#I think I rambled out everything i wanted to say but. man
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Watched Nimona recently and although it was a fairly enjoyable film and I would still recommend a watch. I got a bunch of thoughts about its ending and themes and how despite it trying to build itself up as this cool queer anticop story it fails to stick the landing and instead suffers from Treasure Planet syndrome. I've decided to ramble it out under the keep reading link so spoilers for Nimona starts there
So this movie is built upon a "knight system" which is established to be an obvious cop parallel, where the knights are essentially the police of this world. The allegory doesn't stop at the job description however, as the movie takes a bold move and introduces this system as very corrupt early on; from the main character being framed by a high-ranking, police-adjacent authority, to revealing that the entire system was built on false hatred and intolerance, to Nimona outright stating that it doesn't end at the true perpetrator, but that "the WHOLE system is corrupt". Time and time again we are given proof of how the knights, whether purposefully or not, hurt, indoctrinate, and brainwash the innocent. This is a great message, and they did an excellent job of carrying it throughout the runtime until doing a sudden 180 at the end. Not only do we see the cop system still in place, with knights in universe portrayed clearly on screen, but they're painted as good with a member playing soccer with a child. They tried to reject corruption by denouncing their founder, yet they still intend to perpetuate the job built to maintain her ideals from the ground up.
Despite attempting to dive into more meaningful territory with a daring dive into a serious modern problem, the ending they gave us was palatable and conveniently perfect in a way that satisfies everyone on a shallow level, which only works with a message that's equally shallow and inoffensive. This sort of trying to have cake and eat it too conclusion is what I refer to when saying Treasure Planet syndrome, as watching the movie gave me deja vu for the same faults- because, while Treasure Planet attempts to weave a unique and subversive narrative that touches upon deeper subjects which would lead up to an unconventional yet impactful end, what they finished with was jarringly standard hogwash where they attempted to tie lose ends in a conventionally pretty, corporate-ceo approved bow. For example, one of if not the main plot of the movie was Jim Hawkins addressing his trauma regarding an absent father that abandoned him and his mom at an early age, finding a better father figure in John Silver and gradually healing from his past with a better role model. Yet at the end, the cycle repeats itself as John ends up leaving (just like Jim's father) with narry a negative emotion from Jim. Jim then goes to cop academy where, despite his journey being about rejecting societal expectations and gaining self-improvement and growth through his own means, he becomes an A-Plus goody-two shoes cop loving poster boy in no time. The syndrome also hits particularly hard with Captain Amelia and Doctor Doppler, where despite their relationship being a man and woman, it still openly rejects heteronormativity with natural romantic progression (no love at first site bullshit) that involves Amelia being way more masculine and competent than Doppler and him being the well meaning yet gullible scientist. Even the way they flirt is subversive, with Amelia calling Doppler's eyes beautiful (a traditionally feminine descriptor) rather than the instigation being made by the man. Yet at the end, heteronormativity hits as Doppler is shown suddenly more assertive and masculine as he dips Amelia in a dance, not to mention their children fall into the trop of the girls looking exactly like the mother and the boy looking exactly like the father (Also. they put a bunch of makeup on the baby girls????). In short, Treasure Planet Syndrome is writing a subversive plot/story that ends abruptly in a palatable perfect way that sacrifices both natural progression and its messages in an effort to create a more appealing happy end. A movie that I think actually LANDED its subversive storyline was Strange World, where it successfully carried through with it's deeper narrative and provided a slightly uncomfortable yet incredibly understandable and meaningful ending.
One last thing before I stop my ramble- the queer rep in Nimona is pretty bad. I mean don't get me wrong, the main character (who is canonically mlm) is fine and I'm always happy to see upfront representation in my media, but the man he was saddle with as his boyfriend treats him terribly throughout most of the movie, to the point where I was genuinely shocked seeing them together at the end. His boyfriend is this nepotism golden child who's beloved by everyone and so neck deep in the corrupt system that he: slices off the mc's arm (just says a vague sorry later), spends most of the movie refusing to trust or believe him, spends most of the movie trying to hunt him down and arrest him, easily succumbs to peer pressure when it comes down to hurting him, prefers to stay loyal to the system rather than his bf, barely questions the situation, and refuses to listen to his bf provide him with explanations or answers. Even the MC recognizes how much he hurt him, because he ends up outright BREAKING UP WITH HIM and begging him to leave him alone, only to get back with him at the end like nothing ever happened. I want a happy ending for canon queer couples as much as the next guy, but if they wanted a happy end, why did the write the love interest to be so awful? They could've made him question the motives of his superiors and the entire situation more, he could've gone out of his way to seek out an explanation before forming his own conclusion, he could've made more attempts to break the rules for harm reduction, to try and understand what happened, hell to try and TALK to the MC- it's really baffling how they tried to paint this as true love when what should've happened is the MC getting a better spouse. I see this as an extension of Treasure Planet syndrome and trying to have and eat cake at the same time mentality, to say I wasn't surprised when I discovered this movie was written by the people behind modern She-Ra would be an understatement.
