#I’ll just do art and sell it
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Little bit of a rant but…
WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH JOBS?! In both my personal experience and my friends experience APPLYING TO JOBS HAS BEEN HELL RECENTLY. You apply, meet all of the qualifications OR EXCEED THEM, maybe have an interview where you basically sell your life to them schedule wise AND YOU STILL DONT GET A CALL. Not even a “hey no not you” they just straight up ghost you as a company! I’m a middle class, white, college student with multiple internships and previous jobs in retail and childcare so I can not even fathom the struggle that people who don’t have the same privileges have to go through to get a job.
I’m literally saying “hey I’m willing and happy to do labor that makes you money as long as you pay me minimum wage and treat me ok, otherwise I’ll do whatever” and they’re like “…” (that’s the sound of them not responding). Like hiring urgently my ass fuck all of you. Even small jobs like local businesses or literally a family that was hiring a babysitter do this! The application said “email —— if you’re interested” and I did I said (summary) “hi I have experience in childcare and would be happy to provide any references or further information you need, here is my resume, thank you for your time!” AND I DIDNT EVEN GET AN EMAIL. I have gone in person to apply AFTER APPLYING ONLINE and been told “we’ll call you when we do interviews” or “hope to work with you” (I understand people may just be being nice and to not take their word) but you can imagine/remember how disheartening it is to put in effort and not receive any from large companies, small businesses, or literally individuals.
“Young people don’t want to work”??? Shove that up your fucking ass because I have and am currently working an UNPAID internship because I have the privilege and resources to do so. So many of us are applying and not even getting a courtesy email that’s personalized.
Why should I or anyone else trying to get a job put in so much fucking work to make ourselves seen and appear professional just to be not treated professionally?! And once again that’s my experience as someone with a shit ton of privilege!!!
#I will literally ignore any response that try to say ‘work harder for it’ or ‘you’re not doing enough’#because that’s not the point I’m trying to make#my point is that for a culture based on labor and how productive you are#they sure as hell do not fucking give a shit about laborers#like at all#and people have been saying this for a very long time#especially POC and disabled people who are horrifically discriminated against#but come the fuck on#I hate every business#I hate every ceo#I hate every billionaire#and I reallly fucking hate capitalism#for more reasons than this#but this did not make me feel the ‘im a good little worker ☺️’ vibe they want us to have#I’ll just do art and sell it#take that#text post#rant#:)#politics#fuck capitalism#I hate it here#support local artists! and POC companies! and LGBTQ+ companies!#frothing at the fucking mouth
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I’d give anything. Just let him live.
#my art#hijack#frostcup#rotg#httyd#jack frost#hiccup horrendous haddock lll#what’s up googleybears😘#long time no hijack#but I come bearing art#forgive me y’all I took a sabbatical#back to business tho~#the au: what if we were soulmates and you’re a winter spirit who’s slowly dying as magic ceases to exist but I just found you and I’ll do#everything in my power to make you live#even if I have to fight the gods and sell my soul to the moon
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strawberry sampler :)
#i may or may not have been up until 1am doing this LMAO#it turned out really cute though :)#this is probably the kind of stuff i’ll be selling on etsy#probably stuff like ‘oh worm’ too but usually that stuff is just for fun :)#embroidery#my embroidery#fibre arts#fiber crafts#fiber art#fiber arts#textiles#textile art#textile arts
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this is the only website i post art nowadays and i’ll keep doin it but DAMN…
#is there anywhere thats GOOD!!#and i just really dont like twitter anymore or anything with the same set up (bluesky)#its just so bad for art because there is basically no tagging system and everything is too fast paced for me#like im curious artists/writers where do u actually enjoy posting these days ?#tumblr is the only place where im actually happy to be and doesnt make me feel like my brain is rotting and YET…#but honestly what big site isnt selling your data#oh well i’ll be here unless it fully crumbles#i think i’ll start posting on youtube more this year too because im just sick of all these fast paced social medias i wanna take it sloww#and none of this AI shit pleaze#anyways ill be on here and youtube posting art whenever i have it ❤️👍 we’re taking it slow from now on forever and always#dont let all these places get to u. be human or whatever#give ur art a kiss
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redesigned an old oc from memory. i think she’s from when i was 16? she was much less pastel goth back then but i wanted to make her design a bit less generic catgirl. unfortunately i don’t think i still have much/any of my old art of her, rip
#bluu.oc#oc art#character design#catgirl#trinket#no idea if i’m gonna do anything with her#hmmm. am i willing to make catgirls canon to my superhero ‘verse#eh idk#honestly i could just sell her lol#i’ll think about it
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Hello everyone! Sorry for sort of disappearing. I’ve burned myself out and have received sort of upsetting medical news. Anyway, steadily working on Martyr. It’ll be out when I accomplish it.
