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asphy7 · 7 months ago

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A divine soul

#myart #dnd #dungeons and dragons #d&d #tiefling #Kyros vitalis #divine soul sorcerer #mute for plot reasons #I still wanna play him so bad

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somewhereincairparavel · 8 months ago

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a little thought to ruin your day: After Piper broke up with Jason, he had to deal with his heartache all by himself, isolated in a mortal boarding school with nobody to comfort him. No family. No friends.

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bacchuschucklefuck · 7 months ago

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okay unironically I love so much that porter is like this world SUCKS its BAD here and it HURTS you why do you care abt it!!! and literally every single bad kid is like ngl we just hate ur ass it does not matter what ur philosophy is

#dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #not art #fhjy spoilers #its!!! gods I will Be My Ass in the tags rn. but thats so like. deliciously setting typical #like porter's desire is to transcend and his contempt for the world he's in feels. idk Real #like he plays the game bc he wants to win and be done with it. how do I word this #yknow. being a god would like. be his win state. when he gets that happening thats it his story is done he checks out #meanwhile the bad kids do actually just like playing the game lmao. like they love adventuring!#theyre so solidly Of This World. they carry the values that can only be born of it and they like having mastery over it #its a meta angle that I think is very fun specifically for d20 being in such a unique position in the zeitgeist when it first started #the rat grinders are from DnD Writ Large. porter wants to escape. but this is the bad kids' home its Their Actual Play Show #which makes it so fucking excellent to me that porter's question is somewhat of merit! its their show and it tries very hard to punish them #and they just straight up dont listen to him here lmao bc they hate him but! since the moment the academic track ended its been clear #that they save the world bc they Like Playing. With Each Others #thats what riz thinks the core of adventuring is! thats why fig stayed! and I also think thats why this hovers over elmville now and #a dead god is coming back in the school gym. porter is a shit evangelist but even if hes a good one I dont think it wouldve worked like he #wants it to. the only way he couldve escaped is if he'd not involved elmville at all. thats where the bad kids met dude #its a shitty place that fucks with them but they all come back here bc they wanna play with each others #and in that regard I think thats what the stress tokens ultimately means. Is This Game Still Fun To Play. ITS A RAGEQUIT LIMIT #Im literally running from one end to another of this conspiracy board Ive pulled out of nowhere #Ill draw after this I just wanna get this out. gods this episode has done nothing but furthering my delusion of grandeur actually #Im the hottest smartest manthing on earth Im king fucking midas over here. anyways uh! great ep!

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fvedyetor · 1 month ago

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coping

#even when im drawing sigma going through my shit i still must draw him silly #fvedyart #bsd #sigma bsd #sigma is playing echoes of wisdom on his switch bc i wanna play it so bad but i have no money #bungou stray dogs #i love sigthighs #self-love through sigma. sigma is my vessel.

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stuckinapril · 2 months ago

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I don’t understand it when people say that Carrie was also the problem bc she was anxiously attached bc like …. maybe she had a moment or two but for the most part it was absolutely Big being such a selfish prick and then justifying it w “ohhh I have commitment issues bc my last marriage fell through” umm ur a 45 year old BABY actually

#and like at every turn Big was so awful to her and she would justify it w “I’m also the problem”#Girl no #like when he refused to show her in public for the longest time #Or when he literally dropped a bomb that he was going to Paris out of NOWHERE #Refusing to meet her friends #Talking to her on his schedule and his schedule only #Being like “I wanna do things at my own pace” okay but that’s not how a relationship comprising two ppl works #And then marrying a brown eyed brunette socialite #The antithesis of Carrie #Was a transparently bad Big moment in the show but still #The show treads around in circles w regards to how to view Big #Bc they obviously wanna paint him as an unhealthy avoidant and also downright selfish asshole #But they also wanna be like “he’s j too scared to give her the keys to his house bc of his other relationships”#Like he literally played her like a FIDDLE #only to have them end up together ????? I will never understand that ending #I think it’s such weak writing #In real life avoidant men who also don’t want u that much won’t end up w u I fear #I don’t really understand the narrative weighing Carrie w the responsibility of adjusting to Big’s “trauma” and fixing him #He did that for her maybe once in the show but even when he’s being affectionate to her it comes from #A selfish place #Like he wants her attention or wants sex or whatevs like it’s never bc he’s truly in love w Carrie

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moeblob · 10 days ago

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TIL "Lay On Hands" is a paladin healing skill and I am blessed by this knowledge.

