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thatscarletflycatcher · 25 days ago
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"Now voluntarist or contractarian accounts of the liberal polity have consistently argued that the equality that is prerequisite to the idea of consent can only be advanced under a political philosophy that views individuals as bearers of rights in the abstract sense... can we advance a version of liberalism that both retains consent (and therefore freedom and autonomy) and does not depend on a notion of the individuals as a priori equal?...it is clear that what replaces status in the formulation of liberal relations of power is not consent but its precondition, rationality, which is a quality of the mind."
And, pray tell, is that not, you know, an a priori trait of individuals, madam?
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grunckle · 8 months ago
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Some disjointed thoughts on the Void Sea and the subconcious
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I really just wanted to write something quickly on this, it’s not so much a theory as it is just a small analysis on the general mood of the ending, with a little contextualizing with in game dialogue.
So the subconscious is such a mysterious yet integral part to understanding the more spiritual/alien parts of Rain World. This isn’t a world in which the eldritch and unknowable lurk in the far reaches of space, but rather appear through our own minds and subconscious.
Echos appear in dream like sequences, where all other life except scavengers (in vanilla) fall asleep.
Karma flowers allow us to contact imagined worlds, other selves, dreams, and memories.
Eating a neuron of an iterator allows us to perceive voidspawn.
Our karma is raised through the mark of communication, which is linked to the brain in some way judging by Five Pebbles’s slideshow.
And, beyond that, plenty of cerebral/brainy imagery and concepts are present.
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“Cabinet beasts” (the organ-like worms found in Memory Crypts) are likely some sort or mutated brain tissue, I talk about it more in this post.
Void worms also have a neural texture that covers their skin.
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There’s the cut brain tree, which made it back in the game (though pretty unceremoniously) in Downpour.
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And then of course there’s iterators, massive brains that are the last long-standing remnant of the benefactors’ civilization, and serve as the main driving forces of the game’s side plot.
I bring all this up just to show how cerebral and subconscious elements are pretty prevalent throughout the game, and it provides some context to my thoughts on the Void Sea.
That being said, I think the Void Sea acts as a collective unconscious, a place where the many worlds and selves of the subconscious coalesce into one, dream-like existence.
Echos appear in dream-like sequences, but are still experienced by nearby scavs. They even have different personalities and reactions to it, some being curious, while others are afraid.
Continuing on this, benefactors experienced the same dreams we do in Subterranean, shown through white pearl dialogue.
“Oh, interesting. This is a diary entry of a pre-Iterator era laborer during the construction of the subterranean transit system south of here. In it they describe restless nights filled with disturbing dreams, where millions glowing stars move menacingly in the distance”
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These go towards the idea of the Void Sea and other void related phenomena existing as a sort of collective unconsciousness, experienced through hazy dreams and hallucinogenic plants by many.
But then there’s the “egg” sequence, where you swim in unison with others just like yourself. I think these are the “selves of other planes” mentioned by Moon in the Karma Flower dialogue, and I think that same dialogue is indicative on what the nature of the Void is. It’s detaching yourself from your carnal body and coming in contact with your own subconscious, and possibly the subconscious of others. Think of it like a big mind soup.
Anyway this really resonated with me because I distinctly remember the feeling I had the first time I went through Depths. As the caves around me started melting, it felt like I was descending deeper and deeper into a dream I couldn’t wake up from. That packed with the genuine horror of seeing the worms, and the dreamy ending, it really left a lasting impression.
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Halfway through writing this, I realized it’s a bit longer than I was initially expecting, but I hope I managed to convey the general vibe I got.
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lum1nesc-nt · 5 months ago
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┈★ 18+ rp blog ೀ discord only ೀ semi - advanced lit ೀ oc x oc writer ೀ queer pairings ೀ dead dove themes ೀ central european time zone ೀ they / he pronouns
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hii!! i’m making this post as a sort of masterlist/ad for all my current and future roleplay partners. i thought that after all this time, i should definitely have everything laid out into one big post so i don’t have to constantly rewrite everything. if you’re interested in roleplaying, please read further!!
about me
to start off, i am autistic and i’m in the process of getting an adhd diagnosis. this means that i’ll sometimes ask you to clarify things. i also tend to get distracted easily and it’ll sometimes take me a while to reply. please be understanding!
i’m a big music lover, though i mostly listen to kpop and heavy metal! i love talking about the artists i like and will sometimes use my favourite artists as face claims for my ocs.
rules
be eighteen plus. at the moment, i’m nineteen years old. for my own comfort, i prefer to write with people who are eighteen or older.
write at least above semi-lit. i consider semi-literate to be one paragraph of around 100 words. while i’m fine with that occasionally when we don’t know what to write, i don’t want that to be the norm. i enjoy writing at least a couple paragraphs and getting descriptive! but please don’t feel the need to count your words. quality over quantity, of course!
write in third person. i feel uncomfortable writing against people who use first or second person point of view. we are not the characters, so please don’t write like we are. i, however, don’t mind if you write in past or present time. as long as you don’t switch between either in the middle of the roleplay or your reply.
queer pairings only. it’ll be hard to convince me to write cis-hetero pairings. especially when i’m made to write the male character. i prefer m x m, but i also love f x f!! my girl characters deserve more love. i’ve also got trans characters!
be okay with nsfw. i personally like to add at least a little bit into each of my rps. though i’ve got some roleplays where we haven’t reached that part yet, it has been discussed. in private, things such as kinks and limits can be discussed! i tend to lean more dominant, but i can write versatile characters as well.
be okay with dead dove themes. a lot of my ocs have dead dove themes in their backgrounds and descriptions, so it makes sense that those things will be added into the plots. i will not change a my characters into something less just because of discomforts. that being said, i’ve got a good amount of ocs without baggage if you’re looking for something less dark!
chat ooc! i’m personally a very talkative person, so i love to chat ooc with my rp partners! i love making up headcanons about our characters and sending memes. but i also like to chat about everyday life! as long as we don’t get too personal too quickly. let’s get to know each other first.
more rules may be added in the future…
please interact with this post if you’re interested in roleplaying with me!
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littledesertfox · 7 months ago
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intro, I guess?
hii! I figured I should make a post like this even though I have a feeling it will be like super messy xD
I've had an interest in history, specifically World War II basically since I was a kid. It was only recently though that I found out that there's a community for it! I've always had a thing with expressing my interests in ways that may seem slightly odd to other people, so it feels nice to see that there are others who seem to experience this in similar ways :3
I want to make it very clear that I am NOT a nazi or rightwing in any way, and I don't want actual (neo-)nazis to interact with my blog, seriously get the fuck out. Also if I happen to catch nazis interacting with me I will report them. Similarly, I don't want racists, lgbtq-phobes, ableists, religious extremists, pedos & zoos or people of similarly disgusting kind to interact. I'm literally queer and possibly neurodivergent (undiagnosed/suspected bc getting a therapy place is hard :/), this is really not a place for you. Also no Putin and/or Trump supporters preferably.
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I've been a fan of the Downfall parodies on youtube when I was younger and recently relapsed into this fixation😭 I don't know if this fandom even really exists at this point since it seems that many creators have left in the meantime, but I'd love to talk about it, maybe I'll even get to write fanfics at some point. Also a short disclaimer that when I talk about historical figures that play a major role in the Downfall parody universe (such as Fegelein, Krebs, Burgdorf etc), it will usually be about their parody selves, not the real people! I'll try to clarify that individually if needed though.
