emergency so i’m fine#but the pain was legit worse than a migraine & that is saying sooooo much let me tell you. i was like oh i’m gonna die fr 😭😭😭😭#so like my body is still coping w that experience lol……so i should prob not go to class but i can only miss one more class for one of them#and what if i need to miss it at some other point yk…….it’s hard 😔#also this is SOOOOOOO sad bc they finally had the good garlic bread at whole foods & i was so excited to eat some 😔#drank like 60oz of water & ate some apple sauce tho so i guess i’ll live…..but at the cost of no garlic bread 😔
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
☹️ both of my parents are encouraging me to make a trip home before my spring break to see daisy just in case
#bella.txt#it’s nothing urgent but they both just like. have a feeling i guess#w/ how lately she’s been struggling to stand up by herself :(#my dad’s taking her to the vet tomorrow to see if smths up or if it’s just old age#;; but yea.. either this weekend or next weekend i’ll go home and see her 🫶#ask to tag
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
I try to keep things positive on here but todays kinda the exception- I use the tags ‘negative’ or ‘discourse’ on here if you guys want to blacklist those
Also Most of my grief is towards chatters/twt not towards the tumblr fanbase 👍
#sry if I forgot to tag any posts I know how bad that stuff can make people feel#I suffer from rly bad anxiety that gets way worse when I see posts that are vague or generalizing#I’m just feeling kinda angry today and I wasn’t even that invested in the plot line#I guess I’m just more angry about what it means for the story overall and the effect this has on the cc’s + fandom#I’ll try not to talk on it more today unless if it continues to get worse#*tomorrow#not today I meant tomorrow- adhd brain moment sry#also for my own good i dont wanna be too neg on here because like this is the only thing i have in my life rn#that makes me feel happy and i dont wanna lose it cuz im not in a good place rn
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
auuudggghghhrhrhrbrr
#okay I’m feeling Bad and I need to unpick why before I’ll be able to sleep#friend is asking abt lunch on Friday when I already have standing commitment w other friends then so I can’t do that.#but I also go home on Sunday and I can’t do shit until Friday bc work and I have plans on Saturday so I just. can’t see them#which. I guess makes things easier actually that’s not something I can control and I’m not changing existing plans that’s unfair#I’m also listening to a playlist of old music (Apple Music generated favourites — so literally random picked from everything I’ve ever done#and the last few songs have made me feel Bad bc of being associated with certain times but song playing rn is definitively a good song#w a good memory attached and it’s MY song not one of my old friends#okay where are we#I’m stressed abt presentation on Thursday but also a non issue. I’m prepared. I have all day tomorrow to practice and read up more#and then it’s 20 minutes on Thursday morning I’ll be done before 10am#I am. a little frustrated on a broader scale about the role I’m currently occupying#in that w a bunch of my friends I’m having to be the one with their shit together and dealing with their Stuff.#mostly in the way that I have to be putting in extra effort to tiptoe around them and steer stuff to keep them happy#i can do it i can do it easily I’ve just tasted not having to now so it’s. noticeably different having to do it more#i do Not have the words to talk abt this in the way I want to it’s so annoying#it’s like. I know how my friend responds to stuff. I know the things that make her anxious and what her instinctual responses will be#and I’m constantly having higher level thoughts planning out how things will go it’s effortless and constant it’s just There#with everyone all the time but sometimes I use it more and sometimes I have to because I’m in a position where if I don’t we’ll get nowhere#and I don’t like that I’m having to worry abt keeping other people happy while I’m talking to my friends it removes me a layer from stuff#hrm. there are broader questions here abt the utility of this bc like. sure it helps in some situations#but this probably isn’t great long term for either of us. wild. goddamn talking to my friend abt philosophy opened new parts of my brain#anyway I cba to have those thoughts rn! it’s midnight! I’m going to bed in half an hour <3#it’s honestly unfair that I have to do anything other than be gay and play pokemon#luke.txt#uaUrghrhfhjs I’m also being insane abt a guy. which is predictable and I feel stupid abt for multiple reasons but. here we are.#I’m being insane. and maybe I should be less mean to myself but I feel like I’m being insane.#I think! I need to go to bed!#I am not being insane I am having feelings and that is allowed. feelings are typically regarded as a pretty normal thing to have.#philosophy friend is gonna be so mad at me if anything comes of this but it’s fine and if it does I think I’ll be pretty happy anyway#point is I’m doing nothing wrong and have done nothing wrong and I’m allowed to feel whatever the hell I like. okay.
