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Birthday se pehle kalesh hona is an important part of the event. ☠️
#I told my parents that I was just *thinking* about celebrating my bday with my friends#Ofc that never meant ki I won't celebrate with them but just to hangout w/ my best buddies#After school like visiting a Book Store or cafe together would have been nice#And since my friend's house is so close to a shopping mall that has a good cafe the plan would have been perfect#But nope 😭#Apparently this is ameero ka chochlapna#Mumma vo paise udayenge main nhi 😭😭😭#And hum log pass mein hi rehte hai broooo#Ahhh itni free ki scolding mil gyi faltu mein 🥺#Bus no hi boldete
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Birthday present - Pedri Gonzalez
A/N: A little something I wrote for his bday🤭 Happy birthday to this cutie aka Pedri Potter Gonzalez Lopez 💙🎉
Warnings: smut 18+ 🔞🔞🔞
"Pablo, I told you I don't want to celebrate"
"But it's your birthday!"
"We have an important game tomorrow" Pedri said. "So? We should at least sing you happy birthday" Pablo said, dragging Pedri inside the locker room. Pablo double-checked your text earlier, saying that you landed safely and were about to pick the cake.
"Happy birthday!!!" Everyone yelled when Pedri entered the room. "Yeah thanks guys" he smiled. "Happy birthday my guy" Ferran said, hugging him. "W-what..." Pedri was at loss of words when he noticed you behind Ferran's back. "Surprise" you giggled. "How... you..." he was at loss of words as he pulled you into a tight hug. "I feel betrayed" Ferran joked. "Missed you" Pedri whispered into your neck. "Missed you too, my love" you said, pecking his lips. "Happy" kiss "birthday" kiss "to the best" kiss "boyfriend" kiss "in the world" kiss.
"Okay get a room" Ferran shouted. "You brought cake?" Pedri asked. "Yes, and everyone is allowed to eat" Xavi said, already on his second slice, which he thought no one saw, but you did. Hehe. Everyone sat down, eating cake, all except Pedri. He was looking at you and playing with your fingers. "You okay? The cake is really good" you said, mouth full of cake. "Yeah... just happy you're here" he said, kissing the top of your head. "You don't seem really happy" Pablo butted in. "Tomorrow I'll be at the game wearing your t-shirt" you whispered. "And tomorrow I'll give you the other present" you added so that no one could hear. "Now he's smiling" Pablo smirked. "I wonder what you told him". "Nothing" Pedri replied too fast. "Mhm" Pablo said. You shot him a look, but couldn't be mad at him. After all, he was the one who helped you plan the surprise for your boyfriend, so you were thankful to have a friend like him.
—— day of the game ——
"Good luck, guapo" you whispered, kissing him passionately. "Mhm... don't want to let you go" he said, hands squeezing your ass. "Get a room" Ferran shouted. "I promise. Tonight" you said, pecking his lips again. Little did he know you will be busy that night, but not in the sexy way.
After the game, in which he scored, you were on your way to his place. "Are you okay? You don't seem that excited after a goal" you asked. You knew something was wrong with him since you kissed him after the game. Usually, he would talk you through the whole game, but now he was surprisingly quiet. "No, sorry, I really am. But..." he said. "I wish my parents were here. And Fer. He didn't even wish me happy birthday" he said and you could cry in that moment, telling him that they were waiting for him at home. "Oh Pedri, I'm sure he will" you said, texting Fer that you were on the way. This man, this man right here made your ovaries explode at how much he cared about his family. "I wish they were at the game too. Together with you. Supporting me. But they said they were too busy to fly here" he said thought greeted teeth. You bit your tongue, not wanting to ruin the surprise, but he was making it hard. Fucking ovaries, slow down. "They said they'll come in the weekend, no?" You asked. "Yeah, but it's not the same thing" he said defeated, parking the car. "Hey... look at me. It's your birthday and they love you, I'm sure they have something for you" you said, pecking his lips. "I hope you're right".
"Sorpresaaaa!!!"
Pedri remained like a statue in the door when he saw his family inside his house. "Don't you think we forgot about your birthday, you fucking idiot!" Fer said, hugging his brother. "You're an idiot" he repeated, fighting his little brother. Pedri then went to hug his parents. "If it wasn't for Y/N..." Fer said, bringing his attention back to you. "It was her idea. All this. And we were her accomplices" Fer grinned. Pedri ran to hug you tightly, whispering just how much he loves you. "I love you too, guapo. Now, let's celebrate" you said as Fer handed you a glass of champagne.
You talked with his mom about the match, then Pedri was curious how they couldn't make it to the game. Their flight got delayed, but you had this brilliant idea to wait for him home. "Wow... my girlfriend is really special, isn't she?" Pedri said, kissing the top of your head. "And now she'll say oh no, I didn't do anything" Ferran said, imitating your voice. "Hey!" You pouted, but still laughed at his joke.
"Hey! Where is the birthday boy?" Ferran asked after you had dinner. The birthday boy was sucking his girlfriend's face in the kitchen. "Tell me they aren't sleeping here" Pedri asked, sucking on your neck. "No. They're staying at Fer. Be patient, Pedri" you said, pushing him away. "I want you, amor" he whispered. "I know. I want to properly wish you a happy birthday too" you said, hugging him. "Ah he's here, where else he could be?" Fer said, seeing your flushed faces. "Slow down, cabron. We'll leave in a minute" Fer said. You bid your goodbyes to his family, promising to have breakfast with them in the city. "If you won't be busy" Fer winked before the left.
"Finally" Pedri said, hungrily kissing you. "Pedri... stop" you said, pushing him away. "What? Did I do something?" He asked panicked. "No, I just want to properly give you my present" you giggled, taking his hand and running to your shared bedroom. "Just wait here and be naked" you winked before disappearing into the bathroom to put on the new set of lingerie you bought special for this occasion. Meanwhile, Pedri undressed himself until his boxers, impatiently waiting for you. "You ready?" You asked from the bathroom. "Yeah..." he replied instantly.
"Fuck baby... I could come in my pants right now" he groaned, as you cat walked to him, pushing him down on the mattress. "What do you like more, Papi?" You asked, pulling his boxers down and eyeing him up and down. "Fuck me" he groaned as you sat on his thigh. "What do you like, Papi?". "Those panties, princess. I can feel you dripping on me" he smirked and you blushed. "Let me make you feel good, papi" you said, kneeling in front of him. "You wanna suck me? Come get it" he smirked as you lowered your lips to brush against his tip. He shuddered as you lips wrapped around him. "Looks so good princess. My cock into your pretty mouth" he said. When he hit the back of your throat, you both let out a moan. "Fuck baby... just like that" he praised, fucking your face. Your nails dug into his thighs, leaving marks behind, but he didn't care. He wanted you to mark him up for everyone to see.
"Let me give you your present Papi" you pouted when he pulled out of your mouth. "Wanna come inside your pussy, baby. Now lay back and relax" he said, dipping his head into your core. "But Papi, it's supposed to be about you tonight" you moaned as he pleasured you with his tongue. "It's also about you, mi amor" he said. "Giving me, hm, let's say, 5 orgasms" he said. "It's too much, Papi" you moaned, already close to the first one. "I know you can. You're my good girl" he said, sucking harshly on your clit, triggering your orgasm. "Fuck Pedri..." you moaned when he pushed a finger inside. "So sweet for me, love" he praised, seeing how you closed your eyes in pleasure when he added another finger into your hole. "F-fuck..." you moaned again, his fingers brushing your G-spot. "Orgasm number 2 incoming" he chuckled as you rode his fingers and came.
"Papi please fuck me" you said as he teased your hole with the tip of his dick. "I'll fuck you so good, baby... you won't be able to walk tomorrow" he said. "Good thing you have the day free" you said as he pushed all the way in. "So tight and warm" he praised, moving a little to test the waters. But after two orgasms, you were more than ready to take him, so he thrusted harder. While he fucked your cunt, he suck on your breasts, pleasuring your hardening nipples while you were a moaning mess. "Orgasm number 3... let go, love" he said and you moaned louder as you came on his dick. He pulled out, waiting for you to regain your breath before flipping you on your stomach. "Pepi... can't" you whined as he helped you on all fours. "I know you can" he said, harshly slapping your ass. "You're my good good girl" he said, plunging himself back into you. You moaned, over sensitive, his dick feeling much deeper as he fucked you from behind. "Papi... fuck..." you moaned as he continued slapping your ass. "Take it like a good girl" he groaned and you could feel his breath on your neck. "You're doing so good for the birthday boy" he praised, pressing a kiss to your ear. "Only for you, Pedri" you moaned, feeling another orgasm coming. "Yes, baby, only I can fuck you like this" he groaned as he felt you clenching again. "Let go when you're ready, love" he whispered. You cried as you came and he spilled himself into you, breathing heavily. He didn't pull out right away and you knew why. You squirted all over him, your wetness dripping down your legs. He finally pulled away, helping you on your back as you were too embarrassed of what just happened. "I'm... I'm sorry" you shuttered, seeing what a mess you made on the bed. "Love, hey... that's the best present you could've given me" he said, pecking your lips. "I'm helping you clean yourself yeah?" He asked and you nodded, him bringing a wet cloth to wipe everything off.
"The best present ever" he said as you laid your head on his chest. "Happy birthday, Pedri. Love you so much" you yawned. "Love you too, baby. You still have to give me one orgasm, so don't forget about that" he chuckled. "Of course, Pepi. But I have to rest, you know" you said, blushing. "I know" he smirked. "Night Pepi" you said, falling asleep on his chest as he played with your hair. "Night, love" he whispered, kissing the top of your head.
— next morning —
"Mhmm Pedri" you moaned as his head was between your legs again. "Pedri!" "What?" He asked. "We had to have breakfast with your parents" you said as he continued pleasuring you with his tongue. "I'm having my breakfast right now" he smirked, licking your wetness. "Fuck... we'll go after this" you moaned. "If you're able to walk, love" he grinned. "Pedri... fuck" you moaned as you came on his face. "And that's the fifth orgasm. You're welcome" he grinned, hugging you. "Te amo, Papi" you whispered. "Still want to go?" He asked. "No" you yawned, cuddling into his chest. "Good. Prepare for a lot of teasing from Ferran" he laughed. "I don't care when I have you" you mumbled. "I know. Me neither. Plus, he's jealous he ain't got a chick in his bed" he joked. "Good thing you have" you replied. "I have a girlfriend and that's even better" he said, pecking your lips.
Hope you like it 🩷
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Hear me out bennyxreader where they meet on readers birthday and Benny offers her a ride as a bday gift and he says “I ain’t got much, but I can offer you freedom” Like AGGHHH I might take my own spin on this when I can stop cackling at the thought, but I NEED NEED NEED to read your take on this scenario ❤️❤️❤️ p.s. only take this on when you can. I don’t want to make you feel obligated to do it 🥺
A/N: Well I finally did it, I finally finished and revised/edited my take on your request. As I told you, I didn't do it as if they met on the readers birthday, but an established friendship of sorts haha. I hope you like @strayrockette :)
I'm not sure what I think about this, but I will stick with it lol. Pls dont come for me if it's not that good lol.
Warnings: I took inspo from Sixteen Candles haha.
Birthday Girl
A birthday is meant to be a celebration of one’s birth. To be celebrated by those nearest and dearest to you. And that had been what you had hoped for. Unfortunately, that was not what you got. The week leading up to your birthday was chaos. Your older sister had come home with her fiancé. His parents, and both sets of your Grandparent’s, had come into town just the day before, for a family meeting/engagement dinner. Which was arranged tonight, on your birthday. So, this special day for you was now to be shared with your sister.
But your special day, was not special. It wasn’t even acknowledged by any of your family. Oh, you think they were too busy fussing over your sister and the engagement family dinner? No, I mean that no one – not even your mother, whom gave birth to you – didn’t even realise it was your birthday! No one wished you a Happy Birthday when you came down to breakfast. There were no presents waiting for you. Nothing.
Throughout the day you even dropped hints. You questioned if you looked older. You talked about last year’s birthday. You even mentioned liking a particular cake for your birthday. And absolutely nothing! They all forgot your birthday.
Once it sunk in, you spent the day on autopilot. Mixture of anger, annoyance and hurt. But you didn’t expect something like this to happen. Maybe more your birthday being toned down. Or something small during the day, as not to take away from your sisters engagement dinner, and do something bigger the next day. Any of that would have been fine with you. But nope. Not happening.
Then to add salt into your wound, your Grandmothers ganged up on you. They spent moments of the day giving back handed compliments. Such as you have such a lovely physique (Y/N), but you would look better in a dress! Show off that waist! Or you have such a beautiful face, but with some makeup it would enhance it. They couldn’t accept you were a woman who chose slacks over skirts, boots over heels. Or that you enjoyed getting your hands dirty working on cars and bikes. That last bit of information almost gave the women heart attacks.
