#I wasn’t harming anyone???
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i don’t talk about bridgerton on here but just to clarify. i will not be having ANY eloise hate on this account. i will bite.
#eloise bridgerton they could never make me hate you!!#addressing the normal talking points one by one to get them sorted:#- no i don’t care that eloise called pen some names after the discovery. she was devastated and furious.#she can apologise in the future but in the moment of course she said it#- yes pen did write about eloise as a way to save her but that doesn’t mean it hasn’t possibly ruined eloise’s life#- similarly: eloise isn’t (just) angry that she was written about. daphne also went through whistledown and it very much terrified her#so have many other women including marina#- eloise is betrayed because she told pen everything and is realising pen told her nothing#(and she’s probably thinking about any secrets she might have said to her best friend that could now be used against the ton and her family)#- as claudio said: being regency gossip girl isnt a moral girlboss thing its deeply harmful tbh#- pen did have reasons to become whistledown! that doesn’t mean that she’s innocent or right!#- eloise isnt now friends with cressida to spite pen lmao she’s alone and scared and cressida was the last person who offered her friendship#she has no idea how to manage society by herself#(and she needs someone to improve the reputation of her and her family)#- im also convinced she has other ulterior motives for befriending cressida. like she’s keeping an eye on her or smth#- eloise didn’t just ignore anything pen said and that’s why she only just figured it out. pen deliberately didn’t speak like lw to hide it#the moment she did eloise was like huh that’s weird she doesn’t normally talk like that. and THATS when she figured it out#- eloise just found out her best friend has betrayed her and been hiding this massive secret#but she hasn’t told anyone. not even her own family. im not hearing out any accusations of HER of being disloyal#- also pen clearly wasn’t that upset at writing about eloise bc the moment eloise and colin upset her she went straight back to it lmao#side note but no i don’t think the queen is going to name her the ‘emerald’ or anything because she’s suddenly in the spotlight#eloise is tbh the only debutante she actually consistently recognised (for good or bad)#a new dress is not going to be interesting for charlotte to change her whole tradition#tl;dr i love eloise and i will die on this hill#eloise bridgerton#bridgerton
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Genuinely though I can’t stand when people try and make javi a villain
#⸻ ❛ 𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐨𝐦 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐢��𝐠 𝐧𝐨𝐰 » ooc.#// guy had his own stuff to deal with too and he got lost on the path of life for a bit there.#// I’d like to think he surpressed and buried things so bad that he was numb for a while and just seemed indifferent#// but having someone from his past ( Kate ) be upfront with him and remind him who he really is is just !!!! something I’m emo of#// there’s a lot of things in my head but javi wasn’t a villain. he just had a lot going on himself#// he knows he was wrong in several instances but he never actually meant harm on anyone or anything. he just. got lost in it all.#// guy lost his real self for a good while there sorry. is this making sense or am i just talking bullshit that only makes sense in my head
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there r fics that make u insane (so amazingly good it’s removed ur sanity) and then there’s fics that make u insane (you need to fistfight the author for how they did a specific thing that caused u to rant for hours)
#i know i just posted that other thing but ffs that is NOT how u handle someone in that situation everyone involved made everything 10x worse#yet it’s being treated like the right thing to do (which again ofc they’re cops they don’t understand harm reduction but still) like#seriously everything’s so forceful like u seriously think forcing ur friend to talk to u or forcing a patient to talk to a therapist under#the threat of being admitted to a psychiatric hospital is gonna make her feel comfortable talking to u? or anyone? she’s just gonna trust u#less and get better at hiding it and speaking of which the taking away all sharp objects thing makes sense in theory but like think abt it#for a minute she confirmed she isn’t suicidal and this is her only way of coping so do not just forcibly take away all her coping mechanism#like yes she is hurting herself but it’s a COPING MECHANISM. she’s coping with something. help her with that don’t just take away her penci#sharpers or whatever (which btw since she’s an adult she could easily buy more stuff and yk learn to hide it better) which again has to be#voluntary it isn’t gonna work if u force someone to do smthn they don’t want to like as ur friend u could’ve made it clear u care abt her#and wouldn’t judge her for anything and r here if she wants to talk don’t just say “you have to talk to me” and casually threaten#hospitalisation when she isn’t ready in the moment like seriously if this wasn’t a badly written fanfic she would completely stop trusting#bcz given that this wasn’t even done out of panic i would like ffs u are NOT doing any of this right#oops sorry ranted abt the bad fic in my tags-#it’s not where the author’ll see it and know it’s about them i don’t feel bad abt it#this was my first time even looking at stuff for this fandom so#cw self harm in tags#idk if i need to tag anything else for that 😭#fanfic#ao3#ryan shut the fuck up
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Lord of the Lost’s first feature in Sonic Seducer’s October 2009 issue featuring an interview with Chris by Jasmin Froghy.
