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Good Sense
Summary: Hunter gets a migraine in the middle of the night and goes looking for solace.
Word Count: 1.3k
Warnings: None
A/N: So, I haven’t posted anything for like two years but I wanted to write for Hunter because I finally got to sit down and watch the Bad Batch seasons 2 and 3 and I’m currently obsessed! I hope you like it!
Please don't copy my work
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A thud woke you.
Shooting up, you searched the softening darkness for the source of the dull clunk. Slowly, your eyes moulded a familiar silhouette from the gloom. Familiar, welcome, but worrying all the same.
You swung your legs off of your bunk and whispered, "Hunter?"
He flinched and a pang of anxiety wrung your heart. His frame was hunched, one hand clinging to the wall to steady himself. The lines of his shoulders were tense and trembling like puppet strings pulled taut to breaking point.
The anxious knot in your chest only tightened as you made out his expression. His brow creased, eyes squeezed shut and jaw strained. Every one of his handsome features contorted in pain.
"I'm sorry!" His voice was faint, barely there as he leant his head against the wall. His eyes squinted open and floundered, trying to find you. "I didn't mean to wake you."
"I'm glad you did," you murmured, keeping your tone low. "Migraine?" you asked, moving toward him with arms held out. His trembling fingers dug into your forearms when he found them, an involuntary admission of the agony he was in. You sensed more than saw him nod, then felt his forehead lean against yours.
"It's bad," he conceded, barely concealing a whimper, "I can't see, or think, or-!"
Hushing him, you brushed a feather-light hand across his cheek, wiping a tear and smoothing his hair out of his face. His skin was clammy to the touch. "Come here."
You led him to sit down on your bunk. If it had been light, you might never have dared. You still weren't sure what existed between you and Hunter. He was entrancing, had been since you first encountered the squad. The softspoken soldier had piqued your interest from day one, and sometimes you wondered if he wasn't equally intrigued by you, but war and turmoil had a nasty habit of putting these kinds of things on hold.
Still, sitting here in the night with his head turned to your shoulder, Hunter was a far cry from the exacting sergeant, the authoritative leader you had gotten to know. Tonight, he was more vulnerable and perhaps more honest than you'd ever seen him.
"Drink," you instructed, pressing a canteen into his grasp and easing yourself out. While he complied, you rummaged in the small drawer beneath your bed that the Batch had graciously called yours. "Take," you said, holding out your recovered pain killers.
Hunter shook his head, only slightly but the motion clearly sent an extra spasm of pain through his skull. "They won't do anything."
"You won't know until you take them."
He hesitated, unused to hearing that kind of authority in your tone but he looked away and swallowed the pills without protest. You tucked your legs back up onto the bunk, shifting your pillow onto your knee as Hunter wiped a bead of water from his mouth and clenched his eyes shut again.
"Lay down," you breathed, guiding him with a gentle hand to rest his head in your lap. He was too exhausted to argue. You wondered whether he would have done, but he heaved a sigh and you pulled your blankets over his coiled frame. It seemed the most natural thing in the world when your fingers threaded themselves through his hair and soothed to and fro in tide-like rhythm. Through the gloom, you fancied you saw his features soften and in time, his breaths evened out into slumber.
"You're pushing yourself too hard," you weren't sure if the thought made it past your lips or not but it twisted in your heart. Hunter didn't stir, even when your hands moved to trace the dark curves of his tattoo. For the first time since you’d met, he looked truly at peace; it struck you how much younger he looked.
Too constant was his demeanour, too anxious, too utterly responsible for every detail. Hunter was a good leader, the best. He knew his squad and cared for them more than anything. He knew their skills, their limits, and everything in between. They all knew he would burn himself to keep them warm, and he was doing.
Yes, you were in a tight spot. The Empire’s fist closed rapidly on system after system and it was getting harder and harder to lay low. Yes, you needed to be careful but just today on a simple supply run, you’d seen Hunter drive his senses to their extremities. You’d seen the way his eyes darted like a cornered animal while every sight, smell, sound, and taste bombarded his mind. The was his hands shook and each step betrayed anguish.
There was being cautious, then there was this.
But right now, he was resting. You forced your mind to focus on the weight of his head in your lap and the ebbing rhythm of his breath moving against your thigh. Now he was sleeping with your hand on his cheek and a soft smile gracing his careworn expression. Right now, he was safe and slumbering.
Right now, you could keep him that way.
The darkness weighed heavy on your eyelids and the solid warmth of Hunter’s body next to yours pulled you down to your own drowsy repose. Head resting against the wall of your bunk, the shadows coaxed you back into their nighttime realm. The last thing clinging to your consciousness was Hunter’s soft skin against your palm.
