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tbh losing all my grandparents before i turned 20 is kind of a relief because none of them are ever gonna ask me about marriage or grandkids. also i didn't like them very much.
#🐉#as for my parents they seem to have resigned themselves to me dying alone. for now.#but after how my dad turned out i would sooner die than allow my grandfather near another child
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The original backstory for the robot documentary AU was that Ratchet was plagued with visions of all of the ways Optimus dies, and fixates on the idea that Optimus can’t die if Orion never becomes Optimus, so he stages a crash on Earth to trap them both there. Bumblebee was hiding in the storage and Ratchet only discovered this after they had already left. Bee was also there in the visions of Earth and Ratchet wanted Orion to not have only him as company, so he went on with the plan anyways and just secured Bee in a bunch of seatbelts to be safe
Ratchet was also originally going to be a lot more off-putting, more cryptic like. But this plot was kinda confusing if they couldn’t even talk, and also I wanted Ratchet to be cute and silly, it’s kinda hard to do that when you’re in constant fear of visions of the future driving you insane. So now Orion is the cryptid lol
I also wanted to use the designs that were used once in the activity books for fun but I haven't been doing that lately so I forgot whoops
#Ratchet doesn’t know if he’s dooming a bunch of mechs by removing Optimus from the timeline all he mostly knows is that Optimus will die#Orion tells bee that he’s going on an long expedition soon on this cool ship for a long time#Bumblebee wants to come but Ratchet said no he’s too young so Bee hid in the storage without telling them#I feel like Optiratch would happen a lot sooner here tho#who’s the voice?#🤔#transformers#ratchet#transformers fanart#optimus prime#robot nature documentary au#robot death#transformers au#transformers g1
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Hunter: Fuck it. Let’s go back to Kamino and adopt that kid.
Wrecker, Tech, and Echo: Adopt—? Yeah okay, we’ve done weirder shit.
Crosshair: With all due respect, which is none at this point, what the fuck is wrong with you
#this has probably been done before but i’m currently rewatching the whole series#and WOW is s1 a trip#especially being fresh out of s3#hunter almost instantly adored omega and i love it (except for that eye roll in the cafeteria scene lol)#wrecker tech and echo were just along for the ride and grew kinda fond of her pretty quickly#and crosshair hated her guts#which is SO FUNNY since s3 has me convinced that if he’d just had 5 more minutes with her in that cell in ep1#he would have been ride or die for her so much sooner lol#the bad batch#tbb season 1#tbb incorrect quotes#clone force 99#tbb hunter#tbb wrecker#tbb tech#tbb echo#tbb crosshair#tbb omega
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star trek as a concept is completely sexless. it is utterly devoid of sex. not one drop of convincing sexual tension has ever graced the screen on any star trek show. the weird unintentionally homoerotic psychosexual mind game shit on the other hand,
#star trek#qcard#quodo#garashir#sisko and his dumb rogues gallery. collecting evil men like bugs#deyoun. or so i’ve heard.#intendant kira#<- she’s an exception her gay mind game shit was VERY intentionally written#nevertheless she had that shit on point#there’s probably more in shows i haven’t seen but the fact that i can confidently list 3 is saying something#ds9#tng#suggestive#i think it’s because Society#dictating what romance plots Should Look Like#so they all end up sucking ass#but the moment a relationship isn’t defined by the standard of ‘oh#they’re gonna get together or something’#we get the most insane shit#because they’re writing with pure chemistry in mind not Heterosexuality#this is why queerbaiting needs to come back (SLASH JAY)#bc now ALL couples are written with Couple Shit in mind. and it gets boring#‘if i’d known that sooner i would have appeared as a female’#‘i drop by quarks at random intervals throughout the day just to let him know i’m thinking about him’#‘when you die i’m going to buy your vacuum sealed corpse pieces and put it on a pedestal in my office’#garashir shoulder event#do you hear yourself right now#do you SEE yourself
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"You can have them when you pry 'em from my cold dead hands, even then good luck cause i would have glued 'em to my cold dead hands."
I know i posted like 5 seconds ago but i have more…
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Stay alive, for me.
#alexandria thornton#I know this is a character break and I'm sorry for that#This is just a really shitty time to be alive#if anything it's proven that liberalism is fully dead as an ideology#don't let them kill you#it's what they want to happen. they would sooner see us all die. why give them that?
