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young szczesny doodles because i canβt colour anything rn
#iβm a little obsessed w him#i thought he was the shit when i was younger#please come back to me i miss you <//3#also donβt save our goals during the euros thanks#wojtek szczesny#wojciech szczesny#arsenal fc#<- he was at arsenal in these photos ig#my art π«Ά#football fanart#football doodle#my pen is still broken and i canβt get a new one for ages π#so i'll probably have to do more of these#send any reqs please and thank you
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thinking about how mulder loves to get scully a gift, usually terribly heartfelt, even if disguised as something flippant:
the superbowl vhs tape he brings her when she wakes up from her coma in one breath (and her deadpan "i knew there was a reason to live")
tickets for a football game to watch together in irresistible
bringing her flowers to the hospital in memento mori (he lies, saying he stole them from a guy with broken legs to make her laugh)
the birthday keychain in tempus fugit (and when she finds a meaning to it, he claims "i just thought it was a pretty cool keychain")
that is a man who is always thinking about her.
#you can just picture him at the store thinking βoh boy she's gonna love this :)β#i think the superbowl vhs one chokes me up the most because he's trying so hard to play it cool when he had just lost her#and he needs to break the ice somehow because he hates to put those big feelings into words#he's more into saying what he means with touch and subtext#it's as if he needed SOMETHING off of the shelf at the store to say βi'm glad you're back. i missed you. i hope you're wellβ#so he goes with a dumbass VHS she is never going to watch. just to see her recognize his coded declaration of love.#and that exhausted smile she reserves for his antics#and it makes me tear up! still! thinking about it!#i know love languages are problematic but i do think there is something underrated about giving gifts as an act of love#of having your thoughts for someone being represented with a physical object. making that love tangible. you can touch it.#(it works very well on me because i tend to assume if you're out of sight you're not thinking about me)#(so looking at a little trinket someone gave me is like oh!!! they actually are thinking about me often. enough to find this Thing)#anyway. that is my emotional ramble for the evening. please enjoy#AND DISCLAIMER: i am sure there are other examples of him giving gifts i forgot and that there are more yet to come#but as a reminder i have only seen up to s5 ep 3 so! pls no spoilers even if i do tag this for the general public#okay promise? promise no spoilers in the tags? thank youuuuu mwah#the x files#txf#msr#fox mulder
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i love you, i hope you have a beautiful day. look at the morning light and know i wish you well
#logging off because i need to get my shit together :) queue is running and will get back to the posts i missed and my asks later today#i love you. i love you. good things said thrice#off to catch some whimsy for myself! i seem to have misplaced it!#oh also!! event will post in 2 hours!! aka my reqs open in 2 hours!! if u like my writing please feel free to come through!!#i did the event in collab w ave bc i donβt think i couldβve made the commitment on my own. she will keep me in check and make sure you get#the best drabble we can give <3#cora talking
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not sure if iβm projecting or crazy or stupid or just actually incredibly good at characterization but will graham is extremely ethel cain coded 2 me
this man would drunkenly listen to strangers on repeat on his bathroom floor and bawl his eyes out while murmuring along to, βi tried to be good, am i no good? am i no good? am i no good?β while thinking about abigail and alana and beverly and and andβ¦.
#tumblr are you hearing me#sorry for hannibal posting again i genuinely cant stop <2#idk if this is anything#ALSO HEAD IN A WALL????? reminds me so much of will PLEASE does anyone see the vision#will graham#hugh dancy#hannibal#hannibal 2013#hannibal lecter#hannibal show#mads mikkelsen#hannigram#alana bloom#also this is me officially coming out as an alana bloom lover forever and always#tbh i ship her and will more than i do hannibalβ¦. i miss what they had in s1#the way she took his dogs without question when he was in prison :(( and was just like yeah im keeping them for. however long i need to#hate hate hated her and hannibal together it made me feel violent and nauseous#in the back of my mind somewhere i imagine will and alana making it out. or maybe never being in any of these circumstances in the first#place#theyβre long term non married partners with a million dogs TO ME#willana#will x alana#alana x wil#also iβm not finished with the show im at the beginning of s3#so if it turns out sheβs somehow alive or smth SHUT pretty please <3#i already know vague spoilers about the show but i donβt want that to be one of them if it is π#abigail hobbs#ethel cain#preachers daughter#preacherβs daughter
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me, a girl, looking at dannys photo dump
#PUT THAT THING (DANNY) BACK WHERE IT CAME FROM (REDBULL RACING) OR SO HELP ME GOD#ive been begging him to go back to redbull for so long#tbh ill be happy if its vcarb but redbull danny please come back the kids miss you#i love him#and i miss him#daniel ricciardo#dr3#danny ricciardo#danny ric#redbull racing#red bull f1#red bull#red bull racing#red bull formula 1#red bull daniel#formula 1#formula one#formula one racing#formula racing#f1#nyx speaks<3#nyx<3 speaks
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β§ β πππ ππππ.
