#I want money so badly
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i'm in one of those phases where i really wish i believed in manifesting and spellcasting and things like that bc you know when you want something so bad you're literally praying for the universe to let it happen
#ramble#this is not me judging by the way i think it's cool as fuck i just don't do it personally#context: a lot of my 'dream jobs' are now just 'ways to make money that i might not absolutely hate'#but i have one (1) legit dream job and it's literally FINGERTIPS away from me right now#i feel like most people who know me can guess what it is and know how badly i want it#i'm not even letting myself daydream about it or talk about it too much because i'm so afraid of not getting it and being disappointed#and also i don't want to like. jinx it#i've tried so many times before but this is the closest i've ever been and i feel SICK i want to bite something
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I am in a hell of my own making
#47#really starting to get sick of it all but also I’m so impressed with myself#I can’t believe I’m almost done it’s kind of unreal#people are so interesting actually it’s insane#like this study shows me that I just hear and not listen#bro 30+ pages!!!! I’m so crazy for this it’s the most I’ve written for school#I’m actually very tired but after today it’s over#it’s funny actually cause I wanted to study love so bad and I wanted to avoid linguistic labs#I wanted to avoid linguistic or brain or animal labs soo bad I just wanted to do social science#then I get here and it turns out lm in a linguistic lab but my dumbass doesn’t notice until one year in#turns out language is such a huge part of psychology😪#I want money so badly
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i doodled a cal kestis icon for myself on discord and then proceeded not to use it haha
#I JUST SAW THAT THE SECOND GAME IS 70 BUCKS????????? EXCUSE ME?#DO I LOOK LIKE IM MADE OUT OF MONEY???#i want to play it so badly though 😭#my art#quick doodle#jfo#cal kestis#star wars#cameron monaghan
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At Walmart on my staticapple bullshit
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Look at him 🥺
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One of them gets him as a present for the other and he becomes their child.
His name is Vector Vee Morningstar, he is Charlie's younger brother and he is treated as such. Alastor wants him destroyed.
#I want him so badly#but I am poor and he costs money and I don't have big enough pockets rn so I can't even steal him#one day I'll be back for him#lucifer hazbin hotel#lucifer morningstar#vox hazbin hotel#staticapple#hazbin hotel#alastor hazbin hotel#charlie hazbin hotel#charlie morningstar#Alastors hatred of Vector rivals his hatred of both Vox and Lucifer#no one completely understands why but it seems very personal
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best believe i don't know shit about mk11 but i sure as hell know these guys gay asf
#mortal kombat#mk11#sub zero#scorpion#hanzo hasashi#kuai liang#subscorp#kuaihanzo#i want mk11 so badly ☹️☹️☹️#but i'm only allowed to buy it (with my own money) after exams are over???#that is like#3 months away#you're depriving me here#frankly im suffering
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Fanfiction is so goated actually
No monetary incentive, just writing in one's free time. Some incentive for like kudos and comments, because who doesn't want to hear that someone else enjoyed what they wrote. Just writing a story that is good and/or enjoyable, no real-life pressure to keep it going because god forbid you and other people are depending on it financially.
Writing a story because you want to write a good story, so you can write what they want the way you want, at a pace that is realistic for you, with exactly the plot pacing you want there to be.
#c*rny posts#thinking about this after the my h*ro academia leaks lmao#i have read barely a few chapters of the manga and then kept up with it through tumblr osmosis#i was interested in how its gonna end#and after reading the leaks i was like 'well its up to the fanfic writers to write a good ending now'#cause. it was kind of underwhelming. like some stuff made sense and some things were just done badly#which is realistic considering h*rikoshi is apparently burned out to hell#and i was thinking. man. if i had to write AND illustrate a story for like ten years straight. because its my bread and butter#and there are other people depending on the story doing well to make money#it would 100% get to me. i would rather end it all lmao#which is why i think fanfic is so great#just writing a story that you want. that makes sense to you. that has elements you want. that is exactly as long as you want.#and there isnt even a possibility of really monetizing it so there is no drive to make is 'succeed' or make it as long as possible#this could be applied to just writing a 'regular' story also that is not intended for publishing#also kinda makes me think about h*ikyuu#i kinda do feel the timeskip and the ending were a bit rushed#but like. if it was me. i would have rushed it too lmao#after so many years of working on one thing and one thing only i would have been so done. just so done#and h*ikyuu ending to me wasnt even bad. it was good with good resolution of everything. with characters evolving and achieving their dreams#not necessarily volleyball related (like tenma)#the progress made realistic sense#but it did feel a bit rushed#anyway#fanfic and writing for yourself is great#and manga authors face way too much pressure from people dependent on them. from fans. even from society in general
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oh , bother .