#I think I rambled out everything i wanted to say but. man#and i know im gonna get some smartass trying to argue that queer relationships dont have to be pure and perfect but like#dont we deserve better than to have a majority of our portrayals be toxic and shitty#in terms of treasure planet syndrome too. I would describe it as like#going down a fast and fun waterslide that you know will end in cold water up your nose but youre still looking forward to it#when suddenly a giant pillow is placed in your way to stop you abruptly#and then youre gently pushed down a branching slide that plops you into the kiddy pool#idk. does any of this make sense#nimona#nimona spoilers#they wanted to make something deep yet last minute decided they wanted to make the ending shallow yknow#also there was someone who argued no one knew the knight system was corrupt. ignorance does not absolve the harm they did
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(guy who has never played cotl) haha au time
#this started as a design exercise bc i couldnt get sphinx/devon rex narinder out of my head#but the whole time i was thinking man imagine if the lamb brings him in as a follower but nobody knows he was actually. you know#and the followers are like haha wow our leader channels the power and wisdom of the one who waits almost as if they were them#would that be cool or what. anyway heres narinder reassuming his pre-bishop form and everything his flesh remembers before godhood#ok now im gonna ramble abt design notes#the singe marks were inspired by fallen angels like how some ppl say they burned while falling from heaven. i wanted smth like that when#the lamb is resurrected by nari.. their outfit is inspired by papal cloaks while narinders is based on crusader armor#the lambs name 'bellwether' is also a term used for sheep that wear a bell and lead the flock and i thought that was cool#idk what the thuribles do yet but i do have smth in mind where theyre linked together. and ofc the lamb has a shepherds staff#very proud of nari's little devil tail!! and it was hard to see bc its so dark but he has wrinkles around his forehead to conceal his#third eye. even he isnt aware of it (for now)#idk where im going with this au i just have a bunch of ideas?? basically the lamb is keeping nari's identity a secret from him so he doesnt#go down that path of powerhungry destruction. smth like trying to lead him down a better path but feels guilty lying to do that#also theyre in love with each other and theyre stupid pining idiots abt it. mwah#cult of the lamb#cotl#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#the one who waits#cotl the one who waits#narilamb#art#au#myart#my art#character design#cotl au#false prophet! au
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WtW fandom, what are your opinions on every season of the podcast?
