#I wanna go back again sometime…
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eepiest little man in the building
#HIS EARS ARE SO BIG HELP#so ive heard type shit#he has a habit of tilting his head back when he’s being petted like he fucking CONKS it back its so funny#we visited a cat cafe today I wanna go back again… there are so many of them#the room was really well maintained like we wore shoe covers and everything. and there’s a back room for the cats to go if they wanna#tap out so thats nice. BUT THIS LIL GUY. OHHHHH LIL MAN#he looks almost completely black but he seems to have these slightly darker stripes which are hard to see..??#THERES ALSO AN ENORMOUS MAINE COON NICKNAMED THE KING OF THE ROOM? HES HUGE JESUS CHRIST#made friends with a curious white and orange one who looked like he was thinking of pouncing down on me#and a very VERY pretty white and silver point with blue eyes who was happy to greet everyone#my brother was stuck on the floor bc a Persian that snubbed everyone else looked at him like ‘you. your lap is MINE’#and kept him there for 20 minutes. another cat wanted a turn but the Persian claimed him ;w;#my brother was popular with the cats bc they could probably sense he’s the calmest person in the room LOL#diary#yapping#cats#I wanna go back again sometime…
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alternate surface au inspired by a few ive seen around on tumblr :3


#my art#pressure roblox#roblox pressure#sebastian solace#painter pressure#thought more abt my headcanons for seb’s anatomy and like. lol that tail is not pure muscle hes got guts in there.#that + the fact that there’s spinal cord in there means itd be a bad idea to try and amputate it#the wagon/eventual wheelchair is mostly for outdoor use i imagine.#<- specificallt]y for outdoor surface textures/debris that’d be bad for him to slither on#also. chronic pain have i dont think suddenly shrinking his whole body did much good for that#i imagine he and painter have like. a pool. to help with that and other needs he has now.#but he wouldnt wanna use it for a long while#there was a sort of. disconnect between his idea of freedom from urbanshade vs the reality of it i think.#like. thinking things could. on some level. go back to normal#and not considering that some of his mutations would be irreversible#and having to confront/cope with/accomodate himself about that#seb wants to be normal again but we cant all get what we want can we!#sometimes healing involves working with or around irreversible change buddy!#btw if feligayzed sees this. hiii hii your au was one of the big things that kicked my brain off on this and i wanna make fanart sometime#oh yeah this is . also.#sebpainter#pressure pathways#pathways#wow i dont think ive written a wall of tags that big in a long time. can you tell im having normal feelings about them
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when you see me reblog a post with tags, and then moments down the dash, reblog it without tags, that in particular doesn't mean anything. I just reblogged it and then my dial-up brain eventually remembered that tags were supposed to go there.
#sometimes I don't wanna go back and edit a post. sometimes it's just easier to reblog it again#problemnyatic thoughts
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charlies turn for the reference sheet beam
#xmen#xmen comics#xmen tas#charles xavier#professor x#snap sketches#i feel weird posting a charles ref cause ive done so many 'ref sheets' for headshots.. i need to stop making doodle pages for him apparentl#this started out because i wanted to practice charles' body type and then i figured id just. ref sheet vjaelkjvae#if i were bold id just post him in just briefs and paper doll it if you catch my cold. he got a lot of outfits i like...#i wanted to make refs for the og5 actually so maybe i will just do these ref sheets throughout the week before bed#the funny thing about this ref sheet is this is prob the only time ever actually going to draw charles' whole back... lmao...#i mean never say never so Very Rarely will i draw his whole back. and standing ajerlkvjalkj#idk ref sheets are just fun and easy and relaxing for me to do .... and brother i wanna relax gjERLKJAEL#i have my mandatory sketches lined up to finish this week so i earned a lil doodlin i think !!!!!!#i usually dont work on weekends but.. its a lot so jvLRKVJARLKJV BUT ANYWAY#observe. god its so illegal having him stand i promise ill never do it again unless i like have to for some rare reason vjEALVJAE#i had a savage lands arc idea but who knows if ill go through with it#i debated adding that lil ring from that scrapped tas design but i dont think ima make that a consistent thing#prob use it for like. one or two jokes or whatever other temporary purposes...#was i going to say anything else. OH YEAH i wanted to see what charles looked like wtih brown eyes...#i was stalking my tags and i was reminded he had brown eyes sometimes and as your resident brown eyed bestie i wanted To See..#i fear i do like giving him contacts...... but his blue eyes arent bad either so now im in a predicament !!!!!#we'll see what happens ill probably stick with blue just for popularity sake but who knows#anyway !!! i am very weary and i am very busy this week so good night !!!!!!