#me#i want money to spare for tattoos so badly#alas . medical bills and unemployment restrictions are not in agreement
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A (comparatively) Brief Thought about Steve Harrington's Names
Lucky Stevie has full names in three different languages and they're all equally incriminating in different ways!
For context: Steve's parents meet just as the summer of '66 is ending, in a perfectly legitimate bar with absolutely no connection to organised crime in Chicago. They introduce themselves as Christopher (call me Chris, Christopher is shite) Harrington and Anita (but you, bello, can call me Tina) Martino. They are both lying.
See, America is it's own little world. Founded by desperate refugees and religious extremists, the USA is the New York of the western world - the perfect place to disappear, because no matter your sins, there's always someone weirder. And in this totally not shady bar in Chicago, these two strangers have a lot of sins.
Mr. Ciarán Ótis Marcin Ó'hArrachtáin is what some might call a terrorist. Those 'some' are, of course, all eejits who seem to be fecking delirah with the Brits treating the Irish Free State as a colony. But Ótis and Martyna didn't raise a spineless dosser, not on tales of the shite they saw in Nazi Poland. Ciarán wants to be just like his mama, so does the only thing he can at sweet sixteen and joins the IRA. It was a grand old time - until some spanner decided to start the boarder campaign, make some things go boom, then it all goes arseways and suddenly he's a wanted man. Now he's legged it all the way out to this bar in Chicago where he can find some mostly-legal work, set himself up as someone who doesn't need to check over his shoulder every five seconds - and maybe he can take a chance on this absolute ride of an Italian who's just walked in, Jaysus -
Sig.na Alessia Stefania "Pieterina" Serafini has made a name for herself as a mafiosa. Beloved, wild, ruthless granddaughter of Don Alessio - caporegime since nineteen and well on her way to consigliere - and, right now, in molti problemi with la Cosa Nostra. So much problemi that she's been effectively smuggled into the US, like that goddamn heroin shipment that started all these problemi... ah well. She just needs to lie low for a bit (a decade) with her American cousins on the less than legal side of Chicago before she can return to her cosca and the people she actually trusts not to stab her the moment she turns her back - and maybe she can have some fun with this bello, bello Irishman who's looking her way, dannazione -
So. Discussing the evolution Mr and Mrs Harrington's relationship is gonna have to wait (though I'd love to hear from you guys) - the important thing here is the family history.
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Tina's side: Alessia Stefania "Pietrina" Serafini.
Tina's father is Vincenzo Serafini and her grandfather is Alessio Serafini. Her first name is the feminine of her paternal grandfather's name. Steve's middle names are also from them.
(In case it wasn't obvious, the Serafini family are heavily involved in the Italian mafia - potentially involved in the Ciaculli massacre in '63 - and also have ties to the American mafia.)
Tina's mother is Pietra Tedesco and her grandmother is Stefania Tedesco. Her middle name - Stefania - and her son's first name - Stefano - are from her maternal grandmother. "Pietrina" is a diminutive nickname for Pietra - they're saying she's just like her mother, and since they figured this would be easy and natural enough for Steve to remember, his agreed Italian 'cover' surname is Di Pietro.
(Pietra is the feminine of her father's Petri Tedesco - which is itself the new name chosen by the German runaway Peter Thälmann. No relation to German Communist Party Leader Ernst Thälman, no sir, nothing to see here.)
So: Stefano Alessio Vincenzo Serafini - or, when he doesn't want to advertise the mafia part - Stefano Di Pietro.
Chris' side: Ciarán Ótis Marcin Ó'hArrachtáin.
Chris' father is Ótis Ó'hArrachtáin, and his paternal grandparents Steafán and Keira Ó'hArrachtáin. He gets his first name from the masculine of his grandmother's name, his middle name from his father, and gave Steve his grandfather's name.
