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pov dating james patrick march
James, placing a MASSIVE diamond ring on your finger: surprise my darling! I had this made especially for you :)
reader: oh my god????
James, with that Gomez Addams kind of affection: do you love it? :)
reader: of course! oh my god, it's gorgeous...
James: It's a 10 carat blood diamond. I had it mined just for you my love :)
reader: oh! oh that's not-
#he's like *welcome to my SICK and TWISTED mind* gomez addams#you then proceed to have a long conversation with him about ethical sourcing#ALSO I DO NOT SUPPORT CONFLICT DIAMONDS!!!! /srs#I just thought this was a funny joke#he surprises you with a lot of ethically questionable luxuries and you're trying to wean him off onto something more sustainable#you tend to react like when a cat brings you a dead bird or rodent like “here I killed this just for you! <3”#the epitome of#james patrick march#james march#ahs hotel#james p march#james patrick march x reader#james march x reader#james march drabbles#james patrick march drabbles#ahs hotel x reader#ahs hotel drabbles#drabbles#I told my sibling oh- that's not...#havin jamie p brain rot if you couldn't tell#kicking my feet and giggling while I talk to janitor bots
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I think Tim should pull the same shit on Damian that my sister did to me and try to convince him that albatross are extinct
It doesn't matter what Damien says to try and dispute it, what research he does or facts he brings to the table. Tim pulls the "But have you ever seen one? Like in person?
#'They're like kiwi's we have pictures of them But they're not around anymore'#And then Jason says 'what? no you're thinking of dodo birds dude' and Tim says 'oh shit#did you not know???'#which sends both Jason and Damien down a fun new rabbit hole#actually they live by a body of water they maybe even have seen albatross idk they're natural habitat#Tim will just say 'no that's just a big seagull'#honestly can't believe my sister almost got away with this#this was before smartphones were like big so I couldn't Google it right away#she also told me that if I eat bacon a worm will grow in my intestines#Tim drake#jason Todd#damian wayne#batfam#just casual gaslighting between siblings
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Shoutout to fellow sibling-abuse survivors.
Sibling abuse is said to be the most common form of domestic abuse, but also the least reported due to the circumstances surrounding it.
People tend to play it off as siblings being siblings, but it's not. If you lived in fear of your sibling(s), if you are traumatized/suffer PTSD from it, if they abused you in literally any damn way, even if you had good times or they helped you otherwise, it was still abuse and you should be able to speak on it and get the help you need to process it without it being downplayed.
Whether they were abused as well or not should not invalidate your own experience. They still hurt you. You're allowed to feel what you feel about it.
If someone tells you you have to talk to or forgive them because they're family, know that you do not actually have to. Not unless you want to.
Whether you interact with/forgive the ones who hurt you or not should be your choice. Don't let anyone pressure you until you're sure you're ready for it.
If you ever are ready, and you can talk about it with them when you've had some time apart (aka one of you moved out or you are certain they can't or won't try to hurt you again) and they seem more levelheaded, I hope you get the responses you need to move on.
If that never comes, I hope you can make peace with it on your own, or however you need to handle it emotionally to feel your best. If what you need to feel about it is just rage or dispair, then go ahead. Whatever works.
Just please. Take care of yourself. It can/might/will have a lasting impact, and you should be able to talk about it without hearing people say "Oh, that's just how it is with siblings!"
Because it's not supposed to be like that. There are siblings who grow up never hurting another sibling or have never had to fear the others cruelty.
It's just hard to recognize when you often hear people downplaying their own abuse as a natural consequence for growing up with others. It shouldn't be. This should not be the norm.
#Sibling abuse#Abuse#When I told my psych about some of the things our older sister did she went “Oh. so torture” and it was like. I guess#Sorry for the rant in the tags I just. I dunno man. I try to look up resources for sibling abuse#And there just. Wasnt a lot. It's mostly 'narcissistic abuse' or parental or something like that#If you're not ready to move on then you aren't ready#If you never do then that's fine#You are valid#Domestic abuse#Dumbass thoughts
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Hirano to Kagiura light novel translation 4-1
Chapter 4: Fall.
