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finally getting down to redesigning characters for my mcd rewrite :)
#want to try to post more consistently#so maybe I'll post some doodles on here instead of hiding them on my spam#garroth ro'meave#laurance zvahl#mcd#minecraft diaries#garrance#yes they are GAY in my rewrite#aphmau#aphblr#doodle#character design#digital art#fanart#my art#.png#illustration#I should ramble about my rewrite#that armour was a PAIN btw#dont rlly like how garroth looks but my hand hurts so ill try again tomorrow
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My cat always scratches at doors at random times in the night. Usually around 2, 4, and 6am. That's because this little bitch doesn't have a regular sleeping pattern and takes power naps, and gets a little concerned when she wakes up at night and everyone else is just. Not there??? We're not walking around, we're not talking, we're in our rooms alone and we're sleeping??? My cat cannot comprehend it.
And you know who else takes power naps instead of sleeping at night? You know who I snatched that headcanon from? (Pretty sure it was Dark)
Dust.
Dust literally saves everyone from Killer's cats scratching at doors and waking them up in the middle of the night. His sleeping patterns coincidentally matched up with the cats. So when a cat is wandering around, it would usually just scratch into Dust's room and calm down. Bonus if Dust and Killer actually share a room, and when they go to sleep all the cats are with Killer and when they wake up they're all with Dust. (Upsets Killer to no end.)
Okay, from here cw/tw? for schizophrenia and a semi-detailed hallucination episode
With my headcanon that Dust has schizophrenia, this would be an absolute nightmare for him.
A symptom of schizophrenia is hearing voices and sounds that aren't there. His main hallucination would be Phantom, and I've read that the voices schizophrenic people hear are usually far away. Like they are literally in the walls/srs.
Now imagine Dust hallucinating Phantom, while also hearing cats scratch at his door. Do you know how badly it would fuck with him. He would hear a voice from the wall, and assume that someone is trying to crawl into his room and scratch open the walls. So he just sits on his bed and hyperventilates. Bonus if the episode would involve physical hallucinations, with hands roaming on his face, head, shoulders, neck. And then with the sound of the scratching his brain would automatically make him feel nails scraping at his arms and legs.
#ceask rambles#utmv#undertale#undertale au#killer sans#dust sans#phantom papyrus#schizophrenia#cats#holy fuck I went dark for a moment#it was supposed to be a fluffy headcanon that Dust just attracts the cats with his sleeping schedule#how did this#what#okay I guess#I literally know about schizophrenia because me and my friends made a high school au#and I added Dust having schizophrenia#because its generally a big misconception/headcanon in the russian utmv community#i got it from there#and I made a ton of research to make Dust's teenage schizophrenia as accurate as possible#I even have a document with things I pasted from a pretty much trusted website#there was this interview with a schizophrenic woman and she was talking about an episode of hers she had#she thought her arm was gone#was pretty interesting to read abour#shes also the one who mentioned voices being in the walls rather than in your head or next to you#shit is crazy#sighs I should rewrite Cross from my hsau hes low key shit and just pining over Killer#anyway
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oh how the poor sleeping habits tables have turned
#liza writes#fake dating real feelings#erasermic#q#a surprising amount of this fic has been like#aizawa: damn you live like this#mic: not a word. not. a word.#‘you live like this? no. WE live like this’#this is actually my wip wednesday snippet for twitter tomorrow but i'm posting it here first this time#also trying to decide if i should just like. post the first chapter like just do it!!!#last week i found myself rewriting again and i'm not sure if it's because it needed to be rewritten or i was just so tired of looking at it#that i started rewriting it to look at something different#those seconds have been guessed!!#but every time someone likes or reblogs or replies to or asks me about this fic my heart grows three sizes#and is then immediately seized by terror#which is totally worth it but like#ack and alack and so forth#also i've made a promise to myself not to post anything else until i get the first chapter of this out there#so like the star wars au and brave the dark and the expansion pack are all just twiddling their thumbs#and i don't want to accidentally give myself writers block lol#okay ramble over idk what to do but by neptune i will figure it out#gondor calls for aid and whatnot
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Thinking about Mithrun angst unfailingly gets me like