I love and appreciate all of you
Thank you
#Yeah… my bank account reached zero recently so I’m just sort of… y’know. Tired#I can’t find a job… and the only way I’d be able to do art commissions is actual physical works because I suck at digital art#I can do killer ink drawings though. And color with markers.. as well as hand cut sizes. I’ll draw practically anything#I am also setting up to sell my prints from my printmaking#I still have my old job.. just.. we’ve been closed for four weeks. So.. No money#*shrugs* Sorry to anyone who reads this#I’m just… tired#I’m tired and disabled and upset I didn’t get a job I worked so hard for
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(2022 art) linhardt and dorothea von fire emblem fanarts i drew when their few3h designs were revealed! 🐉⚔️
#fire emblem#fe3h#few3h#linhardt von hevring#linhardt fire emblem#i might make prints of these drawings but yknow. i won’t be opening an online store soon so i’d just sell them in conventions irl for now.#i’d like to draw 4 more prints (2 blue lions charas 2 golden deer charas) so i don’t have black eagles only but idk if i’ll do it lol#jayskai_art#my art#dorothea arnault#dorothea fire emblem#fe linhardt#fe dorothea#fanart#fanartist#my artwork#my fanart#fire emblem fanart#fe fanart#fe3h fanart#few3h fanart#fire emblem warriors#fire emblem three hopes#fire emblem three houses#fire emblem warriors three hopes#black eagles#black eagles fanart#fe black eagles#2022 art
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Are the charms you're designing for personal use or will they be for sale? I would totally buy one (or multiple) if you're selling them but i get if you don't want to figure out the ✨selling things online✨ adventure.
I do plan on selling them at some point yeah!! hopefully sometime this year but I can’t guarantee lol aside from finishing the designs, rlly just depends on me figuring out the best way to sell them :’-) which so far is me reading up and triple checking everything to make sure I get it through my thick skull
#asks#anon#INTERNATIONAL SHIPPING IS SO FUCKED I did not know it could get that high!!!#I don’t plan on selling anything too big do crossing my fingers I can get away with sending charms-#-in envelopes n such. it SHOULD work as far as I’m aware >.>#but again I haven’t tested anything yet just reading up on stuff#I do plan on selling charms stickers and maybe art prints tho :-)#or I would like to at least!#think the only personal use charms I’ll make are the ones I have planned for my narrator design#unless people want that I guess lol
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i’m sick at the thought of being back on twt but i neeeed to revive my art acc 😭😭😭
#p#like thats where my clout is its silly to throw it away if i want extra income#which i will need over the summer 😭😭#maybe i’ll branch out to ig for my personal art and try to build that up#i went to a craft n flea market today and i found so many good artists i think its better to try building a uk community so i can actually#do stuff like that too#like prints and stickers i always wanted to have a lil online store#but international shipping is more than production + selling cost of stuff 💀💀#anw i just wsnt to draw properly again thats whats been causing the Void#just work no art no whimsy
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would y’all throw money at me if I sold shit?? I can write (poetry, fanfic, prose) I can draw (both digital and traditional but I’m best at traditional) I can sorta paint acrylic, and I make other shit too (ceramics, woodworking, sculpture). I can do just about anything besides welding or textile stuff. So if you want something, whether that’s a pretty customized mug or a sketch of your otp, pls hmu and we can talk prices. I’m gonna make an Etsy sometime in the near future but since it’s not ready, and I need money NOW, I’m gonna advertise here on tumblr. Help me make my rent please!!1!1!