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Wiggly!Richie

In these trying times (me recovering my voice while studying for midterms), I have decided it was the best time to bust out my watercolors and do this
#I've seen multiple people in my circle of friends#and also many posts and stories about how Richie would be some kind of vessel for Wiggly#so I thought “Why not do my own interpretation for it?”#So instead of using coloring materials that I am familiar with#why not make everything difficult-#my art#npmd#nerdy prudes must die#npmd fanart#nerdy prudes fanart#richie lipschitz#richard lipschitz#wiggly#wiggog y'wrath#wiggog y'rath#I'll probably digitalize this sooner or later#and maybe make the whole gang /j#but in my head Richie would be more of a blinky vessel tbh
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I can't stop thinking about Colin on his travels. Colin, alone, on a journey to 17 different cities, across several countries. Colin on his own.
Colin who writes letter after letter, to his family, to his friends, and barely gets a response back. How long before he understands that they didn't get lost in the mail? How long until he realizes that, just like when he was a boy, no one has the time for him? The space for him? How many letters unanswered before he lets it finally take root and fester in his mind?
He could have died on that tour.
Would they even notice? Would they see when the letters slow until they cease? Would they wonder why? His mum, surely (maybe, possibly, but she has enough on her hands, besides, and he's never been a concern, in need of her assistance, before), but anyone else? Anthony on his honeymoon, Eloise a stormcloud personified, Benedict taking on the familial responsibilities, Fran preparing for the marriage mart and in Bath, regardless. Daphne, his closest sister, a mum running her own estate.
Greg and Hyacinth who enjoy his stories, but are children.
Pen who ignores him. No explanation, no goodbye.
Colin who has no one in his corner. Colin who travels city to city, putting on personas. Will they like me? What about now? Colin who has hardly anything to read from the people he loves. Who do not think of him.
And yet he thinks of them. Brings them back gifts, writes his recollections for them until it hits him that, oh, they don't care. They don't care what he's doing, how he's doing. They didn't want to hear it before, when he was there with them, and they do not want to hear it now, either. Did they even open those envelopes? Did they see them come through the post, just as proof he's alive, and shrug off the contents? Did they look? Once, Colin sends an empty page. No one notices. Easier, then, to send just the outsides. People only ever care about the outsides. Pretty and prim in neat packages, uncaring of what lies beneath. Sea sick on the rocking boats, staring up at stars on the continent, Colin grows aware, but not bitter. Sad, but resigned.
He loves his family, he loves Pen, loves them to grace, loves them to it's okay. It was him, he determines. Too chatty, his letters too long, uninteresting, his passions dull or droll, or else, worse, he's displeased them in some way. Colin who takes refuge in stranger's arms and homes, who dreams and tries to sate his curiosity. Colin who pretends, because anyone, anyone but him would be received better, he's sure of it. Colin who must talk too much, surely, and with no one to listen. Colin who learns to hush.
Yes. Remarkable- as in, I have many remarks about it.
How many times did he go to excitedly write of what he did that week, and stopped himself, knowing it was a waste? How many times did he write and throw into the fire a letter asking Why don't you see me? Why don't you care?
If he didn't make it, how long would it take for anyone to notice? A month? Two? A year? Would they wave it off as his frivolity, denounce him as a flake and fume about the funds? Would they wonder where it was he had lost himself off at?
He cannot fall into that, so, he writes in his journal, instead. Of the ache of it, of how he longs for connection, for understanding, for someone to take him seriously. He keeps it with him, this log of his discontent, of his folly and felicity, of his pitfalls and pains.
If he didn't make it, would they realize all that's left of him is what he sent them, not even a body to bury? Did he look over the side of a bow of a boat and look at the churn of the ocean and think of how many bones it held? Did he tip his face to the sun? How many new scars did he earn? Who did he befriend?
Who did he become?
Somewhere along the line, Colin learned. He learned the real him wasn't wanted.
Somewhere along the line, somewhere between Patmos and Paris, Colin left Colin behind.
And, somewhere along the line, Colin laid face to face with loneliness in his bed, and it wrapped its arms around him.