Photo by Gili Shani
Thanks to my dear friend Krissi for the translation help.
English edit by Me :]
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#lord of the lost#chris harms#interviews#I wasn’t sure if I’d seen this one translated yet but either way I always like an editing project for myself#I’ve been going thru a lot of old interviews including ones from sites that aren’t around anymore idk if people are interested in those#I am even when they’re not illuminating about any new info just interesting captures in time lol#let me know if anyone would like me to share them :]
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excerpt from “Briar Rose” in The Complete First Edition: The Original Folk & Fairy Tales of the Brothers Grimm, translated and edited by Jack Zipes
#I didn’t know that ‘she will fall into a deep sleep for one hundred years’ was in the old (1812) version of the story#as opposed to eventually be woken up by true love’s kiss#there’s a strong sense of fate and destiny in the Disney movie version#if ‘I walked with you once upon a dream’ is true#and then with the conflict that the prince falls in love with a woman he meets in the woods even though he’s been promised to someone#but then it turns out she’s the woman he was promised to so really there’s no conflict#there's still a portrayal of fate in this version where the prince simply walks in with no barriers where it was previously impossible#simply because it’s been one hundred years and it’s time for the princess to wake up with a kiss#also interesting that there would be a hedge of thorns that imprisons the kingdom and kills anyone who tries to enter#but also protects the sleeping people- who really couldn’t be woken up before 100 years had passed anyway#when that wasn’t stated in the curse#perhaps when changing the curse from killing the princess to merely making her and everyone else sleep for 100 years#the 12th fairy couldn’t completely remove there being a dangerous element of the curse#but also it is protective- someone could have tried to harm or rob the sleeping people- and is clearly inspired by the princess’ name#fairy tales#sleeping beauty#my posts#book excerpts
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I hate how that purple bitch can cheat and be abusive towards his wife and suffer no consequences for his actions, even worse being welcomed back by his group and fans as if nothing happened and being rewarded with an anime movie while Luz has to serve time in jail for like 5 years for getting high in an alley like sure oks makes sense
#utaite#‘drugs are illegal tho’ so is abusing your wife but I think it doesn’t count bc she’s a woman#also yeh drugs bad or whatever but he wasn’t harming anyone???#and the sutupori fans welcoming him too like y’all make me sick I hope they disban forever and he trips and breaks his arm
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Supposed to have a family gathering tomorrow and my dad’s coming to pick me up tonight . Tell me u have a history of scaring the shit out of your parents with your depression without telling me you have a history of scaring the shit out of your parents with your depression
#max says things#tori says things#ask to tag#not going to lie. probably a good call. feeling. pretty bad right now#I should clarify: I am not in any danger of harming myself or anyone else#and even if I wasn’t getting picked up tonight I wouldn’t be#but for everyone’s peace of mind this is probably a good call
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Oka I just wanna try something
2 Truths and a Lie
#poll#two truths and a lie#two truths one lie#two truths#one lie#I wanna see if anyone can get it#fun fact: these all happened…just one wasn’t me#just curious if everyone can guess it#choking#cutting self#tw cutting#bodily harm#just a few warnings just in case
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“This is all YOUR FAULT! Clare hates me because of you. You ruined my life.”