Here are some pieces I’ve made so y’all get a rough idea of my capabilities. Please don’t hesitate to reach out if you’re interested, your business would be greatly appreciated by my broke ass :’)
This is one of my cups but I’m best with ceramics so I can make TONS of different stuff, functionalware or otherwise!
This is a piece I made that is supposed to resemble an altar. I constructed the box it sits in, so if anyone wants a custom altar or shadow box that is possible too!
And here’s a random page from my sketchbook. I’m best at drawing people but I’m up for anything!
Shoot me a message if you wanna see more or make a request!
#art#my art#please y’all#I’m so broke I need money#but I don’t wanna just beg for it so imma try to sell my art#help a broke bitch out#literally ask me anything and I’ll see what we can do
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Wanting 2 make a scope creep nightmare of a visual novel vs my inability to focus on jack shit ever in my life.
#it’d also be like. if not directly a danny phantom fan game rewrite then something blatantly derivative which would b fun#but I couldn’t sell it or anything and the amount of work it would take is#like when I say scope creep nightmare I mean this thing would take place over 4 years and be a full series rewrite w/ dynamic paths#like the series itself would be 200000+ words (52 episodes * 22 minutes * 200 words per on-screen minute_#and that’s with 0 branching paths or narration bc it’s a kids cartoon and not a visual novel#plus I’d need to add more content towards the backend bc season 3 mostly sucks and the ideas that don’t suck need to be earlier on#and that’s before we get into the fucking art scope creep#bc I played slay the princess and scarlet hollow so now I’d ‘’need’’ to make thousands of assets like those games#’’need’’ as in ‘’I have so many ideas for scene-specific sprite background interactions if I don’t do these I’ll die’’#yes I am genuinely planning shit out no this game will never actually exist#because again. scope creep nightmare. guy who can’t focus. guy who’s never written anything substantial before.#ALSO I STARTED PLANNING IT IN THIS INFINITE CANVAS APP#NOT KNOWING THE LASSO SELECT TOOL COSTS 39.99 TO UNLOCK#theres more in that price but for the most part I just need the lasso and that’s not available on its own#and the only other way is through a subscription which is dumb. fuck that#lalala
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i’m like a little nervous bc i was invited to an art show but it’s sandwiched right between the two im already doing on june 24-25 and july 1, so i’m really worried i might burn out but i don’t want to miss the opportunity:( the person hasn’t told me the booth fee yet so maybe i’ll have to decline anyway if it’s too steep, but i kind of doubt they’d solicit me and then ask me to pay more than like $15-30 :/ so. hnrgnn i hope i don’t burn myself out really hard but i also need money really bad rn :(( it would also be a great opportunity to set up Future shows with the latter two organizations who i’ve never sold with before.
