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asphy7 · 8 months ago

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A divine soul

#myart #dnd #dungeons and dragons #d&d #tiefling #Kyros vitalis #divine soul sorcerer #mute for plot reasons #I still wanna play him so bad

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somewhereincairparavel · 10 months ago

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a little thought to ruin your day: After Piper broke up with Jason, he had to deal with his heartache all by himself, isolated in a mortal boarding school with nobody to comfort him. No family. No friends.

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bacchuschucklefuck · 8 months ago

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okay unironically I love so much that porter is like this world SUCKS its BAD here and it HURTS you why do you care abt it!!! and literally every single bad kid is like ngl we just hate ur ass it does not matter what ur philosophy is

#dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #not art #fhjy spoilers #its!!! gods I will Be My Ass in the tags rn. but thats so like. deliciously setting typical #like porter's desire is to transcend and his contempt for the world he's in feels. idk Real #like he plays the game bc he wants to win and be done with it. how do I word this #yknow. being a god would like. be his win state. when he gets that happening thats it his story is done he checks out #meanwhile the bad kids do actually just like playing the game lmao. like they love adventuring!#theyre so solidly Of This World. they carry the values that can only be born of it and they like having mastery over it #its a meta angle that I think is very fun specifically for d20 being in such a unique position in the zeitgeist when it first started #the rat grinders are from DnD Writ Large. porter wants to escape. but this is the bad kids' home its Their Actual Play Show #which makes it so fucking excellent to me that porter's question is somewhat of merit! its their show and it tries very hard to punish them #and they just straight up dont listen to him here lmao bc they hate him but! since the moment the academic track ended its been clear #that they save the world bc they Like Playing. With Each Others #thats what riz thinks the core of adventuring is! thats why fig stayed! and I also think thats why this hovers over elmville now and #a dead god is coming back in the school gym. porter is a shit evangelist but even if hes a good one I dont think it wouldve worked like he #wants it to. the only way he couldve escaped is if he'd not involved elmville at all. thats where the bad kids met dude #its a shitty place that fucks with them but they all come back here bc they wanna play with each others #and in that regard I think thats what the stress tokens ultimately means. Is This Game Still Fun To Play. ITS A RAGEQUIT LIMIT #Im literally running from one end to another of this conspiracy board Ive pulled out of nowhere #Ill draw after this I just wanna get this out. gods this episode has done nothing but furthering my delusion of grandeur actually #Im the hottest smartest manthing on earth Im king fucking midas over here. anyways uh! great ep!

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fvedyetor · 3 months ago

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coping

#even when im drawing sigma going through my shit i still must draw him silly #fvedyart #bsd #sigma bsd #sigma is playing echoes of wisdom on his switch bc i wanna play it so bad but i have no money #bungou stray dogs #i love sigthighs #self-love through sigma. sigma is my vessel.

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xxplastic-cubexx · 1 month ago

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I had the absolute dumbest idea:

X-men dating sim where you can date like any adult in the mansion

And like Charles’ route seems normal but if you get too far you get killed by Magneto and get a secret bad ending.

anon you cant say this not when i have an infatuation with imagining my faves in DATING SIMS

#snap chats #anon NEVER say such a brilliant idea is a dumb idea again this is the best idea ive heard within this hour and 25 minutes into the day #i was literally just talkin to a friend about charles being an unattainable dating sim option #NOOOO STOPPP i wish i could make a dating sim so bad .. ive tried a couple times but #never got past the planning stage. i always thought too hard bout it vjevljevlkea #please i just wanna put charas in silly dating sim scenarios ... i could just go the Choose Your Own Adventure Fic route ig..#BUT THE VISUALS !!! I NEED VISUALS #i need to make those hd stills yk what i mean #AND THE SPRITES...... im sorry making a dating sim sounds so fun but im so lazy #im gonna giggle and kick my feet imagining it tho ....#in the Hypothetical X-Men Dating Sim erik should be that Unlockable path you get after playing the game ninety times #and then you cant even date him anyway ....... he devoted to charles ...#erik x f!reader hcs He Leaves You For A Man type shit 😭#ending the post now so i dont just ramble for ninety minutes about an x-men dating sim that'll never come to be #nay im gonna go back to watchin evolution ...... they be giving me HANK CENTRIC episodes with WOLFSBANE IN THEM #AND BOBBYYYYYYY i love evolution this show IS the best holy damn.....

