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Sometimes I wish I didn’t care about anything
#my sister posted an article from l*desire news about#why this young priest is clinging to the tlm despite restrictions that want to deprive the faithful blah blablah blablah#so what you mean is glorifying disobedience that’s cool#I don’t care if you’re not choosing the tlm out of hate and division#it’s divisive#it just is and it can’t be helped#that conversation is over#pope Benedict’s well intentioned attempt to unify the church has borderline destroyed and the tlm should be suppressed#but maybe I’m just saying all that because I’m angry and emotional who knows#but anyone who is trying to say that a priest can choose the tlm in defiance of his bishop WITHOUT fostering division is deluding themself#anyway I wish I didn’t care#I wish I didn’t want to say something nasty and crushing#it’s not because I hate my sister it’s becUse I’m so confused and overwhelmed and tired of things being complicated and fraught#I want to ignore everything forever
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Turns out Sunlit Trail isn't quite done just yet, so after all that they just send you to a dead end 😂
#rain world#comic#rw chasing wind#sunlit Trail#Hunter#Art#Chasing wind spoilers#I can't imagine anyone filters that tag but just in case sksksks#ANYWAYS turns out mod is way better than I expected and it's super well made.#So far made the trip as hunter (first time) then riv and now working on arti.#For arti I realized that howling rifts led to sub and sub led to dar shore so I was like sweet! A shortcut!#Now imagine for a sec trying to get through a parkcore + miros bird gauntlet with a corpse and a worm within 5 cycles#before the scav ran out of karma and you were stuck inside forever. Yeah#Besides that tho I've been messing around and been very tenderly modding the game.#Turns out you can have a bit of fun with most sprites without too much effort by simply cloning the MSC mod in your files#Then changing the copy's mod info so it doesn't clash and simply swapping images out for whatever you want#As long as you have the sprite name you can do this. You can also change region names and decals and music all sorts of stuff.#In short I've been brewing a custom mod for a friend to make her suffer as much as possible <3#Thanks to a buddy on the rw server for showing me that trick btw lol. The best cesspool I've ever participated in#Oh before I forget- the symbol on CW's head is completely made up. They just looked so... Bald.#Tbh I wasn't expecting their personality to be so... bright? Most interpretations make them kinda solemn and gloomy#But nah this CW is what NSH should've been 100%. I like them. Not gonna spoil too much but their situation is somehow so... chill.#Still bad tho!#Other fun news! There's a scammer going around on discord that's basically like ''bad news I reported you for fraud''#And they're getting a lot of people. My buddy that owned my home server got hit and we lost everything. It's all OK tho nobody was hurt#I keep trying to ask them questions on my alts but they're ignoring me... I kinda wanna bait them into doing the scam with me#to see how far I get before they catch on 😜#Wasting a scammer's time is never a waste of time#Ah I had more to say but I reached my tag max. Till next time- hopefully my animation project will be done by then!
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“Shadow of the Erdtree was badly written because Freyja saying Radahn would happily return and wage endless war if given the chance is a huge retcon that ruins both characters”
I feel like maybe we as the player are simply supposed to recognize that Freyja was like. incorrect about this.
#they can’t read item descriptions#and more importantly you can admire and look up to somebody but be wrong about what they want and what’s best for them#I’m pretty sure the conclusion we’re meant to draw here is that Miquella’s plans are harming people or ignoring what’s best for them#Freyja’s loyalties are skewed because she owes Miquella and loves to fight. that doesn’t make her dumb or bad. she’s just incorrect here.#she’s not infallible and correct about everything she says just because she’s beefy and hot#remember Ansbach thought Freyja would see the situation as Radahn being used the same way Mohg is#he was mistaken (and obviously the fact he chose to follow Mohg also calls HIS judgement into question)#maybe there’s simply another interpretation that means we don’t have to disavow the DLC forever is all#look I’m sorry to be so snotty about it but I DON’T get this reflexive hostility to the SotE ending#anyway.#ER narrative#SotE spoilers#Freyja#Shadow of the Erdtree#Radahn#Miquella#Mohg
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okay but watching pomme and richas' family growing RACE gets so intense. okay. look.
pomme: baghera, antoine, aypierre, kameto, etoiles, bad, and max (from aypierre) for parents; dapper as sibling; maxpierre twin babies for siblings. she has ten family members in total.
richas: forever, pac, mike, cellbit, felps, roier, and quackity for parents; foolish and vegetta as grandmas; and leo as an aunt. if we count bobby as richas' deceased step-brother, then richarlyson has eleven family members in total.
