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I’m here to give you more puppy pictures since you said your night wasn’t going great ❤️



Feel free to ramble/vent if you like, or just enjoy puppy love from Anakin and hugs from me ❤️

First, have a quick redraw of that adorable adorable picture 🥺🥺🥺
Second absence haha Lofty you're the sweetest most kindest person! I should be trying to comfort YOU with what you're going through!
Third, it's so dumb what made me so incredibly emotional tonight, literally just getting ignored while trying to leave a loud room was enough to throw me off after realizing I have approximately 7 hours of homework tonight T-T I feel so silly for being so upset over stuff I did to myself
Plus body issues but I've never managed to make those go away
#nanswers!#Lofty the amazing human#Lofty seriously though if I can do anything for you right now please please let me know#You deserve the world#I wish I could just get stuff done#Instead I'm sitting here trying to bribe myself to work on my homework#Sorry for being so emotional about such minor stuff
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#tell me why it's easier to rant in the tags than the readmore#it feels like whispering rather than actually saying it#i continue to be stressed about just about everything and im trying to just. focus on fun art#i wish i could make my stuff look good Quicker#like i wanna do short quick fun comics#i have all these ideas but i don't want them to look bad#and by the time i get my sketch to look good im like. well i might as well do the fun lineart and finish it to make it look the best#bc the hard part is done#so i pretty much only ever do finished stuff#but then Every comic idea i have i put aside bc i don't have time or energy nowadays to do it properly#so i basically never do it??#agh. and even if i ended up doing shitty sketch comics i'll always think oh if you had just done this better then it would have#gotten more traction etc etc#sigh.#i just have so much stuff i wanna do and so little energy and time and it's so frustrating#(the answer to this problem is to just put time into working on anatomy but.)#anyways. i wanna do more oc stuff so ppl care about my ocs so maybe i'll just start being ok with shitty little oc comics
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Old Friendlocke dw au doodles ahaha
Abilities + Twisted designs below @saltydkart-reblogs
#I say “old” but these r from like... January oops#for dw fans who dont know who these two are the mud creature is “Pastey” and the olive is “Joe”#do NOT ask me about them i WILL be annoying abt them#but i like... completely forgot to post these here AADHUYSJAK#I DID make a 3d model of Joe in blender recently. It's pretty much done but i gotta make a render of it first before posting#those in the friendlocke discord server and my friends get to see it early tho ahaha hiii besties#dandys world is fun i like it i just wish the devs were less... gatekeepy? idk the word for it#like with fangames and stuff... like be more open abt the rules regarding that stuff pls#and also the anti cheat stuff bc as someone who lags a lot bc of shitty internet thats worrying#sorry for rambling chat ignore my ass pls#look at the silly art instead teehee#ignore how low quality these may look they're all compiled on one huge mspaint doodle page blegh#i DO have interaction ideas for joe and pastey with the other toons. maaaybe i could draw those out one day? eyes emoji?#saltydkdan#friendlocke#friendlocke violet#violet gijinka au#dandys world#cherris canvas#should this be tagged as dandys world au or friendlocke au?????? idk#also do i tag this as blood??? whats the normal protocol for tagging stuff in dandys world? cw ichor ooOOooOoOOoo#all /lh btw#cw blood#< whatever run it
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Can't believe I've been receiving Anon Hate over my OC that I ship with Snake... what is this, 2014? Hello? Haven't we all moved past the need to send anon hate overall?