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idontmindifuforgetme · 4 months ago

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I don’t understand it when people say that Carrie was also the problem bc she was anxiously attached bc like …. maybe she had a moment or two but for the most part it was absolutely Big being such a selfish prick and then justifying it w “ohhh I have commitment issues bc my last marriage fell through” umm ur a 45 year old BABY actually

#and like at every turn Big was so awful to her and she would justify it w “I’m also the problem”#Girl no #like when he refused to show her in public for the longest time #Or when he literally dropped a bomb that he was going to Paris out of NOWHERE #Refusing to meet her friends #Talking to her on his schedule and his schedule only #Being like “I wanna do things at my own pace” okay but that’s not how a relationship comprising two ppl works #And then marrying a brown eyed brunette socialite #The antithesis of Carrie #Was a transparently bad Big moment in the show but still #The show treads around in circles w regards to how to view Big #Bc they obviously wanna paint him as an unhealthy avoidant and also downright selfish asshole #But they also wanna be like “he’s j too scared to give her the keys to his house bc of his other relationships”#Like he literally played her like a FIDDLE #only to have them end up together ????? I will never understand that ending #I think it’s such weak writing #In real life avoidant men who also don’t want u that much won’t end up w u I fear #I don’t really understand the narrative weighing Carrie w the responsibility of adjusting to Big’s “trauma” and fixing him #He did that for her maybe once in the show but even when he’s being affectionate to her it comes from #A selfish place #Like he wants her attention or wants sex or whatevs like it’s never bc he’s truly in love w Carrie

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moeblob · 2 months ago

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TIL "Lay On Hands" is a paladin healing skill and I am blessed by this knowledge.

#moe talks a lot #oops i fell in love #cleric!right is forever funny to me because yeah its incredibly fitting for him to crave the power to heal #since he personally is so damaged and refuses to hurt others even in a game #but also he has such a foul mouth and you cannot remove that part of him ever #hes going to yell obscenities before he heals someone #like the joke of YOU HAVE UNO IT CAME WITH YOUR XBOX #is now YOU HAVE HEALING IT COMES WITH THE PALADIN #and then he just goes and heals karen while paul is like hey thats mean what if i want to bond with you :c #why wont you ever heal ME right i wanna be healed by you ! shes missing like 2hp what about healing my 10hp #again i have zero dnd exp and i am only learning from asking buddies who play it cause google sucks #i say that bc i tried googling something about clerics and it gave answers i didnt want to questions i didnt ask #anyway time to go perish personally im in so much pain and im v tired #for the record bc i know some people have expressed concerns in the past that im pushing myself too much to draw daily #its mostly my legs n feet that hurt constantly after work #my hand is still fine and while i do have some weird bruising on my arms (a mystery!) bc i bruise easily #its not me pushing through the hand pain or something bad like that its just i ache a lot

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spaghett-onaplate · 8 months ago

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kinda wish this one guy was gay

#he's my least politically correct friend but he has a good heart #like today one of our classmates said he's improved a lot since becoming friends with me and is so much nicer now #bc his old friendgroup was fucking nasty bro they still are idk #it's all 'jokes' until it's not apparently they were pretty racist to him #and obv i'm not racist so being around i and a few other different nicer people has done wonders for him #and like he initiated friendship with me straight away like he wanted to do better and can do better and has been doing better #he still has a few off jokes but i just don't humour them #and it's all just from a place of insecurity that so many teenage boys have #and he really does have a good heart i think he can continue to grow and improve #and we are just friends and becoming closer friends but like. dayum sometimes i am struck by his beautiful face #embarrassing but it's fine to have a little crush on all of your friends i think #and we played basketball today (i mostly watched) and he's so good at it like bro idk #i hope he doesn't move schools like he might (he lives really far away) bc i wanna see where this goes #friendship wise. bc i believe in him he can become a very nice person he has great potential #i can fix him guys (he has made choices to better himself and really i have little impact but i think i am helping and i'm glad)#and yeah he's just HOT my gawd #and i like breaking bad and he started watching breaking bad !!