#Dungeon meshi#mithrun#has ID#Feel free to review it and rewrite it to be more efficient or pleasant or smth#This face should become a common reaction pic/emote. Source: I would use it a lot#Putting together my Mithrun playlist and torturing myself through the process. Pausing every minute to recompose myself on the verge of#Crying and/or writing out a long emotional rant about him#Him and the winged lion being an abusive relationship allegory. I’m fine.#Feeling abandoned. Feeling empty. Feeling forever changed and for what? There’s no peace to be found like this. No closure. Not here.#Me thinking about Chainsaw Man again. “I love you please humiliate me/ Rob me of my dignity and laugh my honey” sung with that raw intensit#Thinking about Tablet. Thinking about Deep Down.#Thinking about Ghost and pals songs. Pathological Facade and Novocaine.#“Who will I become?”#Anyways fun reaction pic for blorbo angst#I have unspeakable monsters in my drafts. Including perhaps maybe a web weaving#Fumi rambles#(in tags)
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Fuckinj throws rewrite Maya things at you instead of actually posting about the au
(To help a a bit, the strombringer is the vault monster of Athenas that chooses maya as its warlock. Its also the huge dragon)
As for the black haired one, thats Vanya. Oc of mine, Maya’s sister figure
Hehe second form sheninagans
#I suppose she’d look more like herself if i actually drew her makeup but i just. Always forget to-#i should post actual EO lore instead of just going uh fuckj take this#while giving out drawings that dont make much sense#i might post later a more general thing for the au if anyone even cares-#dunno.#stands awkwardly so huh if you wanna ask questions my inbox is open#:)#its changed so fucking much since i last posted about it goly dhit#silly rewrite that started as a headcanon for scars from phaseleech#me like a year and a half ago: dang im invested in this au#me now: yeah damn right you were#i be on my rambling again mb#borderlands#maya the siren#borderlands oc#oc: Vanya#oc: stormbringer#borderlands au#au: eridian overrun#au: eo#my post#Mars arttack
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Hiiii do you have any more writings or musings about None? I was in your writing tag the other night and they came up a couple times but I'm not sure if I should be picturing a miqo'te or some sort of service animal/familiar lol
Hello! That's so fair, my Odette writings do not offer a lot of description for them! They do have their own tag [HERE] although not much is in it, currently. Some of the screenshots I'm including here and the writings which you've already seen! I'm very sorry for how rambling this is but None is where a lot of alts and relationships spawn from! None is neither a miqo'te nor a service animal (though I think they'd give a huff at the title)! None is the saddest creature in the whole world, a widower, Odette's favorite lil guy, Gerry's estranged step-parent, and a Lalafell:
A Lalafell ranger who makes their living guiding people through the Shroud. These days they are 'mostly' retired. They're well past their middle age and when they were younger they made a deal with sylphs. To be fleet-footed and quick and the best hunter. It came with some side effects:
They wear a hat to cover the ears. It's a bit silly to have two sets and, frankly, None doesn't wanna talk about it. They are stoic, pragmatic, and a bit of a hermit when they can afford it. None is a widower, their late wife was an duskwight woman named Aloutte, who was a widow herself with a young child; Geraldine. None and Gerry were never close and in the wake of Aloutte's passing that distant only grew. None and Odette met at the Menphina temple she was raised at. The Sisters there offer grief counseling and when Aloutte first fell sick she made them go to make the transition easier. A child at the time, Odette was obsessed from the moment they met. A pale shadow trailing after them. Where None failed with Gerry, they bonded with Odette. After Aloutte's passing None returned to the temple to live long term, some grievers need more support than others, they and Odette spent a lot of time together. They very much fill a uncle/aunt role for Odette; a trusted advisor who isn't the adults who raised her. When Odette took her vows and started to travel it was None who traveled with her, taught her basic outdoors skills, bought her Beauty and taught her how to care for chocobos. When Odette has to leave her flock of karakul to travel it is None she calls to care for them. Also, while Aloutte's loss and the grief that follows is very important to None as a character I feel it is important to note they were the saddest creature in the whole world before they knew the warmth of Aloutte's embrace! Sometimes you're just born with a heavy heart, you know? Because of how important they are to Odette. Odile... fucking hates their guts. Oooh, she hates their guts so much!!! The feeling is mutual and Odile and None have come to blows a few times. Something they both keep from Odette; None because they don't want to make her worry, Odile because she'll use the information to drive a wedge at some point. None also features in Odette's WoL AU, they're an honorary scion and spend most of their time with the other off-screen members. They spend time with Krile and Tatatru discussing lalafell things and I like to imagine that F'lhaminn and None have a lot to talk about. This is... pretty long so I will stop here! But I hope this satisfies some curiosity about None and thank you SO MUCH for asking about them!
