#I seriously went on a rant
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I’m gonna say something that not everyone will agree with
LET FANS BE WHATEVER KIND OF FAN THEY LIKE WHENEVER THEY LIKE
To clarify what I mean I am talking about a very specific group of fans not all of fandom is toxic I refuse to believe that but their are a subset of fans who are being fucking annoying for example
People who say that you can’t be a fan if you got into fandom though specific pieces of media
I became a x-men fan from x-men 97 before I watched x-men 97 I didn’t really know much about them so I went back watched the original cartoons watched YouTube essays on the characters my library (where I get all my comics) doesn’t have x-men comics so I haven’t read them but I completely fell in love with the x-men series
I legitimately heard someone say in full seriousness that they were annoyed cyclops was getting popular cause half the reason it was cool to be a cyclops fan was cause nobody liked him
To be very clear if you don’t want to talk to new fans or hear their opinions (even if I think that’s dumb) just don’t instead of yelling at them for being fake fans
Fans who say your only a fan if you’ve read comics
That is simply untrue I believe fandom can be more fun if you read comics but they are not required to be a fan
comic book movie fans are just as valid as comic book fans and to say otherwise is just stupid I personally enjoyed the fandom long before I enjoyed the comics now I do have comics and I do read them, but before I was really just a movie/TV show fan and you know what I still enjoyed the fandom just as much and learned just as much about the characters even if there are differences in movies and TV shows
Movie and TV shows fans and comic book fans I will admit have a very different experience, but that doesn’t make one experience better or worse. I personally enjoy comics more, but I still love the movies.
And Another thing ( I know surprise surprise but I am on a role so you shall hear my rant… or scroll)
Fans can like whatever the fuck they like I personally love Batman the animated series but if you didn’t enjoy it or just have not watched it that does not make you any less of a fan
Teen titans go is a perfect example of this I loath this show I do not enjoy it I feel like it mischaracterizes a lot of thing/characters and the humor is not my cup of tea BUT there is a fan base and that fan base is not “stupid” or “dumb” or “only 7 yr olds who don’t understand” that show has its place even if I don’t personally understand why people enjoy it does not mean it’s unenjoyable
This goes for a lot of things in fandom
The Cw arrowverse was far from comic accurate there was a ton of stupid love triangles but that doesn’t make it less enjoyable even if you dont find it entertaining or fun AND THATS OK
(Can you tell I feel very strongly on this? lol)
It is indeed ok to bounce back In forth while enjoying media I came to tumblr a diehard marvel fan and a professional Batman hater (it embarrassing to admit but yea I hated Batman without knowing anything about him) now I am a Batman enthusiast I know shocking when you look at my blog and I stepped away from marvel I am now to the point where I equally enjoy both AND THATS OK if you decide one day you love green lantern and so you don’t consume as much Spider-Man content or any at all and you come back to Spider-Man later that’s fine and does not make you less of a fan
The beauty of fandom is not that we all agree but that we disagree we all have our own opinions and get to share them and that is why fandom is wonderful you get to see so many points of view whether you agree or disagree you get to see someone’s inner thoughts somebody’s favorite ship their least favorite character trope it is what makes fandom so great the community NOT getting to be right or wrong about something 
If you disagree with me PLEASE message me or send something to my asks I do not think this post is iron clad it probably has some things that could be worded better or maybe one of my opinions were completely wrong but I am curious of your thoughts and opinions
#fandom#I seriously went on a rant#i apologize#this has been bugging me for a while#like probably 8 months#i am genuinely curious#what your opinions are#batman#x men 97#arrowverse
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Wake up, BurningCheese/GoldenSpice babes, new poorly drawn blorbos just dropped
They look cooler in my head, I swear.


the images didn't show up the first time wtf lol
The kids are finally here, yay. I promised I'd show you them, and I finally stopped being an asshole and followed through. Almost got 200 followers and I'm very grateful for it - really, I'm nobody. I'm just some clown who says dumb stuff and makes dumb memes and writes cringey stories, and yet I convinced almost 200 people to tune in. Thank you all so much, users on here and anons in my inbox alike. As a token of appreciation, you can all endure my rambling about my OCs and witness a person in their early 20s draw like a 12 year old.