I've also started lurking a little in the reichblr tag with a feeling that I'd describe as "indimidated fascination". Currently I'm mostly interested in some members of the Wehrmacht, but other historical figures that I had or have an interest in might come up as well. Overall any stuff that I post will probably go more into the lighthearted and humorous direction, but I'd love to bring in some more educational stuff as well.
My inbox is always open if you want to gush or ramble about your favourite historical figures or Downfall characters (both from the parodies and the movie itself) and such! Please talk to me about our shared faves😭🫶
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I get crushes on fictional characters and sometimes historical figures too, but that doesn't mean I support, condone or defend their worldviews or actions in any way (this applies especially to real people of course)! These "crushes" usually stem from a place of fascination with who they were behind their public appearance, I want to know more about them as a private person, like their hobbies, favourite food and other mundane things like that. Often it's also simply that I feel physically attracted to their appearance because I think they're handsome, either that or they give me massive gender envy (or both lmao). I don't really control on who I fixate like that, it just happens, but I hope that this will be a place for me to express those feelings in some way and find like-minded people. Though I also want to point out that not all my fixations are automatically also crushes! Usually I will mention whether they are or not, or you'll probably notice based on what kind of posts I make about them lol.
Current main historical fixations:
Erwin Rommel (I can't help it I just think he's cute ._.)
Fritz Bayerlein (he's the dude in my pfp lol, there's barely info about him but idk I just think he's kinda interesting😭 also yes he was actually bi)
Current main Downfall fixations:
Hans Krebs & Wilhelm Burgdorf (the otp ever)
Wilhelm Mohnke (ngl Downfall!Mohnke is kinda fine❤️‍🔥 ... idk maybe I'm just finding the actor hot though😭)
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If I encounter things that make me uncomfortable I follow common fandom courtesy and block tags or blogs accordingly. This is nothing personal, I'm just curating my own online space. I don't want to see any harassment here, neither towards myself nor to others!
Anyway I guess that's it for now? Lastly I want to mention that I of course have an offline life and real life responsibilities, so I may not be very active from time to time. But I still hope to meet people here who share my interests :3
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sunnywalnut · 11 months ago
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I've got so many new followers....
Uh.... hi? Everyone?
Nice to meet y'all. ^^
As for intros..
My name is Sunny. Or Walnut. Sun. Wal. Whatever you like, honestly. I'm not picky. And I do like nicknames so I'm vibing .
I am a man. So he/him for me, please.
20 years old. Yeah I know I'm childish. No I'm not an actual child. There might be the occasional reblog of some minor suggestive or raunchy jokes, but all in all I like to keep it mostly family friendly. Please, if you're under the age of 18, don't ask to dm.
I do a few motivational posts, both for myself and everyone else, as well as long winded poetry, rambles, vague creative writing, and just random shitposts with a dash of Internet activism. Because I like it when the world is a better place and you should too.
DNI: homophobes, transphobes, fatphobes, racists, sexists, Zionists, antisemits, ableists, and all the other big bads. If you drop comments harassing people, I will delete and block you. That won't fly here. This is my space and you will respect it as such.
I have recently turned off anon asks because of this. You can, however, send me asks and request to be anonymous when I respond to them! I will simply just screenshot the ask, crop out your url/name, and reply to it in my own post.
That all being said, if I actually DO post something that is harmful or doesn't sit right, please let me know in a respectful manner!
My intention is never to hurt people. I know for a fact that I can get caught up in my own head and my words can get jumbled (as can anyone else's) so I am more than willing to listen and learn, as well as explain my points of speaking to try and figure out better ways to make them clear.
Keep in mind. I am Autistic. Meaning I have a disability that sometimes makes it harder to make connections between words and emotion, reading tone, and also making sure that my words are clear and concise.
If you have a problem or disagreement with anything I have said, it would be very much appreciated if you would be kind, direct, and respectful when explaining it to me. I might not get it at first, so I will ask clarifying questions, but it's only ever to understand the situation thoroughly.
Thank you and have a good day!
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zutaralesbian · 6 months ago
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I recently re-read my own fic not all heroes wear capes and thought it would be fun to answer some questions for @shamelessdvdcommentary ❤️
(Questions and answers under the cut)
Give us some stats - (when you wrote it, word count, how long it took to finish, is it a one-shot/multi-chapter, etc)
I wrote it back in 2020 for one of the rounds of the Shameless Big Bang. It’s a multi-chapter but a short one (only seven chapters and 37,560 words). I don’t quite remember how long it took me to finish it but it was at least four months I imagine, given I wrote it for the Big Bang and took up pretty much the entire time given.
What was the initial inspiration for your story?
This is probably a bit spoilerish of an answer but back when the show was still airing, I talked a lot about Ian’s hero complex. It’s one of my favorite aspects of his character and it’s what initially morphed my idea of what his role is in this fic. (If you’ve read it, you know what I’m talking about).
If the story is written from a character’s POV, why did you choose this character?
It’s mostly told from Mickey’s POV but it does change to Ian’s from time to time too. I chose Mickey to take up the majority of it because I wanted Ian’s role in the story to be a bit more mysterious.
What was your favourite scene to write?
A scene in the middle of chapter two, where Ian and Mickey come together and talk about what split them apart. (The story is a post-S3 canon divergence with a twist). I remember really enjoying writing the dialogue between them in that scene because I love writing hurt/comfort. And I think the finished product turned out pretty good if I do say so myself.
(Off topic side-note but after re-reading that whole chapter, I realized that I wrote the sex scene to be much more explicit than I remembered. Which is strange for me because I’m usually only confident in writing sex between wlw ships. I normally go fade to black with Gallavich).
How did you come up with the title?
Titling is one of the hardest parts of writing fic for me, for some reason lmao. It literally just randomly came to mind. I think it’s corny but it goes with the theme of the story so 🤷‍♀️ I’m not good at titles so I can’t really be picky on that front.
Was there anything you struggled to write? If so, how did you overcome this?
The action/fight scenes. Which sucked, considering the main plot of the fic lol. Writing those was like pulling teeth. But I pulled myself through, even though I don’t think they turned out all that great. I’m much better at writing emotional stuff.
Favourite line in the story?
“We were kids,” he clarified at Ian’s questioning expression. “And things were shit. We never stood a chance.”
It just sums up my feelings about S3 Gallavich tbh 😭
Did the storyline change in any way as you wrote the story?
Not really during the writing process. But when I was first trying to plan it, I debated whether to make it a canon divergence (which is what it ended up being) or a straight up AU. I ended up doing what I did both for the angst factor of it being post S3 and because I personally find full on AU’s to be much harder to write than fics that are based at least somewhat on canon.
What are you most proud about in the story? (plot, characterisation, dialogue, twist/cliffhanger, etc)
I’ve had a few people tell me that the fic “kept them guessing” as they read it. Which happily surprised me because while I was trying to be at least a little mysterious while writing, I didn’t really think I had succeeded. So I was proud of myself when a small amount of people validated me on that!
Are there any deleted scenes that didn’t make it to the final story?
No specific scenes but I did originally envision a small interlude towards the end. Ian and Mickey hit a rough patch at some point in the fic because Mickey discovers a big secret that Ian kept from him. In the finished product, Mickey forgives Ian relatively quickly. At some point, it was going to be a more angsty and longer process. But I ended up not going in that direction because I felt like it would drag the story out a little too much.