1 note
·
View note
Text
~ ~ ~
#well at least you talked to me for all of 20 minutes and sort of tried to help with my depression#but telling me not to hold it in and how I need to let myself breakdown and then not replying again for over an hour now has had the#opposite effect of what I’m sure was intended. cause now I’m just more sad and anxious because you know I’m doing shitty and still kinda#dipped out on me here. and also you’re saying how you’ve had a long day and your dad is in a mood and you don’t wanna deal with that but#you don’t consider at all coming to see me like we’d been hoping to plan since last week. or at least I was hoping to plan it#I guess I wasn’t really expecting to see you today anyway but this all makes me feel even less wanted than before. and more so than just the#v day stuff I’m just overall lonely and could use someone to be here for me and/or hold me and let me cry and give me comfort#but that’s not gonna happen cause you’re not even thinking about coming to see me at all. and lemme tell ya trying to hug/hold yourself just#isn’t the same as someone else’s arms wrapped around you and soothing you#but all I got is me just like always so I’ll manage#Watch me not hear from you until tomorrow morning either despite you trying to ‘help’ me feel better#personal
0 notes
Text
the way i’ve had this headache since yesterday night and i thought i finally got rid of it this morning… but now it’s decided to come back…
#maybe i’ll try and sleep it off#it was bad idk i kept waking up during the night and painkillers were not helping at all#let’s see how i feel tomorrow i guess!#nini.txt
1 note
·
View note
Text
Guys never google what might be wrong with you. Always assume you will get better on your own in a week or two if you do nothing to fix it or make it less painful 👍
#guy who realizes that’s how is dad died. hmm. not gonna think about that anymore.#no but the thing on my arm I’m assuming it’s an infected bugbite or scratch or smthing#but then Google is like woagh staph infection treat it before it goes into your blood and your brain explodes or whatever#like. it’s happened before. to me and people in my family. hot compress. draw the yuck out. aggressively fuck with it and apply heat a lot#til it feels better (turns out everything online says to attack your skin with ice packs. we shall see who is right)#fine if it doesn’t look better (or looks worse) tomorrow I’ll go to a doctor. I guess. :(
1 note
·
View note
Text
I’m seriously thinking about working from home tomorrow
#my friend’s schedule and mine did not match this week#so she’s not going to the office tomorrow#so it will be just the three of us and that’s ok#the guys are nice and sweet#but I am pmsing and I have cramps but I have not started to bleed yet#but I know it will be soon so I rather stay home and deal with that here#I have a lot of stuff to do and sometimes I work better at the office but I also don’t want to waste time with the transportation#bc it’s easily 2.5 hours total#also I didn’t sleep well last night so I’m tired and a bit cranky#also it’s raining almost every day and it’s cold so I don’t want to leave my house#I guess I’ll wait until later today to see how I feel#mariana.txt
0 notes
Text
Wrist hurts and feels weird, really cool
#probably gonna get myself a wrist brace tomorrow cause i do not have time for this#too much computer time i guess#I’ll see how it feels tomorrow? hopefully better but i won’t get my hopes up#my rambling
0 notes
Text
I’d like to give a quick shout out to my two favorite ladies at the moment. Give it up for Extra Strength Tylenol and 2048!!