You were a tomboy. Always have been. And your dad never minded, one less boy crazed daughter to raise. Rather he got to do male stuff with you, and you learnt some helpful and useful information from him. You were the apple of his eye, while your sister was your mother’s. And you were fine with it.
But back to the story at hand; your twenty-fourth birthday being forgotten. When it came to get ready to go to dinner, you were cornered by all the women currently in your house to for-go slacks, in favour of a dress. Reluctantly you gave in, you sister and mother being the ones to pick out a baby blue swing dress, that had a round neckline which showed a bit of collar bone. Your mother being the one to tie the bow at the back, saying how lovely you looked in the dress. Thankfully your sister did your makeup, just simple; light powder, mascara and a bit of lipstick. Half your hair was swept up, and held with a pearl clip. Finally, you were given a pair of flats by your sister for the night.
Now you looked like every women in that house, picture perfect feminine species. You didn’t hate how you looked, you thought you looked beautiful. But you hated how you kind of wanted this. But maybe your own version? Mixing feminine and masculine elements to better fit you.
Dinner went well. You got complicated by everyone that saw you, saying how much you and your sister looked alike now. Like this was a permanent fixture. And it soured your mood. Which was already lack lustre due to everyone forgetting your birthday. By the time dessert and coffee came around, you were done. Done with the jabs at your tomboy look, saying how you looked much better tonight. Done with how everyone fussed over your sister and her fiancé. And you were done with this day. You were ready for it to be tomorrow, an every other day.
When you all finally left the restaurant, all intending to go back to your house for a night cap, you were left to get a lift back with one set of Grandparents. So, as soon as you left the carpark you tried to drop hints on what today was. And just like your parents, they didn’t realise.
“Can you drop me off here?” You said with a sigh. “I don’t feel like goin’ home right away”.
Your Grandmother looked at you with annoyance. “But it’s your sisters engagement!”
Once again you sighed. “Oh I know. I’ve been reminded over and over all day, and tonight!” You’d just stopped at a red light, taking advantage of this and getting out, but not before getting the last word in. “It’s not like it’s someone else’s special day, or anythin’!”
You slammed the car door before storming away from them. Once there was a few blocks distance, you slowed down. Letting your anger fizzle out, replaced with sadness yet again. Grandparents aren’t meant to forget their Grandchildren’s birthday. Sad, hurt and feeling low, you made it to the bar.
There were rows of bikes, loud voices and music coming from the building. That was when you realised how you looked, like a doll. Groaning you knew the Vandal men were about to point out how girly you looked, and make you the butt of many jokes. Was it worth it? Or would walking home, then dealing with the drama there, be better? Knowing that you’d get a lecture for not only getting out of a car at red light, but being disrespectful too.
Squaring your shoulders and taking a deep breath you entered the bar. It was louder on the inside, voices booming in laughter all over the room. You started to make your way past bodies, looking for anyone to sit with. Then you spotted Kathy and a few other women. With a relieved sigh, you made you way over there.
But suddenly, a set of hands grabbed you by the waist, pulling you back with a laugh. “Hey, you lookin' for a man?”
You turned and saw it was Corky. He looked tipsy, and from the way he swayed a little, it was obvious. Then his face dropped in confusion. He even leaned in a bit. Then it hit him.
“(Y/N)?!” He asked in shock.
You stood tall, projecting your usual confident and laid back nature. “Yeah?”
Then Corky slowly began to laugh, an amused look upon his face. “What are you wearin’!?”
Those that were around heard him loud and clear, their eyes turning to you both. Wahoo came staggering up next, placing an arm over Corky to prop himself up. When he turned to you, it was the same thing as with Corky, only he was louder and that drew even more attention to you.
Both males laughed at you. Asking if you lost a bet. You felt your face heat up at their words and all the attention. Thankfully Johnny came over, wanting to check out the commotion. Seeing you Johnny was surprised, but he was kinder then those before you, or the others that had joined in on their laughter.
“Alright, alright” said Johnny getting the men’s attention, and them to settle down. “Is this any way to treat a woman?”
That made the men laugh once again.
Johnny sighed before shouting. “Enough! Give it a rest. Ya don’t act like this with any other women. So, knock it off!”
The laughter died down yet again, and for good. You looked around at all the men, that was when you noticed the one person you had hoped to not witness this exchange: Benny. He stood not far from the pool table, his usual place to be. He and Cal shared a look, and a few words, before looking back to you. If you weren’t embarrassed before, you were now, since the man you’ve been crazy about since you started working at the bar, had seen everything.
Your first shift at the bar, thankfully started in the afternoon, before it got too busy. You had been given a run down on how to run the bar, where everything was and advised to not show any fear to the men. With that you were left to tend the bar, while the other employee sorted out the supplies in the back. You had just been serving beers, which was easy. You had just given Cal his beer when you herd the most heart stopping gravelly voice.
“Beer please”.
You grabbed the requested drink, popping the lid before placing on the bar before the man. When you lifted your eyes, they met the most beautiful stormy blue eyes. Those eyes held you in place, your brain forgetting to function. Then you noticed his gorgeous face; his jawline that was covered in stubble, full lips. Let’s not forget the messy blonde locks on his head either. Over all a stunning man.
He took a swig of the beer before nodding, “thanks”.
And he was off back to the pool table. Clinking his bottle with Cal – by the jukebox – in passing. You watched Benny and another Vandal play a game of pool, in between serving customers. You admired his arms every time he took a shot. Or how he would focus on the ball he was aiming at. You were completely smitten with him.
Over time you got to know Cal, after he mentioned building bikes. From there you were able to see his work, and eventually work on them too. Cal was nice, like an older brother to you. And being that you both were close, he’d bring you into conversations when you were walking around cleaning tables, collecting bottles and glasses. That was how you got to talk to Benny.
Benny wasn’t one to talk much. But he’d tell stories, and you’d listen to every word, hanging on for dear life. What surprised you was when he would listen when you talk about working on bikes with Cal. The way he would look at you as he listened, it made it hard to keep your thoughts in check and your tongue moving.
There were a few times both Cal and Benny stood up for you. A few other Vandals laughed and made jokes when you’d been talking about a particular bike that Cal had you help him with. Their comments were sexist and crude. Both men did not take kindly to it, and helped their club mates change their tunes. Fists were thrown, and black eyes on faces. That was the day you knew Benny was a friend. Even if just that hurt your heart, because from that moment you’d fallen for him.
“Now then” Johnny said, bringing you back to him. “Don’t ya all have somethin’ to say?”
You had thought it was an apology. How wrong and surprised you were.
It was like every Vandal and Vandal adjacent was watching you and cheered: “Happy Birthday!”
You stood there shocked. Of all the people to wish you a happy birthday, you didn’t think a bar full of bikies would be them. You found it hard to speak, feeling overwhelmed. But a warm, happy smile broke out on your face, and then you laughed.
“Thank you!” You said sincerely.
Johnny smiled, as he patted you on the back before walking off. Slowly the men around you returned to what they were doing. You looked to Cal and Benny, who smiled and raised their beers at you, before going back to the pool table. Taking a deep breath, you quickly moved over to Kathy and the women.
“What an entrance” she commented. “And who would of thought these animals could be nice, wishin’ ya a happy birthday”.
“Yeah, I’m surprised” you said shaking your head.
���Johnny heard it was ya birthday, and told all the men to be nice and say it if ya come in” replied Betty. “But I didn’t expect that”. She laughed.
You figured Johnny did it to defuse the situation, or the joke of you being all dolled up. You could see men around the bar looking at you, whispering to each other and then laughing. You knew they were making jokes. None of them had ever seen you is anything but t-shirts, slacks, boots and dirt, and grease.
Thankfully the women around you changed the topic, and you all talked about anything and everything. It was nice. Forgetting, even for a little while, what had happened leading up to this moment. You felt a little more relaxed, and when Cal brought you a beer, that helped too. Actually you got a few beers from various Vandals, with another happy birthday.
“So, tell us about ya birthday” Betty said, putting her pop bottle on the table. “Did you get spoilt” she giggled.
You felt like a bucket of water had been thrown over you, washing away the little joy you had managed to feel. Only now to be reminded of what your day was like. You stiffly took a swig from your beer bottle, eyes down cast and face blank. All the women shared a concerned look.
“Ya alright?” Asked Kathy, placing a hand over yours when it came to rest on the table.
You shrugged. “It wasn't the best...”
“Wanna to talk about it?” She asked you softly.
And that began the retelling of your day. Starting from when you got up to jumping out of your Grandparents car. You expressed how hurt you had been for being forgotten, as well as pushed to the side for your sister. How the women of your family had an issue with your tomboy attire. And how they had dressed you, like some child’s doll.
“I just...I can't believe today of all days they forgot its my damn birthday!” You said, voice thick with sadness and hurt. “I would have settled for a happy birthday from any of them...but no...”
The lady’s around you all shared a look. Kathy leant over and gave you a one armed hug, telling you how sorry she was you felt like this and it wasn’t right they forgot. You felt the tears rising but willed them back. Throat was tight and dry, so you downed the last of your beer.
“I need a moment to freshen up” you muttered, moving to stand.
You’d just gotten up and straightened out your dress, when Fat Jack – or Big Jack – and another Vandal came walking past. If you hadn’t stood up they would have past by no problem, but instead Jack bumped into you. Which made his buddy bump into him.
Jack growled in annoyance before setting his eyes on you. “Watch it Princess” he sneered. His buddy laughing.
“Ah, s-sorry” you stuttered, which never happened before. But with everything you’re feeling you couldn’t stop yourself.
He huffed. “Whatever Princess. Do us a favour and get ya girly mind out of the clouds. But I’ll say, this is a much better look for ya. More acceptable”. They both roared with laughter.
“Oh shut it” retorted Kathy. “And no need to be an ass”.
That made them laugh harder, and you crack more. Mixed with hurt and anger, you grabbed your bag before taking off through the bar and out the main doors. You heard Kathy calling your name but didn’t care. You were done. That was the last straw. You were a walking joke. Not to mention easily forgotten. Great birthday you had.
Crossing the road you felt a few tears escaped as you tried to keep yourself in check. Which was proving harder to do. You heard the bar doors open but didn’t pay them mind. Not until you heard your name being called. That was when you snapped, having enough of it all.
“What!?” You cried as you spun around with a glare aimed for whoever was behind you.
The person crossing the road to you was none other than Benny. Which for a moment confused you, before disappearing. Why was it him who had to come after you? And see you like this, a mess?.
“Ya alright? I heard Kathy callin' after you but ya didn’t stop” he said softly, concern written on his face. “I saw Jack and his buddy by your table laughin'”.
You laughed. “I’m fine, just dandy. And don’t get me started on that sack of shit”.
“What did he say or do? Tell me” Benny got serious, ready to go to bat for you.
You sighed in frustration. Frustration over everything, but currently Benny being here. Like he cared, like he cared for you. You back up laughing slightly like a lunatic.
“What do ya care? You’ve never cared before” you said in frustration.
“I care. I always care” Benny replied, face softening.
Once more you laughed. “Alright, ya want to know. He called me princess, and said this” – you gestured to your dress – “is a much better look for me. More acceptable. Then don’t get me started on my f-family”. You choked by the end, seething with anger but also hurting too.
Benny straightened, fists clenched. But it softened at the mention of your family. “What happened with them?”
You sighed, releasing most of your anger and allowing the sadness to seep back in. Remembering how they made you feel. “They forgot my birthday...no happy birthday, no present, n-no n-nothing...”
Half way through your explanation you began to cry, it all finally crashing down on you. You placed a hand over your mouth as you cried, holding in the noises that threaten to come out. You lent forward, tilting your head down.
“(Y/N)...” Benny said gently, trying to get your attention.
You looked up at him with your crying eyes. “I’m s-sorry...I must l-look a mess” you stated trying to pull yourself together, while whipping away your tears.
But it only made you cry more. That was when the unexpected happened: Benny pulled you into his chest. He wrapped an arm around your back, while his other hand cradled your head to his chest. For the next however long Benny held you, you cried into his chest. Hands gripping his t-shirt as you let it out. He rubbed your back, making soothing sounds. Had someone told you the day before you’d be spending your birthday crying on Benny, you’d have laughed at how unlikely it would be the happen. But here you were.
You pulled back from Benny, avoiding his face and his baby blues. “S-sorry...” you muttered, stepping back till Benny’s hands were resting on your shoulders.
“Don’t be. I get it. It’s been a shit day” he said with sympathy. “I’m sorry they forgot ya birthday”.
“Thanks...” you replied softly. “I guess I’m glad my Vandal family didn’t forget” you chuckled.
“Yeah, I told Johnny the other day it was ya birthday. He made sure to let the men know”.