#degrassiedit#eli goldsworthy#my edit#my edits#my screencaps#degrassi#degrassi the next generation#I can’t stand Eclare and do not like or agree with how he treated her in this episode or multiple other episodes but his storyline#*outside of that context is very compelling and even relatable to me in some ways#like I would never shoot a picture or crash a car to manipulate someone or half the shit Eli did but I can relate to the overall#*intense emotions and fear of losing someone#and honestly I probably would crash a car not to manipulate anyone but cause I wanna fucking die so like the self harm/suicidal tendencies#*are relatable to me; all in all Eli had a lot of compelling storylines it’s just the Eclare drama ruined his character and overshadowed#*literally anything positive about him even if the positive things were just his compelling storylines and nothing great Eli himself did#Cause sadly he did a lot more harm than good towards the people he claimed to care for even if it wasn’t always intentional#but anyway I think Drop The World is one of my favorite Eli storylines even though again I sympathize way more with Clare
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Something that keeps nagging at me is, why did Jon continue to take statements?
I’m not talking about season four. In episode 120 it is revealed that Jon gets dreams of the statements, and in episode 114, Daisy asks about his shirt, meaning the dreams weren’t just happening during the coma. (Also 120 states that he’s had these dreams before)
And look, I know Jon loves trying to deny things, he spent the entirety of season 1 doing just that, but he’s not stupid; no one would think “hm, I’ve been getting dreams of the live statements, where I watch them live through their trauma again and I’m turning into something not quite human, probably just a coincidence. Nothing to worry about.” So why does he continue to take live statements?
Because even if Jon doesn’t know that the other person shares the dream, why would he want to keep dreaming them? Because he enjoys it. He’s not suddenly more “monstrous” in season 4, taking strangers statements, it wasn’t like he suddenly started making these selfish decisions, he already was.
I’ve seen a lot of people say that Jon doesn’t become an avatar until season 4, but, to me, he already was one, his choice in episode 121 is more about becoming the Archivist not an avatar of the Eye. Because in season 3 he can already compel people, he can already Know things, and he is already enjoying people’s fear. He plainly tells Gerry that he likes compelling people.
So, I think, Jon enjoys taking peoples statements, and he enjoys watching their dreams, because he doesn’t have a choice. Jon admits that he thinks he’s losing himself to the Eye:
“ARCHIVIST
Avatars! But they end up getting these abilities, and they lose a lot of their self. Sometimes all of it.
GEORGIE
And you think… that’s what’s happening to you?
ARCHIVIST
Yes. Yes. The Institute serves one of these beings.”
The Eye took a part of him, and now he has to enjoy others’ suffering, he still feels immense guilt for his actions, but as Helen said “When has your guilt, or your sadness, or your hand-wringing ever actually stopped you from doing what it wants?”
#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#my post#I don’t think this makes Jon a worse person or anything#because as much as I love him he makes bad harmful selfish decisions sometimes#but I also can’t really blame him because I don’t think anyone else could do better certainly not anyone in the show#and I don’t think he should be condemned for having moments of weakness#yes it causes harm and that should be acknowledged but so should the circumstances that led him to it#he likes to compel people because it’s something he can control and makes him feel less powerless#if Jon wasn’t in literally the worst situation in the show I don’t think he’d ever choose to do anything purposely harmful#but as it is he caves to desires he wished he didn’t have even if it means he’s causing harm to others#the only reason season 4 is so much worse is that he can’t feign ignorance about taking statements#in previous seasons it was people specifically coming to make a statement or Avatars that wished him harm#the only exceptions were Georgie and Gerry but he asked them both before taking their statements#but season 4 he is actively hunting people and forcefully taking their statements#I also think after Naomii Herne if he had tried to leave the statement giver alone Elias would have just made him stay#telling him not to leave them alone with institute property or something
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i love exercising my human right to look and smell like shit in public. these pajama pants? yeah that’s a period blood stain. my breath? well if you’re close enough to smell my breath through my mask then you’re too close to me man. every surface on my body teeming with grease? so what babey i live in the us of a 🦅