#two bad bitches getting me through covid#cannot believe I made it this long without catching it#so far it sucks#but Tylenol helps a lot#and 2048 keeps me wonderfully occupied#I have three more days until I am allowed to go back to work(which hopefully I feel better by then sheesh)#so I guess it’s time to listen to some albums I’ve been meaning to listen to#at least that’s what I plan to do tomorrow#I guess I’ll see how I feel tho:/#talkin talkin
1 note
·
View note
Text
guys I am. So horribly emotionally unwell
#I was having a fine day!! like a lil stressed and whatever!!#but then I try to ask my dad for advice like should I move this date or next month??#and I say like I don’t know if I have the money for this but also staying here and hearing you and my mom yelling at each other is tough!!#and then he’s obviously not gonna be happy about me saying that bc I’ve deluded myself into thinking that my dad is a different person#than who he actually is and guess what!!! he fuckin makes the point that I need support from roommates but also living with them is#detrimental and says that in a way that he’s starting to get pissed off#like GOD dude!!!!#I feel like!!! my parents should be able to see how often I cry!!! and think huh? yanno maybe we’re contributing to this!!#but they don’t give a shit and I should move out sooner than later because I need to be out of here and that money will return to me at some#some point and eventually everything will be fine for me I just need to work hard and I’ll be living with someone who loves me very soon#because hey!!! right now I’m living with people who love me but are also mean to me!!!#I’m gonna hang out with my boyfriend tomorrow and I just. cannot fucking wait#it’s very possible that I’m incredibly dependent on him but that’s almost certainly just because living with my parents has made me lose#a lot of character development and independence I got from one fucking year of living alone#I’m so mad.#and so sad#ugh. I. I feel sick#I’m gonna cry so much I’ll end up with eye bags tomorrow morning#I just. need everything to work out
0 notes
Text
Ooooohh godd.
#vent#hep me </3 I feel sooooo uhh. negative. uhm#I’m having difficulty feeling rn I did smth to trigger this I think#see. I know I’m not fully there cus my sister is being silly and cute but I’m kinda. putting on a smile#instead of it being my natural reaction. mmm.#ooohohoogoho why can’t I just talk to peopleeeeee why is is contact so close yet so far awayyyy#ghhuuugg. I’ll just. finish my drawing and post it. bury this. get ignored. yadda yadda#I don’t like making ppl feel sorry for me but see also. I have less than 4 years experience holding relationships this close. so I am uhhh.#very bad. at starting and holding conversations. continually checking in. making myself be someone ppl wanna keep around. yknow#siigghhhh uhhh. realized that the reason I’m so good at creating a bunch of fleshed out ocs that can pass as real people is cus I want ppl#to be around me. and to uh. stick around for more than a year. and be genuine. and easy to read. and understand#yea. also they’re to help me understand ppl cus I don’t got enough experience with real people to understand how to people#it’s much easier to play out a conversation between characters. and know they’re inner dialogues. and their history. and why they’re speakin#the way they are. and I can replay it over and over until I understand it inside and out. and hope I’m able to play the part I need when#it’s called upon. mhhhmmm. woaoowwww we’re going into the own mind tonight huh? will anyone read this far? lol. idk ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#the only thing that gives me any idea of who has read a post is if they like it. or if they come in my inbox like ‘:( sorry. condolences’ ha#haho. preemptive thanks and hugs y kisses love u. mmm it’s so hot outside but I’m sooo literally cold rn yknow how it is boys#ahh. love seeing people get along with others sooo much. gives me so many ideas on how to write my characters. being lovey on each other.#ahmm. yea. soo. let’s hope tomorrow I’m better and less. like this haha woaoowww wish I knew how to be human#I will NOT be crying tonight. or maybe I will. idk. we’ll see I suppose. tears have already been shed today so I guess anything is possible
1 note
·
View note
Text
Clingy Sylus
Sylus was always a bit clingy. Even before you two officially started dating he had always been more than enthusiastic to have you by his side. But now that you were official, his need to have you by his side was constant.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
You were sitting at your desk finishing some work when your phone buzzed. Checking the caller ID you saw that it was none other than your boyfriend, Sylus.
“Shouldn’t you be asleep right now? It’s too early for you to be getting into trouble.” You teased.
“You always seem to think I’m up to no good kitten. Have you ever thought that I might be calling because I miss you?” He taunts back.
“Still, you’re usually in bed by now. Don’t you think it’s a bit late to be missing me?” You say while putting away some folders.
“I could say the same about you. I thought we agreed on fixing your sleep schedule, no more work or coffee after 8 pm. And if I’m guessing I’d have to say you’ve broken both those rules by now. ”
You eye the empty mug on your desk then hop up out of your seat to look out the window.
“Have you been sending Mephisto to spy on me again? And don’t turn this around on me, we were talking about you!”
Sylus chuckles, “Don’t worry sweetie, I haven’t been spying much, I just know you too well.”
You roll your eyes silently. “Anyway back to what I was saying, why are you awake?”
Silence fills the room for a moment before Sylus quietly mumbles, “I can’t sleep… without you.”
You softened at his words, but quickly regained composure as you knew where this was heading. “Sy, you know I cant-“
“Please come over kitten, I miss you.” He pleaded into the phone.