#within the wires#s1 is my forever favorite i just love how it introduces me to the world#its so calming that i use it to sleep but it is also. very horrifying#and out of all the couples in wtw hester and oleta are my faves#s7 is my second favorite cause i always wondered how parental/familial relationships would work in a world that forbids them#which i really wanted from s4 but#s4 is abt a cult#speaking of s4 while i am usually VERY wary of how cults are written in media id say this ones good#but other than that i have no strong feelings abt it#my least fave is s2 (i am in the minority in this afaik)#idk how to describe it but after claudia is revealed to be dead the vibe....shifts into something i dont really like#like it makes sense for the vibe to shift but idk man it makes s2 hard to listen#the other reason is because i hate claudia. i dont even think shes a badly written character#she doesnt even show up but everything i learn about claudia makes me dislike her lol#other than the mentioned seasons i have no strong feelings on them#i dont think any of them (including s2) are bad tho#i will be forever biased towards s1 tho#victor rambles
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every day i kick a rock and bash my head into the wall because i'll never get to go on a big space adventure and become tightly close-knit with my new found family up there <//3
#re lrb..........#i mean realistically if i was in the voltron/quintenary stars universe chances are i would probably NOT be one of the people#going on the space adventure.#i'd be roped into the plot when the aliens invade and earth almost gets destroyed. spoilers for arc 2 btw sorry#but man. child soldierism aside i wish that were me so so so bad#sadly kicks a rock when will EYE have a deep and mystical connection with a giant ancient cat :(#its not even that i want to interact with the main cast bc i dont really i just. wanna be in their position man#i think one of the reasons why voltron grabbed me so hard (among MANY) is how badly i wanted to do what the main characters did#i remember when i was first watching it while it was coming out i would CONSISTENTLY daydream about being launched into space#with a handful of other people and having to fight a war and grow up far away from home and all the suffocating stuff that came with it#and then coming back years later already solidly knowing who i am and being confident in that#so i'd actually be brave enough to be unapologetic about it. and i'd be found family with the people i went to space with also#that parts important#idk man just. i dont like saying i was abused when i was younger because i really dont think it was like that and it isnt even close to#what how people who have really been abused have had to go through#but sometimes i really do wonder. like now that im (mostly) out and able to review everything with an outside perspective#not even getting into the cult survivorism stuff this is JUST family dynamics im talking about here#bc that shit is a whole other can of worms#i think my parents were genuinely doing the best they could with the cards they were dealt but. jesus christ.#i would have given ANYTHING to be able to run away from all that. and throw magic cats into the equation? brother im GONE#anyway this tags ramble has derailed in a MAJOR way. tldr i wanted to be a paladin sooooo fuckign bad bro#like it actually makes me SICK how much i want a lion. red you are my forever girl even if only in my heart <///3#i still do want to do all that out of principle but its not as desperate now i just really love space and really want a big kitty friend#winter speaks
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one day i'll be able to tell you where gboh link and zelda's friendship goes...ONE DAY...
#i want them to be friends so badly but i was thinking about it in the shower and i'm like#link. would not put much effort into trying to fix their relationship and zelda basically lugging everything along trying desperately to#make it work? uh. well that's sort of. something.#at the same time though link at that point is not interested in developing friendships with anyone let alone zelda#who he is resentful/scared of#the idea of link eventually being able to see her as a person and not 'the princess'#and to be able to move past a relationship solely based on shared trauma comes to mind#because yeah they do need to move past the whole weird thing where they have trouble seeing each other beyond like.#the whole. savior/almost codependent bs thry have going on#zelda needs to move past her image of who she thought link was and again link needs to see her as a person who won't harm him#and it's going to be very neat but boy will it take effort#it's so unfair man link is far more likely to pursue a friendship with paya again 💔#bc he knows her better than zelda and is like. genuinely curious/concerned about her where with zelda hes just not#but zelda wants to be friends with him sososo bad#and link will do what she says (halfheartedly) out of obligation while either being snide or standoffish grrrr#the pain the agony#be friends already!!!!!!#glider rambles
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#I really like the “We're the bad guys' enemy” line. For someone I generally despise Dazai has all my favourite lines in this show…#Idk I can't really vibe with the unbalance that there is between s/kk.#Like when push comes to shove‚ Dazai has the power to keep Chuuya alive or let him die.#I understand why they make a compelling dynamic in their complexity‚ but it just doesn't do it for me.#I'm a little sad my opinion on them hasn't really changed since I watched the anime for the first time...#Also; I really can't vibe with Chuuya allowing Dazai to kill Q. Yes I know Chuuya cares about his comrades deeply.#Yes I know it can be interpreted as Chuuya seeing himself in Q as a living weapon and being disgusted by it#(though I honestly don't think that was intentional of the author).#Yes I know Chuuya is a mafioso and kills people. No I don't think your personal issues justify you being a dick to other people I'm sorry.#Back to my main annoyance with the episode: I must have already talked about this but I hate hate hate the narrative#“the mafia works for the city” “the mafia deeply loves the city too” it's so so sickening and insulting please stop I'm begging.#Please visit any actual city with a rooted mafia presence for once in your life (signed: someone whose hometown was destroyed by the mafia.#The writers really don't know what they're talking about and‚ politely‚ it's offensive.)#Also b/sd keeping being extremely nationalist with Mori (who's largely depicted unsimphatetically for the first part of the episode)–#bringing up western thinkers and subtly mocking Fukuzawa for not knowing them–#and Fukuzawa (the righteous man. the noble spirit and just soul in this episode and Mori's antithesis)–#stepping forward to say that he knows strategists from the east (because who else would he need?)#I don't know if it's meant to symbolize the conflict with an hostile and invading foreign power (the Guild).#But it does come across as. A very isolationist way of thinking.#I know it's subtle but it's really evident for me. And I didn't want to talk about this any further…#But by bringing actual examples of this I hope I can better explain why I think that b/sd holds nationalist views–#and that I'm not just making it up out of nowhere. Otherwise I fear I'd only come off as pettily hostile to b/sd in everything#That's it. I feel like I've been losing a lot of mutuals over my main recently due to not shutting up (sorry)#so I suppose it's only fair I lose them on here too pffttt.#Tune in next week for more bad takes#random rambles
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I have personal beef with most of the tiktok mlp infection aus because of how they mischaracterize or immediately kill off Twilight as if she doesn't literally give off the most potent Final Girl vibes 💀 like she's smart, strong, and knows how to function both alone & w/ a group. Her ass would NOT be dying immediately. Then if they don't make her the first to die they usually make her the evil-scientist villain or something.