#look i’ll try my best to be presentable in public but sometimes i need something from the store and the only way i’ll have enough spoons to#get there is if i wear this reagan era house dress with pit stains idk what to tell you.#and you know what also! even if i didn’t really neeed to go to the store or theoretically i maybe could’ve mustered the spoons to look press#ntable…. as long as i’m not harming anyone then fuck yeah i might as well go looking like shit! i have enough privilege to look like shit in#public and not have the cops called on me so you know what i’m going to fucking do it.#anyways this post brought to you by: i survived my final exam bitches 😎 it wasn’t pretty but it’s done
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accidentally posted a nuanced opinion on reddit, 4 dead 237 downvoted
#personal#forgot i wasn’t on tumblr so the metric for ‘is this ok’ wasn’t ’harm/no harm’ lmao#anyway if two sisters and their husbands all want to fuck each other consensually without involving anyone else#i think that’s their business and i wish them happiness
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idk how to start this so this post is ab individual action, trying to motivate positive change in the world, etc etc
a lot of growing up in the US for me makes things feel more scary than they are. like it’s actually not that difficult to go out of your way to get a bottle of water or iced cup of water from some random drive through if you think you should do it. either fast food conglomerate or local actually, it’ll usually be cheaper than 5 dollars to get drinkable water. i try to have 5-10 dollars i can justify spending on water, and asking for change, because sometimes when i’m out driving i need to go grab water.
i do not do this for me as much as i try to do it specifically when i see someone who’s most likely homeless on a street corner. i’m sure one day i might do this and they might not be there when i come back, but what have i lost really? a bit of time and a bit of money that would’ve meant more to them, that i can hold onto until i see them next.
the pressure that a lot of people feel when they think “what can i do” comes from this grand narrative that the average citizen can singlehandedly fix the housing crisis. rich people? maybe. nonprofits? not in a day, not all one person still. what can i do is a question i ask a lot. what can i do, not just because it feels bad to move along like nothings wrong with the world, but what can i do that will do anything. what can i do that makes even the smallest change.
i feel like it took me too long to figure out a personal method to what i consider individual action. it’s taking time to get to my own financial stability to be able to do more. but for now it’s as simple as water and cash. not water and food, but water and cash.
individual action means a lot in small steps, go get a bottle of water bare minimum and the price of a meal if you can and then just give it to them. if it wasn’t such a miserably hot place where i live i would keep a pack of water in my car, which i still want to do for the sake of having immediate access to water to give someone who might need it- hot or cold sometimes won’t matter. but when it’s hot out, get cold water, if it’s cold out, a warm tea will hydrate more than coffee will as long as it’s not super caffeinated.
#very genuinely i’ve always felt paralyzed by the idea i cannot doing anything to help and on the grand scale i kind of can’t#i can’t give someone a house to stay in where i could take care of the space enough to get someone back on their own feet#but i can give someone water and some money for whatever they need#one day i’ll be able to do more but for now. water bottles and cash.#what i want to say here is everyone knows bare necessities and everyone knows ways to get them#i also have an opinion that you should sit with and hold the harsh feeling of seeing the world fall apart and help people survive anyway#idfk man#i’ve met some extremely fucking jaded people in my time at college who seem to have no way to piece together that they can do SOMETHING#one of my classmates once complained about feeling bad about not doing anything for a guy on a corner and i recognized who#because i’d seen him too and done nothing at least 5 times before one day on the way home i gave him all the cash i had on me#she’d said she’d do more if she wasn’t so scared and anxious of being hurt. i don’t see how he could even look harmful or dangerous#he blessed me and offered a hug and asked me to have a good day and said thank you and i still can’t see why she was scared of him#at the same time i hadn’t done anything until i saw myself in someone else and thought it looked nasty. looked uncaring.#i saw him again today and gave him a water bottle and all the cash i had on me. i told him the weather seemed hot#he agreed with me and he took the bottle of water#i think i interrupted him opening it to hand him the rest#he got up and he blessed me again#offered a hug and more thank you’s and it’s so simple but i felt us both human in that moment. talking about the weather in a brief exchange#wishing each other well as we go different ways#he wouldn’t stop thanking me and wishing me well#i told him it was the smallest thing i think anyone could do and i still walked away hollow wishing to have done more somehow#to suddenly own an apartment complex nearby for him and anyone he knew that needed it too#not a rigid shelter but a place to make home#blah blah blah talking too much about a deed done because i get emotional about humanity#tauto talks