(Steafán and Keira worked their asses off their whole life to put their kids through school, ennabling Ótis to work at the Irish embassy in Poland, where he managed to smuggle a handful of refugees past the Nazis to Britain, of which his future wife, Hannia Marcinkiewicz, was one.)
Chris' mother is Anita Marcinkiewicz. He gets his middle name from her surname. Steve gets his Irish 'cover' surname from that.
(Anita and her son are very similar as teenagers and young adults - the same heady cocktail of jaded rage and a naïve sense of justice, motivating spiky teens in parallel shitty situations to commit near-suicidal acts of heroism, with similar results. Just what did Anita do? Nothing you can prove, of course...)
(Yes, Anita Marcinkiewicz and Anita Martino - a wild coincidence that kicks of conversation for our young lovers in Chicago. Not in any way manipulated by an omnipotent fangirl who wants her OCs to have something neat to make slightly awkward but unexpectedly wholesome small talk about over a Guinness and a Negroni in a bar in Chicago). (This is why Chris calls his wife Tina all the time when anyone else would get shot if she's feeling anything less than saccharine.)
So: Steofán Ciarán Ótis Ó'hArrachtáin - or, when he'd rather avoid any connection to the wanted terrorist - Steofán Ó Máirtín.
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Of course, as half Irish and half Italian - or, well, 1/8 German, 2/8 Polish, 2/8 Irish and 3/8 Italian but who's counting. Aside from me -
The point is, he's Catholic as fuck. He can be non-practicing and still Catholic (bc fuckboi), he can lose his faith and still be Catholic (bc interdimensional hell monsters), he can be an atheist (bc Irish) and still be Catholic, ok - he is Italian and Irish, there's no cure.
So, yeah, he's definitely been christened. And sure, you can old give any old name to the government (fuck them anyways) as long as it suits your purposes. But your christening name is the one that God knows you by, okay, you don't want to lie to the priest and end up with the wrong name tag when you get to heaven (or if, I guess).
What I'm saying is the paperwork says Steven Otis Harrington, but some poor Father/Reverendo gets hit with Stefano Stiofán Alessio Ciarán Vincenzo Ótis Serafini Ó'hArrachtáin. Good fucking luck!
#steve harrington#steve harrington headcanon#italian steve harrington#irish steve harrington#Catholic guilt^2#steve harrington's parents#steve harrington's mother#steve harrinton's father#what is is with me and fictional characters with 10+ names in two different languages this is the second in two days send help#also#when i say “all his names all equally incriminating”#Serafini is mafia and Ó'hArrachtáin is a minor terrorist obvsly#but Harrington also is pretty damning after his parents have spent 20+ years building their totally legal and above board business empire#So Chris gets the bizarre experience of having created an alias to avoid the fame of being like. another nameless school shooter#only for that alias to be more recognisable? like what was the point?#Tina explain why my disguise is more attention-grabbing than my actual identity as a wanted criminal#and Tina gets to explain that there were many generic Irish white boys who set fire to shit during the Troubles#but there's only one Christopher Harrington of Harrington Inc. that does boring stuff with lots of money#and also fun stuff with loads of money but no one can prove that shh#anyways#is this an epic fail? where you fail at keeping your identity anonymous so badly it that actually works perfectly?
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FINALLY finished Finn and Anita’s set of Incorrect Quotes! It took forever, but I finally finished them, which means not only can I at last share them, but also get started on those reference sheets I’ve been dying to get to!