Sleep was warm and dreamless and when you woke to movement, a faint tint of morning lightened the dim space.
Hunter sat on the other end of your bunk, hands gripping the edge and his feet on the ground. His wary gaze flickered over your face. “Sorry for waking you… again.”
You sat up, hugging the pillow where Hunter had lain against your tummy. “It’s okay,” and it was, the veil of fatigue evaporated like dew in the sun. “Are you feeling better?”
He nodded but didn’t look up. “I’m sorry for bothering you.”
You narrowed your eyes, tucking your knees up and sitting forward against the pillow. “Why did you?”
A teasing smile played at the corner of your mouth and to your delight, when he caught your eye, a similar one tugged at his.
“I don’t know,” he huffed, your eyes didn’t leave his face, “the boys are great but they’ve never had much control of volume!” At the sound of your laughter, his own smile grew. “I mean can you imagine waking Wrecker in the middle of the night? Or the lecture I’d get from Tech and Echo?”
You fought to suppress mirth, mindful of your aforementioned ship-mates still sound asleep in their own bunks.
“I guess I just needed someone more peaceful.”
That caught you off guard, more so the look in his eyes when he said it, and the way his smile softened. Hunter’s gaze could be piercing, expectant, even threatening to those who posed danger to people he loved, but this was the first time you’d seen it contented. Perhaps before you might have looked away, intimidated by their intensity, but that honey-gold amber had never felt more inviting.
A soft smile graced your lips. “I’m glad you came.”
You murmured the words into the silence that hung between you, both a blanket of comfort and a veil of security.
“Me too.”
For a moment, Hunter looked like he wanted to say something more but good sense won out.
“I should go,” he made to stand. You caught him.
“It’s still early.” Until today there hadn’t existed a world where you could have been this brave yet perhaps this dawn would rise on a new one. You didn’t let go of his hand. “The others won’t be up for hours yet,” you continued, easing him back to sit, “and besides, you could use the rest.”
Hunter smiled, “Wouldn’t want that lecture from Tech, would we?”
You gave your nonchalant assent and Hunter caved.
Good sense couldn’t save him a second time.
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#hunter bad batch#hunter tbb x reader#hunter tbb#star wars tbb#tbb hunter#sergeant hunter#star wars#tbb fanfiction#the bad batch#sw tbb#tbb x reader#tbb#amber writes
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can’t stop thinking about how before holmes drags moriarty over the cliff, holmes stares at his doctor, closes his eyes, and keeps them closed for the entire fall bc if he dies, he wants watson to be the last thing he ever sees
#I am so sorry to my mutuals and followers for this fixation#I was obsessed w these when I was younger#johnlock#sherlock holmes#guy ritchie sherlock holmes#John watson
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Where is the fanart of them
#im a poser btw i was obsessed w these guys when i was younger but never actually got into adventure time lol#marshall lee#prince gumball#gary#i guess#gumlee#fionna and cake
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young szczesny doodles because i can’t colour anything rn
#i’m a little obsessed w him#i thought he was the shit when i was younger#please come back to me i miss you <//3#also don’t save our goals during the euros thanks#wojtek szczesny#wojciech szczesny#arsenal fc#<- he was at arsenal in these photos ig#my art 🫶#football fanart#football doodle#my pen is still broken and i can’t get a new one for ages 😭#so i'll probably have to do more of these#send any reqs please and thank you
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I think I stopped watching them after 2010, pretty sure the mermaid one where she lives in Malibu was the very last one I watched
#funny story but the some of the first ones#like maybe 6 of them#were on this weird dvd I got in the Philippines when I was 9 maybe? or maybe I was younger#but it was from jollibee I think? like it was a kids collection of shit#that or it was a dvd burned w torrented barbie movies except it looks pretty professional#it also had a jollibee movie or something and other cartoons#but I always watched the Barbie ones#the ones I remember on it were Rapunzel swan lake Pegasus some of the Fairytopia ones and I think nut cracker and 12 dancing princesses#but I don’t remember like ing or watching the 12 Princess one#I don’t remember whether island princess was in it or if I had the dvd but I liked that one too#I had Diamond castle on dvd and I WAS SO OBSESSED WITH THAT ONEEEE#also I had the dvd for barbie diaries from blockbuster and my dad broke it rip#I pretended to be her tho lol#a lot of these blur together tho#especially the Fairytopia ones I can’t tell them apart in my memories
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honestly
at this stage in my life if you aren’t obsessed with me, it won’t work
#taylor.txt#and that’s fine!#but please don’t waste my time when there is someone who would drag their nuts across hot glass to talk to me#interestingly#younger men tend to be this way#obsessed w me I mean#😊
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again procrastinating going to sleep so here are tmi characters as different musical notes (as a pianist):
isabelle - Fa (she gives me Fa vibes idk what to say)
clary - Do (the most basic answer; everyone knows her)
simon - Re (next to Do; close to Fa but always apart)
alec - Mi (also purely based on vibes, but also next to Fa :))) and while the F chord is commonly used, E, on the other hand, is ignored)
magnus - So ("Sol" in portuguese, meaning sun)
jace - La (cocky vibes)
sebastian - Ti flat (annoying but constantly appearing; a La sharp in another perspective)
#i do NOT know how music notation works in English so i'm praying I didn't mess this whole thing up#this is me avoiding my piano homework#isabelle lightwood#clary fairchild#simon lovelace#simon lewis#alec lightwood#magnus bane#jace herondale#jace lightwood#sebastian morgenstern#the mortal instruments#tmi#the shadowhunter chronicles#tsc#praying this somehow reaches the right audience of like 3 ppl#i apologise for the mistakes i did not care to search the names in english#everything i know about music in english i learned from the sound of music#when i was younger i was obsessed w that movie
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MARIA HAS A SISTER?!??