The boy is Pepper Jack (or Pepper Jack Cookie). He's the firstborn and older than his sister by a few years. He takes after his mother in a lot of ways, primarily in her appearance (save for nabbing his father's red eyes). He's incredibly bright (and a smartass lol), preferring to think his way out of conflict rather than fight his way out... not that he's above violence at all, if that glaive doesn't give it away lol. He harbors a deep sense of love and loyalty towards his family and his peoples, and carries the weight of his responsibilities and heritage with as much confidence and poise as he can muster. (There are/will be times where he stumbles, of course. He's not perfect. He struggles a lot more than he lets on, really. But he tries his best, for everyone's sake.)
The girl is Matar Paneer (or Matar Paneer Cookie). Again, she's the younger one by a few years. She was all but made in her father's image, save for inheriting her mother's eyes. She's a little firecracker: lively and fun-loving and stubborn as a mule. She doesn't ask "can I have/do this thing", she tells you "I'm going to have/do this thing". Golden is proud as anything to see her daughter be so greedy... until that greed comes into conflict with her and Spice's authority lol. But she's a good kid, despite being such a handful. She has an enormous heart and is not afraid to stand up for others/what's right, and she loves her parents and brother more than anything in the world. She might doubt her own capabilities, she might secretly fear that she's not strong enough to do what she needs to... but she keeps pushing anyway, because she'd honestly choose death over quitting.
Your eyes are not deceiving you, Pepper Jack's wings are blue lol. There's an actual reason for that. And that USO (Unidentified Sitting Object) in Matar Paneer's hair is a lotus (the cheese one in the GCK decor set lol). There's a reason for that, too. I thought it would be cool to give Jack a glaive and swap out the normal blade for that of a khopesh sword (glaives are not Egyptian, they only saw use in Asia and Europe, but I just HAD to give him a glaive), to add that Egyptian touch. Paneer's supposed to be wearing a pattu pavadai, it's a traditional Indian dress for young girls. It's a blouse plus a skirt. She's holding katar, Indian knives (Cilantro Cobra has them, too). And her hair's supposed to be in a low ponytail.
Merchant thinks that if they explain what their terrible drawings are supposed to convey, people will understand their intended vision and the pain will stop
I sat down and did research into both Egyptian and Hindu mythology for the sake of drawing inspiration for them both. I'll explain in detail in another post, but basically: both of them take after one Egyptian god and one Hindu god each. Golden takes after Ra and Spice takes after Shiva, so I figured I'd follow along that line.
Please flood my inbox with questions about them now. I've really been dying to talk about them for ages now. I've drafted extensive character sheets for them both, I even made up in-game descriptions for them lol. They're my little fankid blorbos and I love them :') I hope you all come to love them, too
(Also, I'm sorry they're on lined paper. I'm visiting family rn and that's the only paper my grandmother has in her house. I'd have to drive to a stationery to get printer paper and I'd really rather not drive in this particular country lol (shit roads, even shittier drivers). I'll doodle them on printer paper whenever somebody remembers to bring me some)
#haha spicy cheese and cheesy curry. Get it?#also... when you accidentally indirectly ship Ra x Shiva via making up kids technically born from them lol. Does this count as Old Man Yaoi#(jk I mean no disrespect whatsoever. These gods/faiths are and were important to people and I don't mean to offend)#(I genuinely love learning about other religions and I had fun being inspired by these ones)#(seriously I went ham with this shit. Pepper Jack's birth is based on an Egyptian creation myth lol)#These two have long roads ahead of them. They're going to struggle and get hurt. But they'll pull through and come back better than before#fr please ask me stuff about them. I need an excuse to ramble for 10k words#you can even ask stupid shit like what their favorite color is#I love these two. I feel like their crazy grandma lol#also I have lots of thoughts wrt Spice & Golden as parents and their thoughts/feelings about parenthood#plus their individual relationships with each child#so you can expect me to rant about that too lol#maybe someday Merchant will shut the fuck up#cookie run kingdom#burning spice cookie#golden cheese cookie#burningcheese#goldenspice#cookie run oc#cookie run fankid#pepper jack cookie#matar paneer cookie
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I don’t think enough people realize that Origins Pt. 1 & 2 happen on the same day
In French schools, they have a long lunch break, so lots of kids just go home for that time then come back. Seriously, they get like 90min- 2hours! (Which blows my mind as an American, who only got 30 minutes for my lunch break)
So when Adrien runs away again to school, the stuff that went on with the seats, the hurt from Kim taunting Ivan, Marinette’s insecurity about being picked as Ladybug, is still fresh! They didn’t even have the night to process it!