#moe talks a lot #oops i fell in love #cleric!right is forever funny to me because yeah its incredibly fitting for him to crave the power to heal #since he personally is so damaged and refuses to hurt others even in a game #but also he has such a foul mouth and you cannot remove that part of him ever #hes going to yell obscenities before he heals someone #like the joke of YOU HAVE UNO IT CAME WITH YOUR XBOX #is now YOU HAVE HEALING IT COMES WITH THE PALADIN #and then he just goes and heals karen while paul is like hey thats mean what if i want to bond with you :c #why wont you ever heal ME right i wanna be healed by you ! shes missing like 2hp what about healing my 10hp #again i have zero dnd exp and i am only learning from asking buddies who play it cause google sucks #i say that bc i tried googling something about clerics and it gave answers i didnt want to questions i didnt ask #anyway time to go perish personally im in so much pain and im v tired #for the record bc i know some people have expressed concerns in the past that im pushing myself too much to draw daily #its mostly my legs n feet that hurt constantly after work #my hand is still fine and while i do have some weird bruising on my arms (a mystery!) bc i bruise easily #its not me pushing through the hand pain or something bad like that its just i ache a lot

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the-guardian-kitsune · 9 months ago

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he has the face of someone who killed hundreds for some sick evil plan of his and i want him in my bed RIGHT NOW

#✧༄ཾ┊ youkai's whispers #scar wuthering waves #I WANT THIS MAN SO BAD ㅠㅠ #BUT WUWA IS STILL AT CBT2 #I KNOW THEY'RE COOKING WELL JUDGING BY THE POSITIVE FEEDBACK OF BETA TESTERS #BUT I WANNA PLAY #I WANNA SEE SCAR #I WANT HIM 😭

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embers-archive · 2 years ago

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What are they fighting? Idk but they win obviously

#qsmp #quesadilla island #qsmp tallulah #qsmp chayanne #tallulah #chayanne #tallulah fanart #chayanne fanart #no idea what tags to use agsgduhffk #art #chayannes design is unfinished im still playing with it #i wanna add smth with ducks for him without just straight up adding the floaty #maybe make his shirt duck patterned hmmmm #tallulah has wilburs jacket btw #ahhhhh qsmp makes me so ill that nightmare fucked me up so bad #these eggs better not die ill start a war path #qsmp fanart

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street-corner-felines · 5 months ago

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Zero Day (2002)

#movies film cinema #zero day #ben coccio #I actually talked to the director on Facebook super nice guy and he told #me a lot about the filmmaking process and even helped me with tips on directing non-actors and new actors #I remember him telling me to always be supportive and tell your new actors they're doing a good job even if they aren't in the first take #cause you can instill confidence and still reshape and change their choices and mistakes later #Sometimes I'd message him for advice when I was running into problems on some of my early projects #he told me once ''did ya choose to collaborate with this actor cause you were lonely or you guys had passion and chemistry''#“collaborating is like a relationship” and he was so right #there's nothing worse than working with people you disdain cause there's no communication and no trust.#he told me how he wrote the first couple of drafts of Place Beyond the Pines but his take on the 3rd act wasn't clicking for the director #so he took the script and went and had another writer rewrite the 3rd act but he liked the process cause he learned a lot and still got pai #but I'd still like to see Ben Coccio's take on Place Beyond The Pines he says the 1st and 2nd act are mostly unchanged #Ryan Gosling's scenes are still mostly the same he said but he couldn't tell me too much cause of the NDA he signed #The bloopers of Zero Day are hilarious his tip he gave me about being supportive #“This is actually great but can we-” and Cal interrupts him “He says that no matter what if you're doing good or bad!” and everyone lols #I hope I can make it and ask him to collab with me on a script #He's such a nice dude compared to the harrowing film he made.#I wish there was BTS but he had only one tape to film on and this was made when digital camcorders were infants #I think he had only one 2 hour tape that's how low budget #The bloopers is just Cal or Andre secretly filming and Ben getting annoyed “Is it recording?” and Cal going “Nah..."#Cal is such a funny guy IRL I wanna see him act more cause he's so good. He was so great at playing a sadistic psychopath in this.#the final shooting is so harrowing and disturbing #I told Ben he srsly gut punched me/disturbed me and this is what made him really open up.