Reading back the story now, is there anything you’d change or add?
In the story, Sandy (who plays a supporting role in the fic) and Debbie are exes and Sandy eventually dates an OC. Given that I’ve grown much fonder of Debbie over the years, I think I would give her an actual role and keep her and Sandy dating if I wrote it now.
I also would have done a better job at a certain flashback scene towards the end because, along with the action scenes, it’s one of the weaker parts of the story imo.
Would you ever write a sequel to this story?
Nah. Maybe a one-shot sequel of sorts if inspiration ever hit.
Were you nervous or excited to post this story?
Very nervous! It was my first multi-chapter Gallavich fic and first time participating in a fandom event like a big bang.
Did you have a beta or a friend who helped you as you wrote?
Yes! Given that it was a big bang, I had a beta assigned to me. shame_less18 on ao3! And she did a fantastic job! (Not sure if she has a tumblr unfortunately). Part of the reason I chose this fic to do this commentary for is because I know it’s most likely the one with the least amount of errors for that reason lol.
Anything else you’d like the readers to know about the story?
This is probably my favorite fic that I’ve written. (For Shameless anyway). Mostly because it was a lot of fun. My life was simpler back then and the Shameless/Gallavich fandom was fairly popping with S10 having just aired. I’ll always look at it fondly.
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dchuntress · 6 months ago
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ooohlalalalala i LOVE thinking about miss bertinelli so much... here are my personal thoughts on how she'd be like at various levels of teaching...
preschool: art and crafts teacher!!! she'd be so fun and zesty and always covered in colours because she encourages her kiddos to have fun! she encourages them to surpass their limitations and be wild and creative, while also subtly teaching them valuable skills and lessons. i like to imagine she wears suspenders and sneakers a lot.
primary/elementary school: at this level of teaching, i wanna say she teaches history and inspires many of her students to understand the value of learning about history and taking lessons from our collective past so we do not repeat the worst — as well as understand the contributions of those preceding us as well an understanding of the human mind. she sticks to the books but she very much does not approve of when facts are omitted, swept under the rug, or sugarcoated so she, keeping her kiddos' ages in mind, tries to give them a broader picture of what really went on. every day before class, she writes a "fun historical fact of the day" on the board and doodles a relevant drawing next to it.
middle school: english, maybe classical literature specifically because i would love to see her and her kiddos having frank and open discussions on the texts they read together and what lessons they can take from that — what to follow as well as what to avoid — and apply it to their own lives. she encourages her kids to really think for themselves and be frank in their essays instead of just parroting the "right" opinion, she is pretty lax about assignments so long as their papers aren't just like copy pastes of sparknotes or ai generated 💔 i can also see her being asked to moderate the school's debate club too.
highschool: physics. this is mostly because physics is often involved a lot in superheroics (shooting crossbows and guns, flying or gliding with grappling hooks, ballistics and projectile motion, principles of momentum, leverage, force distribution, etc) and i kinda liked it when peter parker used his geometrical knowledge to pull off a stunt in that film, so i kinda want that effect here + i feel like if helena taught physics or maths or other sciences, her students very much would have a less worse time because she is so patient and caring and would try her effort best to kill any of the maths anxiety or whatever misconceptions science students grew up with. she likes doing a lot of practical demonstrations in class to clarify concepts as well as to build up memories and to show practical application, plus she often stays behind late after class because she's happy to explain to one student the same one concept they're stuck on 50 times if it means they can finally get it and move on. she also talks to her students a lot about real world stuff too, like their post-graduation plans or the state and affairs of gotham and so on.
university professor: first things first, she wears blazers very regularly as a professor and i love it so much i love women... now, i think it'd be an au pretty much if i were to consider her a university professor, but i can see it happening if, say, she ever decides to move to metropolis and advance her career or studies. she'll always be primarily a school teacher to me so i haven't thought much about this one, but the courses she could teach are endless and all so fascinating to me... cultural studies... anthropology... sociology... environmental studies... linguistics... english or history... women's studies... education and pedagogy... film studies... music and performing arts... yeahhhhhh
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littlefaething · 6 months ago
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hello! I have many different names, but the one you can call me when in doubt is cleo!
This blog is a place for me to post about agere imagines, agere content, and my own journey with being a regressor!
I will also post vent content. If that doesn’t interest you/triggers you, all vents will be tagged with #vent #faevents #agere vent for your filtering preferences.
Key things you should know about me:
I’m 21 years old
I am polygender (they/she) and hate being called ma’am but don’t mind being called feminine pet names (e.g. princess, babygirl, etc.) (I prefer it 🥰)
I’m plus size (not that it should really matter)
I have ADHD, ASD, OCD, GAD, Major Depressive Disorder, Dermatillomania, Seasonal Affectiveness Disorder, cPTSD, Social Anxiety Disorder, and synesthesia
I’m bisexual and write about both men and women as daddy caregivers (women can be daddies, too!)
Now, recall that I said I go by many names. Here’s why:
I discovered I was autistic about a year ago. Since then, things have really changed for me. I’ve started to realize that things I’ve done in the past are actually just autistic traits, such as masking. I’m extremely high masking and would often attach names to certain “masks” I would put on around certain people. This habit has been going on for some time now and has persisted even into my regression journey, which only started becoming a huge deal over the past few months. I ended up associating different regression states/headspaces with names/temperaments, so that’s why I go by many names.
I’ll introduce them to you in a moment, but I want to clarify something right off the bat: I DO NOT HAVE DID. Dissociative Identity Disorder is a very different disorder that I am very passionate about advocating for, and I DO NOT want anyone to misconstrue my situation for something as complex as that. I’m simply on the spectrum, used to be a theatre kid, and have masked 95% of my entire life. Regardless of which name I sign off as, it’s still me, but please be aware that each name has a different age and temperament attached to it (that’s why I’m doing this in the first place.) Talking to me in my little space like I’m an adult can be very triggering.
Cleo 🍯🥀👻🐈‍⬛
Cleo is me when I’m big (so me writing this post). Posts signed off/on as Cleo indicate being an adult or mostly big. Posts will have appropriate grammar as I have a hyperfixation on it lol.
I (and the other headspaces) have a huge disconnect from our humanity/human bodies, so we don’t feel human. As the name of this blog suggests, I feel like a fairy or some kind of fae creature. Weird, I know, but a lot of people with autism have this same struggle.
I’ll make a get to know me post(s) in the future
Fae 🫧🌼🦋🍃
When I’m positively triggered into age regressing
Age range changes a lot but more likely to be a younger little
Jinn 🌙🐦‍⬛🍄🖤
When I’m negatively triggered into age regressing
Age range changes a lot especially depending on how triggered I am
Jinn does most of the venting
Sephie 🐶🌸🍬🧸
When I’m very little or even nonverbal
Probably won’t post too much when in my Sephie headspace, but if I do, it’ll probably just be images
I won’t respond to any comments in this headspace as I’m too young
(Short for Persephone)
That’s it!
I’ll make a trigger list eventually and tag it here.
Oh and also: it’s a shame I have to even say this, but DNI if you are racist, sexist, transphobic, terf, homophobic, antisemitic, Islamophobic, Zionist, ableist, view age regression in a s3xually expl!cit/n.sfw manner, or any other bigotry not mentioned here. It’s not hard to respect others, so if you can’t do that as a bare minimum, then I don’t want you here.