#not art#text post#(i received yet another one which is why im posting this but its been going on for a while)#it's very silly cuz this is very obviously just one (1) person who - of their own admission - is jealous that i ship my OC with snake#the entirety of the simpsons community has been extremely warm and welcoming and i'm so thankful#even other snake shippers have been supportive or at least kind about it if they were non-sharing!#and then there's this One person.. like why...#you could just block me and move on why are you acting like this... are we children.. whats going on#i'm too old for this man i feel like im getting dragged in a toddler fight. you can keep hitting my shins but like. why would you want to#anyway dw i'm okay its not a few threats & wishing i die alone (lmao) that will get me down but also i'm. genuinely baffled#I'm just doodling my silly stuff in my corner man I haven't done anything to anybody hfhgb#thank god for literally everyone else in the community#i'm so thankful to people who support my art and my OC. seeing people genuinely like Ann fixes any hate i could get thrown my way#it's a good place here and this community is great :] Love all of you <33
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i have no mouth and i must scream speech but for about insomnia hate hate hate let me tell you how much i have come to hate being awake
#took half an expired tops brand unisom . wheeeee medicine that does nothing and then the next day you're groggy for twelve hours#but i have to do SOMEthing if i don't Try to make myself sleep that's Giving Up and if you Give Up . well#this is the second week in a row that ive failed to sleep on a night leading into the work week and i know most of the external reasons why#like. busy day tomorrow so anxious. haven't given myself a full weekend in a really long time so strung out.#had important stuff to do earlier that didn't happen so dwelling on that. woke up at 9am and wasn't out of bed until ten thirty so like#i got more than adequate sleep last night but this does not make me feel less worried about NOT sleeping TONIGHT#because again. every time i have a night of big insomnia im convinced that it's the beginning of an unending trend#that will make me wind up like my mother who is lucky she gets more than three hours of sleep every couple of weeks#and while she's done this her whole life qnd has adjusted to it (as much as a body can) i just know. based on how insomnia is for me#that i never could. it would be exactly as terrible every time i would never be able to be calm while it was happening#anyway everybody send me your best knockout gas#AND. it's SNOWING. fuck everything i hate it all#tomorrow im gonna be groggy as hell and have to drive to work and back and have to be With It bc we're doing activities and shit#and have to be like the model of library enthusiasm when i barely have that on a good day. and not actually physically groan#every time someone new wants a card because it means i have to interrupt what im doing dor the next fifteen minutes to say a spiel#i know i shouldn't hate that i should be glad we're getting engagement. and i am. i just wish i wasn't the one at the desk#and im not good at keeping that off of my face or being welcoming when i dont feel welcoming#i haven't gotten to do processing at my actual office desk in months. haven't gotten to be Off The Floor#which certainly hasn't helped my overall stress levels. i need to not be socially on so much it's slowly pulling me apart#and then i get home wnd im too tired to do anything and my house also falls apart around me#but if i DON'T have outings i also rot . there's no solution to this problem. not without quitting my job which ill never do#bc in today's market id never get anything half as good as this ever again. and as has been established. this relatively good job#is still not good enough for me not to be emotionally and mentally falling apart
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maybe link should consider that I filled my inventory with salted milky smoothies right before the fight and spent all that time leveling up the sword and energy gauges tho ...🥲
#when tri said give him the sword back i was like NO!!!! IM GOING TO SHOVE HIM OFF THIS CLIFF TRI DONT TRI ME!!#ILL TURN THIS FROM ECHOES OF WISDOM TO ECHOES OF WIDOW REAL FAST (ZELDA WILL BE A WIDOW)#i think post game should have a mode where u can refight the bosses and get them as echoes at least if ur not allowed to use swordfighter#in the last fight...like...give me SOMETHING here#eow spoilers#echoes of wisdom spoilers#echoes of wisdom#loz eow spoilers#loz eow#zelda#link#princess zelda#eow#loz#the legend of zelda#legend of zelda#fanart#ms paint#doodle#comics#truly the quickest lil doodle comic of my life but i know from complaining abt this on my main other ppl got miffed abt this too!!#that being said its still my fav game in recent years i ADORE THIS game dont take this as like serious hate lol#i get WHY they did this. i get it! but Still wasnt what /i personally/ wanted so i will gripe abt my Opinions#im queueing this to come out (1) week after i draw it so maybe everyone is done by now but if not . sry for the spoilers. i tagged every#possible blacklistable term i could think of </3#&yes I know why they did it thematically etc no one needs to Um Actually 🤓☝️ me this is my opinion 🧍🏻 pls just scroll if u disagree this is#silly hehe 10 min comic not. a serious real thing. u know??#I love link and I am glad we got to do stuff with him at the end I wish it would’ve just been more of the split room puzzles together and#we both got to fight also .