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aibouart · 5 months ago

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Work doodle tax

He/him

#my art #art q #oc #furry #Red #NC #Sketch #I'm still sick and sufferinggg #But at work also #I can't stop thinking ABT Stardew valley #Off topic tho #But I'm afraid if I get into it again I won't do anything else also again #The game that demands my entire time fr #Love that ABT it but I have too much shit to do but boy do I wanna play #Also I play as red all the time but he's a pacifist by nature so idk who's in the mines for him...#Aside from sev #Anyways I draw him looking so so pretty all the time and I was like #Man I feel bad my art doesn't seem to have like .. substance behind looks #But like idk is that even bad?#Is it so wrong to draw something just cuz u like how it looks w no deeper meaning??#Is the simple expression of enjoyment itself by devoting time and energy to a piece not enough?#Obviously it is enough OFC do what u want~~

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duskvortex · 2 years ago

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I played AI: The Somnium Files recently and I can't stop thinking about it, currently playing through nirvanA Initiative

have some Aibas featuring Kuramon

#ai the somnium files #ai: the somnium files #aitsf #aiba #digimon #kuramon #fan art #digital art #artists on tumblr #video games #visual novels #im so bad at drawing people i need to draw more #fortunately all of that behind the scenes sketchbook grinding has helped a lot so im a lot better now than i used to #but i still have a long way to go #man i wanna draw date so bad and do him justice #or maybe not i can't stand his cringe ass #also laughing at the fact that “aiba” is also the name of the protag of cyber sleuth #and yeah i know AI aiba's japanese name is technically aibo but yeah this is probably gonna confuse some digimon fans lol #anyways if ur even slightly interested pls pls pls pls pls play this game i can't stress this enough AND GO INTO IT COMPLETELY BLIND #anyways i think this game changed my brain chemistry

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shewhoeatssand · 1 month ago

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I want to befriend Kaneki and meet with him and email him forever

#we should do everything together everything should be parallel play #and then when we go our separate ways at the end of the day I want to still email him things #like pictures of succulents and a glimpse under the amazon river #I want to email him pbs eons videos #I can show him coffee shop vlogs and ask “is this u”#in person I’d mostly let him do the talking and decide what to do #take me down the most intimidating alley on a whim after you said we were just buying lunch pls #I want to eat lunch with him so bad 😭😭😭🙏#it’d be kind of awkward though bc he wouldn’t be eating anything he’d just be sipping his coffee #being with Kaneki is the ultimate dream I wanna see his morning irritation I want to be pleasantly startled by him with his quiet footsteps #& get to ask him about what he’s reading #or how his training is going #or whatever he’s doing #I would ask him how he’d rate vacuuming out of 10 and if he gives it below a 5 will vacuum his house #I feel like he’d lie though and say he likes doing every kind of work just to stop others from doing it #unless he wasn’t in a state where he’s able to actively think about others like that #he should stop doing things and jsut relax imagine taking him on a nice tour trip up mount Fuji that would b nice #stay in a cabin make a snowman clap for him when he skis #he was so good at skiing in the TG calendar?!?? who taught him to ski #did he read “idiots guide to skiing” a day before and absorb all the knowledge like a sponge #he’s so smart. I wish I was smart. or at least smart in an applicable way #I want to try harder but I kind of can’t #or I get sort of frozen by something and can’t find a way forward unless I scurry around it (no one wants u to do this)#I love Kaneki he’s both literally and kind of metaphorically half human and I am too so if we combine we’ll have the power of one full human #we can be human if we stand close enough together #idk he might not want to stand next to me tho he has better options #kaneki time

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seventh-district · 20 hours ago

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7am, eating cold leftover teriyaki stir-fry for breakfast and crying over blorbos