THIS BLOG IS SFW 13+!
Don’t make me uncomfy.
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waarmsalad · 6 months ago
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Not really quick note: so ive never actually 'finished' any fics so i wasnt sure how to, this is also the first one ive posted on here, id love to have any tips even from people who dont really write, constructive critisism is always welcome. I think i stuck to the theme but im not sure lol. Ive edited most of it but some parts i only skimmed through after writing them so mistakes are probably present, anyways thanks for reading and i hope that this is enjoyable and not too goofy😭
(I love your work so much @mustainegf, thank you for the opportunity!<3)
Words: 2k
Warnings: my writing, fwb but no smut, mostly fluff, making out and a mention of smoking. I dont really think theres anything else
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You noticed as you looked out the vehicle's window, intricate patters of frost decorating the glass. It was the middle of winter, and by the looks of it neither you or cliff would be trying to get anywhere else after you arrived at his place.
The changes in recent weather had been drastic. It had rained the night before, but now even the air was frozen forcing previous puddles to be formed into patches of slippery ice.
You two figured that after hitting up the grocery store, which had been before the heavy snowfall, you would hang out, watch a movie, share a smoke or get into some other suggestive activity.
You were quite content in that moment but the thought that you'd spent nights awake about itched at your mind again.
A while back Cliff had suggested to add a twist to your benevolence. "I was just thinkin' cause you're always complaining that you're not getting laid-" he  pauses to smirk. "And I'd also like to have a little fun now and then." He had previously explained that if uou were up to it, a freinds with benefits situation wouldnt be so bad.
Before you answered he made sure that you knew that he only wanted to if you were up for it, and that you could call it off at any point. "Its completely up to you, just think about it." He told you.
And you did. Of course you wanted it, or rather him, but you knew most of these sort of relationships excluded feelings. Cliff hadnt thrown in the rules yet so you asked him about them, clarifying that you were still only pondering the option.
Cliff said to you that he just wanted to discuss where boundaries lied, as well as any thoughts about the arrangement. He mentioned a few other things like being honest, which was important, but he never said anything regarding avoiding any romanticism. So you agreed.
There was this little sliver of hope deep in your heart hoping that maybe he didnt forbid those kind of feelings because he reciprocated them. However you countered with yourself that he would have just asked you out if he did, since he wasnt one to play with a person's emotions.
You opened your mouth to bring up the topic in the car, but stopped yourself. The different ways you believed he would respond forced you to change your mind.
You noticed after the first few weeks of the arrangement that cliff had been acting a little bit different. A change like that had been expected in some way by you, but he just wasn't the same. And though you knew that you should talk to him about it, the tension was currently a little weighted. You didnt feel like adding to it by asking anything that you deemed momentarily 'unnecessary.'
After a couple of minutes he pulled into the driveway, parking the car on the frozen cement with caution. The heater had previously been blasting hot air into the cab of Cliff's car. That being so, once  you opened the door and stepped into the fresh air, a harsh chill immediately encased your entire body.
Cliff quickly grabbed some of the grocery bags from the back, giving you a head start getting to the front door. Once you were inside, cliff swung the door shut, placing the bags down before beginning to shed his basic winter layers.
While you took off your own jacket, he decided to tease you, he grabbed your sides, icy fingers clawing at your covered flesh. His actions caused you to shriek. He snickered at your reaction, which drew out a scoff from your lips. "Meanie" you commented quietly. Cliff only chuckled and shook his head, smiling.
Once the two of you discarded all of your snow-packed apparel, he informed you that he was gonna grab a shit ton of blankets and haul them into the living room after he put the groceries away. "We can do whatever afterward, I just wanna get you warmed up." He winked, nudging you before dissapearing into the hallway.
You smiled, even without any cozy blankets you could feel a little bit of warmth in your heart already.  Although he was only a freind, he took care of you, which you could do by yourself easily but you needed to feel loved, as your life had been all sorts of messed up.
Suddenly remembering that he was nothing more than that; a freind, you started spiraling again. You knew you needed to finally talk to him about his difference in mood toward you, except you were intimidated by all of the possible outcomes.
As soon as you started to feel a farmiliar burn in your face from holding your tears from the confusion and longing, he staggered into the living room before you. A massive pile of blankets and quilts were stacked high in his arms. He struggled to avoid dropping any, but some dispersed onto the hardwood floor.
Luckily that made you smile before you could cry. You tried to stiffle a giggle, however failing miserably. Once he stubbed his toe on the coffee table next to the couch, you knew that was the breaking point. You bursted out laughing while he hissed in pain.
Cliff pouted, dropping all the fabric onto the loveseat. He turned around and huffed. "You're kind of mean yourself there, sweetheart." He claimed, chuckling. You only beamed at him, posing as innocent.
Feeling quite generous afterwards, you assisted in gathering the blankets and stacking them on the  couch neatly. During your time spent on making the couch look nice, your mind nagged at you once again to ask him, but you ignored your own persistence.
Cliff soon heads to the kitchen to grab the snacks and junk you had picked out for the movie, insisting that you pick what to watch while he left you in the den.
Once you finished, you sat down in front of the coffee table and looked under the tv, finding his vhs tape collection. After you sifted through the different movies for a bit, Cliff brought in a large bowl of popcorn and another small bowl of candy, a couple of drinks inside since his hands were mostly full.
"So what did you pick?" He wondered out loud. You grinned and held up the shining. He groans, placing down the bowls. "How many times have we watched that in this room alone??" He teased you.
"I just really love it, theres Shelley Duvall too" you quipped back, ignoring his faux annoyance. "And to be fair, you almost begged me to pick the movie." Cliff nodded, snickering softly. You slid the tape into the vhs player, sitting back onto the couch as soon as the beginning ads start playing.
You were sitting a little ways away from cliff on the couch. He noticed and pulled you toward him, now sitting sideways. Your legs rested over the arm of the loveseat as you flipped some of the blankets onto yourself.
About half an hour into the movie you could feel a new tension build. It had started modestly, but soon it seemed to be intolerable. You turned your neck a little ways to look at cliff, whose eyes were glued onto the screen. Regardless, you could sense that he wss struggling to pay attention to the film.
You looked back, and were on the verge of speaking up when cliff opened his mouth. "I think we should call it off." He said. He couldnt see the the sudden shock that took over your face because he was still staring straight at the TV. There was no real emotion present in his voice when he told you that, which threw you off.
You knew that he was talking about the arramgement  but you wanted to be clear. Shifting in your spot, you asked him, your tone almost more bewildered than you were. "What do you mean call it off?"
"I mean I cant do this anymore." He claimed, finally looking toward you. He winced at your slight scowl. "Thats not a reason Cliff, you said that we had to be honest." He groaned at your reminder and huffed, putting a hand over his face.
He mumbled something, but you couldnt hear him cause he spoke so quietly. "What?" You asked. This time he spoke louder. "I didnt mean for it to happen!" He stated, which confused you.
"For what to happen?" you were confused, the movie continued to play in the background as you scoffed at him again.
He sighed "Im sorry" he said quietly. "What happened Cliff?" You huffed, getting a little tired of going back and a little concerned. "What did you do?"
"I love you." He says bluntly, he was unable to look you in the eye as he scrunched his face and stood up.