Really missing the whole point of why survival horrors are scary, the main conflict should revolve around the struggle of surviving in a wasteland and the strained relationships that come along with that. What good does having a "main antagonist" do? They defeat them and then what? There's still zombies outside
#my little hater rant now that the trend has passed its peak and most people who wanted to throw their hat in the ring have#i really like some of them don't get me wrong#but i feel like a lot of them put their all into the designs and then don't have the same inspiration to write an impactful apocalypse STORY#and as a big twdg fan growing up i'm a big fan of survival horrors#the main conflict of any apocalypse story should always be man vs. nature bc zombies/walkers/whatever are all usually mindless#they don't have a motivation. it's the protag who has the motivation to survive#ofc you can have man vs. man or more importantly man vs. self sideplots but there's usually no “big bad” of any apocalypse story#there's no villain to defeat where once you do everything goes back to normal. unless you want to take a cop out route#and say that person was just hiding the cure all along#but not having a villain is a lot different from ANY mlp arc where there's always a main antagonist to defeat at the end of each season#like tirek or discord or chrysalis#which I think is why so many people making these aus struggle with this concept so much and why a lot of them feel directionless#because a lot of apocalypse stories end with the main character dying or leaving it open ended for a REASON#as both a mlp and survival horror fan I love both of these medias and this rant comes from a place of love btw#this is just me rambling about my interests#basilspeakss
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You ever sit in a fandom space for so long that now looking at it kind of makes you want to rip your nails off.
Yeah.
#feeling this with Omori#ill look at my recommended tags and see some shit and immediately think “thats enough for today.”#granted alot of the community is children so of course theres gunna be cringey posts and that's fine#but then theres times its just weird and i realise i am far to tired for this shit now#i wanted to try and get into fandom spaces to be myself more and open up but i have now just gotten tired#but ultimately this was also the point in my life i was having an identity crisis and i like to think i have changed alot over the last year#im tired of everyone being called out as a predator or twelve year olds fighting over stupid shit#id rather focus my energy into my real life problems and not the latest “blorboscimbosimp24” drama#christ sometimes i regret getting into omori which is sad because its a game near and dear to my heart#but everyday theres some new shit that happens that sends people fucking feral#and also omocat herself is just a whole can of worms i just cannot be assed with.#that's not to say i hate everything about fandoms. ive met and talked to some really nice people and i enjoy their stuff#but still i have so little patience for peoples bullshit#sorry for ranting but im done with everyones horseshit and people being predators and wether or not omocat is a creep#i dont know i sort of dont care because god knows i have far more pressing matters in my personal life that need my attention#also this doesn't mean im not talking or posting about omori. i still like it but fuck man sometimes it feels awkward saying i like it#rant#random rambles
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not to make people believe in me and my work ethic but im lowkey a liiiitttttleeee stoked to share the fics ive been cookin lately..