I just still see a lot of people who discuss origins talk about pt. 2 as “the next day,” when really it’s just the afternoon, so I thought I’d make a post finally lol
This has been a short PSA, thank you.
EDIT: ok, turns out I am a moron. I am being torn in the replies 😭 The amount of time for lunch in French schools is true, so I just took that info and went with it lol- I definitely should’ve just rewatched the episodes instead of being stupid, my bad y’all 😂
#miraculous#mlb#miraculous ladybug#adrien agreste#marinette#marinette dupain cheng#chat noir#ladybug#miraculous origins#origins pt 1#origins pt 2#miraculous season 1#psa#miraculous psa#french school#french culture#France#I am seriously jealous of that amount of time though#I legit lived right next to my high school and even then I barely wouldn’t had time to eat if I went home#I did go a few times#but mostly just when I needed to grab something I forgot#and only seniors (the last year) were allowed to leave campus and you had to have a special pass for it#but leaving between periods was absurdly easy#it was honestly a joke#ok rant over
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They're elves of the shadowfell, normal human height. They specialize in teleportation and invisibility, with the casters among them throwing in confusion and fear and illusion. Be careful though, as any trained in combat start making non-elves slower and worse while within 10 feet. From depression, from the sound of it. Their angst about being more ancient and timeless than you wordlessly attaches to you like a parasite, slowing you down. Good for if you enjoy concepts like-
Shadows, but like DARKER than shadow, that lash out when they're moody
looking beautiful unless in shadow, in which case they're corpselike
ignoring pointless things like "comfort" and "morals" and "rules"
being the chosen of the Raven Queen, and on her behalf collecting dark tragedy, sorrow, and feelings of loss.
being corpse pale with jet black hair, pure black eyes, and covered with tattoos/piercings/anything that would make a generic white suburban mom in the 50's scream in terror.
Lumping them all together because they're all the same outside one having mage hand and such. Idc what weapon they're holding.
#closest I'm getting to saying something nice about them.#i don't even care.#I can withhold bias on near anything but not these and sun elves#its fine. I make you suffer by pitting your favorites against each other. getting these into the next tournament is only fair.#you know that giant anti-shadarkai rant I went on a few months ago?#how I thought whoever did this to thier lore probably rewrites Warhammer stories to remove the satire and humor?#apparently he actually did write warhammer books holy shit I called it.#seriously though I love basically all monsters but these I looooooooooathe.#not even touching how annoyed I am that the shadar kai WERE ALREADY A THING#Like they weren't even elves#they just went “hey we'll bring them back as elves because 33 is a reasonable number of elf species”#yet not a green version of goblins there's already like 3 that'd be absurd.#like no make your OWN name for the special elves version 33 that hit on par with a demon lord while being cr 7 for some reason#shadar kai#looked into it#dnd#dnd5e#DnD 5e#d&d#smash or pass#5e#monsters of the multiverse#mpmm
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the best time to write is when you shouldn't be writing. the best thing to write is what you shouldn't be writing. i've written at least 500 words on a fic i shouldn't be working on during work. why is my muse like this.
#liz rants#writer things#GUESS WHAT it's the lqg sqh fake dating au fic again!!!#you know i seriously contemplating writing DIFFERENT ship fic?#and i was like 'well what if i do another peak lords marriage fic only this time between og sqh and yqy'#'nah what if i do a sqq/sqh peak lords marriage thing'#and THEN i went why is it always peak lords marriage???#why is it always shang qinghua???#where's the diversity???#the variety???#i'm a multidimensional being!!#i have depths!!!#I CAN WRITE OTHER THINGS I SWEAR
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Doodle page ft. my silly little notes
#minecraft story mode#mcsm gill#mcsm maya#mcsm lukas#mcsm olivia#mcsm aiden#mcsm axel#mcsm jesse#mcsm cassie rose#mcsm petra#I mean bakery au is in there but this isn’t a bakery au post#cookie scene…….I’m so so normal about the cookie scene……..I totally wouldn’t go on long rants if asked about it…….#might make some of these into stickers 🫶#Axel’s season two fit went SO HARD I can’t believe he was only in two episodes#I missed him and Olivia and Lukas the whole time in season two augh#don’t EVER let me draw Lukas’ hair like that again. seriously. it was awful.#I like the floof way better#also qpr Jesstra…..save me qpr Jesstra….#my art
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Is it me, or has the HOTD fandom lately been a bit too aggressive? I don’t know how to explain it with other words, but basically it’s that.
