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2024 Fandom in Review
I have never before had any REASON to do this, but this year was... wow. Just. Get this.
My TOTAL word count since 2006 on AO3 is: 140,392
2024's word count was: 113,325
So until this year, in NEARLY TWENTY YEARS OF FANDOM, I had only posted 27,067 words in 17 stories. And until this year, the last time I posted a fic was in 2020. I posted TEN stories this year. SINCE JUNE, FRIENDS.
I have posted ten stories and 113,325 words in the last six months. I do not even recognize myself.
I should say that I don't recognize US, because @nutterzoi, my beloved bestie and amazing co-writer, wrote FIVE of these with me, for 102,203 of those words.
Fandoms written: Inception. Literally ALL OF THIS is due to Inception and the Inception fandom. Pairings written: Arthur/Eames. Number of words written: 113,325 (how??) Your personal fave: CURRENTLY it is Ice and Mirrors, because it's my newest baby and I wrote it for my @nutterzoi and kept it a secret. c: Also I tried something new and went non-linear! Which was a challenge for me! Total kudos: 769?!! Longest fic: Everything I Never Knew I Always Wanted (56,014) Highest kudos: Antebellum (237) Most hits: Everything I Never Knew I Always Wanted (1,796) Most comments: Everything I Never Knew I Always Wanted (17) Most bookmarks: Everything I Never Knew I Always Wanted (62)
Author’s Favorites: Everything I Never Knew I Always Wanted, There's More of Gravy than of Grave about You, Ice and Mirrors, Proximity and Chance, The Missing Piece
Your proudest accomplishment: Everything I Never Knew I Always Wanted, because it was written for the Inception Big Bang, and we actually finished it. It was one of the first fic ideas that came to me when I discovered the fandom and Zoe and I took it and shaped it into something really full and have an entire AU for it. It came out beautifully, and we finished it on time, and it's the longest fic we've ever managed to finish and post. So I'm very proud of this one.
List of fics completed this year (in order they were finished), including the first line of each fic:
Safe as Houses: By the time they reach the safe house just outside Oslo, Eames is well past exhausted, and he’s not sure how Arthur is even still upright.
Antebellum: He’s not watching Arthur sleep.
Homecoming: Arthur hates Gotham City.
Debriefing: It takes too long for Eames to find a chance to escape Fischer.
Everything I Never Knew I Always Wanted: Arthur is in Belarus when he gets the call about Dom. (@nutterzoi actually wrote this line. The first line I wrote in it was this monstrosity: Eames is undercover, underground and entirely off the grid when it all happens, because he was foolish enough to take a job with an extractor who was having an affair with the daughter of a fucking Columbian cartel drug lord while married to a woman with ties to the bloody Russian mafia.)
The Missing Piece: “What’s wrong with him?”
A Tremendous Thing: As a general rule, Arthur tries to keep his information brokering to certain set hours.
Proximity and Chance: Eames stumbles and the only reason he doesn’t land on the forest floor is that he falls into a tree trunk.
There's More of Gravy than of Grave about You: Eames looks up at the knock at his door, smiling and gesturing for Mal to come in when he sees her there.
Ice and Mirrors: It’s so cold that the air is sucked out of Arthur’s lungs.
....You know, I tend to think of myself as being very wordy and too prone to run-on sentences, but these are all quite short. Who knew!
#fandom year in review#2024#my fic#my writing#inception#arthur x eames#dream husbands#arthur inception#eames inception#my bestie#a little introspection and reflection never hurt anyone#I still can't believe any of this#insane#thank you inception fandom
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XENOBLADE X NATION HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE ALIVE AGAIN
#I don't even have any words anymore#I cried today#I laughed today#I felt every emotion all at once#it's been an honor clowning with you all#now we rise#we are so back#xenoblade chronicles x#xenoblade x#xcx#elma#elma xenoblade#xenoblade x definitive edition#xcxde#I can't believe I would actually type these tags one day#I am still in disbelief#how is this real#artists on tumblr
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BBC Merlin & Text Posts (11/?)