Part 1
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It might be September by now, but the sun’s rays know no bounds.
Heat from the weather aside, the schoolhouse on the coattails of summer break is permeated with the fervor of the students.
Among all those in the athletic clubs who have undergone away games and training camps, there are many who have deepened both their tans and their virility. The sense of achievement characteristic of those who kept up with their exercise lives within their growth spurts.
Hirano’s roommate is, once again, one of them.
Kagiura, who’s gotten a bit taller, has gotten used to high school, completely devoid of the anxiety he’d seemed to have around the time he’d started school.
Since they’d met up over the summer, he’s become more and more relaxed, and Hirano can’t help but think of him as a beloved younger brother.
Wait, but younger brothers don’t do things like give you earrings, do they?
Hirano isn’t really in a position to judge, with no siblings of his own.
He’d found his original earrings while organizing his luggage after returning from Kagiura’s countryside home. They’d fallen into his school bag and hidden themselves beneath the stiff bottom plate.
What should I do about it? he’d wondered, but figured well, whatever, and didn’t bother switching out his new ones. He’ll keep them in the dorm just in case, but ultimately plans to keep using the ones Kagiura gave him.
As soon as the new term starts, preparations for the Cultural Festival are full speed ahead. Even the first years, who aren’t used to running events without the guidance of a faculty member, are gradually gaining opportunities to build character. The Executive Committee members have so many responsibilities that it has become difficult to carry out their studies without the cooperation of their classmates.
Kagiura also has the situation of being part of the ‘Sports Recommendation Squad’, and his grades are not up to snuff. It would be good if they don’t take a hit from his extracurricular responsibilities, but that will come down to his own efforts.
It’s not just the Executive Committee members who are swamped. The students in the culture clubs are also at their busiest, and with the autumn tournament right around the corner, there’s no way the athletics clubs can cut back on practices.
The sweltering nights have yet to abate; yet despite these conditions which could even be called cruel, most of the students are eagerly awaiting the Cultural Festival. You might even get away with saying all of them.
Because, after all, girls come to visit the cultural festival.
And even without that element, a festival is still a festival.
This is a time when the whole student body is restless, so the Disciplinary Committee will be on top of keeping everyone in line—or such is their public stance, but they won’t be too strict about moderating uniforms and hair styles.
In any case, a high proportion of the students will be in costumes on the day of the festival.
There's also at least one class cross-dressing every year.
This year, that’s right, it's the class that Hirano is unfortunately a part of. More specifically, it's been decided that Hirano will be one of the ones in drag.
Oiwa-san—a famous spirit who makes an appearance in the Yotsuya Kaidan.¹
There are many variations of the famous ghost story, in which Oiwa, the deceased wife, holding a grudge over the betrayal of her husband, Iemon, slaughters every last person involved. Apparently, they will be basing the makeup off of Tōkaidō Yotsuya Kaidan², which is popular among Hirano’s classmates.
He’d been shown reference images of the ghost, her face half disfigured and inflamed by poison, but the picture was nightmare fuel when viewed in the dark.
Supposedly it’s a style of Halloween makeup that’s been popular in recent years, but the trial makeup that had been applied to his arm after school in order to match the shade to his face had been truly grotesque.
This information is to be kept top secret until the last possible minute on the day of, in the interests of building hype.
While Hirano is putting away his homework, the door opens with a click.
His roommate is home.
It’s still bright outside, but the dining hall is just about to open for dinner.
“Hirano-san, I’m home!”
“Welcome home, Kagi-kun.”
These days, Kagiura usually gets a bit bashful in reply to Hirano’s greeting, seemingly tickled. So naive and innocent he must be, making such an expression with no fear of being misunderstood.
There were days they’d spent together, but summer vacation had been long.
There’s an air of a different kind of newness from the one there’d been in the period before they’d gotten used to sharing a dorm—Kagiura probably feels it too. At least, Hirano thinks so.