-`. πππ π ππ ππ² @carrionsflower and @loriane-elmuerto tytyy sm lori and airika!!!!! π₯ππ¦ββ¬
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coffee or tea | early bird or night owl | chocolate or vanilla | spring or fall | silver or gold | pop or alternative | freckles or dimples | snakes or sharks | mountains or fields | thunder or lightning | egyptian mythology or greek mythology | ivory or scarlet | flute or lyre | opal or diamond | butterflies or honeybees | macarons or eclairs | typewritten or handwritten | secret garden or secret library | rooftop or balcony | spicy or mild | opera or ballet | london or paris | vincent van gogh or claude monet | denim or leather | potions or spells | ocean or desert | mermaids or sirens | masquerade ball or cocktail party
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ππππππππππ ππππ πππ ππππππ β bel canto.
πππππ β nostalghia.
ππππ ππππ β mannequin pussy.
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πππππ β chappell roan.
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ππππ β florence + the machine.
β πππ π π’π§π :
@sunsofdawn, @pavus, @happilyobsessing, @girliefailure, @alvsanne
@auricfog, @jamessunderlandgf, @weisshaupts, @grapecaseschoices, @risingsh0t
@shellibisshe, @florbelles, @full---ofstarlight, @fenharel, @unholymilf
@aelyosos, @anoramactir, @roofgeese, @cloudofbutterflies92, @griffin-wood
@southernreaches, @chainsawsangel, @leviiackrman, @tethrras, @rosykims
@tommyarashikage, @carlosoliveiraa, @courtana, @lilywatt, @kroganloveinterest
@shadowsofrose, @celticwoman, @shadowsofrose, @dialdrunk, @kissingwookiees
@neonshrike, @confidentandgood, @lavampira, @adelaidedrubman, @imogenkol
@kanos, @deadrlngers, @elluvians and you!!!!!! π₯π<3
#only if you want to of course !!!!!! π₯πβΊοΈ!#leg.txt#leg.about#my campaign that shimmering is a a*rlathan you dancing with the wolf while a diss track of him plays starts noww#(i donβt have a fic planned maybe maybe about this there isnt a scene like this that i have in mind thats sillyy)#speaking of ITS DRAGON GAME FALL BESTIES and that means that all of the songs pertain to a dragon game clown or two π₯π€‘π₯° <3!!!!#california if you altered to missing seasons in lothering + come get me out of hightown it will make you crazy π₯πππ΅βπ« !!!!! <3#thats helaenas song now π₯ππ€§!!#daffodil and imago are soooo irulanne coded its like they were written for her my GOD !!#like irulanne as a character and wee bits of lucanne here and there are captured so well π₯π₯° <3#and speaking of songs that were written for clowns loud bark was written about lhysa actually (joking) djdhgcgx ITS JUST SO HER !!!!!!#loud bark just GETS lhysa to the letter i cant wait to yell about her and all of the clowns more oh my godd#rattling the bars of my enclosure i am STOKED#a wee tardy so if you have done this already please feel free to pass on this!!!!! π₯π₯°#lhysa is such a special oc to me sheβs been a part of me since i want to say?? 2015/2016???? SHES THE BABY OF ALL TIME and i just adore her#and canβt wait to yell about this worldstate and the rooks and the a*rlathan prequel peace dragon game i missed youu π₯π€§#*piece#moots and besties as always if you read this im baking you cookies ty tyy for listening to me yell π₯ππ₯Ίππ₯Ή !!!!#okie dokie back to replaying dragon game 2 (i may not need to anymore buut we remain committed anything for fenlaena π₯π€ <3!!)#i will catch up tag games at a reasonable hour onee day π₯π₯΄π<3
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I truly wish I had any artistic talent just so I could lowkey redo all dramione fanart with Astoria because oh my god the ratio of dramione to drastoria fan content is so heartwrenchingly depressing