#can't believe I've done so many of these#bbc merlin#merlin#I suppose none of these are really about any ships#but I'll still tag em#merthur#morgwen#merlin text posts
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Making Incorrect H:SR Quotes Until I Run Out of (hopefully) Original Ideas - Pt. 3 - Random Screenshot Edition
[Pt. 1] [Pt. 2] [Pt. 4] [Pt. 5] [Pt. 6]
#hsr spoilers#hsr#honkai star rail#hsr textpost#hsr incorrect quotes#honkai star rail memes#hsr memes#honkai star rail meme#hsr meme#stelle#hsr trailblazer#boothill#jingliu#bailu#dan heng#blade#kafka#jing yuan#yanqing#dr ratio#aventurine#sunday#ough so many character tags. what a mess of a post. as always i sure do hope none of these have been done before!#anyways i've once again spent too long on these and can't tell if they're actually funny anymore but oh well i'm still postin' em#i've once again struggled and done my best to make good ID's in the alt text but i still don't know if they're done right aaaaa#also realized while doing so that i forgot to put Jingliu's face over the tumblr post's icon but i'm not fixing it now! just pretend i did#i don't believe i'll make any more like these bc it's harder than you'd think to find the exact images/screenshots to fit with the posts#but these were most of the ones that i felt needed the extra context anyways. now i'll return to my usual lower-effort edits#oh god also ignore how the sandpit one is flipped. i had to do that to get them on the right sides to match the messages 😭
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GRIMS COMING!!! You gonna pull for him??👀👀
I'm gonna try, but...
I have mere hours to decide if I want to make one last attempt at Malleus or save a few to try for Grim...and this is all before the new event reveal on the 16th. truly the most difficult choice of our modern times. the gacha is getting its revenge for all of my Lilias.
#art#of a sort#twisted wonderland#glorious masquerade#can't believe that malleus still won't come home two years in a row#okay. okay. so we'll get a free 10 pull for grim and then if i use ALL my keys and gems that'll get me up to...ugh. numbers. 91?#literally 9 short of a guaranteed summon. oh my god.#curse you trey why is your birthday just too late to get me another 10 set when i need it#i was really trying to ration but i still spent too many of my hoarded keys failing to get masqeralleus#my hubris...#and this is assuming that i won't even want any of the 2023 halloween ssrs which is. unlikely.#may we all get ridiculously lucky and get the fancy ssr on our first pull using the free event keys#it can happen if we all BELIEVE#(sobs)
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N tries to tell another joke (gone wrong)
Sequel to This
#if you see any mistakes uhh no you don't#yknow i am a huge multishipper and i love almost every ship in this fandom#but id be lying if i said i didnt find envy to be like one of the most romantic relationships in MD#like??#"Loving you is so fundemental to who I am that even when my brain is digitally lobotomized and I can't even remember why#like hello Liam Vickers yeah its me again why the FUCK would you DO THAT#I think even if envuzi wasn't actually canon. I entirely believe that you can't actually seperate them anyway#like it kills me that the entirety of Murder Drones. N and V are in love with eachother. like mutually#and they still are. and thats just how things are.#I'd go further but this is literally a shitpost and I don't wanna make the tags a mile again#I'm just a yapper ok. I yap abt the robots#anyway uhhhh this comic isnt even super envuzi but since its a sequel to the last one ill tag it. why not#murder drones#serial designation n#serial designation v#uzi doorman#murder drones lizzy#md lizzy#nuvi#violentbitingbiscuits#envuzi#vuzin#nvuzi#thank you to the person that made we aware of all the different varients of these threes ship name sdlkfjsdf#kinda in love w/ nvuzi cuz it doesnt look good as a word but it funnier to me cuz of that dslkfjsdf
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about to start my yearly critrole campaign 2 rewatch so prepare for me to be absolutely insufferable
#ramble#i think this is year 4 now#i remember i started it the day after i moved into my first house when i went to uni so it's v nostalgic#i can't believe how long it's been going i remember watching some of c1 when i was still in high school and it was FINISHED already#i'm also gently forbidden from watching it in the living room bc my dad also works from home and dnd confuses him#just long silence and then 'how do you understand any of what's going on'#idk why but whenever it gets to september times i always redo campaign 2 and also dungeons and daddies#and at christmas i usually do wtnv again#i have no explanations someone please psychoanalyse me
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Okay, let's finally talk about EPIC's Apollo
I feel very compelled to say, first of all, that I do not dislike Epic. In fact, I am very fond of Epic and have been following its production and status very eagerly! I attend all the launch streams, I watch all of Herrans' update videos; I am, at the end of the day, a fan and I want it to be known that my words are spoken out of love and passion as much as they are spoken from a place of critique.