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embers-archive · 2 years ago

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What are they fighting? Idk but they win obviously

#qsmp #quesadilla island #qsmp tallulah #qsmp chayanne #tallulah #chayanne #tallulah fanart #chayanne fanart #no idea what tags to use agsgduhffk #art #chayannes design is unfinished im still playing with it #i wanna add smth with ducks for him without just straight up adding the floaty #maybe make his shirt duck patterned hmmmm #tallulah has wilburs jacket btw #ahhhhh qsmp makes me so ill that nightmare fucked me up so bad #these eggs better not die ill start a war path #qsmp fanart

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street-corner-felines · 6 months ago

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Zero Day (2002)

#movies film cinema #zero day #ben coccio #I actually talked to the director on Facebook super nice guy and he told #me a lot about the filmmaking process and even helped me with tips on directing non-actors and new actors #I remember him telling me to always be supportive and tell your new actors they're doing a good job even if they aren't in the first take #cause you can instill confidence and still reshape and change their choices and mistakes later #Sometimes I'd message him for advice when I was running into problems on some of my early projects #he told me once ''did ya choose to collaborate with this actor cause you were lonely or you guys had passion and chemistry''#“collaborating is like a relationship” and he was so right #there's nothing worse than working with people you disdain cause there's no communication and no trust.#he told me how he wrote the first couple of drafts of Place Beyond the Pines but his take on the 3rd act wasn't clicking for the director #so he took the script and went and had another writer rewrite the 3rd act but he liked the process cause he learned a lot and still got pai #but I'd still like to see Ben Coccio's take on Place Beyond The Pines he says the 1st and 2nd act are mostly unchanged #Ryan Gosling's scenes are still mostly the same he said but he couldn't tell me too much cause of the NDA he signed #The bloopers of Zero Day are hilarious his tip he gave me about being supportive #“This is actually great but can we-” and Cal interrupts him “He says that no matter what if you're doing good or bad!” and everyone lols #I hope I can make it and ask him to collab with me on a script #He's such a nice dude compared to the harrowing film he made.#I wish there was BTS but he had only one tape to film on and this was made when digital camcorders were infants #I think he had only one 2 hour tape that's how low budget #The bloopers is just Cal or Andre secretly filming and Ben getting annoyed “Is it recording?” and Cal going “Nah..."#Cal is such a funny guy IRL I wanna see him act more cause he's so good. He was so great at playing a sadistic psychopath in this.#the final shooting is so harrowing and disturbing #I told Ben he srsly gut punched me/disturbed me and this is what made him really open up.

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aibouart · 7 months ago

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Work doodle tax

He/him

#my art #art q #oc #furry #Red #NC #Sketch #I'm still sick and sufferinggg #But at work also #I can't stop thinking ABT Stardew valley #Off topic tho #But I'm afraid if I get into it again I won't do anything else also again #The game that demands my entire time fr #Love that ABT it but I have too much shit to do but boy do I wanna play #Also I play as red all the time but he's a pacifist by nature so idk who's in the mines for him...#Aside from sev #Anyways I draw him looking so so pretty all the time and I was like #Man I feel bad my art doesn't seem to have like .. substance behind looks #But like idk is that even bad?#Is it so wrong to draw something just cuz u like how it looks w no deeper meaning??#Is the simple expression of enjoyment itself by devoting time and energy to a piece not enough?#Obviously it is enough OFC do what u want~~

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lesbiansanemi · 19 days ago

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For the first time since I can remember I did not hate every second around my family and… not only that actually…. Kinda enjoyed myself? Idk, just got home and I’m real tired but I think that’s just cuz I was up early and busy and then had the drive home. Christmas stuff and all that. My mom did…? Get me a pair of shoes that were lesbian colors…. I can’t tell if that was some insane coincidence and she didn’t know or her trying to say/do something all things considered. Apparently my siblings kept telling her I wouldn’t like them when she picked them out (which is fair I wear almost exclusively all black and mostly boots over tennis shoes) but she insisted so…. Mmm…. On the one hand I wish she would just like… say something? But if it was some weird way of being supportive I guess it was kinda sweet? Idk. I might be reading into it and it was just a coincidence

They also all insisted on helping me move in February which kinda has me like ???? Because I’ve moved four times since I’ve moved out and they have never once done a THING to help even when I lived much closer but I’ll take it cuz that means I won’t have to rent a truck cuz they’ll bring theirs and I won’t have to hire ppl to move the big furniture so that’s a lot of money I’ll be saving

They're also giving me one of the beds and mattresses from my great grandma's house since they've been clearing it out after she died a few months ago because when they asked what all I would I have to move and didn't say a bed and then explained my bed is a 20+yo mattress laid directly on the floor they were like :/ which obvi I know wasn't ideal I just couldn't afford to get a new one but now I won't have to. Obviously it's used but it's still only a year or so old they said, and I don't think I've EVER had a mattress that wasn't at least 15 years old so that'll be nice. I hope it helps some of my back issues...