He feels closer to Kagiura compared to before. After all, he’s met his immediate and extended family, so of course they’d feel more intimate. It’s as if the part of himself that had been on guard while thinking about how to act as a senpai in his second year in the dorms has been absolved.
After Hirano had filled out his print-outs as if in competition with Kagiura, who’d spread out his homework in a frenzy, they’d headed to the dining hall a little later than usual.
It always takes him about 3 or 4 days to get back into the swing of dorm life.
Speaking of which, he thinks.
Before Kagiura moved into the dorms, Hirano had been quite nervous.
He’d talked to Hanzawa about it one time when the Disciplinary Committee had a meeting, and they’d brainstormed strategies to avoid scaring Kagiura off.
He’d also felt it would be a waste of his efforts if he was only friendly at the beginning of their time spent living together; thus, they’d come to the conclusion that it wouldn’t be too far out of Hirano’s depths to give him a nickname and use “-kun”.
Oh yeah, that’s right. At the beginning I called him Kagiura-kun.
He’s been calling his name every day, enough that he’d ended up shortening it, thinking it’s too long and clunky.
Kagiura has morning practice tomorrow, too, so there's no way he can let him oversleep.
Hirano got that, but there was something on his mind that just wouldn’t go away, so he asked before shutting off the lights.
".....Hey, um. I know you're working hard, so I don't wanna rain on your parade, but are your studies going all right? I haven't heard how your proficiency test went yet."
As the words leave his mouth, he thinks, what am I, a private tutor? and laughs drily to himself.
For the results of the test held right after summer break, a list ranking every student in their grade and the standard score were passed out to each person, the same as for the periodic exams.
For first years, they can be used as nothing more than a reference, but due to the breadth of the material covered, in some cases they might be used to determine which schools to apply to when compared to results from previous cram schools.
“...I just barely passed.”
“What’s the damage?”
“The teacher said, ‘You didn’t do badly enough that I need to pull you aside, but keep working hard’...”
“I see.”
Which is bad in and of itself, really.
Kagiura hangs his head dejectedly, and Hirano’s tempted to comfort him all the more for having seen the extent of his efforts, but his lack of preparation is unmistakable.
“Kagi-kun, after the cultural festival is over, you gotta step it up. If you miss some of the notes, get someone to show you theirs before the next day. Don’t let them build up. If you end up with a backlog of notes to take, you’re not gonna be able to understand them.”
Hirano knows deep down he’s probably worrying too much, but he keeps the expression on his face stern. The beginning is the key to everything. Among his classmates in the ‘Sports Recommendation Squad’ who, like Kagiura, are bad students, there are many whose grades plummeted after going on to their second year.
Who knew he’d become this much of a worrywort after becoming someone’s senpai?
“Yeah…Hirano-san, will you teach me again?”
“Sure. But you better bring back good grades.”
“I will! …By the way, can I ask you something?”
He ducks his head as he asks the question, a gesture with all the charm one would expect from someone as cute as him.
“What’s up?”
“When you were a first year, did the senpai you roomed with teach you how to study, too?”
“Nah, no way.”
“Hm…did you not get along?”
“It’s not that we didn’t get along, we just weren’t really that close. I wasn’t nearly as friendly a kouhai as you are.”
This is usually the case for dorm students. Hanzawa, contemptuous of homosexual relations, has a reputation in certain circles for having a finely-tuned gaydar and showing up to cockblock any time he senses anyone getting a little too close.³
His distaste isn’t unwarranted; apparently it has to do with his family, so even Hirano feels bad for him.
“...Does that make me special, then?”
“Why are you so happy about that?”
At Hirano’s jests of what are you, a dog? Kagiura breaks into a grin.
“Yeah. You know, I’m glad I’m your roommate, Hirano-san.”
Hirano smiles wryly; Kagiura’s got him wrapped around his little finger without a hint of insincerity.
With Kagiura cozying up to him like this, he doesn’t stand a chance.