So really, what my problem with Epic's Apollo?
In the briefest possible terms; the choice to have Apollo be defined by his musical aspect in God Games is thematically strange. And not in the 'oh well in the Odyssey, Apollo was important to Odysseus and his family so it's weird that that wasn't kept in Epic' strange, strange in the sense that Odysseus' character arc since My Goodbye has been getting more and more obviously Apollonian and so it is positively bizarre that when we get to meet Apollo, the god seems entirely disinterested in him and his affairs. So much so that he is not even defined by any station that would indicate that he has been watching over and protecting Odysseus and his family.
What do I mean by 'Odysseus has been following an Apollonian arc'? I'm so glad you asked!
Remember Them is the last song in which Odysseus explicitly uses his sword until Mutiny where he must use it to defend himself against Eurylochus' blade. He uses it to help enact the plan to conquer Polyphemus and, due to Polites dying in that battle, Polites who wished for Odysseus to put the blade down entirely and embrace a post-war life, Odysseus also retires his sword. This is an action that symbolically separates him from Athena - and the image of Odysseus as a traditional warrior set for him in Horse and Infant - as much as My Goodbye physically separates him from the goddess and her war-ways - from this point onwards, Odysseus will no longer be leaning on Athena's wisdom or methods to solve his problems. Likewise, he will no longer be able to rely on her protection.
Odysseus thusly solves most of his upcoming problems through diplomacy and avoidance. He approaches Aeolus - a strange and ambiguous god (both in gender and in motivation) and appeals to them for help. Circe too, he approaches not with wishes to conquer or for revenge, but for the safe returning of his men and an alternate way forward. In all of these scenarios, there is some Apollonian element which is subtly interweaved alongside the influence of other gods; it is with a bow and arrows that Polyphemus' sheep is slain (and thus it is this Apollonian element which is at the root of Odysseus' spat with Poseidon), it is a vision of Penelope that warns Odysseus that his men are about to open Aeolus' wind-bag, Circe's peace offering to Odysseus is to refer him to a prophet of Apollo who has since died.
In this way, Apollo is walking alongside Odysseus for all of his journey after Athena departs - even in the Underworld, he is guiding him. It is Tiresias' proclamation that is the last straw for Odysseus, it is by the power of a mouthpiece of Apollo that Odysseus decides to embrace his ruthlessness. It is with the bow and arrow that Odysseus subdues the siren who sought to trick him, likewise, Odysseus does not attempt to undermine or escape the fate of paying Scylla's passage price - he knows of the doom about to befall the six men and quite unlike the rest of the journey until this point, he does not fight against it. This all comes to a head on Thrinacia where it is a blade which sacrifices the sun god's cow and brings destruction upon the crew once more.
My point with all of this is that when I heard the teasers for God Games years ago, it made perfect sense to me that Apollo would be Round One - he is not Odysseus' adversary and has no reason to oppose Athena's wish to free him. From other teasers about what will happen in the climax of Epic, Apollo will still be walking alongside Odysseus - it is Apollo's bow that Penelope will give the suitors to string. Likewise, it is Apollo's bow that will prove Odysseus' legitimacy and identity. That bow will be the power by which Odysseus hunts his adversaries and cleans out his palace - it is Apollo who is the avatar of Odysseus' ruthlessness, not Athena.
So tell me, truly, what was the point of having Apollo raise a non-argument in God Games? Why have him appear unconcerned, aloof and slightly oblivious? Why have him appear in his capacity as the Lord of Music at all?? And if the intention was never to make Apollo an active player in Odysseus' life like he was in the Odyssey, why keep Odysseus as a primary archer?
The answer of course is that Apollo is inextricable from the fabric of the Odyssey - his influence and favour exudes from Odysseus just as much as Athena's. In Athena's ten year sulk, it would have been Apollo who kept Telemachus and Penelope safe. It would have been Apollo protecting Odysseus from Poseidon's gaze as he travelled the seas (according to the Odyssey anyway)
Forgive me for not being excited about something that I thought was being purposefully set up. I was extremely ecstatic about all of the little Apollonian details that litter the sagas because I know where this story ends up (loosely) but all God Games did was reveal that maybe those Apollonian details were not intentional at all, but merely the ghost of the Apollo who persistently haunts those he favours, even if he cannot explicitly come to their aide in an adaptation.