#normal Saturday morning behavior #redacted spoilers #redacted audio #redacted sam #Seven.txt #rp audio stuff #well. crying over one singular blorbo in particular. Sam's still got me in an emotional chokehold #and i'm too sad to even make a stupid little joke abt how i wouldn't mind if it was a physical one too. ayeee *insert sad eyebrow wiggle*#no but seriously. i have so many feelings abt him and i can't even say it all bc some of it isn't public info yet #eh fuck it i'll just draft this until the audio goes public and then i'll post it once it's no longer Exclusive Info #bc i dont wanna leak Early Access stuff but i have to get this out of my system rn and the new audio is part of what sparked these thoughts #which is funny bc i. literally haven't even listened to it yet. i'm not Ready 😭#where's that tiktok screenshot that's like. 'hyperfixation so bad that i can't even engage with the source material' bc that's me rn #like bro Sam only won the poll like. 2 or 3 days ago and Eric is Already dropping a new Sam audio?? hello? Mr. Redacted i wasn't prepared #anyways i was spoiling myself by perusing the comments last night trying to get a feel for if it's gonna be more angst or comfort #and i saw a comment that absolutely shattered me. and it reignited all my sad thoughts about Sam's eventual. uh. y'know. death.#apparently they plant a tree together or smthn in the new audio (which already has me & my beloved 10y/o orange tree feeling some kinda way #but to the individual in the comments who brought to all our minds the image of Sam sitting beneath that tree in 30 or so years time #when he's decided that he's ready to die and sits out there waiting for the sun to rise..................... 🥲#i'm gonna need u to compensate me for all of that unexpected emotional damage /j /nm #i'm Still not over what he told Darlin' while they had their talk about the future up on his roof together. that audio killed me #then yesterday i was listening to my Sam & Darlin' playlist while cleaning. and Malibu Nights by LANY came on. which i always skip bc Sad #but i let it play and just started crying. standing in the middle of the room all disheveled and holding a broom. as one does.#iirc that song is one that Eric himself said is applicable to Sam which is why/how i found it and put it on the playlist. and god. g o d #hm. i hope that wasn't Patreon exclusive info. i can't remember if it was a public post where he said that or not. hope it's okay to share #but if we can take that song as like. unofficial canon for Sam then that also confirms my idea that he used to drink to cope #which makes the opening lines of Fix What You Didn't Break by Nate Smith even more applicable. i should go edit that post actually #anyways i'm just. feeling a lot. and i love Sam very much and i don't want him to die. but i want him to do what he wants at the same time #Alexis took so fucking much from him. he deserves to live - and end - his life on his own terms. ... i think i need to go write something #*casually fishes this post out of the drafts 3 and a half days later* hi so uh. i wrote a 4k oneshot :) and will hopefully post it tomorrow

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telesodalite · 1 month ago

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Sort of a ramble, sort of me just writing my thoughts out while I'm stuck with writer's block, but I keep thinking about how Fulcrum was in stasis for roughly 3 million years??

Like, that's a long time, even for Cybertronians. Not a really long time, not an entire lifespan. But still, it's a large chunk of a normal lifespan just gone. Poof.

One second you're crawling across the pockmarked terrain of an alien planet, surrounded by the sound of gunfire, and the shouting and screaming before and after each earth shuddering impact of another k-con hitting the ground. And then it's quiet. You're not there anymore. You're drifting somewhere between not alive and just asleep. Preserved somewhere in the background of a doomed body, ignored by time and space, still here, but also not.

And then there's sound. Not gunfire. Not shouting or screaming. Not the sounds that'll haunt you till your dying days, your own death sentence pounding in your head. No. Just voices, talking, standing out against a silent, dead world. Wondering. Joking. Bickering. Familiar. Just, not familiar to you. And you're awake. Pulled back from the nothingness you've been frozen in, consciousness tugged forwards with the yank of a fuel pump and the nearness of life.

These two moments are roughly 3 million years apart, but only minutes, maybe even seconds, to him. From a hectic harrowing battlefield, to an old silent graveyard in one blink.

How long did it take to really sink in? I mean, he seems to just roll with it. He doesn't seem particularly bothered. But like, what happened outside of what we see? How did he really feel?

Also, his body aged without him. While his mind preserved itself, freezing him as he was right then, his body was left to weather Clemency for all those years. No wonder it crumbled to dust when he jumped off the world sweeper. It's probably a miracle of some kind that it didn't just fall apart each time someone leaned on him.

And even after they rebuild him, give him a better, newer body. His spark, it's casing, all the irreplaceable core bits that make up their inner bodies, it aged in the time without him. Does he feel it? Does it make his body even more foreign to him?

Then he's also a technician with information that's 3 million years out of date. Lucky him that the scavengers probably weren't working with top of the line material. But still it's gotta be weird when faced with anything brand new, because a lot can change and progress in 3 million years, and now some of the knowledge he once prided himself in is obsolete.

Besides those things, his view of the galaxy, of the war, of their kind, of other kinds, is one of the few things actually pointed out when it comes to him being stuck in the past. So, how often were his old views challenged? Facts of life he held close proved to no longer true? There's 3 million years worth of new science, new beliefs, new words, new terms, new views.