#snap chats#its only two. if i even decide to post them we know how i am#BUT NOOOO i think i like what i have so far... i spent all evening working on them#which means nothing cause All Evening consisters 80% of just watching youtube videos while thinking of what i should write#but yeah :) i think i like what i have :)#theyre cute :) i think :) one of them is. i dont think the other one is but whatever anyway#Unrelated Tag Ramble Time found out the building my dad and his wife work at's called monarch#and of course that reminded me of my baby boy drew because i still refuse to believe he's a papillion#but he is... i still see it.. it's not just the face but also his ears#Which Sounds Like A Lie cause his ears dont look super like traditional papillion ears#but they have like. The Buds of it if that makes sense <- it doesnt#idk something bout his ears just screams Butterfly Wings.. maybe its how the little stray hairs remind me of swallowtail butterflies#ok bye im making pizza . which is funy as hell cause my br just came home with pizza. from work. where i got my pizza#SMALL WORLD ok bye. alsohave you guys ever drank kombucha what is this shit <- is gonna finish it#it reminds me of seltzer but if it wanted me to kms. sorry i compare everything to seltzer its the only thing i drink apparently#OK BYE my dog wont stop looking at me.... he wants me to play fetch with him.... well when you look so handsome Lil Man#who am i to say no right. OK BYE HE'S CRYING MY BABYS CRYING
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Outside of all of… that happening to Gojo, and finishing Snowfall the other day, eek……..
#I can live with what gege did to Gojo even though it hurts so much bro#but I can’t deal with what happened to Franklin bro that’s one of the worst character endings ever omg my chest….#i meant it in a ‘that’s so fucked up’ way not ‘this is badly written’ because it really does fit his character….. even though witnessing#such a strong and ambitious character turn into……. THAT in the end… bro…………. not Franklin 😭…#his pride left him in ruin… the fact that he actually still had ppl who were willing to stand by his side in the end and help him but he#couldn’t accept it because in his own words ‘I built this shit! and if I wanted to tear it down with my own hands than I will-‘ like he was#so used to being in charge.. the boss… never taking orders from the people who worked for him… and whenever any other character would make#suggestions or decide that they wanted to branch off he’d completely lose his shit because in his mind they’re all stronger together and he#felt like he was losing control of the circumstances that arose and that ‘if only they would’ve listened to ME then everything would’ve#been just fine-‘ and the crazy thing is… Franklin was usually right 😭 like 90% of the time but it’s just he couldn’t communicate with his#friends and peers without blowing up like a demon just because they made their own decisions lmfao#especially without him/his consent lmfaooo he was a control freak for sure#so many awful things wouldn’t have even happened if everyone stuck together and listened but at the same time other characters grew tired#of being underneath him and it was within their right to go do their own thing like I get it#so many things were going to wrong in the end 😭… also teddy is such a bitter bitch bro#the fact that Franklin willingly decided to become…. I can’t even say it…#in the end over receiving what he’d consider a handout is insane…….. living like that? in filth because he’s too prideful to ever work#under anyone ever again even if it’s with a trusted friend… the money really blinded him but I get it#if I had 73 mil stolen from me out of nowhere by a bitter white man just because I told him I didn’t want to do business with him anymore#in the 80’s then I’d lose it too but ong Franklin was too ambitious to end up like this…#he kind of character you’d just watch and instantly think to yourself ‘this guy could go anywhere he wants. he’s no caged bird…’#so it makes his ending even more devastating……..#rambling#if you ever watch snowfall don’t watch the last episode 🥺 please promise me you won’t?
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I do often Wonder who first figured out things that have become seccond nature to us. Like making tools who figured out obsidian is so sharp who first made fire, who figured out seeds. I have no doubt in my mind that they could and they did. I guess I’m just more curious on the specifics of how they figured it out.
#ryders rambles#like how did they come across this discovery#how did they spread that information who helped them figure it out was it a Group effort solidarity did some kid drop a plum and notice 10#years later there was a tree there#I don’t wanna come off as#oh conspiracy theory aliens or whatever more I’m saying wouldn’t it be so cool to know the exact details of how we first figured out how to#make a knife#like it’s wild man#this shit that’s so seccond nature to us was once new and exciting isn’t that WILD like the wheel was once invented#I don’t think we give early early civilian enough credit man if I looked at a rock my fist through wouldn’t be#what if i sharped that to a point and threw it at things I want to kill it would be OH SICK LOOK AT THAT ROCK#I could fucking never so impressive.#like everything that is familiar to us was once new and I know that’s a simple concept but in action it’s wild to think about#writing system where once new (multiple times tbh denpending on where u are)#cooking meat was once new#I’m jumping around here time wise but I hope u get the picture#art was once fucking new isn’t that insane
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Another very specific tangent but I had another very specific realization.