#i really want to break into the scene more now that i’ve a bit of experience under my belt:( esp now that the first place j ever sold at#is now closed :(#the one i’ve done a few times now seems to be going strong and im sure i’ll be able to keep selling there when i have the chance#but it doesn’t get much traffic compared to the next two which are like dedicated art show collectives#i just want to be able to make a name and a life for myself <:( but on some level i know it’s gonna burn me out to do all 3#i still want to give it a shot though and i can also learn from it if it turns out to be Not the best for me to go that hard#i also know that i Can do it and i Will get through anything because i Can do hard things#but i don’t want to swing too far into the self destructive burnt out side#punktalk
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Incredibly proud and a little teary about how these bags turned out. Can feel my ancestors smiling in encouragement :,)
#natural dye#I’ll be selling these at a market this weekend!! also just gonna do a queer art market next month!!#so grateful
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its extremely frustrating to me that the only commission work i get (since college anyways) has been family friends wanting graphic design. sure, strangers will say they like my work, but no one ever goes beyond that. and when i do get people interested in furry art its always when im too busy to open commissions, then they ghost me when im available. even worse, the few i do catch ans show my proces to, they balk and ask for a trade instead. i dont understand what im doing wrong, and i am so tired. so i am just going to not advertise anymore. i’ll finish this year’s art fairs and then call it quits. its not worth stressing over and feeling sorry for myself anymore.
#babble#vent#i shouldve know my artwork isnt worth anything#i draw little doodles that make my friends happy and thats good#should bever have done to art college#a waste of nearly 5 years and $30000#after the winter fair i’ll sell off more of my art and craft stuff since its just taking up space#fucking hell i dont even do the crafts that i personally enjoy just for myself anymore
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All Dressed Up
Pairing: Biker!Bucky Barnes x Female Reader
Summary: Bucky visits a gallery to support his best friend and unexpectedly meets the girl of his dreams.
Word Count: Over 2.3k
Warnings: First meeting, mild dirty thoughts, instacrush, swearing, Bucky Barnes (he's a warning, okay?).
A/N: Okay, lovelies. A new AU. I'm sorry. @targaryenvampireslayer @tavners @starlightcrystalline @whisperlullaby @sgt-seabass @vesearlee , I feel like you all either heard me screech, encouraged, or helped me, and I appreciate you. ❤️ Not beta read and written on my phone, so any and all mistakes are my own. Edit by the beautiful @nixakimbo and divider by the incredible @firefly-graphics . Please follow @navybrat817-sideblog for new fics and notifications. Comments, reblogs, feedback are loved and appreciated!
Bucky didn’t dress up for most people since it wasn’t his style. He would do so for any of his brothers though, especially Steve. His best friend since childhood, and his club’s president, he always had a love and talent for drawing and painting. And after working his ass off on his exhibit it would’ve been a crime for the vice president not to show up.
Steve promised if there was ever a day when Bucky’s writing became published he’d be by his side to celebrate too. As much as they liked to give each other shit sometimes about art and how they created it, the support was there through and through. The only catch for tonight was that he had to dress nicely to get into the gallery. So, instead of the usual leather jacket or vest he wore and jeans, he went with a plain black suit and white button up shirt.
He refused to wear a tie since it wasn’t a wedding. He had to draw a line somewhere. No one paid him any mind though as they walked around the gallery, and he was more than fine with that. This wasn’t his night.
“You should be proud, punk,” Bucky said, looking over the art lining the large wall, each piece crafted with care.
“I am proud, jerk,” Steve smiled. He hadn’t worn a tie either, and it made Bucky feel a little better. “And you know you don’t have to stay the whole time.”
Bucky knew that. He also knew members and prospects would be trickling in and out throughout the evening. “Not needed at the bar tonight, so I can stay as long as I want. But I might cut out early since I see your face enough between that and the club.”
Steve chuckled. “Still haven’t sold the place, huh?”
The brunette sighed. It wasn’t the first time Steve asked if he was going to sell the bar to focus more on writing. “Where the hell would you all hang out if I sold the place?” He liked the bar. It wasn’t just a great hangout for the club, but for his other regulars, too.
“There are other bars,” Steve teased. He said that, but he loved the bar, too. “You know I just want you to-”
“Follow my compass. I know. You’ve said that so many…” He stopped talking when he saw an unexpected angel walk into the room.
Well, angel was the word that came to mind since you were wearing a white dress and the light over your head illuminated you like a halo. But as his eyes swept over you, he wondered if there was a bit of a devil in you. He wouldn’t mind bringing that side out of you if you gave him the chance.