You looked at Benny’s face with surprise. “You told Johnny?”
He nodded, moving to stick his hands in his jacket pockets. “Yeah, I heard ya mention it the other day...”
You looked at the man before you with astonishment. “Thank you, really”.
“It’s nothin'. Just a bunch of people wishin' ya a happy birthday” he chuckled. “I didn’t get ya a present” – and idea hit him – “I ain’t got much, but I can offer you freedom”.
Shooting Benny a confused look, he gestured his head towards his bike. He was offering to take you anywhere you wanted to go, to get away from the bar, from this night. You smiled at him and nodded, not trusting your voice. Benny began to walk towards his bike, you following behind him. He got on first, kick starting it to life. The roar was music to your ears, and soothing for the soul. Benny held out a hand, which you reluctantly took, before swinging a leg over the bike.
At that moment the bar doors opened, and out came some Vandals, including Cal, Corky and Wahoo. Among them was Kathy, who looked worried until she saw you with Benny. She was relieved to see you were alright, looking better then when you left. They hooted and hollered as you sat behind Benny. You blushed at them watching you both.
“Better tuck your dress under ya” suggested Benny. “And when ya done, better wrap your arms around me and hold on, yeah?”
You did as instructed with your dress, putting your bag between you both as you leaned closer to him. Wrapping your arms around Benny’s waist, you felt your face heat up more. Once your hands were secure, Benny put up the kick stand before moving from the curb. You could see Kathy’s amused face. As well as hear Cal and Corky yelling, one of them saying about time. Yet you didn’t get what they meant.
“Meet on the express way!” Called Corky.
With that you both rode down the street. Benny took you around the streets. Letting you get a feel for riding on a his bike with him, also to give the others time to get on their bikes and make it to the expressway. You enjoyed the feel of the cool air on your face, and how it made your hair fly. And you enjoyed being close to Benny. A man who had made sure the Vandals knew it was your birthday. You smiled resting your cheek to his back.
As Corky said, coming to the express way it wasn’t long before the Vandals joined you both. It was a sight to see, all the bikes together. The passing light of street lamps illuminating them, letting anyone see for a brief moment their bikes. Benny said he’d give you freedom and he did. You softly laughed feeling content for the first time today. And it was thanks to him and your Vandal family.
Once you’d run the expressway, the Vandals headed back to the bar, while Benny kept going. He knew you needed a longer ride. So he rode around until it was three in the morning. That was when he pulled up out front of your house. Coming to a stop at the curb, Benny put down the kickstand before turning off the bike, leaving the street in an eerie silence. You sat for a few minutes, just letting it all sink in. Then Benny held out his hand, which you took and were grateful for the help off the bike.
You staggered but thankfully Benny was there to grab your arm. Once it was safe to let you go, he did. He then got off his bike himself, but lent back on it, watching you closely. You smiled at him, not brightly but enough to know you were in better spirits.
“Thanks for that. It’s just what I needed” you chuckled.
Benny smiled warmly at you. “Any time, ya just gotta ask”.
You nodded your head, smile widening at his words. “I’ll hold ya to it”.
Now it was Benny who nodded and chuckled.
You had been thinking while on the back of his bike, and wanted to ask him what was on your mind. But wasn’t sure how. As if sensing it, Benny asked you what’s on ya mind?
“I want to know...why did you remember my birthday, and tell Johny?”
Benny laughed softly, eyes shining with amusement. “It’s it obvious?” – You shook your head – “Because I like you, (Y/N)”.
That surprised you. Benny Cross liking you. You wanted to pinch yourself but reframed from it. If this was a dream you don’t want to be woken up. You blushed, feeling shy all of a sudden. Which Benny found adorable.
“Really?” You questioned softly. “But I’m a tomboy...this is just a one off...”
Benny smiled brightly, getting up from his bike and moving before you. His hand moving to lift your chin. “I’ve always liked ya. Slacks, dirt, grease and all”.
Your heart skipped a beat at his words. He liked you for you, and not the princess you were right now. Smiling brightly you lent up and placed a kiss upon Benny’s cheek. You stepped back, about to turn around and head to your front door.
But Benny’s hand grabbed your arm stopping you. He cupped your cheek before leaning down and pressing his slightly chapped lips to yours. The kiss was chaste and sweet. But still had you melting. Benny pulled back, running his thumb down and along your jaw as he gave you a soft smile.
“Now that’s a way to show someone ya like them back” he said amused. Which made you blush.
This time you stepped back and Benny let you go. He watched you walk to your front door before unlocking it. Standing in the doorway, you looked to the man of your dreams and gave him a beaming smile. With a goodnight from you both, you closed and locked the front door before leaning against it. You waited for the roar of his bike and the sound of him riding off down the street before you moved from your spot.
For a day that had been the worst, it ended on the best possible outcome. And you couldn’t wait to see Benny again. Or go for a ride with him either. As if you were floating, you went to your room and went to bed. No doubt dreaming about your dreamy Vandal.
#benny cross x reader#benny cross x y/n#benny cross x you#the bikeriders x reader#austin butler x reader
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CCG - LUCI’S 3RD BIRTHDAY
In honor of the great @blainesebastian ‘s birthday here’s a little instagram compilation I’ve conjured up for our adored CCG nation <3 Austin, CCG, and Luci we miss and love ya’ll forever and Mccall you are a brilliant mind whom I will adore until the end of time! Have the bestest birthday ever, you deserve nothing less!
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enews And the Best Dad Award goes to ….! In honor Austin Butler and Y/N’s little girl turning three today let’s take a look back at our favorite moments of Austin Butler being the best dad ❤️ link in bio for full video of second slide.
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austinfan18 video of luci running into austin’s arm after two weeks apart you will always be famous!
butlerishh him throwing her in the air LMAO LUCI WAS NOT HAVING FUN
ccgfan HA fr luci was looking at her mom to save her
iloveaustin Can we talk about how proud his mom would be about what a great parent he is?
sharonbleu Austin even has Salma Hayek up in the likes 😉
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coffee.girl Celebrating Luci day should be every day tbh. 🦖💕👁️🐠🪷🌸☃️🥞 @austinbutler and I can’t believe we created this wonderful being, she had to have come from a lab of perfection.
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ashleytisdale Luci told me she’s from Pluto and I believe her. It’s the only logical explanation.
austinbutler Nice use of all of Luci’s favorite emoji’s, she’s going to be so proud. ❤️
jillian.mua The best thing you and Austin ever did and will ever do is have sex three years ago to give the world the best human to walk the Earth
coffee.girl JILLIAN!
ashleybee I’m disgusted but I get what she means
austinbutler Babe close your comment section please
chrisevans Happy bday to the one who is gonna prove aliens exist!
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people Luci Butler turns three today so we must not forget to credit her mother (and best friend) in a world where it seems moms get no recognition for being superhuman.
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user12 imagine using a 3 year olds bday to make some political womens movement statement. mom’s get plenty of recognition.
butlerfamupdates I actually applaud People Magazine for this. All day magazine’s have posted Austin’s cutest moments with Luci and talked about what a wonderful Dad he is - which no one would ever doubt to think he is - but Luci’s mom is very much present as well and deserves love too. Luci loves both her parents. It’s normal for a kid to have favorites, it doesn’t make the other parent ‘bad.’
ccgfan Y/N and Luci sharing their love for open water together and creating sea shell necklaces i cry
ccgfan1 You just know she’s the most supportive and loving mother! Austin and Luci are so lucky to have her!
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ashleytisdale happy birthday to Jupiter’s bestest friend in the whole wide world! We are so lucky to have you in our life Luci ❤️🦖✨
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coffee.girl the cutest besties 👯 🤣
fan23 ashley and aus are bffs now their daughters are too 😭
austinluv STOP my heart can’t take it
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butlerfamupdates a cute little insight into Luci’s “THREE-REX” bday party! Posts and reposts from @austinbutler and @coffee.girl IG stories
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sugartreats Thank you for choosing us for her cakes and treats! The sweetest, most beautiful family 🙌🏼 #happybirthdayluci
fan34 so luc is like obsessed w dinos huh 🤔
fan33 austin literally calls her lil dino
fan45 u just know it was luci’s idea to put a tutu on the scary t rex LMAO
sugarcakes Oh it was! Her parents brought her in and Miss Luci was very specific with what she wanted haha
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jillian.mua Happy birthday cool girl 🥳 I love you
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austinbutler vibin’
ashleybee oh gosh i wanna kiss those cheeks
oliviadejonge i wanna be her when i grow up ✨🥳
coffee.girl @austinbutler trendsetter 😂❤️
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austinbnews via Austin’s IG story for Luci’s birthday! Happy birthday sweet Luci 🎂 ♥️
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austinfan23 she’s taking after her parents with her love of books 🥹
ccgfan yes Y/N and Austin built Luci her personal little library 😭
butlerupdates Austin taking a picture of Luci taking a picture of Y/N — ICONIC
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austinbutler happy birthday lil dino ♥️
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coffee.girl … and she’s out for the count
jillian.mua @coffee.girl she had a busy day bossing everyone around
ashleytisdale @austinbutler please tell me you at least wiped the cake frosting off her face
austinbutler @ashleytisdale I’m not dealing with that tantrum when she wakes up
coffee.girl @austinbutler neither am I smart move
ashleybee I LOVE HERRRR
LMAOOOO MCCALL WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I TOLD YOU I WAS ALREADY WORKING ON THIS BEFORE YOU TEXTED ME TODAY ASKING ABOUT LUCI ?!???? OUR BRAINSSS INTERCONNECTED 🙌🏼❤️❤️❤️❤️ happy birthday mccall love you and your little universe and luci and ccg so much you’re awesome
#a gift for mccall#made by moi#austin butler x reader#dad! austin#ccg series#austin butler instagram au#austin butler instagram edit#we love you mccall!!!#ccg ig edit
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FIREPLACE
happy late bday lia <3 @sobun1est ; hope this year will bring you many good memories, thank you for everything. ily !! ; here's a small story to celebrate you, it's a one-shot from this universe eheh ; queen!reader x courtgardener!jungwon ; fluff!! : 0.8k wc ; @kflixnet
The days after your coronation passed quickly, and you now found yourself in your room alone, preparing for yet another court dinner.
Even if you were tired of these events, you had to go. You understood the many duties that come with being a court queen very fast.
Still, you managed to keep part of your freedom as long as the maids and servants weren't always with you. However, you could still not tell your parents about your hidden love for Jungwon, the court gardener.
Now, it was late afternoon you had just come out of a hot bath: you were wearing a light floral dress, and your hair was still soaking wet. Your hair was dripping, and the drops of water slowly ran from the tips of your hair to the shoulders and down your back. The sensation was unpleasant, but not unpleasant enough to make you get up to go and dry it.
As you lay on the bed and let your thoughts wander, you heard someone knocking on the door, and shortly after the steward's voice announced the visitor. It was Jungwon, who, as a court gardener, had come to discuss with the queen about the creation of flower crowns for the events of the following days.
You fought hard not to smile when he entered to look as professional as possible. It was so obvious that he attempted to do the same.
After you let the steward go, you quickly run into Jungwons arms. He immediately hugged you tightly, slowly rubbing your back while whispering how much he missed you.
He started leaving quick kisses on your face as soon as your gaze met. One to your forehead, one to your nose, your lips... and his hands started wandering and touching your hair.
"Your hair is still wet, you might catch a cold," he told you
"Maybe, but you're here...so let's stay like this for a little bit longer," you said, not wanting him to go.
"I care too much for you to let you get sick, let me help you."
He took you by the hand and moved you next to the fireplace. He made you sit next to it and quickly moved to start the fire. You sat while you admired him roll up the sleeves of his shirt, revealing muscles all over his arms. Your eyes widened, and you assumed a happy expression. In the meantime, he was busy getting the wood and lighting the fire.
In those simple actions, you lost yourself in admiring his figure. His messy hair, cheeks slightly dirty from the soil, his forehead somewhat wet from sweat due to the sudden movement, his concentrated gaze, and veiled smile because he was doing all this for you.
"My queen, hello! the earth is calling you!" Jungwon said while moving his hand to your face while smiling. You suddenly come back from your daydreaming.
"Uhm yes, what did you say?"
"Can I use this towel?" he said, pointing at it and slowly leaning close to your face. You could feel the heat of his body next to your face.
"Yes sure, you can do whatever you want," you whispered, not being able to find your voice and reply to his simple question.
"Those words are such an honor coming from you," he replied giggling, and stealing again a kiss from you.
"Ugh, you look so gorgeous at this moment," he said looking at you with his big brown sparkly eyes.
"You think so?" you replied with a cheesy tone. And he nodded, a gradual smile spreading across his face.
"Don't look at me like that" he stated.
You wondered how you looked at that moment since he appeared to be the most ethereal person on the planet. He giggled and then threw at you the towel he was handing.