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i feel so silly (derogatory) barely doing a shitty doodle a day while others just .. make entire comics in the same time
not as in wishing them ill, i just , god, i wish that was me lol
#ganondoodles talks#i know do what you can and all#but i feel like i could do more#i want to do so much more#sometimes nothing works#often times its distraction#more often its demotivation or some sort of depression#sometimes i feel like i am moving in normal time but time accelarated#so i look up and its been 3 hours while i did work that should not take that long#and its not just that i want to get work done on those projects to get them further#but also bc i want to show people stuff! so badly!!#i swear i wish i could draw everyone a picture#animate the stuff i mean#i want to do stuff for people..........#:((((((
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BOY I LOVE YOU SOOOOSOSOOO SO FUCKING MUCH<33333333333333

#i'm glued to him#he's getting kissed so fucking stupid#like so stupid#he'll be babbling like a baby after i'm done with him#WAHHHHHHHHH HE MEANS SO MUCH TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#i'm so bad with words when it comes to stuff like this though it's ridiculous😭😭😭😭😭#i can't really put it into words i guess#my love for him#even when i'm not talking about him#he's on my mind#ALWAYS!!!!!!!!#he has a very very special place in my heart i will never let him go i fear#i wish i could hold him i wish i could show him how much he means to me#wish i could show him how loved he is#would you believe me if i said i just teared up . let's ignore that#anyway#happy birthday satoru<3333333333333#i don't have anything special for you i'm the worst boygirlfriend ever i'm sorry#i really wanted to finish the prince!gojo thing today actually but i forgot i have a family thing so hhhhhhhhhhh#if it goes well and of it goes by fast then maybe i can still do it!!!!!!!!!!#anyway 2x#i love you i love you i love you#<333333333333333333333#mayor of loserville
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i wish i could organize a timkon giftswap or week or whatever event, but like only for people who actually care about kon as a character, without coming off as a gatekeeping asshole or something lmao
#rimi talks#i really love doing collaborative event stuff. however the horrors#timkon giftswap but in the signup form i put ''whats your favorite issue of superboy (1994)? how about robin (1993)?''#<- see that would get me branded a gatekeeper and asshole. but also hear me out............#you see........ the timkon tag is a fucking nightmare................#timkon giftswap but in the signup form i go ''lex luthor bernard dowd and jason todd are banned from this event btw''#i can't. i'm not strong enough. ksdjhfjkdhskj#but i WISH i could bc i do love events and collabs!!!! im just. SO tired of everything timkon being so shitty and ooc#bc like. the people who don't read comics latched onto timkon as The Tim Yaoi Ship™#instead of . like. reading comics and understanding why people like tim and kon's relationship to begin with#augh....... alas. i shall never run a timkon event. it simply cannot be done. but i can yearn silently in my heart
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just read the new mutants issue where Charles chose to stay behind in space and my god the juxtaposition between Charles trusting Erik and Erik joining the hellfire club and wondering at his own trust worthiness. I wonder how much of Charles decision was him ultimately trying to avoid the fact that his first class had seemingly betrayed mutant kind and not be willing to face them and how much of it was Dani and Illyana's reaction to him having Karma mind control Illyana. the fact that Illyana was depending on him to ease her mind through limbo and in choosing to stay he forced karma to do it instead, probably fucking up their relationship in the process.
I love him, this is crazy, how much of this is him trying to runaway and how much is this him not trusting himself to fix things and how much is it just him trusting Erik?
i keep trying to put into words my exact thoughts about the sitch but there really is a lot for one issue aintit... oh charles you and your brain...