And here he used to think love at first sight was bullshit.
“Hey. Do you know her?” Bucky subtly nodded in your direction as you spoke to another woman, jealousy flaring up for a second at the thought of his best friend knowing you and not telling him. And if you knew Steve, that was that before things even started. While the blonde didn’t have much game growing up, he came into his own after his growth spurt, and everyone adored or wanted him.
Steve shook his head. “No, I don’t,” he said, making Bucky’s shoulders slump in relief before his friend scrutinized him. “Jesus, are you eye fucking her? You are, aren’t you?”
Bucky wasn’t the least bit ashamed. “And I’ll keep doing it ‘til she looks at me,” he replied, wishing you’d at least spare him a glance and get a look at him in his nice suit. Maybe you weren’t into guys with tattoos and piercings, but he was certain he could change your mind if that was the case.
“How long has it been since you’ve been on a date?” Steve asked. “Just introduce yourself like a gentleman and see where that goes.”
“A couple of months? Something like that.” Tearing his gaze away to glance at his inked hands, he chuckled. “You think I’m a gentleman?”
He could be dangerous and downright dirty when the occasion called for it, but just because he rode a motorcycle and covered himself in tattoos and piercings didn’t mean he treated others poorly. He was raised better than that. Even with his ex-girlfriends, things never ended because he didn’t treat them well. They just weren’t the one.
“We both know you are. Sometimes,” Steve answered, smirking as a beat passed. “And she’s looking your way.”
Bucky’s head snapped up to find you looking right at him with a curious stare. You had the prettiest eyes he had ever seen. Which was nothing compared to your smile. It was like watching the sun slowly rise to meet the day.
Fuck, he was being sappy. You ruined him with a single stare, and he wanted to ruin you in return. Make it so you wouldn’t want another man.
You whispered something to the woman beside you before she nudged you forward and he realized Steve pushed him to move, too. It only took three more steps before he was right in front of you, the gentle smell of your sweet perfume filling his nostrils. Need slammed into his body as you smiled again, and he actually felt the blue of his eyes shrink as his pupils widened.
If Steve thought he was eye fucking you before…
“Hey,” he said, his voice raspier than usual.
“Hi,” you said. It was a voice he could listen to for hours and he wondered what it would sound like when you said his name.
“I’m Bucky.” He took a smaller step closer, trying his damnedest to block out any other man around him so you’d keep those pretty eyes on him.
You introduced yourself, too, and it was a name he would never forget. “I like your tattoos,” you added almost shyly. Almost.
If he had his way, you’d see the rest of them soon enough. “Thanks,” he smiled, holding one hand up to show you. “Dressed like this, I bet you think I’m part of the mob.” After getting dressed and adding the gold jewelry, even he thought for a split second he looked like a mobster.
“Are you or is that information I can’t be privy to?” you asked, making him chuckle. You didn’t skip a beat, and he liked that.
“Not part of the mob, but I am part of a motorcycle club,” he replied. He wore his patch with pride and that didn’t seem to scare you, which was good. “I also own a bar.” He didn’t know why added that part. You didn’t ask and he didn’t want to brag, but there he was.
“So, you ride a motorcycle, and you own a bar?” You glanced back at your friend to ask her, “Do you mind if I…”
“I’m good. You two talk,” your friend smiled, giving Bucky an encouraging wink. He looked back to find that Steve walked away, too.
You smiled as you faced Bucky again. “Well, I’m happy to hear more about either of those things if you have time.”
“Yeah.” A lopsided smile appeared before he could stop it. “I got time,” he said. All the time in the world.
Over the next hour, the two of you stayed close together and talked in between looking at Steve’s pieces. He told you he was there to support Steve and talked a little bit more about the bar he owned. A hole in the wall kind of place he fixed up. While he wasn’t a big drinker, he loved making them for his regulars, and his profession allowed him to get away with all the tattoos.
