#I’ll be fine in the morning
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One day I will have a partner who is so in love with me that I’ll never feel undesirable again. I promise myself that I will never stay with someone who makes me feel second place (again).
At the end of the day, that’s all I want.
(I know this is a dramatic and unnecessary post but it’s just been a rough few weeks and I just want to wallow in sadness for just like 10 minutes)
#it’s official#I’m the last single person I know :’)#everyone keeps saying that love will find me when I least expect it but I think at this point it’s just not in my cards#it’s fine it’s not like it’s been over a year and a half since I went on a date and literally a year ago yesterday was the last time i fuked#stoned ramblings#I sound like such a winy little kid complaining about how No OnE wAnTs To DaTe Me!!!¡#you know when john Mulaney said do my friends hate me or do I need to go to sleep? yeah that’s how I feel right now#I’ll be fine in the morning#just going to feel unlovable for a while until I fall asleep
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very very very sad drunk tonight :///
#just soooooo convinced that i’ve done something terribly wrong in my life that im being punished#and i’m never gonna be happy#and no one ever wants to be with me#like i’m just destined to be alone forever#heavy on the needing my prophecy changed#anyways i’m gonna cry myself to sleep#i’ll be fine in the morning#personal
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literally it’s so sad that people will go well out of their way to avoid reblogging ai art but will continue supporting blogs that outright, blatantly, and repeatedly steal content from artists & photographers & editors on tumblr wholesale
#sun chatters#:(#this isn’t a vague i’m just mad & scrolling thru years old aesthetic blog drama lmfao#i’ll be fine in the morning
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I’m super stressed and just fed up with everything and I need to talk to someone or just like be able to enjoy relaxing and actually have a fun time with someone but I can’t and anybody I COULD talk to doesn’t actually listen and I just want to scream
#I just don’t know what to do#the desire is to walk into a lake so I don’t have any responsibilities#I just feel like I can’t talk to anybody#and I didn’t get a goodnight or an I love you tonight and that just made me sad on top of just being so stressed#I’ll be fine in the morning#trying not to be a crazy person#I’m also gonna try to stop being available in all of my free time just waiting to be able to talk to certain people#like not their fault that I don’t talk to anybody else and they have plans but it’s just not healthy#I have to set boundaries for myself#I feel sad when I’m not being hung out with so just ignore it and do something else#perfect plan
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internal thoughts
hm. have you ever cared about someone so much that it physically hurts, and yet constantly feel undeserving of them. the way their eyes look up at you as they lay in your lap, filled with so much… affection, dare I say even love. the way they can make you feel like you need to throw up, but somehow in a positive way. their laugh makes you deliriously happy, as stupid as it is. and you know how fucked up you are, and how if you keep them you’ll drag them down in your muck, and they know that. but they still stay by you, not because they believe they can fix you or anything. they just actually.. genuinely like you for who you are. it’s the best and worse feeling ever, and yet selfishly you’re happy about it. you wonder how long it’ll last before they yfinally realize how awful you are, and leave. I wonder. I wonder how long this feeling of happiness will last. it scares me. it scares me so much that I want to leave them so it won’t hurt as much. you don’t want to get too attached, but it might be too late for that. so you’re constantly fighting yourself between them and what should be done
#I’m sorry#idk#im tired#its 2 something in the morning and my mind is going#im stressign hehe :)#I’ll be fine in the morning#I always am#rey rambles
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what’s happened now?? oh pangur….