#After over 2 decade this is now added information on her family#That so depressing that her family basically replaced her with the new healthy child#Cannot tell if in hindsight they would have done that if Maria was w them n still lived w them they would have neglected her#Or if she died the new child would have immediately been her replacement of what could have been#But there no way to tell since Gerald was the one to take her n keep her despite her family going like 'either cure her or give her back'#Omg what a shitty situation for a child to be in#N it also understandable why every other family that wasnt Maria n grandpa would not look fondly at her#Since it seems like Gerald was obsessed w her especially after finding out her illness#I wouldn't be surprised if he ended up ignoring everybody that wasn't her in family wise#N why he was so hell bent on hoping shadow would be her friend then when finding out she died he crashed out#UFG#the ark story will always be a top in term of seriousness in the silly ways of the characters#Oml#I WOULD HAVE OBESS W THIS AS A CHILD TBH#I HAD AN OC (as a child) THAT WAS LIKE GIVING MARIA A YOUNGER SIS N NOW THAT CANON??#Insane oml#N she should be alive too? Given it 50+#Oh Maria robotnik the tragedy that u r#Idk if I'm the biggest fan of expanding stuff on a preorder item so that it not as accessible#Or the fact Maria family has been expanded but we will never know of them but whatever ig that a more me thing#Not liking characters having relatives n then never knowing what they look like
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and speaking of, why is it always about the emo trinity or whatever, have you all forgotten the BEDROCK of this site circa 2012? the foundational pillars of the 8tracks era?? does king and lionheart mean nothing to you anymore? have you forgotten little lion man? the depth of lyric gifsets given to you by florence and her machine? cmon now
#to me the 8tracks pantheon is mumford & sons of monsters and men and radical face. but i know this is very niche to me and like.#probably bbc merlin bitches idk#anyway sorry just having a real throwback sort of evening#and recalling that the reason im so obsessed w music is its the only way i felt anything when i was younger<3
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laios shimeji helped me win this bloxy bingo round god bless
#ive been getting unhealthily obsessed w it after seeing that one post#w people threatening each other#its so fun#i could say 'this grown ass man playing roblox 💀💀💀' but also i missed out on all of it when i was younger Let me have this#text tag
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not to sound like a loser but how did u get ppl to send u asks? i want ppl to ask me stuff 🙁
nooo, you don't sound like a loser, i promise, nonnie!! hmm honestly, i'm not really sure how it happened. i think just posting a lot of your own writing/hcs/fics is a great first step. it gets people interested in your work and they'll naturally start reaching out with questions about it. you could also try rb some of those ask lists that float around; they give the people who follow you an idea of what you're cool with being asked about—whether that be fluff, angst, smut, etc. im sending good vibes to ur inbox and hope it fills up <333
#its funny because when i was younger and in a completely diff fandom i was obsessed w this one acc and would always send asks to them#and i ALWAYS wanted to get asks.. so its all very full circle for me#mail
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was going to start watching starstruck odyssey since nsbu finished and im done w fhjy too but i guess im gonna go w misfits and magic first !! since its short i SHOULD be able to catch up in time for me to watch the finale of s2 when it comes out
#lets hope my attention span work w me this time#guess it also helps that i think its hp inspired which i was obsessed w when i was younger#but im glad people are saying its its own thing as well#bc i havent been a hp fan for a while jkr is still pissing me off#will be starting m&m and watching it while i am also watching the seven !!#d20
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love being at the climbing gym like yeah im not that flexible and then constantly doing moves matching my hands n feet on the same holds even when completely unnecessary