#if youre a dramione fan plz dont come for me#i just want this poor woman to be acknolwdged as a human being#AND THEY PRACTICALLY ALL INCLUDE SCORPIUS IN THEM SO π€·π»ββοΈSHOULD BE ASTORIA ANYWAYZπ€·π»ββοΈπ€·π»ββοΈ#astoria greengrass for president plz#stop making her some weird surrogate i beg of you#i miss her can she come back to life actually#actually guys uhh im god so i get to change canon and also ressurect people so i say shes alive hashtag facts#im yet again in a drastoria mood and feel like an orphaned victorian child begging for food and being stepped on instead#because there is NO CONTENT BECAUSE SHE IS SO UNDERRATED IN HER OWN MARRIAGE ππ#i hope all the dramione fans who are suck ups to draco know he would be appaled at how yall treat his WHOLE WIFE#LIKE THAT IS HIS WIFE PLEASE#anyway astoria supremacy bye#i also obviosuly dont condone art theft but some of yall dramione fans are getting far too big for your boots#if youre a drastoria fan dont go anywhere near dramione twitter they are all fucking insane#astoria greengrass#drastoria#im too scared to tag draco malfoy the dramione fans are more likely to find me π§π»ββοΈ#if this is incoherent i blame the fact its half 3 in the morning rn and im finshing a uni assignment so im practically delerious
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merry christmas, feliz natal, feliz navidad, joyeux noΓ«l, happy holidays, or just an overall good day to you if you're not for the celebration! the qsmp live gave me the kick of inspiration i needed, so here's a gift from me to you :> sending all the love to each and every one of you <3 missing all the sillies, whether we got the chance to meet them or not :'D also this is a smidge long sorry not sorry
He doesn't even realize he'd fallen asleep until he's suddenly once again aware of the warmth enveloping him from either side, a quiet rumble reverberating from the weight laying against his chest.
Cellbit's eyes open, but he doesn't bother to lift his head yet, only lifting a hand to start to try and wipe the sudden onslaught of sleep away as he takes in his surroundings.
The castle is dim as always, especially at night, but the shadows are less defined than usual with the tall fir tree several feet away in front of the couch, decorated with twinkling white string lights and a myriad of baubles, icicles, and garland.
(Of course, the kids had chosen one of the tallest trees they could find. Puppy eyes had been used to try and persuade acquisition of the tallest tree they'd found, but even the castle only had so much room in it.)
(The two parents won't admit how close they came to caving nevertheless. Especially Roier.)
The castle still smells like a festive concoction of chocolate, cinnamon, and other spices from their baking session that evening. A bit of a strange combination, but it makes the atmosphere warmer. Homey. Everything feels a little lighter.
Underneath the tree lies quite the assortment of presents; he can't help but be a little surprised that they managed to get them in place without disturbing the trio of hatchlings sleeping a few feet from them, practically sprawled on top of each other.
Wrangling them all - well, wrangling half of them, really - to sleep had been a bit of a hassle with all the excitement coursing through their veins at the prospect of tomorrow, but if there was something that Cellbit and Roier had become somewhat of experts in throughout their time on the island, it was wearing out wild hatchlings.
Because when those kids crashed, they crashed. And sure enough, as soon as they'd managed to settle them down, they were out like lights. Roier had had to drape a couple of blankets over them, because they insisted in staying on the floor.
(They'd been convinced they'd be able to stay awake! Ha!)
(They might've been handfuls sometimes, but they were cute ones.)
The only hatchling who wasn't in on the pile, Cellbit redirects his attention to, sprawled out against his chest, eyes hidden from sight by her mop of white hair.
Cellbit smiles to himself, carefully brushing some of her hair out of her face and fighting a chuckle as the rumbling purr grows louder. She'd been in the pile earlier, but ever the clingy one of her siblings...
(Ah, well, she's been Cellbit's shadow from the get-go; who is he to deny her of that?)
(And then he's purring. Goddamnit.)