#she was JUST AT the vet for her solensia shot#this morning everything was fine#then around noon she walked into the room with one eye half-shut and leaking yellow-green mucus#pal??? what happened?#I’ll give it another day or so to see if it clears on its own
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The weight of existence is incredibly heavy this evening, bestie
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miri is only five. sometimes she needs help with her hair
#pretty sure you can see my process of experimentation through this whole thing LOL#this took me so long to finish. mainly bc i didn’t use any refs and school is kicking my ass. i’ll be fine.#lowkey happy w this and when did i come up with this idea? at four in the morning last week :’D#buddy daddies#buddy daddies fanart#unasaka miri#kurusu kazuki#suwa rei#anime#fanart#my art#digital art
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Late night preparations
#dishonored#billie lurk#daud#art tag#I enjoyed writing this little banter of theirs#Billie indeed woke up first and contemplated doing the thing but decided it was too much effort and she didn’t want to run around the base#on an empty stomach early in the morning#this happens probably a couple of years before dh1 where no one wants to betray anyone yet and everything is fine#well as fine as things may be when you’re a merry band of assassins adopted by a man practicing black magic#I’ll upload a video process for this thing if tumblr lets me. it’s chaotic as hell but kinda fun to watch#this is a second attempt to upload this. if it’s unsuccessful then well. idk what to do
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𝐕𝐚𝐦𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐞 𝐄𝐦𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐞, a vampire!todoroki anthology!!! these fics will be released throughout the month of october and they include dark content, which will be tagged accordingly as each fic is released. so please mind the tags!! all fics take place within the same universe as biting down, and serve as insight to the lives of the vampire family of the todorokis. [coming soon]
☽ 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 ☽ 𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐛𝐨𝐚𝐫𝐝 ☽
𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐲 𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐬 (𝐟𝐮𝐲𝐮𝐦𝐢 𝐭𝐨𝐝𝐨𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐢 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫)
⇢ fuyumi is fascinated by you. she’s obsessed with your humanity, only you’re not human. you’re like her.
𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐧𝐨𝐰 (𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐨𝐝𝐨𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐢 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫)
⇢ the first time you meet shouto, you bite him. he teaches you how to deal with being a monster.
𝐜𝐚𝐧’𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐦 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐦𝐞, 𝐜𝐚𝐧’𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐦 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐠𝐨 (𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐨 𝐭𝐨𝐝𝐨𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐢 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫)
⇢ you and natsuo have an arrangement. a very bloody one.
𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 (𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐲𝐚 𝐭𝐨𝐝𝐨𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐢 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫)
⇢ touya’s curse and snapshots of forever.
Notes: hi everyone!!! I’m trying this out for the month of October + my way of celebrating Halloween with u all. I’ve had the idea to explore this universe and the todoroki’s for a while, and what better time than spooky season! Sorry the summaries are so vague im absolutely horrible at writing them but i tried!!!! I’m hoping to get them all out within the same month, but knowing me this might bleed into november. But anyways thank u all for being here and I hope u enjoy these<3333
#posting this at a stupid time it’s fine I’ll queue it for the morning#hi yes I have been scheming and plotting and plotting and scheming<3#trying my hand on writing these guys I am very nervous to post these aksjskjdkdjddk#vampire empire#ghost.writes#oh the art in the header is from an Egon schiele piece
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happy wednesday y'all!!
a gift for u!!!
no summary this time, can’t have any spoilers :)
BUT!! i will give u this
taglist under the cut:
@arctrooper69 @inkstainedhandswithrings @floundrickthewayfarer @ihaventpiickedausername @the-bi-space-ace @myrtlesb @renton6echo @blackseafoam
<333
#ALSO i didn’t mention in the chapter notes so i’ll say it here#COLLEGE IS GOING GREAT!!!#i’ve already met some really cool people and i love most of my classes!!#my sleep schedule is slowly crumbling under the weight of multiple early morning classes but uh#that’s fine#who needs sleep anyway i have fanfic#tbb echo#tbb fanfiction#slow down
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exactly one week from now and i’ll (probably) be fully jewish!
#i’m sure it’ll be fine but i’m TERRIFIED#for those who don’t know#i have this thing called a beit din#which is like a conversation with myself my sponsoring rabbi and 2 rabbis i don’t know#and then they determine if they think i’m ready#i know it’s not supposed to be like a test#but it feels like a test#and i am very anxious about it 😅#also it doesn’t help that i’ll have to get up super early in the morning for it#op#jewish stuff
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Just finished watching all of The Edge of Sleep, and it was amazing. I’m really proud of Mark!
For those in the US, it is available Right Now on Prime Video!
It is easily bingeable and perfect for spooky season, or any season.
I have rated it on both Prime Video and IMDb, so please do also after you watch it.