#half the pictures ppl take of me i have one leg straight and the other at my shoulder height. okay yeah#just looking thru ones ppl have taken recently of me again.. we love being vain n self obsessed#cant wait to get back there on monday i have so many projects rotating in my mind. im always thinking abt them while im at work#.diaries#i flashed a v4 yesterday that was a kind of manoeuvring all your hands and feet onto the same hold and standing type deal#and it felt rly natural to me n then no one else could do it n i felt bad for calling it easy for a v4 i just forgot i can Bend 💀#its mainly only bc im a little younger than some other ppl. and a bit lighter too... and doing years of resistance training has given me#more range of motion than ppl who have histories of different exercise styles/sports#there are ppl who are way more flexible than me ofc but some of them in the group dont have as much core or power.. different stats innit#i figured out a start to another v4 that i was rly proud of too.. just need to get the rest of it next week#but again no one else could even start it my way which was frustrating bc my fave thing is getting to share smth i figured out w someone#so we can joint problem solve the whole thing n both send it... anyway i think its still useful but theyd have to start on the other side#and go up a little in order to come down into the position i had. since its a weird one to get into from the ground bc ur legs are folded#mmmmm....#im so tired i meant to do so much when i got home from work but zzzzzzz#oh welllllll.. itll be a fun weekend hehe going to visit a friend for a few days <3
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ok
#just dance#just dance 2#idealistic just dance 2#unpopular opinion she is NOT scary#i used to be obsessed w her when i was younger lmao#my art#fanart#doodles
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i wish more people understood that mental illnesses aren't categorically defined in a way that's based in science or biology and that the lines we draw between them are ultimately arbitrary. we assign labels to collections of symptoms and behaviors based on their occurrence with one another, and like anything that tries to sort the infinitely diverse tapestry of human experience into neat and rigid categories it often falls short of capturing the full extent of what it attempts to represent. this isn't to say that these labels are useless (they're absolutely not) but to treat them as definite and concrete facts of reality can be both harmful and counterintuitive to actually helping people who experience these symptoms
not to mention that many mental illnesses and conditions are defined heavily by societal expectations and perceptions of the individual, and that what we consider to be someone who is mentally well or typical vs who is mentally unwell or atypical is biased by hegemonic cultural ideals in ways that can sometimes be regressive, bigoted, or otherwise harmful or close-minded. if neurodivergency and mental illness are viewed from a biologically essentialist lens and the dsm is treated like a an infallible scientific text, it completely removes the ability to notice or contest labels and definitions that are flawed, outdated, or those that should be disregarded altogether.
a well known example of this is how homosexuality was once classified as a mental disorder, but there are stealthier examples that are still officially recognized to this day (such as Oppositional Defiance Disorder, which is disproportionately diagnosed in Black children and other children of color, as opposed to many white children with the same symptoms who are instead diagnosed as autistic)
anyway my point is that while modern psychology and psychiatry can be useful tools for understanding ourselves and each other, it's important to understand that at the end of the day it's still a pseudoscience and is not exempt from human error or social bias. at the end of the day we're all both more alike and more diverse than what those tools can show, and to fully understand ourselves and each other, we can't be entirely bound by them
#thinking about this because i don't fit diagnostic criteria for tourette's but i experience tics and i had no idea that's what they were#until this year because i rarely hear anyone discuss tourette's and tics at all#i also experience obsessions/compulsions but (especially now that im older and ive gotten better at dealing w them) i wouldnt say i have ocd#my tics were also way more prevalent when i was younger but thinking about tics triggers them#so they've actually gotten worse lately as i've learned more about them -_- what a bothersome irony that is#my posts#neurodivergency#neurodiversity#mental illness
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having fascinating conversations with my stepbrother like "megumi is my son" "so ur dating his dad 🤨" and "im literally gojo" "get better soon"
#ramblings#BRO'S FOURTEEN WDYM 'megumi is my son' YOURE YOUNGER THAN HIM#i call yuji my son all the time but im like. you know. not 14#the 'dating his dad' thing didnt come out of nowhere little guy is weirdly obsessed w toji#'toji is so cool' bro where#toji to me is the mistake you make when ur drunk at 4 am. i like him but only when im feeling desperate#when i was 14 if i had jjk id have a crush on megumi but kids these days#now as a young adult nothign matters to me other than nanami. do not look at the sukuna hornyposting#so me & him have intellectual conversations about jjk. which mostly boil down to me teasing him continuously#stepbrother chronicles
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