One would have guessed that by the time S2 was approaching, or finally came out, people would be less aggressive/toxic— but unfortunately, it hasn’t been the case. What is wrong with everyone, can’t you all behave like the grown-ups most of you are instead of throwing shit at the actors, people, AND fictional characters?
If you can’t distinguish fiction from reality, I got news for you: go see a specialist, because there clearly is something wrong in there.
#this fandom has me sick and tired seriously. HOTD i love you but the fandom? it went downhill.#did the off-season period affect everyone or what?#hotd#house of the dragon#tw rant#hotd fandom#house of the dragon fandom
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Every time you ship Mitsuba with a girl, Kou punches a wall
#mitsuba sousuke#mitsukou#soukou#kousuke#seriously i am fed up with these ppl#normally i’d just leave them alone but if they insist on beefing with me i’m gonna beef back#vaguely and indirectly tho since tiktok wouldn’t let me call this one bitch a bitch#you cannot use “chronically online” to dispute every opinion you disagree with#also all fandom discourse is chronically online#shipping itself is chronically online#yes i’m bitter you can laugh it’s okay#just gotta get this rant out bcuz omg straight ppl annoy me sm#he kisses men#he went on a date with a man#again i recognize that this whole discussion is in and of itself chronically online but you literally cannot use that argument#when you’re actively choosing to engage in ship discourse#that’s like showing up to a brothel and calling ppl whores#like yeah that’s technically true but why are you here#mitsuba is gay
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Had a little rage moment (privately in my car) after my second day of saddle fitting.
On the second day someone brought in a Tennessee Walking Horse. Me and my team were working on another horse so didn't get much from how that consult went.
Later I heard that the horse was lame as all hell, but that the owner claims that that's "just his gaitedness".
I didn't explode with everyone around me. I just calmly said that that's a severe lack of knowledge of gaitedness, never mind horses in general.
But once I was on the main road where I could step on the gas I screamed out loud, in my car, and hated the world just a little bit, and reminded myself that this is also part of trying to make the world a little better.
Maybe I'm lucky to have ridden quite a few Icelandic horses in my life that I can hear and feel the difference in the varying degrees of tölt a horse can show, and that I definitely know when a horse is lame or even just a little 'off'.
I'm just baffled that people can look at their horse, can have professionals look at their horse, can have a class of people with a collective shit-ton of experience look at your horse and then still, still claim that lameness is simply the gaitedness of the horse.
#I'm kind of grateful I had a wonderful dressage horse as a case study who came in going 'I like my saddle'#and went home with the revelation that the saddle she'd been riding with hindered her horse juuuust that last little bit#that!! that was so amazing!!!!#first we had a dressage horse who was seriously good at what he asked#and then we put on a different saddle with more space for his withers and back#and suddenly that horse did Dressage and had some serious Moves#and his rider went '!!!!'#sadly the saddle in question was already sold to someone else but with a list of brand and size and the number of one of our teachers#that rider went home with some new ideas on what her horse could achieve#that compared to the TWH...sigh#I should add that the TWH scene here in the netherlands is not as big as the icelandic one#it truly might be a lack of knowledge. But also just a serious unwillingness to LISTEN.#so yeah I had a loud rant at myself in the car because how. HOw.>>>>WWWWW
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Official “Jee ask”
BRO. JEE.
Istg. Jee.
That man.
Oh my lord.
THE SASS?? HELLO??
It’s soooo unserious. Every time I read his pov my highscore on the giggle-meter goes up.
he is my favorite non-sokka pov to read because of how hilarious his reactions are.
those eyebrow muscles must be swole as hell. Im serious. His eyebrow game must be studied.
I looovee his attitude bro
“Chang practically announced to the whole bar” when they were debriefing what went down in the SWT camp oh my god he is soooo dramatic
Or when he asks Bato “is this another one of your hypothetical scenarios?” Oh my goooodddddd 😭 I’m literally dying he is soo funny. And I don’t think he even realizes.
He is genuinely one of the most entertaining povs to read if I could make one of those “why we <do xyz>” list on “why we read liab” I’d definitely have “for Jee’s eyebrows” or “for Jee’s attitude” up there.
You know exactly how to write middle aged people who are just Done™ with everything.
That poor man cannot take one more problem added to his list and he will make sure of it.
In a way he kinda reminds me of V, (oh my god it’s been so long since I’ve thought about V) and her no-nonsense attitude
Okay I have so many more things to say but I’m not forming coherent thoughts right now, but basically this is the official
Jee Appreciation Ask™
We ❤️ Jee.