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T/N: (1) Not sure I need to add more info on this to the story, but it's pretty interesting, so you can read more about it here.
(2) A movie based on the story made in 1959.
(3) Yall....idek what to say about this. I tried to keep the tone lighthearted but the original text literally says 'gay-hating Hanzawa' and describes his feelings as disgust. Idk why the writer put this but our boy is NOT like that 😭 I actually broke my vow of not looking at the official TL just to see how they handled this bit and they completely watered it down lmao. and tbh, yall know my dedication to accuracy but I WAS TEMPTED. While going back and forth about what I should do, I told my sister about it, and she suggested that Hanzawa doesn't actually hate gays, he just hates gay sex and will stand for none of it in his dorm so...we're going with that interpretation ����🙃💀🙃
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#you guys can reblog these posts btw <3#remember likes are great but they don't do anything to spread the posts around!#friendly reminder that tumblr is not ig/tt and we love her for it <3#re 3rd footnote: im still trying to cope#im really hoping that the 'homophobic' and 'disgust' etc are referring to his reputation rather than his real feelings#tho i'm not sure that's much better 💀#also im sorry but wtf is up with the whole 'its to do with his family so hirano feels bad for him thing'#like??? oh poor you your sibling is gay that must be such a struggle#guess you have the right to hate gay people. ??????#this makes it sound like there was some TRAUMA involved#but it was literally just his brother (and other sibling) saying btw im gay and then they all moved on with their lives??#shoutout to my sister for this slightly inaccurate but much better take#i told her about it and she was like 'nah this mf just repressed as hell 💀'#she does not read ssmy/kghr btw#hirano to kagiura#hirano and kagiura#kagihira#hirano to kagiura light novel#hirano to kagiura translation#harusono shou
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Never going to feel more older sister protection for anyone as much I do Damien Wayne.
I grew up with this kid I’ve watched him become everything he is and you know what he is?? My baby. That’s right.
Like of course I love Dick and Tim and Jason just as much but my loyalties gotta lie somewhere and I chose this angry pubescent kid like 11 years ago.
#never posted about the batfam before#on new years I was told I could show it to my siblings#I figure if I post about them enough the interest will increase#oh fuck I have to watch my shit for spoilers#batfam#damian wayne
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The other nice thing about s1 is that you're really only following like 4 stories. And they all feed into the same overarching plot. (None of the random Russia nonsense)
#or one season dead characters#... i just think they told a more cohesive story in s1#which like i will give s3 they tried to replicate it#but maybe nostalgia clouds my judgment of s1 doing it better#but there's too many characters now#full stop#which leads to way too many combos#and as a writer i get the temptation of oh let's pair x with x#but acting on it is how we end up with siblings who haven't interacted since s1#or a mother and son who haven't had more than a single conversation since s1#anyways#fandom snark#stranger things
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Was doing so good holding it together today but now that I’m laying down and trying to sleep I’m tearing up and I can feel that I’m about to burst into tears any second now
#my mom called me like ten minutes before I was off work today#and asked if I had talked to my grandpa lately and I was like yeah some why?#I’ve been showing what I’ve been cooking with him and my grandma because I was proud of myself#and she was like oh so you know about his potential surgery?#and I was like. his what???????#apparently his pace maker is dying and malfunctioning and he needs a new one#but this is the third time it’s had to be replaced and as he’s gotten older he’s had a lot more health issues#and they’re not even sure his heart can handle getting it replaced…. he has an appointment tomorrow to find that out#and no one told me. no one fucking told me it was that bad and I’m so#like man my feelings on my grandparents are so insanely complicated but I do love them#I love them so much and they practically raised me and loved me more and treated me better than my mother EVER did#they’re the only family members I’ve ever been legitimately terrified and upset over not accepting me cuz I’m queer#like my mom and siblings? I could not give a flying fuck if they hated me for my gender or sexuality#if my grandparents had a bad reaction I think I would fucking kill myself#and idk the point is I love him and I’ve barely seen him at all the past few years because we live far away now and I never visit because I#hate the rest of my family#but what if he can’t have this surgery?????#or what if he can but something goes wrong??????#what if he’s dying and I’m only able to go down and see him one more time#and he could be fine. it might all work out and he could be fine#but man I’m terrified that won’t happen because WHY WOULD NO ONE TELL ME ANY OF THIS#and yeah no I’m fully crying now I can’t do this#he taught me to draw and he built the house I grew up in and he got me into lord of the rings and would take me book shopping#and and and I’m gonna fucking throw up#kaz rambles