#ginger rambles#apollo#odysseus#epic the musical#athena#This of course is not mentioning the whole 'in the Odyssey the suitors have been explicitly praying#for Apollo to kill Telemachus so they can have free reign and Apollo is just going 'what's that? I'm sorry I can't hear haters' thing#I'm actually so disappointed by Apollo in God Games because I truly did believe that it was leading up to Apollo and Athena#BOTH being by Odysseus' side in the end#I really like the fandom view that Apollo used the sirens as an excuse because he has nothing against Odysseus#but in order for me to give that any merit there would have needed to be something in the text itself to support that#And Apollo only has the three-four lines which like - in and of itself is crazy#I really wish Apollo and Hephaestus had full verses like Aphrodite/Ares#Or at least a back and forth like Hera#The milquetoast Apollo who is apparently upset about murder but then only took a light rebut for him back down#I'm sorry have you not seen Apollo when he's mad about murder before? He's not that reasonable I promise you#I'm just not going to talk about him being mad about the sirens specifically if I think about that too long I'll get hives#Looking very forward to when Penelope finally gets her song 😭😭😭#Cannot believe you still don't have your song debut my queen the Odysseus economy is also in shambles
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Viva Piñata art dump
Viva Piñata was my favorite game when I was younger and it influenced my style heavily throughout the years but I've noticed it's like really niche? I haven't seen a lot of people talking about it which is a shame since the whole series is absolutely adorable. So I'm spreading the word myself with some funky doodles
#I am so surprised that this game is almost none existent online#it's almost impossible to search any good screenshots of the game on the internet#I had to load up my game and check stuff from there which was fun but still!#the wikis are helpful but they lack a lot of content#and literally no one I've ever talked to knows this game#and I don't know why that is#the graphics are great#Trouble in Paradise is almost 15 years old now and it still looks good#and these games just have such a sense of style#the piñata designs are gorgeous and it's just all so creative and fun#I still can't believe it#I'm begging everyone to play viva piñata Trouble in Paradise#it's so good!#also there's more piñata drawings coming#I can't stop drawing piñatas now#my animation skills are not the best but i had to animate sour mallowolf doing the thing#they keep doing it all the time and I think it's so funny#viva piñata#viva pinata#viva piñata trouble in paradise#sour mallowolf#mallowolf#dragonache#syrupent#fourheads#twingersnap#cinnamon's doodles
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have u ever been having a convo with someone and they drop something that drives u into a white-hot rage so deep u can literally fucking feel ur heart start to give out
#this shit is not good for my health#i am still in shock tbh#i was extolling the virtues of gaining weight and. this fucking girl kept referring to skinniness as “perfection”#and i can't believe this is a quote but “diversity can be hot but not for me”#i went the fuck off on her and just closed the app im not checking that again until I've cooled way off#how do you fix this#how do you explain that it is not fucking okay to be this way#preferably before any fat ppl are subjected to it#i misquoted earlier but i can't rewrite tags -_- it said “diversity can be hot it's just not for me”#which is worse i think#UGH i need to sleep i wasn't kidding abt the rage fucking with my heart
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@wickjump you will never not be an absolute genius
#UTDR#UTMV#Wickjump#I just need these tags I have to keep them#I wanna print them and put them on my wall#This is everything to me#He just instantly becomes that like ''I'm the only one who does any work around here!!''#But if you try to help he's like ''but that's mine :< that's my job I do that :c''#Nightmare is gonna have to invest in so many star stickers#Do you think they have one of those star charts for Cross to put them on?#And the others have like. maybe 1 or 2 stars and Cross has like 45#But still refuses to believe he has earned anything around here#And him being mildly terrified of Horror#He's got that Jason Voorhees intimidating aura lol#I love Killer being like finally I don't have to do dishes! and then immediately trying to distract the guy who does dishes#Nightmare must think he hates having plates or something#No he just can't see Cross and leave him alone apparently#Also I feel like this adds a new layer to the saga of ''why are you always in Cross's bed''#Because I can imagine one time Killer invited Cross to sleep in his bed instead#But Cross took one look at the clothes all over his floor and junk everywhere and was like ''I have to leave right now immediately'' lol#Anyway I love reading your tags and posts so much they make my day <3
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define soulmates? it's them
#their bond is so deep and transcends any type of boundary#i love them so much and DAZAI AND AKU R ALIVE I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE#bsd#bsd s5 ep 11#bungou stray dogs#sskk#skk#shin soukoku#soukoku#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#bsd akutagawa#bsd atsushi#atsushi Nakajima#atsushi nakajima#akutagawa ryunosuke#chuuya nakahara#dazai osamu
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why are people acting like charles had some massive shunt or something he literally just. got p2 to a driver who had an incredible day. based off a tiny misjudgment, slight difference in strategy and a car that responded differently to tires. he fought to the line and drove incredibly on a car he later revealed he thought was going to shoot him into a wall lmao y'all need to remember we used to be hoping he'd get out of Q2????