You couldn't see anything since the towel landed on your head. The towel was then gently moved away from your eyes and toward your hair by the touch you could feel.
As your vision came back, you saw that Jungwon was seated in front of you and was gently rubbing the towel over your hair.
The fire had been lit, and in a short time, your hair was already quite dry. You were now sitting in front of the fireplace, your head resting on his shoulder, and your gazes were lost in watching the fire.
He had his hand resting behind your back, and sometimes he moved to caress it. You could have stayed there for an endless amount of time, mesmerized by the fire's movements and the gentle touch between your two bodies.
Your faces drew closer as you exchanged another glance. There was a knock on the door before there was time for another kiss.
#k label#k-label#jungwon x reader#enhypen scenarios#enhypen x reader#enha x reader#enhypen#enha fluff#jungwon fluff#jungwon x yn#jungwon x you#jungwon fanfic#enhypen fluff#enhyphen#enhypen jungwon#i am craving hugs LMAO#yang jungwon#yang jungwon enhypen
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My dad's bday party went well... it's a long story so I'll just say something that really fucking bothered me. So this is me yapping... but I won't go into details since it's a bit personal.
For the context, my parents have been divorced since I was 4.
Frist of all, I was at his celebration only because he's my dad, he helped me with driving me to college and gave me some stuff, and I knew it would mean a lot to him.
Of course that at his bday, there was his girlfriend and her son, who is 24, I think (he is 5 years older than me). And yeah, I greeted her because I was being polite to everyone, but I ignored her for the rest of the evening. But her son? Pff, I didn't bother. He didn't even come to greet me and honestly good bc I couldn't care less. Btw this was the first time I've seen them ever since I was like... 8/9? I stopped visiting my dad after some time because of her. But it was always my fault, of course, I was the problem. That's what I was told recently.
Anyway, I don't like them. Neither dad's side of the family because I DON'T feel like a part of the family. I never did. I'm not like them either. "Family gift" and I wasn't even told about it. At least someone could've texted me, but no. They got him a lawnmower, omg IMAGINE. My gift was way better because it was from ME, it was from HIS ONLY CHILD, HIS DAUGHTER. Btw, I AM the first grandchild. And I don't get much respect for that.
But hey... at least a childhood friend from there wanted to talk to me, which surprised me since I hadn't seen him IN YEARS. And the food was yummy, I just didn't eat much bc I was nervous. And the cake was nice.
Yeah. I just don't belong there :]
#“family” LOL WHAT? stop joking#but i think i slayed bc i showed up ✨️#i am ✨️the daughter✨️ after all
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ayo it's my favorite girl's bday (tw: trauma, nsfw)
maya sakamaki: birthday headcanons
maya doesn't usually celebrate her birthday tho
she might've celebrated her own bday as a child, happily chanting the happy bday song before making a wish and blowing the candles
but the thing is on her 7th bday, her parents sold her to a brothel. that's why all her bday could remind her of is that "you exist to be sold"
so ever since then, maya has never thought of holding a party or telling people her bday
ofc her former master, gilbert feinze, knew when her bday is but since she doesn't want to celebrate, gilbert just makes her take a week off from her duties as a vampire doll
but now that she's married to kanato and has become a full-fledged vampire, she thinks there's no reason to remember her bday anymore like why would she? vampires live longer than humans and age slower than them so there's no reason for her to remember her age or something
that's what maya thought until yui encouraged her to celebrate her bday even once to commemorate her being alive or something like "it's the day you were born so you should be glad about it" (ofc yui how easy to say those words huhu)
so maya bought like two magazines from the nearby convenience store to check for bday celebration tips until she heard these two girls talking abt what kind of present they wanted from their boyfriend
"Hmm... I want my boyfriend to be my present, though?"
"Eh? Like him in a birthday suit?"
"Yeah. It's hot, for me at least."
and so maya went home, turned on her laptop, and searched for this thing they called birthday suit and voila the next thing she's browsing on the infamous yellow and black website (p*rn I don't wanna spell out for you)
ya know what this girl did? fvcking watched the whole scene and got intrigued by the story 😭😭😭 she even made popcorn
but yeah she also immediately turned it off once the sex part started bcos she thinks it's disgusting
and so maya decided not to celebrate her bday after all
yeah that was the decision until kanato (along with ayato and laito) went home from demon world and surprise surprise! HE KNOWS WHEN HER BIRTHDAY IS
so she was still asleep on their bed when kanato kissed her head and woke her up, presenting a huge box along with a 2-tier birthday cake that looked like it came from a vintage movie bcos of its white icing with pink swirls and skewed handwriting
and to her surprise, he was wearing a black suit
"Happy birthday, Maya-san," he whispered in her ear with a smile so genuine you wouldn't believe it's kanato. "I made this gift for you. I hope you'll wear it to our mini tea party that I had prepared."
and so the familiars started dressing her up in this white poofy dress with her hair tied up in a bun and matching fancy hat leather mary janes, and white lace gloved; yes she basically is dressed as a white victorian lady
truth be told, there was an elegant tea party set by kanato and maya felt that something strange will happen (even though there are times when kanato is just 'behaved') bcos there was an eerie sense in the way the middle triplet smiles at her, observing her every move like a predator watching his prey
he presented her with a bday cake, simple with the words "happy bday, maya-san" on top and asked her to blow the candles, to which she did
and when they were eating cake, kanato decided to stand, take every piece away of food and tea from the table, and walk towards maya, kneeling in front of her as he held her chin
"I've been bothered by how pure and beautiful the dress I made you. I think it needs something."
in one swift move, maya was sprawled on the table with kanato hovering on top of her, and then he cut open the flesh from her exposed shoulders, spreading the blood all over her dress as he caught a whiff of her addicting scent
maya understood the reason behind his act, smiling mischievously as she untied the ribbon around his dress shirt's collar, exposing his neck to her
"I heard from Teddy you wanted to wear a birthday suit for your big day."
"Did I live up to your expectations, then?"
"No, Maya-san. You've become my reality."
after that, he bit her neck, sucking the blood out of her as she held his hand and bit on his finger, savoring each other's taste for pleasure bcos they knew no amount of food can satisfy their hunger
once done, kanato grinned, sitting on the chair as he pulled maya, making her sit on top of him. the bday cake was still intact as he presented it to her. she was a bloody mess of an art, looking down at him with unsatisfied eyes.
"Happy birthday, Maya-san. Bon appetit!"
#Spotify#diahell#diabolik lovers#diabolik lovers headcanons#diabolik oc#diabolik lovers oc#dl oc#diabolik lovers fandom#dl fandom#dialovers oc#kanato sakamaki#sakamaki kanato#kanato sakamaki headcanons#逆巻 カナト#maya sakamaki#sakamaki maya#maya#kanato's vampire doll#kanato x oc#柊沙恵 真愛#逆巻 愛彩#yui komori#gilbert feinze#ayato sakamaki#laito sakamaki
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For a few Responses to my Filipino Friend
First Response
I know you haven't made a birthday pic for him since you have been busy with your family business, but you can always make him one as like a random drawing if anytime you feel like drawing Yinna the Panda, or have Shadow, Lisa, Lighting and Yinna hanging out together, or you can draw Lighting a bathing suit for her and she can go to the Beach with Yinna, Riya, May and Vanilla before Summer gets ready to end.
Second Response
My mom and i use Ebay a lot and i bet that'll be the perfect site to pick up a Banapassport online, and thank you so much for giving me a suggestion where to find a Banapassport. Especially i can find some that are brand new. And i know we understand Alex could be Naive about Maxi Tune. But i know much about it since i know i have played that game a couple of times besides playing Mario Kart Aracde GP Deluxe. And for the Wendy's Meal, i bet it'll be a nice choice to have anytime you want to visit AZ as well as for trying out their theme parks.
And for my Filipino Friend's On This Day Post
Looks cute for Murukir to be in Chowder's form, and if Chowder is out of the show, then we can have Murukir as a substitute. Much like i how i remember on Cartoon Network, i used to see two characters taking over someone's place. Like Marvin the Martian is taking over Double D, and the Mayor from PPG is taking over Numbuh 2's Place. And even when they say, Numbuh 2 is Sick or Double D is on Vacation, but i like the idea of having Cartoon Network characters trying to take someone's place. They should've done it in Modern Cartoon Network if it weren't from that stupid CEO of WBD. He ruins everything and without Cartoon Network, i'll have to Warner Bros. in Persona 6 or Warner Bros. in Persona 5 the Phantom X. But however, i would love to see Nickelodeon do something like that saying like with Spongebob, let's say Lincoln Loud took over Squidward's place and Stimpy took over Patrick's place. Like if i rewrote Choir Boys from Spongebob, let's say Stimpy kept Spongebob Company while Squidward goes to the Men's Choir, and Spongebob and Stimpy watch Squidward perform at a Choir Concert. And let's say when Squidward was Sick and took a time away from Spongebob, Lincoln Loud is wearing Squidward's Clothes and told Spongebob and Krabs that he's taking over. But i know a lot of people would think it'll be different when it comes to Wreck It Ralph where people leave their own game or show.
And for my A-Pal's On This Day Post.
You know i did a drawing like that too. Except it only just drew Shadow and Caleb since they were the only two that can do something really fun for DA. But normally i haven't done so many Anniversary stuff, but i have been doing a lot of DA Tutorials on depending on which one i would be drawing. Even Lisa does that kind of stuff too.
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So basically this is “birthday week” - my husband, his sister, and my brother all have their birthday this week, 3 days in a row. And so Cecilia is like fascinated by this (plus we just had Gavin’s a couple weeks ago) because obviously we celebrated Dan’s and then we FaceTime her aunt and uncle and specifically told them happy birthday etc etc.
Now this is a 3 year old who has never had a birthday party (thanks pandemic) but has been to a bunch now. So she is VERY hyped to have a birthday party this summer. And so she asked “whose birthday is next” and I said “yours is” which is VERY TRUE even though it’s not until late July. Silly me. I should have taken out my calendar and gone over the months with her.
Well, of course being 3 she THOUGHT I MEANT NEXT AS IN THE DAY AFTER HER UNCLE. I get a text from her besties mom today after she dropped her girls off at daycare that Cecilia was telling her that her bday is tomorrow and she was so insistent and I didn’t believe her but she was soooooooooo confident now I’m second guessing myself???? And I was like oh no 😂😂😂😂 So apparently she has telling everyone at school her birthday is tomorrow. The teachers know it is not but she told parents and kids.
Well I pick her up from school and 3 kids just swarm me and demand answers! IS CECE’S BIRTHDAY tomorrow and I had to tell them no. And Cecilia just had a freaking meltdown about it for a good 20 minutes and she thinks I’m lying because I TOLD HER that her BIRTHDAY IS NEXT AND THAT MEANS TOMORROW because 4 of the 9 people she knows the most have very close together birthdays in March. And I keep telling her very gently that while her birthday is the next one we will celebrate, it’s not until July and she should not expect door decorations or anything 😂😂😂😂 So we’ll see how the morning is 🫠
And what’s funny is Gavin is making his communion in May and while I’m not throwing him a party we are going out to a nice lunch with our families and a couple close friends… but obviously it’s to celebrate this milestone in Gavin’s life so this poor girl will once again be a guest at someone else’s party 😂 I clearly need to have a girls night with her or something!!!
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This week I found out about the new Digimon 02 movie (02 The Beginning / 02TB), so I watched it! I was super lucky because this week is the last for movie showcase in my city. I cannot believe I almost missed it *exhales*
Some deets and thoughts under cut. Major spoilers ahoy. May contain wrong info and delusions. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
1. This movie focuses more on the movie MC rather than the 02 kids themselves. Disappointing but understandable, since unlike the Adventure kids who are full of conflicts and clashing ideas and fight hard to prove that the enemy is wrong, the 02 kids prefer to find a common ground and accept whatever weird ideas thrown their way. The 02 kids' enemies are not always enemies for them, they're just people with different opinions.
2. The movie MC is Rui Ohwada, who claimed to be the first ever Digidestined. He has a broken Digivice, wears an eyepatch to hide his weird right eye. His Digimon is Ukkomon, but due to a fallout Ukkomon is now threatening the world by attempting to fulfill Rui's wishes - to have more friends. Ukkomon's method: appearing as a huge Digitama and sending a message.
"May everyone be happy. May everyone have a Digimon."
Rui is trying to stop Ukkomon from doing so.
3. Ukkomon sent Rui, Daisuke, Ken, Veemon and Wormmon into a dimension similar to the past. Rui's past life. Here we learn many things: that Rui lived in Hikarigaoka (a.k.a. the place where Digimons were first observed), Rui lived with an abusive mom and critically sick dad, Rui's birthday is February 29th, Rui was beaten a lot. Daisuke was pissed and tried to interfere (what a good guy), Ken held him back (he thought if this is really the past, they'd probably end up changing history), Rui said not to bother.