"No mames, wey, I have two cats on top of me, eh?" Roier's voice, playful despite the fact he's clearly still half-asleep, reaches his ears. "IncreΓble."
Cellbit rolls his eyes, and without looking back, makes a half-hearted attempt to reach back and smack his husband. "Who invited you?"
Roier laughs, moving one arm wrapped around Cellbit to grab his hand with ease. "Es broma, es broma. Brincadeira."
The investigator finally cranes his neck to look at the spider-hybrid, carefully shifting to see him better without jostling the hatchling still atop his chest. When their eyes meet, Roier's smile grows, a mischievous glint to his dark eyes the dim light only enhances. "Kind of."
Cellbit shoots him a look, and he only laughs again. This time, though, the sound of his husband's laugh ever so contagious, watching the way his eyes crinkle fondly at the corners, he starts to smile, shaking his head amusedly. "Idiota."
Roier gasps. "Ay, you want to kiss me with that filthy mouth, gatinho? No fucking shot, man. Unbelievable."
Cellbit finally laughs, pulling his hand from Roier's to poke his cheek. "I don't see you complaining, guapito, no?"
"I don't know what you're talking about." The spider-hybrid moves his hand to Cellbit's face, tipping it up just enough more for him to tilt his own head down and connect their lips.
The cat-hybrid hums, both of them starting to smile into the kiss as their eyes close.
(If he tries hard enough, he can ignore the fact the purring has grown in volume yet again.)
(Damn his stupidly handsome husband and his idiotic charisma.)
When they finally pull apart moments later, Roier presses another quicker kiss to his lips before doing what Cellbit had done before, surveying the sleeping hatchling on top of them as well as the rest of the room. "I guess none of us could stay up."
Cellbit huffs amusedly, taking the opportunity to rest readjust his head against Roier's chest. "No Papai Noel for you, eh? And here I thought you were so excited to see him."
It's Roier's turn to smack him lightly and Cellbit's turn to laugh. "Ya, mi amor," the former chastises, but the fondness is practically dripping in his tone. His hand moves from Cellbit's face to nestle in his hair, scratching gently at the base of his right ear, and any response Cellbit has dissipates right on his tongue.
(Oh, motherfucker.)
(Roier clearly isn't ignoring it. Of course he isn't. Smug bastard.)
He melts deeper into Roier, eyes fluttering shut again as sleep once again prepares to consume him. He hears the spider-hybrid chuckle, but he doesn't have the capacity to retort anymore.
(If only he could see the warmth in those dark eyes. The painfully immense, sickly sweet fondness for the man he has the greatest pleasure of calling his husband.)
(God, how lucky are they?)
"Staying here tonight, eh?" Roier asks.
Cellbit hums in acknowledgement, nodding his head slightly. He feels Roier's other arm, which has been settled over both him and their sleeping daughter, shift, subconsciously securing. Roier hums as well, falling silent for another few moments before he speaks again, voice softer. "Cellbo?"
"Sim?" The investigator's eyes open, landing on the cuddle pile of conked-out hatchlings.
"Feliz Navidad, gatinho."
His eyes travel to the clock in the room, displaying past midnight. Perfect timing.
He smiles, feeling Roier's hand settled over his on their hatchling's back lace their fingers together. "Feliz Natal, guapito. Te amo."
There's a kiss pressed into the top of his messy hair. "Eu te amo."
Save for the dual set of gentle purring still rumbling into the room, it falls silent. Unconsciously, they melt deeper into each other, press closer together, but this time, they're both aware of the way they start to drift off.
(Mildly inconvenient spot be damned - God only knows they're probably about to be at least a little stiff in the morning - it made the kids happy, it made them happy, so who are they to complain about it?)
(As long as they're together, after all. That's all they'll ever need.)
#in a world where spiderbit gets to be one big happy family...#the ending kinda SUCKS but i tried my best sadge#i missed writing these two sm holy SHIT#meus pais please come back to us i beg of you PLEASE COME BACK#once again tho i hope y'all enjoy this i appreciate each and every one of you and am sending you all the hugs this holiday season <3#seeing so many people active on the tl today bc of the live reminded me of why i love this community sm :'D#anywhomst've i'll stop yapping now BYE#qsmp cellbit#qsmp roier#spiderbit#qsmp#blue writes qsmp
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Blue Bloods finale things/spoilers under the cut that I wanted to yell about:
β’ Jamko parents!!! Parents!! Oh how far they've come π
β’ I'm going to miss Eddie Janko so damn much, that's my girl.