#Answered#None#whooo boy this doesn't even touch on how#Iron's alt Lia is a former lover of Aloutte's and how Lia and None remain close to this day#and that Gerry is Lia's ward and one of her students#and that Gerry and Prudence have a toxic yuri onagain/off again relationship#and that Gerry is real envious of Odette because of Odette's relationship with both Lia and None (very different relationships mind)#and that Prudence and None get along just fine which also causes problems with Gerry and Prudence (Why isn't prudence on HER side)#(There are no sides)#(just two people lost in grief)#(but also gerry was the child (adult with Aloutte died and nearly an adult when None and Aloutte met and married but still)#but none was never going to be a parent and was never going to marry#but aloutte was a force of nature and you don't resist nature for long !!!#anyway hello I had a period of time where I was having people lie to me all the time (like about having cancer) and so I made#a bunch of alts to have my own complicated family dynamics so I didn't have to keep rewriting things when I learned people were awful#and then Iron and I went “Hey. We should entangled our characters stories so much.” and it's been very fun ever since LMAO#anyway woof sorry to keep rambling in the tags#but man now I'm starting to ship None/F'lhaminn.........#Also None was sort of a Prudence Rough Draft#isn't that insane???#that's why they have such similar coloring LMAO#but now they're very different aside from being :| and good at their jobs#okay i'm done now#sorry you stumbled into asking about one of my favorite alts that I never play :weeps:
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was looking through old posts and i'm surprised to see that i seemingly didn't have any commentary on anything in 3 in chapter 7, 8 or 9, the posts related to 3's story go from "my first reaction when i saw yopple-bot was 'i love you. but also you are definitely the boss for this chapter-'" to "i have been in hell all day. hell being bada-bing tower." funny to me cuz those chapters are like, the best ones sdfkljsdfjfsdkjlfsdjkl-
#puppy rambles#yo-kai watch#yw3#i love dukesville. yo-kai watch wild west. though also everyone in bbq talks like they're in the wild west-#i don't blame myself for not having any commentary on hazeltine mansion tbh. it sucks ass. i mean it's kind of fun but like#god is it annoying. i think using the mechanic of switching between nate and hailey for puzzles is a cool idea but. bad execution#very bad execution. it is so annoying#especially the section where you're in the basement and have to use the drill a bunch#... why are there prison cells in the basement anyways??????? i just realized how fucking weird that is-#i'm mostly just annoyed by the dining room puzzle tbh. i KNOW the fucking answers but verygoodsir is an ASSHOLE for some reason#and won't let me choose the FUCKING CORRECT DOORS#3's so fucking amazing tbh. i really wanna replay it soon. don't wanna have to delete a save file though#wish 3 had three save files like 1 and 2. i get why though i mean it's the biggest 3ds game klsfdjfskjfsdjksdf-#i wanna like. actually use my originyan for once. i might just end up using nyases ii instead tho fsdkljjdsfjskd-#i love every chapter in 3 after nate and hailey meet tbh. the bestie moments are so good#though also i don't think it was an amazing idea tbh. it means there's six main characters after that point#sometimes one character will go several cutscenes without talking at all. it's usually buck#he doesn't have any dialogue during any of the key quests in new yo-kai city. which is pretty amusing admittedly#i think the writers just forgot about him or something fslkdjdfslkjfsdljkdf-#i think my favorite thing related to that is like. during the stuff in bada-bing tower komasan and komajiro are there too#but they don't have any dialogue. which makes it seem kind of pointless#i get why they're there plot-wise but like. at that point you should either have them leave before you go to bada-bing tower#(esp since they don't end up in the ufo with everyone else. idr if there's a reason for that there probably isn't-)#(i think i slightly blocked out everything in bada-bing tower cuz it is so grueling)#or just. give them dialogue???#i love 3 and all but it definitely has some problems-#which is why i'm so excited to rewrite it <3 for both of those reasons. i can fix things. and also it's the best game#just. full-stop. not just the best yo-kai watch. i just think it's the best game ever#that title changes based on my current biggest hyperfixation though sfldfsjdkslfdjkfdj-#i think i'd say my overall top 5 is like. yo-kai watch 3. deltarune. ummmm. fantasy life is up there
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writing ninjago city like gotham city in the sense that there's so much crime happening almost every day that people have gotten desensitized to it just makes sense to me i mean it's practically canon so i might was well write it like that
#rewriting same new whip because i didn't like how the story was going#i am now basing almost everything off of the lupin the third franchise#because that franchise is batshit insane and i love it and i think the ninja should steal some shit#they deserve it they deserve to be little shits#they deserve to be gay and do crime#anyway ask about my rewrite i need an excuse to talk about it#ninjago#lego ninjago#kassy rambles#ninjago masters of spinjitzu#same new whip rewrite#ninjago rewrite#ninjago city