Please watch The Edge of Sleep, even if you are unfamiliar with Markiplier or the podcast the show is based off of. The show is really good and weird and scary and unique in a sea of sequels and unimaginative dialogue and reality tv shows. I do highly recommend it and frankly I’m too tired right now to be completely biased. It’s a good scary weird time- the show that is.
I have already told my therapist about it last week, and they expressed interest in watching. I will rewatch it with my mom and my brother and probably tell my friends about in the morning. Also my medical providers as I see them more than most people. Why not?
I stayed up late to watch this, but I always have trouble sleeping anyway. Though I am feeling really tired…
So, I’m gonna go to sleep now. And I’m sure I’ll wake up and see all your lovely posts in the morning.
I mean, what else could happen?
#markiplier fans are formidable#markiplier#markimoo#the edge of sleep#amazon#prime video#i’m so tired#horror tv#watch it rn for the US#plz rate the show on IMDb and Prime Video#i can barely keep my eyes open#see you in the morning#i’m sure i’ll be fine#good night#sweet dreams everyone
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Prepping my reaction images for tomorrow’s Pokemon Presents as we speak. We poppin the BIGGEST bottles when a PMD remake gets announced. Or a non-ILCA BW remake. Or Legends Kyurem. Or just a new PMD in general. Let’s GO boys
#OR Let’s Go Johto I would be fine with that too#Shima speaks#I swear to fucking GOD if a BW remake in that UGLY ASS chibi style is announced#I WILL walk into morning traffic tomorrow. During the rush hour. I’ll do it#Anyway PMD 🥰 Gen 5 remake 🥰#We’re getting something!! It’d better be good!!#Nintendo please :)))))))#Pokemon#Pokemon Presents
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I’m gonna be out most of the day bc I’ll be helping my dad with a big shopping trip plus being out after, so I’m going to be super duper exhausted
I don’t do well in crowded or loud places in the slightest, I get woozy and tired and I feel miserable or like I’m gonna pass out, and if the shopping isn’t gonna make me wanna cry, the outing after will bc it’s gonna be packed with lots of noise and people
I don’t say this because I want to complain, I just wanna give a super quick warning that I might not be active tomorrow as well as today bc when I get exhausted, my mental health tends to decline as well ;-;
so- a bit of a warning that I may poof a bit (sorry! 😣)
#But yeah :)#hopefully I’ll be able to sleep it off tonight but since school is tomorrow might end up still tired and stressed (ᵕ—ᴗ—)#lol I’m trying not to complain or make a stink about it whilst still being informative—#Edit: uh so I don’t know what’s wrong with me this morning#But it’s already starting to go to crap unfortunately#Hgnhh I wanna talk but I keep telling myself it’s selfish to talk about how I feel#Idk I’m just messed up man#Feel like crap#eating earlier didn’t help it just made me feel worse#I don’t wanna go shopping or to the outing :(#But my dad said he needs help#And I don’t think I have a choice for the outing#And school tmrw :(#I don’t wanna do this I really font#I think I’m breaking down#Yeah I’m breaking down#<- that’s dramatic I’m sorry#Edit 2: if I trigger myself so badly that I have a really quick and strong breakdown will that make me fine for the rest of the day#Bc omg I have things I need to do! I can’t mope around and be dramatic all day!#I hate this! I don’t want it! Literally any other day would have been doable!#I can’t just ask my dad to stay home from the outing either because then that would entail me explaining why I don’t wanna go and I’d cry-#-in front of him and I don’t wanna cry in front of people#I hate this so much#i wish I could just poof into nonexistence#🌾#<- atp it’s a vent#Edit 3: I’m trying really hard ace but petting my dog isn’t working
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Shhhhhhhh money spent on new hobbies doesn’t exist, it’s not real, don’t worrrrryyyyy about it, it’s fine, I said it’s FINE shhhhhhhhh
#just bought like 3 or 4 lbs of steak#and I just did a dry brine overnight#we’ll see how this turns out in the morning#I’ve spent. so. much. money.#it’s fine. it’s okay. it’s fine. this is a lifelong skill. it’s fine. don’t worry about it. I’ll be okay. it’s fine.#pulsar.txt#grilling adventures
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