β’Jack and Erin getting married!! They finally got their happy ending. And the looks on their faces at dinner as they decided to keep it to themselves was just so ππ
β’ Danny's face when Henry tells him to find his person to come home to. He already knows.
β’ Danny Reagan! Asking Maria Baez! On a date! And her saying yes! He doesn't need to go look for his person because she's right there besides him. And the look on her face when she agreed!!
#blue bloods#jamko#jerin#daez#eddie janko#i'm going to miss so many of these characters so fucking much#crying over jamko on tumblr gone midnight I suddenly feel like i'm 18 again when I literally just turned 25 yday#I expected jamko parents and we knew that jack and erin were back together but getting 3/3 for my ships? blessed#jerin getting married again feels so right. their chemistry is unmatched#(the way jack looks at her. I get it.)#and then danny asking baez on a date took me out#the implication that he thought about what henry said for a few days and all his thinking led him back to maria because she's his girl.#and he just knew he had to take that leap.#(It's fine i'm going insane over here)#i am a bit miffed that we won't actually see anything beyond him asking her out and it was slightly open ended#but considering that we knew that danny didn't want to act on his feelings bc he didn't want to risk the pain of losing her/her getting hur#the fact that he asked her out was hugely significant#the fact that he specifically said it was because he had been thinking about what henry said to him is making me lose it#they obviously hang out outside work anyway but this is Different. you could tell by how almost nervous danny was π but#she was right there with him. as she always is. they're partners in every sense.#and baez knows it too!!! the look on her face!! danny will tell her one day what it was that henry said and she'll Know.#god I am going to be thinking about them for the forseeable#3/3 on my ships and a good ending on a series finale is so rare for me#anyway i've been watching this show weekly since like 2014/15 and had watched it before that with my dad#so it's so strange that it's ending. it's one of the first shows that i've watched week in and out for donkeys years that is ending and it'#gonna be odd to not have that show in my watching list anymore#shut up g#(good god sorry about the tags I had to get that all out)#if anyone actually read any of that and still wants to come yell about these things please do :)
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i have a new hobby!! i listen to my playlist and say things like 'oh this goes hard' 'it just can't miss' 'it's so good, you have no idea' to my brother who cannot listen to it bc i am wearing headphones lmaoo
#just me hi#'yeah it's YOUR playlist' 'i don't careeee' [<- clearly jealous] 'i don't know what you're listening to ?? i can't hear it ??'#/reporting live lmfvsh:#'it just can't miss. banger after banger [indirect eye contact]' 'CAN i listen. i hope you get executed' LOL#2 minutes later: '[not thinking] [song comes on i don't recognize] OH. no yea this goes hard' 'Okay. i Don't care' [<- clearly jealous]#Hkfhsvfjs - i'm just talking out loud cuz if i don't i might explode but i have casualties. and they make me laugh pfsvh#//oh i'm also working on inks rn :33#or- well i'm redesigning oath's armor again (yeah.... lmfvsh...) cuz uhh Welllll#i think i made the legs too big but you know what. that's good :3#i'm really pleased with how the shine is turning out ; it's doing Something that's for sure hkfhsv#i'm still tweaking it rn anyway ; i wanna play around with a different palette cuz i think i stuck to the purple for too long just cuz it#was the first colour i chose at the beginning (really questionable too bfhvskjg))#oh and i think i'll design something extra for aura later too ; though i'm nooot too sure what i'll do for her!!#she has a couple contraints so i'll havta figure that out..#but YEA i'm getting back to it lol !!#wheee here i go :3#/think i blew one of my fuses fighting w/ synfig earlier but the only thing stronger than the Mold is my artistic will so let's Gooo hkfvsh#>:3 toodles !!
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*remembers what they did to Vanny* 500 FUCKING PIPEBOMB ATTACK.