They stayed for like 2 hours until Ukkomon appeared and Rui tried to stop his kid self from making a wish, but according to the others, they fell through Ukkomon immediately.
4. We later find out that Ukkomon did a lot of things that ended up breaking Rui afterwards. Mom suddenly became nicer. Dad miraculously recovered. Celebrated 8th bday (albeit in a dark room) and told some friends couldn't make it. (It was 2000, Adventure kids were busy fighting enemy Digimons. They were those "some friends" that Ukkomon mentioned.)
Next birthday or so (or was it 2002? A.k.a. the 02 events?) was the day Rui found out about other Digidestined who apparently endanger their lives fighting with and against Digimons. Also the day he found out that his parents weren't exactly alive. They had been under Ukkomon's control the entire time. The horror.
Rui tried to smash his Digivice, but the thing's shrapnel(?) hit his right eye. Ukkomon tried to recover the eye by giving his to Rui, but already upset Rui told Ukkomon to buzz off because he hated everything that Ukkomon did for him. Ukkomon cried and melted away.
Since then Rui lived with his relatives. Now he lives by himself trying to figure out what to do wih his life and Ukkomon.
5. The 02 kids have vastly different reactions upon hearing Rui's story lol. Hikari for example said Rui was being ungrateful - Ukkomon saved him from being abused further by his mom, but he chose to hate it? But Hikari dear, Ukkomon Killed. His. Parents. And. Puppet-controlled. Them. That's Amoral.
Wait, I'm not sure if there's someone among them who do agree that Ukkomon wasn't exactly correct with its judgment. Daisuke thinks that maybe both Rui and Ukkomon don't know each other well, since Ukkomon is only doing what it thinks pleases Rui, while Rui just okays whatever Ukkomon does until he finds out he's not ok with them.
6. Also, the revelation about Digidestined = Rui's potential friends is making the 02 kids question the meaning of their human-Digimon bonds and all the fights they went through. Like what the hey, the origin of Digidestined is shallow af! But ultimately they told Rui that despite having their bonds manufactured by Ukkomon, their friendship with Digimon are real for them. They were the ones making their friendship possible. If they can be friends with their Digimon and improve each other, then Rui can, too.
With that being said, Rui-kun really lived an easy life, huh. Disregarding the fact that it was all fabricated by Ukkomon.
7. While the gang discussing on how to defeat Ukkomon, someone has worries about Digimon partnership - Takeru. He was worried that the bond with Digimon will disappear for nth time. Guy needs serious therapy. You are an adult now, pls seek help. (Note: Takeru has a broken family; parents divorced, siblings separated, lost Patamon once in Adv, lost it again in tri. iirc, and in Kizuna his big bro Yamato lost Gabumon for real. He really has attachment problem.)
8. Ken and Daisuke have very cute interactions. When they tried to send Rui towards Ukkomon so they can have proper talk, Ken was impressed with what Daisuke said. Guy was so smitten towards his S/O Jogress partner best friend lol. Miyako had to tell them not to flirt with each other hahahaha I cannot, the Daiken is strong as ever
9. Rui went back to the past and catch his mom, telling her to stay strong and kind, because despite whatever she did to baby Rui, baby Rui loved her so much. Seeing her son trotting behind, Rui's mom cried and picked him up and celebrated his birthday. Giving Rui the sense of closure he needed, even if he can't really change his past.
Ukkomon appeared but this time, Rui told Ukkomon that he needed nothing. Having Ukkomon was all he needed. And he was interested to know more about Ukkomon, and Ukkomon about him.
10. The final battle isn't really a battle tbh. They were just making Ukkomon reborn into a Digitama. Most annoying being the evolution sequences having to repeat the start of Jogress evolution theme every. Single. Time. Like come on, just continue that song. It was annoying af because I quite liked it and wanted to hear it in full.
11. The movie ends with all Digidestined saying goodbye to their precious Digivices, now that the Digivices are not needed to prove their human-Digimon bonds. Sad that the Adventure kids aren't able to join this fight, especially those who already lost their Digimons (Taichi, Yamato, Sora, Menoa, maybe Meiko?). They must freak out when their Digivices disappear to add to the wound that is losing their Digimons.
Like Ukkomon wanted everyone to have a Digimon, this should include those who lost theirs right? But the plan is foiled... Or is it?
12. The kids then play snowball lol Adults who are kids at heart. Lovely. Love them all.
Miyako tries to flirt with Ken but Ken just goes, "??? Miyako-san???" Ken, you're smooth when it comes to Daisuke but clueless with Miyako I just cannot lol pls marry Daisuke
13. Oh yeah. There's a fem fanservice in the form of Iori showing his bare back after Kendo training. *exhales*
14. Also. Ken's fainted form when he dropped onto Hikarigaoka's pavement. Elegant. (Rui's form is also elegant but his fashion sense ruins it lol)
15. Nobody ever mentioned the actual 02's lore. Oikawa. Hiroki. Dmitrimon. Well even though Oikawa seemed to be the one who created Digital World and Digimons, he was not made a Digidestined. And considering the events, even though many fans seem to disagree, yeah Rui is really the first Digidestined ever.
Rui got his Digivice in 1996. 4th bday.
That same year was Taichi and Hikari's first interaction with Agumon. However they weren't given Digivices; they got theirs in 1999.
1999 is the year the Adventure kids getting their Digimons and Digivices.
02 kids got their Digivices in 2002. Except maybe Ken, who got his between 1999 and 2002. Oikawa also got his in 2002, although he died shortly after that.
16. As for age, Rui is 20. This 02TB event happened before his 20th birthday (2012 is leap year). Apparently he forgot his own birthday, maybe due to being traumatized with what happened with his family and Ukkomon.
Ken, Daisuke, Takeru, Hikari are 21. Ooh, they can drink booze now huh.
Miyako is 22. Iori is 19.
Not related to his movie, but in this event, Taichi, Yamato, Sora are now 24. Joe is 25. Koushiro and Mimi are 23. I think.
17. Takeru drives a car!! He's the only Digidestined seen having a car. Yamato is known to have a motorbike (re: Kizuna). So how do the others go to places? Well Ken has Wormmon-Stingmon so he can fly. Same with Miyako (Hawkmon-Aquilamon) and Daisuke (Veemon-Exveemon). Hikari? Not sure. She did have a bicycle, but there's the possibility she uses Tailmon-Angewomon, who can also fly.
I'm curious about Taichi, lol.
18. The kids do Jogress using smartphones instead of their original D-3 Digivice at first. Then when it's time to face off Ukkomon, they used the D-3.
I still can't remember the dubbed name for Jogress evolution. (Had to search online. It's DNA Evolution. So Jogress it is. lol)
Also, no Armor evolution. Bummer.
19. Best character here: Daisuke. 2nd best: Ken. Rui is ok. Hikari seems to have a weird standing about Rui's life. Takeru needs therapy. Iori has too little dialogue, the poor guy. At least we get to see his bare back hueheheheh Miyako is Miyako.
I think that's enough for rants and maybe some delulu. 02TB has started to kick SAO out of my mind (SAO has been accompanying me since 2020). Ohnoes.
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I guess I’ll let you know somethings I’ve been doing
I’ve been looking for houses to rent. I’m afraid to buy because I’m not sure this place is where I need to be anymore. I’ve found a few on fb marketplace, but most require a year lease and I’m just not ready to make any sudden changes. But I check often and there’s always something to rent so I’m not worried.
I didn’t inseminate because I couldn’t bring myself to do it. I want a baby with you and I don’t think it’s right for me to do something if I’m not in the best of mindsets. I do have a donor though, we talk weekly and he’s good enough. I feel like most of the donors I’ve encountered want to like date me and it’s weird. I struggle because I want a baby so badly, but I am so afraid to do everything by myself. I know I have a good support system and I’m thankful for that, but I really wanted to have a partner to do this with. I also don’t want to be moving around with a baby. So, I can either settle here and just be me and my child, or I can move and find someone and then build a life with them. I just don’t know if I will ever find someone else and dating absolutely sucks. And I want to celebrate Mother’s Day, I want to have a little one for the holidays and I’m just getting older. I think I might start trying in December depending on how I feel.
I’m heavily considering going back to school just so that I can get another job besides where I’m currently at. But I’m also going to promote next year, at least do the testing and see what happens.
I’ve been doing a lot lately. I really do have a good support system who has been taking care of me. I know you seemed to have the impression I wasn’t getting out, but I promise you I am. You told me to live my life because you were going to live yours- and that is a huge motivation for me. I know I want to always consider you in the things that I do, but I also know you wouldn’t want me to do that.
There’s a few other things I’ve been up to, but nothing to share really. I am depressed right now. But I’ve been doing my little things like playing my guitar, and my parents got me another one for my bday (I started hysterically crying when I saw it and I’m so glad no one was filming me). And yeah. Oh I also got a huge pumpkin at the pumpkin patch which made me happy.
So, besides all of this, I hope you and the boys are well and happy and I think about you guys all the time.
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i’m having a bday party except my best friends aren’t going to be there & all i keep seeing is people saying they’re not going to make it. this is so so so dumb but every time i get my hopes up about my bday, it always falls through & i really wish i wouldn’t have told my mom that i wanted to do it bc now i feel dumb for not wanting to have it & it was planned so last minute & i don’t think i’m going to hit the weight i want to & i might be starting my period soon which is why this is getting to me badly but also??? it’s my bday & what girl doesn’t cry when it comes to her bday yk?? idk i just feel so dumb for feeling like this. i want to start throwing a fit & never ever celebrate my bday. last year i just went to dinner w my parents + bf & that was good, there was nothing to get my hopes up about, it was basically a regular day & i knewww it was going to turn out like this. but fuck do i feel like an idiot for being so upset about this. like who even cares if people don’t show up? except it’s not just people, it’s my besties & let’s be fucking fr here, i don’t have a lot of friends. like most of the people coming to the party are going to be like 35+… i’m turning 21. they’re my parents friends & a normal party is fine for that but i don’t know. thanks for reading.
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Is your Ethan one to “hate” his birthday or he just doesn’t care/remember it?
How do you HC his parents used to celebrate his birthday pre and post Louise leaving?
When he was dating someone, did they do something for him on that day? What about his friends from med school?
Now that he’s with MC, does he care more about it? What do they normally do on that day?
What would he choose as his best birthday/gift?
thanks for these friends!
Is your Ethan one to “hate” his birthday or he just doesn’t care/remember it?
Yes, my Ethan hates his birthday. Although hate is a strong word, I'd say it's more like a strong dislike for the day.
He hates it because Louise left the day after his birthday without a word.
How do you HC his parents used to celebrate his birthday pre and post Louise leaving?
From like 1-11, he had parties with his friends. Sometimes at their house, sometimes at places like laser tag. From 11 onward he never wanted to celebrate. Alan would still get him a gift, take him out to dinner and then have a cake but never more than that. And once he was 18 and moved out for college/med school he never celebrated at all and never told a soul when his bday was. He preferred for the day to pass like it was any other.
When he was dating someone, did they do something for him on that day? What about his friends from med school?
His HS sweetheart did, and his Med School GF did, as they were the ones he was with the longest. (excluding Harper but she never did anything per his request) But other than those two (and Harper) he was never with anyone long enough to celebrate his birthday.
And all his friends knew he didn't want to celebrate so they didn't. No one ever knew why tho (Except for Tobias, Naveen, Camila -- med school girl -- and Harper)
Now that he’s with MC, does he care more about it? What do they normally do on that day?
He cares a little more because he's healed a little and knows how much his wife loves birthdays, but Gen never does anything crazy because she knows he's not as enthusiastic and she is and that it's still a painful day for him.
Actually up until this year, they never did anything. His first birthday with Gen as his official girlfriend, was his 39th in 2021 (his bday in my HC is Jan 4th) and they went about it like it was a normal day until after dinner and she gave him a present. I wrote a fic for that which you can read here.
This past year, 2022, Gen planned a special evening for him -- as it was his 40th. But it was still just the two of them. (You can see the edits for it here and read the fic here)
What would he choose as his best birthday/gift?
I think it would be a toss up between his 39th and 40th birthdays. Gen gave him his favorite present for his 39th, a digital picture frame with photos spanning their relationship. And for his 40th, she planned a super romantic evening for them and it was very special to him -- she was also secretly his wife for that one and it made it really special too.
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Omooo thank you for the tag!!! I was kinda skeptical if I should write a fic for this but I think a comic is much more appropriate for me! I'll come back to this when it is Lulu's bday which is gonna be next year, Jan 9;;
Okay so—FACEPALM BRIGADE BDAY PARTY???