You sat on the couch, no words could explain how many emotions were trying to unscramble themselves in your brain, but the gears started turning so you tried. "Cliff I-" you sputtered. "Why were you apologising before?"
He raised an eyebrow and dropped his hands to his side, your sudden calmness unnerved him. "I thought that it was a basic kind of 'rule' in these kinds of...relationships" He raised an eyebrow.
"Well you never mentioned it." You told him. He thought back to when he suggested it and nodded. "I guess I didnt but I thought that you'd-" he began ro ramble again before you cut him off.
"I love you too, cliff." God, was that a great way to shut him up at first his expression was flat. Eventually he just stood and smiled like a little kid. He did nothing until you rolled your eyes and patted the couch. "Just come here, you dumbass," you chuckled and shook your head. He obliged, pulling you even closer once he sat down.
For a moment you two just looked at eachother admiringly. You had thought Cliff was at an absolute loss of words but he proved you wrong. "Can I kiss you?" He wondered out loud. You smiled and reached your hands to hold both sides of his face, bringing him forward and allowing him to reach your lips in a soft kiss.
You had kissed Cliff before, but this time it felt different. It didnt feel rushed or cloddish. It was sensual, and a little strange. You felt as if every weight had been lifted off of your shoulders. Butterflies started stirring in your stomach, which  made you feel giggly and lovesick.
Slowly, the kisses moved on to small touches, and though it had almost been a routine as well, this too felt different for you and cliff. It felt strange, but amazing both at once.
You broke away and tucked your head into the crook if his neck, littering small kisses and nips on his skin. Cliff groaned and made little sounds every once in a while, he smiled widely, basking in the moment.
Your tounge darted out and you licked over where you had nipped, smoothing over some of the purple marks you had sucked as well.
You kissed back up his jawline to his face, planting a singular kiss on his cheek before pulling away to gaze at him again. His eyes flutter open, his grin staying as it was as he sinks into the back cushions.
He holds you by the small of your back with both hands as you straddle him. Leaning forward, you hug him. "Can we just stay like this?" You asked, feeling no urgency for anything at the moment. Cliff agreed, smiling and kissing your cheek before rubbing your back, the light pressure making you sigh happily.
He held you close. It felt good, to finally be like that with him. The tension was long dissipated and he made it clear that he was only acting strange as to not scare you away with his confession.
The only occurence that disturbed your peaceful atmosphere being a playful popcorn fight, which started because of a small tiff about the movie neither of you remembered by the time it was over.
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AGHHHHH idk how anybody writes anything so fast ive been working and procrastinating on working on this for probably four or five days😭
I really hope this was okay, thank youu<3
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malue-505 · 1 year ago
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Hiya!
Introduction
About Me
Hello I am Malue_505 or simply just Malue or Mal! I go by She/Her pronouns (any pronouns are fine really but those are the ones I primarily use) and I’m demiromantic/demisexual
I mostly write for fandoms, Creepypasta and Slenderverse being my main focus! I mostly write my headcanons for my CrP AU, answer asks about it and hopefully write some fanfics when I get to doing that. I don’t have a strict schedule but I try to not take so long with posts
What to expect!
I can write for pretty much most characters. If a character has a trait I do not like, I simply make a version of them where they do not have that trait (Characters like Offenderman for example)
Lore for my main Creepypasta AU: Eyquolore! (Co-owned and named by @linhfoxmoive <3)
Possibly some OC stuff
Ships that I personally ship (Feel free to ask!)
Fluff and angst
No stuff on my DNI list framed positively (Will add warnings)
Boundaries
Ask box: Open
Requests: Closed
DNI: Anti-LGBTQ, racists, neo-nazis, MAPs, zionists, etc.
Welcomed: LGBTQ+ folks, systems, age discretion is advised since I do dabble in the horror genre and sensitive topics are likely to be brought up!
You can ask to be friends or mutuals! My DMs are open just don’t be a creep obviously. No flirting please, I only jokingly flirt if you’re a close mutual of mine!
I don’t mind spam liking or being tagged in posts. All my headcanons are free to use/implement in your AU or fanfic just make sure to credit me and let me know because I wanna see!
Socials
My socials are below, just make sure to clarify who you are so I don’t think you’re a bot
Tumblr: You’re already here dingus
Instagram: I don’t post as often but I update my stories sometimes, feel free to DM!
Discord: My username is also malue_505, you can send a friend request!
(Old introduction post)
Master List
OCs
The Pacifier - CrP OC (#crp the pacifier)
(Template by @the-slender-doll)
1043 - CrP/SV OC (#crp 1043)
Creepypasta/Slenderverse
General introduction post of my main AU
Proxism HC (Will post soon)
Slenderman’s Species (Operators)
Slenderman Proxy Ranks
Slenderman Proxy Organization
Amount of Slenderman Proxies
Slenderman Mansion HCs
List of Mansion Residents
Ages of the Mansion Residents
General CrP HCs
Relations between Creepypastas and Proxies
Slender Brother relations
Why Jane lives at the mansion with Jeff
Why Lazari grew up
Why Slenderman adopted Sally
General Jeff HCs
General BEN HCs
General Sally HCs
General Lazari HCs
General Slender Doll Ally HCs
General Laughing Jack HCs
General Bartender 1941 HCs
Tim and Brian Personality HCs
Wholesome Brim HCs
Toby’s Relationship with Tim and Brian HCs
(Outdated) CrP Sexuality HCs + Proxy dating policies
(Updated) CrP Sexuality HCs
Zalgo’s enemies and servants
Zalgo as a teenager
Puppet Strings Slenderman meets Eyquolore Slenderman
Semi-introduction to species categories
Semi-introduction to other species lore
Small explanation of what Operator blood can do
Cuphead
Cup People Race
That’s all folks!
- Malue <3
(Art by @linhfoxmoive)
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fablekitty · 1 year ago
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Hey, I know I am the last person you wanna talk to rn, but my life is in genuine danger (still) because all I wanted was for a apology for the misconception.
I honestly meant no harm at all, and https://www.tumblr.com/lunarsilly/725681668334256128/all-i-wanted-was-for-fable-alologize-for-the
If you read this it will make a lot more sense.
I’m low empathetic and it takes a while for me to feel epmathy, and I think it’s hitting me like a bus
I never meant for you to be harassed anything (as I said in my OG callout posts) and I have not ONCE put your life in danger.
However, Davis has put mine in danger cuz he took some things I said in the wrong manner and it has caused me to get harassed to the point where I have to deactivate most of my accounts.
No, this isn’t ‘karma’ at all because I didn’t even want anything bad to happen to you and I didn’t mean to be malicious, all I wanted was for people to be aware that you could have possibly done this stuff, and benne like
“Hey, I have a choice if I wanna continue supporting them.” And unfollow if they please.
I have not once tried to put you or anyone else in danger, all I was doing was being like “hey, this can be seen as sams since you tagged it as such.”
Also to call you out for your ableism towards your own community.
That whole ‘no TSBS fictives and no factives’ rule is not only ableist, but it further Demonizes DID by saying that alters are their source when they aren’t,
People had a choice to support you, and I hadn’t meant for it to become this huge thing because a mess up in my wording )which I mostly wrote them at 1-5am, mind you. There’s going to be some mistakes since I was obviously running on 2-4 hours of sleep, and I always apologized if I said anything wrong in Davis’s DMs)
I get why you’re upset but this whole thing has gotten me death threats and it has also put not only me, but my family at risk.
