#I was a teenager back then
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teenage me and current me are both depressed directionless girls, the only difference is that current me started appreciating the beauty of the world and realized how good it is to be alive despite it all
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Sunset in Shinjuku
#art tag#my art#I'm so sorry I can't finish anything recently#but I still needed to express my FEELINGS#about these AWFUL LITTLE DOOMED TEENAGERS#jjk manga spoilers#jjk spoilers#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen spoilers#jujutsu kaisen#nobara kugisaki#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushikugi#I halfway rendered this and hated it so much I just went back to the sketch#edit: I fucking. got the name of the district wrong they were fighting Sukuna in Shinjuku I'm an idiot
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I’m watching all of the old episodes of Ghost Adventures not because of nostalgia but of how good it use to be.
#ghost adventures#I was a teenager back then#I remember I was doing my homework when I watch the repeats#when new episodes was on Fridays#zak bagans#nick groff#aaron goodwin#2010s
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#can’t believe summers over n i go back 2mrw#but it’s a new school so maybe the lord will b kind 4 once n it won’t be horrible#girlblogging#girlblogger#girlrotting#lana del rey#hell is a teenage girl#this is what makes us girls#girlcore#girl interupted syndrome#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del ray aesthetic#coquette girl#femcel#coquette aesthetic#divine feminine#2014 tumblr#coquette grunge#manic pixie dream girl#black swan#jennifers body#coquette#esoteric#alida simone#sofia coppola#dollette#just girly posts#just girly things#2013 girly#top
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“…humming a tune.”
I am very unwell about alternate Leo.
(Song: 'Dream Sweet in Sea Major' by Miracle Musical)
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#tmnt 40th anniversary#rise comic spoilers#listen this will not leave my brain#time dilation or no he was actively aware and being physically teleported to all over the universe#‘bouncing around’#months went by without him im sobbing#I have not slept all night I could not fight the urge to quickly sketch this out haha#bringing back my narinder pencil style for whenever I want to make it quick haha#turtle art tag#it was really fun drawing the planets haha funky mishappen shapes to emphasize the wrongness
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Something something 16yo 2k12 Mikey gets sucked into a portal and sent into the RISE universe and ends up helping raise the RISE kiddos AU
#my art#rottmnt#tmnt#rise of the tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rottmnt mikey#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt raph#tmnt mikey#tmnt 2012#rottmnt splinter#it keeps us dancing au#do i wanna talk about this au#i LOVE the idea that the reason why the rise boys are so funny and jovial and kind#is because 2k12 mikey had a hand in raising them#he kicks splinters butt into being a better parent#and also gives the boys a parental/big brother figure to look up to#and care for them#2k12 mikey would ADORE these babies so much#*holds your hands* listen to me very carefully#he would LOVE on these kiddos so much#and they would ADORE 2k12 mikey back#ohhh the fics i want to write#as soon as i have time its over for you all i am OBSESSED with this idea#they would call him TEE in this too#because i dont think 2k12 mikey would wanna be called mikey#since theres ALREADY a mikey here#and something something shouldnt mess with the different dimensions yada yada#IKUD AU
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if anyone needs help identifying things that can become moral scrupulosity OCD obsessions/compulsions, heres a list of some i've experienced:
rereading your posts/texts over and over
checking your notes and/or followers list frequently to "make sure" bad actors aren't interacting with you
checking OP's blog before interacting with posts
compulsively opening a social media tab to look at your notifs and then closing it, over and over
fearing ways that things you say/do (or don't do) could be taken in bad faith. being anxious that your words/actions will be misconstrued as morally wrong, bigoted, rude, or aggressive
feeling guilty or obsessing over whether you should or shouldn't have reblogged a post
feeling like you aren't "allowed" to disengage from online discourse or unfollow people who post it
fearing you're being stalked, talked about, or called out behind your back. fearing you'll never be forgiven and that people might even celebrate your disappearance or death, even though you havent done anything wrong
searching your own name/username to see if anyone is actually talking about you
imagining defenses you would make against nonexistent heinous accusations or arguments against you, to prove that you didnt do it
feeling like you have to roll over and become a doormat when others are cruel to you, because it could cause strife if you do anything other than grovel or apologize
having trouble enforcing your own boundaries out of fear that they are somehow "wrong" or unethical
ending up surrounded by people who have all the "right opinions" but are super mean and unpleasant, and make you feel like you have to walk on eggshells
fearing that just HAVING moral ocd makes you a bad person somehow (for example, i often fear that having moral ocd is somehow pushing a 'stranger danger' or misanthropist agenda, even though i actually have a lot of faith in my fellow humans)
some of these bullet points are not inherently bad on their own, but if you find yourself having this kind of anxiety very often, that's not normal, and it's time to get offline or even seek professional help if it's impacting your life
this list is catered to how online culture influences moral scrupulosity, it is not indicative of how everybody's moral scrupulosity functions, and it is not exhaustive
#amygdalae#ocd#actually ocd#moral ocd#moral scrupulosity#ive had OCD since as far back as i can remember but it used to be religious and contamination related#i actually started to grow out of my OCD symptoms until i started using social media as a teenager. i had trouble making friends IRL#i ended up in some very emotionally abusive online friend groups that basically trained these behaviors into me like a dog#its not entirely their fault. its something im just biologically predisposed to. and it can latch onto anything!#the wild part about OCD is that it grows and changes with you. for better or for worse
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im afraid somebody else might take my place.