#em.txt#WHY#how can you see the fucking absolute fire that is building up & go. 'yeah douse it. now bring back peepaw AGAIN'#BUILD HER UP 2 GAMES EARLY --- & THEN DO NOTHING!!!!!!!!? FUCK#WE CAN'T HAVE WOMEN DO THINGS IN FNAF I GUESS#the company's scop was too big & they developed the game seperately from the environment & made the environment above the game#cut playable vanessa sections. cut vanny appearances.#remove all the plot make vanessa a bitch throw in some invisible walls call it done. 30 dollars now please#security breach isn't just bad. it's not fucking done.#the thing normally with cut content is i can usually agree like 'okay this game cut this but that was a smart choice'#it can be better for time or budget & it can make for better writing.#for instance all the cut content in ahit is neat & as much as i like moonie it's smart to cut his character to build up other ones#& makes for a tighter story & less convoluted area that's more fun to play#when i look at the cut content for security breach their are obvious issues.#it's obvious the company's scope went too far. you built too big an environment. you built the environment before your game.#you prioritized a cool area to the point you expanded the mall from 1 story to 3. do you think that time could have been speant elsewhere#& the other problem is the insane fucking crunch that scott cawthon as a dev placed on himself & others to maintain relevancy#a single person locking themselves ina room for months to stay relevant is fucked. a game studio physically cannot do that.#you see shit in the prerelease like they wanted a bowling minigame a kart minigame a freeroam minigame etc#what about vanny? what did you want with this character? you clearly had something in mind#but we needed to cut it so we can fit in mazercise i fucking guess or chica's bakery or trash heap#here's what we have: less than 1 minute screentime. the 2 vanessa ending comic. that's it#oh wait i forgot. 'vanny. sounds like vanessa & bunny. this cabnot be a coincidence ' & THEN IT NEVER COMES UP AGAIN#princess quest used to be about that bitch in golden freddy you retconned it to be about vanessa SO DO SOMETHING WITH THAT#her whole shit is apparently in service to william afton. why isn't she in the afton fight at all#does she not know he's down there? is he unrelated? does she know she's working for the mimic? is she not working for him?#is she at all related to the fucking bunny from ruin or like what#what about the rainbow hair. what about her tech prowess. what about the cut missing kids only referenced in duffle bag messages now.#fuck you & fuck me as well why can't i be passionate about hvac systems#why's it gotta be this shittass gsme.
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finally finished orv after two years . . . what do i do with my life now
#started in junior year hs dropped it for a while then started reading again at the start of this semester and now im finally done !#dont know whether to cheer or just crumple up and start crying bc wow that was a ride#i thought the ending was tragic but then i moved on to the epilogue and oh my godd#the way kdj was crying and miserable bc he missed his companions and he wanted to be with them so Badly#but when kimcom finally Finally chase him down and come back to him theyre too late and hes already disspitated into other world lines#and after that like. whenever kdj pulls some shit and dies the next chapter always starts with an βiβ#and hes back and alive and kicking and Thinking but after that epilogue chapter there isnt a chapter in his pov theres no more βiβs and.#it just made me incredibly sad bc we dont get to see his pov ever again bc hes truly gone unless we as a reader can imagine him alive again#anyways sad things aside it is Incredibly funny that lee hyunsung just became a wanted man in the 1865th round lmaoo#+ uriel sun wukong and black flame dragon forming a band together ??? truly the most randomest thing in the epilogue#++ yoohankim need to stop beating the shit out of e/o and learn to talk their feelings out Please#+++ sooyoungβs love for dokja has me miserable o-|-< she would wait for him an eternity write for him an eternity im so sad#three times she endlessly wrote a novel for him to read three times she waited to see him for so long <//3#you bet im imagining the happiest conclusion i can for them#they WILL live happily ever after in that big house together as long as i have something to say about it!#orv
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ok AS FAR AS I CAN TELL i've replaced all the pictures i dont like so my lil bot boy is ready to go again