For awhile I was so indecisive on whether or not I’m a “mecha” fan because there’s so many shows I haven’t watched, or just the fact I have a preference for sentient robots even if mecha has a handful of those, but I think I finally come to a conclusion: I *am* a mecha fan because I enjoy the genres history and do want to watch a lot of shows even if they don’t fall under my personal robot preference, since I’m okay with a robot being used to metaphorically represent the pilot as robots or the robot can be characterized through fights even if it’s not in universe sentient- But I still don’t like to be called a “mecha fan” because people will assume “oh you watched this/these shows, your bound to like this one!” Because I am not a fan of having recommendations shoved in my face.
This is a general issue in a lot of fandoms-or quiet honestly, just a people issue lol-so I don’t put the blame on mecha fans specifically, but I noticed this mentality a lot which has turned me off from wanting to watch certain shows. I don’t think there’s anything wrong with being passionate about liking a show and encouraging others to watch it, but the issue I tend to see a lot of the time is people just say a show is good without specifying *why*. Not every person will eagerly get into something unless they really have no preferences and will try everything, but if your going to recommend something make sure you *know* why someone likes something and than rec it if you think it’s similar enough.
But even then, I’m not really huge on “oh this show inspired this other show so you HAVE to watch it” because it’s taking away the identities of both individual properties. I see this happen a lot with getter and gurren, the latter becoming a huge turn off for me next to a few other minor factors. I’m sure the show is great, but I don’t like a factor of it’s identity is tied to getter because of its influence when visually it already seems like a different show from Getter. Just because something took a lot of inspiration from something doesn’t mean it’s a carbon copy, so someone is not bound to like one or the other even if they share similar elements because to one person one show might’ve just did it better than the other. (And I have seen this happened with the gurren and getter debate funnily enough, but I also say this from having personal experience with this happening with something else recently)
I also don’t like how with this mindset your assumed you like a show when you actually don’t. I can’t even get into the specifies with this one because I always fear of judgement of which mecha I couldn’t click with given its positive reputation but if the point above wasn’t clear: just because all mecha shows share at least the element of robots fighting and some were direct influences, does NOT mean someone is bound to like or wanna watch every single one. I personally have a lot of mecha I still want to watch but I’m keeping my taste to very specific choices. Mecha as a whole is a niche group as is, but if I can’t find individual communities within mecha I’m less likely to want to try a show. That doesn’t mean I can’t like a show that doesn’t have a fandom-I arguably pioneer the getter fandom in the last two years-but do I really wanna watch a random obscure 70s mecha that only one country remembered and will probably not get a new show if it didn’t get one during the mecha 2000s boom? Not really.
Also I’m just- at a point where I need to watch more 20+ ep anime as is so my ass is NOT gonna be able to stomach larger mecha’s which is why gundam and braves been out of my radar, even if the latter I would probably like a lot. I’m honestly so spoiled with fast pacing that I need to mentally prepare myself for slow burns since I understand some stories need to actually take their time and draw things out because there’s a lot they need to cover-though a lot of the time with longer anime it’s just a product of filler… albeit it’s not the case with mecha given how I don’t think there’s a single accurate manga to anime adaptation besides ig getter arc but more so specific longer mecha’s are episodic-but at the point I am I cannot do that so that limits my options.
But a tldr since I know a lot of people aren’t gonna read this: please do not recommend me mecha unless I ask or your someone I consider a close moot/friend. While I care a lot about the genres history so I want to be as knowledgeable as I can and I plan to watch a lot more shows for potentially years to come, I personally like choosing what to watch since I know more than anyone what I like. Much appreciated.