#colin bridgerton#bridgerton#polin#say what you will- i understand why pen did it- but i still think ghosting your friend with no explanation#when he's off on a journey he could very well die on. . .not great#and what the fuck else was his family doing that they couldn't respond to his letters? they are aristocrats living in an off season#in the country- write a letter back to your son/brother who could perish in a land where no one knows him#idk i think about this a lot like colin was just. . .so uncared for and so unseen#he went off on travels to Europe in the early 1800s#anything could have killed him#and eloise last told him his letters slogged on and on and if he liked it so much he should have stayed#in an ideal world when colin said he apologized for what he said pen would ALSO apologize for not telling him sooner#i don't think she realizes just how lonely colin actually is#just how unseen he is#she thinks like so many others think that he's a popular man and oh so well regarded#that colin isn't real#colin isn't listened to- i wish more people would have empathy for him about that
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Spilling Tea Part 7 (final):
All the Robins (minus Jason, who left early) are sitting criss-cross applesauce on a plush carpet, summoned by Dick Grayson to play "truth or dare but without a dare and you can choose what to spill."
Dick: Tim, you're the only one left.
Duke: The best for last, as they say.
Steph: Yes Tim, please share us your most recent shenanigans.
Tim: Well, this wasn't recent per se. This actually happened while I was hunting for clues all around the world.
Steph: You already told us about the spleen thing.
Tim: Yes, but did I tell you about the piña coladas?
Steph: The what?
Tim: So me, Cass, and my team of assassins all walk into a bar.
Dick: Tim, you're not legally allowed to drink. Then, or now.
Tim, who is currently 19 years old: They didn't check our fake IDs, if that makes you feel better.
Dick: It really doesn't.
Tim: Anyway, we go to this bar. Live it up. Celebrate. I think it was a holiday. I order a piña colada. It tastes good, so I order another one. Next thing I know, I wake up in a dumpster in Argentina. Mind you, the bar was in Cuba.
Duke: Dude...how much did you drink?
Tim: I dunno. I stopped counting after six.
Dick: Six??
Steph: Why didn't Cass tell me this lore?!
Dick: Why did Cass let you drink? Wait, did she drink too??
Tim: No. She went back to our hotel early. That's not all that happened though. I wake up in a dumpster, with the access codes and schematics of France's in my pocket.
Dick:
Steph:
Duke:
Damian:
Dick: Timothy Jackson Drake-Wayne!
#Normal family bonding activities#Is it so wrong to imagine that Tim got blackout drunk at some point in the Red Robin comics and this is the result of that??#Dick: Why didn't you tell us this sooner??? Tim: It just never came up!!#Dick: I'm calling Bruce! Tim: (ʘᗩʘ’)#Tim is a supervillain in the making#And I mean that in the best way possible#dick grayson#tim drake#stephanie brown#duke thomas#damian wayne#batfamily#batfam#“Why was Cass there?” you may ask. Well. I am of the mind that it would have been so cool if she had come with Tim in looking for Bruce#See my vision: Cass getting involved with the League of Assassins and traveling with a group of killers while making sure they don't kill.#That alone would be worth it. But also she's doing this while making sure her stupid little brother doesn't die.#While also letting him have fun by using fake IDs to get into a bar to celebrate New Years.
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it doesnt need to be said but its genuinely so funny how at-the-hip charles and erik are in krakoa like they really had the green light- the OBLIGATION- to be as obnoxiously close to each other as possible and abused that right to the fullest extent
#xmen#xmen comic#krakoa#cherik#snap chats#until the divorce of course but until then its actually so funny#how you really couldnt go a page or two without one or the other and the other one was close behind#ice climber ass duo over here. the delightful children from down the lane kind of proximity what the fuck was their PROBLEM#i feel like if one of them was teleported the other would just materialize right next to them thats how close they were#fuuuck what was the issue where sabretooth and co are in like. Brain Prison or something#and victor imagines charles but everyones like 'wait its weird if its just him where's magneto'#ITS SO FUCKING FUNNY and i NEED to know what issue that was .... to add it to my collection ....#also killed me how in immoral x-men issue 1 charles was yappin bout erik bein gone#and- God Bless Who i forget i think it was hope- was just 'can you please shut up about your dead boyfriend im begging you'#moira stronger than me if i had to deal with thing 1 and thing 2 on a daily basis i woulda snapped sooner frankly#ig when you live ten times through The Most Bullshit ever youre numb to most things but still. my god theyre so obnoxious#sorry im cackling at the bit in HoX where charles is about to announce krakoa to the world and erik's putting his hand on his shoulder#and you justs see moira in the back like dawgggg right in front of her .... can you two get a room#GENUINELY no im GENUINELY surprised they dont share a bedroom#im not even talking sharing a bed im taking my shipper goggles off im actually baffled they dont sleep in the same building#obvi id be lyin if i said i didnt love it tho To Be Real .. genuinely love seein them work together as a team .. until they werent </3#in every timeline they WILL divorce each other that's just the rule. actual canon event it cannot be changed or stopped its integral#ok ramble over. but not really not in spirit cause ill never be over this ill die before i am#im gonna go eat now i think i think thats something i As A Human has to do at least once a day
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maybe unpopular opinion but I'm kinda loving Elias so far? like as a Person I would hate him but as a Character? kicking my feet and giggling everytime he makes a stupid joke or menaces someone. slayyyy old man. terrorizing your employees is so good for the Plot.