#some of them are still FROM wilbur's pov but you cant see him in them so. problem for another day#most of them are from uhhhhh i forgot the name of the video but they put a bunch of people in a glass tank pretty much#combing through every single one and replacing them all would require me to. actually sit and watch some old videos#dont think im strong enough yet but im getting there! watching videos from other people isnt so bad#actually Being On His Channel is the hard part#the ones i just replaced were replaced with some i just took from one of zyper's videos wahoo ily zyper I STILL MISS ZYPER COME BACK#HE STREAMED BEDWARS *ONCE* AND THEN DIPPED AGAIN KFJDHG#HE'S ON TWITTER LIKE ONCE A MONTH... PLEASE? <3#chat
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Sitting in a completely dark room trying not to sob and googling "has bob dylan mentioned phil ochs at all since his death"
#hurting myself over them tonight#mostly phil#fuck bob#/hj#philllllllll#phil you are so loved and missed by tons of people we wish you were still here#we need you right now#please come back#where are you phil#whyd you have to leave#your beautiful writing is greatly missed#and your sense of humor#and that smile#i love you <3#we all love you phil#im struggling rn someone should help me#please im experienceing feelings i dont think most ppl are supossed to
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weβve talked about nurse jean but have you ever thought about nurse kevin. have u. worlds most awkward most attentive nurse in the world. picturing him in scrubs as we speak
OF COURSE I HAVE i listen well obviously i have thought about it. first of all i am into nurse costumes with the little dresses so you can jot it down if you want, but even besides that its really cuteβ¦β¦β¦β¦β¦. little scrubsβ¦β¦β¦.. i feel like although kevin is not a nurturing person at all he would be such a good nurse, if a forceful oneβ¦.. i think he would do great at telling people what to do and how to do it to get better and all things considered might even be a good nurse. plus if you hit your head really hard and ended up in a hospital and saw kevin day over you checking your vitals wouldnt you think he was an angel?
i wrote a kevjean fic once lovingly titled nurse kevin because it was about the stretch of time jean stayed in palmetto before usc where kevin kind of helped abby take care of jeanβs injuries (mostly out of guilt, mostly out of a secret second reason). he was really good and diligent but not gentle at allβ¦ truly bulldozing jean back to healthβ¦. hereβs a funny scene
βDonβt Kevin me, I am serious. If you hurt yourself for any reason, I will make you regret it.β He tilts Jeanβs chin back, pushing the mouth of his own bottle through Jeanβs lips and forcing water down. As a nurse, Kevin makes a tremendous athlete. βDrink. Itβs good to get some water in you every few minutes.β
Cool water slips down his throat. A bit of it drips down the corner of Jeanβs mouth, and it must soften the nasty stare he gives Kevin over the bottle. Kevin swipes it away with his thumb, squeezing Jeanβs chin, and only pulls away when Jean cannot take it anymore and forcefully grips his wrist.
This is⦠this is babying, even for Kevin Day.
βI am not an invalid,β Jean tells him, but he is so thoroughly ignored in lieu of Kevin checking on his bandages that it doesnβt matter. βKevin, Iβm fine.β
βYouβre fine when I see that youβre fine,β Kevin dismisses him. At last, he straightens up, then taps on the small of Jeanβs back for him to do the same. Out of habit, and perhaps something else, Jean does as he says. βKeep your posture up. You might upset your stitches otherwise.β
SO YEAH horrible horrible nurse who does not care at all if you dont want to be healthyβ¦β¦ i need him. he could fix me. he did not fix jean but me for sure he would
#asks#kevin#kevjean#this fic is actually so fun π«‘ maybe ill clean it up and post it soon#i wrote it before the sunlit field was even announced though so it might just be entirely ooc#but it is very amusing at least#i know at this point neil is also hurting so theres a scene where he gets benched beside jean#that is when kevin deems jean has been holed up too much so he forces him to watch practice#and its so funny. andrew calls it the battered wife benchβ¦..#they also have a bit of a spat both obviously they are both heavily injured so its pathetic and sad#andrew yanks neil back like hes nothing and kevin scolds jean about it for hours#ALSO this is the fic where renee shows jean fast and furious lol <3#jean: renee ilove you so muchβ¦. dont make me watch this again#renee i love you. please stop#miss walker this is his alloted three hours of rest before his evil nurse comes back for him and youre making him watch fast and furious?#miss walker think of the children. hes miserable#three cheers for jeans evil tyrant nurse
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woke up w jungkook on the mindβ¦
#will i create a new jjk/armytwt accountβ¦ itβs plausible#HIS DOC IS COMING OUT TOO WAHHHHHH I MISSED HIMβ¦β¦β¦ </3 my husband in every sense of the word#the way i made him the Blueprint for how i see all my fav characters πββοΈ#jungkook i love you i miss you king :< come back to your wife (me) please <3!#personal
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