I think I haven't mentioned this here before but Lulu is indeed the new member of facepalm brigade, Ruggie told MC/Yuu. ALSO THEY ARE ALL SILVER/WHITE HEADS. WHO SAID THAT IT'S NOT OFFICIAL??
So Silver wanted to plan a surprise for Lulu so she could feel that she belongs in NRC. I think at this time the facepalm brigade has been together for months so it's natural to throw a party for your friend!
I also can imagine Silver asking Malleus and Lilia if they can throw a party in Diasomnia, they gave him permission since they knew Lulu is still trying to get a simple bday celebration. But on one condition, Malleus has to bake a cake for her. Why? Well...he just wants to? He wanted to enjoy her bday even if it's a small one and that he's uninvited or was forgotten to be invited(?)
Anyway, Kalim was the first one to greet her happy bday. He beat Silver to it, maybe he just said it loudly than Silver but I can tell they said it at the same time. Silver sings her a bday song instead since she didn't hear him loud enough 🥺
I haven't thought of Riddle's relationship with Lulu so I'm just gonna say they are both pressured children by their parents. They are pretty smart kids, they might actually provide notes to each other. Riddle prolly came there to greet her and eat some tarts.
Oh boi, idk about this one...Jade creeps her out at first but they eventually started getting along when she worked part time at Monstro. Maybe he has been a gentleman towards her or maybe he's just plotting something. Thank you for the numerous gifts though, I hope all of em are mushroom merch.
And lastly...man this breaks my heart for Lulu. But this is also the safest way to avoid Rook? Idk their current relationship here, but I do hope that Rook greets her late in the evening since he recently got the news from Vil like, "Aren't you going to greet the girl you've been pursuing?"
"Oh mon dieu...!" And comes running out of Pomefiore dorm to go to Ramshackle dorm, greeting her at the second floor room's window with a poem prepared. Pls leave my bbg alone, she's gonna sleep.
Time for tags! No pressure tho @datboredpencil @kitsubishinya @dibbledoodle @chifuyusangel @kunehori @cupiddstarrie @mochawulfie, or you can just tag anyone who wants to join!
Ace planned the surprise/first to greet me.
Leona baked the birthday cake. (But I bet he asked Ruggie to do it.)
Kalim bought the food and drinks and also came uninvited. 🤣
Vil sings.
Lilia gave me lots of presents.
Jack ate all the food. (He never gonna do that)
And Silver forgot my birthday. 🤣
#twisted wonderland#twst#twst oc#twst rook#twst silver#twst kalim#twst malleus#twst riddle#twst jade#twst louise#louise von mirage#rook hunt#riddle rosehearts#malleus draconia#kalim al asim#jade leech#comic idea???
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07.17.23 -- 07.23.23
07.23.23 (sun) picnic @ little farm
picnic at little farm, the ride there and back with s&s <3
cannot escape cliche / that day is not this year
dreaming of small glowing object timer
i think i better understand hinging and unhinging / realities are malleable etc etc
i’m told i bring good vibes to the function
mathematical transformations; the object of study didn’t change but what you noticed did; was that a transformation or did you find a new point of entry?
gods favorite (kiosk order #1 at matcha cafe maiko, japantown edition)
looking for a new social media (listening to podcasts again)
learned of diplomatic immunity
07.22.23 (sat) japanese tea garden; prose & pals; n's bday <3
new newjeans ep in the car! i want to hear "super shy" in the club
remaining soft is how i get here / remaining flinty is how i preserve my softness, my ability to get there
learned that the casio is the "terrorist watch"
i turned the corner and there you were; an altar, an arrow, a shrine in real-time, a monument for today;
remaining soft is how i get here; remaining flinty is how i preserve my softness, my ability to continue to get there
i am so happy for friends who are happier / so much i want to talk to p about
celebrating n's bday! he said "the future is short" and i felt the room tilt for a moment (and change color, as the lamps were set to due on a timed basis hehe)
07.21.23 (fri) picking poetry books; shuggie's
strategic scatterings, diligent dilettantes
trip to dogeared; saw a tiny puppy right next to a tiny baby in the bookstore
thinking about aunthood (buying a tiny bucket hat and the sundae school puppy fleece for someone else's dog)
the green light at shuggie's trash pies reminds me of the green in "all about lily chou chou"
asking people often "how did you feel about that" in part because of the lil kid in me that had to monitor the feelings of adults around me, but also because it seems really good for encouraging pause/listening to oneself in times we don't always remember to pause for
"we sound like war veterans"
07.20.23 (th) "all about lily chou chou" / jialing @ ugsf
athleisure (appropriating tennis aesthetics to sit in the sun outside to read "greek lessons")
knew today was the day to resume wellbutrin when i watched a video of a puppy eating an ice cream cone and felt compelled to eat an ice cream cone, just like that puppy
sometimes being dysregulated is so nice yknow
i’m just trying to live my american dream (eat a little edamame potato croquette w chili crisp and wash it down with some ito en black milk tea in peace)
A Grand Unified Theory Of Dog/Daughterhood, Being Baby, But Also An Older Sister, Probably, Also, “I Bet On Losing Dogs” (2016)
knew today was the day to resume wellbutrin when i watched a video of a puppy eating an ice cream cone and felt compelled to eat an ice cream cone, just like that puppy -- ie, going through a moment in which i see any pup and think "it seems like it would be nice to be you" (it's There Are More Dogs Than Children In San Francisco x I'm Baby syndrome)
thinking tenderly of student journalism in light of the student journalist who got someone to resign over their reporting
watched "all about lily chou chou" my god
saw jialing at undergroundsf, what a treat! i bring a sort of nonverbal athleisurely vibe to the club that my brain cells thank me for when i get home at the end of the night
07.19.23 (w) ucsf visit; japantown loitering
times i feel like a surrogate or stand in / times i feel nonfungible
thinking of my parents as poets; not redemption but remembrance; not transcendence but immanence
finished reading mckenzie wark's "raving"
felt flowers in the vase
called c; thinking about different kinds of love; the loves that help me stay grounded in the present and the loves that help me embrace the future as it arrives. a kind of love wherein i learn the joy is rooted in peace, in building together; pleasure, a necessity, and one i want to nourish me
with c, I talked about feeling useless in contexts, feeling powerful when I am with people, feeling out power, not for anyone’s use but our own; he talks about feeling useless in one context, getting better so as to be useful in a diff context; feels like we are on opposite sides of the same plane;
there’s a mole on the back of my left ear, he says; we say i love you through subtitles when i'm on the bus; this call and the day before makes me miss him very very much
pop pop pop ice cream… not in the Bible
"that’s either drama or a jess instagram post"
i admire moments of surface disagreement to recognize the shared root that could be grasped together; i haven’t transcended but i found immanence; i don’t believe in redemptive arcs but i do believe in remembrance
i am so grateful for ucsf; i sip on a little juice box; i am instructed to wiggle my toes to distract myself; got a photo of an ultrasound of my uterus (beautiful, perfect lol); i stand in front of the poetry plant tablets and cry a lil bit;
the joy/power i reach for is to stave off my existential dread
i walk along sutter in the sun and wander into a grocery store that has piroshki, potato salad, and i sit at their counter to eat
groceries from nijiya, noncommittally wander through daiso, pick up an eraser for lil and finally get pen refills / a pencil sharpener and eraser for myself
then i sit on a bench outside of marufuku ramen & Free Associate to k!!!! Gosh; so many thoughts about lorde and gordan in thanks to them
07.18.23 (tu) bart movie screening; tender media primers
read alina stefanescu's piece on abortion: "the author of the abortion is 'I': against redemptive forms and genres"
intimacy doesn't need a reason / gray area / learning i am most generative and feel most powerful when i am useless in through the lens of instrumentality
the craven desire to be an “intern” again; to be a puppy (cute and clueless; bark bark arf arf woof woof; etc)
essay texting with k; concern with people's imagination, the foreclosure of it; a human/political concern
how was today? media consumption day--
a primer for tenderness via n - "throw someone a pep rally" ask polly (hard work becomes joyful when we make a connection to the hidden abilities and talents inside us...making that connection to our buried abilities, our muted imaginations, and our blocked desires becomes easier when we recognize that every living being is filled with just as much potential as we are) -> think being a teaching artist would be incredible for this reason
the club is bumping // the ladies look good // the alcohol i flowing // there is much tenderness in the world, and in this room
angie kang's comic, "desire paths"
read "what it was like" by natasha rao sent to me via c
ran into v: joshua tree was a midpoint between phoenix and california; consulted on a drink choice and got a drink as the consultant fee B)
maybe i read it yesterday but today it feels present - “‘What happens to me next is inscribed without causation… I will be passing into myself’” - from angie sijun lou's story, motorcycle factory
i walked out the door listening to linda diaz's music; feeling like i had a lot of time in the world, which i did!
gifts for people - earplugs; felt flowers; the burrito that d held, that looked like a bouquet also
check out "tunnel vision: an unauthorized BART ride" !!
Process notes from chatting with s
Times we have had solid working relationships?
When do we know it’s enough - having a story to tell, something to collapse the theory into
Time is clear in the thread, what about the meta thread?
07.17.23 (mon) two wolves; parmesan soup; gathering; generative babies; southwest
sean (short for parmesan) would be a beautiful name for a baby girl ~ l made parmesan soup, and we added chicken sausage to it for the ultimate pizza soupppp
gathering deadlines; (categories here)
two wolves - raver that wants to be lightly eviscerated outside by some groovy tunes; writer that wants to cocoon inside under a bunch of blankies w a notebook
rhys - i had two longings & one was fighting the other. i wanted to be loved & i wanted to be always lone
i wish to indulge a little less so i can be a little more diligent !! or i wanna be more diligent about my indulgence
in what ways do i feel ready? in what ways do i wanna be able to choose something not as an escape? i wanna write and document today, then clean at home, want a functional workspace, less excess
readings: sour heart jenny zhang; closet space kming chang; obit victoria chang; franny choi
my lil sis' first day of work! she sent some generations of her as a baby via some app which kinda looked like me as a baby...
generative baby with fucked up hands but she's cute
i generated some of my own and sent to c; dislocation, seeing hugging face stuff, poorly rendered artifice, poorly utilized hyperrepresentation (dating apps, egg donations grotesque in their own way)
what is the feeling of dislocation? seeing yourself outside of yourself, any kind of familiarity that is defamiliarized is a dislocation, somthing you don't know how to place yet; the injury, when something is moved out of its usual or expected location
sat in the sun to journal
found a cool utility dress at o+f that makes me wanna sew
curled up in a corner at the commons to calendar; felt like calendar was in a good place in thanks to the franticness of last week // met v in passing who made me think of the southwest
technologies for the psyche, vs technologies for the ego
the fun of telling two people about one another
listened to music for 18 musicians
i’ve slept 7 + hours every day since wednesday and i’m reconfigured
i feel like i am on some hamster wheel hmm / or i feel scattered; it’s not bad i am just like “hm what shall propel me / what shall i propel myself with now”
from James Turrell - “Science strives for answers, but art is happy with a good question.”
i want to work on computation that brings us closer to our bodies / technologies that get us closer to our selves
Affirmations: My Obsessions Nourish Me . They Do Not Destroy Me 💯💯
Affirmations: I Refrain From Losing Sleep Over My Obsessions (happy to report a week straight of sleeping ? 7+ hours ? i truly cannot recount the last time i did that was)
why did this just flip a switch in my brain
every person is a puzzle i guess; "If you ask too many why's you end up like 250k years in the past at the dawn of man"
there’s a meme where people are now like “not in the [reference text]” and ap styleguide is hilarious /// In Praise Of An Expansive Usage of “Situationship”: A Treatise
times i used notes app as twitter before i caved in to use twitter as twitter
RIP Dead Inside, Who Once Walked Into The Club (He's Not Dead Dead He's Just Lightly Immobilized From Dancing) ~ can still barely walk from dancing
return window passed and check's already cashed
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lightbeamers — Maddy x OC
A/N: just a little something something! A little more of Maddy x Valli, you’re welcome 🥳 this turned out lengthier than expected!!! For no reason at all except I was unsure how to end it? Anyways it’s the month of love so why not? Hope you like this one!
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New year? Same messy shit.
Valli should’ve expected that Maddy was ticked off with her after what went down at the New Year’s Eve party but? Valli just figured Maddy would get over it. It wasn’t a secret how valli felt about Nate jacobs and if she didn’t dip with her brothers…then what did they say about Valli’s loyalty?
The Persian girl knew deep down that maddy was aware of this—Valli was going to ride for Fez like she knew he would for her. Valli didn’t owe shit to Nate besides maybe chopping his head off and leaving it in a boiling pot of water in his parent’s front yard but nah a nice severe beating by the hands of her brother will do for now. However Maddy didn’t see it that way, yeah it seemed like things may be over with her and Nate—yet she had history with the dude…she wasn’t going to leave him there like that.