“I’ll have to stop by sometime,” you smiled before it faltered. “If that’s okay.”
He didn’t want to get his hopes up, but his heart raced, and he wanted to see you smile again. “I’ll hold you to that,” he teased. “What about you? What do you do for work?”
You told him that you were a blood bank nurse and still fairly new to the area. While you didn’t have too many friends nearby, you liked your neighborhood and the one friend you had made invited you to the gallery since she was an art enthusiast. You also let it slip that you were single upon your move here, which he was happy to hear since he was, too, but he didn’t miss the note of sadness in your voice.
He could help fix it if you were lonely.
“I’m not seeing anyone either,” he stated.
You raised an eyebrow in disbelief. “You don’t have an old lady?” His eyes went right to your lip when he bit it. “That is the correct term of endearment, right?”
“That’s right,” he said, his eyes soft. “Both of those things are right.”
You bit your lip again and he wasn’t sure if you were purposely trying to entice him, but now he wanted to bite your lip. “So, do you do anything for fun outside of riding and work?”
He almost groaned when you said “riding” and he had to shake his head to keep his mind from drifting. He couldn’t think of you being on his bike with your arms wrapped tight around him or you riding him or anything like that. “Well…”
He explained that he wrote a bit in his spare time outside of work and the club. It was a hobby mostly, but it would be a dream come true to get his work out there one day. If not, that was okay, too, because he had a decent life and didn’t need much. His bike, his brothers.
But to have an old lady…
“Maybe I could read…” you frowned when you saw the time. “Oh, I’m sorry. I didn’t realize how late it was. I should get going,” you said, disappointment filling both of you.
“Oh.” He scratched the back of his neck. The two of you were having a nice talk, and he hadn’t had a chance to ask about your hobbies yet. “It’s still kinda early. Do you really have to go?” he asked, realizing just how desperate he sounded. God, if the prospects could hear him right now… He just didn’t want the night to end.
“Yeah, I do. I’m actually working a blood drive tomorrow and could use the rest,” you said, smiling sadly. He felt like an ass for asking you to stay when you had work to do. “I don’t know if you’ve heard anything about it, but you’re welcome to stop by if you want to donate. I always have this fear that people won’t show, which I realize sounds ridiculous.”
Bucky mentally kicked his ass for not knowing about a local blood drive. He was usually more on top of those sorts of things. “Where’s it at?” You gave the location and time, which was all he needed. “I’ll be there,” he promised.
And every single club member would be there, too, if they knew what was good for them.
“Really?” you smiled, your hand bumping his when you turned to face him. “You’ll go?”
He let his fingers brush yours and he smiled to himself when he felt the light shiver. “Of course, doll.”
“Doll?” you giggled. He hoped he didn’t offend you. “I hope you show,” you added in a small voice, your gaze focused on the ground.
Frowning a bit, he wondered if you didn’t believe him. Did someone let you down before? “If I say I’ll be there…” He lifted your chin, so you’d look into his eyes. He needed you to see the truth in them. “I’ll be there.”
You exhaled, staring deeply into his eyes. “I’ll see you tomorrow then,” you whispered.
He grudgingly released you, knowing he had to. Besides, if he kept touching you, there was a good chance he’d pin you against the wall and show you what a work of art you were. “Good night,” he whispered, watching you go back to your friend. She linked her arm with yours as you glanced back, keeping your eyes on Bucky until you were out of sight.
He exhaled, mentally kicking his ass again. Why the fuck didn’t he ask for your number? You two hit it off, and you wanted to see him at least in some capacity beyond the blood drive, right?
Steve made a beeline for him as he stayed rooted to the spot. “It looks like you two hit it off. You know you didn’t even say hi to Chris or Sam or-”
“We’re going to a blood drive tomorrow,” he cut in. He hoped people would show, but he gave you his word he’d be there, and the club was all about giving back to the community.