Anyways that’s pretty much it, dm me on this app if you wanna respond.
This whole situation began because instead of trying to talk things over with me, you instead chose to cast a stone at me publicly. I’m not unreasonable. I would gladly have clarified anything you were concerned about, whether it be the claims of ableism or concerns about Lulu’s design. Instead, you publicly accused me of being a pedophile, not once, but twice. Which. I won’t lie; is a VERY harsh accusation that shouldn’t have ever been tossed out on a whim. The first was in a comment thread on one of Davis' posts, the other was a public callout post. You cannot downplay it by saying you just wanted to 'spread awareness' and 'let people choose to support me.' All I wanted to do was be left alone, and you wouldn't have it. 
You took my art and made fun of it, called me names, called my partner’s alter names, and tried to make connections to an accusation that wasn’t there to begin with. I have co-workers that follow my SFW account on Twitter. I could have lost my actual job over this. You losing your Twitter account is not comparative to my entire livelihood. You can say you never wanted me to be harassed, but you slandered and insulted me all over Twitter and Tiktok during the entire duration in which this all played out, not to mention all of the posts and videos about me being ableist and treating me like some sort of class traitor.
I only spoke out about it when I was at the end of my rope, which you also mocked and slandered, and thus the harassment continued.
Davis reached out to me about it because after doing his own research, he saw it as unfair that I was being falsely accused of something that could literally ruin my life and career and put my safety in danger.
I didn't ask him to post it, and I certainly wouldn't have asked him to take so much time out of his busy schedule to research and write that entire google doc. All of the accounts he posted there are public socials, all of which have the Lunarsilly moniker attached to them somehow. He's never really talked to me much if at all outside of this situation.
As for the comments made towards people who were clearly against you, entirely unnecessary. If you wanted people to stop and leave you alone then you should have never responded. This stirs the pot and makes more trouble, it also makes you look bad.
I can't convince people to stop attacking you, despite telling them not to come after you in my last tweet about this situation. I can't order Davis to remove your socials from the google doc. All we can simply do is drop the subject and move on.
None of this would have happened if you just came to me first instead of airing out dirty laundry into public places where you were fully aware I was in. Next time you think you've been wronged in some way, instead of acting out, take a step back and breathe. Walk away from the computer/phone and clear your head so you can think straight. That is my absolute best advice to you.
I understand that you're only 15 and probably have some stuff going on at home, and the last thing I want is for anyone to get hurt. Death threats and doxxing are wrong in general, let alone to a teenager, and if you're reading this and have done either of those things to Lunarsilly, I am incredibly ashamed of you.
As for the damage? My alter is traumatized by the claims you've made. My early design of Lunar was never canon. His design belongs to me and I can use it however I please. He is not canon show Lunar.
Speaking of Alters, I want to address the ableism thing.
Once again, all this stress could have been avoided if you’d have just come to me privately on Discord when this was first addressed. I asked you politely to please keep alters of real people from the show avoidant of fronting in the TSBS server. I asked this of you with the knowledge of what was written in the moderator handbook that each moderator must read and follow in TSBS, and had no idea it wasn’t written in the public rules. I will admit fault for not checking that. It was never my intention to come off as ableist towards you nor anyone else.
We didn’t just come up with rules on a whim. We put rules in place to try and keep everyone in the server safe and comfortable, systems and otherwise. Ultimately, the bottom line was that some of the voice actors from the show found discomfort in seeing alters of themselves and their characters in the server, and the business that owns the whole shebang also agreed, and their word is final.
I entirely understand the frustration behind having alters from the show. I have a few of them myself and so does my partner. Yes, they are not their source. But that doesn't prevent the original creators, or actual person from being uncomfortable, much like some alters are uncomfortable with doubles. Everyone's system is different. Mine isn't large. It's not small either, but my alters all do have one thing, a mutual agreement to work together and harmony. If that's something you can't control, then I'd recommend staying out of larger servers such as TSBS.
I was also never obligated to tell you that I'm a system. I don’t exactly go out of my way to make sure every individual who interacts with me is aware of this information about myself. However, if you ever took a moment to look in my discord profile, you would have known. The first line that is on my profile on Discord is “Marshmallow System-DID” and it’s been there this entire time.
All I want is to be left alone. I want this all to finally be dropped so we can move on with our lives. I’m old and tired and simply do not have the time or energy to keep putting towards this situation. Just please, move on and leave me be.
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xris05 · 1 year ago
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Wooo! Geography and sustainability and stuff and stuff
When, in the course of human events it becomes necessary for one student to take upon themselves the burden of writing a very long (not really all that) academic post on a website they barely know how to use because said website was recommended to them by their actual genuine university as a blog website for an assignment.
And then said student forgets to do the assignment, falls deliriously ill, and is now finally getting round to it hilariously late and because all of their other assignments seem so, so much more difficult and mentally strenuous to do on a day where they really do not want to have to deal with that.
So, here we are. A comically large wall of poorly grammatically structured text, talking about (drumroll please) geography! More specifically "Human" geography, or Urban Geography or whatever you want to call it. It's my chosen field of study (despite my best judgement) and I've been tasked by the powers that be, to create a blog to inform and educate the nebulously defined general public about ~exciting~ developments and "Gamechanging innovations" Now, to tell the truth, this was not a particularly easy thing for me to do, because quite frankly my chosen field of study isn't really one of those ones you'd associate with constant innovation and invention, at least in my mind, but thankfully the university provided a long list of various subjects we could look at and study and then report back unto you (the reader, stand in for the entire rest of the world) about.
Small issue there, was the vast vast majority of what we were offered as potential "Gamechanging innovations" either drove me to madness with boredom, or absolutely did not seem like they were exactly "Gamechanging" (could be worse, one of the ideas offered to another discipline was the hyperloop, which is quite frankly a stupid idea that is dead in the water and could have just been normal highspeed rail)
Take, for instance, "Autonomous vehicles". Yeah. Now, suffice to say there is issues with the concept of self driving vehicles, mostly about how the technology is not exactly safe right now, and well, that's just the start of the rabbit hole there. (and really, just build a train, tram or other preferred method of public transport)
There was another one, which look promising to my untrained eye, namely "The Internet of things" which I had no idea what it was, so doing what any self respecting academic in-training would do, I googled it. Apparently, the "Internet of Things" is the catch-all term for devices that exchange and communicate data over the internet.
I'm no expert, but at an initial reading, that did just seem to be most things these days, and was hardly groundbreaking or new, so I dug a bit deeper into the scholarly side of the ole internet for some answers. Thankfully, I found a very helpful little paper (linked here) which clarified, and I quote:
"The term Internet of Things generally refers to scenarios where network connectivity and computing capability extends to objects, sensors and everyday items not normally considered computers, allowing these devices to generate, exchange and consume data with minimal human intervention. There is, however, no single, universal definition."
So it's the smart fridges, the fancy new cars and all of that lovely stuff, which buzz all of their data and such onto other devices on the internet. Now, of course my immediate thought was that it means my everything is now spying on me, but I was quickly relieved to remember that that changes effectively nothing as I do in fact own a phone which already does that.
The main benefit that seems to be proposed by this is the fact that all of this data allows rather effective monitoring of things like emissions and water quality and power usage and potentially good ole agriculture and so on and so forth, which, yeah, I can see the uses, maybe, but I can also see the glaring potential privacy, legal and potential tech issues.