Valli was open to talk it out, trying to catch Maddy in the hallways just to be ignored with apologetic expressions from mainly Cassie—Kat just shrugged her shoulders following the shorter girl, to skipping class to wait for Maddy’s to be over with—after three failed attempts to talk to her, Valli decided to back off since that was the type of energy she was receiving. No amount of texts or approaches seemed to get Maddy to break and if she felt like valli needed to do some huge grand gesture just for Maddy to speak to her, then she was surely mistaken.
Valli wasn’t on some Nate jacobs shit. She didn’t need to buy maddy’s attention, yeah Maddy could be extreme at times but valli knew when to give her the space she wanted.
How well do you think that went over? Maddy wasn’t having that and even called Valli to demand that she come over to the house she was babysitting at. Valli told her she was busy and she really was…
“Oh, so you’re really not gonna come over here, Val?”
“Sorry, I’m working.”
“Um, So am I?!” Maddy rolled her eyes as she paced the living room, phone on speaker, silk top flowing behind her with each step.
“Then we can do this at a later time then?” Valli asked, scrubbing the blood off her hands.
“You know what? Byeee! I’m done.”
That pissed Maddy off for a little until Nate asked if he could see her.
Kat reached out to Valli a couple of days later through text along the lines of: hey valli, if u want to make it up to maddie u shld show up to the girls celebration we’re having for her bday at Cassie’s! U know if you’re not busy or anything…🙃
Valli laughed easily picking up on the shade. She knew Maddy and Kat tended to be the main ones that vented to each other and allowed each other to go on rants about anything…so she expected this kind of text from Kat Hernandez.
To: kat — wouldn’t miss the celebration of my girl’s life for the world! 😊 See you then kat.
And valli knew that would get underneath kat’s skin just a little. Valli didn’t know what it was but it seemed like kat had a love and hate relationship with her, she didn’t focus too much on that since that sounded like a personal problem.
Kat also found it weird how Valli didn’t ask for the time of the festivities, she even asked Cassie and BB if they already spoken to Valli and the both of them confirmed her suspicions…that they didn’t.
BB told them on the day of Maddy’s birthday that she didn’t even have Valli’s number since she may or may not have been poking around a little too much in her business, “hey I was faded! I don’t know why she took me so seriously!” Was her argument.
“What’re you guys talking about?” Maddy asked, exiting the bathroom, heading over to Cassie’s full length mirror to check out her ass in her black and white dress.
“Nothing!” Kat and Cassie answered in unison.
While BB said, “Valli.”
Maddy whipped her head around at that, “why are any of you running your mouth about her?”
“Damn. Sheesh.” BB slouched further against the foot of Cassie’s bed, vape clenched in between her fingers.
No one had anything else to say about that and thankfully Lexi came knocking on the door, telling the rest of the girls they could come downstairs now. Maddy side eyed them all for a brief moment before Cassie linked her arm with her’s and bounced on her toes.
“You’re gonna love this.” Cassie told her.
Once they got downstairs, Maddy could hear the beat of a Tay Money track rattling off the home’s walls. On their way to the dining room, Maddy smiled at the decorations of metallic streamers and balloons in the living room before taking a seat on one of the most decorated chairs in the room.
BB went to place a party hat on the birthday girl but Maddy gripped her wrist, “don’t even try it bitch. I don’t need no frizz from that cheap ass hat, especially when I didn’t get my pictures for insta.”
“Fine by me.” BB muttered, placing the hat on herself and leaving the girl be.
Kat sat by her smiling while Lexi was already recording for her own story; panning the view, in hopes of a certain someone would be watching…since she pulled the first move on following him first.
“Here little lex, take a quick few of me and Kat. And then we all need to take a group one on the steps or something later.” Maddy explained while lexi nodded, reaching over the table to grab her phone, to take a few pictures of the two.
Maddy gave her stamp of approval as Suze and Cassie entered the room. Suze started it off carrying a special cake while Cassie followed behind her, carrying her own gift.
“Happy birthday to you…” Suze sung off-key with the girls shortly following in after.
Maddy felt like her cheeks were so tight at how happy she was surrounded by her favorite people. Her mouth was held ajar as she looked at the photo of herself on her cake, dressed in her cheer uniform surrounded by eighteen candles. She loved her birthday and didn’t understand how anyone can hate their own. It was a day dedicated to you so who wouldn’t love that?
“Thank you girlies!” Maddy grinned, clasping her fingers together before she closed her eyes shut to make a wish, then she blew out the candles.
Shortly after with Suze running around in search of a knife to cut the cake, Cassie handed over her gift.
“We all chipped in for the cake!” Kat added as Maddy took what appeared to be a book, “It’s Chocoflan, your favorite.”
“Thank you,” Maddy said again as she opened the book and clasped her chest, “Bitch, you made me a collage?”
“So that you can always have something that reminds you of our friendship and how loved you are.” Cassie smiled, in which Maddy held her arms up to bring Cassie into a tight embrace.
This was exactly what Maddy wanted to cherish but Maddy couldn’t help but to feel like this party was missing something. Or someone. She buried that feeling down as they all received a slice of Maddy’s cake and fell into laughter and chatter. Her parents took her out to a early dinner around 3:45ish (which only her mother paid for) since her mother had to get back to the spa and tend to her clients…and her father had to get back to keeping the couch warm. So being here at The Howard’s felt more worthwhile, despite being with the two adults that should have made her eighteenth birthday a bigger deal.
Soon they all made their way into the living room to dance that cake off: from watching Suze attempt to twerk, to her allowing them all to “safely” drink in her home as long as they all agreed to spend the night, to recording and snapping pictures for the night.
Nate showed up, led into the house by a confused Lexi who led him to Maddy who met him halfway in the hallway giving him a embrace?
“Um…why the fuck is he here?” Kat pointed behind her, asking Lexi who simply shrugged.
The three girls in the room glanced at the Ex-couple who seemed pretty friendly with each other as Nate placed a necklace on Maddy’s neck. Lexi searched around the area for her sister as Kat went towards the stairs, fingers rapidly flying over her keyboard as she attempted to text someone.
Her head snapped up just in time to see Cassie strutting around in a hot pink bathing suit. Kat widened her eyes as she watched Cassie made her way down the steps by her, eyes only set on Maddy and Nate as she sipped on the contents in her red cup.
“Anyone want to get into the jacuzzi?” Cassie continued on her way innocently, knowing Nate’s eyes were now on her body.
While Maddy sent a look to Kat who tried to send her a convincing smile. Maddy squeezed Nate’s wrist before making her way over to Kat muttering, “what’s up with cassie? Trying to show out on my birthday?”
“I don’t know. What’s up with Nate?” Kat asked as the both of them went back upstairs.
“What do you mean?” Maddy questioned getting undressed, “Nate’s never missed a birthday since we’ve been together.”
“But…are you together?”
Maddy shrugged, “why is Nate being here bothering you? It’s my birthday.”
“Valli said she was going to be here tonight.” Kat exhaled, body tensing as she awaited Maddy’s response.
It was quiet much too long for Kat’s liking so she did the honors of turning around to see Maddy transforming her low ponytail to a high bun.
“Fine.” Maddy shrugged her shoulders.
“Fine?” Kat followed Maddy as she pulled on the bedroom door, ready to head out into the backyard.
“Yeah, whatever. You just ruined the surprise, thanks by the way.”
“It wasn’t…Did you invite Nate here or was that supposed to be a surprise too?”
“Did you mean to surprise me with Valli?”
“No. She knew before I even tried to convince her to make things right.” Kat answered.
Maddy smirked to herself. Of course Valli already did, there were many things she seemed to know before they happened or if someone else brought the situation up, valli already knew. She was great at keeping secrets or rather keeping things to herself, especially if it did not have anything to do with her.
The two girls made their way out to the backyard to see Valli leaning against the Jacuzzi in a navy blue attire, a wrap around top and satin jaggers with tiny earrings in her ears. Nate appeared very annoyed, very clenched jaw like a bad jaw implant gone wrong! Shout-out to handsome squidward! By her appearance, while Valli appeared unbothered.
“Happy birthday, Maddy Mads!” Valli stepped to Maddy who pressed her tongue into her cheek, trying to hide the smile that threatened to appear.
Maddy shook her head, “so you can show up unexpectedly to my birthday but not when I call you?”
“I wouldn’t dare miss your birthday.” Valli pressed a kiss to her cheek.
Maddy huffed as she then leaned into the girl’s embrace, hands slipping around her waist as she slightly melted into her frame, “yeah you know better, I wouldn’t let you hear the end of it.”
“Well last time that I checked, you told me you were done talking to me.”
Maddy shushed Valli with a roll of her fingertips, who laughed pulling back and looking at the dark haired girl as if she wanted to kiss her, right in front of Nate and she would have done it too if Maddy didn’t pull herself from her grasp quickly.
It went like this: Maddy, Valli, and Kat sat on one side while Cassie slouched into the water beside Nate. The conversation turned humorous to Valli once the topic focused on Maddy and Nate with Nate confirming that he and Maddy were no longer an item.
“See I was going to say no—but why do you sound so definitive about it?”
“I wasn’t being definitive,” Nate argued, “I was just answering the question.”
“But you didn’t have to though,” Maddy rolled her eyes, “I mean, why don't you just say, ‘We're working it out.’”
“You literally just said you were gonna say no.” Nate reminded the girl, trying to make it seem like he was in the right.
Valli sighed as she reached behind her for her own red cup.
Maddy continued, “Right, but that's me. When I say it, it means something totally different than when you say it.”
“Why does it matter anyways?” Nate asked, “aren’t you fucking valli now?”
Maddy’s shook her head while Valli tilted her head to the side at Maddy who shifted her glance, “don’t sit here next to me on my motherfucking birthday Nate and try to deflect the issue here. We’re talking about you and I.”
“But are you?” Cassie pressed with a hiccup, making Maddy turn her heated stare to her.
If she was, Cassie would be the first to know.
Before Maddy could say anything Valli added, “It seems like too many people are pointing fingers when they should be making sure their own hands are clean.”
Cassie’s eyes went wide while Nate’s jaw seemed to tighten again. There was no way Valli could have known what was going on between Nate and Cassie right? However with the look in her right eye made Nate think otherwise.
“You’re such a gaslighter Nate.” Maddy clapped her hands, irritated and got his attention again,” You see, this is why I don't believe you when you make all these promises, and you're like, ‘Oh, let's get back together. You're the only person in the world I care about. You're a Goddess, and it's my fault for not treating you like a Goddess. I promise, Maddy. I'll change. I'll grow. I'll be better. I don't deserve you. But I love you. Please, when I go to college, move with me. Marry me. Have my babies.’”
That’s when Cassie upchucked right into the tub which proved Valli’s thoughts. She hasn’t been here long but it evident Cassie was the drunkest here in her riskiest outfit on Maddy’s birthday with her eyes locked on Nate the entire time. They were sleeping together and it wasn’t much of a secret as they thought it was, Valli wondered if Maddy was piecing this together yet? It didn’t take long for valli to figure it out as they all climbed out the hot tub with Suze coming to Cassie’s sobbing aid and valli helping a gagging Maddy out of the water.
“I’m so sorry Maddy! Maddy! I’m sorry!”
“Yuck,” Valli commented, “girl’s gotta hold her liquor better.”
Maddy hummed as she remained doubled over. Valli knew Maddy had a thing with vomit due to a small list of her childhood trauma so she coached her to breathe through it while Nate came back with a towel. Valli reached forward and snatched it from the much taller teen to wrap around the birthday girl.
“Is she always like this when she drinks?” Nate asked, peering over his shoulder in search of the girl who he could still hear crying over the music.
“Yeah.” Maddy exhaled.
Valli fanned her hand, “why don’t you be a good boy and go see if they need any help? We know how thoughtful you can be.”
Nate felt his eye twitch, almost tauntingly stepping into Valli’s space but she didn’t back down even if she had to crane her neck. He just grinned down at her, scanning her frame up and down disgustingly so. Valli was daring him to try something, she was ready to fight if she had to.
“Oh-Kay, this right here has to stop.” Maddy stepped in between the two, her fingers pushing against Nate’s torso while she looked back at Valli who had no emotion in her large eyes, it was scary but also kinda hot?
“I’m not doing anything,” Nate continued to smile, “just taking in your bestie’s suggestions.”
“Oh fuck outta here nate, I don’t even know why you’re here? You’re not important enough to be.” Valli walked off in search of her lighter.
Nate replied, “I think I’m pretty damn important if Maddy wanted me here and invited me.” Which made Valli shake her head in disbelief, “You only seem to come around as a second option. Maybe that’s all you’ll ever be.”
“Shut the fuck up, nate! Stop being such a cunt. You don’t get to talk to her like that!” Maddy hissed while Nate huffed out a laugh.