The blonde’s eyebrows pinched. “I’m sorry, what?”
“Blood drive. Tomorrow. Everyone,” he said, giving his friend a hard stare. “You’re the president. Make it happen.”
“You’re the vice president, which means you supervise plans for club events or gatherings. That includes last minute things,” he pointed out, his eyebrows shooting up as Bucky got his phone out and typed quickly. “You’re serious about this?”
“Is it too much to say, ‘You better fucking be there or you’ll pay for it later’?”
The blonde grinned. A shit-eating, knowing grin, and he wanted to smack him. “This is all for her, isn’t it?”
Bucky sighed. He hadn't expected to meet someone so perfect tonight. “She’s a nurse and I wanna help. Besides, it’s good for the community and you’re all about that shit.” And he had to make a better impression after not asking for your number. “Will you at least promise you’ll be there?”
“To watch my whipped best friend fawn over a pretty nurse? Hell yeah.”
“Beautiful,” he corrected him. “She’s beautiful.”
And while Bucky would fawn over you tomorrow, he also hoped he’d get your number.
So, what do we think so far? Part of this writing style was slightly different for me, but I like how it turned out! I still need to give this reader a nickname and the AU a name, but this is a start. I can't wait for the whole club to show up at the blood drive. I also have something silly and cute planned for these two. ❤️ Love and thanks for reading! ❤️
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the art of loving, feat. l&ds rafayel.
pairings. rafayel, fem!reader genre. fluff, smut, established relationship, 18+ tags. artist x muse, hints of abandonment issues, clingy bf!rafayel, allusions to nude paintings, fellatio, cum eating, protected sex, praise kink notes. my third l&ds boy :’) there’s a full blown sylus oneshot coming but for now, i have to write abt our cute fish! i’ll continue the jjk wips on the weekend bcos my l&ds hyperfixation is currently taking over 🤧
࣪ ⁺⋆𖧷 artist!rafayel who makes you the muse of his paintings. he loves how he can adore your face while turning his blank canvas into something as colorful as you. it all started when he used to sketch you when you’re not looking. and it’s a habit that he, time and time again, still does. whether you’re reading, sleeping, or simply lost in thought, he finds these moments precious and captures them in his sketchbook. he actually has a dedicated corner of you on his mo art studio, where it’s filled with paintings and sketches of his beautiful girlfriend.
࣪ ⁺⋆𖧷 artist!rafayel who loves to paint with you. he’ll set up a canvas next to his and guide your hands, laughing together as you create something… unique. look, he’s not making fun of your painting. in fact, he’d say you’re actually very talented. “it’s not bad at all,” he’d claim, “it’s an exquisite art… if i close my eyes.” how mean! but honestly, if you were to sell your artwork, he would still be the first person to buy it.
࣪ ⁺⋆𖧷 artist!rafayel who gets playful with paint. while you’re on the subject of ‘painting together’, you know how cheeky rafayel is, and when he dabs a bit of paint on your nose or cheeks, the light-hearted paint fight ends in messy, colorful kisses. one time, he even left a purple handprint on your bum, and giggles each time he sees it from behind.
࣪ ⁺⋆𖧷 artist!rafayel who gets clingy when you’re busy. he’ll sulk if he feels you’re not paying enough attention to him, often wrapping his arms around you from behind and nuzzling into your neck to remind you he’s there. he can very grumpy, too. like a spoiled brat who he didn’t get what he wants. it’s just that he dislikes the feeling of being ignored and abandoned, so the last thing you knew not to do is make him wait too long on your dates or make him feel like your mind is occupied by anything else other than him. because he’d go as far as pretending to be in a helpless situation just so you’d drop everything and run off to him. how silly!