A lot of people may not like their cars telling some company about where they've been all the time, and how much gas they've used. That's fair and understandable. Not to mention, the data gathered could be wrong, or otherwise rendered useless, effectively poisoning the data-well if enough things go wrong, or are just falsely reported to the public.
(It's at this point that I realise, I don't exactly know if this is quite what the uni wanted me to write, but hey, at least it's honest)
Anyway, I've overstayed my welcome in rambling about all of these things, and will be back (later) to complain/ do my assignment more, have a lovely day and remember that if you ever think about revolutionizing public transport, ask yourself if a bus or train would do the same thing, better.
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drachenlance · 4 months ago
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— [ ... ] I HAVE LIVED INTENSELY. I MUST LEARN HOW TO MOVE FORWARD. Independent and selective blog for Estinien Varlineau from FFXIV, as portrayed by Tao. They/them, 22. Spoilers and triggering themes will be present.
Blogroll: @forgesahead @levinstrike @yuunos (art blog)
I. This blog is a mostly canon-compliant blog portraying Estinien Varlineau from FFXIV. I do my best to base my portrayal on the material given by canon, but there will be canon divergencies here and there. Expect these to be present in the Endwalker and Dawntrail expansions, mostly in the form of headcanons. If you have any questions about how I portray my character, please don't be afraid to ask!
II. This blog will have semi-low to low activity. I study and raid, which means I don't always have time to write. I'll get to replies when I can, but please don't badger me to reply faster. Poking after a week is fine, but nothing excessive please.
III. By nature of the game itself, this blog is going to have a lot of potentially triggering topics present. I'll tag everything to the best of my ability, and I ask that you a) be respectful to me if I've forgotten to tag something, as it usually isn't intentional and b) return the favor and tag your own potentially triggering posts. You are also welcome to come to me and ask me to tag something specific, I won't mind. I aim to curate my dashboard based on my comfort, and I highly encourage you to do the same.
IV. I follow based on interest for writing or the passion people have for their muses. I'm fine with following and writing with duplicates of my muse, and I am also open to writing with characters outside of the FFXIV franchise. My only hard limit is that I will not follow self-insert blogs, as they make me deeply uncomfortable, but everything else is fair game. If you're interested in writing with me on this blog, don't be afraid to hit me up for some plotting.
V. Shipping isn't a priority on this blog, but I am very much open to them. The only thing I ask is that you communicate; I'm not a mind reader, and in fact I am a bit of a blockhead who appreciates having things clarified for me. If you don't approach me about ships OOC, then I'll probably just assume any chemistry or flirting is one-sided. I don't have any plans for ship exclusivity in mind for this blog yet, but I don't mind exercising it for a particular character if I'm asked to.
VI. Please don't heavily format replies to me, as I tend to have a difficult time reading them.
VII. Discord is available on request, and I much prefer chatting and plotting there to doing it in Tumblr IMs, though I'm fine with either. I also play FFXIV of course! Feel free to ask if you ever want to hang out.
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dontlookheswatching · 1 year ago
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[INACTIVE]
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(Note: I LOVE reblogs!!!!)
Hello hiiii I've been inactive for MONTHS, I kinda forgot I had a blog that's 'under construction' and I decided to add a info page about myself for now until I start posting doodles and such. I've been apart of the creepypasta fandom ever since the early 2000's, when it was first starting out and becoming popular, and I've decided to ACTUALLY become apart of it, as someone people may hopefully know and recognize me for by my art contributing to the community. I also have tags to help people move around my blog easier because I tend to reblog a lot. #gaymer art is any art I draw. #Gaymer ramble is when im talking about something. #Gaymer reply is when im replying to an ask. And lastly, #rb just stands for something I've reblogged. #gaymer writings mean something I've written, such as a short story. This blog will have quite gruesome/explicit themes at times. It's Creepypasta after all. I will mention things quite frequently like abuse, sex, and drug use. I will probably have art and posts that may hint at sexual themes/NSFW, but I will say I will not be posting actual NSFW art or writing on this blog. The most you might see in my art are hickeys an a characters neck or suggestive hand placement, nothing much more than that. My writing or other posts that aren't art may be more detailed about it, but again, I will not full on write the actual sex scene itself, only what would possibly lead up to it and afterwards. In a basic summary, if any of this makes you uncomfortable, I will be making a tag on my blog for this kind of stuff, you can block the tag or me in general, for your own comfort. I don't mind. I'd rather everyone be comfortable and sure of what they're looking at and expecting when scrolling through my blog or finding my things. I want to clarify even though these themes will be mentioned on my blog such as abuse or rape, I DO NOT support any of this, as a victim of a few of these things myself. Here's a list of things that will be mentioned or shown in art on my blog: -Abuse(Mental, physical, verbal, and child abuse) -Sexual assult/Rape -Sex -Drug use(Weed included in this category) -Self harm/Suicide -Violence -And possible extreme gore ---
-I am always open to dms, and I can also be contacted via discord!
-You can call me Max, friends can call me Ben, and I go by he/him. I don't mind other nicknames as long as they aren't insults ^^
-My requests and ask box will most likely be open 24/7, but as said in my bio, I'm a slow poster and It might be months in-between updates, maybe weeks if I have time, it usually depends on my schedule. I don't typically do writing prompts or anything like that, but there might be a few exceptions in the future -My main interests will not be fully discussed and addressed most of the time due to this being a Creepypasta blog but don't be shocked if you hear a reference, quote, or straight up topic about the following; •The Walking Dead •Wings of Fire •Spongebob(yes I still watch SpongeBob and I'll say it proudly ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹) •Stardew Valley •Music •Movies/Shows •The Legend of Zelda (I'm a huge geek so don't ask about it unless your fine with a REALLY LONG post-😅) •I have terrible memory so I have no idea what else to add so expect the unexpected I guess🤷
-If not already obvious, this blog will MOSTLY be Creepypasta, but don't be shocked to find something different😋
-Please dni if you; are transphobic/homophobic, disrespectful to ships that aren't popular, engage in politics, easily triggered by the themes that will be used in my blog(Drug/alcohol and sexual themes. I want you all to be safe and I don't want to cause anyone hard times with my blog) or rude in general. I want my blog to have a safe vibe where people can find enjoyment and comfort rather than aggression and forced opinions
-A few of my ships that might have you apply to my dni include Jeff and Ben (they're both adults in my au and hc's, please refrain from pushing your opinions and hc's onto me for this, thank you) and Liu and EJ. These will perhaps be the two main ones on this blog, but I have several others as well. I am a multishipper, and therefore fully support and like other ships, such as Toby and E.J, and it may be possible to find such art consisting of different ships throughout my blog. Again, please dni if you are against any of this.
If you have any questions about my blog or for me, don't be afraid to ask! Have a safe and wonderful day/night and take care, your all loved and appreciated by someone no matter what!❤️❤️❤️
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vivithefolle · 2 years ago
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"Hermione 1" is agressive yes, but shes not an extrovert, at least in her thinking. Social Extrovert # Thinking Extrovert. She is loud and in the face, but only with her friends and thats like 2 boys who could put up with her. ( i was that loud when i was 12 and as i grew up i was the most introvert) When she broke rules like the potions or setting Snape on fire, at least the narrative says thats out of line, and she faced cobsequences for it.
