#I wish I had a porch
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woke up to soft thunder and a light rain. the world is drenched and the sky is gray and all of the colors are more vivid by contrast and there are mourning doves in the trees.
#managed to get my dog out before the rain picked up too#the lightning is wild tho because you can’t see bolts it’s just a flash like your eyes are glitching#we’re supposed to get proper storms tonight#nothing like when NE and IA got tho…#was up late waiting for a friend to see her messages because she lives west of the Lincoln-Omaha area#I wish I had a porch#greatest hits#<- guess y’all liked this one huh?
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hey don't cry, 1 million doodles of kaede and kiibo from the hit visual novel danganronpa v3 killing harmony on my art blog ok?
#i made these a while ago im just spacing out my posts LOL#i think this is how they comfort each other. theyre so silly to me#the second one is bc he said in ch4 he wishes his lab had a porch with windchimes#danganronpa#kaede akamatsu#kiibo#danganronpa v3
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Disco Elysium & Language
Okay okay so a bit ago I (foolishly) decided to (poorly) translate all 200-something pages of A Sacred and Terrible Air, despite having zero experience with Estonian whatsoever (so, you know, take what I’m saying here with a huge grain of salt).
There’s a small thing that gets lost in the translation from Estonian to English, the object of my obsession: The Pale
Its original Estonian counterpart is ”halli” (which essentially functions as “the gray” [a part of a whole], as opposed to “hall”, which is just “gray” [a color]). Hall and Pale are both used to describe the color of skin due to No Blood. They have similar connotations & uses.
Easy-peasy. Let’s look at the Chapter 15 title “Hallitus”. Hey, that looks kinda familiar, I see a “halli” in there.
First we gotta backtrack. Hallitus is just a noun derived from the verb hallitama.
Hallitama is built from “hall” (”gray”) plus -tama (suffix for making a noun in to a verb, generally means “to make”). So, hallitama would (should?) literally mean “to make gray” or “graying”. BUT! It actually means “to mold”. Like an apple being coated in a gray fuzz, hallitama is “to mold / to go moldy”. Oooh!
So “hallitus” means “moldy”. But it also, sorta, means “grayed thing”/”pale’d thing”.
So, we have this word that’s used to describe all sorts of manner of withering, decaying, frail, or dead things.
I don’t know, it tickles the brain.
#not art#disco elysium#rambling#the pale#a sacred and terrible air#And fruit within the pale is described as being especially vulnerable to its affects they go moldy.#and joyce talks about like fungal spores floating around inside of porch collapse#i wonder what that line from joyce is like in the original estonian#it drives me crazy!!!#i wish this book series had been finished I want to know more about the pale#i'm rotating this in my brain over and over and over#i think the english localization was done really really well#pale was the best possible word they couldve chosen#anyway very very sidenote#nothing makes you hate the word 'on' like translating shit#that words means too many damn things
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Crossed by my milkweed patch on the way to the pie shop and grabbed a rotting stalk and quickly pulled it apart by hand. And then twisted into 2 ply cordage. Not the prettiest but I like it.
Credit to purples shoe. Also to taking the picture for me 💜
#milkweed#cordage#bast fiber#wish i had grabbed more#but i also literally have like 50 stalks on my porch#and its too cold to process them.mm#also was very high and its dark#we dont need to talk about where i put the rotting plant material in my mouth to smooth it.
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:) i found a friend on our trash can this morning
#ask to tag??#i had to move it or it'd've gotten squished#the neighbor probably thinks i'm insane bc he was sitting in his car as i talked to a slug in a baby voice for like 10 minutes#i was SOOO excited. i have a video of it in my hand too. i have never seen a slug this big irl#i wish i could have kept it. i hope it stays safe under the porch where i put it back#no where else was really safe for it... not enough cover or dogs can get there or too close to toxic pool water#*new creative post tag here*#leopard slug
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I was rewatching the s5 trailer and idk if anyone has talked about this already but is that Barbara Lazarro from s1 ep2 (City Council)????? I only rewatched that episode recently so I didn't notice when I first watched the trailer but if it is I'm excited lol!!!
Picture on the left is from the trailer and picture on the right is from her official wwdits wiki. Since Colin is running for comptroller next episode I think that's when when we'll see her!!!