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2011 Italian Grand Prix - Vettonso
#SORRY. I AM GOING THROUGH IT.#this is why i had to put vettonso merchant in my bio bcs if i dont post them at least 5x a week ill die#their dynamic in this race is like actually indecipherable to me#cause this is the race where fernando 'allegedly' said fuck you my boy#but their dynamic is so odd????#like they have that happen in the cooldown room#and then generally ignore each other on the podium#and then we randomly get this cute moment and then they INSTANTLY go back to being awkward#but then in the press con they keep talking about each other and looking at each other???? okay :)#sometimes im just like. yeah no i give up on trying to understand them#not rly noticeable in these buts its so funny how seb pats him to get his attention#and then immediately goes to cheer as if to be like 'huh what i didnt touch uou'#to ref that one post about this race said: he didnt wanna embarrass himself again by getting turned on#stealing this from c cough cough but hes like 'oh no!! if he looks at me im gonna embrass myself on broadcast again!!'#anyways i love this moment and the pics from this are like my fav ever 2010s pics of them so yeah <3#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso#we do a little bit of f1#*its so odd i completely remember finishing this and scheduling it last night#*but when i woke up it was only half done??? im still confused#2011 italian gp
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*guy that hasn't slept properly in several days voice* damn why am i so tired
#rye.txt#my sleep schedule is so messed up man 😭#started going to bed at 2am instead of 10pm. except it takes me like an hour and a half to two hours to fall asleep each night#so really im getting to sleep around 3am-4am#and then my body wakes me up at 7am#and sometimes i can go back to sleep but other times i have Work To Do and have to get up then#and then i can maybe try to go back to sleep around 10am#except oops my body doesn't let me actually sleep so i just go to bed and sit there until i feel bad about trying to sleep during the day#and then i get up again#my works schedule is also Very Weird but it's always been like that#im. tired. i wanna draw kitty cats but im too eepy :(
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Lloyd’s the kind of person to be completely silent while everyone is horribly singing Bohemian Rhapsody only to belt out the line “I sometimes wish I’d never been born at all” in perfect pitch and then fall dead silent again as he went back to like, reading a book or something. send post
#ninjago#lego ninjago#lloyd garmadon#bohemian rhapsody#i sometimes wish id never been born at all#headcanons#ideas#jokes#text post#speaking#for the record lloyd the kinda person to be silent as in he protests to everyone he cant sing#or he just doesnt wanna sing so hes just fending them off as they sing#then the line comes and hes like a sleeper agent and sings the line like hes done so a hundred other times#then laugh and brush it off and go back to not singing again#and for the OTHER record#the other ninja are not exempt from this. all of them sing that line like their lives depend on it#except for zane because my boy does not sing unless he has downloaded content <3 hes the one playing the music but he vibes w it#lloyds just the one who has it down like an ART#lloyd also sings 'you shouldve raised a baby girl i shouldve been a better son' from mcr#because he is trans. 2 me. kai also sings out that part with just as much passion. they are shaking hands#and also lloyd was just an mcr kid change my mind
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actually...
looking at a bunch of my old favorite mutuals blogs that have been inactive for years. i miss them, even if i never really talked to any of them. when you're mutuals with a person for so long they become a comforting presence even without talking. you see them every day and read their posts about their thoughts or feelings or about what's going on in their life and so on. and they just become a part of your daily life in such a subtle way.
and then one day they just never post again. without warning. shit sucks. i actually hate it.