Anyways, idk what fucking happened to these people in the span of a couple months but it kinda feels unreal

#they also got me some manga which…..#some of it was manga I wanted!!!#however one of the series I told her I wanted was blue exorcist and. well.#I guess she forgot the second half of the title because she got me volumes of some manga that was blue something #I don’t even remember I’d never heard of it before and when I read the summary it’s some slice of life romance #so now I have random volumes of the middle of that series that I have to figure out something to do with……#cant say I really wanna read it lol #didn’t bother to tell her it was the wrong series cuz tbh that was way more effort than she’s ever put into my actual interests #so I’ll take it ig #ugh this is so weird #it’s like. I can tell she’s trying to do better after we had that conversation last month #which yeah in some ways is nice obviously but really I just feel complicated #cuz it doesn’t fix everything else even if she gets better now #and also it was easier to just accept she fucking sucked and hate her #I think I still kinda hate her but…. ugh like I said idk it’s complicated #anyways my siblings also made me play Fortnite with them which I’d never played that #it was okay I guess #met my grandparents new puppy they’re obsessed with #(they’re both convinced they hate pets and ended up with him cuz my uncle got it for his daughter except both of them are bad a taking care #of things so he ended up with my grandparents)#but they’re so clearly obsessed with this fucking dog oh my god like it’s insane #they’re both the epitome of that joke about the dad not wanting the cat but then absolutely loving the cat #kaz rambles

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duskvortex · 2 years ago

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I played AI: The Somnium Files recently and I can't stop thinking about it, currently playing through nirvanA Initiative

have some Aibas featuring Kuramon

#ai the somnium files #ai: the somnium files #aitsf #aiba #digimon #kuramon #fan art #digital art #artists on tumblr #video games #visual novels #im so bad at drawing people i need to draw more #fortunately all of that behind the scenes sketchbook grinding has helped a lot so im a lot better now than i used to #but i still have a long way to go #man i wanna draw date so bad and do him justice #or maybe not i can't stand his cringe ass #also laughing at the fact that “aiba” is also the name of the protag of cyber sleuth #and yeah i know AI aiba's japanese name is technically aibo but yeah this is probably gonna confuse some digimon fans lol #anyways if ur even slightly interested pls pls pls pls pls play this game i can't stress this enough AND GO INTO IT COMPLETELY BLIND #anyways i think this game changed my brain chemistry

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shewhoeatssand · 3 months ago

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I want to befriend Kaneki and meet with him and email him forever

#we should do everything together everything should be parallel play #and then when we go our separate ways at the end of the day I want to still email him things #like pictures of succulents and a glimpse under the amazon river #I want to email him pbs eons videos #I can show him coffee shop vlogs and ask “is this u”#in person I’d mostly let him do the talking and decide what to do #take me down the most intimidating alley on a whim after you said we were just buying lunch pls #I want to eat lunch with him so bad 😭😭😭🙏#it’d be kind of awkward though bc he wouldn’t be eating anything he’d just be sipping his coffee #being with Kaneki is the ultimate dream I wanna see his morning irritation I want to be pleasantly startled by him with his quiet footsteps #& get to ask him about what he’s reading #or how his training is going #or whatever he’s doing #I would ask him how he’d rate vacuuming out of 10 and if he gives it below a 5 will vacuum his house #I feel like he’d lie though and say he likes doing every kind of work just to stop others from doing it #unless he wasn’t in a state where he’s able to actively think about others like that #he should stop doing things and jsut relax imagine taking him on a nice tour trip up mount Fuji that would b nice #stay in a cabin make a snowman clap for him when he skis #he was so good at skiing in the TG calendar?!?? who taught him to ski #did he read “idiots guide to skiing” a day before and absorb all the knowledge like a sponge #he’s so smart. I wish I was smart. or at least smart in an applicable way #I want to try harder but I kind of can’t #or I get sort of frozen by something and can’t find a way forward unless I scurry around it (no one wants u to do this)#I love Kaneki he’s both literally and kind of metaphorically half human and I am too so if we combine we’ll have the power of one full human #we can be human if we stand close enough together #idk he might not want to stand next to me tho he has better options #kaneki time