#meg text#mecha rambles#FYI this is not calling out anyone specifically even if I’ve had this happened with people I talked to#this has just been on my mind and wanted to finally speak about this even if only I was thinking about it#I overthink everything so that’s the real reason I was in denial until I realize “big robots doing things makes my brain go YIPPIE”#regardless if that robot is piloted by 3 idiots or a normal ass man or has any form of sentience#also I didn't wanna say this in the post because I again don’t mean to call anyone out but I need to say one thing here:#do not drag me into the real v super bullshit. Please#I’m aware I *do* need to watch a real robot show and there are some that do look interesting#but don’t fucking be weird to me for not doing it sooner because some people have#I wouldn’t feel so insecure about a lot of this stuff if people didn’t treat watching specific shows as life or death#I’ll refrain from making any further judgment though because AGAIN I’m not trying to be hostile#just setting my boundaries because this is something I don’t do enough as is
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one day I'll finally talk/write abt what happens between them on scylla but I think nonstop abt what his vision mom says
#like imagine getting wizard high on a deadly concoction of illegal space drugs together#and ur will they won't they ride or die starts having hallucinations that you can also see of his mom and himself#and at one point his vision mom looks at you after berating him#and starts going on about how meeting you was finally a good influence in her son's life#and how after everything you've been through together if you try to tell him you still think he's a good man#he gets so sad and tells you he doesn't think he can agree#and you have to sit there and listen to everything his subconscious thinks abt himself and the hopeless path he's been stuck on#and listen to his subconscious thoughts bleeding into what he really thinks of you and ouggghhhhhh#and then having whatever high no filter conversations you want them to have that night#(hi this is huge for faith and max reciprocation and reconciliation after fallbrook and etc etc etc)#and I always think abt how mellowed out he is the next morning and him and faith having to finally acknowledge and talk abt EVERYTHING#especially what just happened last night#and I always think abt them walking back to the ship together finally talking to each other again#and I think abt her saying to him something abt his vision mom saying she was a good influence on him#and I think abt him glancing at her and giving a small quick smile before quietly saying it's true#the same way he said to martin on groundbreaker#when talking abt how the people of edgewater were good people doing the best with what they had#oughhhh bc he knows bc those were his own unfiltered thoughts of course he agrees#sorry I'm very exhausted I need to be emo abt something#rambling#faith and max
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on issue 6 and god i love the chaotix and ROUGE!!! god i love rouge. also i love how sonic swaps between taunting shadow AND trying to de-escalate the situation by talking him down AND stalling by leading him away and keeping him busy. and then giving a flimsy reason he KNOWS is flimsy, then smirking when he finds an angle that works and he knows he’s won the argument. god i love sonic. him still fairly distrustful of mr tinker and eggman land while keeping an affable smirk and shaking his hand is so good. SONIC!!!
shadow. i like him. i loved his and sonic’s fight. but if sonic can mention how eggman helped with the black arms incident and shadows past with opposing sonic MENTION THE SHADOW ANDROIDS AND MENTION HOW EGGMAN SPECIFICALLY MANIPULATED SHADOW IN THE PAST BY TAKING ADVANTAGE OF HIS MISSING MEMORY. like please he has so many fair reasons to be immensely distrustful and stubborn about anything regarding eggman and especially eggman and missing memories but please say any of it. just say it!! give him a stated reason!!! make it personal!!!!!! i did really love “if he can’t be forgiven, can you?” that’s a really good line but i wish it had been referring to the context of shadow’s memory loss! i don’t know if i’m wording any of this well, i’m not sure i’m explaining what i mean!!! i just want shadow to have a stated, specific, and personal reason for coming after eggman and then being extremely distrustful of mr tinker. he has so many reasonable reasons that would work and i just want any of them stated. why is he coming after eggman in the first place? “to ensure he wasn’t planning a counter-attack” as if he proactively tries to save the world from eggman 90% of the time????? PLEASE JUST GIVE HIM GOOD REASONS AND EXPLAIN THEM—EVEN HINT AT THEM—THROUGH ANYTHING OTHER THAN 17 PANELS OF SHADOW THINKING AND NOT SAYING ANYTHING. i like his actions here! just please say some words and make them good. please touch on the memory thing outside of the shadow’s line “losing one’s memory doesn’t make them any less dangerous” which is a great if it had then been followed up on! there’s just so many great parallels here and i wish they’d been heavy handed with it honestly