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did i tell u guys about how my family, who have been lukewarm at best and vaguely antagonistic at worst about using they/them pronouns for my nonbinary sibling, did a complete 180 upon learning that my sibling is also good with she/her...like i can't even tell you how hard it's been to get them to even just try to use they/them and then they hear she/her and a switch is flipped in their brains that goes "you are an asshole actually" and all of a sudden my mom is buying PROTECT TRANS KIDS t-shirts and my grandmother's apologizing to me when she messes up. okay i'm glad you got there eventually but if this capability was inside you all along i don't understand why you couldn't have been doing this with the they/them set. like my grandmother told me a couple years ago that she wasn't even going to make an effort because she was probably going to die soon (<-completely made up excuse; obviously any of us could die at any time, and she is old, but she's in good health and her mother lived to be 100) and therefore wouldn't be seeing my sibling often enough for it to matter??? but she/her is worth the effort where they/them was not, apparently. like again i can't complain about the outcome but i am very much complaining about how we got here. what even is this.
#also love how my stepdad said he would start using she/her on my sibling's birthday as a birthday present...#don't even know where to start with that. like oh thank you how benevolent of you to grant this favor#and these are people who see themselves as progressives#my theory is that they vaguely theoretically support trans people because Being Mean to Trans People is what Bad People do#but didn't actually categorize my sibling as trans until they heard about the she/her pronouns. they/them is just a silly fancy i guess#transphobia#pronouns#idk just like. how hard is it to try to respect the way someone wants to be referred to. it hurts no one#i'm not even complaining about the family members who had trouble because they/them is a plural pronoun#i don't really buy that because of singular they but at least they were trying. and they only told me they were struggling in private#away from my sibling. but to not even try? and then it turns out you ARE capable of changing the pronouns you use for someone#as long as they're pronouns YOU'VE decided are legitimate? that's not how this works people
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Also regarding the last archon quest,
*sigh* do we think that Dain was the baby of the group before the fallout orrrrrrr-
#genshin impact#afinna explores teyvat#genshin impact dainsleif#genshin impact thoughts#genshin impact theory#genshin impact 4.7#I 100% believe he was#the older kids conspired and left him out of the scheme that's it that's my whole theory about the abyss and sinners situation#when he said he was the only one left out i was like oh noooooo no one told you?🥺 which is probably not *exactly* how i should have reacted#you know the situation when kids play in a group and then there's a younger kid in it and then there are games that include the younger kid#and games that do not include the younger kid because the older kids want to play faster/better/be “cooler” or whatever#but the younger kid doesn't know about that and then discovers it at some point and feels left out#this is exactly how I think it happened oh my god *puts on older sibling voice* kids. play nice with each other!!! don't leave others out!!#genshin impact spoilers#kinda
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are seed of hope and hopeful steward related
#shitpost#well i mean the only things they have in common are hope and being wastelanders#but this is a really fun idea#“oh? that one singer from the aurora's gang who was a doctor during the war? that's my parent's sibling. i saw them on christmas once”#“the baby that's in charge of a whole ass village and sends kids to their death?told my sibling not to marry that guy. look what they made!#sky cotl#sky children of the light#hopeful steward#seed of hope#season of revival#season of aurora#aviary village
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My dad knows I'm non binary, but we've never directly talked about it. The closest we've talked about is once he found a video on gender envy that I had watched and he watched it. He brought it up and said "You know, it's normal to feel that way, I've felt that way before." SO THROW BACK TO THE TIME MY DAD TOLD ME HE'S FELT GENDER ENVY
#sometimes I use she/her pronouns on him and he doesn't really bat an eye#I know for a fact he has kissed boys before#not romantically that I know of but still#and then my mom is so asexual it almost hurts and all I want to do is say “MOM YOU'RE ASEXUAL”#but I'm not going to#she knows I'm aroace I told her on valentine's day I'm not sure she believes it applies to me but oh well#the fact that my parents are some of the queerest people I know...#holy crap and my sibling really only started testing with identity is when they found out I was nb#I still have no clue how they knew#then my sister... I have no clue about her#she kind of just exists#maybe me not being shameful about my queerness helped alleviate my family's personal shames regarding their feelings...