#2014 tumblr#2014 grunge#2014 revival#bring back 2014#i miss 2014#2014 nostalgia#2014 aesthetic#2014 vibes#indie sleaze#girlblogging#hell is a teenage girl#just girly things#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del rey#lana del ray aesthetic#effy stonem#grunge#skins uk#skins#skins effy#lisbon girls#gone girl#gloomy coquette#americana coquette#this is a girlblog#this is what makes us girls#lizzy grant#girl interrupted
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and if i said cool tights?
#girlrotting#lizzy grant#manic pixie dream girl#blythe doll#locally hated#girlblog#femcel#born to die#girl interrupted#female hysteria#hell is a teenage girl#daisy randone#just a girlblog#this is what makes us girls#vintage#black swan#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#sofia coppola#cinnamon girl#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#live through this#trailer park princess#sparkle jump rope queen#lisbon sisters#lux lisbon#2014 aesthetic#bring back 2014#i miss 2014#2010 tumblr#2014 tumblr
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#2014 tumblr#2014 aesthetic#2014 grunge#2014 nostalgia#2014 revival#grunge#lana del rey#bring back 2014#tumblr 2014#grungy girls#i miss 2014#dark grunge#soft grunge#sky ferreira#marina and the diamonds#halsey#the neighbourhood#hell is a teenage girl#manic pixie dream girl#effy stonem
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Sometimes I think... they're all just speaking tongues...
A little animation for Cass Apocalyptic Series by @somerandomdudelmao!
Thank you for creating such a wonderful story that brings the fandom together!!
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#cass apocalyptic series#rottmnt leo#rottmnt mikey#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt raph#rottmnt casey jr#cass fanart tag#wick art#I just... really wanted to play around with art styles in this#And I was really inspired by Tapakah's Waiting For Love video... the colors man...#LET JUNIOR HAVE HIS UNCLE-DADS BACK#animation
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#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#rottmnt donnie#no real context lmao#just found an ancient sketch of this and got out of nowhere motivation to finish it#thinking abt the way i used to treat myself in the past is very bittersweet#cuz i lost sm time worrying abt my skills and presentation and restricting myself a lot and demanding so much out of myself all the time#i still struggle with it#but at the same time looking back fills me w pride and love for both my current and past selves#theres a lot of growth and progress there#and past me wasnt half as bad as they thought either#never be hard on urselves gamers#go out there embrace the world embrace urselves
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We are once again projecting godawful insomnia onto leo uvu
#was in the middle of a college assignment on photoshop and was consumed with the sudden desire to play with filters#super messy but it was fun to draw again!! :')#manifesting free time so i can get back to the turtle grindset smh#rottmnt#rottmnt fanart#rottmnt leo#rise leo#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leonardo#unpause rottmnt#tribbleart#<3
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They’re playing minecraft
#finished this at 1 in the morning bc i cant fall back asleep#tmnt#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt mikey#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt leo#teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#storms art
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#old tumblr#i miss 2014#2014core#2014 indie#2014 vibes#2014 aesthetic#2014 grunge#2014 tumblr#2014 girl#2014 revival#tumblr 2014#2014 nostalgia#bring back 2014#spotify#tumblr grunge#soft grunge#grunge aesthetic#fyp#effy stonem#female insanity#coquette#living-dead-girlllll#girlhood#girlblogging#american horror story#skins effy#billie eilish#2010s aesthetic#hell is a teenage girl#this is a girlblog
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ive been putting this off for a bit ,, eerhehrhere im gonna crumble
#WHOOOOF its been a busy week for me#but we’re so back trust#the color choice in this is questionable but thats ok#i think ive just been staring at it for too long#i have many words to say but i cant really remember#stuff has been pretty wacky lately#tmnt#tmnt fanart#tmnt 2012#2012 tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#fanart#vphews
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