#mag 117#i don't want to like him he's just so funny#i think i reverse psychologied myself into liking him. i thought i could make him Die if i got attached.#going off my track record it'll probably work sooner rather than later tbh#my main takeaway from season 3 so far has been that 1) jon makes many questionable choices and 2) i would make the exact same choices#unfortunately i do not have what it would take to survive those conditions and that is okay#tma#elias bouchard#the magnus archives#the magnus archives liveblog#the magnus archives spoilers#tma spoilers#tma season three#tma liveblogging#tma liveblog first listen
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Just noticed during the trial when they stand Madeleine up, and she first looks back at Claudia, Claudia gives her a little nod... and yet she looks so downcast after and surprised when Madeleine declares her loyalty and love for Claudia... was Claudia nodding at her to say "it's okay", expecting not to be chosen? I am unwell
#interview with the vampire#iwtv amc#iwtv#claudeleine#i am just. hello??#someone pls share their thoughts on this with me#my brain is soupy today and i cannot fully articulate what i am getting at here. but.#i wonder if a part of claudia didn't want to be chosen if it meant madeleine would live. some small part of her. the one that#fled bc she was too tempted by madeleine's blood and who worried about lestat's blood being in madeleine too#but even if a part of her DID want for madeleine to survive... claudia wanted to be chosen more i think#and it's so beautiful and my brain is too bad to do what i wanna say justice but g o d i am Not Okay tbh!!!#claudia nodding in encouragement and acceptance only to learn that madeleine would sooner die with her than live without her
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I need people to understand that while yes, I technically do have other social media accounts that I can and likely will utilize if Tumblr truly does eventually shut down, I am not actually actively using any of them to nearly the same degree of how I use Tumblr, and I have no plans to do so and/or stop using Tumblr as my primary social media up until they actually finally pull the final plug on this goddamn website. I will stubbornly stay put here until I am physically evicted from the premises I can promise you that.
#but also i would sooner die than use instagram in its current state that shit makes me so angry#app designed solely just to piss me the fuck off#personal grumblings
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Doc, is Will back yet? I’m starting to miss that little guy. I have something to tell him. @askdrhanniballecter
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it's 2/2 so even though i wrote my insane palace fic last year i wanna post it here. imagine if akechi was dead and got stuck in the world's stupidest palace with akira kurusu. imagine if she watched lots of horror movies. imagine if they were both transgender. well guess what you don't have to imagine that.
may this horror grow mild and darkness light
#shuake#akeshu#gale writing#read my fanfiction. i think about it a lot.#do you like hearing people ramble about horror movies? do i have the fic for YOU.#also akechi is just transg to me. she just is. she can't be anything else. its just the Truth and i can /see/it bro.#bro.#she's so fucking tgirl i can't express this enough i would sooner explode and die.#please#please god imagine akechi and consider her being a trans girl. your life will improve. and by that i mean you will be crushed. but it wi
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am i on to something or is this some form of eldridch tiktok conspiracy brainrot
#dropout#TADC#tadc caine#sam reich#brennan lee mulligan#game changer#dropout tv#collegehumor#TADC X dropout when#brennan would die in the existential prison that is the circus#with the sam hands theory that’s been coming up lately too?????#this is probably too niche for anyone to get sorry#anyway sam hands conspiriacy real#LMAO THEYRE DOING THE SAME POSE#how did i not realize this sooner#the amazing digital circus#tadc pomni#pomni#caine#the amazing digital circus caine#abby doesnt shut up
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