We ❤️ LIAB.
official Jee ask deserves the official LIAB Jee image:
@vintageskeletons for making this hahaha
I’m really glad the way I wanted Jee to come across translated well because an unintentionally intentional sassy old man who was fed up with everything while also caring extremely deeply about everything and everyone was my goal. Yayayayyayyy I’m glad you like him haha.
#Ughhh why did you have to bring up V!!?#There was a reality where I didn’t kill them and they fled and stayed alive but I was like ehhhh idk#They aren’t going to leave their home they’d rather die there(especially with V and her sentiments for that place)#& there’s no way Zhao wouldn’t have the power to eliminate them once he found out they were liars ha#But THANK YOU FOREST LESBIANS#you saved our boys haha#We wouldn’t have a three fic series without you!!#Sorry I went on a forest lesbian rant I loved them#RIP V EVE AND RUTH YALL WERE THE MVP#ok anyway that’s it. Glad you like jee#He doesn’t have a pov next chapter but bato does#& Jee is there so… it should be fun haha#Thanks for the amazing ask#Yall seriously make my day#Shit like this makes writing fanfic fun haha#Leaving it all behind#LIAB#ask
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Tired of seeing fic on ao3 claiming to be based off dune the book series when it’s very obvious that the writer has only seen dune the movie(s).
Yes, it matters. Yes, these are very different works. You’re probably doing this for visibility; I don’t care. Archive Of Our Own is a fucking archive, stop labeling your works with a tag you know is factually incorrect. It makes it impossible for me to filter for fics I want to read.
#ao3#dune#dune books#dune messiah#written because I’ve seen so many fics claiming to be based off the book who have no idea who Alia is#like girl! that’s my girl!!!#if your fic doesn’t contain Alia The Murderous Toddler then I don’t want it in my house in my home in my life#also the fight between feyd and paul went so differently in the books vs the movie. like it’s barely even an obstacle for Paul in the books#the differences are subtle in fic but really obvious if you’re expecting to see one thing and then all of a sudden it’s something else#(did I just describe all of fic? yes. but I hope y’all know what I mean. we are working off of different canon baselines)#seriously Alia is 15 pounds soaking wet three year old child. and she kills the baron . for fun…#also the fremen are not prudes. most people get this. but really neither is the rest of the empire??? I mean the harkonens obviously were.#.like that.. but also I get the feeling that no one else really cared#I’m only on the second book so I could be wrong. but from here it seems like the dune universe has a very fluid understanding of gender and#and sexuality. and polyamory. and drug use.#shout out to face changers gotta be one of my favorite genders btw#anyway. ugh.#long rant is long
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i am full body raging about this bullshit
like don't get me wrong if you're an east coast yank I'm genuinely happy for you
but prime premiere website literally states early screening is 26th, but now we have to go black out for 10 days starting the 18th
im so fucking angry this is a disaster waiting to happen, why the fuck did they bother getting so worked up about The Spoiler when youre pulling this shit jfc
if i see ONE SINGLE spoiler please know that there is NO CORNER OF THE EARTH where i will not find you and skin you alive ����
#good omens#good omens season 2#this is just a rant post and im selfishly and childishly angry about it#but seriously why the fuck get so ratty about the leak when youre opening yourself to a fucking spoiler disaster 10 days before release?#absolute joke#reposting because tumblr went screwy for me#edit: the fact that i went full ham in immersing in spoilers following the nyc screening has Humbled me#and i can assure you i am no longer the person who posted this out of jealousy and self righteousness#the character development i have undergone in the last month has been jarring but im vibing with it
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Rewatching the crown and oh wow, I forgot how good this show is
#i went on a 15 minute rant to my poor mother after finishing the first 2 episodes and i held back SO MUCH#seriously. i could pick this show apart frame by frame and have something to say about each one of them#it's just!!!! SO good#the storytelling (in *every* area!! acting. writing. cinematography. music. i can go on!)#anyway if you hear less from me these next few weeks i'm probably busy meticulously picking apart scenes from the crown in my mind#because oh. my god#i can't#(also- rewatching this i remembered how much the crown taught me about storytelling?? i distinctly recall taking lots of mental notes#about how to say things without *saying* them when s1 first aired. because it's a masterclass in showing instead of telling!!)#even the dialogue shows rather than tells in a lot of instances#i'l shut up now but AAAAA#autism reactivated shfjdj#i forgot i was fixated on this for a good few months every year or so between the ages of 14 & 18 lol#and for good reason holy shit#alys.txt#the crown#<- probably best if i make a tag
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I keep seeing these tiktok edits comparing female celebrities from like the 80s/90s/2000s to modern female celebrities over that “Have you ever dreamt of a better version of yourself?” audio from The Substance and maaaan…that shit makes me feel so icky. Like I get that these editors are going, “Hey, these two people look alike!!” And that’s great. But using an audio from The Substance on actual real life women feels so diabolical?? I feel like I’m the only one who feels this way and ngl I feel insane!! 😭
#˚ʚ meda rants ɞ˚#like maybe i’m just taking shit way too seriously#but i find it a little ghoulish to be taking an audio from a movie#that is literally about a woman struggling to come to terms with her looks as she ages#a movie that is literally about how our culture pits women against each other#and so many people saw that and went ‘damn that’s crazy…anyways—‘
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newest chapter reminded me of like a beach episode in anime where it’s fun low conflict that still moves the plot along yes yes
also don’t know bout you but i’m getting never ending rain which yay but also ew cause it makes outside Worse. now a flashback to book one with sokka out tied up to the pole in the rain 😑
i sit Patiently for the next chapter Patience is a Virtue
OH MY GOSH HIIII!!!