they both have seven parents in total.
pomme is catching up. richas its time to start whoring your dads out again. dont let her win
#maybe he'll get lucky tho and pac will come back from kidnapping with another#it would be SO funny if she overtook him and somehow got another dad tho#like after everything else that richas has going on if he lost his 'most parents' title.... itd just be real sad#poor kid#on the other hand pomme doesn't have any dead or missing family members (that she knew/was close to) so maybe she's winning anyway#qsmp#its just really really funny#i hope bad and forever kiss. i hope aypierre gets official dad status over richas also. i hope etoiles and pac get married#i want these families to converge into the biggest mass to make the most terrifying graph know to the island#note: i basically ignored all aunts/uncles because a) i forgor#and i've continued ignoring them because b) basically every player is an aunt/uncle to every egg regardless of relationship to other player
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My hot take is that marcanne has as much potential for toxic yuri as any other calamity trio ship and it's not nearly as soft and fluffy as one may think
#amphibia#marcanne#anne boonchuy#marcy wu#in one hand: marcy kidnapped her. by giving her AS A BIRTHDAY GIFT something that was meant to benefit HER#(yes she didn't know it would work but the point is that she thought about herself first. even though it was her best friend's birthday)#she never wanted to come back. she wanted to keep her with her forever. she was happiest when they were together#most importantly she saw what she did as a good thing. as something good that she gave to her#yet still lied to her. After what happened with Sasha#she still lied to her. became another person to betray Anne#then she fucking died for her 😭😭😭#on the other hand. you have anne#she looked after her. she certainly loved her. but she didn't care much about the things that were important to marcy#nor did she care about her feelings or needs. she and sasha third-wheeled her for years#even though marcy came first#she could only really see her once sasha was gone#you have to remove her from the equation for both of them to flourish and connect#because the shadow of sasha's abuse oppressed them for so long. anne and marcy reuniting in S2 looked a lot like two people escaping#abuse together. healing together. coming into their own. becoming better people. they get to know themselves and each other much more deeply#now that they're free. only - they aren't free. they're constantly thinking about sasha. when sasha comes back they welcome her#they reproduced the toxic patterns she left of them#though i'll recognize that in anne's case she healed a lot more from sasha's toxicity than marcy#and you can see that in how her way of relation to marcy is a lot healthier than marcy's way of relating to anne#anne is now truly and genuinely connecting to her friend. marcy is still lying to her#pushing down her feelings. ignoring her own needs. pretending everything is okay. lying lying lying#anne was the only one who could escape but marcy couldn't quite move on yet. she couldn't be free#hope this makes sense i'm writing it at 4am i'll delete tomorrow if i realize it sounds dumb
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the thing I’m very interested to see is Harding’s relationship to other dwarves as her weird magic manifests.
she’s a surfacer; I feel like no matter what happens, Orzammar dwarves are going to point at her as an example, saying, “this is what happens when you lose your stone sense, you basically become a human, and this is why you should stay underground because we’re safe down here”
#dragon age#datv spoilers#lace harding#i’m of two minds about this bc like. on one hand hell yeah dwarf magic. titan connection. etc#on the other hand. she doesn’t really have a connection to any of that lol#the thing abt stone sense and the titan connection makes sense when you are surrounded by lyrium underground#but she was born in redcliffe#i hope we get to see what’s going on underground. i’ve been waiting to see kal sharok forever#but i also kind of want to go back to orzammar#because at this point i genuinely don’t know!! if it’s dwarf magic reawakening or if it’s just going to be#exactly what my hypothetical orzammar guy says lol. magic is EVERYWHERE with the veil falling#and she’s not safe BECAUSE she wasn’t born underground#i want it to be unique but uhhh dragon age worldbuilding tendency to ignore dwarves and put elves behind everything#i guess we’ll see#mine#harding
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His Imperial Majesty, the First Emperor of the cultivation world 🖤
As always, done in Autodesk Sketchbook.