#i think about so many old mutuals like every day#just wondering where they've gone and what they're up to and how their lives have turned out#i love them and miss them so much#actually there have been a couple times when old mutuals suddenly become active again after years#but i can't count on that -- most don't#i wish there was some website or app or whatever#that would make it possible to stay in contact indefinitely#like i just imagine something like linktree or whatever#but also something more#just this one central hub with one username and it is just saved forever#and so any person who remembers your name can just look it up and suddenly have access to all these ways to contact you#because i've had my blog deleted a few times and like i gotta slightly change my url every time#so if someone looks up my og blog url they won't be able to find me#and that shit makes me sad#just a slight change in url could mean the difference between staying in contact#whatever#i get like this occasionally#nostalgic and sad because i miss old mutuals#scrolling their long abandoned blogs#idk why i do this to myself lmao#i do it with facebook sometimes too#i haven't posted since like high school#and sometimes i go back and see all my friends' profiles frozen in time#because a lot of their profiles are also inactive for whatever reason#i don't know why this shit makes me so sad#so yeah if you're a mutual -- even we don't talk -- don't ever just randomly delete or become inactive#even if we don't talk you can give me your other socials or whatever#or even an email idc#i just don't want to lose connection with any of you -- when i'm 80 years old i wanna reminisce with y'all#and i wanna throw everyone a feast someday
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Some more spoodles (Spock doodles) I’ve had saved for a bit… Art block still rough but I do wanna draw so bad. If yall have simple requests feel free 2 send some in hehe
#my art#described#star trek: tos#Spock#the spaby (Spock baby)………………….#yesteryear still living in my brain rent free. I have a yesteryear au I wanna draw and post sometime��#essentially it’s if yesteryear were a longer episode. time loop instead of getting it right in one go. Spock messes up a few times before-#-finally getting it somewhat right and making sure he doesn’t die.#cus I was struck with the devastating image of older Spock carrying back his little baby self’s body back to his parents. -#- the ‘I’m sorry’ that just barely escapes his lips. the knowledge that he has to try again - that this cannot be his fate.#idk I love angst and yesteryear has so much juicy potential to be angsty and just DEVASTATING#unedited the idea itself is insane and doesn’t feel like it was thoroughly comprehended. whaddya MEAN you were supposed to DIE???????#the only one that saved you from dying????? was YOURSELF???????? HELLO IS THIS THING ON???????????????#so yes yesteryear huh. TAS has some of the episodes of all time I stg if you haven’t watched it cus it’s animated and janky ur missing OUT
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oh, berlin, nobody knows where you've been
#DONT PUT YOUR VOLUME UP TOO HIGH it gets suddenly louder like a minute in#tatort berlin#tatort berlin 2: bisexual boogaloo#was on the fence between this one and do it with a rockstar simply because that one is one of the most rubin/karow songs ever. 2 me#do you wanna dance do you wanna fight do you wanna get drunk and stay the night ....#in an ideal universe nina would've survived to walk off that runway and gotten herself a girlfriend and karow would find himself a boy and#they'd still be really really weird about each other and probably fuck off and on and continue to be kind of codependent#they should've gotten to make each other worse forever :(#i think nina spends a lot of time trying to be Good and karow doesn't. and then sometimes she slips because she's got it in her too#and karow's just like Oh that's all you got? do it again harder#thus do it with a rockstar. do you wanna cry i could make you cry. do you wanna hit me baby one more time. do you wanna do you wanna do#you wanna do you wanna go back home! wait - wait - wait - i'll be fine in a minute ...#ANYWAY in the end i do like this one better as a song and the berlin joke was too good to pass up#the layers of Performance (of gender of sexuality of beruf) especially in meta... Yeag#and ronnie leaves lines out and lights up the curtain ... you know what you're doing you know it for certain ...