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Sibling forced me to dress up as golden Freddy and watch the fnaf movie gonna be honest I wasn’t a fnaf kid but since they’ve gotten into it I’ve tried to too but anyway yeah I may have next to no idea what’s going on but it was pretty great
#chatter#hi everybody! accidentally closed my desktop tab so im currently on mobile but i think ill whip out the website again soon#fnaf movie#fnaf#rambling#it was a pretty good movie. i liked the main character a lot it was easy to relate to his motivations while also yelling at him for#being a dickhead idiot#spoilers:#like. if my parents die suddenly you bet your ass i would drop everything for my little sibling even if i cant take as good care of them as#someone else. i would at least try. and if i actually had another sibling who was kidnapped right in front of me id do anything i could to#save them too#so i found this guy relatable on terms of being the eldest sibling#and abby had SO much autism swag let’s be real#that is an autistic little girl if ive ever seen one and ive BEEN one#girl was fucking awesome#also: even if he was possessed im glad freddy ate that dickhead bitch of an aunt what a fucking ASSHOLE#i bet that was something the freddy kid may have felt bad for until abby told him no she’s a bitch with a capital b thanks for killing her#and he was like oh ok cool so maybe i was possessed into doing it but the end result wasn’t too bad nice#anyway.#FUCK man sibling movies fucking GET ME#im sitting here like oh damn he lives for his little sister and he still wishes he could save his little brother FUCK man I WOULD TOO#god. i get it. i love my little sibling so much i would do anything for them. they’re my best friend and if i were to even come close to#losing them I Don’t Know What’d Id Do#so yeah good movie
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Depression is all fun and games until your skipping school even though you’re weeks behind because you quite literally can’t get out of bed
#god I hate it here#not to mention you mother and father#SEEING this#simply decides to ignore you like your Alr dead#like damn okay 💀💀 fuck you too ig 💀💀#I don’t know how to fix this#I’m literally gonna be held back or taken to court bc I’ve missed so many days#but oh well the sillies r keeping me alive#Also I told myself I wouldn’t vent online anymore but I honestly don’t care anymore 😭#it’s so bad though#I tried to do some of my homework last night and ended up throwing up from the stress#and it’s not like my friends just forgot about me they are GOOD friends I’ve just been pushing them away; telling them I’m just sick etc.#it’s my fault so I’m not mad at them for not knowing what to do. The closest ones try to call me#sometimes I answer and we talk. sometimes I don’t and they leave me a message abt how their a good listener and they KNOW something’s wrong.#Truly I love my friends but at this point I just need to be medicated or in a mental institution ong#but again; it’s not like my parents actually care. they canceled my therapy that was court appointed to me#My support system otherwise is gone; my older siblings have moved out and I’m supposed to protect my younger ones from my parents#but deadass my entire family is well aware that I’m useless in that department#I shake scream and sob everytime my parents yell at us so I’m no help; really#I mean recently I’ve been able to keep my emotions under control but the only reason why is because I’m dead inside 💪#As I’m typing this out I’m realizing that I should be telling the world this especially not in my mental state but like. I dunno 🤷♂️#I know most of you don’t care or if you do your just concerned or feel bad bc you know what it’s like and I thank you.#seriously; I thank you for being human and reminding me the world can be kind#if anything im just distracting myself from whatever this is. whether it be playing a silly game or drawing about said silly game it helps#but it also makes me feel guilty bc I RLLY should be focused on trying to pass this year. but I’m pretty sure it’s too late now.#anyways; that’s why I’ve been inactive lately so I apologize#it’s funny bc I’m typing this out but I rlly don’t feel anything while explaining this to you guys#I’ll tag this properly; I don’t know why I’m posting this and I might delete it later I dunno#tw vent#tw mention of abuse