“I have work tomorrow! I can’t miss it and you know that.” You scolded.
“Come on sweetie, just tonight? I promise I’ll make it worth your while.” You could practically see the smirk he had on his face.
While the thought of having Sylus hold and caress you in all sorts of place excited you, you had a special mission tomorrow and Captain Jenna would surely have your head if you called off work again.
“I’m sorry Sy, you know I’d love to but this mission is really important and-“
“How much?”
Confused you questioned, “What?”
“How much kitten? I’ll pay anything to get over here and by my side tonight.” He was on the edge now. “We don’t have to do anything, all I want is to hold you close next to me and I’ll pay any amount of money to make that happen.”
“You know I’m not some thing you can rent whenever you please right? I have my own schedule too!” You reproached, slightly offended at his offer to “buy” your time.
He sighed, “I’m sorry Sweetie, I only meant that I’d do absolutely anything to hold you in my arms for a few hours.”
Feeling guilty for your small outburst you apologized, “Of course, I’m sorry. But I just can’t make it tonight Sy…”
“Not even if I won you all those plushies you wanted from the claw machine?”
“Not even if you won me all those plushies” you laughed
Another defeated sigh could be heard through the other side. “Alright alright. Could you at least grant me the pleasure of staying on the phone until I fall asleep though?”
You chuckled lightly, “Of course Sylus.”
#love and deepspace#lads fluff#l&ds sylus#lads sylus#sylus fluff#sylus headcanons#sylus qin#sylus x you#sylus x mc#lnds sylus#love and deepspace sylus#sylus x reader#sylus#clingy sylus
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
“Can we keep him, Uncle Wayne?”
Wayne didn’t look up from his newspaper, too used to his nephew picking up strays and bringing them home. God blessed the boy’s big young heart, but their trailer didn’t have space for another kitty or pup.
“I told ya before and I told ya it now,” Wayne said gruffly but not unkindly. “We don’t have space for your pet, son.”
“He’s not–”
“Eds, I’ll be fine on my own,” a quiet voice cut in before Eddie could start his usual speech.
That garnered Wayne’s attention immediately. And there standing next to his nephew was Steve Harrington who looked worse for wear—red puffy eyes, split lips, disheveled hair, and rumpled clothes.
“What happened?” Wayne set his newspaper aside and straightened up in his chair. He had a few good guesses already given what he knew of Richard and Amanda, but he still wanted to hear their side of the story first.
“His parents kicked him out,” Eddie hissed, hand clutching Steve’s fiercely in case the other boy tried to get away. He didn’t, just deflated as soon as the words were out of Eddie’s mouth.
“I’m sorry, sir,” Steve mumbled, eyes shining stubbornly as they locked with Wayne’s. “I just need a place to stay until tomorrow and then I’ll be out of your hair soon.”
“Stevie,” Eddie turned to him with an exasperated look. “You can’t believe that I’d let you leave after everything, right?”
“I know you want to help,” Steve rubbed a hand down his face tiredly, like he needed to hide a part of himself, vulnerable and slightly worn-out. “But I don’t wanna intrude.”
“You won’t,” Eddie shook his head rapidly and then looked at Wayne. “Right, Wayne? He’s not bothering you or anything, right?”
Wayne took in the sight of the Harrington boy, scared and lost, and knew his decision had been made for him. It wasn’t his first time taking in a stray anyway.
“Just call me Wayne or Uncle Wayne, kid,” he offered Steve a closed-mouthed smile, his most amiable one. “We don’t have much here, but feel free to ask me anything you need.”
When Steve ducked his head with a shy smile and sniffled a small Thank you, Wayne didn’t regret his choice.
It didn’t hurt that his nephew also beamed at him like Wayne had just saved the world.
And in a sense, to Eddie, it was true.
Because Wayne could see how much the Harrington boy meant to him, see the way they looked at each other without admitting it aloud.
Perhaps, Wayne picked up his newspaper again as Eddie offered the Munson’s new member a mug of warm milk, he was going to have another son soon enough.
#steddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#wayne munson#steve ‘the stray’ harringon#eddie ‘i must keep him’ munson#wayne ‘father of strays’ munson#eddie: look! i bring a human this time!#steve: 🥺#wayne: what’s the difference son? 🧐#sionewrites
2K notes
·
View notes