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seventh-district · 2 months ago

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7am, eating cold leftover teriyaki stir-fry for breakfast and crying over blorbos

#normal Saturday morning behavior #redacted spoilers #redacted audio #redacted sam #Seven.txt #rp audio stuff #well. crying over one singular blorbo in particular. Sam's still got me in an emotional chokehold #and i'm too sad to even make a stupid little joke abt how i wouldn't mind if it was a physical one too. ayeee *insert sad eyebrow wiggle*#no but seriously. i have so many feelings abt him and i can't even say it all bc some of it isn't public info yet #eh fuck it i'll just draft this until the audio goes public and then i'll post it once it's no longer Exclusive Info #bc i dont wanna leak Early Access stuff but i have to get this out of my system rn and the new audio is part of what sparked these thoughts #which is funny bc i. literally haven't even listened to it yet. i'm not Ready 😭#where's that tiktok screenshot that's like. 'hyperfixation so bad that i can't even engage with the source material' bc that's me rn #like bro Sam only won the poll like. 2 or 3 days ago and Eric is Already dropping a new Sam audio?? hello? Mr. Redacted i wasn't prepared #anyways i was spoiling myself by perusing the comments last night trying to get a feel for if it's gonna be more angst or comfort #and i saw a comment that absolutely shattered me. and it reignited all my sad thoughts about Sam's eventual. uh. y'know. death.#apparently they plant a tree together or smthn in the new audio (which already has me & my beloved 10y/o orange tree feeling some kinda way #but to the individual in the comments who brought to all our minds the image of Sam sitting beneath that tree in 30 or so years time #when he's decided that he's ready to die and sits out there waiting for the sun to rise..................... 🥲#i'm gonna need u to compensate me for all of that unexpected emotional damage /j /nm #i'm Still not over what he told Darlin' while they had their talk about the future up on his roof together. that audio killed me #then yesterday i was listening to my Sam & Darlin' playlist while cleaning. and Malibu Nights by LANY came on. which i always skip bc Sad #but i let it play and just started crying. standing in the middle of the room all disheveled and holding a broom. as one does.#iirc that song is one that Eric himself said is applicable to Sam which is why/how i found it and put it on the playlist. and god. g o d #hm. i hope that wasn't Patreon exclusive info. i can't remember if it was a public post where he said that or not. hope it's okay to share #but if we can take that song as like. unofficial canon for Sam then that also confirms my idea that he used to drink to cope #which makes the opening lines of Fix What You Didn't Break by Nate Smith even more applicable. i should go edit that post actually #anyways i'm just. feeling a lot. and i love Sam very much and i don't want him to die. but i want him to do what he wants at the same time #Alexis took so fucking much from him. he deserves to live - and end - his life on his own terms. ... i think i need to go write something #*casually fishes this post out of the drafts 3 and a half days later* hi so uh. i wrote a 4k oneshot :) and will hopefully post it tomorrow

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wayfinderships · 4 months ago

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Gamers this Yakuza crush is crushing! You know it's bad when I'm already trying to make an s/i

#pan rambles #it's gonna take forever for me to play his game unfortunately ;v;#I wanna see him so bad...He seems so sweet and silly and 👉👈#Since I'm nowhere near close to his game- My s/i is still a big WIP #I don't want them to be involved with any Yakuza stuff though #Also I think it'd be fun if maybe a younger s/i appeared in one of Kiryu's games-#Idk about that though. we'll see #I just think it'd be fun if minor character that showed up in a few games shows up again and ends up becoming [REDACTED's] Love interest #But yeah-agksbfjdk Much to think about but alas it'll take forever before I actually get to that point of playing his game(s)😔#I'd love to play more but some IRL stuff has been taking up my mind and it makes it impossible for me to enjoy anything lately #I just love making mistakes and feeling like I'm the biggest disgrace to my family ever <3 /s #That aside though- don't wanna focus on the bad stuff #I'm gonna focus on my f/os now! Yayyy Yippee!

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