#I was literally crying in front of her

[the-cannibal]

Got a D on my college essay

Vincent Sinclair make me into one of your pretty figures please because damn I don’t wanna be here right now

[theplantbish]

The person holding the camera asked him "is this your first [tattoo]?" And instead of replying he just pointed at his massive chest tattoo 😂😂😂

[perilegs]

my sweet little baby man is no longer with us

[kaeyapilled]

i am still not over the fact arlecchino is referred to as "father" by the house of the hearth kids btw. the gender of it all

[eerna]

Barret projecting onto parents he meets bc it makes him think of his daughter and randomly crying over the future in which she is a grownup and has left him behind. Barret protecting "creepy weirdos" from mean onlookers and volunteering to go check up on them to make sure they are okay. Barret going to a big entertainment park filled with wonders beyond imagination and losing his shit because it reminds him how capitalism ruins lives for superficial shit like that. Barret <3<3<3<3

[clits-and-clips]

Didn't wake up bawling my eyes out today so that's a plus

[swagging-back-to]

got denied for the credit card bc my w-2 doesnt show my full social security number and capital one thinks it's realistic at all to expect paystubs to have your full uncensored social security number WHEN NOT EVEN YOUR TAX FORMS DO!

had to apply for a new social security card. had to sign up for a website. which theyre sending the activation code to me BY MAIL FOR. literally fucking the mail. and then i have to activate that and ONLY THEN will they consider ssenidng me a new card---which will take ANOTHER WEEK to get here at least. and then i have to MAIL the card to capital one so they'll continue my credit application.

[shoulderscars]

i genuinely think that I cannot put 100% of myself into anything.

That being said look at this cutie that was hanging around for 10 minutes!

[honeybard]

god I fucking hate Riley so much

[hella1975]

choked up in my room rn bc i was sat in the car with my mum completely lost in thought and she out of nowhere went 'are you okay?' and i was like 'yeah? why?' bc i was totally fine i was literally just thinking and she let it go and then five entire minutes later she goes 'are you sure? have i done something?' and she sounded so genuinely anxious and i could tell she'd been thinking about it the entire 5 minutes while id been completely oblivious and i spent so many years as a child letting everything bottle up until it all burst out in a messy and ugly breakdown that took her down with me and despite that she never hated me she only ever blamed herself for not seeing the signs and she's never been able to see my signs because i keep everything to myself and it terrifies her that she might miss something and she handles things poorly when she's scared and she gets too angry but fundamentally she's trying her absolute hardest to be a good mother and it wasn't always enough and i know i have to hold her at least partially accountable but also she's my mum and im her daughter and she always just wants to know if im okay and most of the time im not and somehow that feels like ive betrayed her

[lialovesstuff]

headcanon of Patricia's sinner capture

Just thought of a headcanon of how Patricia was captured in S3 to become a sinner. I feel like this scenario would've worked really well in canon for Patricia's capture.

So it starts off with Patricia finding the messages on Eddie's laptop (which as a side note, I will say it broke my heart to see her cry. Patricia never allows herself to be vulnerable in front of anyone and this is the first time we see her cry this much in the series and it was for Eddie. This shows how much love she has for Eddie and how much she trusts him. So for her to see these messages and think that Eddie betrayed her just shattered her heart. As well as mine). But after she storms off, after giving Eddie his laptop she heads out of the school to be alone.

At this point in canon, I think Victor was frustrated that Denby hasn't captured Patricia as a sinner so he decides to take matters into his own hands and use brute force to capture her.

So Patricia, after giving Eddie his laptop and saying "I hate you" to him, storms off and heads outside to be alone. She heads in the direction of the gatehouse, which is when Victor sees her and drags her to the gatehouse with force. Once in the gatehouse, Robert also assists him in dragging her to the tank room. At this point, it is about 10 mins to 12 so they have to keep her there until midday to commit a sin. Later Denby turns up and taunts her about the fake messages that were on Eddie's laptop, as well as the whole situation with Ben and the entire thing about the "roaming eye" (which was very weird of her to say to Patricia lol). Patricia then realises that it was Denby all along and starts screaming all these profanities at Denby including "I hate you" because she realised it was Denby who caused all of this.

So Patricia getting captured for the sin of spite wasn't because of her spite towards Eddie, but her spite towards Denby who was really behind it all.

Then they dragged her into the sarcophagus and Patricia became the sinner of spite.

I also thought of this after the whole vision Eddie had about Patricia getting dragged into the tank room was completely ignored after it was mentioned once. This could be the backstory behind the vision.

I understand that they didn't show her sinner capture because they wanted to keep the suspense of who the traitor within sibuna was (even tho it was obvious that it was Patricia lol), but I wish they showed it in the show. The reason being that it would be so heartwrenching to see Patricia at possibly her most vulnerable, screaming at Caroline, Victor and Robert that Eddie would never betray her, all for them to just taunt her with all of Patricia's insecurities like her trust issues and not feeling worthy enough, which only grows Patricia's spite towards them.

This would not only make for a very tense scene imo but also serve as a way to show how much Eddie means to Patricia (as if we didn't know that already but I can never get enough Peddie lmao). Also it would give a little more meaning towards those visions that Eddie had rather than being pointless plot points lmao.

[corset]

My aunt fucking ruined everything I was going to be FINE and then right after I explicitly told her to leave me alone today because I need space because I am extremely sensitive and physically suffering/in a lot of pain, right after I signaled very obviously that I just need a little bit of patience, she chooses THIS MORNING of all mornings to snap at me about hurrying up in the most smug and fucking aggressive tone of voice she has! The exact one she has used on me for years when I’m in trouble and she wants to talk down at me about it! And now I can’t go to work because she couldn’t wait two fucking seconds and give me a little more patience today INSTEAD OF LESS after I explicitly asked for it and I had a meltdown!!!!!!!!!! Is two fucking minutes on the clock more important to you than me!!!! Is it that important!!!!!! I’m so fucking angry I could scream

[girl-bateman]

Ok but the one positive abt my dad constantly trying to gaslight me abt his alcoholism is that he cant help acting like an alcoholic, thus proving me right and preventing me from falling too deep into paranoia and self doubt 🙏👍💪

[mayoiayasep]

wiki how to tell your english teacher that the ten page essay youre supposed to be working on is actively making your mental health worse without bursting into tears in front of her

[tamagotchikgs]

i try my best not to think of it and i havent in years but the fact the only people who were ever supposed to be my friends irl would always dump their love on me and then to leave me & say they dont like me over and over and over again only so they could watch my reaction n make fun of me together maybe did affect me huh

[cetoddle-archive]

okay. no longer high off my ass from anesthesia but i am very tired