#what we do in the shadows#wwdits#barbara lazarro#shes the lady that tells lazlo they have a raccoon problem so he kills a bunch of raccoons and leaves them in a pile on her porch😭😭#poor lady😭😭😭#he also hypsotises her so she doesnt remember the initial conversation lmaooo#i wish i had noticed this when the trailer first came out
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#tw: vent#you know sometimes I think I wasted my childhood away#I think about old memories sometimes and they're so clear it's like they were from a dream I had last night#I can remember how the sun felt I can remember that girls voice I can remember the smell of sandal wood#I can feel the crisping paint on the porch under my feet#and I really really wish I could go back#because I know I spent all that time acting older than I was and making myself a 'big girl' who could handle everything#but I can't#I really really can't and I wish I was twelve again being picked up by my parents after a long day out#and there is laughter in the other room and I sleep without an issue#because I know I say 'oh wherever the wind takes me!' and I tend to act nonchalant about It All but I'm worried man#I'm constantly worried#I don't know#I really don't know
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There's a cat that keeps chilling on our porch and everyone's convinced that I had something to do with it, love that my brand is well known 😌😌😌
#like I wish I had cat manifestation powers that worked on a moments notice#but we also have a birds nest on our porch and we all know cats love bird watching#random
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honestly, fuck capitalism
#i wish i had the ability to elaborate what bothers me exactly#there's a whole essay somewhere in my mind#but i just UGH#i hate it and i hate how it affects EVERYTHING#it's not just a shitty situation we live in#no it touches people's lives so deeply it's entangled with ideals and taste and the way we approach every day life and every day objects#I'm very annoyed today#i came back home and i sat on the porch and i wish i could do something about this#even something very very small
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OKAY the dnd session is finally over, im gonna play stardew valley by myself for 14 hours straight now. the session was fun btw lol, im glad i got to hang out w my bros nevertheless, i just wish theyd wanna play the games i like for a change. but yeah talking to people is objectively better than being alone so whatever ig at least im socializing with people and not just completely isolating myself
#still bummed nobody likes the games i do but oh well. i like playing video games by myself more anyways#hilarious how quickly my mood changes. the bpd moodswings are crazy#i still wish i had more irl friends :( especially afab irl friends#my male irl friends arent even irl anymore. we all moved so far away#two live in completely different cities than where we grew up#and one moved to a completely different state. hes in the motherland fr#i hope one day we can all live in a cul-de-sac in colorado and we can all sit on our porches and watch the snow and smoke weed#then we can go to each others houses and play video games together#and hopefully these dorks will finally get some girlfriends so i can befriend their girlfriends and have lady friends :(#i always scream at them that they need to start dating not so they can have fulfilling relationships but so i can have female friends lol#obviously so they can have fulfilling relationships too. BUT I WANT FRIENDS ahah
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listening to fleetwood mac i feel like a middle aged man sitting on his porch at dusk smoking a cigarette and looking out into the fields and the autumn forest further away
#shortext#i wish i had a porch... or just vegetation#if i go outside all i see is a house#like i sorta ? live in the outskirts oc the city so the hills and forests LOOK close but theyre not really... accessible per say
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i want to hit something with a fucking hammer
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I love slugs!!!!! they are a happy omen a herald of fair fortune a symbol of good luck and a blessing. my bf just found one by our back door and it took a lil trip on his adidas slide
#he was very small. we put him back outside#we used to have slugs all over my front porch as a kid#and sometimes my mom would accidentally leave the landline outside after talking to her friends#and would inadvertently bring a slug inside bc it would be hanging out on the phone#I just think they’re neat!!!#and wanted to proclaim my love#I wish I had taken a pic :(
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one of my friends cancelled plans today bc he accidentally doubled booked which is fine like I shouldve remembered he might be busy anyway so I suggested me n the other remaining friend do smth else but he just cancelled too and bc I've been in so much pain this week I've missed out on my usual thurs gym social and also hanging out w two other friends yesterday bc I was too sick to travel and had to get off the train and my roomie won't even look at me bc her social battery is low which is okay im used to that and I probably won't physically be able to go to the gym tomorrow either but man I'm so fucking lonely and still in pain I can't do this.
#had to put off making lunch to cry in my room bc if i have to be in the kitchen with someone pointedly ignoring me rn i will explode#its not her fault I respect it im not going to cross boundaries but i cant handle rejection at all when i need attention this badly. pls#its so shitty and alienating being stuck in this body that constantly fucking causes me discomfort and pain i can only handle so much#i cant be alone with myself right now i want to rip all my fucking skin off no i dont i just want a hug. well i wont be getting one.#i hate wanting attention it makes me feel so pathetic and stupid i wish i could never want anything from anyone ever again#and crawl under a porch somewhere to die like an old dog. whatever ill just ask her to text when shes done i need to eat#at least i have work tmr. wont be working with anyone else but I can work on the qc bench and be around ppl that way#and maybe i can sync lunch w my friend so thatd be nice even if its short drpends on his schedule anyway i dont wanna get my hopes up#might say fuck it and cycle to the gym anyway like whats a little more pain i can double up on painkillers beforehand#and i dont have to climb i can sit n chat inbetween friends climbing. its the gym i have a membership for anyway so dont have to pay extra#well lets just see hpw tomorrow goes. man#its only 2pm..... okay. food and then ill put a movie on while i sort out chores and i wont kill myself out of loneliness#.vent#.diaries
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A woman I work community events with, but who works in a different industry and office than me, lives in a half-million $$ historic Victorian home and drives a Porsche.
#I drive a used Chevy Spark#I’ve had to couch surf. I live with three grown adults to afford rent.#I don’t even want a porche#I just wish I could be comfortable#y’know… not have to worry about bills ‘n shit
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incredibly gorgeous day outside 78degrees not humid at all. just got back from a 45 min walk & now im eating watermelon
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