And sure, some of it can be familiar, because they're an ever evolving kind, and they have patterns, core beliefs, repeating behaviors, but a lot of it's gonna be unfamiliar at the same time, because it's 3 million years worth of catch up, it's not like missing last week's trend.

In a way, it makes him a living relic of a bygone era for Decepticons. It would've been really interesting to have had that explored a little more.

#rq i wanna say i love seeing others thoughts on these if you have them. esp those that have thought about it longer than i lol #like. im still just starting to sink my teeth into the lore and put things together. so your thoughts are much appreciated #sometimes i wish that i could turn these rambles into those really well worded. slightly pretentious. but in a fun way. character metas?#but i dont think i can organize my thoughts that well. so. rambles it is lol #not to say rambling is lesser or smth tho. i love a good ramble. love to read them. i support ramblers #speaking of rambling-#idk why it fascinates me so. but theres just something rlly interesting about fulcrum being somewhat stuck in the past #i think it could've played interestingly into his and kroks dynamic had it been explored more?#like. the past and history play big parts in their lives. krok having studied it. and fulcrum having been fast forwarded thru it #it would've been interesting to see them talk more about it? since logically fulcrum wouldve gone to krok for more of the 3mill year rundow #and its like. krok is shown to be really knowledgeable on not only history. but cultures as well. theres and others.#so certain eras of their own culture would probably be a slight interest of his. esp decepticon ones.#and then theres fulcrum. who pretty much got plucked from the empire era only to land in kroks lap (metaphorically) ((...unless?))#so heres this walking talking piece of history. and a dude that has a sort of passion for history. why not explore it more?#and like. yeah. the ''history'' krok has studied is all mostly shit he lived through. but people study the times they lived through-#-because while they may have lived through it. theirs is only one perspective. a good historian takes into account multiple perspectives #idk where i'm going with this now. smth smth fulcrum relying on krok for future stuff and krok having someone to talk history stuff with #i just. augh. i wanna know what their dynamic is more. what we see in the comics is so back and forth at times #like. they seem to hit it off pretty well. but then fulcrum fucks it up ig by being oblivious and a little too ''i can fix him'' vibey #and his taste in comedy is bad. to say the least. which is apparently grounds for messy divorce #also krok is sometimes cool with selling a whole dude. at least when the dude is their befriended giant killer autobot buddy :/#that is also grounds for divorce. obviously #sorry. this is derailing the more i start thinking about how messy fulkrok could be. like. ough <3 #they're a little ''i hate my wife'' coded. but in a greater scav codependent poly way. and it's more krok being annoyed with fulcrum #its like. fulcrum: ''i can fix him bcs i need to feel validated'' vs krok: ''wtf is wrong with this guy?! who does he think he is??''#i think they'd want to pick each other apart intellectually. maybe emotionally. smth smth two officers. both disgraced. and power dynamics #its fun. they're both hypocrites. they'd need couples therapy. its also 4am. shit. ok goodnight

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wayfinderships · 3 months ago

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Gamers this Yakuza crush is crushing! You know it's bad when I'm already trying to make an s/i

#pan rambles #it's gonna take forever for me to play his game unfortunately ;v;#I wanna see him so bad...He seems so sweet and silly and 👉👈#Since I'm nowhere near close to his game- My s/i is still a big WIP #I don't want them to be involved with any Yakuza stuff though #Also I think it'd be fun if maybe a younger s/i appeared in one of Kiryu's games-#Idk about that though. we'll see #I just think it'd be fun if minor character that showed up in a few games shows up again and ends up becoming [REDACTED's] Love interest #But yeah-agksbfjdk Much to think about but alas it'll take forever before I actually get to that point of playing his game(s)😔#I'd love to play more but some IRL stuff has been taking up my mind and it makes it impossible for me to enjoy anything lately #I just love making mistakes and feeling like I'm the biggest disgrace to my family ever <3 /s #That aside though- don't wanna focus on the bad stuff #I'm gonna focus on my f/os now! Yayyy Yippee!

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eddiethehunted · 1 year ago

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the fact that i’ll never look like devon bostick as rodrick heffley is HIGH on the reasons that i’m so mentally ill

no one has ever suffered more than me

#i know he was like 19 when he played rodrick and we’re all now older but i still wanna look like him so bad

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