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vaguely related to the topic at hand but i fucking Hate the whole “this is how you age when you’re unproblematic” thing can we stop equating visual appearance/attractiveness with morality already
#also the whole ‘if you’re beautiful inside you’ll be beautiful outside thing shut the fuck up. you’re just enabling bigotry towards people#who don’t fit eurocentric beauty standards#the whole ugly = evil and pretty = good thing is so juvenile but also enables so much bigotry#like it just reinforces the status quo#and that isn’t even taking into account the harm it’ll cause to people who aren’t conventionally attractive#you can say Oh you’re a good person so you’re beautiful#Not like this person who looks like you who is UGLY because they’re BAD#but that’s not convincing anyone who feels ugly it just isn’t#like i have felt ugly for a lot of my life because i have acne and a nose that isn’t a perfect little button#and that stuff is relatively minor#but even i felt like i was somehow a bad person because i wasn’t ‘pretty’#sorry i’m on one this morning
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i still think if you read tlh and you hate grace you’re an idiot but i will be clear that james, specifically james, the fictional character within the book, IS allowed to hate her as much as needed. but that’s it
#he’s my friend i would never deny him his right to be a hater#i think cassie is walking this line very expertly actually tbh#grace as a character is someone she wants to create sympathy for but not discount that she did bad things she can never really atone for#however much it wasn’t her fault she caused harm and it’s complicated and i think cassie is handling it really well actually#james’ narration makes so evident the complexity of the situation it’s insane#i also think it’s wild that james is able to still think of grace with some level of empathy and understanding but some people who read the#books are apparently incapable of that. like ok tell me you didn’t pay attention in english class without telling me…..#tlh lb#see james can be like i hate grace i hope she rots in prison and i’m like ok buddy! if anyone else said that i’d kill them#like he’s allowed because she cursed him for like four years. nobody else tho
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i’m pretty sure studying abroad was a poor decision with regards to every single aspect of my life, but i’m saying this sick and tired and after a long day of being on a mandatory field trip i’ve been dreading all week so. grain of salt etc
#doesn’t help that i just finished listening to a self described cozy mystery audiobook set in oxford#& so now i’m nostalgic and utterly convinced i should have gone to england#but still. i am trying to be positive i am trying to keep an open mind i am Putting Myself Out There as much as i’ve been able#i’ve been talking to people i’ve been asking questions i’ve been making conversation i’ve been searching desperately for someone i like#but also like. if i could get my money back and go home right now. or go to a different program even. i would in a heartbeat#a diff program wouldn’t solve everything but it would solve the academic failure of this program#which is that i’m not interested in any of the classes i’m taking bc i’m trying desperately to take classes that fulfill major requirements#but that’s almost impossible here esp for psych which is the one i need credits for#and so on an academic level this program is a waste of my time and actually actively harming me academically and i very well might have to#take a summer class. bc i can’t meet all my requirements in time#and then on a social level. well it’s me#i don’t like anyone yet and of COURSE bc its fucking day 6 but i have talked. to so many people. and it’s so hard#AND on a culinary level i don’t like any of the food here and i have to figure out how to feed myself and i genuinely considered just buying#a pallet of meal replacement shakes and drinking those. but i don’t even know if i can buy those here#anyway it would all be fine if i was just lonely and didn’t like the food that’s to be expected im homesick#but this program is like actually literally negatively impacting my degree progress and i not only would be happier but would be on a much#more stable path to graduation if i wasn’t doing it#i wish i had picked a better program I WISH I WAS TAKING CLASSES. AT A LOCAL UNIVERSITY. IN ENGLISH. AND NOT AT A STUDY ABROAD PROGRAM#HQ WITH EXCLUSIVELY OTHER AMERICANS!!! WHAT IS THE POINT?????#personal#isa bcn
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