#i can't believe i'm seeing 'we still believe in you charles' as if ANY podium finish should ever be grounds for doubting a driver#sometimes people have fun to wtw battles and sometimes they lose them!#crazy!#personally so impressed with him and feel like sky's the limit#charles leclerc
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started reading the hobbit january 6th. finished the last installment of the history of middle earth on december 22th. what a year. what a journey. what an absolutely incredible body of work. please excuse me as i go cry a little for it being over, for it being so good, for it having been such a companion and how it will no doubt continue to be one beyond today <3
#*mine#mona rambles#still can't believe i read all that in a year and also wouldn't have had it any other way. man
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This is the only thing I'm going to say about the election until it's over:
Anyone who did not vote for Harris or who attempted to dissuade people from voting for Harris, you are indirectly responsible for whatever shit Donald Trump does if he gets elected. That blood is primarily on his hands, yes. But it is also on yours. I hope you can live with that because I sure as hell wouldn't be able to.
#'but gaza' trump wants TO OBLITERATE THEM. HE LITERALLY WANTS THERE TO BE NOTHING LEFT OF GAZA AT ALL. WHY DO YOU THINK#I DON'T WANT HIM IN POWER?????#yeah I said I wouldn't election post I lied sorry.#I know most of you don't actually care what happens to american citizens because we're all Violent Hypocrites who should kill ourselves#and somehow every single civilian is responsible for the actions of a military and government that comparatively few of us are actually par#of but FUCKING HELL. You don't care about THE PEOPLE OF GAZA??? Because that's what you're telling me if you're in favor of#doing anything OTHER than the most likely path to get trump out of politics. which is voting for the candidate DIRECTLY OPPOSING HIM.#the thing about america being an empire that needs to die. is that before it dies. it is still affecting the rest of the world.#I can't make you care about me and my loved ones. but I am IMPLORING you to have some fucking compassion for all the people#who are going to be DEEPLY negatively affected elsewhere if trump gets into power.#THEIR HARM. THEIR DEATHS. ARE ON /YOU/ IF YOU DID ANYTHING TO FACILITATE TRUMP'S VICTORY IF THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS.#I don't believe most of you actually have any amount of the sympathy and compassion for others you claim to have.#I don't think any of the causes you throw yourself behind are actually meaningful to you. I don't think any of this is based on a#genuine desire to build a better world. I think you just want your Internet friends to think you are a Good Person.#if I see anyone. ANYONE. acting like a trump presidency is what we 'deserve'. or that it's necessary to 'teach [xyz] a lesson'#I am NEVER speaking to you again I don't care how long I've known you.#us politics#I am a disabled queer woman. almost everybody I love is also disabled and queer. you think we're acceptable collateral damage fine.#but don't cry that I'm being a bitch if I say that that makes me not trust you and not want to have anything to do with you.
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Quick silly Valfrey asking their next @kirbyoctournament opponent Sir Meteor what dinosaurs even are. (They all died with the old world and Valfrey doesn't even know there was anything before she was born, naturally no knowledge on dinosaurs.)
Sir Meteor belongs to @what-is-love-babey-dont-hurt-me
#Kirby OC#Valfrey#Sir Meteor#kirby oc tournament#Gethoce#This time I had a WAY easier time drawing Meteor!#Hopefully I get around to drawing a more serious pretty ting of him#I wanted to draw him during Artfight... Alas I ran out of time#Still can't believe Valfrey made it into the Semi Finals???#AND WE ARE UP AGAINST AN ARTIST I REALLY DO ADMIRE#May we not run into any trouble this round </3#Also fun fact in the Baal Hadad comic there actually are dinosaur skulls in a background hinting towards this lore detail okay bye
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