#I should see a therapist
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every time i see urban wyatt i have something inappropriate to say.
#urban wyatt#jack harlow#i’m literally so obsessed it’s insane#like i’m loosing my mind i need him.#i should see a therapist#g’s thoughts
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Hyperfixation so good it keeps you awake on 2am, heartbeat unstable, mind unfocused, away from the unfinished tasks, hands scribbling down headcanons and random doodles that would never become a complete work.
#i should see a therapist#or write a fic#maybe both#but ik I’m not gonna do either of them#so I’ll just disappear
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I think this is pretty self explanatory
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Just finished in 5 minutes what I was blocking on for four days.
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Dorm- 01/06/24
I moved into my dorm today and it is 10pm and i'm sitting on my couch in my childhood home playing mario kart with my family cause I couldn't stop crying cause I had so much anxiety (I also had a tummy ache, also from anxiety). luckily I live 35 minutes from my dorm and my first class is on monday. I will, unfortunately, have to go tomorrow so I have a bit of a tummy ache about that but I don't have to leave my dorm cause my class is online. I think that this last day at home as helped a lot and I'm less anxious, there's also the fact that I will be home in 3-4 days (wednesday or thursday) since all but 2 of my classes are online- the wonder life of a baking & pastry arts student, all but my lab days are online. there was also the fact that I got my room changed last minute cause I wasn't with my original rommies that was sent via email like 2 weeks ago! they gave us the others emails so we can start connecting and they changed it! I don't do well with change (and moving houses was already SUCH a big change) that it completely threw me off. its a good thing that their just down the hall from me.
I was (and still slightly am) so embarrassed about coming home after move in day cause no one was going home and I am 19, I should be able to stay on my own. I think I have separation anxiety from my parents, Even as a child I was terrified to stay on my own. I was like 10 and I had a sleepover at my grandma's house and I had to go home at like midnight because I was just crying and homesick so much. and when I did Girl Guides I also had to be picked up cause I just wouldn't stop crying. Maybe I should see a therapist, this can't be healthy.
anywho, I hate being an adult. this shit is scary
#college life#college student#anxitey#i was literally sobbing in the middle of the grocery store#I decorated my dorm is so cute and I love it but I am terrorfied#i miss my mommy#and my cats#I should see a therapist
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Once again wanting to use Tumblr as my diary but I shouldn't
#i should see a therapist#i need a hug#so many wants#so many needs#tired of everyone being mad at me
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This. This, too
he doesn’t even blink.
do you understand how fucking hot that is??
#damn that's hot#i must have issues#i choose not to analyze them too closely#so effing sexy#now off to watch tlou kneecap scene#again#oof that lil smirk when he pulls out the knife#I should see a therapist#😆
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*slaps Loid like I’m a salesperson showing off a new car*: you can pack so much anxiety into this one man
#spy x family#loid forger#anya forger#sxf#spy family#loid x yor#yor x loid#twiyor#it's there if you read the text lol#twilight#if you do actually read the text please know I am very impressed#poor loid man he's in the one industry where his constant paranoia is actually justified#I'd say he should see a therapist but considering he's currently impersonating one I don't think it'd actually help#I haven't made multiple fanarts in a row in eons what is this 2017#let's pretend I can draw
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Craving intimacy I think. A therapy session where I stay inside and chat with an old friend. My new job has a poor work-life balance. I have to sit inside for 8 (9) hours a day doing next to nothing; I feel like I’m in prison.
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I think Harvey has Bruce’s name tattooed on his neck. Bruce has Harvey’s name tattooed on his thigh. He also has the Judge in italic letters, carved into his spine, and Two Face, just on his ass. Even better if the other has absolutely no idea
#they went to Harley. who saw the opportunity to be the funniest bitch in Gotham and took it#dc#bruharvey#harvey dent#bruce wayne#battinson: using your body as a shield a weapon and a canvas for your loved ones is a love language right#Alfred: im taking you to see a therapist#text#dc comics#batman#text post#I think the judge should make more appearances. I want him.
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Weird folks: Vent art of any form is good and all but it should ONLY be between you and your therapist. Don’t share that stuff online or publish it!!!
Me, an artist/writer: *goes to therapy, talks about my trauma and mental health and how sometimes it’s hard to talk about it with others*
Therapist: Have you thought about using your art and writing to help you work through these things and share them with others?
#writing#I don’t know what to tell you man#when you go to therapy—at least in my experience—your therapist will tell you to share your art with others#obviously tagging and whatnot is important#but sharing vent works is healthy#you don’t have to always share it but it can be a very good thing#my therapist regularly asks me about my art/writing#I even brought this up to her—the fact that I see people claiming you should never post vent works#and she was BAFFLED#also like… man if I didn’t post vent fics#most of my fics would not exist
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not to sound absolutely deranged but i have been reading merthur fics (as usual, what i have been doing daily since march) while at work (yes) and the rush of serotonin is just unmatched, i'm giggling and blushing JUST because my blorbos are getting together for the 500th time in a different way
the merthur addiction is going splendidly everyone who knows me is quite done with me
#racontage de vie#see it's not my first rodeo (not my first hyperfixation) but in the light of recent events i'm really like#wow this pairing is making me feel more things and more deeply than many many things in real life#see idk what that means and i should probably go see a therapist but i was just thinking wow wild stuff#genuinely cheeks flushed and giddy and happy bc i read my nth fic of the day#i've been going quite insane about merlin that i can tell you#i'm bonkers about them and the way i dont have anyone near me who knows or cares about them 😭#merlin#merthur#and dont ask me about my rewatch i have seen exactly 3 eps 10 days ago and havent moved on after that
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a little strange to get dms from other trans people saying they agree with biden's dumb statemet that he doesnt want minors getting gender-affirming care. if you really think its such an epidemic that 13 year olds are getting their knockers blown off by surgeons every other day, then please point me in the direction of said 13 year olds that are somehow accessing gender-affirming care that literal trans adults can't even access.