yeahhh hehe last chapter was my beach episode. It was a fun mix of ‘ugh they’re so annoying’ & ‘awwww I lub them’
once again Jee has stolen the show, he’s definitely beach episode material haha.
I’m actually fine with the rain, I have lots of grass and trees so it’s happy for the feeding!! … my biggest concern is the hurricanes already acting up and what that means for our upcoming season ahhh…
dum dun dunnnnnnnnnnn….
& I love that you’re being patient because you’ll need to be this chapter is being difficult (i blame iroh & zuko)
LOVE YA GABBYTRIL I HOPE MY FLORIDA BUDDY IS DOING AMAZING!!
#I seriously think I’ll just barricade the door closed and light the room on fire#The room iroh and zuko are in to clarify#I know liab zuko went through a lot & had conditioned himself to be as unnoticeable as possible but that makes him having serious#conversations super fucking difficult#Anyone who isn’t sokka it’s like zuko ceases to function#& of course iroh is just so kind and allowing zuko the room to discuss and zukos just -#UGH HES SO DIFFICULT#anywayyyy that’s my liab rant#Someone come pick up their zuko he’s here and he’s gotta go#I LOVE THE RAIN IM SORRY YOURE BEING FLOODED!!!#I live in a rural area so rain washes out roads but the livestock around here LOVES IT (& eats the hydrated grass haha)#Those hurricanes though ughhhh#Keep me posted friend you gotta survive the summer#WE CAN MAKE IT AHHHHH#I MISSED YOU GLAD TO HEAR FROM YOUUUU#gabbytril4mg#Ask#leaving it all behind#LIAB#this is amazing#ITF#into the fire#ask
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Me, whenever I think about how, in Yellowjackets, being a queen holds a death sentence as we see with Jackie, who is not only the leader of the group but possibly was the queen bee in high school, drawing in all the attention but also bearing the weight of responsibilities for her team. When she sees them going down a path she fears, that she doesn't understand and thinks it could bring them harm, she protests. She dies all the same. How Nat follows in her footsteps, even if she is a part of that path, which she hates. We see Nat be the one to go out in search of food even when in a dangerous climate, but does so because no one else will and the team counts on her. And because the other option is something she can't (won't) fathom. When Nat realizes that the group is slowly turning towards new ways, it becomes apparent that she can't resist it like how Jackie did, and so she accepts it even when it means her end. Only, it doesn't, or at least in the way she expected (Javi dies for her and she has to bear that weight) and, in the end, becomes the leader that the group needs, needs in that moment that Jackie couldn't be. That shift will forever haunt her in ways that the other members of the team can never truly understand (Travis did, but he's gone, and still no one truly understands). The stain that follows her into adulthood, and, in the end, it will be the death of her.

#jackie yellowjackets#natalie yellowjackets#jackie taylor#natalie scatorccio#travis martinez#this is mainly btw a rant and over analyzing so don't take too seriously#like all the preceived queens (i think nat is the antler queen) of the show died all as a result of the wilderness#and its sad to see---for nat---that even though the girls and her went through the experience together you can see clearly that there is#still a disconnect between her and them (maybe because near s2 she also becomes more willing to talk about the wilderness)
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