#snap chats#thats why we have tag rambles AHAHA#ok so to tackle things one at a time charles ultimately deciding to stay in space despite his expressed want to return to earth#obviously it was when lilandra pointed out if her sister took charge of the shi'ar then the universe- earth included- would be in peril#charles notes his position as a losing one: whichever choice he makes he loses#he goes to earth then the universe could be at stake/he stays in space he loses his kids#of course charles COULD just put his faith in the starjammers but is that a risk he wants to take ? evidently not#charles' reoccurring flaw is he's willing to sacrifice personal relationships for the greater perceived good#even lilandra acknowledges this- that charles' homesickness for earth was an inevitability just as she is indebted to protecting the stars#so now his ruptured relationship with illyana and co- esp right after comforting a split illyana last issue#we've seen charles act more coldly/rashly when he's about to lose people (i think of his first death with the og5 mostly)#i mean it's a key part to charles' chara that he doesn't favor mind controlling others and im sure he has the same regard for his students#he's aware of the damage it can do and in this instance- for one reason or another- he orders it to be done regardless#im sure he does this as a form of defense: if his kids are upset with him they won't feel too bad about losing him and it'll be less painfu#obviously we still see sam wish charles farewell and wish for him to come back soon but yk.. worthy attempt..#and it's not as if charles wants them to hate him ENTIRELY.. he's still touched by sam's goodbye no.... fickle man he is..#i dont think charles is totally afraid to confront the og5- its what made him want to return to earth with the nms initially#tho again.. could his decision to stay in the stars be influenced by that? that maybe he ISNT prepared to confront them like he thought?#who's to say... not me i dont got that psych degree yet..#erik being charles' trusted confidant definitely made his decision easier on top of that: i mean is he needed if he has a substitute#i think charles DOES wholly trust erik: charles really doesnt approach his x-men half heartedly. from his pov ofc#if he didn't genuinely believe in erik's potential he wouldn't have picked him; hes a comforting thought when charles decides to depart#'although i'm gone erik understands me and my goals enough to continue my work as good as i would have so i have nothing to worry about'#which. yk. makes the whole White King thing kinda awkward VJAELVJEAKL charles you fool#i have no idea how this saga ends though... tbh im only on ish 45 of NM i just read 50 and 51 to get context for this ask#so i can only wait and see how this saga turns out... once i finish reading house of m/secret invasion stuff jvLKEJKA#idk im tired and rambling dont pay attention to me.. ramblin bout charles' brain is a good day for me regardless if i make sense jVLAJ
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#sorry i could NOT get this out of my head when i read this ask. this is the funniest thing i have ever seen#just witnessed everybody saying that starstruck was sooo cute and soo precious in her big pink bow with her stupid little round cheeks#and ran begging into my inbox like PLEASE beat her the FUCK UP. okay!! absolutely!! as you wish it etc#i would never have actually done something this self indulgent without the prompt tbh but#joke's on you because the only characters i like throwing in the blender more than my faves are my sonas :)#you'll notice i only screenshotted it & this is not an answer to the actual ask. don't worry! it'll arrive some day#(this is jokeish in tone but i am genuinely delighted by this ask! never thought anyone would enjoy seeing stuff like that with my oc)#(always feel free to send me starstruck requests tbh!! even angst lmao. maybe i should throw her at galacta knight and see what happens)#(i think he'd just eat her whole in two bites like a strawberry cupcake ngl)
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never made like an organized post about it but! i do have an inprnt shop now!!
i've only added a few that people have either asked for or that i thought were Good Enough to make the initial cut. but im always happy to add more if there's like, desire for any in particular!
thats basically it! some other additional info about a couple of the pieces on there below cut that isn't. super important. hope you enjoy :3
the little miro stars were the first thing i made and the Whole Reason i made the shop initially (so i could buy them. lol) BUT there is some like. warnings re:them
a. the one i bought was the alone guy and it is. big. shes large. picture will be attached below (theyre more saturated irl). hence why i made the smaller versions in one sticker! because u can't choose sizes for stickers! the only annoying part of that is...