#thegreymoon draws#mo ran#2ha#2ha fanart#ignore the wonky anatomy#i have not painted a nekkid dude in many many many years#not that i was any good at anatomy back then#i just spent zero time in between then and now improving and also forgot everything i knew#i have three more references from this batch that i want to do with him#but this took me forever and a day#i'm not sure i will have the willpower to power through three more#all of which are more difficult
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Suki is such an underrated character I love her sm
#def my fav avatar character#I like them all but she’s so wonderful#and completely ignored bruh#she’s apart of the gaang c’mon!!#rewatching avatar cuz I can and I love it SO MUCH#every episode HITS HARD#rewatching it now breaks my heart tho#watching Katara crying as she thinks she spots her mom#watching Aang see bascially his father’s skeleton with everything he knew gone#seeing Sokka miss his father and miss a father figure#watching zuko cry and scream at a thunder storm wanting to shoot lightning at him#like they were CHILDREN#agh#and Katara saying that she hasn’t gone penguin sledding since she was a kid and Aang is like ‘you are a kid!’ AGH#THEYRE CHILDREN!!!!!#watching it as an adult really just…#puts that into perspective#makes me cry#could talk about it forever
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Trobed I drew through genuine tears while i had a 24 hr migraine and my good old pal dys for ya 👍
#ignore my leg and the shit on the table i just couldn't be bothered cropping the image#it's been ages since i doodled traditionally. I'm just so used to digital noe#now. why am I ALWAYS mistyping that as noe#anyways i was SOOOO UNORMAL ABOUT THEM YESTERDAY#look the thing about trobed for me is. it literally does not fucking matter if i read them as romantic as platonic(qpr) or literally#whatever like they ARE EVERYTHING. THEY ARE EVERYTHING I AM THEY ARE EVERYTHING I WANT THEY R EVERYTHING THE WORLD DENIES ME#THEY ARE EVERYTHING ❗❗❗❗❗❗#when abed said i always thought I'd spend forever observing the world you made me a part of it#THAT'S ME . THAT'S.#NO ONE HAS EVER BEEN ME LIKE THAT BEFORE#but no one's made me part of it and I'M IN AGONY#anyways day 157 asking where's the 'word' to my 'it's 2009'#alexspostsnstuff#alextriestoart#doodles#trobed#community#troy barnes#abed nadir#abed's shirt was my brother's suggestion btw. he's never seen community but i wanted him to feel included
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going to start this post with the fact that im not trying to be a hater right now im just genuinely confused . anyway. the thing about sonic and shadow is that i dont think its a bad ship or that its entirely baseless or that their relationship is meaningless or anything like that. my feelings on so/nadow are complicated but i do like it to a degree . but i also feel like people are exaggerating how much is there in terms of canon backing for the ship (at least in the franchise overall if we're talking sonic prime specifically that makes more sense but prime is also like the spiders georg of so/nadow). like they have their moments but i dont think its as frequent a thing as people act like it is (again at least not in the games/comics) . like theyre just not as close or as obviously in love in the actual source material as some people seem to think they are ..??? some of the stuff i see being passed around as so/nadow moments is just them existing in the same frame .. ??? im not even saying its wrong to ship them or make them be in love in the headcanon sonic universe that exists in your head or whatever i just think that saying its basically canon is a huge stretch and idk what people are seeing between them that im not . sorry please dont get madat me. scampers away like a frightened little animal
#not prompted by anything in particular btw ive just been thinking about this for a couple days now#like i said im not trying to be a hater i just genuinely dont get it#also the way people try to make any and everything sonic and shadow do into proof that so/nadow is canon#even if only one of the characters is involved or its a massive reach or requires ignoring the existence of other characters#(usually knuckles. i could go on forever about the knuckles erasure in all this but thats a topic for another post#and i also always worry it comes off as me just arguing that so/nknux is better when thats not the point at all)#ialso think that some people ar ejust kind of making stuff up and convincing themselves its canon#like for example ive seen people say sonic and shadow are portrayed as a couple in official art and the art in question is just#of shadow standing there and they chose to interpret it as him thinking about sonic even though the art has nothing to do with him?#and i dont think its wrong to have so/nadow interpretations of moments that werent meant to be read that way . do what you want#but i feel like once you get to the point where you genuienly believe that every little thing they do is a hint theyre in love#maybe you should step back for a moment and look at the stories as a whole without the son/adow tunnel vision. idk
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he made her a BRACELET!? absolutely go fuck yourself blackman!! that’s just fucking cruel.
#yo fuck this season six ways to sunday#every instance of lila and five together on screen makes me want to die#god you ever seen someone completely destroy their own show?#this is an absolute travesty#dielila forever#i will be ignoring everything about this season#diego x lila#the umbrella academy#tua s4
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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.