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also thinking abt the immigrant workers they hire as part of like. company deal for them visiting america cuz of the motel chains (extremely extremely common in this city) and at the last motel we were at there was a dude who happened to have had the same exact name as a really really popular celebrity n he was visiting from brazil, so he could transfer USD to BRL for the currency rate so he could send home his family money back home. he was sooo sweet. one time some weirdo guy was following me and Ace. so we told him all freaked out cuz he was in the lobby. and he went LOOKING AROUND the property for him after we gave him a description of the guy with our other homeless friends. like damn i felt so looked out for that day
#it especially feels different looking back on this after my homeless friend at this motel told me the scoop at this motel last night#(csa tw for the next tags read with caution)#there was a dude who was staying here a while who was an illegally unregistered sex offender. and while he was staying here#he was like. raping a 12 yr old girl he mustve kidnapped .... ugh#and he showed me the picture on his phone of the guy from a local news article and like. i've seen him walking around when i go outside#WALKING W/ MY 16 YR OLD BROTHER. which is why no1 here fucking knows he exists cuz he doesnt go outside unless it's with me or Ma or our do#i bring up to my homeless friends ''oh yeah me and my sibling....'' and theyre like what there's two of you. because they know my mom first#and then my mom tells me who's chill and i talk w them#but nobody knows ace exists here lmaooo but that's cool because of what i previously said in the tags#text
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Welp. Dog was put to sleep, grandma is going to be put in a nursing home soon if she’s unable to recover from her surgery, one of my siblings are currently trying to escape a very toxic relationship, and my dad is apparently in the ICU recovering from COVID and a collapsed lung. Which I only found out by happenstance today.
What a month.
That said, my eldest sister DID get her dream job teaching mortuary science despite her young age. So like. That’s one good thing. You know. Considering everyone else is either dying or trying to die.
Looks like Inuyasha is going to continue being my hyperfixation for the foreseeable future. T’is my comfort. Please excuse me as I proofread the next chapter so I don’t have a breakdown. ☠️
#oh and my dad didn’t know the dog was put to sleep because HE was in the ICU and I had to tell him about that AND our sister who also#didn’t know. so that was an experience. and then I got to tell her about our dad because apparently no one told HER#and I only found out about the collapsed lung THIS MORNING because I was in the living room when my eldest sibling was telling our grandma#AUGUST PLEASE CALM DOWN TOO MUCH IS HAPPENING IN ONE MONTH#anyways I am going to continue hyperfixating on Inuyasha to cope because I will break down and cry otherwise thanks#SO MUCH MISCOMMUNICATION IS HAPPENING NO ONE IS TELLING ANYONE ANYTHING AND IT’S LIKE GUYS PLEASE WHAT IS GOING ON#ramblings#tw death
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I have this coworker who always asks me how I am and how my family is and how my father is doing (they vaguely know each other)
And it's like. I'll say "haha yeah pretty good!" and then we stare at each other like two frogs who have forgotten how to social but man I can can NOT elaborate unless the definition of smalltalk changes real quick
#oh yeah actually me and my father aren't quite on speaking terms :) yeah I saw him last two weeks ago when I told him he failed as a father#oh yeah they're all kinda stressed on account of the mental health struggles of my younger sibling...#oh I'm doing ok but man I am tired today I have been way too stressed trying to figure out how not to go broke haha#for my dear tumblr friends I really AM ok but this is awkward every time
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