#i’ve been reading and rereading this issue for like 3 hours man#on first read i didn’t even think much of shadow here? his actions make sense to me#but then on rearead i realized they didn’t mention shadow’s memory. or any of the times shadow specifically was against eggman#and then i tried to look at everything more objectively without assuming what’s going on with shadow at all and just going off what’s given#and like. the fuck? there are so many panels of shadow thinking and not saying anything#he has 8 speech bubbles total#he’s visible in 16 pages#sure he’s not talkative but like. cmon man#SORRY FOR BEING NEGATIVE I LIKE IDW A LOT#but under further examination shadow was bugging me and i wanted to think out why#he’s not even that bad here there’s just potential they didn’t tap on and minor incongruities that add up to a slightly maddening whole?#idwposting#rambles#lmk if i should start tagging these as spoilers and what the widely used tag is if i should btw
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shoutout to my dad for complaining his baldurs gate 3 download took 45 minutes. i cant even play it but go OFF
#i mean my laptop can run it but.#minimum. not recommended#and i avoid playing games that way unless i have no other choice#which means theres 4 options. right#1. i get to borrow his pc when hes done. (unlikely.)#2. i just dont play the game (skipping out on a fantasy rpg with dialogue options?????? ME??)#3. i wait for ps5 release (next month)#4. i somehow randomly get 2000 bucks on my bank account and use it to build myself a halfdecent pc (unrealistic)#(also i wouldnt be building it myself i would be sitting off to the side listening to my dad explain what hes doing while hes building it)#ramblings#it was a little bit funny i was SO close to bitching about it#like yeah man. having to wait for the game after release. definitely have NO clue what thats like#feeling the squidward behind his window watching spongebob meme rn#i do. think he deserves it mind you. like hes loved bg for years#hes been waiting for this game to release in its entirety.#since before i was BORN#not counting bg1 & 2 rereleases. obviously#but also give it to me rn#I WANT TO UNDERSTAND WHAT HES TALKING ABOUT WHEN HE INEVITABLY STARTS SAYING SHIT#i still remember when i played mass effect & we had lenghty conversations about like. everything in that game#he was sitting next to me when i beat me2. ok#yeah sometimes our taste in games differs a LOT (his sandboxy zombie game vs me with my 'the script is longer than crime & punishment'#but when it overlaps its magical bro#as much as i say 'i wouldnt be the person i am now without my mom' (derogatory)#i say it about my dad but (affectionate)#sorry its 7 am i got a little emotional over how i live with people who actually like having me around now
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ugh
#vent/rant ahead i just wanna say stuff:#forcing myself to draw for my friends and post content for my friends and keep Being Active just for other ppl is wearing me out#i WANT to continue to be a part of the community but. man this sucks fkjdhsg#it's entirely my fault. the situations i've put myself in that i dont wanna make public#(not just stuff related to art and content motivation but also Oops i Upset A Friend And Feel Horrible)#but it still sucks even if it is my fault#idk man im just running out of stuff to care about. everything is getting worse 🧍#i'm sure i'll be here every once in a while but will i ever post a full drawing again? great question#clips? very very rarely#actual content? not likely#i have like. one thing i wanna post about at christmas (i know one of my gifts already). besides that uhhhhhhhh i've got nothing#might have one drawing/sketch for december but that's very up in the air#if you know my priv and wanna request go ahead. im always active there and that wont change unless twitter explodes#even if you've requested before and aren't in it now you can request again. i'll try to be more lenient with it (again this is my fault)#i doubt i could ever make myself straight up abandon this blog. i'll continue to answer asks and ramble when i want to#but forcing myself to be a Content Provider sucks. it's not working. i'm still sad. he's still dead. my friends are leaving.#i'm not gonna have anyone left by this time next year it'll just be me and the void lmao#too nervous to follow anyone new. too nervous to talk the friends i already have. cant hold a conversation to save my life#this is why i have like... 3 friends here (i think we're friends). sorry i never talk to you guys it's just Difficult :/#and it's not getting any easier. not since june/july !#all goat knows is talk about skyblock (getting harder to do). post link to song. and make 50 more non-rebloggable posts#chat#come back later#(to delete probably idk)#now the real question: is this all related to [current issues causing mood swings] or is this something that's been building since june#we'll see i guess#i could be fine a month or so from now. or tomorrow. or all the way in the summer. who knows#*attaches a picture of techno to make this seem slightly less miserable* jkfhdkg#i hate there being like 2000 people here. nearly 3000 i think. idk#i want to talk and rant without feeling like im making the world's worst apology video KJFDHKG i dont like having so many eyes on me
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