Hermione 2 is more.....connected, as in she suddenly cares about the whole-worlds welfare, suddenly an social activist, suddenly can do things and know people a teenager can. And it would have been a development from hermione 1, had it been written that Harry or Ron helped her in her perspectives and views, and the way of the world, like book 1 had done. But no, shes now Rowling. Who is written into this world independently extroverted and social conscious. Her views are the most right without input from Ron or anyone, she exploited connections from teachers, she knows how the Ministry works. Thats not "book smart". Thats omniversal smart and a extrovert in her thinking.
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When she broke rules like the potions or setting Snape on fire, at least the narrative says thats out of line, and she faced cobsequences for it.
No, not even then.
Setting Snape on fire never came with consequences - if anything, it is validated by the narrative because it saves Harry, even though it's later clarified that it's because Quirrel got bowled over as Hermione went for Snape. But she's not punished for having set her teacher on fire - nobody outside of us and Quirrel know Hermione was the one who did it (what stopped Quirrel from giving her detention?)
Stealing the potions ingredients doesn't get her punishment either, as Snape doesn't know she's the one that did it. Her brewing Polyjuice is done perfectly enough for Ron and Harry both to have a functioning transformation - it's only from an error on her part that she found herself turned part-cat. It could be a sort of punishment for her hubris in brewing a very advanced potion... but given that her potion was perfect anyway...
All-in-all the Polyjuice plan is pretty flimsy because aside from giving Arthur a tip about Malfoy's illegal artefact collection it served zero purpose aside from introducing Polyjuice to us.
Her views are the most right without input from Ron or anyone
The point of the plotlines in GOF and OOTP about house-elves is to show that Hermione isn't right in forcing freedom upon them - but the house-elves are their OWN mess of terrible writing.
Hermione is a character mostly written with the plot in mind, rather than characterization. I mean, that also applies to every other character, but Hermione stands out as the character that is the least implemented in the world in a natural way - Ron and Ginny have a family, a house, established sibling dynamics; Neville has a full backstory that's expanded upon; even Luna, who barges into our lives five books in, has a fleshed-out family situation to explain her behaviour and her family also gets expanded upon.
Hermione is basically thrown in there without explanation or backstory. And while it may make an interesting commentary on how Muggleborns are isolated by wizarding society so they feel no choice but to conform to the wizarding world - it's clearly not actually a designed feature, more like an accidental byproduct of Rowling not taking the time to think about Muggle characters because she plainly doesn't give a damn. I mean, I get it: when a videogame gives me the option to play as, say, a dragon or another funky creature, I instantly embrace my destiny as "not another boring human protagonist".
When you look at Hermione the plot was always there. Just look at PS, when they're fleeing from Filch: Hermione is the one who uses the charm to unlock doors, and that gets them to Fluffy's chamber.
Hermione, rule-abiding, teacher's pet Hermione, is the one who uses a lockpicking charm.
Wouldn't Harry be a more logical choice given how 'abused' he is at the Dursleys? Wouldn't learning the charm to open things something he'd find very useful when he's confined to his cupboard? Just have him bring it up as he's reading his schoolbooks like "Harry saw that his book mentionned a spell that opened doors and made a mental note to ask a teacher about it as soon as he could".
But, the difference is: Hermione is allowed to know this spell because that's her purpose as per Rowling's explanation: "if Hermione says something you can assume she's just read it in a book". No matter what, it's always that justification, regardless of how illogical it may be when you think harder on it. Hermione is the one who knows, the one who does every spell perfectly on the first try; so she's the one to use a Lockpicking spell even though at this point in time she's supposed to be super anal about the rules.
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everything-is-crab · 1 year ago
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Posts like this are why I don't engage with radblr anymore. Or basically any community dominated by white people.
Look at the notes. It's filled with mostly "sex based oppression is real" as if most misogynists and feminists in India don't already know this. But since some Western feminists or from other countries don't, it's important to them to tokenize our struggles so they gain a point in their political debates. I have said this a hundred times before but it's obvious how they see us as nothing but tokens. They call TRAs racist for preying on the insecurities of woc due to beauty standards imposed on us and for ignoring our oppression as women, but they do the same thing with us. They see some issue unique to a specific community of poc? They try to fit it in their arguments against the libfems. Unlike issues that they face as well, like domestic abuse, prostitution and porn. On which they write very well researched and elaborate posts. But they're completely lazy when it comes to woc especially the ones living in the global south. And that leads to their racist and classist behavior.
As for trans people- they always try to get back at radfems by saying "terfs will look at these women and say they're men" or whatever when they see a woc talk about her own issues or even when she's simply breathing, as if it doesn't cross their own mind how they say the same thing when they go "transphobia is racist" as if woc are some third gender and as if trans poc do not experience any other meaningful oppression that's distinguishable from racism 🙄
Second of all- it's obvious many of them are racist but don't explicitly express it but some on this post did-
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It's so obvious that in the second screenshot what that person means by "cultures with such barbaric practices" is "brown savages". This is blatant racism. But when I pointed out on my other post how white radfems are incapable of forming any meaningful solidarity with woc if they only focus on misogyny and not racism (which most of them are guilty of) I received my first racist backlash on here. Even many woc themselves did this. But I already talked about how woc on here are like the kind of woc who take racism seriously but not sexism in order to gain validation by moc, except it's vice verse in this case. You guys can't comprehend and accept that everytime white women try to talk about issues exclusive to any race that's not white, even if it's from a "feminist" pov, then they very likely have a racist mindset behind their words, whether it's intentional or subconscious.
Anyways, nothing about this is "cultural". (And tbh even if it's cultural why do you act like culture is influenced by race itself and not many other economic, political and social factors that white people have and still influence?).
The men who are doing this are not some unique kind of misogynistic relative to white men. Do white men not stigmatize periods? They're doing this (and I clarify I am not ok with this or defending it but I am simply fighting back against the assumption that the cause of this thing is simply cultural) because the women working on those sugarcane fields have to do extremely intensive labor for hours straight. It affects their menstrual health severely. And this is a poor country in the global south affected by economic imperialism, and therefore mostly production based with less mechanization of the agricultural industry, not like the dominant service sector in most Western countries. It's not easy for people this poor to switch to some other job with equal or better pay and better working conditions. And this particular district is especially poor. How is anything about this "cultural" and why do you think we deserve to die out because of it?
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Sorry we're not as developed as Spain or some other Western country where the women here could get menstrual leaves or something and it wouldn't affect production (which is already quite low for a population this large involved in agriculture).
Instead of adopting this as a talking point against TRAs or justifying racism why don't you try to criticize both imperialism and capitalism or at least talk about the poverty and lack of resources causing these issues, if you really care for "all" women so much as you claim to. But no, you will pretend the issue is solely intentional misogyny and not involving multiple factors in it.
And btw I don't want any white woman to come in my inbox like they did last time and demand that I apologize for being rude to white women when criticizing their racism. That's never gonna happen. Especially not when most white women and even many woc don't bother with this issue. Get rid of your superiority complex this isn't the colonial era anymore.
As for Indian radfems (most of whom I have come across being bootlickers of white women)- The global south has classes too. And yk this. Just because you're a woc too doesn't mean you don't have any other bias against any other women in this country. Amazing how some of you pretend you give a fuck about the growing nationalist movement just because you're socially liberal. But how nationalists promote imperialism and capitalism in the country doesn't matter to you.
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