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#i so badly wanted to switch them on the second one#because it seemed funny and accurate for Finn to be the one with fuzzy socks#(though Anita def has them too)#but Anita’s much shorter than Finn and definitely not as broad so he would have completely stretched out her shirts if he stole them#which he wouldn’t do. especially since at this time she doesn’t have as many nice clothes as she does much later in life#(Anita’s from a middle-to-lower class family and didn’t grow up with a lot of nice things as a kid)#(she spoils both herself and Finn and their kids once she becomes a lawyer and has the money to do so)#reference sheets for the adult versions and then the kiddos will be next!#might take longer since they’ll be more detailed but they’re gonna be next!#the deep 2015#the deep cartoon#smiling finn#the deep oc
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Do i play wizard 101 or go to bed. Its almost 3 am
#wizard101#wizard 101#i played this all the time as a kid and bought myself a membership a few days ago#im a level 13 necromancer now#which is farther than i’ve ever gotten because as a kid when me and my siblings asked for a membership#my parents always said ‘why pay for a game when there are so many online for free’#so my sister would sit for hours watching ads to earn crowns and unlock areas#i love having my own money#im considering buying her a membership but i dont know if she would want it as badly now
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lemongrab (Starts vibrating so hard i explode)
i do think pb is calm now but i dont think she likes wizards. i dont know. i dont know. and i saw how she treated lemongrab, she didn't really like him either. like. you all saw that. peps didnt want to see that he didnt want to think about it at the time, how they were treating the actual literal heir to the throne and also just how they were treating this man, he didn't realize. he didn't. and now. and . dont .get me talking about lemongrab. or i will talk. for ever
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pep: you ate your brother lg: lg: you won't have that problem pep: i could eat you lg: try it
#says shes better but you know. pep can tell theres something going on. theres something Wrong#she insists hes not doing anything wrong and she supports him!! but he can TASTE it. in there. in her words.#lemongrab is not a very gentle person but he is kind. and he is a father. and he wants so badly to be a good sibling.#adventure time#distant lands#lemongrab#peppermint#digital#lemon kids#well one of them. im sorry he looks so much like larry in some ways.#this is the first time lg has called pep his sibling hes like (mid meltdown) IM YOURWHAT..... <3#long post#its so tall.#i need to stop drawing ppl on benches. until i learn to draw benches.#she always knew peps was a magic user but it was more of a background Hes An Adult He Does What He Wants thing#and now he needs money for schoolbooks. so he has to see that Look in her eyes. im making it weird arent i#sorry pb fans im really mad at her about lemongrab and it poisons every interaction i have with her character#she really is trying. i promise. you just wouldnt know it from talking to lemognrab or pep.
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Target Solas may be saving my life actually
#in the funniest way possible#bc i started researching target jobs for the retail rifts fic#and discovered that just working as a TL for target#i would make more $#than as a resident#like i know i know. its cheap labor for the hosp#but how in the hell is this fair. lmao like. how in the hell am i valued so little#and if you for a second think ''it shouldn't be about the money''#stfu.#its not about the money. its about the absolute dogshit hours. working 100 hrs a week bc programs violate the laws all the time#not being able to see a therapist for fear of program backlash bc they can and will and have fired residents over that#its about not being compensated or valued at an appropriate level for the amount of time and education required#like genuinely. fuck this#im so bitter and drained by it all#could write essays on why and how badly the system needs change#but ive decided it isnt worth it#its not worth it and i dont want to do this anymore#ive already started to line up some other opportunities#bc genuinely. seriously. wholeheartedly. fuck this
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suddenly remembered this game exits and i wanted to draw my old character from when i played when i was younger
#this game was my childhood#you don’t wanna know how much money i spent on this game#it’s actually scary#i never got that beta grey racoon tail that i wanted so badly#ajpw#aj#animal jam#animal jam play wild#my art#it’s 2am goodnight#art#illustration#digital art#digital illustration#digital drawing
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i'm trying to save £5000 this year so I can move into my own house by next summer, but the second i realise i'm not as broke as i thought I was for a month i'm on ebay looking at mid century modern furniture.... girl you're going to be living with your parents forever !!!!!!!
#I've really disciplined myself these last few months -#my eating is disciplined the amount i read is disciplined my listening habits are disciplined#but oh my god i physically cannot be disciplined with money#having a professional salary for the first time in my life is making me insane#but i've been in this job for nearly a year now so i'm really hoping i've nearly gotten the impulsive spending out of my system#because i want my own house so badly#my bf is moving into a beautiful new apartment so that's good motivation for me to get my shit together#becauee i want him to be able to come and visit me in my beautiful own house......
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i miss when i was writing khr meta on the regular and being unwell about it on here with you guys. i think i like having the time and energy to be chronically online actually
#ramblings#should i reblog my greatest hits#i still get new followers every now and then despite my unofficial (semi) hiatus#but you guys missed the best of my khr brainrots when i was actually on here and posting/reblogging stuff#also i want to be writing so badly too 😭#like i know the last thing i wrote wasn't too long ago#but i miss being able to write with the same frequency as before#but i guess i'm earning money in the meantime 😔#fingers crossed i should be able to get myself a new computer in september#and then ideally you'll all see guys#anyway. hi guys <3 i miss you and i love you and i hope you're all doing all right <3
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