࣪ ⁺⋆𖧷 artist!rafayel who surprises you with personalized art gifts. from small sketches slipped into your bag to full portraits given on special occasions. it’s his way of expressing his love, because he’s very grateful of how supportive you are when he has art exhibits. your presence calms his nerves, and he always looks for you in the crowd to find strength in your encouraging smiles.
࣪ ⁺⋆𖧷 artist!rafayel who likes to cuddle while discussing his latest ideas. he enjoys your input and loves bouncing ideas off you. his hands like to roam around your body as he keeps you in bed all day, whispering sweet nothings into you ear and making the atmosphere warm and intimate. “i can’t help it!”was his usual excuse whenever you’d call him out for being too touchy. “sometimes, my inspirations come in the form of physical intimacy, you know!”
࣪ ⁺⋆𖧷 artist!rafayel who can’t resist kissing you passionately when he’s inspired. he sketches you in intimate moments, letting you lie beautifully naked in bed and with only a blanket to cover the lower half of your body, like a vulnerable mermaid looking to be held by her prince. he’ll pull you close, hands covered in paint, leaving colorful fingerprints and delicate patterns on your skin as his lips capture yours in a heated kiss. he would peel the blanket off you slowly, taking his sweet time as if memorizing every dip and curve to later recreate in his art. his touch is both tender and electrifying. and his expressions, both raw and passionate as he eyes every inch of your body.
⁺⋆𖧷 artist!rafayel who whispers his deepest desires in your ear. his voice becomes husky with emotions, telling you exactly what he wants, and leaving you blushing and eager to feed him the attention he seeks. he’s very needy, indeed. but most especially in bed. he’d often grab your hand, allowing you to brush it against his toned chest and down to his… aching member. it’s begging to be released, you both know it. and so when he guides your head closer to his crotch, you already know what ‘job’ you had to do for him.
⁺⋆𖧷 artist!rafayel who whines a lot while you’re pleasing him, but in a cute way. he’s just very vocal about it. he’s incapable of keeping his little moans whenever he feels your tongue rolling around his tip, your lips leaving open-mouthed kisses along the sides of his length. it’s like suction when you fully take him into your mouth, the image of your head bobbing to suck his cock is extremely vivid in his head. “mhm~ don’t stop.” rafayel loses his mind over it. “my darling, lover girl. you’re so pretty, my baby.” and when you’d allow him to cum inside your mouth, he’s a weak man watching you swallow every single drop.
⁺⋆𖧷 artist!rafayel who respects your boundaries and doesn’t push you to try things in bed that you’re not comfortable with. when you told him he can’t do you raw, he willingly obliged. so, lo and behold the huge box of condoms on his nightstand. he believes in practicing safe sex because you both aren’t ready for that kind of responsibility yet. but that doesn’t lessen the frequency of your activities in bed. in fact, his beloved box of rubbers would easily run out after 2-3 weeks.
⁺⋆𖧷 artist!rafayel who likes to be praised when doing the deed with you. it’s just innate in him. you have to let him know if he’s doing good, have to let him hear how great he feels inside of you, how pretty he looks when you gaze down on him, and how amazing his hands are in finding your most sensitive places. “raf, you’re the best at this,” you’d moan into his mouth, the sound of skin-slapping echoing across his studio as you feel him racing through his climax, “s-so good, ngh~” he’s one to smile at your little whimpers. “yeah, you like where i’m hitting it, baby?” “haa—i do!” “thought so.”
⁺⋆𖧷 artist!rafayel who wants to be displayed all over your social media accounts. it’s as straightforward as he is—he wants his face to take over your account. he wants to know that you’re proud of him and that you’re showing off your handsome boyfriend whenever you can. he also wants you to interact with his posts, leave comments, and hit the heart button. every. single. time. he gets easily sulky if sees you ignoring his cute posts about you. that��s just how he is, and it doesn’t frustrate you one bit, because he just loves being the center of your world in exchange for treating you the center of his. that was the art of loving rafayel.
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