b. theyre not like. precut. i tried to upload the transparent version so that hopefully it Would Be but. is not. so if you do get those you do have to manually cut them out.,.. as u can probably tell by my hack job LOLL
#scheduled post if i did not fuck that up!!#i wish i could upload some of the graphic editing type stuff ive done but im Worried abt my shit getting shut down bc theyre mostly getty..#so. whatever. we move#obviously no pressure to buy anything.... she costs me nothing to have up.... just thought itd be cute + fun#yap yap yapping
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I don't know that I've seen a quarterback exerting that kind of pressure on the organization....Joe Burrow has been incredibly consistent and vocal about wanting to keep Tee Higgins around...
Burrow's contract has already forced Cincinnati to start doing some things that they don't normally do. He has already broken rules that the Bengals have typically had in terms of how they handle their contracts. Like his deal is the type of deal that they don't sign previously. So they've already made exceptions...started to modernize...started to act the way the rest of the NFL does, because Burrow is so special...so if he was able to make them do that for his own contract, is he able to make them do that to keep Tee Higgins in the building? To go in a different direction than they would normally do?
#really liked this segment from check the mic#i typically like these guys. they discuss things in a very objective data driven non-hysterical way#which is refreshing for national media lol#i don't agree with everything they say on a bengals level just because again they're national so they aren't going to be#the most up to date on all 32 teams#like for instance as a follow up to this. steve says that they can't pay everyone. but all the local people have done the math. they can!#but regardless. i really like this because a. pointing out again how unique it is for joe to be doing this much public advocating#again. wish he didn't have to!! but love that he is! he's always gonna stand on business for his guys!!#and b. i like that sam points out like hey. the bengals HAVE shown they can do a modern contract!!#with like guaranteed money in the future and void years and all that fancy stuff!#of course they have ONLY done it with joe. and i'm sure very very begrudgingly (as evidenced by how fucking long it took them lol)#but. hey! it /could/ be a sign they're willing to do this for other players#like ja'marr i'm sure wanted an equivalent modern structure (more guaranteed money in future years and such!)#and that's part of the reason he didn't sign last year even when the amounts were fine. he wanted to get the same treatment as joe#(deservedly so!)#and because the bengals refused to budge on that they didn't get the deal done. the year before he breaks all these records#and gets the triple crown. making the price go WAY up#so you'd think they have to regret that right? had to have learned from it?? (you'd THINK)#so perhaps they can compare risk and find that actually you SHOULD do these modern contracts. and do them early!#and it actually pays off in the end!#anyway. all this to say. i like that so much of the media has taken note of joe's actions here#and god god god i hope it all pays off#joe burrow#cincinnati bengals
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#bunny rambles#i was “cleared” to go back to work yesterday but she told me i could use the rest of the time also if i wanted/needed#and im using it. but the little corporateanxietybot who lives in my head and tries to make me be a Good Worker[tm] is SCREAMING HER HEAD OFF#cause she thinks my boss/Dad is gonna scream at and hit her for being Lazy#this is a trauma post also um. didnt expect to name her rn but she's screaming and i cant scream back cause she sounds like alarms and those#scare crustywhitedog so i have to calm that one so i don't meltdown#my wife submitted the RTW date for me so like. its okay im actually taking the time and ik this is necessary also bc. it is clearly unwell#that its freaking out because it's gotten a more than a 2 day break for the first time in a year#ik corporateanxietybot has protected me in some ways but. i gotta kill her so bad. maybe H can help me reformat her somehow .....