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biggest problem with writing is that I have all the ideas and themes I want to express in my head, but when I try to write it down the words come out. wrong
#rambles#.......yes this js about the pip and damien friendship thing#and like. everything kn general#guys u dont understand i have so many ideas for things but i cant write them or draw them or animate them and it is kiiling meee#btw i posted like. two chaoters of thay fic. to ao3#(first time using that site to post things actually)#um. not sending the link. cuz im scareds#but i wont actively try to hide jt at least if u find it and read it then thats pretty cool#i havent wrote them meeting yet so its me trying to characterize damien and pip respectively and struggling. at thay#be patient with me ;_;#THIS POST ALSO GOES FOR REAL LIFE TOO. WORDS IN MY HEAD DONT COME OUT RIGHT EVER JTS SO FRUSTRATING!!!#BWAAAA#yet we stay optimistic#i will try 2 write more today :)#maybe somefay when writing comes easier to me and im satusfied with my works i will. rewrite this#but im learning im trying#writing is the hardest thing ever forever#ive also learned that i should Probably Stop Using Commas So Much
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The fact that g5 doesn’t keep the festival of the two sisters / summer sun celebration makes me absurdly angry. It doesn’t have to start on it but it’s still a important part of g4 equestria and if they wanted to continue the lore of it it would have BEEN THE PERFECT Way to connect the two. AND YET.
#if THEY know about nightmare moon they should KNOW I’m so MAD rn#ryders rambles#mlp g5#was working on my rewrite and working on the s9 episode with the summer sun celebration#mlp g4#summer sun celebration#on an unrelated note next summer do u guys have plans because I
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I was talking to Curtis about how certain aspects of Doctor Who would be treated if they were episodes of Torchwood and/or had that rating leniency of Torchwood (imo the limitations of Doctor Who make for better TV than Torchwood in general, but not always) and when I brought up Amy's Choice, Curtis said I should do an episode rewrite and.
Hm. Hmmm. That could be really interesting. Amy and Rory and the Doctor's dynamic would be so... different in a Torchwood rated show, given the things they do with them in Doctor Who, and if they actually used the Dream Lord as an interesting villain (and they'd actually be able to play into the Doctor's worst traits in an adult show! For better and for worse!)...
However I'd have to actually rewatch Amy's Choice, and also decide how much I want to stay faithful to the episode, how much I want to stay faithful to "what would/could Torchwood have done here, and how much I actually want the result to be. Good.
Because "what Torchwood would do" and "what would be interesting" are not necessarily the same things.
(Accidentally wrote a Novel in the tags also. Whoops.)
#rose rambles#maybe. maybe.#would it require context from “earlier episodes” that “didn't happen” how they did in canon?#Should it be written in normal fanfic style#or as a script to stay true medium?#I usually dislike episode rewrites but. One with a very specific goal and set or rules might be interesting...... hm.......#(I do not like the episode Amy's Choice btw. to be clear. it had good potential and fun scenes and even fun concepts but my god.#was the “love triangle” the worst it had been in s5.#And that's also a thing I'd have to decide how to handle.#like if I was writing it to be GOOD I'd keep the love triangle conceptually#but focus more on how all three of the people involved fuck things up in different ways#jealousy and infidelity and betrayal and etc. so why do they stay? Make it about what they value in each other#and make Amy's titular choice matter in some way. Maybe she's the one who decides both realities are false#because she wouldn't leave either of her boys behind. Or something. Or drop the “which one is real” since that feels like it really muddied#the water with them ALSO making it about. Which one does Amy want. It was a writing choice I think was stupid. Anyways.#I had a point. My point is I think Torchwood would stumble this landing. Lean too heavily on the boys being dicks. Still focus on the love#/triangle/ part#to the detriment of the episode#like. One more thing. I do think Rory and the doctor fighting about Amy#and Amy being weird about her feelings for both of them. That's fine#and I don't WANT her to be normal and healthy about it. I want her to be weird and unethically nonmonogamous about it.#but I don't want her settling down as a wife in a normal respectable household being the end game. and THAT is what I can't stand about#Amy's Choice (canon version) and in general her seasons#and also what I think Torchwood would stumble on. Headfirst.#Still would have been a more fun episode than canon tho.)
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I HAVE FIVE PAGES. LEFT. TO DRAW.