“Just admit it Maddy, you play for the other team now huh? I always knew there was something between you two when we were together.” Nate said, “you’ll never be happy with her. She won’t fuck you right. She’s no better than me.”
Maddy suddenly yanked the necklace around her throat off and tossed it into Nate’s face, “don’t ever tell me who I can and can’t be happy with. I know for sure I might have loved you but I was never happy with you. You’re not what I want so if you’re wondering, we are officially over. So go. Fuck off!”
“I already said we were.” Nate laughed.
“Uh uh. I make the decisions here.” Maddy waved her finger, “It’s over.” She shoved at his chest hard, that he actually tripped backwards a bit.
Smugly Valli gave him a peace sign while Nate sucked in his cheeks before bending down to pick up the broken necklace. “You’re not worth this anyway, I’ll give it to someone who actually loves me.”
“Fuck you nate, you know I loved you! If I didn’t I wouldn’t have dealt with your shit for so long!” Maddy yelled before spinning to put her back to the tall brunette.
Nate stepped forward to kiss the back of Maddy’s head in which she clenched her eyes shut in response to. Valli then moved, blunt in between her matte lips and fingers on her lighter.
“Didn’t she just say to fuck off?”
Nate let out a another laugh and began walking backwards sending two middle fingers at the girls, “Whatever. You’ll be back.”
Maddy chose not to waste her breath on him any longer as Valli kept her eyes trained on Nate as he made his way into the Howard household. That boy was nothing but trouble and Valli knew it from the moment she witnessed Maddy and Nate become a thing. Her eyes shifted back to Maddy who was chewing down on her bottom lip hard. Valli rested her hands on top of Maddy’s towel covered arms and gently rubbed them.
“Forget about him, it’s your birthday. Don’t let that walking bag of shit ruin it for you,” Valli told Maddy who lifted her slightly slumped shoulders, “we’ll go in the other way and party until midnight or at least until the sun comes up.”
Maddy deeply inhaled multiple times, “you’ll stay?”
“Yes.” Valli said, peered into her doll-like eyes, “always.”
With that Maddy linked her fingers with the bronze skinned girl, leading her back into the house through another door.
Lexi came up with the idea of playing card games (before kat could bring up fuck, marry, kill) after they all became exhausted with dancing, BB made her exit to be elsewhere which valli was thankful for, so that only left Maddy, Valli, and Kat.
“Ah, what the hell else is there to do?” Kat sighed, laying on the living room floor stretched out on her side.
Cassie was across from her, drunk and sleeping on her back. She seemed to snap out of her naps every fifteen minutes (reminding lexi of their mother very much so in these moments) but this time she maybe out for the count as a snore escaped her lips. Lexi could see Maddy shaking her head in annoyance at the girl and hid the broken necklace underneath the pillow Cassie rested on.
They first played UNO and for each 1 and 8 any of them tossed down into the pile, you’d have to drink. That was all Valli’s idea to at least make this exciting as they all started to slow down for the night. After three rounds of UNO, they decided to call it quits and staggered upstairs to change into their PJS and wipe off any makeup.
“Have you guys heard of, we’re not really strangers? There’s like a friendship edition.” Kat asked, phone held up in the air with her glasses on as she rested on a pallet beside Lexi’s bed.
Cassie groaned as Maddy forced her onto her side, facing the bucket on the floor. She then put her back to Cassie, hands folded underneath her cheek as she checked in on Valli who was sitting up on her own pallet beside the blonde’s bed.
“I’ve heard of the game. I heard it can be pretty heavy depending on the edition. I always wanted to buy it but…didn’t have anyone to discuss it with.” Lexi said into the night.
That was sad.
“Well…now you do little lex.” Maddy stated, making the girl smile into the dim room.
“How did you get the questions, kat? If you didn’t buy them? You didn’t buy it right?” Lexi quizzed.
Kat snorted, “no. I have connections that sent me the PDF.”
“That sounds pretty legal.” Lexi had full sarcasm in her voice with wide doe eyes as the other three girls laughed.
Kat continued, “So everyone wants to try it out until we eventually fall asleep?”
“…Yeah.” Maddy yawned.
Kat was quiet for a moment, her eyes scanning her screen as the suspense was creeping on…until Maddy had something to say about it.
“Uh hello?! I just felt my tits drop to my hips waiting for you to start this shit, kat.” Maddy snapped her fingers.
“Jesus Christ, give me a second.”
“I don’t actually think that’s something you can feel.” Lexi mumbled.
Kat rolled her eyes at the two before she cleared her throat, “there’s some warnings before we start but the last one sounds the most meaningful to us. It says: friendships teach us what healthy love can look like. Invest in your friendships as much as you do your romantic relationships.”
“I’m a good friend right?” Maddy quickly sat up after Kat finished reading.
Cassie sighed, “the best.”
Lexi was confused on how she kept appearing into the conversation every now and then since she was completely shit faced.
“Of course you are Maddy. You always have our backs no matter what it is, even if you don’t agree—which you will definitely tell us that you don’t and make sure that we hear you.” Kat explained which made Maddy spit out a laugh, “you’re super passionate. Now that I basically just kissed your ass can I read the first question?”
“You may,” Maddy falsely sniffed with a wave of her hands.
Kat cleared her throat, bringing her phone back up to her face, “when do you feel most like yourself? Who are you with? What are you doing?”
“I feel most like myself when I don’t have to worry about the present. I don’t have to think too much about how things are but what they should be.” Maddy started, eyes shifting to the blonde beside her that went unnoticed to those in the room, “I would say I used to feel that way around a certain person but things change…it’s not Nate’s ass so don’t start. Lately these weeks I’d say the person that makes me feel like myself is Valli. When I’m with Valli. And when we can dance together on the side of the road in the middle of a thunderstorm, yes a thunderstorm, getting my hair soaked! no matter where we are to any song. I dance to put on a show but this girl? I don’t know if you guys know this but Valerie used to do ballet like—total elegant black swan shit.”
Valli smiled as she turned to Maddy who was already staring at her.
“Damn and I here I thought you would have picked me.” Kat snorted out a laugh, “but no I would’ve never guessed that you did ballet, Valli. Do tell. Was it anything like black swan?”
Valli laughed, “there’s not much to tell. I was always involved since I was young, my grandmother felt like it was a calling. She saw something in me so she signed me up. I enjoyed it and still find myself doing some of the techniques but the pressure and aftermath isn’t for me. I liked Rhythmic gymnastics more.”
‘That was vague.’ Kat thought.
“See.”
“Yeah, you’re in love with Valli and either you don’t see that or you’re trying to convince yourself that you’re not because of Nate’s toxic ass.” Lexi disclosed, making the room go silent again.
That honestly surprised Valli, she didn’t take Lexi as someone who easily spoke her mind.
Maddy threw the pillow behind her across the room in her direction, as if she was throwing one of the cheerleaders in the air, “bitch.”
“Someone had to say it.” Kat laughed.
“I don’t think you would have since you’re in the same boat as me, living a unhappy love life—yet you’re in a healthy relationship.” Maddy honestly said.
Kat sat up, “whoa what the hell was that for, Maddy? Why are you throwing jabs at me and Ethan?”
“I’m not?” Maddy blinked, “I’m just calling it like it is. Isn’t that something you just said that made me a good friend? Why do I feel like you’re about to turn this into something it’s not, kat?”
Kat scoffed, “because you’re attacking a relationship that has nothing to do with you! You should be happy that Lexi pointed out something you may or may not be oblivious to. Which also may not be a good idea.”
“Speak.” Maddy ordered.
Kat popped her lips, “I mean what do we even really know about valli? How do you know she’ll be better than Nate?”
“Is this some homophobic shit, kat? Because if it is, that’s pretty fucked up.”
“No Maddy, it’s not!” Kat yelled, highly frustrated, “I’m trying to be a good friend to you but something feels off with her. Nothing is a fairytale no matter how hard you might want it to be, sorry. I’d know.”
Valli held up a finger as her raspy voice interrupted, “did you forget that I’m right here?”
Kat harshly blinked as she focused on Valli who pulled the velour hair tie from her long highlighted hair, “I’m just saying most of us have been around since forever. We all know each other like really know each other. Maddy and I have been best friends since middle school, like all of us and you only just came into the picture freshman year.”
“So everything is timelines for you, got it.” Valli stated while Kat briefly thought about it, “I’m not trying to hide anything, you know what my brothers do—
Lexi also sat up but on her elbows at that, expecting the girl to elaborate.
“But I don’t really have to answer to you. Whatever personal issue you have with me kat, is on you. I don’t dislike you because you used to write gay fanfiction about one direction. That’s fine, your business. I don’t dislike you at all because I don’t have a reason to and I don’t know you…since I was homeschooled during middle school but you don’t know me.” Valli spoke, which earned confused glances from both Maddy and Lexi turn to a fuming Kat, “we’re all made of light in this extremely dark fucked up town and that’s what I’m focused on. I’m not worried about your friendship and since you’re so curious, I’m not trying to be Maddy’s friend either. I want to be much more and I promise it’s going to happen someday whether you like it or not.”
Kat swallowed and tossed her phone to the side, “whatever. I need to use the bathroom.”
“Kat.” Maddy called out to the girl but she just held up her hand and stumbled to one of the door’s in the bedroom.
Lexi pursed her lips, “well…I’m right then. Sorry? I’m gonna go to bed now so…goodnight.”
Maddy simply shook her head at the petite girl who plopped down, fully ready for bed this time due to the awkwardness. A minute passed before Maddy whacked Valli’s shoulder who frowned.
“Ow.”
“Did you really have to say all that? Kat’s kinda sensitive when it comes to love and friendships.” Maddy whispered.
Valli shrugged, “isn’t it healthy to be honest just like the game said in the beginning? She won’t die from me saying that ‘no she’s wrong’ about me. I’m a lone wolf so this whole circle thing is new to me but I’m not trying to prove anything to them. I’m here for you.”
‘Plus kat needs to start dedicating her time to figuring out whats going on behind closed doors between your old soulmate and Nate.’ Valli thought to herself as Maddy suddenly smiled down at her.
“Yeah?”
Valli nodded her head, “I been told you what we should be, what you’re worth to me. I’m still here, still waiting but I get it.”
Maddy moved to sit on her knees then leaned forward, gripping Valli’s shoulders and tugging her to the side of the bed. Valli’s normally wide-set eyes settled on Maddy’s Pearl skin, how her hair was almost completely out of her own hair tie and held a curl to the ends of her hair. She appeared so soft in middle of the night to Valli, as Maddy tried not to think about what could be holding her back.
Maddy trailed her fingers from Valli’s bare shoulders to cup her cheeks and placed her lips on her’s. Valli hummed as she placed her hands on Maddy’s thighs to slowly rest on her hips. Valli moved her head to the right while Maddy moved to the left and it felt like the dimness in The Howard sister’s bedroom became much brighter, beaming on only them.
It felt right, finally. Valli got her kiss and she wondered what Maddy could see with her lips on her’s but she figured she saw something as she pulled back with a gasp.
“What?” Valli asked, searching her face.
Maddy licked her lips, “I think I just c—I want our wedding in Vegas or Greece. Got that?”
“Mhm.” Valli squeezed her hips, yanking her down into her lap.
Maddy didn’t bother to cover her squeals as Valli laid back, one arm tucked behind her head while the other continued gripping Maddy’s waist.
“21st birthday plans?” Valli asked but not confirming who’s, in which Maddy didn’t hesitate to nod her head to.
Maddy held her hair back with both of her hands as she crouched forward, pausing in front of Valli’s full lips, “perfect.”
Pecking her lips multiple times, Valli didn’t stop her no matter the fact that she could feel her lips beginning to swell. She’s been waiting for this moment, to kiss Maddy Perez and to show her that she was her dream girl. And together they could be unstoppable, infinite.
Maddy found herself being the little spoon, tucked in front of Valli’s frame as they cuddled underneath the covers, ready to catch some sleep.
Kat eventually came out of the bathroom, her eyes sat on Maddy and Valli for a moment along with Cassie watching over her shoulder with a look in her eye that confused the short haired girl. She said nothing to Cassie as she continued walking by the possible new couple and moved by Lexi’s bed who lifted her head at her footsteps. Lexi also looked at the two and had a small smile on her lips, she waited for kat to get comfortable on the floor before she turned off the side lamp on her night stand.
“Happy birthday, Maddy.” Valli whispered before placing a kiss on Maddy’s ear.
The girl smiled, taking the hand that rested against her chest to place a kiss there in which Valli let a finger brush against Maddy’s dimpled cheek. Maddy snuggled back into Valli’s frame, her hair tickled against the tip of Valli’s nose but the pair were comfortable in the light that (unbeknownst to them) beamed as their aura together. 
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