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man. people kicking back against the terms neurodivergent / neurospicy kinda sucks when you do infact have a diagnosis that isn't even remotely common
#like yeah im neurodivergent but you're gonna think im a handful of things when im not#i dont particularly love neurospicy as a term either but at least it doesnt seem to be pointing anywhere specific#all i got left is brainweird and sometimes i dont wanna call myself weird!!!!!!#“why dont you say what you have” i dont want to have a 45m conversation where i educate someone whos going to forget#or shake someone down over something they will likely never come across in their life ever again#and for the folks in the back:#nvld#ive only ever met ONE person who has it and we lost contact#the biggest community of people with it has a grand total of 500 people
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Ok as much as I would like to post something funny or profound about things that don’t matter, I have nothing. So you know what? I’m going to throw a question out into the dark and see if the demons respond. I need help coming up with embroidery ideas and I really want to get back into it.
#art prompt#my art#embroidery#beadwork#art block#art#artists on tumblr#tokyo debunker x reader#creepypasta x reader#tokyo debunker#traditional art#to that one person that sent me a message about tags that don’t relate to the subject I’m sorry I’m doing it again#twisted wonderland x reader#artwork#I feel like chihuahua#my stress is a chihuahua#idk what else to tag#idk i’m just tired#future#idk what im doing#idk what to tag this as#i wanna go back#i don’t know I’m going to do when I graduate#everything is crashing down on me and I am frozen in place#lily of the valley#sometimes I feel like a lily of the valley#why are the french here?!
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You ever get rly nostalgic about the past and wish you could go back and live it again but then when you think about the parts you aren’t nostalgic for you remember “no wait that shit sucked I don’t wanna do that again”
#sometimes I rly wanna relive 2012-2017 again but#outside of the very specific good parts I like#like my early internet days and the beginning of the undertale special interest#that shit suuuucccckkkeeeddd#im still recovering from all that trauma you couldn’t pay me to go back
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idk if it’s worth it to post this but i did deactivate blumisiu. rip 🪦💔 putting this here just in case people get Confused.
i reblogged all my works on @blumisiu-archive, though <3
#it’s complicated but not really.#i did have my (many) happy moments on that blog. and often times it was a safe and comfy space for me.#and somewhere i DID want to be. but. there was always a lingering feeling of unhappiness and disappointment and dissatisfaction.#with my writing and all that.#and i just really felt that no matter how long of a break i took i wouldnt be able to go back on there and feel happy#my writing has unfortunately died out for the time being lol and yeah. that paired with how i was feeling before just sort of solidified#the decision for me#i’m so grateful for all the love that i received on my works :( so grateful for every mootie patootie i met ❤️#but yeah. idk it was just the right thing to do for me.#perhaps writer vivi will make a come back! maybe one day! maybe even blumisiu will return…#BUT i do know that i wanna make a k-pop blog again. sometime soon!#just to post moodboards and other silly stuff and like i said before perhaps my writing again#but yeah :P that’s that#♡ dear diary…
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I mean this in the nicest way possible: I wish I was a better friend.
#delete later#I know I’m not a good friend#but i think it’s trauma related#and I know that’s not an excuse#but a reason#and I’m just… also tired of people leaving me#I don’t strike up conversations anymore cause I was the friend who always did so#I was always the one making the effort to be in other peoples lives#and it sucks. ya know.#and sometimes I say dumb things that then like….. makes people not want to be around me I fear#and like…. yeah…. that’s part of life#but I’m just so tired of being alone#I want friends. I want people to send post cards and letters too#and I wanna hang out with people#and I want them to tell me things I want them to tell me how they are feeling#like. online friends are great!!#don’t get me wrong!!#but I know I’m not a great online friend either.#and when I try to be I fear I come off as flirting. like sometimes I am. don’t get me wrong#but I wish I could just… go to a friends house and sit with them and hold their hand when they are having a bad day and have the same done#for me!!!#I am always giving…. I am always giving parts of myself to people who don’t give themselves back#I still know my ex-best friends favorite color but I doubt she knows what mine was when we where friends#if you read this far just…. ignore it oof.#it’s just a rant#sometimes I rant in a tumblr post cause reading rants back in old journals is. bad. for my mental health#my adhd just picks the emotions right back up and then I go through it again. so it’s best to tumblr rant#I’ve also been having complicated gender emotions again#I don’t hate the idea of being a woman/girl as much as I used to. and it’s throwing me off a bit#I mean it’s right on time really… I have a gender crisis almost every four years…
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