#i don't want to jinx it AGAIN but tomorrow........ i might have adhd meds#should the fucking stars align#vacillating wildly between#okay tangent but that “draft saved!” thingy that shows up ON TOP OF THE TAGS I AM CURRENTLY TYPING#DO YOU FUCKING MIND#anyway#vacillating wildly betweennn#there's no way you really have adhd you're using other peoples' struggles to justify being a shitty person#and okay time to draw i just need to look up every person i remember from elementary school on facebook#oh yeah name redacted has a beard that suits him so time to draw oh and name redacted IS cool even tho my shitty brother said he was like#a huuuuuge stoner well i didn't believe him anyway#time to draw i just need to find out if mika is on tour and if he's coming to canada and read his entire wikipedia page and time to draw#i just need to listen to his new song but the song youtube is playing next is not the vibe but i DO need to see a giant spruce beetle#not a cool giant beetle the kind that make a clicking noise and pinch you and strike a visceral fear into my heart#and i need to rewrite this later scene because i was thinking about it and thought of something better#and time to draw but first i need to write this tumblr post#this is because netflix doesn't have himym on there anymore#the concept of talking about himym ends all rambling bc i could talk about it for so long i don't even know where to start#thanks for coming to my ted talk
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It's kind of crazy how Dot blatantly has an eating disorder, and despises she is in the narrative because she is a fat girl and then it's just ignored. so silly so silly so silly:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
#lunchtime lectures#school for good and evil#cw eating disorder#dot of nottingham#This is one of the things I wish I talked about more in my Coven post but I feared that people were gonna get mad#Like I'm sorry but looking back at it now the “They're evil and blah blah” excuse doesn't mean anything to me anymore sorry#it feels like a lame cover-up to justify the pointless abuse a fat girl faced because she just EXISTED#The second thing the movie mess and people complaining about how Dot should have been played by a fat person because “Rep”#Like I'm telling you as someone who is very much black and fat. I'm hated everywhere I go. She was never an actual good rep#she is one of the characters who were quite literally made to be a JOKE and sort of caricature#Like dude!! She wasn't rep at all Even tho I do reclaim her I didn't really care that they had a non-fat actress playing her lol#The reasonable thing they should have done was to rewrite her character and remove the stereotype she has. Then have a fat girl playing her#Dot is like only character who I think only fat people can talk about If that makes sense#skinnys can go home lol#Anyways Puts Dot in the Gam zee category#ramble ramble
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Why I started both rewrites back to back, idk. But now I'm having a hard time focusing on one at a time. Maybe I should start rewriting the Apartments one or try to come up w/ a new one altogether... 🤔
#fanfic stuff#personal thoughts#random thoughts#There's always the pirate one that's a newer idea... but that one is gonna be so big#Actually the apartment one is kinda big too(not as big I think but still big)#Oof I'd just do a fanart if compositon was my forte#Alas the art goddess has not bleesed me with the capalbility to art them#I'd rewrite the Mnkai Meddlers one but I kinda hate the preclimax and haven't figured out how to change it#The preclimax I didn't write but built up too a lot lol#i did write the climax tho#I have mixed feelings about that fic honestly#like some scenes and concepts I really like in it but it just feels... lacking? Idk#sequel has some cute moments tho lol#didn't finish either tho#I still kinda want to but first I should finish the two I'm currently working on#or should I try to fix this first#but i lack ideas to fix it right now so I guess not#idk lol#sorry for rambling#Arranged Marriage AU fic
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I am very very seriously thinking about having BTB!Leafpool take out both Brambleblaze and Ashface
#not putting this on my actual rewrite account bc it’s just a thought but yknow I am thinking about it#and while I was thinking about smooshing Squilf and leaf into one character I’m undoing that their too good as sisters#tho I think I’ll rename em a bit#maybe not Squilf but I think Leaf should get a change of name#maybe specifically after Firestar or smth hmmm#ruse rambles#my au’s#WC au
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Is it a kin thing or is it the autism I don't know
#i am looking at Raszageth specifically#is it because im autistic and really like her?#am i a fictionkin of her?#or whatever the wording is#is it just my dragon and my harpy wings mixing together?#who knows!#not me!#also to a lesser extent i might be blood elf-kin but that also might be an autism thing and i only think that because of one thing#thats weird to explain#so im not really thinking about thag one as much#falcon rambles#should i put this in the fictionkin tag??#sure why not maybe someone else can help me#fictionkin#otherkin#sorry aboht any spelling mistakes in the tags im not rewriting all of te#them
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