like please be fr. we literally have privatized healthcare and insurance where not even people who go through the appropriate avenues can get approved for care they need to stay alive. what makes you think a trans minor is getting phallo or vaginalplasty. feel whatever you want about 13 year olds who want gender-affirming care, but dont parrot transphobic rhetoric that is based on no facts and a moral panic. they second they legitimize barriers to care for trans minors is the second they start finding ways to do the same for trans adults. dont be a buffoon.
#muerto talks#im sorry but you look a little foolish saying all that#especially as a trans person#do i think a 13 year old should get a major surgery? idk! im not said 13 year old! and neither are you!#leave that up for the 13 year olds and their team of doctors and family and friends and therapists and whatever#but limiting access to care#even if they have to wait a few years is still going to get trans kids killed#somehow intersex newborns getting their genitals mutilated to be easily categorized is not too young for such invasive surgeries#but a 13 year old is?#yeah i see whats happening here#an infant cant reject socially imposed ideas of gender much less consent to invasive surgery#but you will white knuckle whatever power you have over a child who dares to express themselves freely#i couldnt even get top surgery in my 20s without two letters of approval and several months of therapy proving that i needed this#u people will believe anything#use ur head please just for once and stop listening to the fears the moral panic spews at ys
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Apologies
#shadowpeach#six eared macaque#sun wukong#lmk#lego monkie kid#monkey king#liu'er mihou#I just think it'd be neat if they apologized to each other and then cried and hugged about it#(cuz on god they both have some shit they should get off their chests and own up to)#like holy blue hells they're both just like “I think i shall spend my immortal life ruminating on my greatest regret and letting it fester”#everytime i watch the scene where Macaque is like:#“its good to talk about feelings! obv i don't do it”#i turn into the hands on hips guy meme#DUDE GO TO THERAPY#wukong too lets be real#been reading jttw the west (haven't actually gotten to where SEM shows up in the book yet tho)#and i think that if therapy existed back then tripitaka and sha wujing would've been gently but firmly#herding wukong into the local therapist's waiting room in as many towns they pass as possible#he'd probly grab the door frame and have to be literally pried off#these hypothetical ancient-chinese therapists all have claw marks on the hallways and doors going into their offices#hey how about an au where shadowpeach get therapists who end up getting all the monkey drama news first#and end up on the business-rivals-to-drinking-buddies pipeline#stopped while drawing this like “hey why'd i make mac be touching wukong's face in both sketches?”#and then i remembered that between the two mac's the one who wants to be something to the other#to the point of desperation#its like if they're both cats who got coned swk is the one who sits there miserably accepting his fate#while mac is that one video of the tuxedo cat shrieking and trying to paw it off#i'd read the hell out of a fic where they end up swapping attitudes about their dynamic#in canon wukong's the one who seems like he would like to never see mac again (at times) even tho he really regrets it and it hurts#like mac just gives up on trying to convince himself he can make swk see him as a significant part of his life again
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Really fucked up that two ppl can care about each other and make their best efforts to communicate and still end up hurting each other so badly they cannot stand to be in the same room.
#my stuff#i feel soooo bad talking to my therapist about the same topics over multiple weeks#like i feel like they're sooo sick of it like damn can this bitch get Over It alreadyyyy#hi yes actually can we talk about the near catastrophic sense of betrayal and loss that has haunted my soul for over a month?#can we talk about how I overcompensate for other's possible feelings and emotions to desperately mask my terror at feeling out of control#can we talk about how even when I know ppl acted with logical reasons necessary for their situation it still hurt me?#and that this pain fills me up with so much anger and frustration that I'm powerless to put anywhere that won't hurt someone#so it just cooks me inside and makes me grind my teeth constantly for weeks#im so angry i did not deserve to be treated like this it's not fair and I have no capacity to fix it or control when it feels better#i just have to survive and wait until i forget about it and hope they don't decide to reach out and fuck it all up#cause i can see that happening#i'll finally be free of thinking about them and generally going about my day unbothered and they'll ask to get coffee or something#and I have no idea what I should do in that scenario. because I don't think we can be friends.#and you have not treated me with the compassion and warmth I treated you#i would want to say mean things. hurtful things. I would want to bite back for once.#and that's not me. that's not who I want to be.#i don't wanna see you. go away. don't talk to me if you're not going to make the pain go away.
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"tiktok is a measurable & meaningful risk that endangers you and your children directly, all the experts agree on this, but also doing something to oppose that is Mean"
#'both things can be true' they literally can not#if you think tiktok is a distinct & meaningful risk you should support this legislation#if that cognitive dissonance is too uncomfortable then maybe see like a therapist or a leninist#reminds me a lot of the narratives going around re: soleimani#sorry libs the right (incl but not limited to the GOP) will literally always be the beneficiaries of imperial security discourse#literally always#'x is a danger but nothing should be done' always loses to 'x is a danger & I did something about it'
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