#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void#shits rough dawg#I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts#haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier#it’s cold#saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours#guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left#even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are#I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh#my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week#maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting#woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside#hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning#can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience#anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments#I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now#ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever#you can ignore this#text
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Starting to think computers are actually the work of a dark and twisted demonic force.
#trying to trouble shoot a pc problem and we've gotten to the point wherein i am considering just ignoring it and hoping it solves itself orz#everything i try just makes things worse!!#i cleared my site data instead of just the temporary files in firefox and now nothing loads so im restarting the damn pc#but its taking. FOREVER. which is always a great sign. if this doesn't fix the page load times (not even the original problem!) im going to#freak out. just completely. because now i have to fix two things tomorrow... i wanna go to bed i don't want to do tech support anymore#im just frustrated and doing things impulsively that are not very helpful. so now i have to sadly sign back into every website on earth#which is very slow and painful because SOMEONE is hogging all my disk#everyone stop hogging all my disk and let firefox load challenge difficulty level impossible#but hey. restarting it did make the pages actually load now. i started this post on my phone and am now editing it on my working pc -w-)b#i am going to have 500 security alerts in my inbox tomorrow lol.#snow blogging
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not me hoping for a happily ever after for a ship in a slasher 💀 BUT LIKE. CAN THEY PRETTY PLEASEEEEE
#can i be so fr with u. idek if i mean pheenon or pheejin....#like if non is alive of COURSE i want a pheenon reconciliation and all the feelings phee had pushed away for years coming back#however. i am not immune to pheejin.#like phee rlly did just fall for jin not knowing jin's role in non's disappearance :( and they're so cute :(#BUT PHEENON ARE EVERYTHING 😭#so essentially i won't be picky i just foolishly want a happy ending for at least one ship#i am IGNORING the genre it can't hurt me if i don't see it!!!!#dead friend forever#dff#pheenon#pheejin
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haven’t been this depressed in so loooooong & i just increased my meds which in theory should help but this is all related to an Actual Fucking Problem not irrational thinking so i’m probably going to stay do fucked up for weeeeeeks & my meds are giving me Side Effects which they didn’t last time so i’m also physically suffering which just fucking adds to the Everything Else about the hell i am currently living in
#feel free to ignore#want to stay in my bed forever#but instead i’m at the office#wanting to curl up under my desk and sleep or cry or both#because my apartment is the aforementioned hell#and i don’t even feel comfortable taking my remote days#so there goes a fuckton of my time to do chores#have so many chores to do this fucking weekend now#if everything doesn’t fall apart first#why is my life like this
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long tag ramble below u have been warned
#ok i feel like i should say Something before i start being active again#but i dont want it to be a Statement which is why i’m putting it in the tags#(also bc i procrastinated doing this for weeks so i know this is a very stale topic by now#but i also haven’t been on tumblr literally at all so this is 100% my organic authentic opinion lmao)#so read if you gaf and ignore if you don’t#anyway: george def could’ve done more to ensure she was comfortable#and as someone who has also gotten in over my head with older men and regretted it#her hurt is valid and i’m deeply sorry she feels the way she does about that night#but with that said i see no reason to believe george Should have known how she really felt#or that he deliberately took advantage of either her youth/inexperience or her discomfort#and that’s the most important thing for me— he fucked up and misread a situation but that doesn’t make him an evil person#and i hope they can both move on and grow and heal#as for my future in the fandom: i honestly dunno how active i’ll be going forward#i was already becoming pretty disconnected so this might’ve just sped up the process? i’m tired of being put through the wringer#but i also don’t really have a fandom to replace this so i might just continue casually participating in the way i have been#either way rest assured i will never become a rabid anti. that shits embarrassing#i got HORRIBLE drolo rsd the other day when tommy’s mom needed clout and vagued him so like if nothing else. droloisms are forever#also as a last thing— this feels kinda silly and self centered to say but i will anyway#sorry for not opening up my blog as a forum for discussion again the way i did with the drituation#i know i helped a lot of people sort out their feelings and that was (and is) really really important to me#but it also tanked my mental health (mostly as a result of the fallout and not the act itself but still)#plus my life irl was pretty stressful at the time when everything was first going down#so i just didn’t feel up to putting myself through that again#but i’m sorry if anyone wanted to discuss w me but wasn’t able to#anyway. i think that’s all i have to say!#i don’t want to turn this into a capital D discussion but as always my askbox and dms are open#love you all tons! i hope you’re having a good day 🫂🫶#bella talks
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