#i also hate her is the thing. she cant hear me rn bc she's just looping in circles alarming but anyway. i hate her. like Me. she's so#capitalismcorebootlicker and i hate that about her and i hate that she exists and i hate that she exists bc my dad raised me to be an#Employee instead of a person 🙃🙃🙃🙃#im not elaborating or explaining any of this. this is a diary entry now#i wish i could click her to kill her like the drones in hardcoded lmao it'd be so much easier. ik she like. lives in the work mode mask as#well which is also HARD bc if im not actively thinking Of work or At work she's nonexistent#but shes so LOUD 🙃🙃 like shut up. we're not gonna explode n die from taking an extra week off you're being dramatic our boss isnt Dad#like he LITERALLY isn't Dad. not even close. he's like the most docile man in the world come on ik they're around the same age and both hve#held authority over u but boss checking in wasnt a trap ur not ab to get caught doing wrong ur fiiiiIIIIIIINE#(also corporateanxietybot is not an adult. she's 15 and terrified but she integrated to my work mask which is the problem cause she makes me#a “phenomenal employee” and also makes me work myself sick when she is given the reigns. little devil on my shoulder except the capitalist#system we live under treats her as a positive thing so she gets positive reinforcement at work which only makes her more anxious 😭 i gotta#talk to H about this next Friday huh. also wow. parts work has made it a lot easier for me to acknowledge these behaviors so i can confront#them easier. weird. strange even. so many parts have gotten names this past month n im realizing also why its been so hard to process stuff#but it also has made me kinder to myself. anyway she turned off (her batteries are low since she's been home for a month too) so im gonna#clean myself up and get some food in me and then get some cleaning done
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Love being an arcane warrior in dao i love swinging a giant maul around and being in armour but also casting walking nightmare and horror on my enemies i think swords are cooler but the affect of a maul is funnier than big sword in my opinion. I have like 3 affects (at the minimum) going on at all times and then i do an aoe chug some lyrium just in case and bludgen some guy to death. What.
#dao#dragon age origins#dao surana#dragon age#i havent drawn athima in a while bc im busy w zine stuff but. you bet when im done (hopefully this week) im drawing them sm#idk theyre a silly guy#also my quest dlcs arent working? and when i look shit up it doesnt make sense#im not a tech savvy person is the issue here#anyway- athima my beloved#just met goldanna which was a bust#and im hoping i dont accidentally harden alistair idk how id do it accidentally but.#i wouldnt be surprised if i did#kimda sad you dont get to explain to goldanna that alistair did not in fact live in the royal palace#and that currently all he has is the ppl w him and the clothes on his back#since the arl is still fucked up rn#idk she assumes a lot about him and i wish you could explain stuff to her#cuz its like. i get her perspective she lives a shit life with what 5 kids?#like yeah if i thought my brother was better off than me then id want some help#however she just. assumes hes lived the worlds lushest life#when that isnt the case?#and ik its like. a part of the wholw him standing up for himself thing i think?#idk i read some stuff bc i like to know what im getting into but still be a bit surprised#so. idk man#athima is goin through it too get these guys some therapy#anyway im done rambling in my tags now
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she's beauty she's grace she's Miss Eevee Cosplay 3.0


#personal#pls don't ask me why i'm up at 2am i don't wanna talk about it#anyway i think she's mostly done maybe#i did some more work on the bangs on the wig after i took these pictures so they look better#and i might try to find some flowery earrings when i go to the store for some other stuff tomorrow#but all the major things are done. i think.#honestly i'm all over the place rn so i could be forgetting something#i keep bouncing back and forth between the one million things i have to do (con and not con-related)#anyway i usually try to do a different cosplay every day of con but idk i think i'll just wear flower eevee both saturday and sunday#bc i've put so much work into it and tbh i don't think i can handle trying to get another cosplay ready rn#the only exception would be maybe doing eevee 1.0 or 2.0 bc have everything except the wigs for those ready bc of eevee 3.0#totoro is friday bc my friends and i are doing a ghibli group!!#i wish i had a different ghibli cosplay just bc i've done totoro so much but i do love totoro and she's easy and comfy so that'll be nice#sorry shutting up now i need to go to bed i have WORK TOMORROW#cries#i should start taking off the whole week of convention lol#(no i shouldn't i should just get back in the habit of getting my cosplays done early and not con crunching -.-)
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