#I swear that I think I understand myself

[awakefor48hours]

If there’s something I like about people in fandoms making neurodivergent headcanons, is that I sometimes figure out certain symptoms of being neurodivergent from it

[umblrspectrum]

i got lazy in the second panel and didnt feel like coloring or whatever bite me

[fumifooms]

Chilchuck analysis speedrun: As a hardworking half-foot who grew up poor and discriminated against and had his gullibility taken advantage of multiple times in his early adventuring days, Chilchuck thinks optimism is a dangerous flaw. He’s stressed and strict all the time because his job is noticing details like traps that could get everyone killed before anyone knows it, he takes the lives of everyone to be on his shoulders, and with the way he speaks about it that probably partly reflects how he felt about taking it upon himself to provide for his family too. His life’s always been pretty centered around work and has become even moreso now that his wife left and everyone is independent, and due to past events he’s very iffy with bonding with coworkers. He thinks feelings and job are a disaster mix. Like with his wife or with parties hiring him as sacrifice, being open or having good faith is vulnerability which can get you hurt, so he processes and shows all his stress as anger instead of worry. Doing strict dieting probably isn’t helping the irritability what with hunger, and on top of being a hunger suppressant alcohol might be the main stress reliever he has.

His grey hairs are so earned

[uncanny-tranny]

I've been thinking about modesty from a specifically trans lense lately. I was taught that modesty indicates shame, that modesty means you're simultaneously ashamed of being human and having a human body, but also that you are "purer" because you adhere to a hegemonic idea of modesty. Frankly, I just don't agree with this, and it was very much steeped in the idea of specifically christian ideas of modesty.

Before I transitioned, I felt very unprotective of my body because it never felt like mine to begin with. I didn't really care what happened to it, and while I was modest by other people's standards, I certainly didn't feel it. Once I actually started transitioning (and especially on testosterone), I've found that I'm so much more "modest" because I've become protective of my body. There's this stereotype that trans people start "showing themselves off" after transitioning, but I honestly feel the opposite. I'm possessive over my body and exactly how it acts and appears because I actually like my body, and it finally feels like mine. I'm honestly kind of selfish about it, and I think I've earned the right to be.

I made this post because I think this is an interesting topic, and I think it's interesting the ways in which we internalize the influences that be. It's also a reminder that no matter how you feel about things like modesty, you should adhere to what makes the most sense to you and what you are most comfortable with. There are pressures to be modest in this way or that way, but what truly matters is what you decide with your body and yourself.

[blujayonthewing]

the best day of my life, rivaled only by every single other day I've gotten to spend with him

[kei-maki]

Don’t mind me, just off to draw Lucifer for the next five hours while listening to More Than Anything on repeat, completely normal behavior. Just a new comfort character unlocked, I swear

[souenkun]

Hi I saw you reblogged my huntershipping fanfic post with a bunch of kind comments and I just wanted to say thank YOU for writing those fics 😭🙏🏻

Everytime I see that a new fic pops up in the tags I get super excited to read what you’ve written :)))

Your fics cheer me up and brighten my day! ☀️ (I also love how you characterize Ethan and Silver) (they’re so sweet 🥲) (and you’re so sweet too thank you for taking your time to share your work with the community 🥲🙏🏻)

I’ll leave more comments on ao3 when I go back to reread them 🫶🫶🫶

And I hope you have a great week too! 🫂💕 🌈

Hello!!!! 😭😭😭💗💗💗 my apologies for the super late reply, but waughhhh thank you for taking the time to send this sweet message! 🥺🫶 you have to know that seeing my series in your hbslv fanfic rec list already made my day as is, and I was over the moon when I got your ask that day 😭🥺💗💖 thank you for all of your love and support, truly, and I'm glad that I could do ethan and silver's characters justice; they deserve to discover love as a kind and warm joy for them to enjoy together! 🫂

I'm currently writing something for aokabu, but once that's done? I'm BACK at my hbslv brainrot, and hopefully I could pick up from where I left them in the series (either for the dinner gala or them meeting kabu part, hehe) 🥺👍 thank you once again for all of your love, and I hope your weekend treats you as wonderfully and joyful as you made me, op!!! 🫂🫂🫂💗💗💗

[erikatsu]

the thought of having children absolutely terrifies wriothesley. the fortress is no place to raise one + his past but. but i think he’d make it work if he truly loved someone enough to get over his fears.

[kavehater]

Chappel Roan saying she’s sad she’s demisexual and then there’s me being aroace as a whole like don’t you think I’m even more sad 😭

[aro-with-bad-aim]

Great gatsby modern day au where daisy is a streamer and gatsby is that one parasocial guy in chat who thinks if he donates enough she’ll love him

[smol-tired-binch-blog]

tell me about your correct opinions. I love hearing opinions...

Honestly I can't think of any specifics rn hdggjndg I just know I am a Nishikiyama Understander. I think one off the top of my head is that yes, he's clearly more emotional than others, but he is not remarkably so and he is NOT a 'crybaby'. Like every time he's cried on screen it's been for very understandable reasons and in highly emotional situations.

Or the idea that him not reciprocating Reina's feelings is like, an inherent character flaw??

[brown-little-robin]

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[alveolaraspergillosis]

i’ve

been feeling sort of conflicted about my relationship / whether it should be going on but . i really wanted the space and support to sort those out on my own terms. silly me, forgot that i’m not white and i don’t get to live my life on my own terms . my parents essentially stated that if it goes on they’re cutting me off financially and like. yes ill be frank i love having money. and i know a more resourceful and harder working person than me could make it work on their own but i’m not that bitch. anyway i’m just pissed off that like, ok regardless of my own conflicted feelings having a relationship and knowing i’m not alone is currently the easiest part of my life and my parents are artificially introducing stress there knowing full and well that chronic stress has fucked my body up so bad that i’m now on a bunch of (decently expensive) medications (that are also always on back order) just to get through my day. i’m also pissed off that after years and years of trying and being humiliated by the system (tm) i decided to change my career goals a little and that’s not good enough for them because they want me to last minute apply to [redacted] around the rest of the world. like they want me to be in a place where i am constantly stressed + my expenses are so off the wall that i am financially dependent on them forever, when the plan i finally settled on could’ve freed me in the next few years with a lot less effort. anyway i hate that they’re too middle eastern to let me make my own decisions wrt my personal life but not middle eastern enough to like. arrange me a marriage so that i can fuck off and be someone else’s problem.

[4giorno]

i could cry im shaking and its not bc i think im dying anymore!!!!

[somedaytakethetime]

*heavy dreamy sigh*

[frogathy]

childhood was spent thinking i’d go to hell and men would not love me if i swore so now to heal from that i am swearing as much as i fucking can until i come to my own fucking conclusion about how i feel regarding the usage of such crude vocabulary